Hey guys,
Happy Valentine’s Day to all lovers and Happy Friendship’s Day to all singles. Here’s a song delicate to everyone. My fave valentine’s song. Martina McBride & Jim Brickman - Valentine.
Happy vday to u
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Thank you very much sis for your Valentine Day’s wishes and this lovely Valentine Day’s song for all the love birds out there including myself on this Valentine Day of 2016 !
Appreciated !
Well, so i guess majority for alot of men out there stil prefer long hair. But sad to say, i suit short hair more lol. Probably cos of my boyish character. Even when i had long hair, i still behave like a guy lol.
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It’s a viral infection, sis. Take care and wishing you a speedy recovery.
As for the length of hair, it is not a big concern to me. All things being equal, I’d prefer long hair like most typical Asian guys, but it is still the whole package that counts. If I share great chemistry with a gal, I’ll not hesitate to bonk her brains out even if her head is completely shaved bald.
Hey guys,
I came across tis article online and i think it a very good read for both fls who working in tis industry as well as cs too. This lady is an escort and she wrote stuffs abt this industry which i think most are right. That’s this part of leaving this industry for good. Easy to say but how many will actually leave for good and never come back? Contradicting isn’t it? If i really hv a way, i really will leave for good. But, my situation just doesn’t allow me too. Alot of times, i wanna give up, honestly. I wanted to find a normal job but dat doesn’t enough to pay off what i owe. Alot of factors dat make me wanna leave sometimes wif immediate effect. The surrounding competition, my age is catching up, Economic downturn etc. 1 leg wanna leave the other stil stuck. Juz feel really sick and tired in this industry, seriously. I juz feel like giving up everything right now.
Here it the article dat i hv alot of thoughts abt it:-
I guess it juz the first impression bah. Another thing is whether long or short firstly, it has to go well wif ur outlook. Not every gals suit long hair vice versa, not many or rarely see gals look gd in short hair.
I used to hv red hair somewhere last yr as almost every mth, i will change color. Now my color faded gosh, dunno wat to color next.
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Sis i know of lot of guys who prefer girls with long hair. They have this thinking that girls shld sport long hair, as it is more womanly.
But it differ for me. I am good with either, however it really turns me on if i see girl with short red hair.
It is just a personal preferrence for everyone, to each his own.
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Nice read on that article sis. Usually it is a taboo subject. Even for guys who engage in the services of escort, we too will want to keep it hush.
I had read your prev story of why you entered this industry. It was a sad experience and i do empathise you. The driving force behind you entering this industry are also the one holding you back from leaving.
I really hope you will pay off the debt and be freed from this troublesome predicament. Take care sis jess!
Well, i do very much wanted to leave to be very honest but wat else can i do to earn 2 times wat a normal pay can afford. If i hv not much burden, i will definitely leave straight away as tis field, to be honest it even worse den office politics. I try to avoid and ignore and not being too social wif common pple. Btw, my name is Dawn not Jess ππ
I’m the fewest one dat suit short hair as well as long or juz any styles. My face shape is like an egg, oval shape. Now, it becomes ash pink going to turn blonde.
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True! You need the face shape and charisma to pull off short hair. One thing i learned is that if you can pull off short hair, you will look great with any hairstyle.
Haha sis now what colour is your hair? Faded to blonde?
The financial incentive is there, that why many syt will enter this industry.
Those common ppl are narrow minded and love to be drama. Good that you don’t hang out much with them.
Haha sorry sis. Saw your nick and keep thinking your name is jessica. Sorry sis dawn. Have a great day!
Alot of youngsters enter this line indeed. It not abt them being drama. It no point treating particular one gd and ended up being backstabbed. Which, i experienced it before. Lol, cos of endin so it leads to Jessica haha. How creative
Ya lor but every mth touch up it sibei xiong. Not cheap.
I think not even my field, everywhere is the same. It a dog eats dog world.
