Haha, nothing beats homecook food.
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Yummy yum yum! Reminds me of my mom’s cooking too…
This is a phase that all WLs will go through, sis. Striking a balance between professionalism at work and in real life takes a toll on all of us, even as a customer myself. Yes, it is true… as a customer of commercial sex I’m also living a double standard life as on the professional front I’ve to project a superficial clean-cut image to make a living, but the stress drives me to get all down and sweaty with my regular service providers, have some pillow talk, kiss and tell etc to recharge for the next day of battle.
The undeniable fact: Without commercial sex, single guys like me will sink right into depression and admit straight into IMH in double quick time. So allow me to offer my very sincere appreciation and thanks to service providers like yourself for the excellent professionalism and service despite the emotional toll, burden, stigma and sacrifices that you all have to go through… You are doing just fine, sis. Pace yourself so that you don’t overwork. We are all right behind you.
Ya I do agree most of us are striking a balance of most things. Like u clients, i can’t say it totally wrong even u are married to seek for us for a service. Even though as a woman point of view, i know the hurt. I think u guys know the difference btw love and lust. No matter how wild u play, end of the day, still know ur way home. I think we are human afterall, need some attention, tender and care. I guess u feel the same too. When u look for a service, sex aside, most impt is the feel and chemistry. Dats why for me, i never treat my each booking as a commercial transaction. I treat it making a new fren or new lover. I think my FRs said it all wat kind of process i gave.
Well thanks for ur kind words. Appreciate dat. Juz hope all guys here will respect us as a lady, a human. We are not sex machine. We hv feeling too. So do handle us with care
Sometimes, can’t blame them. Especially those dat being forced to this industry or dats a target to meet. Haha, i juz doing my job. It my rice bowl, if i dun put in effort, i wouldn’t survive for a yr as independent. Ya thanks for ur concern. I wil try to take care of myself and to adjust my mindset towards sex and pleasure.
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That’s why some ladies will be robotic and dead fish. And bros will complain. But sis you often put in the effort(not my personal experience haha but your fr justified it), even if it is like a routine for you. But do remember to look out on your health, don’t let your body break down after you have cleared your debt.
Thanks for sharing your thoughts!
The long cny break is a double edge sword. 先甜后苦. Haha so sad no chicken soupnto drink.
Hmm..good and deep point. Can always rely on them no matter what.
Every yr is like that. And soon, it ending. All the preparation and the rush seems to last only 2 weeks. Life goes on afterall.
Hey guys,
Since it cny period, i will hv some treats for u guys.
New sets of matching bras and panties for cny. Hope u guys like it
Anyway i will continue my 2nd half of my watched mmf later today or tml ok. Stay tune!
haha, hope it brighten ur day ;P
Silk stocking? How does it looks like wor?
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Very nice matching lingerie, sis. Gave me some motivation on an otherwise dull Wednesday lunchtime break! On a side note, do you have silk stockings to show us?
Hey guys,
An all times fave song of mine by Lenny Kravitz titled ‘Again’. Yup, I’m a rock music fan but alot mistook me as edm fan cos of my outlook lol. I like edm but my fave still rock. Alot are surprised especially the last time when i had long hair, i dun look abit of a rocker fan. When i shared wif them the types of songs I like, they are totally taken aback haha. Well, shall not disturb u to listen to this song by Lenny Kravitz. Enjoy!
PS. Isn’t he really cool? I like his music!
Hey guys,
Sorry for the long wait for the part 2 of my experience in watched mmf. As promised, here’s the part 2. I dun loso, u guys enjoy
Posted on my work thread on 12th Nov 2015
Flip Me Like A Prata! Part 2
Ok guys, continue my story dat was unfinished yesterday. Today quite a quiet day and i hv the time to write while making my cup noodles as my mouth feels itchy. Wanna hv something to chew lol.
