Sorry for not updating this column lately. Been busy wif personal and work stuffs. Today consider not dat busy so here i am. I will be relating a story about a cs of mine who i personal think, he is a true hero. I’m not supposed to say this encounter of his here as it pretty much confidential but i think, people ought to know. While we complaining the slightest stuffs like “I think I’m fat.” “Do u think i should do my eyes/nose/cheek/botox/boobs…..” the list goes on, there are people fighting for our lives out there. Read on and u will know how fortunate u are.
Posted on my work thread on 14th Dec 2015
Hey guys,
As said, i will be writing a story abt tis cs of mine who went thru alot den us. I would like to delicate this song, Civil War by Guns n Roses to him as i think we ought to salute him for fighting not only his life but lives of u and me, the whole universe. He is a rocker too so hope he likes it too
Blaze Of Glory
Last few days ago, i met tis cs, Z. I will not reveal too much of his name as a protect of his identity and due to his job field. An ordinary fella who has a tan complexion probably due to his heritage too. When in my room, we started to chat abt casual stuffs. Before dat, i was actually raving on some incident i had previously wif a housekeeper who pissed me off. He juz replied me wif a smile oh ok. I see. Just relax. After learning of wat he had went thru, i think my incident was juz a peanut compared to his. It all started wif a simple topic dat Singaporean sometimes take things too serious and in their too comfort zone. Probably due to his work in overseas as he said. So i started to ask wat he working as and where. I thought he might be in shipping field due to his complexion. He told me i would not like to know where the place he works. So i made a guess to a more 3rd world countries like India, Vietnam etc. He said no, it at Syria. The moment i heard dat i was like kinda jaw dropped. So i jokingly said wat he doing there. To fight against terrorism. He was smoking when we were chatting and he looked up at me and said ya i did dat. I stopped my grin and i know he’s not joking. He said dat he was sent dere as a special unit to defuse bombs if it needed. I was really dumbfounded. I only heard of all these from the tv or movies but i was listening to a real life experience.
This is wat he shared wif me. He was there for a yr for mission to defuse bombs and at times would be involved in gunfire situations. The authority chosen him part of it he is single and theres no next of kins in Singapore. Means he is all alone here, without parents, family, gf. They need pple like him without commitment. So a group of pple including him were sent to Syria. Life over there was not easy at all. Unlike in Singapore, u can walk out freely to hv a plate of chao kuey teow or having beer wif frenz. Over there, u dunno when u will suffer a shot. During his birthday tis yr, he was defusing a bomb in a bus. I kinda sweat upon hearing dat. The most memorable and til now still leaving him nightmares was he shot a 7 yrs old kid to death. U guys will be asking, why? Same thing i asked him too. He explained during a gunfire situation wif a Syrian man, 1 of his teammates suffered a shot on arm from the man. He fired back and the man was shot and collapsed on the floor and died. 1 of a kids dashed out to the street and cried beside the man. So believed the man was the kid’s father. Suddenly the kid picked up the gun on the floor and started to fire them. Z had no choice but to shot him. The kid died on the spot, beside his dad. He said this incident giving him phobia to like kids. His gd fren’s wife is abt to due and they wanted him to be the god father as they juz wanna express their gratitude to him. He helped them alot financially. But, he kinda dislike the idea of being a god father as he dun really like kids now after dat incident. I told him well, maybe u see new born baby, it wouldn’t be dat bad.
He told me something which i think it true. In war situation, dats no God, no religion involved. God won’t save u, only u can save urself, fight for urself. During a battle, 1 of his teammates literally pee in his pant. He started to pray to god, hoping god will save him. Z went to him and held his face and said sternly, look, there’s no god here. God won’t save u but only urself. So pluck up and fight! He gave a few slaps to him making sure he was awake from his thoughts. When i asked him so wat he did there everyday. He said basically was escorting, patrolled the place, dats no internet so dun dream of fb, surf porn etc, smoking etc. I asked him so dats no life even chilling over beer. He said seldom but dats some places in town do sell some cold beer. So the next question i asked was so wat if u hv urge, do u find women to ease it? He said dat everyday u are fighting ur life and if dats chances to rest, it to grab the chance to sleep. There’s no time to think abt releasing urge. Most times they only hv a chance to shower once a week. He told me something dat really struck me was u guys in Singapore will be worried abt money, stress, work, etc. For him is a simple wish, able to see sunrise when he opens his eyes the moment he wakes up and glad to be alive for another day. He told me there are alot of shit stuffs dat happened there dat not many pple will wanna know. U can go crazy over there. I can’t believe his teammates and him can able to take it for a year. He said after being there for a yr, his teammates and him decided to request to come back as they really couldn’t take it over there. Even back to Singapore, they will choose to go a quieter place to chill den crowded places like clarke quay, orchard etc. Even the sound of cars made him feeling irritated as it reminds him of life in Syria where the sounds of cars and pple will hv flashback of battles situations. Even now he’s back to Singapore, he still trying to adept as Singapore, is too safe according to him.
