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so far the best story i had read in sbf. finished it in one reading.
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hope u coping well.
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based on my personal experience is don’t go back to your ex as fb. it will make things complicated. u can get other girls.
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Liz is really a sweet girl.
Liz’s eyes were all red from sobbing earlier. The lunch with Kylie & Liz was awkward. The silence at our table was deafening. People around our table were looking at us, and there are still hints of anger on Kylie’s face. I understand how she felt. If I had a sister and I walked in to her screwing a guy, I’d be mad too. I couldn’t finish the bowl of
kuey teow
soup that I ordered earlier. All of our appetites were affected by what happened earlier.
Kylie: “Liz, I’ll drop you home first before sending M home.”
Liz looked up saying nothing, only nodding to what Kylie has just said.
We got up and left the restaurant. While heading to Kylie’s car, Liz suddenly gave me a hug and whispered. Her sister saw what happened, but got into the driver’s seat without saying anything.
Liz: “Text me when you get home.. Ok..?”
M: “Alright.. Don’t worry, everything’s gonna be ok..”
Kylie sent Liz home, and we watched as Liz alighted from the car and walked into the house. The ride home was a long and agonizing one. I was expecting Kylie to continue screwing me on the way home, but she did not utter a single word. We got near to my place when she took a detour to an alley behind a row of houses before parking and switching off the engine.
There.
I thought to myself.
All hell is gonna break loose.
I braced myself for Kylie’s harsh and angry tone, but all I got was her calm and monotonous voice.
Kylie: “M.. You do know that I hold my sister dear to my heart, don’t you?”
M: “Yeah..”
Kylie: “Tell me, do you really love Liz?”
M: “Err…yes..?”
Kylie: “How are things between the both of you?”
M: “Good, I guess?”
Kylie: “No arguments, no fights or anything?”
M: “Well there are some small fights and disagreements sometimes.. But I give in to her most of the time cos I don’t wanna see her upset..”
Kylie: “She’s spoiled, I’ll give you that. You gotta be firm with her sometimes. Educate her!”
M: “Hmm.. I will..”
Kylie: “I know that she will eventually grow up and get in love and all that, but I just never expected it to be so soon.”
M: “Okay..”
Kylie: “Do you see a future for the both of you?”
Heck, how am I gonna answer that? Isn’t it a bit too soon for you to be asking me this question?
M: “Isn’t it a bit too early to tell? I mean… Yes, of course I’m hoping there to be a future for the both of us. But we’re simply too young right now and there are plenty of uncertainties that may arise in the future years.”
Kylie: *smiles* “That’s what I like about you, M. You’re mature, unlike all the other guys that went after Liz.”
M: “Hmm…”
Kylie: “I don’t want her studies to be affected by being in love, M.”
M: “I understand..”
Kylie: “Also, please try to stick around more.. Our dad isn’t quite comfortable with the idea of her youngest daughter being in a relationship yet, so perhaps you can try to warm up to him a little bit.”
M: “How?”
Kylie: “You’re a smart boy, you’ll figure that out.”
M: “Okay…”
Kylie: “And please, for the love of god, M… Do it safe!”
M: “Huh?”
Kylie: “Wear condom, damn it!”
M: “Err.. I did?”
Kylie: “No you didn’t. I saw everything.”
She saw my boner?
M: “Err… Everything?”
Kylie: “Yes, EVERYTHING. The last thing I want to see is Liz coming home telling us she’s pregnant.”
Is she actually approving me bonking her sister??
Kylie: “It’s normal to have sex in a relationship, M.. I just never thought it’d come this early for my sister.. So please, if you have to do it, play safe.”
I really don’t know what to respond to that. Kylie is actually giving me the green light to bonk Liz. What the hell is going on? I was getting a boner as she said that. Think of all the possibilities! Fucking Liz senseless while Kylie is in the room.. Wait, this is not the appropriate time for this. Stay down, lil’ M!
M: “Alright.. I will..”
Kylie: “Alrite.. I’ll send you home.. And please, don’t tell Liz of what we talked about in the car today.”
M: “Okay..”
She dropped me off in front of my house gate. I got out as soon as I could. I had to avoid the awkwardness that follows the conversation earlier, and most of all.. I need to clear my balls. The bonking earlier that didn’t end with unloading built up the tension in my testicles, and Kylie’s words didn’t help keeping them in either.
(to be continued)
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Haha, I’m not off for THAT long..
