venue: overseas hotel.
colleague: ah ming. chubby but cute looking and sweet talker likes to flirt.
been with company for 4 years, known ah ming for 2. work closely. became very comfortable with ming, after a year or so. he start to flirt more. a few times… i walk legs spread quite wide because of abrasion.. he will joke saying i got a good time last night…. i will hit him on his arm… usually in the morn bump into him quite often.. take lift up together, very cramp. sometimes he stands behind me.. can feel his belly. my butt brush against his front…
after work go drink together in group.. but he always sit beside… sometimes stand quite close… a few times lean on his shoulder after drink too much and share cab back… that year his birthday, we went club as he had just broken up with his girlfriend. he drank a lot… i joined in with him… but didn’t drink as much as him… he wanted to dance. so i joined him.. both of us so high.. i don’t know how to dance. so he teach me.. he hold my waist.. guide me to shake with his waist… then slowly.. he dance behind me. came behind me.. he guide my butt to shake.. to rub his front area..i got the hang of it. he let go of my waist. then started to grope my body. got touch my breasts..
club until late… we took cab i send him home. reach his block downstairs. i saw with him. listen to him talk. he lean on my shoulder. he sob… i console him… then finally we took lift go up to his floor, last floor… in the lift. he hugged me.. i let him hug.. both his hands grope my butt… lift reached his floor liao. he didn’t want to go. just kept hugging… until we hug and walked out of lift… he put his weight one me. like he cannot walk… brought him into his house then his room. his parents overseas so the whole house only us.. once put him down on his bed.. he pull me down along with him..
he started to force himself on me. kiss me. lick my ears.. lick my neck. he’s heavy and strong.. he pull my hauter top off.. split the strap that held the hauter up from my neck.. he pull down the top part of the dress and started to lick my nipples. then i felt him pull up my dress then pull my panties down. his fingers go inside me. i was already so wet inside. many months never do with hubby. his fingers press so hard and intense.. make me a lot more wet. kept pressing he found my special spot.. i moan and scream. i feel like i was about to orgasm then his fingers came out. he adjusted his jeans. his penis came out..he spread my legs.. i was very hot and high.. kept thinking kept thinking. so tempted..
So tempted.. Very tempted to let another penis enter me for the first time. Felt the penis tip on my private… So tempted… Only ever had one my whole life. but… but… oh no.. oh no … what am i doing! i quickly stopped him.. pushed him away.. he kept trying… i held his penis to stop him.. finally he stop… cause i started to stroke him… i stroke him very quickly… he got tired and retreated… i continued to stroke for him… in turn.. he finger me back.. his fingering is good.. we pet each other… he fingered me very intensely… i orgasmed and let go of his penis… so high… i hugged I’m tight… but then i realize. big mistake…. shit.. i felt his penis go in.. ahhh! his penis top is so big…i felt him start to push …. he push a few times.. then he moaned… i felt his warm liquid shoot inside me.. he pinned me down.. i couldn’t let him go…. then he knocked out…. i quickly pack up and go home. luckily husband dead asleep.. i bath for very long.. kept washing… went back to work… he couldn’t remember what happen… we both act blur… not sure he really cannot remember… within a week. we were back to normal..
weeks later.. Ming did mention to go clubbing again.. but i always say not convenient.. i was thinking.. maybe he can remember what happened… then 2 months later. company sent both of us to neighboring country to close a deal. anticipated repeated pitching as there were some rival companies.. strange enough. within first day. they accepted our offer.
