05.06.14
Be careful of what you wished for.. if you wish to be loved, sooner or later you gonna come across one.. the question is..what you gonna do after that - John
Thanks bro.. U really like my old brother… I promise to fix all this..
Anna wake me from my thoughts about Rina, she saw me smiling… “Why u smiling?” she sat next to me… “Nothing, I just so happy to be with you” …ya ya.. bla bla bla.
We kiss on the bed and we start our fav position, 69. I came rather quick, simply to say..her suction will send me to pluto in seconds… she didnt go to toilet this time as she normally do.. she swallowed… she keep on sucking and while am still busy with my tongue & fingering action.. it didnt take long before my didi come back alive… this time we move to the sofa and I fuck her standing while her hand holding the 2 seater.. I fuck her hard while rubbing her boobs once in a while.. we changed to cowgirl while I sat on the sofa.. she just fuck me hard with heavy breathing while I just close my eye try to hold that sensation as long as I can.. we change to misionary and we just so lost right now.. I pull out the cap and release the load on her body..rubbing my didi on her mouth and she suck it dry..
We go clean together and proceed to bed…
Eric : thank you for being so nice to me
Anna : ur welcome, I will remember this time with you
Eric : me too, I love you
Anna : I love you too Eric
We kiss goodnight and went to sleep..tired, happy, deep emotion..
Chapter 7: Location - Ascott
That morning was rather unusual, Anna wake up early and prepare breakfast for me. 2 boiled egg and toasted bread, we had breakfast together before I left. The whole day in office discussing about our preparation for the next board meeting. Reviewing itinerary for the VIP, logistic arrangement, etc . We had lunch at low yatt Old Town ..
JJ : Dude, you been so distance lately..got problem meh? seems your mind is out of place
Eric : Really? Do I look miserable?
Andy : Come to think of it, you do
JJ : Idk, you tell me
Eric : You guys remember Rina? (At this time, am still not ready to tell about Anna, after all.. I want to know more what Rina is up to now)
Andy : The girl waitress..what about her? I heard she not working there anymore
Eric : Ik, I saw her fb status not long ago. She ctc me recently …idk why?
JJ : Eh? I tot you unfriend her already after Sally found out… (long story)
Eric : Yup I did, but she still got my number… idk what she want la…
Andy : $$ & cock duh …
Eric : Hahaha, maybe..
JJ : haiya, just call her back la and ask what she want…if not ngam, just ignore her la..u know she bring bad luck for u & family..still want to kamching one meh?
Andy : you fuck her without cdm right? that’s why la ..u cant forget her… ur didi cursed alr…hahahah
Eric : damn it, lucky the result is negative… I thought my world gonna end already… sei mei la..sei mei …hahahah
Andy : Just ignore her la kai kiok , haiya… still got plenty outside ma.. later we go federal, I heard new NL & CKT stock there ….
Eric : got meh? hahaha… ok ok later we hunt…
We finish eating, pay and went back to office.. None of my bros know about Rina latest news, But I still have urge to call her, better not to call la … I make promise to Sally I wont ctc her again… Ok, that’s it. It has to stop…
Later that evening we went to federal as planned.. 3 of us ..do re mi, go for the usual hunt … I txt Anna earlier that am gonna be late, work reason and ask her to eat first .. she said ok, she also want to go back apartment to change cloth and run some errand.. the hunt begin …
Once inside Spa, greeted by our regular OKT (UB has been in this line for 25years ) …hahaha… damn otai la.. “Bil Suk (Uncle Bill…as in Bill Clinton..hahaha), I heard got new new cheap2 good2?” Andy make the lead.. I just seat at the sofa eat the tit bits… “Teh C, Bill Suk!”, I saw one WL passing by holding blue towel stack.. PRC with fake boobs…
He know our taste alr, so he just bring the potential one la .. he really know how to take care his customer ..there are times when no nice stock available or some still working, he also tell us straight…not wasting our time to chukeng the reject.. never he recommend any low performer also.. that’s why we keep on coming back to see him ..hahaha ..long live uncle bill !!
The parade arrived.. uncle bill will tell the story, “this is mei mei..just come last week, CKT, good BJ, etc”. We just smile and looking at each one while UB do the intro.. JJ take first, I follow and point at the NL name Sheila, Andy take Miki CKT from Srwk…
Proceed to the room and wait la … light my dunhill and take my socks off. Sheila enter and greeted me … I just smile and start with typical chat.. She is 7, 22yo, KL, 32B, petite, light skin, short hair..