Slightly busy with work this couple of weeks, but I promise another post will follow up very very soon.
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Thanks! Been working on the next post.. Trying to find time to write.. Should be up in a while, or latest by evening!
M: “Hey there sweetie…”
Liz: “Dear.. How was it? She got scold you?”
M: “No.. Why?”
Liz: “Then what happened? Surely she got say something..”
M: “Nothing.. Really..”
Liz: “You’re a bad liar.”
M: *sigh* “Okay, fine. She told me to wear condom next time.”
Liz: “Huh?”
M: “Yeah, that’s what she said.”
Liz: “…okay..”
M: “…what’s wrong..?”
Liz: “….nothing.”
M: “Tell me.”
Liz: “…she actually asked me how was the sex with you.”
Huh? What’s wrong with Kylie?
M: “Err.. Okay.. Why would she ask that?”
Liz: “I don’t know… I thought she was acting a bit weird after she came home from dropping you off earlier.”
M: “So what did you answer her?”
Liz: “…ermm…”
M: “Hmm?”
Liz: “…very satisfying and addictive?”
Got me rock hard again.
Damn it, Liz. How many times you wanna make me wank in a day?
M: “Okay..”
Liz: “Babe tomorrow come over my house for dinner…”
M: “Huh? Why suddenly?”
Liz: “Haih… Kylie la.. Just now parents came back and Pa saw my eyes red.. Asked me what happened, then Kylie say argue with you.. Then Ma said ask you over for dinner tomorrow to question you…”
M: “…then I ma confirm kena scolding?”
Liz: “…..sorry dear.. But come please.. I think it wouldn’t be nice if Ma asked and you no come..”
M: “But your dad sure screw me wan leh… Walao.. We didn’t argue also.. Why Kylie simply say things…”
Liz: “….at least she didn’t tell them we were screwing..”
M: “True… Haih ok lah.. No choice also.”
Liz: “..sorry…”
M: “It’s ok.. How are you feeling?”
Liz: “…scared..”
M: “Of?”
Liz: “Don’t know tomorrow how…”
M: “Relax la.. Go sleep earlier tonight.. Tomorrow want go anywhere?”
Liz: “Don’t know.. Where you wanna go?”
M: “Want go or not first?”
Liz: “I follow you only lo..”
M: “Then I’ll think of a place..”
Liz: “Ok… "
M: “Babe..”
Liz: “Yes…?”
M: “Know that no matter what happen… I’ll always love you.. Everything will be fine, alrite? Don’t cry already..”
Didn’t know this statement I said was true, so damn true till today.
Liz: “…how you know I’m crying?”
M: "
"
Liz: “Love you too dear…”
Mixed feelings. So many questions on my head.
Why Kylie asked Liz that? What should I say tomorrow to their parents? How would I face her dad? I’m such a dead meat tomorrow. Maybe I’ll just bring Liz out in the day to cheer her up a little first.. Then at least her parents wouldn’t be so pissed at me.. Oh well. It’ll be my first time having dinner with her family tomorrow. Might as well just stay calm.
Scenes from this afternoon kept replaying in my head, and I still couldn’t believe Kylie caught us fucking. Well, whatever that has happened, has happened. I sat on my bed, zoning out for a couple of hours before falling asleep and skipping dinner altogether.
Woke up in the morning with a super hard-on. First thought was to call Liz out for a hard fucking. But before I could even reach for my phone, an SMS came in. It was Liz.
Liz: “Good morning dear.. Feeling horny? :P”
M: “How did you know?”
Liz: “I don’t know… I only know I damn wet right now.. Everyone is out now..”
M: “:P and…?”
Liz: “Faster come lah!!!”
M: “Hahahahahaha… Okay.. Gimme some time..”
Liz: “How long you need?”
M: “I don’t know.. 1 hour? I need to shower first leh..”
Liz: “30 minutes. Or you’re not gonna get any for the rest of the month.”
M: “Whoa chill.. Why so horny?”
Liz: “Pleeeeaaasssseeeee….. Faster comeeee…”
M: “Alrite, alrite..”
Took a quick shower, so tempted to wank there in the bathroom.
Must not wank… Must not wank… Must not wank…
Rushed out and took a taxi straight to Liz’s house. I couldn’t hide my boner. My jeans were slightly tight, sticking to my wang creating a majestic phallic outline as it lays down my right thighs. I poked at it and run my fingers over it as I sat in the cab; it got so arousing I wanted to pull it out and jerk it there and then.
