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Originally Posted by
justkeepriding
dont think its a story. poor TS. that feeling when someone u care just abandons u is really fk*d up. cheer up ts! many more who deserve you.
Nah it not a friction or a story. It my true encounter that i have mentioned before. Those who follow my thread will know why i in this trade and part of the reason was him.
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Originally Posted by
justkeepriding
yeh can know its true story too. well. we all (guys or girls) do have that 1 ex who just squeeze our wallets to the max and leave us hanging. hate having institutions chase us over debts which are nt ours but what can we do. at lease its possible for you to do this to cover the debts. some of us cant do this. kinda envy you.
good luck in everything Iris!
I bo bian have to do this as circumstances forcing me to. I’m not sure are u a bro or sis as you were saying some of them can’t do this. I assured guy la hor lol. Possible guys to do this? Yes, there are but the market is smaller than gals. Their pricing are higher too even though looks are just so so. Yet, the demand is there cos not many guys are doing this compare to gals.
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Originally Posted by
AhKong69
Means original poster. Or the person that started this thread. ๐
Oh ok, cos usually the common one is TS. 1st time saw OP hehe.
https://www.xiami.com/song/179943?_u…D9990B3D51A534
F.I.R. - ๆไปฌ็็ฑ
This is 1 song that i afraid to sing in KTV. It not i dislike it but i will end up crying halfway if i do so. During the time when L & me faced issues, this is the song that been playing. I have already done over him now but still, i dare not sing this song or really listen to it unless it plays over radio or someone sings in KTV. I thank those that leave messages to me and encourage me. Don't worry that i still haven't get over him but the fact is i already did. The person i haven't really get over totally currently, is not him though. Will try to elaborate more in future if i have the time.
My Ex - It's Complicated
After few days to a week or so (I couldn't remembered the duration as it happened so long ago), he messaged me again. In fact, he had been messaged me often. He wanted to meet me but i was holding back. It not i didn't wanna see him it, what would it leaded to if so? After persisted for days, i finally agreed to meet him. Before we met, i asked him where should we meet. He said we can meet at usual place (hotel) if i ok. I was reluctant to do so. We were no longer in BGR status so why would we needed to meet in hotel? He said he promised he wouldn't touched me even in hotel. It just he needed a space to really talk to me without disturbance. I told him we could meet in quieter place if he really wanna talked to me. He was ok with it. Finally the day came and he messaged me the location to meet. Duh, hotel. I really didn't know what his intention. Hacked of it, i just went ahead.
He asked me to go to 1 of the hotel at GL, at particular Lor 1\* (Can't state it too obvious, who knows he also 1 of the samsters lol) to wait for him there. So i went over and waited at him outside the lobby. Shortly he came and we checked in. We bought some drinks before our registration. Once inside the room, we opened up our drinks and chatted. I was sitting on the bed and he was sitting on a chair. He told me about his stuffs, how cham he was and he felt sorry to hurt me cos of the gal. I didn't answered him too much as it the final decision of his and nothing could changed it. As we chatted, we became more relaxed and started to joke around. He started to tease me and i poked him on his waist just like how you will tease your own good friends. Ended up we were poking each other and he moved from his chair to the bed. He started to tickled me on my waist and i felt too ticklish and started to struggled here and there while i was in between giggling and laughing. I was fighting against his tickling on me and he was already on top of me. I asked him to stop tickled me from squeaking to pleading. The moment when our eyes met. He stopped and looked at me. His face moved towards me and kissed me. His hands moved to my top and started to move it downwards from my shoulders to my arms. Oh ya i was wearing a sleeveless, v shaped stripes purplish top with denim jean. I told him to stop as this shouldn't happened. He ignored me and continued to caress me. He lowered my bra and started to attack my nipples. I tried to push him away to stop but my frame was small compared to his. He removed my bra and he sat up to removed his top and unzipped his jean. I told him we have to stop but he was too engrossed in his lust. He started to remove my jean away, lied down on top of me and inserted in. He started to thrust against me. I knew i couldn't fought against him and let him did whatever he wanted on me. He carried me up and we were in cowgirl position. I moved my body up and down, my turn to thrust him. He hold my face down and we were frenching while still in cowgirl. He changed his position to doggy and continue to pump me. He pumped harder and harder, my moan got louder and louder and he exploded on my butt. Time was running out and we have to clean up and went off. We bid each other goodbye and went our ways. I was thinking what have i done. It was a mistake. I shouldn't have met him in hotel and things happened. I was feeling guilty of what it just happened yet i didn't bear to stop him as i still loved him.
