story of my colorless past


    Chapter #41

    i managed to scrap through my studies and made it to poly, on the first day of poly, it felt so surreal, so new, so fresh.

    the air was fresh, the school was nice.

    & stop guessing, its the one in the east.

    anyways, as i walked into the school, i pretty much didnt know what to do as it was my first day there, so i walked here and there, trying to look for the registeration counter or something like that so that i could get my administrative matters done.

    i had a tough time looking for it, but i eventually found it at a corner of somewhere in the school. i got my class timetable & headed to class.

    even looking for the classroom was a chore. but well.. once seated inside, i was looking left & right for cute guys >.< i think it’s quite normal for girls to do that laa? nobody appealing anyway.

    then there came this guy, he was like the appointed class chairman/leader that was responsible for all the first day admin matters that pertained to contact numbers, email addresses, etc etc etc .. so he was going from student to student until he reached my seat and he was like..

    ‘‘hi my name is norman, i was asked by miss tan to get your email address and contact numbers as she needs it for a report to the head of school’’

    so i promptly gave it to him and he carried on with the other students.

    lecture started, it was dry, all the introductory stuff and dry lessons, dry environment, dry people, dry dry dry!

    a few days later, about 2am in the morning, i was at home, using my computer and suddenly i received a message. it was from norman.

    it went something like this:

    N: hello vivian

    me: hi, you are?

    N: this is norman, do you remember me?

    me: oh norman, from XXXXXXX poly?

    N: yes

    me: oh ok. yesyes?

    N: i was wondering if you’d like to have breakfast tomorrow before lecture

    me: lol, are you asking me out?

    N: you can say so (:

    me: give me a reason not to reject you

    N: well i’ve got a nice smile.

    me: ok fine, that’s true somehow. time and place?

    N: macdonalds, 7am?

    me: ok see you

    n: see you (:

    the next morning, i dressed up and met him there.

    and he told me that i looked beautiful blah blah blah and he was attracted to me since the first day of school. he also asked if i had a bf or if i was seeing anyone.

    i told him no.. just brokeup recently blah blah blah.. and we started to see each other daily over breakfast, in class and we would text each other day in day out..

    and like all other dating conquests, we got together eventually after about half a year of such deeds.

    this relationship was different from the rest. in the past, all of my EXs were gang related members, this was my fresh start, this was new to me.

    norman showered me with love and gifts and we got real close, we could tell each other everything and stuff like that, but i still hid my shameful past from him. i didnt want to lose him.

    one day, we went out on a double date with another couple from our class.

    they were michelle and michael, our so called M&M chocolates.

    it was a long day, we first went to have a light meal before heading to club but we decided to leave the club earlier and go to the bridge to drink. ( u guys should know which bridge )

    while at the bridge, we played card games, finger games and even drinking games. we were all high and laughing like fools in public.

    then m&m started to touch each other and we were all like horny ._.

    then michael proposed a suggestion.

    ‘‘guys, you look over there, what do you see *points to the right side*’’

    ‘‘hotel lor’’

    ‘’lets go? tomorrow then check out’'

    norman said ok, being the gd girlfriend, i just obliged and went along with him..

    to be continued..

    Post #92
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    Chapter #42

    as we checked in, we were all like drunk kittens ..

    we wanted to just find a place to sleep till the next morning but things took a twist and while we were resting, actually is dozing off, we woke up to some sound.. i cant really remember what it was, but i had to use the bathroom, the door was closed, however. and m&m were missing. i had a hunch that they were inside.. and.. a couple, inside a toilet together? what were they doing?

    curiousity got the better of me as i slowly opened the door and peeped inside.

    i gave myself a small smile.. there they were!

    michelle was bending over the toilet seat with her bodycon dress pulled up and her thongs at her knees while michael was fucking her from the back.

    i slowly creeped in teased them for being naughty in the middle of the night, and michael jokingly teased me back by saying that i could join them if i wanted to.

    i gave his comment a serious thought because i was getting horny as well from the live action.

    he didnt stop fucking michelle all these while, and michelle’s moans really turned me on.

    but i politely excused myself while michael had his fun with michelle.

    i then went back to the bed, and lied down beside norman.. and i kept thinking about it so i asked norman..

    me: do you know what they’re doing inside?