In no time I reached Liz’s house, and pressed her doorbell like mad. She came out wearing a low cut spaghetti top and short pants, parading her valuable assets as she opened the door for me. We ran up the stairs and straight into her room, locked the door this time. I pulled down my pants and took hers off, she wasn’t wearing any panty. I slid my cock, sore from the prolonged high blood pressure right into her. She was damn wet. Our lips locked immediately and I was there pumping the hell out of her pussy.
Liz: “Ahh.. Ahh.. B-babe… Aren’t you gonna wear condom..?”
M: “I got no time for that. I got unfinished business with your pussy.”
Liz: “Egghh… Dear.. Harder.. Ahh..”
We were fucking like rabbits for the entire time, losing ourselves in each other. We changed positions and she climbed on top of me, engulfing my raging dick with her wet hot pussy while taking off her top. Her breasts bounced up and down as she rode me hard. I’ve never seen her this horny before. It was as if a nympho ghost possessed her.
I liked it.
She came after just a couple of minutes, but I continued pumping into her as I haven’t unloaded yet.
M: “Babe.. Why so horny?”
Liz: “Huh.. huh.. What..?”
M: “Never seen you this horny before.”
Liz: “Yesterday… Jie walk in when I was about to cum.. Very.. frustrating..”
So that’s why. I just learned a new trick. She fell onto me, her breasts against my face. I sucked on her nipples hard while impaling her. She came a second time before I pulled out just in time. It was as if she knew what to do. She got down and started licking and sucking me off as I tried to hold everything in. Alas, I unloaded everything. There was so much cum she started gagging on it, then I pulled it out from her mouth and unloaded all over her face. She got hold of my cock and then continued to lick the tip of it as I recover from the explosive orgasm I just had a while ago.
Liz: “Bi.. Why so much sperm..?”
M: “I was just as frustrated as you.”
Liz: *licks my shaft while looking at me hornily* “Want more?”
M: “Of course!”
I never turned limp. Don’t know why, but I never did. This time I capped on and entered her again, slamming her hard. I licked my own cum off her face before fetching it into her mouth, frenching her while sharing the cocktail-tasting session together. We spent at least another hour fucking a couple of times before deciding to take a shower and go out for brunch.
Sex, the breakfast of champions.
Went to an Old Town coffee shop nearby, I had half-boiled eggs and toasts. Liz’s kept giggling as she watched me slurping down the eggs.
Liz: “Looks like your…”
M: “Shut up! You had your fair share earlier.”
Liz: “Hahahahaha!!”
M: “So.. Was it ‘satisfying and addictive’?”
Liz: *bites lip and pinches me*
(to be continued)
Frankly we do get tired from all the love-making, and sometimes we just wanna cuddle and be all mushy-mushy with each other. We went out after the late breakfast, looking for some stuffs that I can buy to give her family for the dinner that night. Settled for some food stuffs and fruits at the Jusco supermarket nearby, cos I really don’t know what else to get for them. We were walking around when we ran into our English teacher, Ms. Gaya.
Ms. Gaya: “Oh hello there. Fancy running into the both of you here!”
Yes, our English teacher speaks with a Brit accent and style. Not sure why, but she’s been like that since our first day of high school. Even when she speaks Malay there’s a weird slang to it. She’s a good teacher, but I never quite liked her cos she sounded fake and pretentious.
M: “Oh hi teacher..”
Liz: “Good afternoon Ms Gaya!”
Ms. Gaya: “No need for formalities. It’s the school holidays!”
Liz: “Ehehehe…”
Ms. Gaya: “So what brought the both of you here?”
M: “Oh.. Just shopping for some groceries..”
Ms. Gaya: “Groceries? *grins* Now now, tell me this. Are the both of you together? I’ve heard from the others, but now that I see the both of you here together, I have to ask.”
Liz: “Hehe.. Yes Ms. Gaya..”
Ms. Gaya: “Well then I must say, you two make a splendid pair! Now, would you like to join me for lunch later?”
M: “Erm.. It’s not like we have anything to do.. Liz?”
Liz: “Yeah sure, why not? Where are we going?”
Ms. Gaya: “KFC, perhaps? I can really use some chicken right now.”
M: “Haha.. Okay..”
Ms. Gaya: “Let’s go then!”
