Hey guys! It’s me again. My 1st attempt wasn’t too bad right? Hahaha. I’m glad it was well received with a good amount of support from you guys here. Been busy but now, I’m back with another one! Perhaps even 2. I’m gonna split this into a 2 part series I guess. Well… This first story dates back to when I was still in school (gonna do my best to recall as much as I can uh!) & I think it’s gonna be a pretty interesting ride…
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Being open to almost anything, being adventurous and just willing to explore was pretty much everything to me back then. I was already a little jaded but still considered somewhat fresh because I was still in love with how much euphoria it brought me despite the aftermath treating my heart & emotions like trash… LOL. It was addictive. Really.
Honestly speaking though… Somewhere in me, I wanted to be tied down badly. Perhaps it’s so that I don’t go astray?
Then again, deep down, this pleasurable rush; this adrenaline feeling was like a drug. It quickly became a serious addiction despite me trying to be all discreet about it. Hahaha. I guess I should have never been attached in the 1st place…
[ PART ONE ]
Let us go back in time; back to about 7-9 years ago? It was around the CNY period. I was with my ex back then. We were like about a few months in as a couple but nothing too serious just yet. It was like our first CNY together and I wanted to spend the eve with him. Sadly, he kinda had family obligations and we were kinda on the low key so we couldn’t be very showy and all that yknow? It sucks. It really did.
River Hongbao was the place to be at for families during CNY eve night right? So yeah, like all normal families do, we were there with our families respectively. After midnight struck, I ditched my family to go find him; to at least say hi and hang out with him for a while and perhaps we could head back together… We texted and he gave me his location. I saw him, went up to him and awkwardly said hi to him and to the rest of his family.
I pulled him aside for a while to ask if he could do the same and just hang out with me for the rest of the night but he said he couldn’t get away no matter what.
I was upset at his answer. I was disappointed. I expected more from him. Sigh…
And so, as I was feeling all of this shit… I watched him leave as he walked away with his family while waving bye to him & trying to force a ‘friendly smile’ look. Oh Lord… that feeling stung. It stung real bad. Urgh. It pissed me off real bad too.
Well, on a side note; I should also let you guys know that I was also catching up with a fling through text ya? Hahahaha. Let’s call him… Z.
Since I didn’t wanna just head back early like that, I kinda drop Z a msg that I was kinda left stranded here by my then bf, didn’t wanted to end the night just like that and asked him if he had any plans for the night. He replied that he was free and was also up for a spontaneous meet up. (This was on the pretext of wanting to ‘catch up’. LOL. Ohhhh. Hold on! Don’t give me that look! I knew what was the real meaning behind it kays! Hahaha.)
Yes, I knew what this would entail… I know it wasn’t morally right but right now, I didn’t give a fuck no more. I threw in my effort to be with him but all I got back was nothing. Sheesh. He didn’t appreciate my attention right? So all I had to do was to find someone else who did.
Z did. …Of course he did.
I texted my ex I was on the way home but in actual fact, I was waiting for Z to come pick me up. I wasn’t so sure if he was serious about driving down just to come find me. After all, it had been a while since we talked and stuff… (We kinda stopped talking because life caught up with us and we kinda went off on our own separate ways on a bad note back then. So things between us got awkward and shit but then again, during our texting back & forth, it didn’t seem that way LOL.)
30 mins to an hour later, a white Benz pulled over next to me.
It was Z! He was actually serious about driving down to come pick me up! Like wow okay. It had been a few years since I saw him & this was also the first time I actually saw him in a car so I didn’t recognise all of this that was currently right in front of my sight. Hahaha.
“Z? Is that you?”, I said, while bending down over for a closer look.
“Hey you! It’s been a while man. How have you been?”, he replied as the window came rolling down.
“Omg it’s really you! Woah!” - I looked at him and gave a quick scan of his car. Yup, I was totally checking his car out lol. HAHAHA.
He flashed a smile at me. That cutesy lil’ smile still looked the same as ever huh.
“Come on, don’t just stand there! Get in already!”, he gestured.
Oops. I realized I was stoning and was probably taking too long to absorb all of this in and quickly snapped out of it. “Oh sorry!”, I gushed as I quickly got in the front seat. I sat down; doors closed. We looked at each other and hugged the moment our eyes met. It had been too long & no awkwardness apparently. Lol. Yay I guess?
