I did not got to Joanne for answers, instead I went to Felicia.
I paged her at the station and told her I was going to her place.
She told me to go over as she was home, I took a cab over and went up to her place.
After she let me in and closed the door, I held her.
She knew what I was after and we kiss, I moved to her ear whispering to her to tie a pony tail. Despite that I did not look at her much, I concentrated on her body while eating her pussy or sucking her breast. Even when she sucked me off I had my eyes closed, and when I was fucking her I would always doggy her. I would see that ponytail shaking in imagine it was Christina.
This went on for a week ,whenever I had frustration or I have this void that was needed to fill, even on days we went out with Jasmine and Ann, we will return to Felicia’s home and finish the deed.
I was escaping and I did not want to think about Christina leaving, but the human brain is just such an inversed machine. The more you dun wish to think about it, the more surrounding reminds you of it.
On the third week of the holidays, the inevitable happened.
Christina’s voicemail: I am going, can you wait for me? ( it was later known to me that Joanne’s Father had proceeded with the paperwork before Christina had agreed to go, of course with the consent of Christina’s Parents)
I did not reply her and as usual I went to Felicia, Felicia took nothing of this matter. To her maybe I just loved to have sex with her and she seemed happy about it, (I guess she really loved me a lot) not to mention the time she would compliment that I was forceful when pounding her shyly telling how good it was.
I went to Felicia and I did it, I took her as Christina and I virtually raped her that day. It was a rough session, I was so into it deceiving myself that I moaned out Christina while pounding her. She pulled me away and gave me a slap on the face.
Felicia: You can do anything to me Lawrence, anything but don’t do this. Don’t take me as Christina.
I saw her nodding her head as she pulled off the rubber band which held the ponytail in place.
Felicia: So this is why you want me to tie my hair!!!
She sat down and cried, and I could only looked on as I did not want to lie to her anymore.
she carried on crying, as I reach to her asking for forgiveness. We struggled for 5 mins before she calmed down.
She was still crying and hitting me softly but I never let go and I decided to tell her everything.
Me: I am sorry Felicia , all this while………………
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varamax76
Pubor76….. Think u n me classmate….
looks like our area produce a lot of samsters lolz
I knew that I have lost Christina, and having to lose Felicia now was a nono to me.
I flustered and I told Felicia everything, I was even prepared to tell her about Jasmine and Ann. She was cupping her ears and crying and shaking her head, all she did was shouted that she did not want to listen and asking me to leave now.
I knew I had to let her calm down, and I was disappointed with what I did as well. (I still have a conscious) She opened the door after we wore our clothes, I did call out to her a couple of times but she just did not answer me.
I walked out and Felicia closed her front door, soon I hear the sound of music blasting and I believed Felicia has taken the pill I gave her. but with it was not the so call happiness that Felicia told me about, I could hear her crying out loud as I cower outside her home.
Tears ran down my eyes as I listens to Felicia’s cries, I asked myself what was I doing. I banged my head on the wall repeating I am sorry Felicia.
45 mins later the radio was off, and all was silent inside the flat. I tapped on the window pane calling out to Felicia, but there no answer. I dragged my soulless body down to the minimart, and left Felicia a voicemail telling her I was sorry and I will wait at her void deck till she reply me.
The respond came 2 hours later.
Felicia: Go back, I don’t want to see you.
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ris2099
Not scolding TS. I would have done the same thing… I was really rooting for Felicia. but oh well…
well i think you know during that period whom dotes on me the most.
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fattyben20
just out of curiosity, the story until now, you are still in Sec 1 or already move on to Sec 2 or 3. Cos at sec 1, it will be so so damn fortunate to have already encountered so much.
still in first yrs actually the later years more boring, but if you say fortunate then in some sense yes, but the heartpain ah.
After listening to Felicia’s voicemail, I was torn and tattered. I was worried as I did not know what Felicia would have done, especially knowing that she have taken a pill just now.( I have to admit part of it was I deem Felicia as mine and I was afraid she just go back to her old ways)
I left Felicia a few more voicemails asking her for a chance to talk but she did not reply.
I was desperate and I did not have anyone else to turn to, I did have my concerns but I still paged Jasmine for help. She did not reply the first page , I guess due to the unfamiliar number. I left a voicemail for her telling her it was me and it was urgent, she soon called back.
Me: Jasmine?
Jasmine: What you want?
Me: Can you girls go out with Felicia?
Jasmine: Why? Did you date her and you cannot make it?
Me: Aiya, Just ask her go out, She unstable I scared she take pill again.
Jasmine: So serious?
Me: yah lah, you faster page her.
Jasmine: okok.
I ran the risk of the girls knowing about Christina and me, but at that time I guess I worry about Felicia more. I paged Jasmine several times after the call, as I wanted to know if they manage to find Felicia and got her to come out.