Ming informed boss. boss told us to continue with our trip. said we deserved it.. ming suggested we celebrate over dinner.. after dinner in hotel restaurant. i was wearing my purple satin blouse with a black skirt. without my suit coat. we went to the bar to celebrate… he ordered some tequila shots… we drank some other stuff.. then played some games.. drank a bit more.. then he dared me to unbutton one as i lost the game… i unbutton a little, cleavage still covered… then he dare again.. then he mention that he notice an angmoh was looking at me constantly.. he dare me to go to the toilet and walk pass him and smile… i was feeling high and naughty… so i did so.. true enough the ang moh was looking at me. he smile back. then i went back to ming.. i sat there for awhile. we chat.. then the ang moh came over and said hi to me… asked if ming was my husband or boyfriend… then he started to chat with me.. ming decided to go to the toilet… the ang moh bought me a few more drinks.. we drank.. i was getting high.. and giddy…. wondering why ming never come back.. ang moh guy was quite nice. and cute… a bit old… 40 plus… at first he was very gentleman… kept asking me about myself… my marriage.. my ex boyfriends.. then finally ask me… i was already very drunk… if i have ever been with a white man.. i told him no… he ask if i was curious.. i said maybe… then finally.. i hear some words.. not sure what.. next thing i know.. i was being helped as we walked…. took the lift… i leaned on the person for support.. the person was kissing my ears… then reached our room.. the person took my key card from my skirt after groping around.. the door open.. he carry me on to my bed… i was drunk but quite awake.. then.. felt his lips on mine… then down my neck… then.. i felt my blouse get torn open.. buttons flew everywhere.. my bra clip was in front.. it came off.. felt warm tongue lick my nipples.. ah.. so high… the person then pulled my skirt upwards.. my thong got pulled down to my ankles.. the person spread my legs wide… press my legs high up.. oh no.. i felt the penis go inside me… oh no.. so big.. so big… so big…. ah.. ah… so big… ahh.. he’s good… he’s good…. ahhhhh.. he F me so hard.. so fast.. never feel like this before… feel his penis top keep hitting on my sensitive spot… he kept going .. non stop.. non stop… how long already…. how long already??? so long… so long…. ahhh… then he stopped… he pulled his penis out.. he turned my body around.. pulled my butt up and made me kneel… then… oh my.. what is this feeling.. he enter me from behind… ahh.. ahh.. ahh.. ahh… omg… this feeling… i can’t believe … never feel before.. ahh… his body smack against my butt so hard… so hard… piak piak piak piak… he’s good.. so intense….. then finally.. he moaned… then he stopped… i collapsed to the bed….
next morning i woke up. still wearing my torn purple blouse… my skirt was stuck on my tummy area. my bra cups hanging off from my breasts. i woke up feeling in a mess. hair messy.. body sticky and yucky. there was a smell.. fishy smell.. the smell of semen???? all over my body…
headache! it took me a while to realise what had happened…. my down there felt so sore… i sat up.. felt lost.. still in disbelief… did i really have sex with someone last night?? i don’t even remember who the person was. was it the white guy? i dont even remember his face at all either it was all in a blur… cried a bit. i got out of bed and rushed to the toilet to shower.. my knees felt so weak, down there felt so sore… and sticky… went into shower. took the shower head. quickly rush water down on myself. kept washing my private part. hoping the water will go in and wash everything clean… i felt so disgusted with myself. so guilty. i showered for really long… then… the doorbell rang…. it rang a few times. i quickly grab the towel and dried myself. wrap the towel around my body and went to the door.. i looked through the peep hole… it was Ming..
me: i’m showering. what’s up?
ming: you ready to go for breakfast? the complimentary one is ending already. 1030 already.
me: ok. give me 5 more minutes. I went back to the toilet. Blow dry my hair. Then, something in the bin caught my eye.. I bent down to take a look.. Omg… I was so shocked!!
My worry was realized… It was a few used condoms in the bin. It was ribbed and has dots. The smell of it was consistent with the smell i woke up to… I was damn worried Liao. In fact. Not all of the semen had dried. I don’t know what I was thinking, I picked the condoms up to look at them. There was still so much semen in them… 3 condoms! What’s wrong with me. I threw it into the toilet bowl and flushed it away…
I got dressed, simple, jogging singlet and shorts, which I’m supposed to wear to sleep.. at breakfast. the buffet.. i notice ming kept staring at my cleavage.. i noticed that my sports bra was thin.. he could see the shapes of my nipples…
we didn’t talk much… only about work… finally i gathered the courage to ask..
me: what happened at the bar? who brought me to my room ah?
ming: oh… i was wondering what took you so long to ask.. so how was it? didn’t know you can be so daring one ah..
me: huh what do you mean??
ming: you and the ang moh lo…
me: what about him?? i really don’t remember..
ming: i saw him bring you back to your room leh…
shit.. he knows? feeling embarrassed…
me: but nothing happened what.. i think he just brought me back and then he left…
unfortunately.. ming laughed out loudly…
me: why you laugh??
ming: aiyo you don’t remember our room side by side? aiyo you moan so loud and so happy that i imagine myself was the lucky guy and touch myself too…
me: what!!
ming: just kidding la.. i’m happy you had a good time.. you deserve a good time…
me: you serious..??
ming: yeah.. i saw the ang moh brought you back… when i was going to swim…
me: why didn’t you help me stop him!!
ming: you were the one who asked me to leave you in the bar de…
me: really?? i was so drunk… omg.. i really wasn’t thinking…
ming: maybe because you were drunk.. you finally let your inner desires come out lo…
me: don’t know what you mean…
ming: means.. deep down inside.. you actually want to try different cock and have a good time de.. but when sober.. you don’t dare.. once drunk.. you finally let go and give in to your inner desires lo…
me: i don’t have those desires…
ming: of course now you say that.. now you sober ma. but when you drunk….