We ate and chat as Ms. Gaya digged more about us. She kept telling me how lucky I was that a pretty girl with plenty of admirers like Liz actually chose me over all the other guys, and how she made the right choice. Oh yes, she knew all about Liz’s admirers. Being the top student makes her the hot topic in school. Ms. Gaya was kind enough to treat us to that meal.
Ms. Gaya: “So where are the both of you going next?”
M: “Erm.. Back to her house I guess..”
Ms. Gaya: “Oh? Should I give you a lift, then?”
Liz: “Nah it’s okay.. You already treated us to lunch and we appreciate it!”
M: “We can’t, and even if we can we probably shouldn’t trouble you..”
Ms. Gaya: “Hahaha.. You sure?”
Liz: “Yes Ms. Gaya.. We’ll be here for a while more.”
Ms. Gaya: “Alright then. I’ll see you around in school. Stay out of trouble, you two!” *winks*
Liz: “We will!”
Walked back to Liz’s place and settled down in front of the television, watching movie while cuddling on the sofa. Liz was a bit horny and we grabbed each other a lot, and I knew she wanted to get into action again but I kinda played it down. I want her to be as desperate as this morning. She got wet but I ignored her. She touched herself a little bit while tugging at my manhood. I got hard, and it was very hard to deny myself of the sexbomb in my arms but I did it anyway. We managed to finish the movie without taking off a single piece of clothing, and I take that as an achievement. By then it was already evening, and her siblings and parents will be home anytime soon. Kylie came home first, greeted me with a smile and then went upstairs. Not long after that, their parents came home together with their grandmother. KJ was out to his friend’s house and will be back soon.
Liz’s mom: “Oh hi, M! You’re early!”
M: “Yes.. Hello aunty..”
Liz’s mom: “Just sit ya.. Dinner will be ready soon..”
M: “Okay..”
Liz’s dad wasn’t too happy too see me, and honestly I’ve never felt so scared before. I’m not afraid of anything except her parents’ disapproval, and from what I see things isn’t going quite well with her dad.
M: “Err.. Hi uncle.”
Liz’s dad: “Hi. What you two did today?”
M: “Nothing.. We just went to Jusco and had lunch with our teacher..”
Liz’s dad: “Had lunch with your teacher?”
M: “Yes..”
Liz’s dad: “Well that’s very thoughtful.” *smiles*
Okay, whatever works.
Liz’s dad: “Make yourself comfortable. I’m going to take a shower before dinner.”
M: “Okay.”
KJ came home right after, and in no time dinner was served. We were sitting at the round table, with Liz on my left and her grandmother to my right. Kylie looked particularly happy, Liz was worried, and KJ was confused as ever. We were halfway through dinner when Liz’s mom popped the question.
Liz’s mom: “So I heard you two got into a little argument yesterday.”
M: “Err.. Did we?”
Liz’s mom: “Her eyes were all red from crying.”
M: “It’s just a small disagreement between us.. Nothing big..”
Liz’s mom: “Really? Liz?”
Liz: “Ya.. small matter only la..”
Liz’s dad: “I’ll have you know, I don’t like to see my daughters crying.”
Then there was a silence. Her dad sounded really serious at that, and I didn’t know what to say. Whatever I say could potentially be used against me, so I thought it’s better not to say anything.
Liz’s dad: “You hear me?”
M: “Yes uncle..”
Kylie: “It’s ok lah. As long as the both of them patched things up already. Pa don’t make the dinner awkward for them lah.”
Liz’s mom: “So I heard from uncle that the both of you went for lunch with your teacher today?”
Liz: “Ya! We met our teacher at Jusco today..”
Liz’s mom: “Oh? What were you two doing there?”
M: “Oh I almost forgot.. Yea, we went there cos I wanted to get you all some stuffs..”
Liz’s mom: “Oh that’s sweet.. You didn’t have to.. Just take this dinner as a chance to get to know the family more. I’m sure we will be seeing each other more often soon.”
Damn. This awkward? Often? Soon? Not sure if I can handle her dad’s stare..
M: “Need lah..
Pai seh
join you all for dinner eat for free meh..”
Liz’s mom: “Thanks for being thoughtful then.. But next time remember no need spend unnecessary money la ok?”
M: “Alrite..”
After dinner, we sat down at the living room and Liz’s dad asked me a plethora of questions. It felt more like an interrogation session, but as long as he get to warm up to me & feel comfortable about me & Liz, I guess anything goes.
(to be continued)
Hello people. Sorry for the short hiatus, some projects going on. Was really busy. But I have a couple of days off so I’ll be updating this page over the next few days.