Start bath, soaping and touching boobs while soaping my didi… not much action also…clean clean help me wipe dry and go to bed.. SOP la, nipple suck and BJ… nothing special.. try to finger a bit.. but those dry pussy really turn me off after awhile of fingering.. cos it may turn sore if no liquid there..
KY and cowgirl, doggy and missionary and end… SOP… I lay for a while and join her to shower.. after that, I just go wait outside.. few moment after, JJ come out “So?” I ask … “its a 7, no rushing”, JJ took NL..forgot name. “How about you?” he asked… “Mine 5, KY” … Andy join us “its 8, more point for good BJ and RIM.” …“waa she do RIM, damn syok” JJ laugh at him… UB greet us back.. and we proceed to pay..
We go eat at nearby hawker place cross the street.. was thinking of getting reflex but it will drag and I hate to make Anna waiting.. I txt her..
Eric : Where u
Anna : Jln Ipoh
Eric : Alone?
Anna : with Jen
Eric : ok, am still outside
Anna : ok
Andy want to go to bars, I decline and we just settle drinking at the hawker place.
After hang out with my Andy & JJ, I went fetch Anna from her place. We went to tabao KFC and eat at hotel. I just feel like wana eat and Anna helped me too. Out of the sudden, she strike a serious conversation ..
Anna : Eric, we need to discuss about the fee
Eric : oh ok, sorry I haven’t talk about it since we met
Anna : That’s why, we have to talk about it before we argue later
Eric : Sure, I think we have to..
Anna : I like you and I lower fee alr, now you said you want to stay with me for 10 days… How much you will pay?
Eric : Err..actually I don’t know … I nvr done this before … u give me price la
Anna : Hey, you tell me how much to pay..how much am worth. I also sleep with you many nights I never talk about money bcoz I trust you.
Eric : Now money talk huh … (damn stupid me, I shouldn’t say that)
Anna : ….
Eric : Ok, I really like you..you are being so nice to me and I want to spend more time with you while am still here. I also don’t want to argue about money.. I will pay 5k for that 10days (damn I should start with 4k)..
Anna : ok lo, thank you. So can u pay 2k now? I need it
Eric : Now? why do you need money in the middle of the night? tomorrow I promise to give ok, I don’t have the cash now.
Anna : hmm…ok. thanks
We just seat in silent after that, that sudden tense really make me sober from all the beers I had that evening. I tried to talk about stuff but she just being passive.. something is bugging her and I don’t know why..
We lay down side by side but no action that night… she just not in the mood… being a men, I just respect her and give her space she need. Lucky I got action before at federal… I txt my Sally goodnight and I try to sleep..
Chapter 8 : Location - Midvalley
Its Saturday and im off duty, I need to change some of my USD. At this point of time, MYR is very stable ranging from 2.99 - 3.05 per USD, very bad news for USD seller. There are few places that I will always go to change money, one in bb and one more in midvalley. The good thing about midvalley, the changer also buy OMR.
I give 2k to Anna and we spend time window shopping. Had our brunch at MV food court, Saturday is the most busy day of the week. Did I mentioned school holiday? double trouble … very hard to find parking, less seat to eat, long queue at ATM, etc. I saw one family seating together, the father was eating next to his son and her wife busy entertaining their daughter on baby chair.. metrojaya plastic bags hanging on the baby stroller… I miss my family…
Anna haven’t been to MV and am glad to show her around. I always love to go to the pet shop at top floor, am a pet lover. MY passion - fish, reptile, rabbit & birds. 2 meter fish tank full of albino & tiger Oscar is the best thing I ever had. Am still searching for black arowana, any pointer in KL can pm me
While we were there, more often than not, she just listen to me talking about fishes & reptile… she really enjoy and ask lots of question … why do we need thermometer, anti chlorine, why do we separate the newborn rabbit from the father, etc.
She seems to be a pet lover, she love cats but she don’t have the privilege to own any .. she only play with stray cats as far as she could remember. We spend sometime there to look around and we feel connected due to same interest.