me: okok.. enough…
i looked down and ate my food…
ming: important thing is.. since he’s a stranger… he got use condom?
me: yes…
ming: wah.. you can remember ah.. you help him put it on?
ming was so cheeky!!
me: no no… i found a used one in the toilet this morning.. that’s how i know…
ming: oh.. that’s good. but still just to be safe.. you wanna go see a doctor get the pill? who knows second round or what he didn’t use condom… later you get knocked up then you know…
me: won’t la…
i can’t get pregnant….
ming: wah you so confident meh….
me: you know i have no kids right.. i can’t ….
ming: oh oh… wah… if i know i also won’t use condom.. hehehe
me: nonsense la you!
ming: but still. must go for checkup la… what if he has STD…
me: oh no… but i think he got use… this morning i don’t have barley inside me…
ming: ok lo.. good good.. but you ah.. really daring leh.. i’m impressed…
me: it was just a mistake ok…
ming: ever happen before?
me: NO WAY! first time ever…
ming: do you regret it?
me : of course la!!
ming: but did you enjoy it?
me: i don’t know.. can’t remember…
ming: haha from the way i see you walk.. sure song song last night…
me: ok ok enough….
ming: ok ok . sorry..
awkward silence ….
ming: done eating? let’s go for shopping liao…
we went back to our rooms. i felt guilt.. so much guilt… ming knowing what happened made it a lot worse… thankfully he’s someone i could trust. he won’t gossip around in the office. as i changed into clothes for going out, i thought about what Ming said.. how he described what he heard… i thought about what i could remember… it was different. it was new.. i’ve never felt this way before.. after 11 years of marriage, no kids. we have drifted apart. hubby always working. bedroom has been dull… hubby not sexually active. we hardly try much. always same position. never last more than 5 minutes. last night… i don’t even know how long.. more than 5 minutes.. maybe 10 minutes.. maybe even 15minutes.. and the feeling from behind. omg. i can’t even describe it.. first time having it. i can’t stop thinking about it. that feeling from behind. feel like animals.. like being taken by a beast. and the number of condoms used..i really wonder.. what happened.. after i fell asleep? the man continued? and his penis. bigger.. now if my hubby do with me. will i still feel the same?
i walked to my bag to get the clothes. as i walked.. ming was right.. i can’t really walk properly.. private still sore.. knees so weak… i realize i didn’t bring enough clothes for going out. only the set for flight home… wore polo shirt and skirt…
we shopped. had lunch.. ming got me to get bikini set. the hotel has a very nice pool. i wanted to get swim suit but he said in this place, everyone wears bikini.. surprisingly, the whole shopping. ming did not mention or joke anything about last night.. evening time. we went back to hotel.. when we reach our room doors, i sighed.. i forgot to ask for housekeeping… i opened my door.. my room was still in a mess.. the bedsheets.. yucks.. i felt disgusted… ming somehow knew what i was thinking..
ming: go change.. i call housekeeping for you… we go down for dinner.. my treat. the restaurant. wear formal a bit.. by the time we come back. housekeeping should be ready… ok
i went into my room. i changed into work clothes. formal ma. silver satin blouse. black skirt. i don’t know why. instead of wearing a beige bra, as the silver satin was quite see through.. i wore …..
underneath that silver satin blouse.. i put on a red lacey bra. it was slightly pushed up type. made my breasts look better. i wore a red thong. then the black skirt. this was the outfit i had intended to wear on third day so as to seal the deal in case we still didn’t get it… i don’t know why i chose that set. but i felt like wearing them… i was sure i wasn’t intending on seducing ming. but i don’t know why. i felt a mysterious sense of euphoria. like a joy inside me i can’t explain. i was excited over something but i wasn’t sure what it was!
i opened the door. ming was outside waiting for me. he saw my blouse.. his eyes widened.. he looked and me and said wow.. we went down had dinner and a bit of wine. it was an expensive dinner. food was amazing. ming paid for it… after dinner.. was clueless about where to go… he suggested go to a club which was just next to the hotel. i should have said no.. but it was really bored.. i wanted some excitement. i said yes… we went. it was filled, but not too packed.. quite a lot of ang moh around. he manage to find a spot for us at the counter. he got some drinks, cocktails. drank some. we chat a lot.
ming: how.. many angmohs here leh.. interested to go dance with any of them?
me: tsk. stop it la…..
ming: then interested to dance with me?
me: then come here for what haha?