In the next minute… We buckled up, exchanged smiles again and off we went.
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Long intro is looooonnnggggg. Hahaha. Need to do some background story uh. Lol.
Oh, and uh… Thanks Jebuschris91 & davidguetta for leaving your nick and the upz ya! (Didn’t realise you could actually check LOL.)
Alright, I’d be off for now. Took too long to write this too… Omg.
But stay tuned uh! I’ll be back soon enough.
Ayeeee. Here’s more for you guys this early afternoon! Without further ado…
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“So… To where?”, he asked. My tummy growled.
“Hahaha, oops. Time for supper I guess? Where at this time can we get food then?”, I said as I looked through Google on my phone.
“Oh, if you don’t mind going to a coffeeshop, I know where to go.”
“Is it far?”
“Probably. But aiya, got car what right?”
“Well yeah. I’m just asking uh… Hahaha.”
“Hmm… I also wanna eat a bit I guess. Let’s get going then!”
Another half a hour passed. We’ve reached. It
was
pretty far from town. Lol. But at least, there’s food! Yay. We ordered each a bowl of ba chor mee and I pretty much wolfed it down in minutes. He gave me the surprised look (like always) and said about how I still behaved the same as before. That I never did really change.
Basically, we were just chit chatting over supper; we were doing some serious catching up and all that.
My phone buzzed. My ex said he was home and was about to sleep. Looking at the text, it almost reminded me of whatever happened an hour or so ago. Urgh. I quickly texted him the same, said goodnight and slipped my phone back into my bag.
While we’re still talking and trying to finish up our drinks, this weird feeling of morality struck me. As I tried not to think about it… I think he noticed the change in my expression and mood. Z’s usually pretty sensitive and accurate when it comes to reading me LOL. (It’s quite scary to know that someone can read you like an open book ya! Hahahaha.)
Z: You okay? You seem down.
Me: Mmhmm. -flashes a slight smile at him-
Z: You sure? I can send you back home if you’d like.
Me: No. I don’t wanna go home so early. -still looking down at my drink-
Z: Really? -pauses- Well, if you’re okay then let’s finish up and go?
He patted me on my thighs and then took a huge last gulp down.
Me: Alright.
That touch right there; omg; it’s still the same. Still as soft and gentle as ever. And ever so suddenly, memories of us came flowing back to my mind. Memories of us going at it at the toilet and at the stairs… HAHAHA. Memories of us doing the hanky panky in the movies. Memories of the kinky times. Lol. Not sure if I’ll ever do them again in a heartbeat, especially with Z… But they were fun. A reckless kind of fun.
I took a last gulp down as well and got up.
To my surprise, he took my hand and led me back to the carpark. Normally, I would take my hand back. But… At this point of time, the thought about brushing his hand away didn’t occur to me. Instead, my heart actually skipped a beat…?! LOL. I smirked at my silly self and walked towards the car together with him, hand in hand. Like back in the good ol’ days.
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It’s mid week and my schedule is still packed. Can’t promise when I’ll do the next update but do stay tuned ya? See you all real soon!
Hey y’all. My weekends were super packed. It was just late nights after late nights of clubbing & partying with friends. Legs are sore af man. Hahaha. So pardon the quietness. Anyway… Here’s a quick update.
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Back in the car, we sat in silence. It was only a few seconds of it before we spoke but to me, it felt like hours.
I was letting my thoughts drift like, ‘What… are we gonna do now? Where are we gonna go?’ and then he spoke.
Z: So to where now?
Me: I dunno. Don’t feel like heading back just yet still.
Z: Then let’s go for a drive then until we figure it out?
Me: Okay.
We drove off into the night. As we drove aimlessly, we kinda talked about the old times, what have we already done, what have we not done yet, details of our encounters with others, how was our overall sex lives and all that. Hahahaha. All that talk was actually making me aroused, and I think it did the same for him.
It was really dark (since it’s night time after all) but I could somewhat see a bulge in his pants and just boldly asked him if all the talk about the sexual stuff is turning him on. He said yes, it sure did.