This kinda 'relationship' last a period of times. The feeling was strange. From gf to ex gf to a confusing stage of being a sex buddy or 3rd party. As for he and that gf of his, they did have sex too. So he was like having the best of both world but the miserable one was me. My status dropped down instead of increasing it. I couldn't messaged him during the weekend as he was with her. My mind couldn't stopped thinking they will be making out during the weekends. It hurt me to the max whenever i thought about it. Crying became my good friend too. It came and went whenever it wanted to visit me. At time i would be drunk and cried when i went clubbing with friends. I no longer in my happy self. That's 1 time during our message i asked him so did he still love me. The answered he gave was he didn't wanted to hurt his gf as she treated me very well. She cooked for him and helped him in debts. He really appreciated her. Seeing that, my world just collapsed. So what were i? A sex doll? Suddenly i felt like a slut. I brought this to myself. Thinking if i gave in, he would changed his mind. But, it backfired. I knew i had to give up but i couldn't did it. I couldn't let go. I willing to suffer as long i could see him. Now thinking back, who knows that was his wife if not a rich girl will cook for him meh? Her house surely got maid lor, still required her to cook. All i can say is, I AM STUPID!
>>>To be continued.......
Weather is getting colder especially for next week. It time to bring out what i have bought in overseas for good use now.
My leather jacket that i bought from HK in Dec 2016 will be in good use now. I love leather jackets. I bought a few but can’t wear all in Singapore. Even thought due to debts i can’t spend too much in shopping but still, won’t stop me from dressing up. I born to be a fashionista. That’s why my dream is i can setup my own fashion line. Even though I’m a FL and alot of people’s perception are FLs have to wear sexy and revealing. It WRONG! For me, it not totally about wearing, it how 2 souls connected sexually and sensually. Even she wears super sexy but no chemistry, what’s the point. But of cuz, not under wearing too. Dress for the occasion, that will be wised.
Goodnight all, my apology that that won’t be any update on my story as i have to rest early for work tomorrow.
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sponge05
Interesting story Sis, certainly hope you will continue updating it.
Thanks, will continue once I free
Sad to receive news my cuzzie might not make it probably tonight. She will leave us soon. The thing is due to pantang issue according to my mom, cos my little nephew still not yet 1 month and another week or so will be full month, we couldn’t go to see her. I think my dad broke the ‘rules’ and went. My mom was super pissed. I have to put in good words as to be honest, it within our control and it a very dilemma choice to make too. The most is my dad don’t attend my little nephew’s full month lor. Sigh, life indeed is fragile. I already booked my room today so i have to carry on my life and work. She still in my prayer, praying that she will leave in peace and without much pain.
As per requested, my ootd today.
Wonder is it a correct choice to wear this jacket coz i actually feeling warm inside hahaha.
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Originally Posted by
JustANewbie
yup, sexy for sure.
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Originally Posted by
ibanezjem555
Nice pic Sis. Uppz.
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Originally Posted by
michael_jack
Veri the nice . . ๐
Chio as well. . . Jiayou jiayou
Have a great weekend too.
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kristo
Super sexy…
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curiousSG
you look good sis.
Thanks guys
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Originally Posted by
Tuanehkia
Wow! Quite sad for 1 month old
I think u got me wrong. My cuzzie in her 50s and my nephew is going to be 1 month old.