Its been a week since Sam board the plane to KL. While am still stranded here with daily routines and shitty feelings. I’ve been counting the days to receive good news from him. I even tell my wife, she was the happiest of all. We came up with plans like she will be staying for 1 week in KL and go back to hometown to see her parents together with the kids. I told her, its ok for me to be alone…should i have time, i will visit her there. it was perfect for both of us…
One day I got email from HQ and i was chosen part of the team, together with few others. I dont exactly know them, except 2 of them is working in Jakarta. The rest of the team are KL based. we got 2 weeks to settle things off before the project starts. I broke the news to my wife when i got home… guess what? she is not the 1st person to know, it was Anna - i drop few line in her fb when i was at the office… that sense of betrayal make me feel so cheap… especially when i see sally eyes… how happy she was, her eyes fill with joy, that unspoken happiness can be felt throughout the house… she never complaint about anything, she is the obedient type without questions. Although she got needs but she will wait for me to get it…and will not push me around. She always feel that I will put her in my thoughts for any decision that i make… thats the kinda person she is…
the day has come, everything are in order. kids, house, bags, passport & boarding pass. We also arrange the school and it wont affect the kids so much. They went to American school..easier to get waiver, and its almost summer break… i guess the timing is just perfect. We also bought souvenirs for our family back home…something to decorate their house and fresh brew coffee for my father in-law. I did bought something to my boss (the one who approved my assignment) just a small token to appreciate his gesture.
After the security and immigration clearance we walk to the boarding gate. Passing through the duty free shops… last minute shopping, few t-shirt for her niece and keychains just in-case we need to give it to relatives. Time to board the plane…
As we sat down and ready to take off…i look at the window and honestly..i have the bad feeling…something is wrong gona happen kinda intuition… but i cant figure it out… maybe i worry to much, maybe i think a lot about the assignment and expectation…it bothers me for that glance of moment… but then i forgot about it as time goes by… maybe when we are too happy we tend to get worried for the unknown…i dont know… perhaps it just a feeling…
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Your stories are full of advantures that make me want to go out and explore
It was the best story i read so far, period
In your story you keep mentioning you browse those websites when you are bored, can you recommend some?
I guess you are referring to escort sites. I remember citing looking for supplies…type kl escort at google and all sorts of things come out.perhaps you got lucky can try those posted there. Ive tried a few in the past, some are good and some are not worth to mention. you wont get excatly as in picture for sure. lowering your expectation by 30% when seeing them in person will make you happy.
other site such as pornsites and sammy are the cup of tea when alone in hotel.
Inside the plane my mind was racing through time, as my eye glued to the 15" screen playing movie i chose 15m ago. I kept on thinking about the plan in KL, how long my family gona stay and where they gona go shopping. Need to rent a car while they’re here and book for the flight back to hometown. I have this mind boggling idea of letting Anna stay with me once my family go back. am not sure how to make it happen, I just need to craft the plan right.
7hrs seems so slow, am on my 2nd movie. I am so happy we got the opportunity to go back. Its always the happiest moment, especially for Sally. I can imagine his heart must be beating fast out of joy. I can surely understand that. Housewife with limited friends abroad, only the kids to kept her alive day by day. Furthermore, its summer in Oman.. just a perfect time to escape. It cant be better than this.
I felt asleep half way through and i barely woke up once the stewardess shake me lightly because the flight is ascending towards klia. Through the window I can see green across the landscape…yes we are here…finally.
Chapter 5 : Location - Sunway Pyramid
Its been 5 days we are in Malaysia. The typical humid sunny weather is something that we missed a lot. Not that we like it, is just that..grateful that we are at our own country. There is always that insecure feeling (especially for me) when Im out of country. Its kinda hard to explain ..
Most of the days are filled with family affairs.. (i skip this note, i guess readers not here to read my fatherly attributes
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I did contacted the bros, and they say ‘man man, let u focus with ur family 1st. the excitement will come’. I guess theyre right. I also did reported for duty on the next assignment and get some heads up of what to do. Need to do some research and lots of analysis. Sounds interesting… we also had our 1st group meeting and know each other. some new faces, there is 1 SYT recruited. kinda high flyers from Dublin with ACCA…so they say. I guess people get excited when new faces come into the battle. Will see how it goes… but her figure remind of Yuki…now thats the catch.
I havent talk to Anna, last txt i send that i arrived in KL but need time to sort things out and reach her when everything settle down. She would understand… hopefully.
3 more days before Sally and kids go back to hometown… its kinda mix feeling…sad coz they are not here with me…happy coz gonna see Anna and the bros… its gonna get nastier… am sure. And for now, let just plan what to do for the next 3 days with the kids..maybe bring them to theme park at genting or something… buy them some new clothes and shop for souvenirs for people back home at petaling street.