After hearing wat he had said, i really think we are really very fortunate. Probably, in a comfort zone dat we think we are very safe. But, we shouldn’t hv such thoughts isn’t it? Wat if 1 day Singapore faces a battle situation? How we gonna face it? Before i decided to write this true encounter, i was thinking is it appropriate? After thorough thoughts, i think i ought to. To let pple knows wat a big difference between our homeland and others. Over here, we can complain the slightest things, sometimes even publish on fb or stomp. Where pple at other parts of world, is to survive every single day. So now my perception in life somehow changed due to wat i heard Z had shared wif me. Whenever i think life is tough for me, i will recall his story and thinking, compare to his, my problem is peanut. Like wat he told me before he left, everyone will hv their problems. Things will hv its way to solve it. Like wat the Chinese phrase had said, 船到桥头自然直. As for Z, i dunno will u able to read tis. I wish u all the best. U will be back again to Syria for the last time for ur final mission next yr after ur birthday. U are 1 of the few dat deserve my utmost respect. Thanks for fighting ur life not only urself, but pple around the world. I pray dat u will be safe over there. I dunno will i able to see u again. I dunnno by the time u back, am i still around. I will do a favor for u. I will leave my email account available for u. When u finally back, pls send me an email to let me know u are safely back here. This is wat i wish for u. Once again, thank u and salute u!
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Next up, a total recap of my 2015, last post about myself. Stay tune for that. Rest well and goodnight guys
Hey guys,
It been awhile i hv updated over here. I forgotten abt it lol. As mentioned somewhere last week, I will do a recap of my 2015. Here it is, enjoy my write up.
Posted on my work thread on 19th Dec 2015
Hey guys,
Been awhile i update my thread as been bz lately and plus code red. Today, i will update on recalling my own happenings for tis 2015 as soon, it will be ending soon. It will be based on my work exclude my personal stuffs if not, 3 days 3 nights are not enough for me lol.
Starting as independent
Somewhere during early Feb tis year, I decided to start of as independent. Previously, i was wif a few agents before and due to some incident, i put it a stop and away for a month or so. Why the decision as independent? I been around wif agents and of cuz dats not only me in the agency. Dats other gals too and newbies. If i really wanna make an earning and kept myself alive, i need a change. I had alot of thoughts back den, whether to go back to my normal life or gave a bet to become independent. So i choose the latter. It was a 50/50 kinda bet, a risk. If i succeed, it god bless me. If i fail, i admit defeat. So i guess u guys know the ans after dat
Exploring in different rooms
Due to independent, i hv the chance to book in different kinda rooms as many would prefer incall. I hv the opportunity to explore different kinds, views of rooms. From free upgrading of room to suite, to facing seaview room. 1 of my fave was rooms at offshore. It really had the feel of vacation. Dats a few times i got room at somewhere further down and the view was amazing. In front of my balcony, was the view of yachts docking around in the middle of sea. When approaching sunset, the skyline along wif the seaview was fantastic. Recently, i had a chance to go there again but tis time, it another hotel dat my cs booked which was my 1st time there. The sky was clear as it didn't managed to rain dat day. It already evening time and i took a pic of the scenery. The view was breathtaking. Take a look and u know wat i mean.
It was took by my hp. Not those dsl types ok lol. I dunno when i will be there again. Probably somewhere next yr when rainy season subsides.
Experienced in new stuffs
Somewhere tis yr when i juz started as independent, tis cs booked me and i experienced new stuff dat i didn't tried before. My hands were tied up and hung up by an electronic hook. Tis happened before the saga of 50 Shades if Grey was aired in threatre. It was really amazing dat a person's home had all these things to play bdsm. Oh ya, his gf and him were professional bdsm players. I did mention abt it in the 1st few posts. I wrote story abt it. We had lost contacts but really hope the fate would make some miracle abt it as i still yet to experience enough wif him hee. I had experienced another 3 or so cases after dat of me tied up. 1, wif his very own imported equipments which were really cool. It hard or almost impossible to get those genuine handcuffs but he managed to hv. It really excited me when i saw. 2, he knew abt the Japanese bondage which i forgotten wat it called. It using of ropes to tie as bondage. Kinda different experienced even though my arms sored after dat lol. 3, he was more of a dominate den a sub. We chatted beforehand abt it as i dun do all these unless they are experienced. So whenever he engaged me, i hv to prepare to be a sub and let him torture lol.
