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Lauhuu
Excellent writing TS. You reminded me of my ex wife as well and what and how it happened to us really are identical in most parts.
My ex has always been a materialistic gal wanting for the finer things in life. My salary of 3k was hardly enough to fulfil her wants and not even dare dreaming abt settling down with her. Constant “reminders” abt me forgetting that she like that Omega watch and going to that holiday in Korea, bla bla Bla. Not to mention she can’t cook, “feel tired” easily when doing house work and spent money (her income of 4k) like crazy.
Anyhow, HDB “forced” me to marry her when the flat was readied and I was struggling to pay for a lunch recent at a 5 stars hotel at her request.
One day, I found out that she was screwing her coworker and I decided that was it and I wanted out.
I was experiencing what you has gone through and could totally understand the pain and anger. For a moment of time, I was thinking that all women are the same, sluts, who can and will open legs for anyone who are daring enough. I was pretty successful with that new mentality and scored with a number of women including syt 19 yo when I was 36.
That sad part of my life ended when I met my current wife. Strange how life works. My current wife is the total opposite of my ex. She is caring, humble, take cares of the house chores, treat me with priority, pampers me, in short, I am her king. Just to give you an idea, she goes to work earlier than me and before she leaves the house, she make sure she makes me a cup of hot ginseng team at my bedside table!
Strange that after my divorce, all good things start to appear. I got another job and I am making a nice 6 fig annual salary, drive a bimmer, got a condo, got a good wife, and I could afford all those things that my ex once expected but I couldn’t afford then. Last I know was that she was married to that same jerk who she was screwing and she is still the same. If only she knew what she is missing now…
TS - really enjoyed your sharing and I wanted to say that good things will happen. Stay strong and God bless…
Thank you for sharing brother. I thought this happen rarely to us guys but I see it happening more than usual. I’m glad things work out for you.
The only thing for me now is to find the right woman to settle down. Quite frankly, I too want to settle down having a good wife to share my love and joy with. But I’m still finding. Time will tell.
Well, today is going to be my last day here in Batam. And once again I’m by the pool relaxing and reflecting over the turn of events that happened to my life.
Firstly, I would like to thank all you brothers and sisters for reading my posts. It is great to see that you are all enjoying a good read and maybe some enjoying their release, if you know what I mean.
Secondly, many thanks to you all with the encouragement and support you have given me to continue with life after my divorce. Your words or encouragement is good to hear.
Lets continue shall we?
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The kiss was ever lasting. We parted, still lock in each other embrace. My dick completely soft in her.
Me: Thank you Pris. You made me a very happy man.
Pris: No Nurgle. You made me a very happy woman.
WIth that, I withdraw my dick from her and see thick layers of white cum spilling out of her pussy. Even after the blowjob, it was still quite a thick load spilling out.
Me: Pris. I do hope you are…
Pris: I’m on pills. Don’t worry. And god, you are amazing! The amount of strength, the tempo and the trust. Everything is wonderful.
Me: I’m glad you enjoy it just as I enjoy every moment of it. Shall we wash up?
With that, I got up and offer my hand to Pris, holding her hand in hand, we make our way to the master bedroom washroom. I told her to proceed with the shower first while I grab an extra towel for her to dry herself. As we were showering together, I was looking up and down and finally start to admire her well tone sexy body. Simply put, she is beautiful. But I notice she has a long scar across her back.
Me: Hey Pris. What’s with this scar?
Pris: That? Well…its…lets just ignore that and enjoy the moment together. Come. Let me soap your body.
She pour some soap on her hand, rub it to form a thick layer of foam and start by rubbing my back. I was please. It was fantastic. Even my ex wife don’t give me a good bath rub when we were showering together. I feel relaxed. The next thing I knew, I felt her pressing her breast against my back and rub it on my back. The feeling was sexy and erotic. While giving my back a massage with her breast, she proceed to grab hold of my dick from the back. She wants more.
She was tugging it. Stroking it. Trying to get it hard once again. To be honest, my depression, age and smoking got the better of me. Was horny as I was, I couldn’t get an eraction. I can see that she is trying her best and I explain to her what she is doing was wonderful but I was weak.
Pris: Nonsense! You are not old! You are only 33! I believe you can do it! You just need more…“encouragement”.
With that, she turn me around, drop to her knees and place my soft dick in her mouth. It was a shock given that my dick was covered in soap but she proceed with the blowjob. She tried to get it hard but I wasn’t able to get a hard on. No more than 5mins, I pull her head away from my dick.