We went to music shop too, I bought a new guitar strap for my Les Paul. I took time to play some simple acoustic melodies to her before we left the shop. Btw, I got txt from John that we gonna hangout tonight. I mentioned it to Anna, she has no problem to join since she know them alr. So far so good ..
We arrive at Anna’s place because she need to give the money to Jen. I have this itchy feeling to ask about that urgency.. but I will gona trust her. Time will tell if she trust me enough, try to be positive. We head back to Ascott to freshen up before joining John at Aloha.
We arrived at hotel, Anna take shower while am taking time to check my emails and stuff from the laptop. Also, my laundry has return ..mostly hanged on the wardrobe..at least Anna don’t have to iron my cloth for next week.
She finish her turn, walking with towel wrap and free hair. Its been few days together but every time she wear like that my didi always screaming…I smile at her, “Hi sexy”.. she just smile and settle down on the bed turning on the tv. Its my turn to get clean…light my dunhill and off I go. I took long shower..
I join her on the bed while she watch the cooking channel (again) …
Eric : oh ya, our stock is running low.. we need to go grocery soon.
Anna : we still got some red meat and vege…I think it can last for 2 days or so.
Eric : Nvm, weekend we just gona eat outside ok
Anna : Next time remind me to buy kimchi
Eric : oh ok. emmm…Anna, can I say something ..
Anna : what?
Eric : I think we gona see each other for long time…I got this feeling that our relationship is gona last sometime
Anna : you think so? Why
Eric : Idk, just a feeling. One think for sure, other than sex we do have good chemistry.. but I don’t know how to explain la…
Anna : am not sure, but I do like you a lot.
Eric : What if Im not married, do you think you will marry me?
Anna : (she nod)
Eric : Why
Anna : Maybe because you are honest…you good to your friends (even I tell lie, she still think am honest..hmm..i lied to my wife when with her..maybe she see my honesty from different perspective…maybe..)
Eric : Thank you
Anna : but there is no way we going to marry because you alr see me in this business. I cant marry my client
Eric : hm… I have friend who marry a girl in this line and they still together
Anna : idk, its hard..i dunno how to explain
Eric : let me guess.. you afraid that he might not trust you in future
Anna : something like that..
That evening, we spent time talking about serious stuff ..more like critical thinking session but in a good way. Mostly girls that I talk with are more on light subject and very very seldom I had chance to talk something deep like our goal in life, our fear, our regret, etc.. let just say, I can say anything to her, the girl that I sleep with, I talk about Rina and many others… I talk about my secret, Im so happy she also share her story, her honest thought… she really do trust me…so do I..
After quickie we head to Ampang park, John said we got ourselves a room in KTV. We arrive on time, they just start pouring the 1st jug. Anna feel more at home due to familiar faces, JJ and Sam also with us that night. Its been eons we had so much fun together, we know each other for very long time. I wasn’t in the group until one day we (JJ & Sam) bump to each other at green elephant .. I was kinda low profile and lone wolf. Just join the work force and no close friend…until I met them. They didn’t know that I am as hamsap as they are… we share most of common thing together..hunting, singing, drinking and live band. The only different is, am the junior and they are the seniors
Anna sat next to me while I search my song in that little screen at the corner.. John sang full heartedly, creep radiohead..yea its the classic. That song was a revolution back then ..along with megahit 3. We drink and I start intro myself to the rest (the girls that my friend brought)… got Ina NL, Jane & Vice both CKT. These must be JJ contacts I presume, though am not sure.. Jane is an 8 and the rest are average 6.
The jugs keep on coming,the song keep on playing… we order tit bits and drink drink drink … once in a while we turn to disco song and dance in the room.. Anna was very supportive and Im glad … she dance, she make jokes, she cant sing though, I forced her once..I regretted it ..her voice is a 2… voice from the nose… but hey she tried.. btw we just too drunk to realize how bad she sang… Ina is the best singer that night… she can imitate pink voice quite well ..“like a pill”…mesmerizing…
Me and John seat next to each other, we just cant help to talk about work and how anxious we are about the next meeting we gonna have. He also explain about her next task which involve lots of traveling to Japan … Im jealous of him… “Dude, lets trade ..you go Muscat and I go Osaka” …damn it, he is one lucky fucker.. “No way! Btw, I will send u pictures…hahaha” …I can imagine all those Nippon girls I always watch online … damn, damn, damn!!