Where am I? Ok, i was wondering anyone could hear us as i was almost screaming. M kept pumping the same squatting position for quite long and he flipped me over again to doggy style but in lying position instead of arching my ass up. SK was commenting dat M really pumping me damn deep and M replied dats the reason he rather choose a taller gal den a petite gal as he felt like he tearing them apart. I was thinking it not the matter of tall or petite or slim or fat. It whether the gal really can take it lol. M pumped me from dat lying position and still in the hard way dat my head was actually reaching at the edge of the bed dat i had to use my left hand to pushed myself against the flooring. I seldom will be vulgar on bed but i was actually saying ‘shit’, ‘fuck’ now and den. Again, i was flipped to face up wif my body lying on bed. I really looked like a human prata man lol. We were back to missionary again. M was full of sweat as i could see him panting in between pleasure and the hard thrusting motion. He never let a single chance of slowing down, still pumping me, roughly. My moan never had a moment of stopping. It still in loud moan or screamed. I was moaning and saying ‘fuck’ at same time. M went faster and faster and so did my moan. In my mind i was thinking are we going to last tis for an hr? While i still in the middle of my thought, M reached his climax and took off his shaft from my wet abused vagina, took off his cap and aim at me. At first i thought he wanted to cum on my face and i somehow turned my head to the other side as i don’t do cof. But, he cum on my body. Each cum lied on every parts of my body. Highest aim was near to my neck. We both were panting, catching our breath. I kinda laughed as well, still couldn’t believed wat i had went thru. A big, long sausage in me. SK was saying to M, dude wat happened to u? U could last longer den dat. M said he was not feeling dat well as he had stomach upset earlier in the day. M was kneeing down in front of me while i still lying on bed. He started to wiped his cum all over my body like applying suntan lotion lol. I guess it gd for my complexion as i heard cum contains protein haha! He gave me dat cheeky grin again while his hands went over my body to my nipples and he played on them. I was thinking, dun tell me he wanted a 2nd round? I need to rest and really a long rest 1st lol.
M stood up and reached for the water to replenish those sweat dat he had loss. I stood up too and reached for my towel and excused myself to shower. They were chatting away while i was in the toilet. I came out and had some chatting wif them. M went for his shower shortly after me and came out to wear back his clothes. SK said he wanted to persuade his wife to hv such activity too but needs times to persuade her. He asked M whether he interested in his wife. To my astonishment, M said to SK, yeah i been aiming ur wife for long time. I imagine a fren telling another fren dat he wants to fuck his wife. Not many can take it i think. I asked SK, he dun mind at all dat if his wife doing wif someone else? He said why not, it kinda common nowadays and alot are doing dat. It gd dat married couples to hv such activities like swing, 3some, exchange partner etc. It somehow strengthen the relationship. Of cuz, that’s a limit to it. There shouldn’t hv any strings attached. This is wat he said. He continued dat he dun mind his wife to go out wif M too even a week trip overseas. He will say to his wife to go ahead and enjoy herself. M said dat yeah, it kinda sexy too to do dat. I asked M did he had any gals dat couldn’t take his size? He said ya. Dats tis Korean gal he had and she was tall. They couldn’t did it at all. The moment he huz inserted the dick head, she felt painful and had to stop. This went on like 30 mins til he gave up. Another lady he had was an US gal dat couldn’t take it of his size. I was like, huh. I thinking to myself, i muz be weird dat i could bear wif it til it ended lol. After our chat, they had to go. I sent them to my door and M said in case i dun hv anything later, i could call him for 2nd round. I think he saw my shocked look and laughed and said juz kidding lol. He gave me a hug and SK gave me a handshake and they left. After few mins, i received a text from M saying thank u for the session and he really had fun. I felt relieved as it my job to make sure everyone enjoy.
That’s my story of my 2nd mmf. A watched mmf to be precised. Hopefully dats another chance again
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Next up, i will be cover on a more subjective topic abt LGBT. If u guys read from the media platform abt Adam Lambert came to Singapore for countdown performance but before he came, dats an uproar regarding a petition against him. I had a write up based on dat. Stay tune for dat topic. Meantime, rest well. Goodnight!
Oh these types. Not sure i hv it or not. Need to ransack my wardrobe lol.
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The one that you are wearing is fishnet stocking. Silk stocking is like these:
I have a fetish for silk stocking.