Me: Pris. You are so lovely. I know you are trying. But I’m not ready yet. However, I’m ready to do this.
I pull her up and lean her against the wall. I went to my knees this time and lifted her legs up so that it would be supporting on my shoulder. Then I proceed to eat her up. I licked her thighs moving towards her pussy. I started to lick the other wall and soon dive in tongue licking her inner pussy. She moan and buried my face between her thighs and push her pussy harder into my face.
Pris: Oh my god! Nurgle! I’m gonna cum soon! Please…pull away or I’m going to cover you with my cum!
I ignore her warning. I wanted to have the experience of a woman cumming all over my face. The sin or lust was getting the better of me. The chaos god of pleasure, Slaanesh, took a manifestaion in me. I started to push my tonger even deeper and sucked on her clit harder!
Pris: Oh Nurgle! Oh! I’m cumming!
She let out a scream of estacy and cummed! Jets of her cum was covering my face as I lick as much of her honey from her. She was shivering and twitching hard. I gently put her legs down on the floor and supported her back as I got back up.
She was panting hard. Took her a while and she looked at my cum soaked face. She pull my face close and start kissing me. Licking my face to clean off her cum. There we proceed to shower and wash each other.
I handed the towel to her to dry. As we were drying, I went to the bedroom and proceed to get some clothing for her. Before I could take out one, she grabbed my hand.
Pris: Nurgle. Could you please sleep with me? For tonight? I want to feel a man embracing me.
How can I say no? We have already gone this far. And I could also need someone to embrace me. With that, I took her hand and walk with her to my bed. We lay there, hugged each other in each other embraced. I sniff her hair and stroke her face. She peck me on my lips and snuggle into my chest. Pris was wonderful. So lovely. Just like my ex wife. But then, my mind started to think of how I was cheated and I think my face started to change.
Pris looked up and notice the change of my expression. She got up, looked towards my bedside table and saw a photo frame of me and my ex wife. Without saying anything, she reached for the photo frame and place it flat down, turn back to me and gave me a long deep kiss.
Pris: I know what you are thinking. But tonight its you and me. What we did, is not love. I have to admit it. But its something we both needed and lets just enjoy the moment.
Me: Thank you Pris.
With that, we continue to embraced each other and fall asleep. I slept like a baby and its been a long time since I had such a wonderful sleep.
I awoke from my sleep and felt a ray of sun light on my back. The heat was building up. I never felt like this before. Pris was still sleeping, buried in my chest. I looked across the bedside table and look at the time. 9AM, Sunday Morning. Woah! I always wake up at 7AM on weekends but this is because I had a good sleep.
I gently place Pris head on the pillow and got up. Went to the washroom to relieve myself and wash up. Washing my face, I looked in the mirror. My face was glimming with hope. I looked fresher. I feel more confident!
With that, I went to the kitchen to cook. Cerel with milk. Hard boil egg. Bacon strips. Toast with butter. And a cup of fresh milk. I place everything on a tray and brought it to my bedroom. As I entered, I saw Pris awake and sitting up right in my bed.
Me: Breakfast is served Pris.
Pris: Thank you Nurgle. You are so sweet.
With that, she consume her breakfast. We also discuss that what happen last night, was something we both needed after a long time. And that we must mantain our relationship as colleagues in the office.
Pris: But can I still come over and use the facilities? Can I still see you over the weekend?
Me: I’m fine by it as long as you are comfortable.
Pris: Thank you. Oh how I wish you are my BF.
Me: Erm. I’m sorry Pris. But I’m not really ready yet. I still need to get my feelings and emotion in check before I can commit.
Pris: I understand. *She left out a sigh*
I know how she feels. Cause I too feel that I wanted her. But I do not want to carry and pass my emotional bagguage to her. I know it will add a strain in our relationship should I choose to be with her. After she was done with her meal, she got dressed and I sent her back home to spent time with her family.
I took the Sunday time alone to do some reflection and of cause to do some reading. I love reading. It’s a fantastic escape from everything. Especially fantasy novel. Sci Fi too. Warhammer stories in partically. I was at ECP sitting at the bench reading my novel. Enjoying the sea breeze blowing through my face. Just then, a ball rolled and bump into my leg. I looked up and saw guy coming towards me.
Guy: I’m sorry sir. Could I have my ball back?
Me: Yeah sure. Don’t worry about it.
I handed the ball and off he went towards a crowd of other young people. Within the crowd, I notice a girl who ran to the guy with the ball and kissed him. I took off my sunglasses and look closer at the girl. Fuck! It was my ex wife!