We lose count how many jugs we had, we paid the bills and make our way back. Sam & JJ was at front with Ina & Jane. John follow suit with Vice..and me & Anna at the front back.. we all walk like zombie .. If I wasn’t with Anna, I would have hit on that 8..that SYT looks so fuckable right now…maybe some other time
I drink too much as my head went numb.. we depart separately and I grab Anna’s hand while searching for the car. It was a struggle to drive from Ampang park to Ascott.. lucky no checking… Anna passed out, she drink more than she should.. She just succumb her self next to me while I struggle to reach Ascott.
As we arrive at the room, she go straight to toilet.. she puke few times… I took a bottle of water from the fridge and seat on the sofa…
She was in the toilet far too long, Just hope that she is ok. I just gona wait for her a bit longer, am afraid she sleep in the toilet..I would have stop her if I know she has reached her limit.. well, I didn’t know.
Sound of toilet flush follow by the door knob, she exit the toilet with towel wrap… I think she showered, coz she smell nice. She smile at me while I was seating at the sofa finishing my 3rd dunhill. “Are you ok?”. I said to her, as I stand next to her. “I feel dizzy, I took hot shower…am a bit ok now”, she seat at the bed while my eye follow her movement, watching, fascinated, and relieved. Those long legs, firm skin, free hair and perfect smile… it’s masterpiece.
“Do you want hot coffee or something?”, I slowly move towards the bed… “I’m fine, you should take shower. you smell like roasted chicken”.. she giggle. I turn and go to toilet… hot shower does feel good. People say fucking is the best thing when drunk, I would vote hot shower as 2nd best thing..
As I rejoin her later…she is busy browsing her phone..I saw screens of fb and sms … maybe he got sms from farid…
Eric : How are u feeling now?
Anna : ok, still drunk hahhahaa
Eric : ya me too…I had a good time
Anna : Yup, I like it when you sing…your voice is good
Eric : hahaha thanks (your voice is a 2…hahaha), I think John has better voice …more like rockers …
Anna : Ya, all your friend can sing..
Eric : I know, we practice a lot since we small…hahaha.. I think, If you like something…u just gona do ur best.
Anna : Who are those girls? are they WL like me?
Eric : Actually Idk, I think no la… but I like Jane, she hot
Anna : ceh, go to her la … don’t come to me (she push me away)
Eric : Aiya aunty, jealous meh? I like her only, men always like hot girls ma… if not we become gay lo
Anna : hahahaah… u old gay la…
I just remained silent while looking at her laughing, she is just so sweet. Her lips so sexy make my didi come up instantly… I lean nearer… I can smell her body…sweet, warm and firm. We started kissing and I turn my body on top of her..we continue kissing while I play with her boobs… I run to her ear and neck…she closed her eyes, tighten lips, hand on the pillow…I keep on running my tongue up and down.. I touched her V, its so wet and I start rubbing the g spot in circle motion… I put 1 finger in, I let her taste her own juice… I start fingering some more… 2 finger and tongue actions… she moan non stop… her eye roll up and she spread wider… I keep on doing that although I know she cum alr… I aint gona stop, altho she ask me too…I said to her, “just relax and enjoy”…she wana smile, but cant… I was so horny as in I got new superpower to do daty for half hour… she came twice in a row…
I give my didi to her… my didi was tired waiting, he also become soft again… she turn around and now its my time to lay down, i always love the sensation of sucking when my didi still soft…its one of my fav feeling… it didn’t take long for my didi to stand up and she suck harder and faster… “oh fuck stop”, she stop and kiss me again… I try to grab my cap from the drawer, she help me cap … as she continue kissing me from the top…she place my didi and i start to push bit by bit..
i hold her tight while fucking her from below… then her turn to do the movement and dfk me… i hav this crazing imagination been raped by hot chicks..this is the kinda how it is…
We turn to missionary and keep pumping non stop until she cum one more time… “please don’t come yet, I want more”..she said with eye close… we turn to doggy and I try to maintain my pumping rhythm, its all about consistency.. right now, with the help from beer and horny superpower i make her cum one more time… while I was in the middle of doggy, I realize the cap is missing (oh shit, did it break?)… I still fuck her though… then after awhile i stop and she turn around… I show my didi without cap on…she just laugh and reach for the cap stuck inside the V … “oh shit, so how now?”..I said to her. She just smile, “as long as u don’t make me pregnant, im ok”..at first i was reluctant, but she seems to be very protective and always ask the client to wear cdm (she told me few times before) ..i took my chance (simply am just horny) …. waaa damn syok, i do missionary again… and in the end i ask her to CIM me… we sweat like pig… my heart pumping so hard… I always remember that night as one of the best sex i had with her…
As we still laying on the bed, I strike another conversation…
Eric : Does Farid now about me?