That dinner with Liz’s parents was the changing point in our relationship. Her dad became more accepting of me, and we often spend time at the night market near her house together with KJ. It felt kinda warm, really, to have people care about you and your whereabouts. The more I spend time with them, the more I felt like I’m a part of the family. Heck, at some point I think I appreciate the relationship with her parents more than with Liz itself. The kind of feeling that I can never get from my parents as they were always away, and communications between us are often bleak.
Fast forward to Form 5, I started spending more time hanging around Liz’s house, and less time at the cyber cafes. John definitely did felt as if he lost a friend, but I’ve never forgotten about him. Liz & I went on as usual with our sex life, getting caught a couple more times by Kylie, but she never said anything much as it became a norm for us. I can feel, however, the stares that I’m getting from her each time. It felt as if she’s jealous of all the action her sister is getting while she’s not having any (hey, big girls need love too). Liz also told me about how Kylie tried to get intimate details bout us every time she had the chance to do so.
M: “Perhaps you should try to find a boyfriend for her.. Hahaha..”
Liz: “Cheh.. She too dry already lah..”
M: “Yea, that’s why you should help her get a boyfriend..”
Liz: “Why don’t you go help satisfy her? Hahahahaha…”
M: “You siao ah? Please lah, my
didi
will hide in my pubes if I see her. And what the hell, how can you simply ask me to go screw other people? Your sister especially.”
Liz: “Wah.. Joking only leh.. Why you so angry..?”
Yes, I was angry. I am not the type that could picture myself or my partner screwing someone else. I get very offended by the thought of it. What more, Liz is asking me to screw her sister, someone I respect and am grateful for making things work out between me & Liz & her family. Even though it was just a joke, I am sensitive about matters like this.
M: “…nothing.”
Liz: “…sorry dear.. Really just joking only.. Crazy meh ask my own boyfriend to sleep with my sister..”
M: “…hmm.”
Liz: “…well at least now I know you will never cheat on me..”
M: “..k.”
Liz: “..Sorry.. How can I patch it up for you?”
M: “Don’t know.”
Liz: “We go eat dinner.. My treat.. Dear don’t angry me please..” *pouts lips with puppy eyes*
How can I be angry with her? She’s just so cute.. Sigh.
M: “Your treat? Eat what?”
Liz: “Ermmm… Sushi?”
M: “Sushi only?”
Liz: “Then how wor..”
M: “I don’t know… Like not enough punishment for you..”
Liz: “Erm.. After dinner.. We do whatever you want…”
M: “Whatever?”
Liz: “Whatever…” *winks*
Right. Got my boner raging again. After dinner at the mall, we went up to the rooftop car park. Usually the car park is only opened when the basement and open air ones are full, but that night was a weekday and it was particularly empty, so the rooftop parking is sealed off although still accessible by lift and stairs. We screwed there and then, our first public, open air love-making right under the stars and the moon. Not sure if anyone else saw us, but there are apartments and condominiums nearby that area. Anyone looking at our direction will surely be able to see us. Liz wasn’t being particularly shy about moaning.
And that was Form 5 for us. We went on to pre-university, and I got a license and a car. We started travelling around a lot, from state to state, and often to the highlands, staying overnight for a night or two just for a little privacy to carry out what we love doing most. Pre-U life was a bit different; we were placed in different classes, but that didn’t stop us from spending time together at any chance we had. Liz was almost wife-material as she cooked meals and bring them for breakfast and lunch. We started talking a lot about our future, how we’re going to start working after our degrees, how we’re going to save up to buy a house and eventually get married. The honeymoon at Europe. The BMW she liked. The Husky she adored. Yeah, it all sounded very promising back then. It sounded almost real, as if nothing would break us apart and that our future is secured.
Little did we know that all that would change when she get to know this guy from her class, David.
(to be continued)
David was Liz’s classmate. Not very handsome, but I guess he’s miles ahead in terms of looks compared to me. Rather scrawny, tho. But nevertheless he’s still a smart chap and often sit together with Liz in class. I was always aware about what’s going on between Liz and David as she always update me about her class stuffs. And after a couple of months the rumors began; that David likes Liz. It got worst when Sham (she was at pre-U as well, same class as Liz) became very supportive of David. David knew his way around Liz’s friends pretty well, and in no time they were hanging out together after school and on weekends.
