- I had many “fun” whilst on biz trips in china, KL, BKK, Dubai………
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That asshole has a regional role as i did but he can spare his time for Dion. Why did I not? I was so engrossed with work and climbing the corporate ladder? Did i continuously treated her like a princess like while we were in courtship?
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Every trip, he would surprise her with little gifts. I never did.
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Men are visual animals, women’s heart are connected to their ears. I had stopped calling her princess since we got married. These sweet nothings were generously said to her. I can see that she enjoyed it although she asked not to be called that frequently.
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I lost my body. Since the days of red beret till now, I had evolved from a fit to plumpish figure. I myself feel that I am not sexually attractive. Ben is both great looking and his manly figure are deadly combo.
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He is sensitive and a good listener for her. I was engrossed with the world.
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In a 100m sprint, 0.1sec differentiate a winner and loser. In cock size context, a much thicker girth and probably twice the length, is the difference between BPL and S-league.
Sigh, I need to know the truth! 08***1 I’m in!
I remembered it’s Ben. click on Whatsapp and i need no search, he is first on the list. Sigh……i click and sat on the sofa. Its not a pretty situation. from his profile pic, guess what? Ben is an ang mo! A very handsome one. But why is such a good looking guy hooked on to a mother of 3? Why do you want to play with MY WIFE??????? This bastard!
I start to read the messages. Here’s the last few this morning.
B: Dar, how was dinner last night?
D: The usual. My maid’s culinary skill has not improved after so long
B: How did your viewing go with Julian?
D: Its fine and thank you for introducing him. Hope to close the deal soon. He (me) brought home very little again. I badly need the money and i appreciate your help,honey.
B: Np, will do anything for you! I miss your cooking
D: Only my cooking?
B: and your everything
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D: Miss you like crazy. Talk to you later.Gonna do mktg now. Tata.
B: Love u lots!
I felt sick……………………..but i went on and scrolled down.
The previous few days were just chatters but sickening enough to make me want to chop both of them up! Until I cfm, both of them went for that holiday! The messages 3 days after she came back:
B: Dar, work had been stifling since Monday. The work had piled up and look at my desk now! (Picture of his desk filled with files)
D: You are my superman! jiayou!
B: hahaha i simply love it when you said that chinese word in person
D: Dont be notti. You are a very bad man!
B: Yes indeed but i am already looking forward to our next trip! This pile on my desk is merely an insignificant sacrifice I made to spend quality time with you.
D: Me too! Maldives is really magical with you! (FUCK, she told me Phuket or something)
B: I’m getting a hardon thinking of you
A photo follows which made me sick to the core………the slut smiling with his cock in her hands…………………….my head went spinning again.wanted to cry and filled with rage now. Should i continue to read and hurt myself?Unsurprisingly, his cock is really huge. Shall not give any measurements but it seem nearly as big as her arm.
D:
Dar, so notti of you to keep them still. You are making me wet now.
B: You are everything I need for a lover. A fantasy came true for me. Asian really live up to their name. I love the suppleness of your milky skin, dar. Cant get enough caressing you.
D: I cant get enough of you too. You are very different (CCB!!!!!!what the fuck does that mean?)
B: I knew that Dar. You gave your all those few days. You deserve the dresses i bought for you. You looked stunning in them. Notice the guys in the restaurant staring at you when we walked in? They must be wondering where this asian angel came from? Lucky me. Little package with heavenly breasts. Tks to your kids, I am the beneficiary here
(CCB!!!! I cant take it anymore)
D: So do you want me to always go out without bra and panty? I can only do that overseas, ok? (……..)
B: I walked with pride, with you in my arms. And a stiff cock too!
D: Dont get too proud, i am not your property.
B: Not all the time but your soul belongs to me i am sure.
D: Dont be a yaya angmo
B: hahaha. My desk is filled, so is my cock now.
D: Honey, did I not drained you totally those few days? Dont tell me you are horny again?
B: It filled once i start to think of you and the photos charged up my lust for you again! Filling you up every single times with my cum, I hope you popped the pills! (I cant read on further…………..)
Devastated……..I exit the apps. lock the phone up and put it back to charge, knowing what i need to know.
Sitting back down at the sofa in a daze, with tears rolling down my cheek. I looked out towards the kitchen window. I should just jump out of it! I am like an old wardog licking his wound in a busy street, no one gives a damn about me. I feel so vulnerable and helpless. On my right, are our family fotos, all smiley during the happy days. My 3 kids are too beautiful to leave them father-less. At a corner, it was me when i was 19, wearing that red beret. How can i be such weakling now?
I NEED TO BE STRONGER! Lost but not dead definitely.
Revenge and any evil deeds are definitely out of the picture. I reckon in the past, wives can close both eyes to their husband’s dirty deeds outside, can I at least try? With ample time left, I decided to go back to her hp, this time sitting on the bed and do my CSI right there.
Back to Whatsapp, Ben…….I scroll all the way to the start and see when they begun their illicit relationship. The first msg begun back last year in June. He sent as a prospective tenant requesting for viewing of a Orchard condo. It looked normal and they had several viewings when she helped him look elsewhere for a suitable unit around that area. She closed the deal after 2 weeks and more messages were exchanged. I felt the turning point was his heartfelt thank you message to her and his invitation to MBS Wolfgang CUT for a dinner. In the past when I can afford, she had never agreed to such fancy dinner with me, but she agreed immediately to his invite…..
