Saturday morning I was worried about Sonia and I paged her, she returned my call 30mins later.
Sonia: Virgin, you look for me ah.
Me: yah lor these few days you also never meet.
Sonia: I want to go but Penny lor, Pull me to join her friends in school.
Me: Aiyoh, then you come yourself lor.
Sonia: Virgin, I also don’t know but Penny say Monday we will go down.
Me: ok lor, I ask Christina if she working on Monday.
Sonia: Huh! Virgin, you can help me?
Me: Help you what?
Sonia: Monday don’t let Christina come?
Me: Why?
Sonia: Just help me lah, Please.
Me: I see how lah, Also don’t know she got work or not.
Sonia: ok thank you hor, I go out le, bye bye.
I hung up the Phone with Sonia, I felt something was up, she seem to have things that she wanted to tell me but could not. I brush that a side as my pager beeped. It was Jasmine and I decided to call her back.
Me: Eh you look for me ah?
Jasmine: Erm you going anywhere today?
Me: No leh, Why?
Jasmine: Ann and I, We are going to town, If you want you can join us.
Me: Eh you want to jio me go out say you want to jio me go out lah, what if I want to join you (seriously I don’t know why but I get the kick whenever I manage to play jasmine down)
Jasmine: Ok, we ask you out, will that do.
Me: ok lah, anyway I think I need to talk to the two of you about some things also.
I met with Jasmine and Ann at Taka, we spend some time window shopping looking at stuff and such. and finally sat down at Mos burger for lunch.
I asked the girls if they felt the group was falling apart, Jasmine indicated that it really does not affect them as they mainly hung out because of Christina, and if Christina is not longer in the group they will just return to their own lifes and that’s it.
I was upset by her statement, I questioned her about the other girls as in the friendship and stuff. the response that I got from Jasmine was nothing that I would have thought of.
Jasmine: With the exception of Christina and maybe Sonia, We were never much of a friend to begin with.
After Lunch, thoughts filled my mind as I was walking around with Jasmine and Ann. I don’t really blame Jasmine for her statement as they were really not close to the rest of the girls. I was sure that the group will be dissolved soon and I started to believe that Christina somehow had already figured it out and that was the reason why she made that statement.
The day ended in the evening, and when we were going back, I took my mind off the matter as I knew I could not do anything about it and spoke to the Jasmine and Ann on random stuff. At that moment, I felt I wanted to play Jasmine down again. Just for the fun of it.
Me: Eh, your Voicemail still haven come hor.
Jasmine: You are the one that told me to take my time.
Me: ok now I change my mind.
Jasmine: What do you want now?
Me: I give you till Monday night lor, If no voicemail then everything is off. and I think if the group dissolved then we won’t meet again lor ( I gave Ann a look when I said that)
Jasmine: Whatever….
Ann looked at her with concerning eyes and I can see that Jasmine was thinking about the matter.
Before they left at Toa Payoh, Jasmine turn to me before she left.
Jasmine: Monday night it is, then Monday night it shall be.
After meeting Jasmine and Ann, I headed home and I have more or less accepted the fact that group will be gone soon. I went for dinner with my parents, and I decided to go fetch Christina as I have not seen her for a few days. I left a her a voicemail as usual and I went down to AMK.
I reached ten minutes before her off work time and was waiting for her at the front door. it was about 20mins later that she came out of the workplace,. She saw me and came towards me, but I could see Alan looking towards us from the counter.
I told Christina that I need to talk to her, and we walked to a nearby park and sat on a brick bench beside a pond, I started to tell her that I was concerned about Sonia and I foresee things happening. She told me that she cannot do much as she really needed to work for the time being but asked me to look after Sonia for her.
I guess nothing much can be done, and since Christina has placed her work in front of the girls I did not think saying anything more can help.
I held her as we were sitting on the bench, and kissed her on the cheek.
Me: I missed you…
My hand started to stray and I started to cup her breast.
