story of my colorless past

alex, my bf at that time, was a ahbeng in one of the ‘rival gang’.

as i was in X gang at that time, it wasnt right(somehow or rather) for me to be dating a guy from another gang..

because of that, alex wanted me to leave my old gang.

i wanted to do so too, as the main reason i joined was because qing han convinced me to do so and i wasnt with qing han anymore..

i was going through alot of emotional stress as i knew the consequences of leaving a gang for a girl.

by that time, i was with alex for about 6-7 months and i could see that he loved me alot.. he’d shower me with flowers, gifts, clothes, and even sweet talk me once in awhile. he also stopped his flirty ways in clubs with other girls because of me..

i was in a dilemma.. a very very big one.

as i decided to put that topic aside first, because i couldnt reach a decision, alex and i continued this relationship smoothly.

after that night, we decided that we had to use condoms if we were to have sex, that was a must.

so anyways, one day.. he called me up in the middle of the night and we talked on the phone for about an hour or so.. we started to talk dirty and i was getting wet..

he broached the subject of having a threesome, so i asked him.

threesome? with who?

his reply was .. we could have it with my friend or your friend.

so i asked him.. why threesome? you never do before then fetish ahh?

and he was like.. u got do before ah? ya fetish leh..

so i told him that i had such an experience with T & P before, but i wouldnt count that as a threesome.

so he sort of convinced me to do it as i felt obligated to fulfill his fetishes la.. i was his girlfriend mah.. so i told him that i’ll ask my friend lor.

so i texted my friend yvonne and asked her..

i swear, it was SO AWKWARD!

yvonne’s one of my friends, she’s also one of my fellow gang member at that time.

19 years old, hot and sexy girl with toned bums and firm boobs.

i wanted to make it special for alex, and wanted to make him happy.

i mean, if i wanted to do something, might as well do it nicely right?

me: vonvon

y: yes, qing ai de?

me: nth la, v sian, text u nor

y: why sian? lai we go club!

me: buyao la.. 3am liao.. go there for breakfast meh

y: yahor! didnt know 3am liao

me: anyway ah, i got something to ask u leh

y: ya?

me: u now got bf or not ah?

y: got, that day that boy la very cute one. you remember him? his name blah blah blah blah blah got 6 pack blah blah blah blah blah..

me: no o.o from where sia?

y: nevermind hahahahaha! why leh?

me: my bf lor, we just not HTHT OTP then he ask me stupid question!!

y: what stupid question? hahahahaha

me: he ask me for threesome! wth lor!

y: wahseh threesome! so kinky a!

me: kinky your head la!

me: eh u want join us tmr night ma?

y: join u for what? dinner ah? (still not getting the hint/question)

me: no laa.. the threesome hahaha (jokingly asked her)

y: siao! i never even met your bf before leh

me: aiya pls la.. u’re the hottest girl i know le (really)

y: huh.. buyao la..

me: can laaa awhile only :X

y: okay lor, but maybe we go club first la? then can break ice?

me: ok tmr nite!

it was yvonne’s first threesome, she always wanted to try, but she and her bf very conservative.. cos her bf is guai kia ( this was what she told me )

she also decided to keep it a secret, only 3 of us know..

to be continued..

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Originally Posted by

MissVivi

thats why i said .. i was stupid in the past >.<

Gals too smart for guys not gd at all i think ah lian

Thanks for sharing.. this is one great thread to follow.. omg, if u have photoshop ur dp like this, then the real u must be one hottie..

it was the next night, yes next night. lol!

we decided to head to PH and alex came over to fetch me.. and we met yvonne at vivo before heading over together.

we also met some other friends there so as to make things a little less awkward

upon reaching, i introduced yvonne to alex and alex to yvonne. i could see the look in alex’s eyes, they weren’t normal.. but till this moment, alex didnt know about the threesome or the things that i’ve asked yvonne.

the night progressed and we drank quite abit..

if i can remember correctly, it was about 4 bottles of martell and about 2 trays of shots. but shared among about 7 people

i then asked yvonne if she wanted to go to the ladies with me(boys, if you didnt know, the ladies is a place where we girls have our secret talks) i’ve even spent more than an hour sitting down inside just to talk with my friends hahahaha! anyways, so ya we went .. and i asked her what she thought of the idea i proposed to her last night..

and she was like.. errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr ok

i was actually looking forward to it because it’d also be a first for me, sort of la.

so we went back to our tables and i asked alex to accompany me out for a smoke, after we lighted up, i asked him what he thought of yvonne.

and he went like .. ‘‘chio lor’’ , ‘‘quite hot’’ , ‘’not bad’’ ..

so i decided to be honest with him and told him about the threesome he mentioned, and that i actually asked yvonne and she agreed to it.

he was so happy, so excited, so ‘horny’ >.<

we then went back inside and finished our drinks, by that time, it was around 4, PH was about to close le, so we decided to go to the nearby hotel for the threesome, of course, alex had to pay for everything

to be continued..

upon leaving the club, we flagged a cab and the 3 of us sat behind.

alex was in the middle of us and it was like a prelude of the threesome.

upon reaching, we waited at the lobby while alex did the registrations and stuff.. and we were ready to go.

yvonne was wearing a super ultra sexy black colored tight fit mini dress that revealed her boobs, they were literally spilling out from the top.

and as i knew that there was a chance that we might be doing it tonight, i dressed to kill as well.