Hey guys,
Having some free times in my room and decided to update tis column of ‘personal blog’ lol. Dats once tis bro told me, I’m sbf blogger hahahaha! Anyway, juz now 1 of my cs was in my room and he did place his luck on today 13.9 millions toto. So i jokingly told him if i blessed him the luck of striking, he should know wat to do lol. So when the time up, he was viewing the results and guess wat, he struck 4 numbers :O but of cuz i didn’t expect anything in return. I guess i hv the blessing luck for others. I hv a regular, whom will buy my room number whenever he looked for me. He will struck it. Not those 1st 3 prizes but better den nothing. He told me i really a ti gong kia (in English means god’s child or lucky child). But, my luck didn’t bless me lol. Ok, back to update my story. As mentioned the other day, a topic abt LGBT. It my personal opinion so take it as a pinch of salt ok
Posted on my work thread on 29th Nov 2015
Views on LGBT
Hey guys,
Yesterday night i was writing my thoughts abt the petition against Adam Lambert to come to Singapore for countdown party. I would wanna thanks some samsters here for their support to enjoy my article.
Today, i will target on the topic of LGBT, a more subjective and more or less politics topic. Earlier today, i read an article from fb saying highly religious pple rather Sun Ho to perform den Adam Lambert. Reason is, she is pure, pure as virgin. I was like WTF!!!! Pure?????!!!!! So it means these buncha ‘highly religious’ pple rather a person who committed a corrupted case den a gay who did nothing wrong???!! Wtf!!!! Seriously, wat did these pple had learnt throughout the yrs? LGBT seems like a thorn to their fleshes no matter wat. Highly religious, ya right. Think it highly bastards which suit them. Tao nao guan sai (which means from hokkien translation, brain fill wif shit).
Even though every yr we hv pink dots but dats always a group of pple against it. Sometimes I wonder, why are they so against dat. Juz cos both sexual attraction is wrong? They can’t hv offspring if they together? It’s a disgrace to family? I personally think, nothing wrong wif LGBT. I juz think pple who can’t accept them it cos they dun understand or even put themselves in their shoes. I’m not here to encourage, I’m here to let pple understand wats the situation like. I still remember last yr, i hv some debates wif some onliners regarding pink dots case. Tis guy was sayin, these LGBT shd redeem themselves by their religious eg if Christian, they shd go to the church and confess their sins and god will help them by leading them to the right path. I replied him saying dat LGBT has nothing to do wif religious. They are born tis way due to hormones. If really it a sin, how abt some Malays still break their fasts during fasting period? Are they sinner too? Do they need to do some repent? Do they need to be stoned to death? I’m sorry if i sound offensive, i hv nothing against breaking the rules of fasting as some of my frenz did. This is an assumption i given. I broke my own religious rule too. Alot of cuz do agree my points. Ok, fyi the guy is a Malay la and i honestly think his point of views are kinda bullshits dat many did shoot him back. Kept saying it very wrong for same sexes relationship. It a sin blah blah blah. To be absolutely honest, who dun hv sins in tis society? Wat a joke!
I hv frenz who asked me, can u accept my own kids to be LGBT? My ans is i can accept. Of cuz as parent, u can’t digest initially and even lecture. But, why shd i make my kid so miserable by constantly convert him / her to straight. As a parent in future, i juz wan my kid to be happy, not miserable. If he / she meant to be LGBT, i hv to accept it. I’m not a saint as well. Do u know there are many closet gays and lesbian? Wat is a closet LGBT? It means they seem normal to pple, hv spouses and kids but deep down, they are LGBT. Last time, 1 of my hair stylists told me dat dats tis tailor shop some distance away from his, the owner’s son has a wife and child. But late at night, he will go out and meet his lover who is a guy. Ya, he is a gay but i guess his family knew abt it and think it a disgrace and urged him to get married as to save reputation. I think it kinda sad. It is unknowningly hurt 2 pple. 1, his wife another, the lover. So why need to force on him?