    N: of course la haha

    me: wakao u so open minded ah? i didnt know wor

    N: hahaha, before i got tgt with u, got some experiences laa

    me: tsk!

    N: ??

    me: michael asked me if i wanted to join them lea

    N: then i how?

    me: how i know

    N: haha jk la! of course got my share laa! you first time ahh?

    me: first time what?

    N: swing!

    me: ..

    till date, me & norman only had intimate times weekly or monthly. not very active though.

    he then started to come on to me and did all his kissing on my necks and ears.. gosh, i was so wet.

    i started moaning and norman knew that i was ready, he took a condom from his wallet and capped on.

    he slowly inserted it in to me and started in missionary.

    it was good, the normal speed and after awhile, he withdrew it and left me there, hanging.

    he then went to the toilet where m&m were and told them something..

    i wore back my clothes and sat there ._.

    but after awhile, they came out together..

    and norman told me about the swing thingy.. and said they’re okay with it.

    me, being the oh-so-horny one, that was left hanging, i obliged.

    i needed it, and wanted it so badly.

    we cleared the bed covers and pillows as we exchanged partners.

    i knew michael as a friend, i could sense in school that he had a thing for me but we remained as friends, i didnt think that we would be doing this tonight.

    michael then went to get more condoms from his wallet, while norman and michelle started off.

    michelle started by giving norman a blowjob and as she was already wet due to the prior fucking, norman didnt have to do anything.

    he changed the condom and positioned her properly with her legs over his shoulders, he then slowly rolled up her dress abit and took off her thongs.

    with that, norman slowly penetrated michelle as she moaned.

    on the other hand, michael, he was quite big imo. almost or even bigger than raymond’s. he took his jeans off completely as he climbed onto my bed.

    there it was, michael’s dick with michelle’s vagina juices on it. ( yep, they didnt use condoms just now in the toilet )

    he gently pushed my head down on his dick as i tasted it.

    it had a combination of bitterness, sourness and saltiness.

    i didnt want to disgrace norman as to allow others to think that his gf was lousy in bed, so i gave it my best in terms of suction and speed, i also tried to deep throat but i ended up feeling like vomiting so i stopped.

    michael then positioned my on my back and used his hands to spread my legs open while he gave me my most orgasmic cunninglingus session ever.

    he had his tongue inside my vagina, licking the walls of it. i shivered abit as i grabbed his arms with my hands.

    he then told me to sit up as he removed my clothes, he claimed that i’d enjoy it more with my clothes off.

    he then took a condom, wore it on himself and asked me to do spread my legs. as i did what he said, he inserted his erected dick into me and started fucking, my, the feeling was just simply indescribable.

    we did a few positions before changing back to missionary.

    and before i knew it, he suddenly fucked me very hard, i knew that he was cumming. true enough, he suddenly stopped and even through the condom he used ( okomoto 0.03 ), i could feel the hot cum that he just released from the walls of my vagina.

    he then withdrew it and placed his dick infront of my face, expecting me to clean it up for him. seeing that he did a good job just now, i obliged.

    norman was also done with michelle as he reached climax via doggy, i could see michelle’s ass turn red as norman spanked her repeatedly.

    the guys went to clean up first as me and michelle rested on the bed.

    so we talked about each other’s sex life and what they did, what we did, etc..

    the guys came out and it was our turn to bathe, the bath was normal..nothing much, after the bath, i wore back my lingerie and went to bed.

    the next morning, m&m were gone and they left us a note.

    ‘‘dear vivian/norman,

    vivian was really sexy last night and i enjoyed fucking her alot.

    i hope norman enjoyed fucking michelle as well.

    we look forward to see you back in campus

    rgds,

    mike '’

    we smiled, and left the hotel that morning together.

    to be continued..

    Post #94
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    Chapter #43

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    acidicavex

    Ok since I sent sarpok on your other thread also must render support to u here sarpok!

    ty!!

    hahaha!