So I guess we had to do something about it right? LOL. Well… Since I hadn’t tried all of this just yet, I thought it’ll be fun to have my hands reaching over for his bulge while he was driving. And… He definitely twitched a little there. Hahahaha. (I actually had half the mind to pull it out, but I figured it’d be too dangerous for him and me, so I dropped the idea.)
It was slient but the tension was definitely building up in there. I was giving it a good rub for 5 mins straight in silence before he asked about where in my area could he park over so that he could focus on whatever I was doing to him. Lol. I said about remembering that there’s a pretty ulu place of like a huge ass carpark that only trucks & buses could park which was somewhere behind but I’m not too sure about the exact location. I took my hands off and let him think about it. To which he said that he might know where it was and within 15 mins of driving around, we found it.
Looks like my observations during car rides have finally served me well. It was dead quiet there. The trucks and buses; they were huge. They felt huge. And trying to find like an empty spot between them as tough. We slowly navigated through and in minutes, we parked over.
The engines were still running. The air con was still cooling.
The tension between us didn’t seem like it was gonna slow down.
“So we’re here now huh.”, I said. He nodded. We’re both still looking in front. Just trying to be chill and all but that’s all for shows, you know? “Just so you know, I haven’t done it in a long time & I know we’re probably gonna go all the way tonight so… Yeah. You think you’re ready?”, he asked.
“I’m already here man. And there’s really nowhere else I can go if I wanted to bail. Lol. So…”
I didn’t exactly finish my sentence and I didn’t really wanted to? I just turned over to look at him and realised…
He was staring right back at me. His eyes; I felt like he was scanning my entire body. I was already looking at his lips and wanting to go forward to just make out with him man. LOL. He did leaned in really close; placing one arm on the rest and the other still on the wheel. And I was still there, in my seat, not moving an inch… Just yet.
Oh, the tension. Oh, that sweetly burning sexual tension. Damnnnnn.
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Cliffhanger? Kinda. Hahahaha. That’ll mean that the next part is gonna be juicy right? I promise it will be!
And until then, which will be in a few days time… I shall be back soon kays. Have a good week ahead!
I’m back! Here’s your next juicy update before I get busy again.
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It was like Z was staring right into my soul.
I felt my chest tighten up. His gaze shifted over to my lips in a spilt second and it quickly went back to my eyes again. I did the same too.
Next second, I went forward and our lips met.
And that… That was a good loonnnnggggg kiss. Hahaha.
Feelings of familiarity came back. It was slightly different this time, but still somehow the same…? Lol. This 1st make out was a sensual one. It was like we were testing waters? Idk how long that was man. All I remembered was that we had to take a break to catch our breaths. Hahaha.
We laughed at each other, took off both our seat belts and went for seconds.
The second was a hot and heavy one. We couldn’t wait to get our hands on each other man. We were reaching out to touch each other so much. It was a really passionate make out session and it had been long since I had it. Like damn it was lit. I hope it was the same for him.
We stopped for a while; Z was motioning for us to get to the back seat so it was easier and yeah, I kinda climbed my way back and so did he. (Too lazy to get outta the door and come back in I suppose LOL.) The make out and hanky panky-ing continued at the back…
We were behaving like lost long lovers trying to make up for lost time together. His hands were roaming around my body & my hands were on his shoulders… Not. Not for long anyway. I was also being touchy like everywhere. I did do little tugs on his pants and on the back of his head. LOL. And thennnn… He pushed me over and suddenly, I was trapped in between his legs & he was on top.
I wasn’t in a dress. Neither did I had makeup on. I was in the most casual outfit ever; loose t-shirt and 3-quarters. I was just as plain and ordinary as I could be and here was this guy making out with me; looking at me with such burning lustful eyes. I’m going like all, “Wow, really. This is actually happening…?”, in my head man! Lol.
I was sensing the huge waves of surreality but I didn’t back down. This was my rare chance to do something so exciting and I’m not sure when I’ll ever be able to do this again. So yeah, when it hit me… I just rode the waves and let it wash all over me in ecstasy.
Back in reality, I realised he was already at my neck nibbling away. Lol. Also, his hands found their way down south; to the button & zip of my pants.