Anna : No
Eric : How do you explain about the past few days with me tgt, am sure he is looking for you and concern some more
Anna : I tell him am busy and said no need to worry bcoz am with my regular client
Eric : ah…I see, he gonna miss you a lot. Do u miss him?
Anna : Sometime, but now … idk
Eric : Is something wrong? if you got problem you can tell me u know…
Anna : …
Chapter 9: Location - Ascott
We spend most of our time in the room, we had toasted bread and coffee..we surf the internet as I show her cool sites that I know…cool youtube videos and show him my personal pictures stored in my laptop..
One thing that I realized about overnighters, they tend to sleep longer and most of the time just sleeping or pretend to be asleep…hoping to have less sex in return of the $$…There are times where am very unlucky coz I only got 1 session for full pay overnight, the most is 2 and if you lucky enough you got 3… the fact that they will sleep (or try to sleep) the whole morning till afternoon, when time is up..they just freshen up and leave…some don’t even say thank you after stealing ur money! on top of that, waiting for them to wake up is the worst feeling ever. Feeling of been cheated or something… sometime I turn the tv volume on purpose just to wake them up..
Anna on the other hand is very different, she wake up early in most morning and prepare me breakfast… she keeps on adding plus point into her as am digging my grave deeper and deeper… I don’t have words to describe her anymore.. this is beyond GFE I must say… this experience that I have so far is at the whole new level… the feeling being served dishes after dishes, good sex, good company going anywhere, sharing your sex life (things that I cant share with Sally), etc… all this are just so magical..am so lost in translation… She score 10 for all facet in FR (minus anal/rim)… overall, I cant wish anything better than this…the service she give is more than 5k that am willing to pay… she is just indispensable right now…
At one point, she is like a psychiatrist whom you can tell anything without being shame about yourself…the only different is, you got a happy ending after each session.. she is a good listener and trustworthy…
We had lunch and she cook beef in soya sweet sauce, I intend to hit the pool in the afternoon but Anna didnt bring any swim wear.. so we head to her apartment to take it. After that, we went cruising at Kesas highway.. we make our exit at Shah Alam. Actually I do not have any intention to stop anywhere, I just feel like to cruise in the car.. but since we already there…its good to stop over and walk walk… the weather is just ok, not too hot and we take a walk at the lake… it is so nice walking there, u can see couple here and there, families busy with their kids running around, men/ladies jogging & exercise.
Anna hold me close as we step on those hard pavement, as usual those wild eyes just everywhere…or maybe it just me…anyhow, Anna didnt wear anything fancy.. I think she never wear anything fancy as long as I can remember whenever she with me (She either wear t-shirt w jeans, or those flowery short dress with jeans.. free hair most of the time)..She told me how happy she is to see all these new places, she been in KL for many months but only go to BB & Genting (+ her workplace). I told her KL is just one state and we got more state like Johor, Melaka, Kedah, Sabah, etc of which have their own attraction… at first she thought that I was telling a joke… but I wasnt, she just cant believe it at first… am going to wiki malaysia to her later…
After an hour walking in circle, we head back to KL… we took federal. I point to Midvalley as we passed through it… she smile and I feel like a tour guide as I keep on pointing those iconic building as we pass through each of them.. menara telekom, amcorp mall, ktm, sogo, bank negara, etc…
We arrive at the room, and we rest for a bit… we cuddle and kiss, we had our quickie before we go to the open pool. Lucky not many resident, only few expats and arabs with family… i got this imagination to fuck her in the pool (like in porn) and I told her so ..she said am crazy..also I cant la..who knows got cctv or something..also its an open pool.. those nearby building can see us …
we spend our time there for about 1hr and go back to the room. We had shower together and I said to her, we just gona order room service because am sure she is tired, we dress up..she wear that thailand tshirt again with panty and she ask me to wear the shirt she gave me… (its been forever a girl bought me anything..sweet sally doesn’t count la, she never miss my birthday), I feel overjoyed, I said thanks to her again and kiss her lips… we ordered fried rice and char keow teow (CKT hahaha)… we had dinner and i show her about malaysia through wiki and visit malaysia page… she said she want to go to Sabah… the water is nice there … hmmm, its possible (as i talk to myself)
As we lay down on the bed, i tell her that I got important matter tomorrow and most probably gona work late, also ask her to order rooms service and just let me know if she want to go out. She just nod and we cuddle, DFK and have our “sex before sleep” session…
Morning, we depart separately as she want to go back to her apartment while i will be very busy the whole day. As expected my days are hectic with non stop discussions, presentations and emails. Work through lunch and by the end of the day we are damn exhausted. In the afternoon, Me and John take 5 and go to smoke for awhile …
Eric : Dude, how is the girl the other day?