    Post #100
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    Chapter #44

    my relationship with norman wasn’t stable.. and we had frequent arguments day in day out.. one day, i was so depressed that i went to have a drink with a few friends at a KTV at daimaru, now they call it liang court.

    upon reaching, we placed our order of bottles and mixes like normal.

    as i was feeling down, i didnt sing or anything, just drank and drank like plain water like that >.<

    while i went to the ladies, i saw one of my friends there. his name was tommy, he was one of the aquintences i met in the past, but he came up to say hi.. so as a well mannered gesture, i said hi too.. and we stood by the isle of the ktv to talk about the past and how we were now etc.

    he also asked me if i was alone, but i told him … where got people come ktv alone de >.< so suaku! and he was like , ya hor hahaha!

    he then told me to join him for awhile later la.. have a drink.

    i knew that tommy had designs on me, but i still gonggong accept his invitation, maybe is because i was angry with norman.. then like, aiya who cares kind of attitude bah at that time >.<

    so after i went to the ladies, i dropped by his room to look for him ( ktv room, not hotel room ).

    his friends were quite a bunch of rowdy people, so i just sat down next to tommy and started drinking. suddenly, his friend came over to intro himself and say hi.. and told me that they were going downstairs to club later on ( an indian club that still exists today ). also asked if i wanted to join them, and at that time, i liked the freshness of company and friends, so i smsed my friends and told them that i’ll be leaving early.

    after about 2-3 hours of singing and drinking, we went downstairs and entered the club, we didnt drink much there as it wasn’t our comfort zone and we went there mainly for he dancing.

    so.. after we went in, we just sat by the bar and downed a few shots and decided to hit the dancefloor.. it was extremely squeezy and after awhile, i was quite tipsy and got seperated from my friends. the alcohol had kicked in and i just high/tipsy and probably abit drunk. but i just kept dancing as i wanted to forget the trouble i had with norman.

    suddenly, i felt someone holding my waist and escorting me out of the dancefloor, i initially thought that it was a bouncer because i was drunk but it wasn’t. it turned out to be a indian guy that was like.. 2 times my size, but i didnt have the energy to resist him, and i just blur blur followed him as he dragged me into one of the toilet’s cubicles(if im not wrong, it was the gents).

    as he locked the cubicle door, he put the toilet seat down and made me sit down. i closed my eyes and rested and the next thing i knew, he was carassing my boobs omg, i resisted abit but eventually gave in.

    i thought that he’d stop at after some carassing or kissing, but he didnt.

    he made me bend down facing the flushing button and grinded me from the back furiously. after that, he unzipped his jeans and took his dick out.

    it was black, hard, long and hairless, at that instance, i knew that he wanted to fuck me. i tried to scream but he covered my mouth and as i tried to leave, he gave me 1 slap. i started to cry as he pulled my mini dress up and my thongs down, i was really giddy due to the alcohol and music and i just closed my eyes as i bit my lips..

    a few moments later, he inserted his dick into me and started off in a slow manner, eventually increasing his speed as he fucked me from the back.

    my legs were giving way, but he positioned them up again.

    he then increased his speed and gave me his final few thrusts and he cummed into me. it was only then when i realized that he wasn’t wearing any condoms!

    i didnt know what to do or how to react, and that few seconds was all he took as he shot loads and loads of hot cum into me. i was shocked, and i just stared into blank space.

    as he removed his dick from me, hot cum flowed out from my vagina and down my legs, some staining my thongs, some flowing down my heels and some leftover dripping down from my vagina.

    he then cleaned up his dick with tissues and zipped up his pants before exiting the cubicle, as he left, i crumbled and sat down on the floor as tears flowed down my cheeks.. i then cleaned myself up and went outside to tell the bouncer about what happened, but they couldnt find the guy and i didnt escalate the matter too as it was also partially my fault for getting drunk and stuff like that, to us, at that time, it was normal for such stuff to happen and i only blame it on my own bad luck.

    to be continued..