Liz knew I was jealous and didn’t like what was going on, and so she chose to spend more time with me instead, away from her friends and David. That put me in a bad light; her friends thought I was keeping her away from them and they started having negative thoughts about me. The truth is I didn’t know what to do at all. Everything was fine at one point, then in the next picture everything felt shaky. I wasn’t sure how Liz felt towards David, but I’ve never seen her so close with another guy before.
Eventually all the worries screwed me up. Liz tried to assure me that everything would be fine, but I couldn’t handle the jealousy. I began to flop my exams as I couldn’t study at all, and I haven’t been able to find time to study with Liz as she’s always with David and her study group. Before I knew it pre-U ended and I screwed it all up. Liz was sad and felt guilty for abandoning me through the final months of exams, but what was done, was done. She went on to apply for courses in universities as well as scholarships, hoping to land one in a local-U to reduce her parents’ burden while I remained unsure of my own future. Before I joined pre-U, my parents were enthusiastic about sending me to an express foundation course before hurling me off to the U.S. or Europe, but I chose to stay because of Liz. And look what it turned out to be. It felt as if an unseen force is ripping me & Liz apart, creating a gorge in between that grew wider as time passes. I never knew who to turn to at that point. I realise I was too engrossed in the relationship with Liz that I’ve forgotten to make any friends at all.
One fine day, I called up Kylie. She was at work, and I needed to talk. I really felt the need to take things off my chest, and I don’t know who better to talk to but Liz’s sister.
Kylie: “Hi M! What’s up?”
M: “Hey, uh… I know you’re working right now.. Sorry to disturb you..”
Kylie: “….is everything okay, M?”
M: “Yeah… I really need someone to talk to right now..”
Kylie: “..what happened? Where’s Liz?”
M: “…it’s a long story, Kylie.. I’m not sure if I should talk to you about this over the phone.. What time are you getting off work?”
Kylie: “M, what’s wrong? Is Liz alrite? Are you alrite?”
M: “Yeah, yeah.. She’s fine.. She’s probably out with her friends.. or something. Honestly I have no idea where is she now, but she’s safe that’s for sure.”
Kylie: “Okay.. Then why didn’t you join her?”
M: “Like I said.. It’s a long story.. What time are you getting off work?”
Kylie: “I’m off as usual at 5. Will be home around 5.30 I guess?”
M: “Alright.. Go home, and maybe I’ll pick you up and we’ll go somewhere, then I’ll tell you the whole story.”
Kylie: “Hmm.. Alrite.”
That couple of hours of wait was a long one. I didn’t know what to do, so I just waited at Liz’s house. Her grandma greeted me and asked me in for a cup of milo (as always), and she noticed the change of mood in me.
Granny: “M ah.. You ok ma?”
M: “Yes, ah ma? I’m fine..”
Granny: “You don’t look ok la.. Argue with Liz ah?”
M: “No lah..”
Granny: “Then why are you here so early? You always go out with Liz mah. Where is she?”
M: “Oh.. I come to wait for Kylie..”
Granny: “Kylie? Why wait her?”
M: “I got things to talk to her..”
Granny: “Hmm.. M.. Nothing in this world cannot be solved..”
M: “Ha?”
Granny: “You’re a smart boy.. You will understand what I said..”
Ah Ma’s words ringed in my head, and I tried to figure out what she meant. Before I knew it I dozed off on the sofa, awaken only when Kylie shook me.
Kylie: “Oi, wake up.”
M: “Eh.. Come back already?”
Kylie: “Yeah.. You said you wanna tell me something?”
M: “Right.. Let’s go. Don’t think it’s convenient to tell you here, later Ah Ma heard or your parents come back then not good la.”
Kylie: “Ok..”
We went to Starbucks nearby their house, and after buying drinks we settled down comfortably. I took a sip and looked out the window, thinking of how should I break the news to her.
Kylie: “So?” *sipping on hot coffee*
M: “Kylie… I don’t know how to tell you this..”
Kylie: “What? Liz is pregnant?” *chuckles*
M: “Please, this isn’t a joke or anything funny.”
Kylie: “Whoa.. Ok, ok.. Rarely see you this serious. What’s up?”
M: “I’m not sure how Liz feel about me anymore.”
Kylie: “What do you mean? I thought you guys are fine all along?”
M: “I think.. She met a guy in pre-U and…”
Kylie: “…M, are you serious?”
M: “You know I wouldn’t joke about things like this.”
Kylie: “…are they together? Have you confronted Liz about this?”