we headed to the dance floor..started slow.. a little awkward. music was good. dance more openly… our hips connected… and moved together..he groped me more… i let him grope… turned around.. rubbed my butt on his thing.. could feel it was hard… in the moment.. i unbuttoned another one.. cleavage rather obvious liao..
ming: come.. this will make you sexier…
he turned me around. then he pulled out my blouse from my skirt.. then he unbuttoned the last one, and tied a knot which exposed a little of my belly button… i found that look of mine exciting.. then he pulled me in and we hugged.. and danced slowly.. he groped my butt.. pulled on my thong. making me feel more hot… i hugged him tighter. then suddenly ming seemed to be in pain.. he held his stomach.
ming: i go toilet.. wait for me at the counter ok?
me: ok ok.. go go…
i made my way to the counter.. he rushed off i lost sight of him… i was a tipsy. as i made my way out.. i accidentally bumped into a guy dancing with his friends..
me: sorry sorry!
he turned around looking angry.. but when he saw me i think his anger melted away quickly..
guy: hey… oh… nice….
he started to dance in front of me… :‘join me?"
i looked at him.. not sure.. he looks cute! maybe its the alcohol. not sure.. quite big sized. taller than ming. but a little chubby. and stout.. i wasn’t sure about myself. not sure could recognize myself. i nodded my head and danced with him. it was casual at first. i don’t really know how to dance… then he got more brave…. started to grope my waist.. guide my waist to follow his.. i don’t know why i didn’t stop him… just followed after him… his crotch touched mine.. hips connected… body so close to each other… he was testing to see if i’m open.. i didn’t stop him… felt so excited and curious.. then he danced and moved behind me.. connected our hips again, kind of hugged me from behind. guided my hip so my butt will grind his crotch. wow… the thing inside.. whatever it was.. it was scary…
oh my.. he’s groping my breasts now.. very casually.. i felt his tongue go into my ear… i was still grinding him.. feeling his little monster down there… the dance floor was so crowded now.. he turned me around and he kissed me.. on my cheeks.. then close to my lips.. then my lips met his… he was still groping my breast.. he squeezed my breast.. a quick squeeze.. i let him squeeze.. he groped my crotch… touched my skirt.. pressed in towards my privates. i didn’t stop him… then he whispered to my ears.. ‘shall we get out of here?’
i looked at him.. his eyes. his face so adorable.. so dreamy eyes.. i really don’t know why.. i nodded my head… i asked: ‘where’s your place?’ i was surprised at his answer.. he was staying at the same hotel as we were! i told him.. then, i realized i totally forgot about ming… i looked around for him.. ian was pulling my hand.. leading me out of the club… i didn’t bring my phone… but i wasn’t really very bothered about him…
then as we were about to leave the club. then… the corner of my eye… i spotted him… ming.. he stood there.. he spotted me too.. he saw me with ian, the ang moh guy.. i looked at him.. then i looked down.. i looked embarrassed.. i didn’t dare to look back at him.. he knew.. i was following ian out of the club… i was going to let ian fuck me that night…
reached our hotel. took the lift. he was staying on one of the highest floors. along the way. he made small talk. i didn’t remember much.i was very nervous. high, but still very very nervous. i really wasn’t sure what would happen … once out of lift. he led the way, his hand on my waist.. stroking it.. closer to his room, he grope my butt.. i followed him and stepped in. not sure what to do.. he closed the door. his room was bigger. a suite. he asked me if i needed a drink. i said ok. he got me plain water. told me to relax and be at home.. i walked to the window and looked out of the view.. then he hugged me from behind… Kissed me and whispered into my ear. You’re so beautiful. You’re figure is amazing. I love your curves.. Your butt feels amazing.. Then he cupped my breasts. I let him. He turned me around, pressed my back against the glass window. He cupped my breasts and looked at them and looked at me and looked at them again.. He undid my buttons and spread.. Wow. Nice bra… Your breasts look amazing he commented. He wasted no time and took off my blouse and threw it away. I was so nervous. But I didn’t feel like backing off.. ‘Ease up my dear, your first time with a stranger?’ I nodded my head. ‘I better give you a memorable time then..’ My bra came off. I was worried he would think my breasts look saggy. But he didn’t. He cupped them and played with them. He bent lower and kissed them. He lick my nipples. He so good at licking. Way better than my husband. He groped my butt while he licked. Then he undid my skirt. My skirt came down.. He saw my thong. He looked happy and satisfied. It came off. I was naked already… He fingered me a little, then lifted me off the ground. He’s strong, like I don’t weigh anything. He didn’t drop me on the bed. He brought me in to the water closet. He put me down and stripped himself. Brought me into the shower and we rinsed. I looked away the whole time. Was feeling scared. I was naked with a stranger in a shower!!