Due to the 1st unforgettable mild bdsm experience, dats where it inspired me to hv my own 50 shades package. Of cuz mine is painless and is more on teasing.
Sex toys / costumes
To spice up my work and for cs pleasure and excitement, i bought a couples of toys as well as costumes. To be honest, i didn't used sex toys in my whole life only til recently. My toys are not mainly for me. I hv 1 or 2 are actually for the guys like cock ring and penis pump. Til now i stil dun hv the chance to use the pump as, it too big to carry around. Unless it due to request den. I hv a couples of costumes from kimono, policewoman, Japanese schoolgirl / local schoolgirl, nurse etc. Of cuz if the guys wan their own desire one, they hv to refer to dreamgirl package for their reference.
Yoni massage
I hv engaged 2 masseur as i been wanted to try yoni massage as i been hearing abt it. The 1st one was disaster as dat guy was trying to take advantage of me. Asked me whether i wanna got penetrated or not and fingered me non stop like the past 1 hour til my vagina was swelling. I was so worried i will get rape as he been using his leg to cross over my thighs. Really a nightmare. The 2nd one was better as he did the normal massage den to yoni massage. But i guess i was not enough rest and my mood was not very gd dat day and i kinda nervous too. My objective was to know can i squirt but dat day it didn't happened. Or, maybe it not easy for me to squirt too as not many gals can do dat. So i kinda give up the hope already. My partner intend to get me 1 as he knows tis female masseur whom he commented dat she is gd. I dunno when wil i hv the chance to try though.
MMF
1 of my fantasies haha. I had 2 experiences. 1, both were frenz but only 1 was doing wif me while the other had his dick sleeping away til we ended. 2, both were frenz too but it a watched mmf. 1 was doing wif me while the other watched. To be honest, both were not really a successful mmf as none were doing wif me as the term of mmf. It like juz doing wif juz 1 person dats all. Hopefully in near future, i will hv a chance to do a real mmf, 2 guys are doing wif me. Not 1 doing the other either cannot make it or watch.
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Rape Sex
Well, tis is not done at work lol. But it part of my fantasies so decided to add it in. Tis was done by my partner. We did twice i guess but both cases happened without planning. 1, he sudden attacked me when i out from toilet after shower and the other time he was drunk and suddenly gave me a tight slap across my face. I gave a scream and he grabbed my hands, trying to slap again. I struggled while my legs were kicking all around. I was 'raped' like that haha. After everything, i showed him my red face and he kept apologised to me saying, i thought u wan ma as u mentioned before. I told him ya I did but pls slap properly lol. The real actual rape still yet to fufill. His requirement is i hv to wear all ol outfits, a blouse, a skirt and a black framed spec. He will tear the blouse away. I hv the blouse ready but juz dat we no time to fulfill lol. I will only do tis with him as i feel safer. Wif cs, i really dunno will it be safe.
Kinky sex: Did it during code red time
I can't recall did i do it before the last time but for work, yes i did. Tis cs of mine, now becomes a fren cum regular of mine, he did wif me when i having code red. It was his 1st time engaging me and he booked a room at very far end of east side. 1 thing abt doing during code red time was really different. I felt hornier den usual. I think he will know abt it as he did mention to me he couldn't handled me when i having code red hahahahahaha! Sound like i some kind of monster lol. 1 thing i agree the aftermath was pretty a mess. Even though i placed an extra towel underneath, it still stained the bed. I dunno how it stained too lol. But the feeling was better den the normal ones and tis i can guarantee. I dunno abt other gals but for me, it worked.