Christina: Oei Wait ppl See…
Me: You got see ppl meh?
I carried on kissing her and I reached behind to unhooked her bra, after which I Lifted her polo tee and bra from the front and I was kissing and licking on her breast.
Christina: Lawrence Don’t……… (Moaning)
I ignored her pleads and carried on sucking her breast and licking her nipples.
She Push me off gently.
Christina: Lawrence not here ok?
Me: ok lor.. (I was sexually frustrated, but at that age actually I too have the fear of getting caught.)
I helped Christina hooked up her bra and we left the park. She was teasing me about my semi hard dick and I told her it was due to her. I would deliberately walk like a crab just to make her laugh.
We walked to the lift lobby of her block and she kissed me.
Me: ok lor, you go up lor.
Christina: eh… don’t need to settle ah?
Me: Settle what?
Christina smiled at me.
Christina points at my groin: This thing lor…
I was puzzled when Christina asked me the question.
Me: I thought you say don’t want to do outside?
Christina: Ya lor, somemore I wearing pants leh.
Me: Then nevermind lor, I go home find the other Christina.
Christina: The other Christina??
I held up my Right hand, This is the other Christina lor.
She slap on my arm.
Christina: Nonsense leh you.
We laughed for a bit and she looks at me.
Christina: Then you find that Christina lor.
Me: No choice what you today don’t let me do outside.
Christina: But we can do inside…
Me: Inside???
Christina pulled me into the lift.
Christina: My room lor.
Me: Your parents not in meh?
Christina: they home ah, So you have to be good boy.. Shh…..
We arrived at Christina’s Level and she asked me to wait for a while, She opened the door and went in, She emerged after a while and signalled me to go over.
I went over and she whisper to me.
Christina: Go to my room….
I started to take off my shoe when she tap on me.
Christina: Wear in lah….
I snuck into Christina’s room, she came in after locking the doors.
Christina: Be good boy wait for me, I take a bath first ok?
Christina kiss me and went out of the room, I looked around at the familiar surrounding. I took off my shoes and place them on the side, I saw Christina’s Pager on the table. I had an urge to take a look but decided not to fear she might come in any moment. I was contemplating whether to do so when her pager vibrated. I did not know why but I was sure it was Alan. My mood took a swing and I was upset, losing Christina to anyone was not an option.
Moments later, Christina entered the room with a towel she used to dry her hair. I went towards her and pulled her closed to me and kissed her.
Christina (whispering): Oei my hair still wet lah.
Me (whispering): I don’t care..
I carried on kissing her and I attempted to pull her tees off, she held me hand.
Christina (whispering): Wait wait wait.
Christina turned to lock her room door before she took off her tees and she was topless in front of me, I took of my tees followed by my jeans and briefs.
She came towards me and we engaged in a tongue fight as I started to grope on her breast. We moved to the bed as we were kissing, I was on top off her when we laid on the bed.
I moved and licked on her breast and went on to suck her nipples, Christina moved her hand and started stroking my dick, I opened my mouth and I took part of her breast in sucking her breast while I was licking her nipples,
She started moaning softly and stroked me harder and I did the same for the other breast.
I reached down and pulled her hand off my dick wafter which I climbed up and fed her my dick, Christina licked on my dick as I fed it to her.
Me (whispering): Suck me.
Christina opened her mouth and took my dick in she sucked on part for it before taking more in, I thrust my hips and try to place all of my dick into her mouth, She mumbled something and pushed me off.
Christina (whispering): Cannot lah…
I move down and I started to eat her pussy, I kissed and licked on her pussy lips before spreading it and inserting my tongue in to it as I began digging her pussy with my tongue I could hear soft moans from Christina. I stopped eating her pussy after 5 mins and fingered her really hard, I saw Christina trying to hold her moans and was grabbing a pillow to muffle her moans as I feel her pussy tighten.