What follows after the dinner had my heart in my mouth again.
A Pandora necklace
No, the conversation that followed did not indicate any sex between them but showed her softening her stance towards Ben and “a step forward” between them. Later, she admitted falling for her during the viewings. She did return the favour with a photo of her wearing the necklace (giving generous view of her alluring cleavage, coupled with her milky skin).
Days to follow, he was a true gentleman towards her, continuously showering his care & concern, peppering her with flattery and sweet nothings. By Day 7 after the dinner, I started to see words like “Princess” and “Angel”.
He continued to show himself, the good and his weakness as a human. He was forthcoming that he is married with his wife and child were both in Germany. Lonely in this foreign land, he only yearned for a nice chat and a good friend to spend time with. Finally, I saw his photo on an entirety, him on the beach of Bali while on a company trip a month after dinner. He is really tall, I swear i could see his 6 packs and again, very good looking. My confidence took a beating once again. “Wish you were here!” he said to her.
She replied with a
Someday
Ben, I slowly realised, plays a regional role (like i did in the past) for an MNC Singapore office. He flies around on a regular basis. He loves his wife still and son alot (like any parent would). He misses them terribly. In his own words, love-making is reserved for the loved one…..He seems to love my wife.
He seems to be able to squeeze in an off day or 2 after every trip. It is one of these “recuperating’ days that usually leave him lonely. He usually brag to Dion about his cooking, which is mainly steaks (happened to be her favorite as well) It is during one of off day things escalated……..
6 weeks after dinner
B: It’s such a busy city here in Jakarta. Look at the crazy traffic darling!
(picture taken in a taxi of the traffic. I was there before and I know what he meant. Cocooned inside the taxi for an hour where it is just a 15mins drive in SG kinda distance)
D: Poor u, my hubby told me about it before. Taken your dinner?
B: No, Timothee (his french partner) has gone to meet someone and a drink. I am going back to the room.
D: Not joining? You will miss out on the fun.
B: You know me by now. I would like to enjoy peace and quiet with a good companion like you
D: Hahaha sure!
B: Really?
D: huh?
B: Peace and quiet with me?
D: hmmmm……
B: Let me cook you a nice steak. I have the chiller with a couple of reds I cant finish myself.
D: When?
B: I will be back on sat. Will work from home for a day on monday. May i hae the pleasure of your company?
D: Do I need to bring anything? Sorry I usually do not socialize and clueless what is necessary.
B. You aint socializing. Just chilling and keeping my company. It will be a surge of morale-boosting for you to grace the apartment.
D: oh. ok. Next monday 12?
B: Come earlier. Have to showcase my cooking skill. Prefers to watch a chef in his apron, only?
D: ok
B: Only, if you asked for it
D: Naughty!
The next few days, both got bolder on their text prelude to the lunch……..
At this point of time, I asked why am I still injecting myself with poison I am reading. Why am i hurting myself?
The answer is, I just started a path of DISCOVERY. not discovering that I have a cuckold fetish but discovering more about husband & wife relationship. Why are all this happening and why in the end, its because of our own wrong-doing that causes this.
During this 60-90mins while Dion and kids were at the market, I seem to have been in a time machine. While in this dimension, time stood still and I am all alone in this orgy of an emotion. In the other dimension, I am travelling back in time and “experiencing” what they have been doing.
The best way to describe is, myself on one hand holding a wok, the other stir-frying with a spatula. The main ingredient had been:
ANGER
DISBELIEF
HELPLESSNESS
PAIN
PAIN
PAIN
PAIN
PAIN
PAIN……………..
The dish that comes out, is a path of discovery i mentioned. I had the opportunity to reflect and think with a mix of emotions, but still in a logical manner.
Did I not thought that when i come home as a loving husband and doting father, it is ok? Isnt Dion, continuously performing her role as a mother, daughter-in-law and still stuck with this Uber cab driver husband till this moment?
Logically i know I had that coming and now I am lost. Which brothers here is not guilty as charged as I am? Think about it.
I put back the hp to rest. I have lots to think about before any confrontation.
The next few days, it felt like i had been told I have stage 2 cancer. I have cancer and might die God-know-when. But maybe, stage 2 is still possible to rehabilitate. Yes, positive thinking. After nearly a week of thinking and scouring through me and Dion’s photos for the last 15-16 years, I decided to rehabilitate this “cancer”. YES, REHABILITATE!
I need to know how to win her back secretly. Re-learn everything about my wife after so long. Unfortunately, the best way is to learn from the enemy. I need to know what other magic Ben has in his pocket. I will learn them all and snatch my wife back from that bastard. I do not just want her body, i want her heart, her soul………..It takes courage, especially when i need to read through what they had done. In the meantime, I have to settled to share her with that bastard and hope, she remains logical and not ask for divorce.
I started with a whatspp to her.
Me: XiaoQin (we call each other using chinese name), I LOVE YOU!
D: What happened? Something wrong?
Me: No, I just want you to know. Tonight i asked maid not to cook. I will cook something for you.
D: hmmmm……ok