LGBT has nothing to do wif religious, races, languages, family, friendships, work, social or watever. It is them, it their own sexuality. If u ready to accept them, u will find they are as normal as us. Dun discriminate them. U are not perfect either. We are not perfect. Why shd we hv to chase them out of the society? It unfair. We are all humans and shd learn to accept each other regardless races, languages and religious. They are anticipate us to accept them openly. Why not sit down and ponder urself, by discriminate them, diss them, is it fair for them? I think u know the ans deep inside
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Next up, this upcoming story i supposed not to share as it very much very confidential. It 1 of my cs encounter as it is his duty to base in overseas. But i think it not a bad thing to share as i think pple ought to know what’s life over those civil war country. It will be my last time to share as i promised him not to initially. Stay tune for dat. Rest well guys, goodnight and hv a great weekend.
Sorry for not updating this column lately. Been busy wif personal and work stuffs. Today consider not dat busy so here i am. I will be relating a story about a cs of mine who i personal think, he is a true hero. I’m not supposed to say this encounter of his here as it pretty much confidential but i think, people ought to know. While we complaining the slightest stuffs like “I think I’m fat.” “Do u think i should do my eyes/nose/cheek/botox/boobs…..” the list goes on, there are people fighting for our lives out there. Read on and u will know how fortunate u are.
Posted on my work thread on 14th Dec 2015
Hey guys,
As said, i will be writing a story abt tis cs of mine who went thru alot den us. I would like to delicate this song, Civil War by Guns n Roses to him as i think we ought to salute him for fighting not only his life but lives of u and me, the whole universe. He is a rocker too so hope he likes it too
Blaze Of Glory
Last few days ago, i met tis cs, Z. I will not reveal too much of his name as a protect of his identity and due to his job field. An ordinary fella who has a tan complexion probably due to his heritage too. When in my room, we started to chat abt casual stuffs. Before dat, i was actually raving on some incident i had previously wif a housekeeper who pissed me off. He juz replied me wif a smile oh ok. I see. Just relax. After learning of wat he had went thru, i think my incident was juz a peanut compared to his. It all started wif a simple topic dat Singaporean sometimes take things too serious and in their too comfort zone. Probably due to his work in overseas as he said. So i started to ask wat he working as and where. I thought he might be in shipping field due to his complexion. He told me i would not like to know where the place he works. So i made a guess to a more 3rd world countries like India, Vietnam etc. He said no, it at Syria. The moment i heard dat i was like kinda jaw dropped. So i jokingly said wat he doing there. To fight against terrorism. He was smoking when we were chatting and he looked up at me and said ya i did dat. I stopped my grin and i know he’s not joking. He said dat he was sent dere as a special unit to defuse bombs if it needed. I was really dumbfounded. I only heard of all these from the tv or movies but i was listening to a real life experience.
This is wat he shared wif me. He was there for a yr for mission to defuse bombs and at times would be involved in gunfire situations. The authority chosen him part of it he is single and theres no next of kins in Singapore. Means he is all alone here, without parents, family, gf. They need pple like him without commitment. So a group of pple including him were sent to Syria. Life over there was not easy at all. Unlike in Singapore, u can walk out freely to hv a plate of chao kuey teow or having beer wif frenz. Over there, u dunno when u will suffer a shot. During his birthday tis yr, he was defusing a bomb in a bus. I kinda sweat upon hearing dat. The most memorable and til now still leaving him nightmares was he shot a 7 yrs old kid to death. U guys will be asking, why? Same thing i asked him too. He explained during a gunfire situation wif a Syrian man, 1 of his teammates suffered a shot on arm from the man. He fired back and the man was shot and collapsed on the floor and died. 1 of a kids dashed out to the street and cried beside the man. So believed the man was the kid’s father. Suddenly the kid picked up the gun on the floor and started to fire them. Z had no choice but to shot him. The kid died on the spot, beside his dad. He said this incident giving him phobia to like kids. His gd fren’s wife is abt to due and they wanted him to be the god father as they juz wanna express their gratitude to him. He helped them alot financially. But, he kinda dislike the idea of being a god father as he dun really like kids now after dat incident. I told him well, maybe u see new born baby, it wouldn’t be dat bad.