M: “No, no.. They’re not together. And yes I’ve talked to Liz about this, countless of times.. They’re not together, and Liz assured me of that. But I am still very uncomfortable with how close the both of them are.. Plus the fact that this guy already admitted to liking her.”
Kylie: “…M, I’m so sorry. I was always worried about you breaking my sister’s heart, but I never thought it’d be the other way round.”
M: “It’s fine, Kylie. I haven’t had proof that there’s anything going on between them, but it bothered me a lot. She started hanging out with her friends and whenever that guy is around, she wouldn’t ask me to tag along.”
Kylie: “Okay..”
M: *voice breaks* “I don’t know what else I can do, Kylie.. I have no confidence in myself and I felt threatened, and Liz is affirming the other guy’s action..”
Kylie: “Hey.. Hey, hey.. It’s alrite.. You’ve been a great guy, a great boyfriend to Liz and I’m sure you’d be a very good brother-in-law too. Maybe she was blinded by what’s going on..”
M: “I don’t know, Kylie.. Pre-U ended, and now I’m aimless not knowing what to do next. I lost my aim without Liz, Kylie..”
Kylie: “I understand… I can’t promise to fix things for you, but I will try talking to Liz about this, alrite?”
M: “I’m not even sure if that’s the right thing to do.. Everything just seem so hopeless now..”
Kylie: “Everything will be fine.. Trust me.. And touchwood, even if things didn’t go well for the both of you, you’re still a great family friend, especially to Dad. He’s very very fond of you, and it would be a shame if things didn’t work out between you & Liz.”
M: “…Yeah, all thanks to you.”
Kylie: “I promise I’ll talk to her, alrite?”
M: “Okay..”
Kylie did talked with Liz, and the outcome wasn’t good. Liz SMS-ed me that very night, and she was quite pissed with me.
Liz: “M, what did you told my sister?”
M: “So I guess she talked to you already, then?”
Liz: “Why do you have to go talk about David to her?”
M: “…then? Who else am I supposed to talk to?”
Liz: “How many times do I have to tell you there’s nothing between me & David?”
M: “…and how many times do I have to confront you about him? How many times do I have to tell you that I feel neglected?”
Liz: “…..”
M: “Am I even your boyfriend anymore?”
Liz: “…yes.”
M: “I don’t feel like I am. I’m not happy about David. I’m not happy about how you chose to go out with him and your friends, but not me.”
Liz: “…but didn’t we spend enough time together? I need time with my friends too.”
M: “Yeah well maybe I’m just jealous.”
Liz: “…I’m sorry.”
M: “Don’t tell me all that.”
Liz: “….I got accepted into Durham.”
M: “…that course you applied for?”
Liz: “…yes.”
M: “Did you get scholarship, then?”
Liz: “…fully covered.”
M: “How many years?”
Liz: “…4.”
M: “…right. One bad news after another.”
Liz: “…I’m sorry, dear.. I promise I’ll spend the rest of my time with you before I leave..”
M: “Right.”
Liz: “…I won’t see him as often anymore also..”
M: “Okay.”
Liz: “…I’m sorry..”
M: “You know what.. I need to get some sleep.. I need some time alone too.. I’ll talk to you again tomorrow.”
Liz: “….”
M: “Goodnight.”
Liz: “…night darling.”
So she’s going to UK, and here I am stranded with useless pre-U results that gets me nowhere. What can I do? What should I do? I was broken. I was unhappy. I cried that night. The love of my life is about to leave me. For 4 years. And seeing how things were, the future looked dark.
(to be continued)
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oh no~~~
most of the dude lose their significant half when they study oversea~~
It wasn’t easy for me to type out that previous post. The memories were too much to bear. But more to come.
You know, deep down we are all hypocrites. We judge others’ decisions and dictate what is right or wrong without first looking at ourselves. Or, we do the exact same thing that we hate to see others doing. Perhaps after seeing what happened between Liz & David, I got so broken, so numb to the point I don’t know what’s right anymore. People think I’m overreacting, overprotective. Fact is, we as guys can sense when a girl start losing interest in us. From there on, it’s pure logic and simple inductive reasoning to figure it out. If you can’t, well… You’re probably not sensitive enough, or you are a cheater yourself that small details became oblivious to you.