Well, after today i guess, i hv something to share later
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Oval shape face really can suit any hairstyle. You are lucky! Faded blonde like not nice leh. Shld touch up soon.
Ya read your story of how you kena backstabbed. So no point mingle with rhem. Save the trouble.
Haha this shows that my brain can think advance leh haha..
So when is your next story coming? You are now my fav author for non fiction haha
Homecook food dat my mom packed for me as i juz recovered and needs alot of nutrients foods. Of cuz my mom dunno where i going lor, juz told her pack for me i going to ‘office’. Ya, my office is my room lol. I can dun need anyone in my life as i think my surrounding are juz taking me for granted. I will never let go of my mom as the saying is right, δΈδΈεͺζε¦ε¦ε₯½γ
As mentioned yesterday, i came across this lady who is an escort and she shared her views through the blog. Thats this particular one, which i ponder for quite long.
Sometimes i wonder, do i overwork? To be honest, I’m human afterall. As times go by, by working almost everyday, i become numb. Like a robot doing routine job. Sometimes, i can’t differentiate what’s work and what’s pleasure. Even with my partner, at times, i couldn’t withdraw myself from work. I feel bad as he thought it his problem but it not. Problem lies on me. Alot going through my mind. Maybe i think too much. When i wif him, i feel dat i didn’t do much. I will come out wif alot of excitement juz to please him and 1 of it, it ffm. I might not like the idea but i juz hope at least he feels happy abt it den facing me. I dunno wat i did is it worth. Or maybe doing too much, i will be taken for granted. Due to all these, i can admit, it add more stress to me, mentally. At times, i even withdrawn myself from meeting him. Why? Cos i dunno wat else to please him. Due to work, i kinda tired and numb to hv a gd time in sex for my own. I really dun wanna him to feel dat way. I rather not seeing him even though i miss him. Sound pathetic right? Sigh!
I’m leading a double life. 1, personality in work and another personality in real person. It like a split personality. In work, i hv to throw all my stress, worries and mood aside to show my profession. Even how sad u are, how miserable u are, u can’t show it out. Never involve personal emotion in work. When comes to real reality, dats where i suffer in the dark. When i had hard time at work, i can’t confide anyone. I hv to bottom it down. At times i felt very upset, only place to vent it out is toilet. Juz cry it out. During gathering time wif frenz, they will talk abt their careers and their progress. Me, wat can i say? To avoid it, i will make an excuse to go toilet or go take a drink from the kitchen. This is 1 thing i dread to talk abt. It not i didn’t wanna to involve in gathering sometimes but by hearing what others do compare to own self, i juz feel like a failure. I dunno wats my achievement. I always tell myself, others can look down on u but not urself Dawn. But, i find looking down at myself gradually. It kinda irony to hv such double lives, double identities isn’t it? The switching of identities sometimes confuse me. Am i Dawn now or the real me? Both are the same to be specific juz dat 1 has to talk abt sex and luv sex and the latter, phobia of sex.
Sometimes i think, should i not work daily or just work alternative days. But i different from others. I cant stop working. I can rest a day or 2 but not frequently. It kinda contradicting to work daily but feel emotional drained or work alternative days but feel balance. I think i hv to plan my timing accordingly to prevent me from thinking too much and emotional drained. Due to dat, i often fall sick cos i lack of rest. Maybe dats me, think too much. Putting a high expectation but feel all stress up. I wish i can slow down my pace so i won’t feel this bad.
Haha, it Mon and i guess most of u hv already returned back to work after a week of slacking, eating and drinking. Back to life, back to reality. Too bad the chicken soup were all swimming inside my tummy haha, can’t share wif u :P
Family blood are thicker den water. Might fight, quarrel but end of day, stil family.
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I will be camping here!!!
Look nice! This makes me hungry, i still OT at office leh!
Your mum is good! This is family, always helping and caring for you. Get well soon!