I stopped fingering and lead her hand to stroke me as I move up on her again. I kissed her on the cheeks.
Christina (whispering):You very bad leh….
I spread her legs and I started fucking her, She was wet and I started to increase my pace. Again I see Christina holding the pillow and this time it totally cover her face but I can still hear her moans.
I pulled my dick out of her as I feel like teasing her more. I held her hand as I got off the bed trying to pull her with me, She shook her head and she was mouthing no to me but she relented after my persistent pulling.
I held her from behind after she stood up and lead her to the dressing table.
I held her hands and motion for her to hold on to the table and when she did so, I immediately shove my dick into her pussy catching her unaware, That Expression was priceless as she was trying to hold her moans, I increased the pace and rocked her from behind and her pager beeped again, I was pissed as I was sure it was Alan paging her again, I reached in front groping her breast hard as I pound her hard from behind.
Me (whispering): I want to shoot inside.
Christina (whispering):argh… you siao ah.
Me(whispering): I don’t…care.
Christina: If you shoot inside I won’t talk to you anymore.
I ram her hard and when I was about to cum, I pulled my dick out. I could see Christina was relieved that I did so, She turn and kneeled down in front of me stroking me and sucking me till I shot my load into her mouth. She swallowed all of it but I was not really happy, I guess I wanted to own her which I felt I failed.
We dressed up and she opened the door for me before I made my “escape”, She asked me to wait for her at the stairs and I agreed. I waited there for 5 mins and she did not appear, I knew she was responding to the pages she received and my heart sunk. I started to suspect something was going on between Alan and her.
I waited for another 5 mins and Christina finally appeared. I casually asked if she was replying her pages, She admitted and told me that is was the manager that paged her and informed her about her roster asking her which are the days she could work. But I did not believe any of that, my mind seem to be telling me Christina was cheating on me.
We spoke on other matters and I asked her to go home as it was late. it was already 0030 when I left Christina’s block. I took a cab home and I slept till 10am the next day.
Sunday was boring as Christina was working, as I had not plans I went out with my parents and had dinner with them. My Mum started nagging about me going out till late, but my dad told her I should be old enough to know what I was doing, farther more I am a boy What could go wrong.
That night, I was thinking about Christina. I was so sure that something was going on and I guess I was depressed, I made a trip down to AMK and without informing her and I hid in a area opposite the Fastfood Joint waiting for her to end her day.
I was nervous, at that moment, I did not wish to see anything thing that I imagined but if so why am I there, it was contradicting and all I did was stood and watch.
Christina Finally finished her day at the Fastfood Joint and exited the store, I was relieve to find her alone but moments later another person chased after her it was Alan…..
I did not follow and I just froze there. tears just flow down onto my cheek and I went home, Christina Paged me that night but I did not return her page… I could still remember I cried myself to sleep and it was so much pain. I just did not want to talk about it.
I Woke up the next morning and I left Christina a voicemail that I was asleep when she paged me, during class I was thinking about the matter, I did an estimate on how long Christina would take to reach home as compared tot he time she paged me, lots of questions filled my mind. Why was Alan chasing after her, What else followed? did they hug? did they kissed? were they already together? or maybe they already had sex but I did not know.
Nothing but negative thoughts flooded my mind, and by the end of the day I knew that I have lost all faith in our relationship.
After School, I went to J8 and met up with the girl Felicia came first followed by Jasmine and Ann.
I went and whispered “voicemail” to Jasmine ear, I was teasing her as expected she rolled her eyes and gave me a irritated look. Felicia asked what I told Jasmine and I just indicate to her that I was just disturbing her.
Moments later, Penny appeared with Sonia and another girl, Sonia was walking behind them and appeared to be worried.
Penny: This is my sister, Cindy
Cindy was not friendly, she looked ard and starred at Felicia before giving off a smirk.
Cindy: Penny and Sonia has joined me, since Christina is not here to look after you anymore, I came to ask if you girls want to join my gang too.