John : Good session. 8-9, she do treat you like bf
Eric : Wow, can try her again la…give me also
John : Hahaha… oi, u still hangout with that viet girl..she must be very good to u
Eric : Ya, she been good to me. How can we resist right?
John : be careful also, dont give her more $$ later they come back for more…
Eric : No la, i also get discount one… thats what regular does right? (try to maintain my alter ego)
John : got discount meh? good la…later i try also can use ur discount card right?
Eric : hahahaha…can can…
John : give me her number…
Eric : Naaa… (i show the number from my hp) ..wei give me that girl number also, what is her name already
John : Vice…0163xxxx
We continue meeting until 7.30pm…it was hell. After that we went to nearby bar to get some booze. I call Sally and tell her am with John and Andy, she know my friend. I always mentioned to Sally who I hang with..even if I dont mention, she will ask anyway… we talk for about half hour… i miss the kids..
we had 2 tower and chicken wing before we call it a day… John will be leaving in 2 weeks time and me by end of the week.. I guess the pack will not be the same without good corum.. it cant be helped…
I call Anna and she ask me to wait at Ascott. She will come a bit later and will use taxi. I went back home…
The room is damn empty and lonely without her… every now and then my mind will keep reminding me of her, when you look at the bed..somehow u see her laying on the same spot like she used to… how she always stand at the kitchen and prepare the dishes, how she seat at the sofa watching tv … damn i have sad imagination… I’ve been talking to myself… what actually I want from her? she’s been good to me no doubt… but what else do I want? I wish i can always be with her, but both of us know that aint gona happen… those key question keep on haunting me… and those booze effect really make it worse… those thoughts drive me crazy, that emotion drives me nuts, my chest hurts, arghhh…fuck! what happen to me… I went to bed and try to sleep it away…
I woke up and the room was still empty ..only filled with sliver of light from the toilet… its almost midnight… I check my phone.. no sms, nothing… Is something wrong with her? I call her twice, no answer… i txt her.. where u…
After awhile I stop staring at the phone… i think my stomach is empty…i didnt had my dinner … but no mood to eat..probably because am worried…
I dont know what to do… I just seat on the bed with dunhill on my finger…only the smoke fill the emptiness… “everything gona be just fine” … i dont remember when i was asleep…
the next morning, as my alarm rang and wake call from the lobby…first thing, i checked my hp… no sms, no call … this is weird … at least she should txt me something… i just make myself busy ready to go to work, but my mind keep on wondering about her… did i say something wrong?
As I arrive to our HQ office, I tried to act cool and maintain my level of emotion. though I cant fully focus of what happen that day, i try to hide my feelings from all of them.. i think i cant listen to any of their jokes for today… i was fcking vulnerable without good reason.. All day long I just being passive and staring the phone… after awhile, i think the bros notice the different in me but they give me that space… i respect them for that… only those who not so close to me keep bugging me like they dont care… i dont blame them either…
After work, I call Anna again… my heart was beating so hard… cold sweat running through my hand…
Anna : Hello..
Eric : Hey u… what happen? everything alright?
Anna : I got problem a bit
Eric : what problem?
Anna : hmmm… hard la..
Eric : are u coming to see me?
Anna : idk (her voice feel so distance…almost like choking… wtf, this girl drives me nuts…ok ok stay calm)
Eric : I really want to see you, i miss you.. i hope i can spend more time with you before i go..idk when i will see you again.