I felt awkward as the time flies… as if my heart was saying that i should stop doing this with Anna and other nasty things that will make my wife unhappy…but there is another part of me cheering me like teen cheerleader to “taste the world”… Im just confuse…
It was quite a long battle of struggle…day and night, the feeling will haunt me down. it makes me numb..
Most days are filled of semi reality of Anna smiling and waving her hands..
Even though my family has left for couple of days, I still havent contacted Anna. After all, I was busy with my project and I really want to focus. I guess i just making up excuses …
A sudden tap on my shoulder bring me back to reality. It was John and Lucy (the Dublin SYT) settle down in front of me. Lucy carved a big smile at me while adjusting her chair. I put down my dunhill and light up a fresh one, lean back and exhale the smoke. I didnt smile back…but i did raise my eye brow twice (as if saying ‘Hi’). subconsciously, am still stuck in my fantasy land…and still recollecting my thoughts…where am I? …ahhh yes, starbucks klcc… its lunch time and i came here to grab a coffee. We just had our project meeting this morning…
John : Hey dude, whats the plan tonight? I heard your family already go back..
Eric : Nothing special, same ol same ol
John : I got a plan, since your house is empty. we can use your house for a bachelor party!!
Eric : Hmmm…it depends. if there are strippers…am in. Whos party?
John pointing at Lucy. Lucy’s face changes..
Lucy : Hold on. Dont tell me we gonna do this for real?
Eric : Dude, spill it !!
John : Lucy talked to me couple days ago about throwing a bachelor party for her best friend who gonna get married. But she want to do it in a club or something.. then I got this idea of having it in your bloody house!! its a perfect setup man…
Eric : No way…my neighbor will shoot me
Lucy : Yeah bad idea guys
Eric : Bad idea, my house will turn to a barn. Am not gonna do that shit!!
John : Ok ok bad idea, but hey think about it!!
Eric : ok i’ll sleep on it. but for now, its a no. u shud consider other option..hahahah
Ironically the conversation stops there and we continue talking about work, i didnt even get any other clue about the Lucy party.
Lucy seems a very open person who talks all kind of stuff and not afraid to be judged. Although i think shes trying hard to fit into the group, and she met a perfect wingman to do her bidding…its John. As one of the highflyers and senior guy, it is wise to hook up with him and get instant excess. The only thing that she overlook is ..that instant excess comes with a price. Well, as for me..as long as someone willing to pay, why bother…am sure Lucy is not that stupid to figure that out.
The afternoon was perfect, a bit cloudy but no sign of rain. As i drive through Jalan Ampang heading back home, the traffic starts to build up. Actually, tonight is a big night for me because I have decided to meet Anna at her workplace. I didnt inform her on purpose, just to surprise her and see how it goes from there…
Im having dinner with the boys at Pelita Ampang. JJ, Sam, John and Andy…all the crew are here. No special occasion, just us being us. Of course, we gona hit the bar as plan and i already said that i want to land at beach club… they didnt say much… after all, it used to be our hangout place…
We arrived at beach club rather early…around 9++ and the place is already packed. We managed to get a spot near to the live band and start ordering our drinks. Anna is no where to be found, I guess it still early… she usually come around 11. So i just seat back and enjoy the show, while the boys start to hunt for drinking partner. In fact, theres a lot of nice looking SYT..damn. 2 girls approach me and shaking my hand…start asking where am from… the same old opening line…i just plainly say am not interested. they walked off with frown on their face…
As the clock ticks away, the floor is flocked with dance and laughter. Anna should be around at this time, i said to myself. I start to walk slowly scanning for her in that busy panorama. After brief moment walking back and forth, my heart start to pound heavier…excited, worried and anxious. Anna is no where to be found… i went back to our spot… the boys are busy with their partners as if am not exist… i seat down and drink while staring furiously across and searching as wide as I can… but futile. Maybe Anna has been pre-booked by her regulars, hence she dont have to come here…or maybe she change her workplace… my mind start to assume. I should have called her earlier and things like this wont be happening.. damn it.
Anyhow, I come to conclusion…perhaps I should stop looking for her and try to enjoy the music…drink eric drink…or maybe i should go hunting… there are still a lot of SYT around…why so upset? I try to calm myself…
The night is getting darker and my leg is getting heavier. I still waiting for her… once in a while i would take a detour just to see if she already arrive. I would imagine she would be leaning on one of the doors with beers on her hand ,looking aimlessly for customer… or seating on the stool with her friends talking, try to look attractive… Sadly, it just my imagination… should i give up now? that SYT over there look tasty…maybe i should go talk to her… As i walk towards her, she look at me and smile… I smile back and nod, but i didnt stop… wtf!! suddenly i feel like i dont have the guts to talk to her… whats happening to me? i went back to my seat…and watch the live band.