Felicia: Eh Christina only not with us a while only, somemore who are you?
Penny whispered something in to Cindy’s ears and she laughed.
Cindy: Oh… you are Felicia huh, you don’t know me never mind….. But you know my god brother Or Pah? (nothing Korean here, Hokkien for black panther)
I could see Felicia’s eyes widen when that name was mentioned.
Felicia: I am not interested.
Cindy turn the focus to Jasmine and Ann,
Cindy: You two leh, Join me lah.
Jasmine and Ann tried to walk off and Cindy stopped them?
Cindy: wah so don’t give face ah, Just walk away like that.
Jasmine: Sorry but we don’t know you.
Piak!, Cindy slapped Jasmine on the face.
I ran up and pulled Jasmine and Ann behind me.
Me: Eh they say not interested already, what you want?
Cindy: Eh this is Zharbor Dai chi, (girls Issue) Tah por Mai chap. (Guys don’t get involved). Why I hit her you heart pain huh? your siao eh (GF) is it?
Me: Yah lor, This 3 all my Siao eh, (GF) their issue is mine.
Cindy: You very cocky hor, you got balls you wait.
Me: Wait Wait lor, you think I scared you arh.
I pulled Felicia and we walked off as we walked around J8 we came to realised that Penny and Sonia has been following us.
Feeling something was not right, I asked the girls to go back. I was right, Their target was me.
Penny followed me for another 15mins and I was stopped by 6 guys with Cindy. They told me that we needed to talk about something and I was “escorted” to the Stairway in J8. when approaching the stairway, I was pushed into it and before I can react, punches and kicks rained on me. I swung my arms in all directions but it was futile. It ended after I lay on the floor helpless and Cindy came kicking me a few time.
Cindy: KNN Kah lim bu Guai Lan, (how dare you be cocky with me)
Cindy and her gang walked off indicating they will whack me everytime they saw me. Yes that was the first time, (Lim bei tio bao) I was whacked by a few guys. I told myself I needed to protect the girls, but can I?
I pick myself up and walked home, there was some noticeable bruises which I took a look at after I reached home. I took a look in the mirror and luckily there was no bruises on my face which will alert my parents.
Felicia and Sonia paged me a couple of times but I left them each a voicemail stating I was fine. I was getting worried about Sonia, why did she join them?
Minutes later there was someone knocking on my door, I went forth to see and it was Felicia, I opened the door and let her in.
Felicia: Idiot you ok bo, I heard you tio bao ah.(got whacked)
Me: how you know?
Felicia: Sonia voicemail me lor.
Me: Sonia?
Felicia: Yah lor, She was crying. She say if she know like that she will stop penny from coming. Aiyah she say only lah, as if she can stop Penny and Cindy.
Me: But I worried for Sonia, she got tell you why she join them bo?
Felicia: That Penny lor, Knn threaten Sonia to join her or else they will find her trouble in school.
Me: Sonia can tell Christina mah.
Felicia: She did, Christina ask her to siam (avoid) them, but same school lor how long can Sonia siam (avoid)
Me: Like that I also don’t know, Ah boy’s side also only help if Christina say.
Felicia: Maybe hor we all split up now is the best lor, but only Sonia is the problem lor.
Me: yah I also don’t want Sonia to follow that Cindy.
Felicia: I call Christina tonight see what she say.
Me: If I got gang behind me then I can help Sonia, now I got whacked by Cindy’s gang also cannot do anything.
Felicia: eh you dun siao (crazy), don’t tell me you want to join gang because of this.
Me: Say only mah, but if not then how let them whack meh.
Felicia: don’t say that, You pain of not?
Me: no lah ok one.
Felicia: Take of ur shirt la, I see
I took off my shirt as Felicia Examined my bruise and she press on one of them.
Me: Eh pain one leh
Felicia: you say no pain what.
At that moment my pager beeped, I checked my voicemail and it was Christina.
