Saturday came and I woke up late, I could not really just fall asleep after seeing Christina allow Alan to walk her home.
I was feeling down but I did not want to let that affect the mood of the outing that day, I brushed it off and went to meet the girls at the Station.
Felicia arrived and she clanged onto me asking to go, I told her to wait and told her Pris was joining us, I told her about the episode yesterday and she was more disgusted over Bernard’s action than I was, Felicia was sprouting vulgarities and telling me how she would have dealt with him if it was her.
Soon Pris arrived and asked if she was interrupting us, Felicia assured her it was fine for her to join us and we proceeded to take a train to Orchard.
We could not find a seat for all 3 of us, therefore we stood near a door that virtually never opens. ( only at Braddell Station) It is amazing how girls can be friends in a instant, before I know it, the two were chattering away.
Pris: So you are one of Yang’s GF
Felicia: Yang? you mean this idiot huh. you think he yang (sheep) ah, He is lang (wolf). but hor what you mean one of his GF?
Pris: He told me he got 4. ( I was looking for a place to hide at that moment)
Felicia: No lah he got 3.
Felicia went on to tell her the story on our confrontation with Cindy and how I told Cindy all 3 of them were my GFs.
Pris: Oh so you girls are not really his gf.
Felicia: Actually I also don’t know.
Pris laughed: Why the two of you say the same thing.
Felicia and Pris behave like best friend talking about everything, even when Felicia brought out that she hear from me about Bernard, the girls were criticizing him together.
We were reaching Orchard and suddenly the train was braking and came to a total hail. my body could not balance and I was leaning towards Pris, It happened again, my hand was on Pris’s breast.
I immediately remove my hand and apologized, She told me it’s ok and it wasn’t the first time, Clearly she remembered what happen in our primary school days. I kept quiet and we soon alighted at Orchard.
Shopping with the girls was boring, and most of the times I would be hanging out outside the store as the girls were looking at the clothes and trying them on. Occasionally Felicia will ask me to join them and ask for my opinion. When it comes to shopping girls will ask you which is nicer or which suits them better, but they end up buying another item which is not any of the items they ask your opinion about.
That day we visited all the stores in taka and wisma, Felicia did not find anything she wanted.
Felicia: Oei idiot how ah?
Me: Chin cai buy lah,(just buy anything suitable) you think you buying for miss universe meh.
Pris: Actually Felicia looks good in a lot of the clothes that she tried on, quite decent as well.
Felicia: See! ppl say I look decent ok
Me: That I believe, anything also looks more decent than this lor. (Felicia was wear a black tube with black short accompanied with a yellow windbreaker that was zipped up halfway)
Pris : Felicia, why not you think which is the one that you liked the most till now.
Me: yah yah, you slowly think I find place to sit first my leg want to break already.
Before I could sit down Felicia told us actually she like the first set that Pris picked for her. we walk all the way back and she tried it on a second time finally she made the purchase.
As I remembered it was in the evening that she made the purchase and we went to have dinner at the foodcourt. I told the girls to go ahead and order their food as I really needed to sit and rest after all the walking.
I bought my food after the girls returned and we started chatting while having dinner, I did not remember how the topic became Bernard again.
Felicia: Eh Pris, you want me to help you get even with that fellow or not? I think also angry how can bully my sister like that. (In my mind : wah so fast Sister liaoz)
Pris: Just let him be.
Me: Yah lor, what you want to do again?
Felicia: You know I good at asking guys to spend money one mah.
Me: Eh you promise Christina you won’t do that anymore ok.
Pris started mumbling and was in her own thoughts
Felicia: Christina also don’t care me liaoz, Why you jealous huh?
Pris: Oh I remember Christina!
I knew Pris had remembered that the 4th Gf was Christina, I was quick to stop her from continuing.
Me: Yah the one last time with us but now she busy working. Eh Felicia don’t do that, let’s not talk about this.
We had our dinner and ended our outing we took a train to Bishan where we parted ways.
I got home and it was near 9pm. that time reminded me that Christina is getting off work soon and the urge to spy on her was strong. but I did not go down as I felt I did not have the courage to confront them even if I seen something different today.
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blur185
Bro,
Please dont stop like that today, the twist coming… eagerly waiting for your mind to share its wonderful creativity.
Feels so like im back in my 90s days all over again…
bro I smoke first… promised you will update somemore later at night
Later that night Christina paged me a I knew she had returned home, I called her and we started the chat with how I spent my day and she was telling how tired she was and the work seem to have piled up as some of the staff did not report for work. She then asked me to remain calm and not to read too much into what she was going to tell me, She told me that Alan had confessed to her that he likes her but she rejected him. I did not believe her, would you reject someone that just walked you home last night?
Maybe she was waiting for the right moment to tell me the truth, and I was sad, after I hung up the phone with her. I laid on the bed, tears flowed as I asked myself why must she lie to me.