At that 1st touch, I let out a huge moan when he both nibbled and rubbed my undies at the same time. He came back to kiss me on the lips while I removed my pants completely as he was undoing his pants. Well, uh… It was cram af though. Lol. The back seat doesn’t give you much space to maneuver a lot. We both sat up after struggling for a while to remove it properly. Hahaha. Then it was back to business.
Some finger foreplay was also involved. He may have been slightly better over the years, but his style wasn’t really sitting well with me leh… Hahaha. I did managed to climax (not huge ones) at least once or twice I suppose. I guess I prefer meaty fingers over the skinny boney ones.
Once that was over, it was my turn to service him. He also took out the rubber in preparation & for a sec there I thought he was about to put it over for me to suck. (My sense of smell and taste are very sensitive so I hated the taste of latex in my mouth. Warned him before. Almost thought he forgot. Lol.) He said it was for later and I let out a sigh of relief. Hahaha.
I had a lot of practice since I last saw him. I was pretty eager to show him how I’d improved over the years. Back then, he still had to guide me and all that. But now, I think I know some tricks that’ll roll well with him. Hopefully I will have that stamina to last though. I knew he loved it long and I still wasn’t so sure if my jaw could keep up with the pacing and all that uh. Maybe my upgraded skills might just cover for my lack of stamina I guess? LOL.
He was sitting at the corner all ready & I was about to go down on him; while I was giving him a light teasing kinda handjob.
Z: It’s been a while since you last saw him huh… -looks down-
Me: Hahaha, yeah. And he still looks the same as ever. Still looking cute uh.
Z: Whaaattt. How dare you call him cute?
Me: He is! Other than being pretty demanding as I last recalled…
Z: Oiiii. He’s got standards and is a beast okay. Later you die.
Me: Well, okay, we’ll see about that. For now, he’s under my control.
Z: -shrugs- Oh well, go do your thing then.
Me: You bet I will.
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Hahahaha! That’s all for now! Another cliffhanger huh… I know lol. Your next juicy update will be real soon, I promise! I’ve actually spiced things up since I barely can remember the details of years ago, but I guess this works out & gets you guys going nevertheless right?
Will be right back before you know it.
Hey guys, I’m back! Last weekend was crazy. I’m still going through the post Ultra blues and am only feeling slightly better to post an update. Lol. Apologies for the long wait ya! Without further ado, here’s the next update…
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I closed my eyes and took a deep breath.
That somewhat familiar scent and taste hasn’t really changed much… (I mean most guys usually more or less smell & taste the same down there but there’s also still that individual unique scent right? Lol.) Still clean, just the way I like it. Using my mouth, I did a few fast full pumps before going back to slowly teasing him at tip. Well… With that, I also sensed a twitch & a jerk. Hahaha.
I did what I needed to do. I needed to show him my skills. Show him that I’ve since improved from when he last had me. I went all out I guess. Switching in between the fast & the slow movements, I had to also use my hands to help me out. Right on the base, left under the balls. Lol.
While I was being real busy, I heard something being said under his heavy breathing.
“Mmmmhhhmmmm. So good. You’ve gotten SO much better…”, he heaved.
I paused the mouth action to look up at him. Flashed a grin and went right back to business. I’m glad he took noticed… That felt really nice to know. And… Because of what he said, it got me really in the mood. I went so fast and so good that he had to stop me because he actually needed a break from feeling too much of it LOL.
We took a quick breather and peeked out the windows.
Still dark & silent.
Z: You… wanna try it outside?
Me: What…?
Z: Yeah, outside. Since it’s pretty cram in here.
Me: -looking slightly surprised- Eh?! Really? … I mean, I know surely there’d be no one but still…?!
Z smiled at me, pulled his pants completely off and reached for the door. Like omg… We are seriously going to do it outdoors?! LOL. I wore back my pants though… Still a lil’ too conscious about myself to do that. Hahaha. I also realised he didn’t take the condom with him… Or was it already in his pocket? Hmmm…
We’re now at the back of the car. He pushed me down and he whipped his tool out for me. Ahhh. Okay. Time for round 2. I knew all that wasn’t enough for him still. Tsktsk.
Lol. Well… -shrugs- Let’s go then! Hahaha.