    Post #110
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    Chapter #45

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    Summerhillt

    waa.. the indian club is the one beside planet paradise isit sis.. wa nah beh.. so hiong ah the indian fella. But than again the most hiong race is indian liao.. last time i remember got a case .. this indian gang sibeh dulan this chinese guy.. they go kidnap him up a van.. sodomise him and record video than tell him if he guai lan again they upload to the net.. the chinese ah beng became ah gou from that day..

    but than again lets not get the race card in this convo.. just sharing .. i have a few very good indian friends too..

    sis i dont get it.. when the indian guy grab you by the waist that time.. why your friends around you never see or stop him?? Plus i guess the bouncer either know that indian guy or he don’t give a fuck.. want to siam dai ji and cover up.

    no laa, that time we got seperated already.. too many people.

    plus, so many indian guys, even i myself cant recognize him. cant expect the bouncer to do anything also ><

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    Chapter #46

    as i progressed in poly, there were guys starting to come up to me asking for my number, instagram and so on and so forth.

    it became sort of normal for me to give them, on the condition that they were hot guys, cute guys, or really attractive ones.

    i couldn’t remember when i gave this guy my number though, but one fine evening, he texted me and we chatted over whatsapp for awhile and we exchanged photos because i really wanted to see how he looked like.

    messages between us soon became really naughty.

    he was a senior in my school, and we’d meet after classes for sheesha at arab street occasionally. his name was kelvin, pretty much the average joe. but he has a glib tongue, and most important of all, a handsome face and a toned body.

    kelvin knew that i was in a relationship with norman, but that didnt stop him from his advances and i found that point of him really attractive.

    one day, we were having the usual casual talk on a school bench and he went like, ‘‘being attached is just formality and life shouldnt be dictated on that standalone point’’ . quite chim huh? ;P

    one day, we went to sheesha as usual and we found a cozy nice corner to smoke. my bf was being the irritating bastard that night and i had more than 50 miss calls and texts from him, i decided to off my phone and enjoy the night. sheesha isn’t cheap ok! food, sheesha, drinks, we amounted the bill to about $150+ .

    as we’ve done this countless times, i didnt think much of it until that moment. we were taking turns for the sheesha until kelvin asked me about my sex life with norman. he knew i wasn’t a virgin by the looks of how i walked, my dress sense etc. i frankly told him that it was boring and standard.. dry, and i was getting bored of it. he then placed his hand on my butt area( we were sitting down on cushions on the floor ) and asked me if i wanted to try something fresh.

    i was literally shocked from his hand gestures, but i didnt reject him as he was a close friend. so i asked him in reply, fresh? what fresh?

    he then took my hand and placed it on his groin area on top of his jeans.

    i was dumbfounded, but i knew what he meant and wanted..

    i then told him that i’ll think about it. and that that subject stopped there.. we continued to enjoy our sheesha and before we left the place, he asked me.. ‘‘wanna go back to my place?’’ i knew that i had to make a decision there and then. i was tempted by his good looks, his charming personality and the freshness he could provide me with. but i also knew that i was attached to norman and i shouldn’t be doing this. but in the end,i succumbed to temptation and told kelvin that i’d prefer to go somewhere else instead as his house was a private residence in a very ulu area.

    with that, he drove us to a ’love hotel’ in bugis (moon hotel). it’s a very romantic place for such endeavors and the bathroom and bedroom is connected by a glass panel, you could see thru it, omg so kinky!

    he did the checking in as i went to the ladies in order to avoid anyone that knew me( i didnt want to take the risk ). it was very exciting deep within as it was my first time and my heart was pumping really fast!

    checked in, did the usuals, turned on the air con, played with the lights.. toyed around with the ‘branded’ soaps.. and kelvin suddenly hugged me from the back with both of his arms. i could feel his erection through his jeans and they were huge..

    he asked me if i wanted to bathe together, i hesitated awhile but agreed eventually and as i was about to dress down, he stopped me, and told me that he’d help me instead. with that, he sensually took off my top and mini shorts, revealing my inner side of beauty. he then unbuckled my bra and slowly pulled my thongs down. he then stood there for awhile, expecting me to help him undress.. but i told him to do it himself lolx.

    so he hastily did it himself and we prepared the jaccuzi/bathtub and sat down in it, i was pretty nervous throughout somehow and i kept really silent throughout, he was doing most of the talking >.<

    after awhile, he asked me i was ready to head back to the bedroom.

    i nodded in silence as i gave him a small smile.. he then held my hand as we dried ourselves up and walked back.

    we started off in 69, he was gooddddddd with his tongue.. real gooddddd.