Me: Die Liao.
Felicia: why?
Me: Sonia tell Christina I tio bao now Christina coming to bishan
I left Christina a voicemail asking her to come to my place, I deliberately indicated that Felicia was here and I gave her my address on the voicemail.
20 minutes later Christina arrived, she was still in her working uniform and it was obvious she had cried. I could see that her eyes were red and puffy, but I did not ask her much as Felicia was around.
Christina: What happen why Lawrence tio bao? (Got Whacked)
Christina asked if I was ok , I showed her some bruises and she was concerned, but at that moment I really did not know what to trust as I have the impression that she was 2 timing me.
Me: How you know I tio bao?
Christina: Sonia paged me many times when I was working, when I heard the voicemail I told my manager I had to go he allowed.
Christina: Then why you Tio bao?
Felicia: That Penny lor, Bring what Cindy one come ask us join their gang. we don’t want she slapped Jasmine lor.
Christina: then how come Lawrence tio dai chi?(got involved)
Felicia: He hero mah, say we 3 all his siao eh (Gf)
Me: Ah bo, then let that cindy slap u all meh.
Christina shot a look at me.
Christina: Who is this Cindy?
Felicia became soft, and she mumbled her words.
Felicia: She is Orh Pah’s (Black Panther’s) God Sister.
The same look which Felicia shown when confronted by Cindy now shows on Christina.
Me: Who is this Orh Pah?
Christina: My Ex…
Felicia: Eh Christina, Can ask Ah Boy help or not, Just to protect Sonia and get her away from Cindy.
Christina: I cannot.
Felicia: Why?
Christina: Ah boy have hinted me a few times that what he has done for us is more that what a God brother should be doing. If I ask him for help again, I don’t know what he will ask for to settle this.
Felicia: What more a guy will want, Hor idiot.
Christina shot a look at Felicia and I placed my head down not commenting on the question.
Christina: I will think of something, just let me settle this.
In my mind, I could not understand Christina’s statement, first I am her bf and there is Alan. What can she do about this other then going into Ah boy’s arms in a bid to save Sonia?
I was helpless, I told myself if she were to do that then it was over for us, but without doubt I still hold that love for her and was in pain.
I told the girls that my parents will be back anytime soon and they left together.
I went back to my room and took a look at my pager and realised during my discussion with Christina and Felicia, Jasmine paged me numerous times, my pager was filled with her number and It kept coming.
I checked my voicemail and Jasmine a few messages asking me to call back. but there was one that I would highlight
Jasmine crying: Are you (sniffing) ok? Please call us, please…
Wait did I heard something wrong was that Jasmine or could I have mistaken Ann for her? I replayed the Message and I was sure it was Jasmine’s voice.
I called Jasmine on the phone, (If you are guessing, Sonia virtually paged everyone we knew telling them I was Whacked). I would say that Jasmine seem terrified, Both Jasmine and Ann wanted to meet me despite me telling them that I was at home and I was alright. I figured that Sonia must have told them I was beaten up badly given that Cindy would most likely told her that I laid on the floor motionless as she kicked me.
They were persistent on meeting me, and I told them I was tired. Jasmine insisted that I met them on the next day, they told me to rest at home and they will come visit me. With all these happening, I was not in the mood to go for classes. I agreed to meet them the next day at my home. I gave Jasmine my address and they hung up asking me to rest.
I did not rest, I paged Christina telling her not to find Ah boy and I would find a way out of this.
She did not call me but left me a message indicating she knows what she is doing and promised me she will not look for Ah boy.
I was still thinking about how to resolve this matter and I contacted Bobby, After telling him the details, he told me that he can’t help unless I was part of them. He told me to consider joining him as he has something big coming, What he requires was not kids that fight in the streets, He needs someone to take care of things in a bigger basis.
I was puzzled why me? what did he see in me? but I was considering joining him as a option as I started to feel that I needed that protection.