This second round was a little more thrilling. The feeling of giving head outdoors was completely new to me. It was refreshingly scary but oh so much fun too! I was so much more into it and so was Z. We got on a high together like so much until the heat was literally unbearable LOL.
He pulled me back up and walked towards the front.
Turned me around to face the hood and with a quick pull, my pants came down. I was ready to take it all in… Closing my eyes, I prep myself by placing my hands on the warm hood and bend accordingly.
…Hmmm? Fingers? Is he warming me up or just trying to tease the shit outta me again? Lol. I looked back to see him stroking a bit and looking for my hole. I was about to beg for him to give it to me when he suddenly told me to wait as he placed the rubber on. … OMG. URGH. The anticipation! Oh Lord. My pussy can’t handle the throb no more uh.
The moment he found his way… The moment he slid in… A huge relief of a moan was heard. Fuck. That felt soooooo good! With my arms still propping me up, my head dropped down and I saw my reflection on the hood. I looked at my silly self and smiled. Z took a while to appreciate the wrap around too.
Hahahaha. Getting it from the back is always good. Well, it was action time yo.
And then I got reminded again. I… Could feel the difference inside me. It wasn’t that familiar feeling that I’ve been having for a while. Instead, it was so jarringly different I actually took a while to adjust to it! Lol. Nevertheless, it still felt great. We huffed & puffed our way through the deep pumps. Soon enough, we gradually picked up speed as we kinda climaxed together. Well, it was so good that I managed to reach my 1st big one in minutes yo! LOL.
Keeping my moans in wasn’t easy either. And while it was super thrilling, I consistently had to keep a look out… Z wanted me to moan as loud as I could though. Hahaha. Like since it was super ulu and quiet and stuff so it didn’t really matter… Plus it was already super late at night; told me to not worry, and just release my inhibitions to just moan it all out. He loved hearing my moans. Said that it hugely turns him on. And so I just did exactly what he said. He was almost moaning along with me too…? Hahaha.
Oh Lord… I was already feeling the second wave by the next few mintues. It was coming to me really fast too. Took deeper breaths. Bent lower with me really arching my back there. I almost wanted to put one leg up on the hood though! (But then again… That position would be too unstable for us.) Anyway, we managed to stay at a constant speed while shifting our positions here and there. Once we found that sweet spot to go all the way, waves of the 2nd orgasm came crashing down on me and my legs… Omg. My legs. It got me so good ‘cause they were shaking! Even my arms… I was trying my best to keep my body propped up please LOL.
Like dammnnnnnn boy! I was in a complete state of blissful euphoria while Z was still going on at it man. I always knew Z had the stamina to go on for long but I needed a break after 2 good ones lol. While panting, I slowly looked back at him and told him I need a break to recollect myself. He got the message… And pop! Out his tool went. Omg. Lemme tell you… I was so sensitive by then… That slight sensation gave me a good twitch right there.
He was actually panting and breaking out in a sweat too. Hahaha.
We slowly got back into the car & started the engine for the aircon. Z was sitting down at one corner while I was lying away from him with like my butt facing him. Lol.
This boy though… He had the nerve to continue to tease me with his fingers while I was still sensitive as fuck.
My eyes rolled back and I moaned softly… Please no… I need to catch my breath… Z…
I guess he chose not to hear my pleas. Cause this horny boy didn’t stop. Lol.
Sighhhh… It’s really bringing me back to the good ol’ days where time seems to really slow down…
Like where nothing else in the world matters.
Like how fucking awesome everything feels between us right now.
Like how this lust between us is burning so strongly that it could literally scald us.
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And… There you go guys! Hopefully, this will bring back the heat for you all. Lol. I still have more to tell so sit tight ya. I’ll see you all soon again with more juiciness. Be prepared.
Hey guys! Hopefully you all are still around…? Lol. Here’s the next juicy update.
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While Z was teasing me still, I looked back at him with pleading eyes to let me chill for a while. I noticed he was still stroking his tool. That means he’s still not done yet. Oh no. I’m not ready just yet… I think. Lol.
I was letting out some soft little moans as he continued to tease me for the next few minutes or so. He soon leaned over to me and whispered, “Rest time is over, bitch. We’re going for our next round. Get up.” Obviously, I was in like that whole ‘drunken in lust’ state, so I obeyed his instructions and propped my butt up; just quietly waiting for him to stick it in.