I loss count how long i have been gazing and searching… suddenly Andy was whispering to me..He said, “I didnt know that one will turn into gay if he stay too long in middle east”. I punch his shoulder (more like friendly punch), he just rub his shoulder as if it really hurts and laugh at the same time… I was laughing too. Andy raise the glass to me, we drink and the rest follow. One of them signaling to me to hunt for partner, I just smile back at them.
Not really sure what to do, I succumb myself to my own thoughts…this feeling, what is it? try to rationalize it while smoking non stop… it seems like a feel of loyalty and obligation to stick with Anna hurt my ego, am not sure whether am that desperate.. but it seems that I am..i just dont wanna admit it. the feeling of waiting for someone that never come…but yet i still wait… that sliver hopes clinging weakly throughout the night…and yes, i still wait.. waiting for miracle …that so called divine intervention…or it will remain as a myth.. oh my, am sick of this…
time flies and it reach 1am…i grew tired and my judgement starts to fade as the night wonders… I finally come to conclusion that Anna will not be coming. I start to flirt aimlessly, I arrive to a stage of drunkenness of being extra friendly… struggling to purge my anger into something else…something that similar to happiness…should there is a way to do that, tonight will be my witness… I keep on drinking …redeem myself for my silly mistake… redeem myself from this single regret… regret of not calling her first…
Ahh…who cares aight? i keep yelling to myself…since the room was loud, nobody hear what i was saying…they might think that Ive gone crazy with all the booze that i had… #sadlife
At 2am we left beach club and head back home… what a night… full of frustration… i just go back home, and sleep…alone and drunk…
Someone told me before, as long as you are willing to pay the price, its ok to be stupid.
At first, am not really sure what it mean. the nearest thought i could relate to is..I normally heard news of millionaire artists doing shitty things and get away with it. Cases like drunk driving, doing drugs, rape, etc… . After getting caught, they are freeman…no jail, no nothing, as if nothing happen.
But then, I also realize that am also fit into the same context… as long as i can keep up of being burned or fooled…no matter how much money i have spend, its acceptable. I just want to find a truly honest person and am willing to pay whatever the price of discovering that. My friends always says that its impossible to find such person in this dark place.. and am not saying they are wrong either…
Chapter 6 : Location - NZ Wangsa Maju
Its a fine Saturday afternoon and waiting for Andy to come. I got his txt 1 hour before… inviting me to have brunch with him. NZ has evolved to be one of the hot spot and making it hard to find parking…knn. Settle down in one of the mamak stall and order ice tea. not long after that, Andy appear with a girl. The girl look young like early 20s with nice rack. face is 6.5, with B boobs. Blonde hair and nice smile. I come to learn that Andy bring her here before sending her back to her hideout somewhere in Jalan Alor.
We ordered our food and have a feast, nothing special..just plain nasi kandar and the girl ordered fried mee. For the 1st 20m, she didnt mutter any single word until I broke the ice asking where she come from. Although I would have known that most of them are from vietnam, i just want to struck a conversation. Who knows I can get some lead about Anna since she’s from the same office. She seems nice but very shy, she only say few words in very soft voice and am struggling to keep up with the conversation… In the end, i got nothing…
We settle down and pay our bills… Andy want to hangout some more but i guess its pretty hard to find a place to get drunk in a fucking afternoon… In the end, we go to my condo. I still have couple bottle of liquor in my shelf and the girl agree to tag along.
I pour the black label and just be ourselves. I give my wifi password & astro remote to BB (the girl name..maybe its baby but who cares). At least she can surf her fb and shit while me and Andy have started our lost battle of chess.. we drink and play chess, a typical afternoon of boredom. After sometime, I open my 2nd bottle, i grab the 12yrs glenkinchie. We already stop play chess, after Andy won 2-1. BB is outside watching KL view from 16th floor and I must say, the day is just nice… i think she is a bit drunk, her face already tomato red.
Andy make a move to flirt with her and after few moment they went to one of my guess room. After a brief moment, Andy come out with a satisfied face with big smile… BB is still in the room. Andy ask me to go in and fuck her… and with no hesitation i went inside.
BB is still wrap in towel and lying on the bed, she saw me entering the room and she smile. She grab my hand and kiss me. We DFk and ask her to BJ me… her boobs is soft and quite big, i think its a C not B. we stop and I do DATY and its already flow with love juice… she’s freaking horny
. I fuck her doggy and cow girl to completion… after we finish, she help me to remove the cdm and we go shower together..
When we went out from the room, Andy is not there… he already left..knn. I grab my phone and I saw 1 txt from him… “please send her back, i gtg
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