    he was pretty big too.. about 7-8 inches on average.. and i reciprocated by giving him a nice blow too. we did alot of touching, alot of foreplay, alot of licking and kissing, and we decided that we were ready for the actual thing.

    kelvin then took a condom from his wallet and capped himself on as i willingly spread my legs for him. he had a full erection and it was really big.. as he was at my vagina entrance, he poked a little and penetrated me slowly.

    once he was fully inside, he started to fuck me really hard, i didnt know what was on his mind, so i asked him.. and he told me that seeing me with norman everyday made him wanted to fuck me so badly and he finally could do so.

    i was really deprived of sex as me and norman seldom did it that time and the feeling was just indescribable. as he fucked me, it got harder and harder, faster and faster. we did a variety of positions and we ended it in missionary.

    we had a total of 4 rounds that night and both of us were simply exhausted. we’d do it all around the room, from the bed, to the wall, to the bathroom, in the jaccuzi, and even on the floor. at the end of the night, i could feel that my vagina was expanded to the size of kelvin’s dick (norman was way smaller)

    the next morning, the hotel had cleaners arranged to clean our room and they knocked on the door to ask if they could come in to clean and tidy up.

    i was still sleeping so kelvin woke me up and i just wore my lingerie and covered myself under the quilt.

    there were 2 cleaners, 1 uncle and 1 auntie.

    as they walked in, i was like.. omg! the dustbin! kelvin had threw his used condoms in the dustbin and it was so paiseh! (he used a total of 6 last night)

    the uncle was the one that cleared the dustbin and he gave kelvin this disgusting smile and even asked him about it.. kelvin was like.. didnt even reply him and just gave him a smile.

    as they tidied up the room and left, we decided to head downstairs for breakfast, after breakfast, kelvin drove me home and we continued this affair for a few months.

    to be continued..

    Post #120
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    Chapter #47

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    ahpui123123

    Share ur experience with ur new fb also

    hm.. maybe i will

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    Chapter #48

    our affair lasted for a few months and we’d usually meet up at night as me and norman usually would go out on dates in the day.

    one day, i decided to end the affair with kelvin as it was really tiring to hide it from norman, and norman was getting suspicious because my vagina was getting looser than before and i knew that he knew what was going on. one day, he just questioned me and i decided to come clean with him about the affair, but also told him that i have ended the affair for quite some time already..

    we got in to a big argument and we broke off on that day itself.. i wasn’t feeling down or whatever because our feelings faded long ago.

    life in poly resumed and i concentrated on my studies as my examinations were around the corner, lucky for me, i aced my exams with Bs & Cs, poly not so easy okay!!

    at least passed all my modules, and was ready for graduation/prom.

    at prom, we were encouraged to come in 2s, like, a guy and a girl, and.. for me, i guess it’s singapore, and being the socially conservative country, and a girl in one, i remained quiet and just simply waited for a guy to ask me out on that night.

    so like after 2-3 days, there was this guy, that called me up ( i dont know how the hell he got my number ) and asked me if i wanted to be his date for the night. abit of social dancing, a dinner.. some champagne etc..

    so i agreed, as he was sincere, really sincere. as soon as i agreed, he turned up at my house, at 2am with a cake. saying that it was for me, and just a gesture of thanks for agreeing to be his date for the night.

    this was the first time someone did this for me and i was touched.

    and did i mention, this guy, is also my current bf.

    yep, we got into a relationship prior to prom and we’re tgt even till today.

    he doesn’t know anything about my past, but we do have sex just like any other couple out there.

    to be continued..

    Post #126
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    Chapter #49

    as i graduated from poly, which is very recent, i’ve sort of completed my initial story and i shall progress to my post poly life as i’ve received feedback from some readers here that they’d like to hear about it as well.

    everyone has a past, and this was mine.

    i hope that i’ve shed light on a different kind of singapore that you’ve never seen before.

    alrighties! post poly was fun, the need of waking up in the morning, the need of going for internships, all were over! i was overjoyed! my bf and i had more time to spend with each other and live was just slow for us, and it was good.

    then recently, he told me that he and his family would be going overseas for a family holiday for a few weeks. ( visiting his grandma that’s in canada ).

    so he’d be gone for about a few months, but we still do keep in contact via skype, facetime, etc..