With one quick push, I felt something super warm entering me again. Mmmm. This time it wasn’t his fingers, it was the thing I’d be waiting so long for. I let out a sighing kinda moan because it felt sooooo good to be filled again. (I swear to you man, I kinda almost came again because of my current sensitivity…? Lol. But I had it under control lah; no worries there.)
He heaved & grunted. And then… He just went full steam ahead again… LOL.
Oh Lord. The sudden progression with my heightened sensitivity brought me into overdrive real quick. With each climaxing point, it grew larger and larger until I reached the big O. It really didn’t take too long either. Hahaha. I spoke of wilder words and my moans got louder too. The moment when I was at the big O, I contracted so much that he was also feeling the need to let go already… We maintained that speed until we both came together. Damn, the release was soooooo satisfyingly great. The moment we’re done, we kinda like just collapsed on the seats for a good few minutes there please. Needed to catch our breaths man… Hahaha.
Once it was all over, we wiped and cleaned up, got dressed and sat back down. While still sitting at the back seat… We chilled and I leaned over onto him.
Me: Thanks Z… That was a wild one.
Z: Yeah, thanks for all that too… You okay ya?
Me: Hahaha, yeah I am. Just trying to recollect myself a bit.
Z: Ahhh, yeah. Same. Hahaha.
We quickly checked the time; it was close to dawn. Omg. We sure took a long time huh.
Z: Omg the time! I’ve gotta send you home already.
Me: Yeah, damnnn. Tired liao lorr please. We need sleep.
Z: Hahaha, hell yes we do. You ready to go?
Me: Yeaps. Let’s go, let’s go!
We hopped back to the front & quickly drove off. On the way back, I still felt flushed and really warm. Lol. I asked him if he was feeling the same and he sorta said he was too. Hahaha. We both laughed and had smiles on our faces. That was an agreement of a good session right there…
Soon, we arrived. The sun was almost out.
Me: Thanks again, Z. For supper and the wonderful night we had. It was really nice seeing you again. Not sure when I’ll be seeing you again… But just, do take care ya?
Z: Yeah, no worries. It was great seeing you again. You rest well and take care too ya? Hope to catch up with you some time again soon.
And with that parting speech of sorts, I gave him a quick peck on the cheeks before I alighted. As I saw him drove off, reality hits back at me. I quickly made my way back up, took a thorough shower and crashed once I touchdown onto my bed. I was about to doze off… But I opened my eyes and stared at the ceiling that was starting to get brighter. I briefly thought about my actions. I didn’t exactly feel any sense of regret?! Lol. If anything, it was so overwhelmingly thrilling please… I hadn’t had such fun in a long while uh. Oh Lord, where had my sense of morals disappeared to?! LOL. /gets bricked
Anyway… This is a secret that I pray hope that he may never ever find out about.
That’s because…
This isn’t my first nor will it be my last.
[ END OF PART ONE ]
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ALRIGHTTTTT. End of part one guys! Hope I didn’t make you guys wait too long uh. Lol. I’d be honoured if you guys really enjoyed it! As I’m gonna be pretty busy this week… Part 2 will only start like next Monday or so? And if you’re wondering if it’s the same partner, I’m here to tell you no. There will be similarities since the setting is more or less the same… But I promise you guys that the story will still be as sexciting as ever ya! Hahaha. Okay, this was long and I took quite a while to finish up so I gotta go rest now. Peace out y’all!
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niakon
Great story Sis. You wrote very well. I always enjoy reading from a female perspective. Looking forward to your next one
Thanks thanks! Hahaha. It’ll be here soon enough!
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speed88
Sis post some pics of to increase more visual. Will made the story more interesting.
I’m not really the kind to go find pictures to post… Lol. But uh, I’ll take note!
As promised… I’m back with the second part of this series! As mentioned earlier, the overall setting is gonna be similar. The timeline for this second story is not too far from the first one, but compared to right now… It’s been a long while too. Well, with whatever I can remember… I’ll just work my magic on this one then!
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“One foot cannot step on two boats” ; Ah. That famous Chinese proverb.