The next thing I knew the room was bright, I woke up it was Sunday. Feeling that the end is near between Christina and me, I did not feel as bad after crying last night. I took a deep breath and told myself I still have Felicia, Jasmine and of Course Ann, Pris was right if I turned my focus to them it was not so painful.
I was wondering where we were supposed to meet for dinner as I don’t recall Jasmine telling us, hence I decided to page her.
Moments later my house phone rang.
Jasmine: Hello Mr Sea of Red.
Me: what sea of red I tell you I sure pass one.
Jasmine: what is you don’t pass?
Me: If I don’t pass, I be your servant for one day.
Jasmine: Are you sure? 2 weeks of studying and you expect to pass.
Me: Then if I passed leh?
Jasmine: Ok, If you pass I will be your servant for one day.
Me: Onz! Anyway I page you to ask where we meeting later.
Jasmine: Wait a while I ask my Dad.
Jasmine went off for a while and I can hear some conversation through the phone.
Jasmine came back and told me they will meet us at Thomson Plaza at 5pm and reminded me to inform Felicia.
We hung up and I Left Felicia a voicemail telling her to meet us at Thomson Plaza at 5pm.
I arrived at Thomson Plaza at ard 445pm, I was early and waited at the entrance. As the evening sun shone on my face I saw a familiar figure, the way she walk and that ponytail, It was all too familiar but something was off, the height was wrong. I shook my head and took a second look, It was Felicia, and she had tied a pony tail just like what Christina always does.
It took me a moment, telling myself to be fair to the girls and I should not be thinking of Christina especially after all that has happened.
Felicia: Eh Idiot, they all not here ah.
Me: No leh, they not here yet maybe jam lah.
Felicia looked around trying to located Jasmine and Ann, I wanted to disturb her and I tucked on her ponytail.
Felicia: Oei, dun pull lah wait I need to tie again.
I smiled and I told her ok, I saw Ann approaching us from the shopping centre.
Me: Felicia, Ann is here.
Ann told us to follow her as Jasmine and her parent were already at Swensens, we went up to the 3rd level and entered the restaurant. After telling us to order whatever we felt like having Jasmine and Ann’s Dad Went off and sat at another table with their mother. Their parents were great, Maybe they wanted to have a romantic moment but I always believe they did that to let us feel more comfortable during the meal.
We ordered our meals and we had lots of fun during the dinner, Jasmine as usual will complain about whatever I did and Ann was always looking out for me if I needed anything. Felicia was trying everyone’s food taking some of everybody’s food, I sat there looking at them and I can’t help but smiled. (they were an wonderful crowd to have around)
After dinner, we went Shopping with the parents, I ended up with their father most of the time. Jasmine and Ann’s Father was always asking me if I needed anything and he actually asked me to have a game of basketball with him some day after I told him I played the game.
We proceeded to Yaohan as they need to purchase groceries, it was not hard to realise that Jasmine was a titbits junkie and Ann loved Ice Cream. It was a great evening but all good things comes to an end. Their parent actual bought a bag of food items each for Felicia and me to bring back. I guess it was the aftermath of the “poor and needy” Program
After saying our good byes, Felicia and I left Thomson Plaza at ard 845pm, I volunteered to send her back, Maybe I felt that I needed to show her a bit more love.
We boarded a bus toward AMK and she leaned on me while on the bus, I held her hand and was playing with her fingers. it soon turn into a thumb wrestle match on a bus.
We changed another bus and we arrived near Felicia’s home, I walked her to her block and kissed her on her forehead before leaving her. I did not take the bus but instead I walked back to AMK, I walked pass the block that I met Felicia when She ran away from home, and later reached the park which Jasmine and me chased after Ann. these memories made me smile.
I took a deep breath and walked towards AMK, It seemed the right thing I should do, I was ready for the confrontation.
I never thought it might end this way, but I walked on toward the fastfood joint Christina worked, I looked at my watch and I reached just on time, I waited for a few minutes and I see Christina coming out and Alan was chasing after her.
I followed them and I could see Christina turning back occasionally, I did not know what was going on and I was sure that Christina was upset. I could imagine that Alan was pushing her to clarify things with me, I let off a smile and I was teliing them in my mind, there’s not need to push it, It’s coming to you soon.
I follow them to Christina’s block and I saw Alan rushing into the lift while the door was closing it was my chance, I ran up the stair and I reached Christina’s Level.
I started hearing cries as I approached Christina’s Level, and when I saw them, Alan was forcing himself on Christina. I moved to him and tried to pull him off asking him what was he doing, I could see Christina struggling and crying. I got into a fight with Alan and he ran off shortly, I held Christina in my arms and told her it’s ok I am here. she buried her face on my chest and cried.
Dear Readers sorry if I have wasted your time but the above only happens in movies below will be the actual Account.
