Now a little background to our situation.
S and I usually discussed and communicated via Line app. With Line, you can see when your messages have been read. I would send her short articles and messages and, although she might not always reply, I could see that she read them.
After the weird dream, I thought of sharing it with her. I narrated the dream to her and messaged her, much as I described it earlier. She read it.
Shortly afterward, the next day, she ceased responding or even opening my messages to read them.
It’s been a week since.
I’ve been trying to figure out if something went wrong. Although I understand that life in the Uni can be busy, yet after our first meeting, when S expressed her relief that our initial meeting wasn’t as bad as she had feared, she even indicated she could meet once a week, or even twice a week if our schedules permitted.
I also initially thought because we were unlikely to meet during her period, she wouldn’t be replying much, but at the very least she’d still read my messages.
But it’s almost as if all of a sudden she’s suddenly decided to stop
I keep thinking if it was somehow related to me telling her about the dream.
I even wonder if somehow, in telling her the name in the dream, it was somehow so similar to her actual name, she must have gotten worried that her identity had been disclosed. Yet, what is that likelihood that a name I dreamed of would be her real name? I mean, what are the chances ???
The sudden change of heart, from her eagerness to meet once a week, to her sudden disappearance has baffled me.
And so, I come to the end of my story, and the reason for posting here.
I hope to somehow find a way to let S know, what I feel about the incident. Is she worried about something? Did something happen to her ? If she had a sudden change of heart, at least I hope to have a chance to tell her this.
I honestly felt we had a great arrangement, something that both of us enjoyed and maybe even looked forward to. If she is worried that her identity had been somehow discovered by me, I want her to know that no matter what, I wouldn’t betray her trust by disclosing her identity. The nature of arrangements such as ours, after all, lie in confidentiality and discretion. I myself would also not wish for our little get-togethers to be known either.
Right now I’m in a situation I don’t know how to resolve. Do I just forget her and move on ? Part of me thinks I should. But I can’t help but feel that this meeting with her was special, something I’m not likely to be able to find again. I should at least try to find a way to explain this point. Rather than give up so easily.
Yet how do I bring my point across to her, to at least explain that it doesn’t matter even if I know who she was ? I definitely won’t seek to cause her harm. That I understand that discretion is important to her ?
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Originally Posted by
hi2u
Hmmm, might probably wanna have a heart to heart talk with her?
How to have a heart to heart talk when I can’t even message her. I can’t imagine how I can even reach out to her !
As I stated at the beginning of this post, I feel like I want to post this account of mine onto the NUS/NTU Confessions pages, hoping that she’ll manage to read it, and hopefully get my point. How else can I even manage to possibly reach her ?
But I realized I can’t post there if I’m not a Uni student, and even then, posting there (or anywhere else) for that matter, might not even reach her.
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Originally Posted by
avantas
There are a lot of fiction in this forum, but if your story is true, I recommend you not to reach out to her.
Old buggers like you and me don’t really go for sex anymore. The intimacy and relationship is something we hope to buy. But ultimately she is a service provider while you are a customer. Contacting her just to state your opinion is very egotistical and pointless as a customer.
If you treat it as a fateful encounter and not an engineered one, wait for her contact you instead. If it never happens then you two have no fate to know each other more and you get to keep the good memories. If something happens you know she is coming to you because she has similar feelings.
Try any more, just means you are desperate. Hope that’s good advice
Even if I wanted to reach out to her, how could I possibly do so? Print my story into leaflets and distribute at the Uni’s ?
My post has reached 15000+ views. I suppose I can only hope that in these 15k + views, a miracle may happen, and somehow she may be directed to read this account, understand and hopefully contact me again.
I suspect quite a number of people think my story is fictional, especially the dream sequence, but it’s real.
Now I don’t know if S is just busy, and will contact me again, or is gone for good. The uncertainty is maddening.
And I must thank the bro who volunteered his assistance to hopefully improve the current situation. I still don’t know how to proceed though. But I would like to pay you back for your kindness
So far 2 bros have advised me to just forget S. One bro has indicated I should try to re-establish contact.
The thing is how could I possibly do so in a forum where I’m sure there’s a chance she will read my message? It matters not if after reading she’s still not willing to carry on, but at least I have tried.
At the very least to seek closure, I need to know that it’s her deliberate choice…
Anyway the vast majority of the visitors to this post are probably here hoping to read stories which they hope would be erotic in nature, while a small minority are those also hoping to get their share of encounters.
And with this post, I guess I’ll end the story.
If you have any feedback, suggestions or the means to help please message me