    so.. as most of you guys know, i also posted a thread in another section looking for an FWB, i’d like to clarify that this position of FWB does not equal to FB alright? FWBs may engage in movies, dinners, clubbing, bla bla bla together too.

    and gosh, there are still so many idiots sending me one liners and incomplete applications, they still dared to re-pm me asking why they didnt get a reply.

    it’s like writing ‘idiot’ on a piece of paper and sticking it on their foreheads zz..

    anyway, there were very cooperative applicants too. some even went to the extent of making a video of themselves introducing themselves and sending me the link. i find that such effort should be rewarded and being a gentlemen definitely helps.

    so with that, i took my pick and chose 2 applicants, 1 FWB and 1 backup.

    in the end, i didnt even need the backup. my choice was right, and that guy i picked was so nice to me!

    fast forward a little bit, i contacted him via pm asking him to revert back with his contact number. a few minutes later, he replied( wow! efficient! ).

    but i didnt text him immediately, i went out for dinner first, and only texted him after my dinner. he was pleasantly shocked, but was happy that i picked him. i explained to him what i looked for in an FWB and how the arrangements were going to be.

    despite everything, discreet was my #1 priority. i had to avoid any unnecessary problems that might occur from being spotted in town or stuff like that.

    we arranged to meet up for drinks at a bar at CQ that night to talk about it and also to get to know each other better.

    i had a headache on what to wear and i was pretty nervous too as it was our first time meeting each other, i finally decided to go with a floral bustier top and a mini bandage skirt.

    we met each other there at around 11, but decided to club instead as we both preferred clubbing. so we decided to head to ‘dream’ as it was the nearest to us then.

    he purposely opened their minimum for a sofa so that we’d have a nice place to sit down and could talk. and i really enjoyed the place.

    he was really handsome

    totally different from the pics he sent me.

    anyways, we danced together and the most he did was to hold my waist with his hands, gentlemen loh!

    fast forward, we left the club at around 3 and we decided that the night was still early, we ended up asking each other where we wanted to go.

    as he drank quite alot, he didnt want to drive. so we took a walk to the nearby hotel just opposite ’the central’.

    i was a little tipsy, so i just hugged his arms and rested on his shoulder as he did the check in paperwork.

    we then took the lift up and had a hard time finding our room. it was our first time there!

    so.. upon checking in, i sat on the bed and he suddenly came over and pinned me down with both hands and started to kiss me uncontrollably from my lips, to my neck, then to my boobs area.

    i started to get really really wet and horny and we started to french kiss passionately for awhile before we stopped.

    we then started removing our own clothes and we were soon naked, foreplay and kissing, licking and fingering.. so much of that too.

    at one instance, he was licking my clit and i came so many times in a row.

    he was really good with his tongue.

    as i gave him a bj, i could taste his precum and to me at that time, it was delicious >.<

    soon, he was ready for penetration and he was really big. like 8’’ or something.

    he then wore a condom and when he penetrated me, i could feel my vagina expand and the feeling was just so good, to be filled up totally, he was thick too.

    we started off in missionary, and then we changed to standing cowgirl on the bedside. after awhile, we changed back to missionary and i knew he wanted to cum. as he fucked me harder and deeper, he suddenly stopped and i could feel the warmth of it through the condom.

    after he cummed, we went to take a bath together in the bathtub as i sat beside him and in his arms, he started to play with my nipples and told me that he was ready for round 2.

    we then proceeded outside and we commenced round 2.

    all in all, we had 4 rounds that night. it was non stop action until about 8am in the morning.

    my vagina was so sore and he even commented that ‘it was a well used pussy’.

    before we checked out at 1pm, he asked if i could give him a bj with cof. i politely declined as cof would cause alot of messiness so i told him he could cum in my mouth

    after about 10minutes of blowing, he cummed and i went to the bathroom to spit it out, took a quick shower and wore my clothes back and we left the hotel together for breakfast.

    we’ve been meeting for the past week for about 3-4 times a week and it has been really good so far.

    to be continued..

    Post #131
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    Chapter #50

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    LauYewTee

    Vivi, how about some pictures?

    sorry no pictures.. got to be discreet

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