I started hearing cries as I approached Christina’s Level, and when I saw them, Alan was forcing himself on Christina. I moved to him and tried to pull him off asking him what was he doing, I could see Christina struggling and crying. I got into a fight with Alan and he ran off shortly. I tried to hold Christina in my arms but she pushed me away.
Christina: Why are you here?
I did not reply her or rather I did not know how to reply her.
Christina: Lawrence were you following me?
I nodded my head in silence.
Christina: Standing up : You don’t Trust me! You Don’t Trust me! (crying)
Me: Christina, I…..
Christina: Go away… go Away!!!
I could see that Christina was very upset and I did not wish to agitate her any farther I walked down the stair leaving her, I was wrong the whole time. Neither did she not lie to me, nor was she ever with Alan. I was insecure and I assumed she did what I did, I was the one that betrayed her.
erm If by any sense my dear supporter have thought of this as the end of the story.
YOU ARE WRONG!!!
This is only the first chapter lolz.
hm…. should I take a break….
I went down to the void deck and I could not forgive myself, I started to recall how Christina and I got together, how much she has done for me risking the fact that the girls would know, and how much negative thoughts I throw on her.
I punched on the wall and it was painful, I was hoping that pain will not let me feel the piercing pain in my heart. I sat on the mosaic seats at the void deck holding my head asking myself what have I done.
I knew nothing much can be done and I left Christina a voicemail.
My Voicemail to Christina: I was wrong and I know i was stupid, but i hope you can just see things from my end. I was afraid of losing you, I am sorry.
I ended my message and i did not know what more i could do i walked to the station and took a train, nothing but the past with Christina filled my mind, I stood by the door of the MRT looking outwards, I lean my head forward on the glass panel and occasionally banging onto it.
Reaching Bishan and walking home never seem such a long journey, at times i will whine like a baby with ppl looking at me. I did not care!
Reaching home my pager beep, I took the phone and listen as i somehow knew it was Christina.
Christina Voicemail: Give me some time, I need time to think about us (crying)
I laid on the bed with a wet pillow that night looking at the photo in the moonlight on one hand and constantly pressing and replaying her message on the other.
I woke up the next morning, I felt a part of me is lost. the previous excitement of receiving my result after all these efforts started to mean nothing to me.
I received a voicemail just before leaving home, it was a voicemail and i listened to it
Christina Voicemail: I still love you, and we need to talk, i will page you ok?
I bend my knees and squat on the floor: Thank You Christina,Thank you…
I left Christina a voicemail telling her that i will be waiting and i was sorry.
I felt things were turning for the better, on the bus i was thinking. It was not only about Christina, but of all the girls, there was affection for each of them. even Jasmine. I started to believe that i would have felt the same way i did last night if any of them were to leave me. On the bus i mouthed out “I love you all, I really do”.
During classes, It was a day which most will be anticipating and yet feared. The teachers took turns to enter our classrooms handing out the test papers, reminding us to bring the papers for their lessons to check the answers.
Every time i collected mine i will just hold the paper on my chest and i did not look at them, finally it was the last paper to be handed out. I took all my papers and looked at the top right corner one by one.
Not only did i passed i managed to get As on 3 of my papers, and one of them was my dreaded Maths.
I did not show anyone my papers not even Ah Kai, whom did badly and sitting at his place looking through his papers.
But that happiness was not there to stay as I was called to the Principal’s office after Recess.
At the office, the principal briefed me that i was suspected of cheating as my grades proved irregular, my form teacher was the one that reported the so call Irregularity.
Me: Mr Tan, (Principal) I get good marks then say i cheat, Like that cannot lah. ( In my heart i was thinking the school was behaving like a illegal gambling den, refusing payout when someone win big)
Mr Tan: Listen to us Yang, we are just suspecting. If you can proof that you have not cheated then all will be fine.
Mr Vanan (my Math and form teacher) told me that i needed to retake a test in the office.
Me: Ok, you want me to proof i proof.
Mr Vanan handed me a set of test paper and a pen, i did the paper in front of my principal, Which i finished in an hour’s time.
After Mr Vanan, marked my paper, I got a higher score as compared to my initial paper.
Mr Tan: Ok Yang you have proven you did not cheat, you can go back to class now.
I went back to the class i did not know how the class knew about it but there were rumours saying i was called to the office because I had cheated in my exams.
I took my bag and left the classroom going straight to the Principal’s office.
Me: Mr Tan, now the whole class say i cheat. Soon the whole school will say i cheat. How?
Mr Tan: Yang, We cannot control what ppl want to say right as long as you are innocent then it’s ok.
Me: it’s not ok, I need Mr Vanan to tell everyone it is his mistake. The school also tell us we do wrong thing must admit right?
Saying that i left the office and exited the school walking out of the school gate, I sat at the bus stop to calm myself down. I took a bus home, despite the unhappiness in the school I left Christina a voicemail telling her my results.