Just as much as I want to forget about her, memories of her came flowning back. Emotion started stirring. Rage. Anger. Even bloodlust. Khorne manifestion. Yes bloodlust. So wanted her dead! How I wish her dead for leaving me for someone who looked better than me! I placed back my sunglasses and decided to leave the area. Just then, my mobile phone rang. It was Pris.
Me: Hi Pris. *In my most deep and depressing voice*
Pris: Hey Nurgle. You sound different. Are you alright?
Me: Pris. I will be honest with you. I just saw my ex wife with another guy at ECP while I was there doing my reading.
Pris: Oh dear. How are you? Are you alright? Do you need me to be with you? I can…
Me: No Pris. I’m fine. I just want some time alone. Do me a favour. Tomorrow when you are back in the office, help me mark my attendance as away. And continue wtih client * * * filing. I will return back on Tues.
Pris: Ok Nurgle. Please becareful. I will see you on Tues then.
Me: Thank you.
I ended the call. I was depressed again. I was angry. I wanted to do something insane! I search through my contacts and I called my one and only buddy.
Ace: Hey brother! Wah! You seldom call me on weekend! What can I do for you?
Me: Holland V. * * * cafe. 3PM. 1 packet of Malboro Red.
Ace: Wait….RED?! Fuck…I will see you there. Please bro. Relax. I will be there.
We hanged up. Ace knew that when I smoke Red it means I’m either stressed or angry. And during the weekend, he knew it is anger.
3PM. I reached the cafe. Ace was already there. He handed me the packet. I return him the money.
Ace: No bro. Its on me.
Me: Take it. *My eyes were like daggers aimming to kill someone*
Ace knew better than to argue with me. He took the money and kept it. We sat, light up our ciggerates and smoke. I called for the cafe manager whom I knew during my younger days.
Manage: Well well, is it isn’t Nurgle! What can I get you? The usual or something else?
Nurgle: 10 shots of Bacardi 151 and a pint of Stella for my buddy.
Manage: 10 shots?! You remember what happen the…
Nurgle: Please boss…not now…
Manager: As you wish. But I’m getting a bucket on stand by.
Ace: Are you fucking insane!? What happen bro!?
Me: I saw Rose with the other guy.
Ace: Fuck! I thought she was in another country!?
Me: You and me bro.
Ace: That’s no reason for you to drown your sorrow with 10 shots!
Ace stood up and went to the manager. Told him to change my drink to a Screw Driver. What would I do without Ace? He knew Screw Driver, although a ladies drink, is still one of my favourite.
Ace: Fuck me all you want but I ain’t sending you back home after 10 shots of 151! You remember what happen the last time!? You had to change your fucking car!
Me: Fine. You are right. *Smoking away on my 3rd stick*
I voiced out all my fustration and my anger to Ace. He is my best pal. He took it all in and never once did he yell back at me.
Ace: Fuck man Nurgle. Just ignore her and move on with your fucking life! You see for yourself! You are no longer in her heart! Just move on!
Me: I know. But its so damn hard!
Ace: Hard?! You need a god damn hard fuck! Thats what you really need!
I swallow my pride. I can’t tell him that I already fucked Pris. Its too personal. And moreover it might ruin our relationship in the office. But yet, I also need to be truth to him on some level.
Me: I guess you are right. I need a good fuck to release my fustration and my sexual tension…
Ace: There you go! Now then, lets go through SBF domes. Do you want Thai? China? Korean? Or do you want a trip down to GL?
Me: Not now brother. I feel that I should’t do it after seeing her.
Ace: I respect your wishes brother. Come…don’t think so much! Lets drink and smoke…to…errr…to our health!
Me: Drinking and smoking that could ruining our health more like it. But cheers to our next love. Whoever they are.
Ace: Hell yeah to that.
We toast and chill for awhile more before Ace return to his guilty pleasure of getting into another woman pants. I drove home and looked at my alcohol collection. There in the corner was my favourite and so illegal poison. Absinthe. Pour some into the glass, place the special made spoon, a sugar cube and brought it to the balcony. Sat on the chair and let out a loud sigh.
After the drink. I proceed to my bedroom. The photo frame that Pris place flat, was still flat. I took the frame and stare at it. Anger overwhelm me. As I clinched tightly on the frame, out of rage, I yelled and threw the frame across the room. It hit the wall and broke.