He told me something which i think it true. In war situation, dats no God, no religion involved. God won’t save u, only u can save urself, fight for urself. During a battle, 1 of his teammates literally pee in his pant. He started to pray to god, hoping god will save him. Z went to him and held his face and said sternly, look, there’s no god here. God won’t save u but only urself. So pluck up and fight! He gave a few slaps to him making sure he was awake from his thoughts. When i asked him so wat he did there everyday. He said basically was escorting, patrolled the place, dats no internet so dun dream of fb, surf porn etc, smoking etc. I asked him so dats no life even chilling over beer. He said seldom but dats some places in town do sell some cold beer. So the next question i asked was so wat if u hv urge, do u find women to ease it? He said dat everyday u are fighting ur life and if dats chances to rest, it to grab the chance to sleep. There’s no time to think abt releasing urge. Most times they only hv a chance to shower once a week. He told me something dat really struck me was u guys in Singapore will be worried abt money, stress, work, etc. For him is a simple wish, able to see sunrise when he opens his eyes the moment he wakes up and glad to be alive for another day. He told me there are alot of shit stuffs dat happened there dat not many pple will wanna know. U can go crazy over there. I can’t believe his teammates and him can able to take it for a year. He said after being there for a yr, his teammates and him decided to request to come back as they really couldn’t take it over there. Even back to Singapore, they will choose to go a quieter place to chill den crowded places like clarke quay, orchard etc. Even the sound of cars made him feeling irritated as it reminds him of life in Syria where the sounds of cars and pple will hv flashback of battles situations. Even now he’s back to Singapore, he still trying to adept as Singapore, is too safe according to him.
After hearing wat he had said, i really think we are really very fortunate. Probably, in a comfort zone dat we think we are very safe. But, we shouldn’t hv such thoughts isn’t it? Wat if 1 day Singapore faces a battle situation? How we gonna face it? Before i decided to write this true encounter, i was thinking is it appropriate? After thorough thoughts, i think i ought to. To let pple knows wat a big difference between our homeland and others. Over here, we can complain the slightest things, sometimes even publish on fb or stomp. Where pple at other parts of world, is to survive every single day. So now my perception in life somehow changed due to wat i heard Z had shared wif me. Whenever i think life is tough for me, i will recall his story and thinking, compare to his, my problem is peanut. Like wat he told me before he left, everyone will hv their problems. Things will hv its way to solve it. Like wat the Chinese phrase had said, 船到桥头自然直. As for Z, i dunno will u able to read tis. I wish u all the best. U will be back again to Syria for the last time for ur final mission next yr after ur birthday. U are 1 of the few dat deserve my utmost respect. Thanks for fighting ur life not only urself, but pple around the world. I pray dat u will be safe over there. I dunno will i able to see u again. I dunnno by the time u back, am i still around. I will do a favor for u. I will leave my email account available for u. When u finally back, pls send me an email to let me know u are safely back here. This is wat i wish for u. Once again, thank u and salute u!
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Next up, a total recap of my 2015, last post about myself. Stay tune for that. Rest well and goodnight guys
Hey guys,
It been awhile i hv updated over here. I forgotten abt it lol. As mentioned somewhere last week, I will do a recap of my 2015. Here it is, enjoy my write up.
Posted on my work thread on 19th Dec 2015
Hey guys,
Been awhile i update my thread as been bz lately and plus code red. Today, i will update on recalling my own happenings for tis 2015 as soon, it will be ending soon. It will be based on my work exclude my personal stuffs if not, 3 days 3 nights are not enough for me lol.