Kinky sex: @ the balcony
Tis was done by the same cs who did wif me during code red lol. He wanted to try kinky stuffs aa he didn't tried before. When in my room, i asked him wat he wanna do as i asked him to think the day before after giving him some suggestions. He still yet to hv an idea, duh. So i suggested at the balcony as the room balcony could be opened up, or toilet or outside the corridor. When he heard corridor, his eyes were wide and looked at me, u can't, u often here, u wanna get famous? Dats where i realised oh ya, i really can't do dat hahahaha! He found toilet too common for kinky so we settled on at balcony. It was abt 2am and my room's balcony was facing office tower. There were some lights still on in dat office tower. I lower myself as standing doggie position and he inserted in. As the space kinda cramped as we actually shd do horizontal ways instead of vertical way. The sound of body slapping against each other and the sound of hitting the glass door can be heard in the middle of 2am. I actually didn't intended to moan loud but the hitting of my inner wall of my vagina was too fast dat i started to moan. I thinking did anyone hear me lol. After slowing down, he was asking, will pple see us. I said who will sia, tis timing. They workaholic meh, dun hv to go home. He said who knows sia scarli they still working if not why on the lights. I said no la, it a procedure dat some units hv to on the lights. He asked why. I thought for awhile and said, to prevent planes on crashing to the building. He stopped wat he doing and looked at me, sure or not, every building has dat red light on top of the roof leh. I said prevention la, in case from far cannot see ma. He laughed ya right, u and ur theory. We stopped our craps and continued f-ing but i think it too difficult for him as he kept hitting the glassdoor. We went in to finish each other instead lol. The feeling is ok, if u guys dare, try during daytime which add in more excitement. My cs was too complicated. Afraid pple to see us yet when we were doing, he found it no kick as no pple around. Weird rite haha.
Overseas trip
Tis yr June, i hv the opportunity to hv an overseas task wif cs. It was my bday month and he wanted to gif me a celebration. He booked a nice room and had the 2 days all planned for me. Dats niveof him. I had went to a no of places dat i didn't went before. Realised alot of cheaper stuffs. I even hv the chance to dine on the cruise on my bday itself. I had a surprise as the cruise staffs sang bday song and bday cake with a bear were placed on my table. I was totally in shocked. I would like to thanks him for arranging everything to me. I appreciate dat deep inside my heart
I couldn't recall wat else did happen. I will add on if i can recall. Some like my partner, the stalker etc even though initially it related to work and it turned to more personal. So i dun really wanna talk abt it especially my partner. He will mind if i conclude him as work. As for the stalker, i juz giving him some face as so far, he didn't really disturb me further. There are still a few i yet to fufill tis year. Like engage a rentboy, swing, squirt etc. I hope before 2015 ends, i will do something happening. I actually hv an idea of doing something as a surprise to u guys. I won't say wat it is but it requires guts, fast and provided i won't get caught hee. Once i done, i will definitely publish it. Hopefully i will do it successfully.
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Ok, i think for all personal encounters and experiences i had all shared here. Next coming up, i actually still wondering should post my story of my gay bf and me or share some write up that i hv been thinking of. My gay bf story i had stopped halfway thru so intend to put it up here and continue on. The problem is, some memories i kinda mixed up lol. It nothing sexual, just some 暧昧. So i scare it will bore u guys to death hahahaha. If u guys wan me to post my gay bf story, u can do ur voting here lol. Talk to u guys again. Hv a great Sunday
It a pity i can’t be part in Madonna’s concert today. She’s my all time fave idol. Believe it or not, i hv her greatest hits collection when i was just 16 years old. Well, I’m not that old now actually don’t get me wrong lol. But back then i already started to listen 80s music. Those that I know who are in their 40s are pretty amazed i know so much songs from 80s to 90s despite my age should not be these eras. I love music, I think that’s no barrier despite what age u are in. Now, at home, listen to radio playing all Madonna songs and imagine I’m at her concert. Meantime, gere are some music of hers that delicate to u guys. A few of her videos are banned back then. Luckily still able to find in YouTube.
Vogue
Papa Don’t Preach
Like A Prayer
Cherish
Erotica
Justify My Love
I’ll Remember
Rain
Live To Tell
Who’s That Girl
Secret
Hung Up
Jump
Girl Gone Wild
Take A Bow
Bad Girl
Wow, so i guess she ur idol too lol.
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was in my late twenties when she came into the scene.
Wow, so i guess she ur idol too lol.
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roamerwh
was in my late twenties when she came into the scene.
Haha, he’s a legend for sure!
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I’ve only 1 idol, MJ!
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Nice story sis dawn. You do have your wild and kinky side huh haha
Anw just share whatever you feel like sharing. It is great for bros to have a read and pass their time.
Have a great day!!
Thanks dude for ur support!
Haha, he’s a legend for sure!
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roamerwh
I’ve only 1 idol, MJ!
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Originally Posted by
leuor
Nice story sis dawn. You do have your wild and kinky side huh haha
Anw just share whatever you feel like sharing. It is great for bros to have a read and pass their time.
Have a great day!!