20 minutes later, Jasmine left me a voicemail telling me that they were meeting Felicia and She seem moody.
Knowing that Felicia is to hang out with Jasmine and Ann somehow gave me some peace. I went home after listening to that voicemail and was preparing myself to lose it all today.
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98188729
I’m thinking will ann understand after you tell her everything..
why sudden turn to Ann??
I was at home thinking about Christina and me, I knew I had to give her a answer, and I really don’t see a point for her to ask me after she has decided to go. I took a long thought over the matter and decided to enjoy while it lasted, especially knowing I most probably would lose the 3 girls today.
My voicemail to Christina: I will try to hold on, I hope you will too.
Christina called me shortly and we spoke, She told me we can write Letters and she will call me at times, she was even trying to figure out the time line asking me to wait for her calls at 3 am
. We agreed to talk on the phone once a week and not do the letter part. She said she was busy preparing things with Joanne, and are planning a party before they go off to US. We hung up after she gave me a smooch on the phone, but I did not feel happy.
After the call I thought about the things that happened between all of us within this few mths, it was crazy. I started smiling to myself again as I recall the funny moment.
I remember the camera that we used during Jasmine’s birthday and I took it to be developed (I developed 2 copies), the auntie was kind enough to do it for my in 2 hrs as I told her it was urgent. I remembered it was around 840pm when I went to collect the photos and my pager beeped.
I went to the nearest public phone and listened to the voice mail.
Jasmine’s voicemail: Come to the Macdonald’s beside the Terminal now, We need to talk.
I took a deep breath knowing it was time for my judgement, I walked towards the Macdonald’s with a heavy heart.
Entering Macdonald’s I found the girls seat in a straight line at the corner of the outlet, I walked towards them and realised that Felicia had cut her hair short( during my time girl cutting their hair short had some meaning to it, it was either they had some resolve or they are trying to forget something).
I sat opposite them and took a deep breath before looking up at them.
Jasmine: When do you intend to tell Ann and me?
Felicia: He must be worried that you don’t understand.
Jasmine: how he expect me to understand the things he did?
Felicia: Maybe he need time to consider?
Jasmine: is there anything left to consider?
Me: Felicia, You told them ah?
Felicia nods
This is the End, that’s what was reflected on my mind. tear formed around my eyes as I have the photos to the girls. I did not dare look at them and kept my head lowered.
Me: Jasmine, Ann, I kept it from the both of you was because that I was unsure. But trust me I really loved the two of you. And Felicia, I told you was because of the situation, actually I love you too. I Just did not want to lose any of you.
I stood up and told them sorry again
Jasmine: So you have made a decision?
I did not answer and just nodded my head
I was about to tell her that I wanted to be single for the moment as I did not know if Christina and me would work out, but when i start saying I
Piak! A slap came from Jasmine.
Ann: Jasmine why you slap him?
I was holding my face and damn that slap was hard.
Jasmine : He is going to join a gang for goodness sake.
Wait? What gang?
Jasmine: How stupid can you get to join a gang because of some hooligan in school? seriously i cannot comprehend.
More tear flow down as I knew Felicia protected my secret.
Ann came over and asked if it was painful, and asked me to sit down.
Ann: Jasmine, Lawrence’s face got ur palm mark.
The girls came and inspected my face, impressed with the palm left by Jasmine.
Felicia: Eh Serious leh.
The girls shuffle back to their seat,
Felicia: Ahem, eh jasmine just now how you say ah?
Jasmine What?
Felicia: The one you say he hate one lah
Jasmine whisper to Felicia as she makes a speech
Felicia: We have discussed and decided that you are not to keep anything from us.
Seriously when I hear Felicia talking like Jasmine I don’t know if I wanted to laugh or cry.
Even Jasmine and Ann were laughing at this point is this a joke or what.
Me: Huh?
Felicia: You agree or not?
Me: Anything lah
Felicia: Must say agree
Me: Agree.
Felicia Fun Leh, can I add another one?
Jasmine was laughing so hard waving her to carry on.
Felicia: We have discussed and decided that you will call us as your wives
Jasmine: Oei
Felicia: Wait lah, I have finish. Agree?
I just played along with Felicia: Agree
I went on and told Jasmine and Ann, I have not joined any gang yet. And Felicia was bugging them in the ranking of wives, which I did not bother but I was curious. Jasmine warned me not to get involved not matter what it was about, she did mention something about her father, but with Felicia disturbing us I did not hear her.
After all the fun Felicia had, we took a look at the photos before sending Jasmine and Ann to the station. I told Felicia I needed to speak to her after that and she as usual replied with Orh.. but with a Lao gong (hubby) behind short after. I feel good but I was still used to her calling me idiot.
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Oda007
Not bashing, but i personally feel that this is becoming a mediacorp drama with rated R content, if not a taiwanese drama with hundred of episodes
okok season 1 ending soon