Starting as independent
Somewhere during early Feb tis year, I decided to start of as independent. Previously, i was wif a few agents before and due to some incident, i put it a stop and away for a month or so. Why the decision as independent? I been around wif agents and of cuz dats not only me in the agency. Dats other gals too and newbies. If i really wanna make an earning and kept myself alive, i need a change. I had alot of thoughts back den, whether to go back to my normal life or gave a bet to become independent. So i choose the latter. It was a 50/50 kinda bet, a risk. If i succeed, it god bless me. If i fail, i admit defeat. So i guess u guys know the ans after dat
Exploring in different rooms
Due to independent, i hv the chance to book in different kinda rooms as many would prefer incall. I hv the opportunity to explore different kinds, views of rooms. From free upgrading of room to suite, to facing seaview room. 1 of my fave was rooms at offshore. It really had the feel of vacation. Dats a few times i got room at somewhere further down and the view was amazing. In front of my balcony, was the view of yachts docking around in the middle of sea. When approaching sunset, the skyline along wif the seaview was fantastic. Recently, i had a chance to go there again but tis time, it another hotel dat my cs booked which was my 1st time there. The sky was clear as it didn't managed to rain dat day. It already evening time and i took a pic of the scenery. The view was breathtaking. Take a look and u know wat i mean.
It was took by my hp. Not those dsl types ok lol. I dunno when i will be there again. Probably somewhere next yr when rainy season subsides.
Experienced in new stuffs
Somewhere tis yr when i juz started as independent, tis cs booked me and i experienced new stuff dat i didn't tried before. My hands were tied up and hung up by an electronic hook. Tis happened before the saga of 50 Shades if Grey was aired in threatre. It was really amazing dat a person's home had all these things to play bdsm. Oh ya, his gf and him were professional bdsm players. I did mention abt it in the 1st few posts. I wrote story abt it. We had lost contacts but really hope the fate would make some miracle abt it as i still yet to experience enough wif him hee. I had experienced another 3 or so cases after dat of me tied up. 1, wif his very own imported equipments which were really cool. It hard or almost impossible to get those genuine handcuffs but he managed to hv. It really excited me when i saw. 2, he knew abt the Japanese bondage which i forgotten wat it called. It using of ropes to tie as bondage. Kinda different experienced even though my arms sored after dat lol. 3, he was more of a dominate den a sub. We chatted beforehand abt it as i dun do all these unless they are experienced. So whenever he engaged me, i hv to prepare to be a sub and let him torture lol.
Due to the 1st unforgettable mild bdsm experience, dats where it inspired me to hv my own 50 shades package. Of cuz mine is painless and is more on teasing.
Sex toys / costumes
To spice up my work and for cs pleasure and excitement, i bought a couples of toys as well as costumes. To be honest, i didn't used sex toys in my whole life only til recently. My toys are not mainly for me. I hv 1 or 2 are actually for the guys like cock ring and penis pump. Til now i stil dun hv the chance to use the pump as, it too big to carry around. Unless it due to request den. I hv a couples of costumes from kimono, policewoman, Japanese schoolgirl / local schoolgirl, nurse etc. Of cuz if the guys wan their own desire one, they hv to refer to dreamgirl package for their reference.
Yoni massage
I hv engaged 2 masseur as i been wanted to try yoni massage as i been hearing abt it. The 1st one was disaster as dat guy was trying to take advantage of me. Asked me whether i wanna got penetrated or not and fingered me non stop like the past 1 hour til my vagina was swelling. I was so worried i will get rape as he been using his leg to cross over my thighs. Really a nightmare. The 2nd one was better as he did the normal massage den to yoni massage. But i guess i was not enough rest and my mood was not very gd dat day and i kinda nervous too. My objective was to know can i squirt but dat day it didn't happened. Or, maybe it not easy for me to squirt too as not many gals can do dat. So i kinda give up the hope already. My partner intend to get me 1 as he knows tis female masseur whom he commented dat she is gd. I dunno when wil i hv the chance to try though.
MMF
1 of my fantasies haha. I had 2 experiences. 1, both were frenz but only 1 was doing wif me while the other had his dick sleeping away til we ended. 2, both were frenz too but it a watched mmf. 1 was doing wif me while the other watched. To be honest, both were not really a successful mmf as none were doing wif me as the term of mmf. It like juz doing wif juz 1 person dats all. Hopefully in near future, i will hv a chance to do a real mmf, 2 guys are doing wif me. Not 1 doing the other either cannot make it or watch.
>>>>>> To be cont..........