Thanks dude for ur support!
Hey peeps,
I’m ok dun worry. Still going on strong. I’m here to share some guidelines to some guys out there for dun hv any experiences in engaging services. I did receive email from a few who has no ideas how the procedures go. So i will do a write up here.
How do get it started
- First of all, do register a nick over here. How about those who dun register? Well, still acceptable if u provide ur contact no but to ease our minds, it better to hv one. Of cuz we will be somehow careful abt newbies who juz registered their nicks but if u are sincere and genuine, the whole booking will be kinda smooth. For those that dun hv a nick, same thing apply to u too. All we need is someone who show sincerity. We will hv our ways and instincts to judge are u really genuine or not. Another way of doing it, sometimes we will check wif others who are in this line too, whether hv they deal wif this person or not. Ok, so the basic infos that u hv to provide are: sbf nick, name, age, race and contact no. These are essential. Follow by prefer timing and location (for those who do outcall only). Follow the format that the fl who u wanna book has stated. Some fls will provide their contact no to reach them and there are some like me, who provide only email. Please dun ask unnecessary or rude questions like “Are u still fl?” “How much?” “Sorry i kinda rush can i see u at 9pm? (the time already shown 845pm)” First 2 questions are rather sorry to say this, stupid. Ask properly, politely. We dun owe u. Most of the gals had stated their damages, dun repeat again. The last question, if we are doing incall, u sure u can reach within 15 mins minus off the time we liaise? If those doing outcall, u think the gals travel by rocket? Give some allowances. Usually if i doing incall and met such questions, i will reply ok, i make sure when i open the door, u are standing there. If not, u double pay me. Lol, dats me. Follow the format properly and it will be as smooth as silk.
- Before u decide on which gal u should book, go through their introductions. This is very important. I did experience some guys whom dun do that. As most already known, i having short hair. There are some dun even know abt that. Why? Cos they didn’t read. Lame right? Most of the gals will state their basic infos like race, weight, height, vital stats, descriptions etc. Different gals are in different categories like syt, milf, office ladies, bbw etc. Browse through the brief details whether are they ur types of gals. Next, follow by rates. Different gals are in different rates. Judge it urself which fit ur budget. If u hv difficulties to choose, u can refer to their FRs or u can take a look at their pics. There are some gals who are uncomfortable in providing pics, don’t be too persistent in requesting. Some will provide to u through hp or email and some will not as due to their personal reasons. If they hv a reason, roughly gauge it urself. Do lookout their schedules of their working dates and hours. Not every gals work throughout the whole day. Some will be off for that day or already knock off. Usually once they off work, it is advisable not to message them as they hv their private times. Juz like u guys, dun wish us to message u when u are back at home.
- There are some guys dunno the meaning of incall and outcall. Incall means the gal has her own room in particular hotel. Outcall means she dun has her room but will meet u outside at some budget hotels or ur own room in particular hotel if u hv. Usually for outcall, the guy has to pay for the room. So get it? There are some gals who are ok wif housecall (ur house, only rare chances are at their houses), in car or public. It might not apply to every gals but do read properly who provide such services.
- If everything has fixed and u are meeting her, if she’s ur type, congrats then. If she is not, do pay her the rejection fee that she has stated in her thread. Dun be a bastard to either dun pay or hide at a corner to see how she looks like. That’s really despicable act. If let’s say she might not be the same as she describes or the pic dun show any justices of how she looks like in person, that’s between the negotiation of both of u.
- Do remember what the gal has stated in their dos and don’ts. If u are unsure, u can ask them. Don’t push urself too far by asking them do something that they doesn’t do. Please treat the gal wif care and be gentle. Doesn’t mean we are service providers and u as cs can do watever u want. Don’t be too rough in ur action. Be considerate. Sometimes after u, we still hv other cs too. We doesn’t wish to get hurt in any areas. Another thing, do take care of ur hygiene. Please clean urself properly if u taking ur own shower. Take care of ur body and ur breath. U dun wish the gal u engage smell awful too right? Mutual understanding will lead to better ending.
I guess i hv listed most of the points. This is my own write up based on the experienced i had. Hope it will give u a better understanding. Will think of my next write up soon. Rest well people and goodnight
Hi guys,
It been a long time since i update at this corner. I’m juz caught in a dilemma, which story should i write. Continue my story of my gay bf or write a brand new story of my ex bf or the courtesan & her fb? Maybe u guys can decide for me. But, i can’t update my story dat often as due to work. It really depends will i hv the time. Nevertheless, u can help me to decide.