I sat by the bed and lay down. Its already a year since the divorce. Why am I still missing her so much!? Is that really how much I love her!? Why can’t I get rid of this!? I got up and went to the washroom to shower. The shower has a good way for me to cool off. I felt at ease and I felt the anger all washed away. Feeling the guilt of my action, I came out of the shower and went to pick up the photo frame.
While reaching for the frame, I saw a slip of paper within the picture. I don’t remember this note before. I took it to my bed and read the content of the note.
“Dear Nurgle. I know this is hard for you and that you are still wondering about your ex wife. But I do hope you found happiness else where and move on with you life. Please remember that there are other people out there that cared for you. People like me. - Pris”
Pris. Oh Pris. How I want you in my arms now. How I want to feel your embrace. How I want to make have sex with you again. How I wish…you were my girlfriend.
I awoke in the morning. It was Monday. I remember telling Pris that I would be absent to think through. But then again, thinking that if I’m alone, I would continue thinking about my ex wife. I decided to return back to office to learn of my new row and postion that my boss has left me with. To take over his work load and to see how we can improve on the team work and condition.
Got dressed. Back my gear and off I went to work. I reached office at 10AM due to traffic. Went to buy my favourite Teh from the coffeeshop and the newspaper. Proceed to my office. Everyone greeted me as I walked in. Pris saw me, got up from her chair.
Pris: Nurgle! You came! I thought you needed some time alone?
Me: Yes. But I felt that I shouldn’t stay at home and think too much. A little work should keep my mind off things. And I need to talk to boss about my new position.
Pris: Well, I’m glad that you are hear! I will prepare your documents ready for today if that’s alright?
Me: Sure Pris. Just place it on my desk once its done and I will go through with it. And Pris…
Pris: Yes Nurgle?
Me: Thank you for the note. That’s very sweet of you.
Pris: Oh you read it? That’s cool. I don’t know what else to say but I hope that note made your day.
Me: It sure did.
I proceed to my desk and clear my email for the day. I went to meet with boss to learn of his management roles and his forsight for the team. He has a wonderful idea and plan which he wish for me to carry on. I gladly took his request and plan ahead of what to do.
Boss: Nurgle. Could you close the door for a moment. I need a word with you.
Me: Sure thing *Closing the door*
Boss: I heard from Pris that you wanted the day off today but I’m glad to see you back here. Can I ask as to why the sudden request for a day off today?
Me: I saw Rose at ECP on Sunday.
Boss: What?! She’s here in Singapore? I thought she left the country?
Me: That’s what I thought.
Boss: Hmmmm. I can see why now. But its good that you are here. You have our support if you need to speak up. Especially Ace. I can’t shut that fellow up. He talked too much.
Me: Its his character. He is a good person by nature.
Boss: Which is why with friends like him, you should talked to. Another thing, since you will be taking over my role, I believe Athena will be your new assistant.
Me: Eh….boss…can I request to have Pris to continue as my assistant instead? She knows my work style and my request and I know she is able to keep up with my work load.
Boss: I would actually like for her to move on to the sales team especially since she stated in her resume that she wanted to learn the ropes of sales.
My heart sank. I wanted Pris by my side all the time. At work or at home. But I would also want to see each and everyone in my team to develop their performance. I cannot because of my selfish wishes cause someone else career to be wasted.
Me: If that’s your request boss, I understand.
Boss: Great. Starting next month, you will move to my office here and take over. I wish you all the best.
With that, I took my leave. I was upset that Pris would’t be my assistant. That I would see her least. But I want her to bloom well and perform her very best. I decided I have to let her go. That night I spent with her, I wish there was more of it.
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Edwq
Great updates! And I love your references to the Chaos gods! Just to check :Warhammer or warhammer 40k?
40K for me my friend. The only story I read in regards about fantasy warhammer was Marlus Darkblade. That is one bad ass chracter I love so much.
A few weeks past with nothing special happening. Pris continue to use my condo facility while I was out during the weekend to buy more books and read at a cafe. Books! Knowledge is power! I decided to take action in regards about my depression and why I am still emotional attached to my ex wife. I found this book “New Life After Divorce:The Promose of Hope Beyond the Pain” by Bill Butterworth.
Its a good read. I recommand it to anyone that is going through a divorce to check it out.
I went back home around 5PM on a Sat evening. As I entered my house, I saw Pris sleeping soundly on my sofa in the living room. She is so sweet and lovely. She was wearing my polo shirt. The very same one that I soil with my cum that very day. And she was hugging the pillow I slept with. Oh the sight made me have strong feelings for her. But I wasn’t ready to commit with the emotional bagguage I’m carrying. I decided to make dinner for her. I grab the blanket from the floor and cover her. Planting a kiss on her head and walked off.