Anna : i know, i want see you too…
Eric : erm, if u want to share ur problem…i will listen but if you dont want.. i will not force u either… but please come to Ascott
Anna : ok, promise we dont go anywhere..we just seat in the room ok
Eric : promise, what time u come
Anna : probably in 1hr..
Eric : ok then
9.6.2014 -
I don’t know what leads you to that action… the feeling we had was real, at least I thought it was real. Its sad but i guess am just too late. keep the book and all the best.
Episode 2: ANNA, the awakening
Chapter 1: Location - Ampang Park
After that conversation with her, i was resounding in relieve but my mind still lurking about her problem..most probably its about money… 98% girl that I met, all stuck with money problem (duh, thats why they r in this business..stupid Eric)..$$$$$ most reasons i came across… father sick, mother in hospital, want to rent other apartment, she is the breadwinner, along, old sister getting married need money to buy ticket… all those things flying in my mind…
I aint gona lie, i really hope its not about money but chances are slim. If my premonition is correct, i just gona handed over the remaining 2.5k i spared for her (earlier i gave 500, then 2k at MV)..on second thought…she might run away after that, but i just gona trust her, i got no choice..she means a lot to me…
I stop by at the grocery stores at G floor. bought 1 crate of bottle corona… (if im not going anywhere, at least i got booze to help me sleep later), bought lime for the corona, and other junk food… i saw kimchi, i bought it as well.. the cashier is NL maybe 27-29.. free hair got meat here there..but presentable…“Hi, busy day huh?”..i smiled at her, “no la, so so only”…she took the first item and put it on scan reader… “got party? u buy so many beer”…as she keep on scanning the barcode.. “no, its for my stock at home”.. she is 1 friendly lady..too bad, not many ppl talk to her or appreciate what they do… (so.. fellow citizen, be nice to the cashier..be nice to everyone,spread the love)
Arrive at the lobby, ask the bell boy to carry all my stuff to the room as I park my car at the basement. tip him and i start stuffing those items in the fridge. 2 door fridge is just perfect for long stay resident and family.. so far Ascott has delivered the best facility,utility & service. I have stayed with other similar resident.. and Ascott is my fav. WIR: ofc
All this while, i try to bug my mind with other things…try not to submit myself into thinking about Anna most of the time… i let myself busy surfing, watch funny youtube, etc… its been more than 1hr… do i call her again? or just wait? damn it… time fly so slow as in the clock has stop ticking… Eric u need to stop!! continue ur funny youtube !!
Knowing Anna, she always punctual.. she just that type of person you can rely on.. but its been 1 half hour….I think am just too panicky.. as I look through the window, the road is pack and busy..she must be trapped somewhere there i presume… I went to shower…
As I was in the shower…standing with hand on the wall, hot shower with hot steam…i just stand there in silent…closing my eye…feel all those tiny water drops hitting me non stop… like massage… owh, speaking of which… i never went to spa for massage lately… i was so busy with Anna… why she still not here yet….damn it…
I recognize the sound of my front door being shut… at this time, there are only 2 things cross my mind… the housekeeping (turn down service), normally they will ring the bell but I didnt heard any.. was there any ring bell perhaps I didnt realized because i was in my semi conscious mode… OR its Anna!! i pray for the later one…
I finish my shower session and grab the clean towel, make my exit… as my eye scanning the room like anti virus looking for bugs, I saw Anna … she is seating at the bed, cross leg, staring at her phone, poker face… she saw me.. i smile, she just smirk and continue staring at the phone…this is not good…
i dressed and seat next to her… i want her to stop staring at the phone…but nothing come out from me…i just let her be… she is here, thats all that matter.. i keep on looking straight to her face… her finger busy moving here and there… sms.. i dont want to go look at the screen..thats privacy breach… after awhile without response.. i went to the sofa and light my dunhill… i grab 1 corona and put a slice of lime into the bottle… part of the burden that I had since last night has suddenly lifted… only remain is what she gona say after this… i wait
The room was filled with dancing smoke, deep silent as if i can hear people walking outside… half empty corona, the bubble rushing up to foam… Anna has stop staring at her phone, stand up and walk towards me with the phone in her hand (i guess business still not finish)…she seat next to me as i give her my corona… she took it, she took it..follow by long slurp and place the empty bottle on the table.