I remember the emotions running through me when I first started looking else where. It was such a crazy ride. As to being new to this, I didn’t clean my tracks properly and soon trouble came looking for me. Fast forward to a few months later, I got better and smarter at it. But that didn’t mean that the danger of being discovered was gone either…
So yes, it did become an addiction for a while. Weak willed me couldn’t seem to stop uh. I used to see nothing wrong with it really.
The thrill; the lust; the attention; the double life.
All of this spells as adventurous to me. With adventures, comes thrills & risks. And I seek for all of it.
[ PART TWO ]
Just so you guys know, I was still with the same ex. At this point in time, we’re about a year plus into our relationship. Ever since then, I gave myself some good thoughts about it and decided not to stray for the time being because I was sure that this ex will be that one for me… Not. LOL.
As months passed by, I thought that maybe this time I can actually commit because he was everything I was looking for. I thought to myself like for sure, ‘I will not make the same mistakes again!’ (Ya right. *ahem* :/)
However, issues between us were snowballing… His family. The oncoming NS duty. The realizations of our future goals that does not exactly match. And then came the temptations of the nightlife & wanting to live that ‘double life’. I was certain that we could ride things through together and find the balance between that ‘double’ life that I so very much wanted.
…Clearly, that didn’t work out as planned. Hahaha.
I was just barely past a few years over the legal age back then. Once, I had a taste of the nightlife before I was legal and ever since then… I had always admire the glitz & glamour of the partying nightlife. It just seems like so much fun you know? But I didn’t have anyone to go with me back then, so I had to hold it out until I found myself a partner who wanted to go to clubs with me. Lol. My ex clearly wasn’t the clubbing type. So that’s a huge bummer. But he didn’t exactly restrict me from going either. Uh, yay? Hahaha.
Soon enough, I made some friends who were just as interested as me to go check out the nightlife scene as newbies. We were a group of 4 girls and we eventually became clubbing kakis.
This happened on one of the nights that we’re out. The other 2 girls weren’t free, so that night was just me and my girl Abi. We met up for dinner before heading down to Soul. (It’s the club that took over supperclub? Soul is currently extinct now but that building is definitely still there luh. Lol.) Even after walking around the malls and stuff, we were kinda early still… It was like only close to 11pm? We did managed to get our entries settled 1st though. Then again… We weren’t exactly game face ready to just step into the club like that. LOL.
We quickly made our way into the toilet at the nearby Mcd to do our makeup. Took us an hour sia. Of course, we did do the whole selfie shit. Hahaha. Pretty pretty liao must zi lian a bit you know… If not like wasted right? Lol. Abi was looking tight in her usual tube top and jeans & I was in an oversized batwing tunic dress. I chose to wear that not only because it was comfy and easy to dance in… It’s also because the dress was hugging tightly where it matters, the hips & my butt. And perhaps it also helps that it was short enough to show off just the right amount of legs… I guess? Lol.
Went in at 12. Still very early apparently. But the time for free flow drinks for the ladies starts at 12, so why not stay? Hahaha. We claimed our 1st two cups and hell it was strong af. Lol. Vodka cranberry ain’t my thing but that’s the only thing they offered so… Oh wells. We’re sitting at a far corner sipping our drinks while looking at the empty dance floor.
Abi: We’re just way too early every time!
Me: Girl, it’s okay. We need our free flow drinks right?
Abi: Yeah… Because we’re some broke ass students lah.
Me: Like duhh. *laughs*
Abi: *laughs with me*
Abi: So what time do you wanna get the party started huh, dancing queen?
Me: Oh, come on. Please don’t call me that.
Abi: But you are! Like hellooooo… Every time you hit the stage, all eyes are always on you and you will never fail to attract all the dudes’ attentions please. Don’t even get me started on your way-too-sexy-to-look-away moves please! And I will always have to be the one that pulls you away when they come too close for comfort.
Me: Hahahaha… Ohhhh please. You’re pretty attractive yourself lorr okay. As compared to you, you don’t need the moves like I do. Hahaha. But well… You’re right. Thanks for that always man.
Two empty cups each on our table. The dance floor was still empty. There were people; all the tables were full by now, but they were all still drinking too. We were slightly buzzed however & the music has just gotten really good too. Still a little shy… But we were pretty much raring to go already.