Dinner! Asian style this time! Samba fried rice. Boiled chicken with chinese wine, red dates and ginseng. And a glass of green tea for Pris. I on the other hand prepared a new poison for myself. A German drink called Feuerzangenbowle. Go check it out.
Dinner was gone and placed and lay on the table. It was 6.30PM. I went to the sofa and gently woke Pris up.
Me: Pris. Wake up.
Pris: Huh? *That cute sleepy face she gave, melts my heart*.
Me: Its 6.30PM. Dinner is ready. Would you like to join me?
Pris: Oh gosh. I wanted to wake up ealier but I was so tired after the work out. I wanted to prepare dinner for you instead.
Me:that’s alright. I love cooking. Come and join me.
I lead her to the dining table and sat her down. We ate till our fill. With that, we took our drink and go to the balcony. I took a deep breathe and let out a sigh. I have to break the news to her of her new role and postion. As I explain to her, she was a little excitied but yet upset.
Pris: So I guess I won’t be able to see you as much as before?
Me: Not really. You will still be reporting to me as I’m still your boss.
Pris: But just that I’m not working directly under you?
Me: Yeah. That’s about it. But as your manager I would like to see you progress in your career path.
Pris: But as your friend?
Friend? I think its more than that already after that turn of event that very night.
Me: As a friend…I…I….
She got up and walked back into the living room. I was thinking to myself. What should I say? I wanted her by my side. I wanted to have her. Not long, she came back with glasses of wine. She passed me one glass while she sip onto the other.
Pris: Nurgle. Take your time. I know it ain’t easy to let go. I have already let go of my feelings for my ex BF. But you…you have gone through so much more. You deserve more time.
Where else can you look for this quality in this kind of girl!? I know many of you are thinking, WTF Nurgle! There is a perfect girl for you and what are you waiting for!?
Me: Thank you Pris.
I lean in closer to her. Wanting to kiss her on her forehead when she launch her entire body at me and kissed me deeply on my lips. We kissed under the moonlight and under the stars. We frenched and we were grabbing each other body closely. My dick started to grew hard. Its show time.
We kissed till what seems like an endless loop of a GIF image. The only thing that broke our kiss was my hard dick growing in my shorts poking her tummy. She parted lips and look down at my tent. She let go of one hand from my body and grab hold of my dick to stroke it and gently move to my balls to massage it.
Me: Pris. Lets go to the bedroom.
Pris: I think so too.
In the bedroom, we strip down to our birthday suit. I admire her full naked body. Her nice round firm breast and her perky ass. Her nice curve and especially her sweet face.As she remove her panties, the last piece of cloth covering her, I moved behind her and grab her from behind. She push her ass back into my awaiting hard dick and gave it a tease by grinding it. I moved my hands up and grab both her breast and to massage it. She moved her arms and cling around my neck, turning her neck so that she was facing me to kiss me.
As I massage her wonderful breast, my fingers made its ways to her nipples as I twist it and tune it like that of the knobs on the radio. She moan in our mouth with pleasure feeling this warm fingers tuning her nipples. While one hand busy massaging and tuning her breast, I moved my other hand free to her pleasure zone down south and started to finger her pussy. She backed her ass more against my dick in responds of my finger in her. In response to her grinding, I move my hips back a gave her a playful push against her ass like we were fucking doggy style.
A few mins of this erotic foreplay and we proceed to the bed. That is where I proceed to down below to eat her wonderful tight pussy. Before I could start, she stopped me.
Pris: No Nurgle. I want more than that. I want us to do it together.
Together. Yes. Excellent idea. Knowing what she meant, without saying a word, we turn to each other side. With my dick in her mouth, and my mouth to her pussy. We were doing a 69. We were eating each other. WIth each min past, we were moaning in pleasure with each of our sexual organs in our mouth. That is when Pris started to squirm more and I knew what was coming.
Pris: Oh god Nurgle. I’m almost there…I’m going to cum…I’m cummmming!
I opened my mouth wide, catching every single waves of cum from her pussy like downing myself with a pint of beer with one big gulp. As she was cumming, she was moaning loudly and quickly went back to sucking my dick and massaging my balls. After her wave of cum, I felt my dick released from her mouth and I can hear her panting.
Me: You alright Pris?
Pris: Yes…god that is wonderful. But you are not done.
Me: You could use a break.
Pris: No. I could use a dick in me. NOW!