I just gaze at her with all the movement she made this far as am still waiting for some explanation from her… her eyes were pointing at the empty corona.. not moving. As I clear my throat… I stand up and walk towards the fridge, open 2 bottles of corona garnish with lime… hand over 1 bottle to her and return to my seat. She drink it again… (hot day, maybe thirsty)..
“Anna, slow down..”, I broke the death silent… i was asphyxiated waiting for her.
Anna : I got into fight with Farid
Eric : (ceehhhhhhhhhh…harkkk ptuii) .. what happen
Anna : My friend have told me a few times about him with new girlfriend, but I never believe them because I love him. Yesterday, when I was planning to see you…my friend ask me to follow her. Then we arrived at the office (she mean the club).. bla bla
To cut the story short, Anna saw Farid flirting with other girl..but that scene is normal in the club, “people are friendlier” … as Anna remain hidden for moment, she saw him french kissing the same girl he flirted with… sianz..
They had a fight, Anna, Farid and FK girl… the Fk girl consented that Farid and her are lovers while Farid stands in denial … the scene got ugly with shouting, cursing & boxing… in the end, Anna walked off..
Anna : Why men is like that huh?
Eric : Err, honestly..not all man like that (serious shit i didnt know what to answer)
Anna : Really? I dont believe in love anymore, I hate men
Eric : Wait, how bout me? You hate me too?
Anna : yes you…
Damn you Farid, not only that u broke her heart, now you break my vacation too…
Eric : I cant force you to like me, or even to love me … all i need is a chance to prove myself how truthful I am and time will tell (I dont know shit what am talking about)
Anna : Its sad and I feel like I cant trust any men anymore..
Eric : Its ok, i think you are mad about what has happened… time will cure all things, maybe one day you will love again..
Anna : No hope
Eric : Love is funny you know, they come uninvited… so who knows… one day
Anna : No, love not funny… love is for sad people only
Eric : Yup true, sad people loves, happy people are loved
Anna : Shut up!!
Eric : Hahahaha …ok ok, come yampuii …
I turn on the tv, as we seat next to each other and drink our corona…
They say, drink to forget… once again I saw Anna consume more than she should.. I warned her few times but I can understand how it feel.. how painful it must have been…I just let her be… If I am not mistaken, this is her 2nd after her viet BF in HCM… I guess she is the tough one who not easily fall to men but once she’s in, its very hard to let go… i think everyone come in package… after all we are just human… most of the time, we just seat watching tv…nothing in particular..we drink and drink, she would talk about how Farid has been good to her all this time.. she would talk about her BF, how she lost her virginity to him ..it was so hard to leave him and work abroad.. came to KL with broken heart, alone & vulnerable… and there’s Farid. whenever, she cried i hold her hands and comfort her that everything gona be ok… “if it doesnt kill you, it will make you stronger”, i told her that…
Sms and phone ring tone will stop our twilight once in a while, she would go and have a peep and ignore. “Is it him?”, i asked her..as i look at her gloomy eyes… she nod and look away. I guess she dont want me to see her at this state… she want me to remember her as happy, jovial & sweet one. I also got sms from Jen, asking whether Anna is with me…i consented.
After few hours, Anna has stop crying, in fact she has stop drinking too. Lucky, because we also run out of booze. We finished the whole crate + some leftover stock in 1 seating. I went to the fridge and brought the kimchi I bought earlier… I show it to her, she smile… she took it. I have to admit, I was wrong about Anna & the $$ thingy… I feel bad about myself… Ive been so shellfish and judgmental.. money is not everything…
We eat the kimchi together, she would spoon fed me whilst enjoying it. Am so happy she didnt do anything funny like amoc or throw things, gone on rampage or something, she is matured for her age… she really can keep her deep emotion safe and sound. If am a new guy who just met her right now, there is no way I can tell how sad she is … she just look very normal with perfect smile… its like nothing is wrong with her… she is a good pretender… the best I’ve seen for many2 years ..
An old song from Air Supply crossed my mind, it was spontaneous and I sang the words to her…
I can see the pain living in your eyes
And I know how hard you try
You deserve to have so much more
I can feel your heart and I sympathize
And I’ll never criticize all you’ve ever meant to my life
She just look at me, with smile…i can see her eyes watery, but she tried to control her emotion… but she cant, she burst into tears again and hug me… “Eric, dont leave me please”… she rest her head on my shoulder… her body so warm and shaky… “I will always be there for you Anna”…