I wanted to fix things with Liz, but somehow I felt that this time it’s just not possible. She became too occupied with David, and well.. You can only give so much attention to two person at a time. The novelty effect of David in her life obviously made him more valuable to her, as opposed to the same ol’ me. Even so, I was still trying hard to mend things, and Kylie has been great supporting me through it. I planned for a short trip to the east coast with Liz. I wanted time with her. Ever since David came between us we haven’t had much time together. It was gonna be a 3-day trip, and my goal was to get Liz to see how much we have actually gone through together and how everything will go to waste if she don’t wake up from this slumber, this daydream she’s in.
Around this time, relationship between me & her family was at its peak. KJ graduated from secondary school, and I attended his graduation ceremony together with Kylie and both their parents. Yeap, Liz did not attend her own brother’s graduation. Said that she had to meet up with her school friends. We all knew she went out with David, we just kept quiet about it. It breaks my heart to see how she’s obsessed about him. KJ was equally sad, but I brought him and Kylie out for movie and food at the mall after that to cheer and congratulate him. I caught Kylie tearing up a couple of times while looking at me. It breaks all of us. Before movie, KJ went to the toilet and I had the opportunity to talk to Kylie.
M: “Hey… What’s wrong? Too happy see KJ graduate high school ah? Hahaha..”
Kylie: “Huh?”
M: “Talking bout you la.. I saw your tears just now.”
Kylie: “…M..”
M: “Yeap?”
Kylie: “…you don’t have to do this, you know..”
M: “Do what?”
Kylie: “…you don’t have to be so nice to all of us..”
M: “Well it’s KJ’s graduation.. Bring him out to celebrate also ok gua..?”
Kylie: “…I feel guilty when you’re so nice to all of us while on the other hand Liz she…”
M: “Hey, hey.. It’s alrite. We can talk about Liz another time. Don’t worry bout it now.. Come, gimme a hug.”
Kylie: “I really don’t know..” *starts tearing on my shoulder* “To think how my sister turned out to be…”
M: “It’s alrite.. We can talk bout this later, at least after the movie after we send KJ home, alrite?”
KJ didn’t know much about what was going on, but I guess he sensed something amiss, with Liz being at home less frequently and with me being around most of the time without her. I realized that I had inadvertently built my life around her family, and that’s the only world I know of right then.
Kylie: “You’re a wonderful guy, M..”
M: “I know right? Hahahaha..”
Kylie: “Here comes KJ.” *wipes her face*
M: “You ready for movie, KJ?”
KJ: “Yeah!”
M: “Let’s go!”
After the movie we went for dinner at Chili’s and sent KJ home. Liz still haven’t came home. Well, what was I expecting. We told KJ to give us some privacy, so he got off the car first while we chat on.
M: “So, Kylie..”
Kylie: “Yes..?”
M: “I just wanna tell you that I’ll be taking Liz to the east coast for a short holiday before she go to UK..”
Kylie: “Ok..”
M: “Ok? No objections?”
Kylie: “Why would I object?”
M: “I don’t know.. Usually you have a lot of objections whenever I say I wanna bring her somewhere far.. Hahaha..”
Kylie: “…I really don’t care anymore what you do, as long as everything can return to how they were previously..”
M: “Kylie..”
Kylie: “Hmm?”
M: “I’m pretty sure things wouldn’t go back to the way they were anymore..”
Kylie: “Why would you say that?”
M: “Just how I feel.. I don’t think it would work, but I still wanted time with her.. I don’t know when we will break up, so every minute counts.. Although I’m sharing these minutes with David.”
Kylie: “…M. I’m sorry.”
M: “It’s not your fault..”
Kylie: “…”
M: “Anyway, if we really do break up, do know that I will still be around. Anything you need, just give me a call.”
Kylie: “…why?”
M: “I really don’t have another world to live in. This is my life. You all are my family. My friends. I love all of you just as much as I love Liz. I hope you can at least allow me to stick around a little bit if me & Liz really didn’t work out.”
Kylie: “Don’t be silly. You’re always welcomed here!”
M: *smiles*
Remember when I said earlier that we are all hypocrites? It was about a week before the trip with Liz, and I was at a birthday party. I’ve not talked about this friend before, so lets name him Jay. Jay was.. well he was a good friend. He shared the same birthday with another dude, Elvin. So on this special day, we celebrated both their birthdays on the same day. That’s where I met Naomi, my most recent ex. Yes, the pretty one with huge 34D knockers who I told you guys earlier that wants me to continue screwing her.
She was Jay’s girlfriend at that time.
(to be continued)