With a deep breath and that confirmation look we exchanged, we placed our cups back at the bar, made sure we looked sexy af to each other (HAHAHA.), took each other’s hands & made our way as we strutted on to the dance floor; we were just two feisty souls that couldn’t wait any longer to get the party started.
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Phew. That was a long and lengthy start. But hey, the fun’s about to begin soon! Speaking of which… I just wanted to share with you guys that I had some similar encounters recently while writing this and all this “deja vu”/familiar vibes that I’m getting so far is really putting me into the headspace again. Hahahaha. It HAS been a long while since then anyway LOL. Getting reminded of all those feelings… Well, it’s pleasantly cute yet kinda odd but I’m not exactly complaining either.
In any case, it actually got me really inspired and fired up to come and write! So here I am with this chunky piece & I hope you guys will continue to read on. With that being said, I’ll see y’all around real soon I guess.
Almost forgotten about me wanting to update. Lol. Well, well… Here’s your next short update everyone!
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As the speakers boomed away, we slowly danced our way up to the central podium. About 5 songs later, we were pretty much in our own world. We noticed the stares coming from the tables. We noticed that the dancefloor was slowly filling up. We also noticed how the guys are gravitating towards the podium as well…
Soon enough, the crowd was high enough and the podium was packed. By then, we were like tired from all that grooving. We’ve kinda done our job to get the party started so it was time to take a break! Which means… Toilet break! Lol.
In the toilet…
Abi: Did you notice the amount of guys eyeing on us, woman?
Me: Of course, I did luhh. It was way too much. Hahaha.
Abi: -nudges me- Sooooo… Any cute ones you wanna dance with just yet hmm?
Me: Uhhhh. No leh. Most of them either look like the weird creep kind or decent but just not my cup of tea to hook up with… Y’know what I mean?
Abi: Awwww. Well yeah. Neither did I. Free flow is over, but do you wanna get another one or… We go try bumping around the tables?
Me: Gurrrrllll… Please. Only if they offer, okay? Otherwise, let’s just buy our own.
Abi: Ayeeee boss.
Me: Let’s get outta here then.
Welp. Back at the dancefloor. Damn. It was crowded. No more space available at the podium either. So… It looks like we have to go around the perimeter.
I felt them staring eyes following us as we made our way around. As soon as we thought we found a good spot to dance, we were pushed around and stuff. So annoying. Not to mention that there are all the eager grinding guys within the surroundings lol. If handsome/cute okay luhh… But all not those kind one leh. LOL.
Fast forward to an hour later… We managed to find our way back up to the podium. Abi was suddenly on her own and so was I. Well… We made sure we were dancing close enough so that we could still see each other uh. I think we pretty much forgot about going to get drinks lorr please. Hahaha. Anyway… I was then pretty much in the zone since I’m on my own now. Lol. That was the case until I suddenly sense someone coming close…
Looking down and over my shoulders, I saw his footwork. I thought, “Hmmm. This guy’s trying… Not bad. Should turn around and see how he looks like.”
He came real close… And so when I turned, there he was - he was almost right front of in my face. Like the ’too close for comfort’ kinda close. (First thing I noticed was his bald head though. LOL.) As skinny as he may seem to be, he’s got the looks. Quite cute. More importantly, he could really groove and I liked the way he danced. Our eyes met and we exchanged smiles. We grooved together a little; both facing each other. We were suddenly so in sync until I almost didn’t realise that he had his arms on my waist. (Well, I certainly felt it for sure… But no complains! LOL.)
I was keeping my distance still. Like duh! Because if I turn, I’ll definitely get grinded. HAHAHA. I ain’t just that ready yet. Therefore… To get myself familiarised with my current dancing partner, I tried to make some small talk with him first before deciding to turn around to get more intimate aka to get my butt grinded. LOL.
And that was how Casp & I met.
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Okay. That’s it for now. Fret not! It’s only really the beginning uh. This rendezvous actually spans over a week… If I remember correctly. Lol. So this is gonna be really long ya. I hope you guys are patient enough to carry on reading for more! Gotta go catch my Zs now. Cya soon.