i was in a spag top and mini bandage skirt, and i purposely didnt wear any bra that night x:

anyway, as we checked in, we were very nervous as it was a first time for us.

we started playing music via our phones that were connected to a external portable speaker and i told alex that i was going to have a bath first.

yvonne then said that she also wanna have a bath first, so alex thought, why not you both bathe together? save time+kinky wth, i was dumbfounded and shocked but i was like .. ok lor can.

yvonne was still shy but agreed to it.

in the bathtub, each me and yvonne decided to takeone side each and we started to foam up the bubbles to reduce the awkwardness.

it was a first for me, but when i saw yvonne stripped off her dress, her toned body was simply ’to die for’ for any guys out there.

at 19 years old, she had me envying her body as it was the dream body every girl would dream of having.

toned ass, firm boobs that were at least a 36C, a curvy body with a slutty face.

she then removed her undies and went into the tub.

i slowly removed mine as well and we were soaking while talking about her life.. i got to know from her that she and her bf doesn’t always have sex because her bf’s always busy etc.. so she’s sort of sexually deprived..

and that’s what makes her want to go out and play.

i also asked her about tips to attain her kind of body and alot more boring girl girl stuff which i doubt u guys wanna read hahaha..

so ..fast forward , it was about 15 minutes later and we decided to stop the soaking.. i also told her that you can just treat alex as her bf tonight.

she cheekily reply ‘‘hahaha okie tonight ah!’’

we then promptly wore our lingerie back and covered ourselves with the bathrobe that was provided by the hotel and went out of the bathroom.

alex, on the other hand, was patiently waiting for us to be done so that he could have his bath.

he then went in once we came out, but i felt that it was a little boring so i told yvonne, ehh why not hor u go bathe him laa? can start the night!

she was hesitant because she was shy, but after much persuasion by yours truly, she tip toed into the bathroom.

from outside, i could hear them talking, but i couldnt make out what they were talking about, but after awhile.. i heard the door close tightly.

to be continued..

being the curious me, i walked over to the bathroom and tried to put my ear on the door to listen. but i couldnt hear anything and the curiosity in me was making me so .. aiya the feeling is like. tsk, grr!! kind of feeling.

so i decided to slowly open the door to peep inside, as the bathroom was rather big, even if i opened the door, they wouldnt know that i was there.

i couldnt see anyone inside, but from the mirror’s reflection, what i saw shocked me.

yvonne was naked, and so was alex, and yvonne had soap all over her body and was rubbing against alex from the back, alex on the other hand, was having a huge erection. yvonne then pressed some soap and washed his dick properly.

i didnt expect things to progress that fast, but as i knew they were busy inside, i decided to close the door back and go back to the bed and wait.

after awhile, they came out together and we sat on the bed together.

i teased yvonne and told her that i saw what happened inside, and how naughty and wild she was.

alex decided to make the first move by asking me over to his side as he hugged me. yvonne was on the other side of him and he was in the middle.

as the bed was a queen sized bed, we had quite a big play area.

i then took off my bathrobe and sat back into his arms, yvonne mimic-ed my move and the both of us were left with her lingerie while alex removed his boxers.

it was so exciting and kinky, i swear.

i then told yvonne, why not you start the night, since you’re the guest (:

she then unbuckled her bra from the back and threw it on the floor, and started remove her thongs as well, she then adjusted her hair and climbed on top of alex and started to kiss him passionately around his ears and neck, slowly going down to his chest and nipples, then to his thighs and finally ending her journey at his 7 inched dick.

she then begun to suck on the head tightly, i could see her veins on her neck popup and that could tell me the pressure she was using.

she was doing her thing and she was good at it, deep throat was her forte anyway. i could see from alex’s face that he was enjoying it so much.. while i was by the side in his arms, he started to fondle me and grope my boobs.

i was turned on immensely by then, i shivered abit due to the excitement and i too decided that it was my turn to pleasure my man.

within seconds, i took my lingerie off and it joined the rest of it’s kind on the floor, while i started licking alex’s nipples, he started moaning heavily.

awhile later, yvonne stopped the blowjob and started to come on to me.

i didnt know that she was a bi, but what she did turned me into a bi that fateful night.

as i was giving alex a blowjob, alex was lying down as a i crawled between his legs in the doggy position.

yvonne on the other hand, came from my back and started lick me fast and hard on my vagina. i was so turned on and i was literally dripping wet.

she even teased me about enjoying it so much based on the wetness.

i was blushing a little bit, and decided to turn around to enjoy it instead.

she continued her ‘assault’ on my vagina as alex came over to suck my nipples.

we exchanged here and there and touched each other until alex decided that it was time to do it. i took a quick look at my phone and we actually did this petting for about an hour! omg! alex took the box of condoms i prepared for him from my bag and placed the whole box beside the pillow.

i actually didnt know how much he’d need so i bought a box of 12.

abit crazy i know but.. it’s better to be prepared!

he tore one open and wore it on himself while asking me and yvonne.

‘‘who wants to go first?’’

and me and yvonne were like, she! she! SHE! she!! she!

alex then told us, ‘’nvm, u both do doggy position and stay there’’

so we got into position and alex positioned himself behind yvonne and said, ‘‘i’ve been wanting to fuck you the whole night’’

with that, he penetrated his dick into yvonne and started to fuck her.

yvonne was moaning so loudly so i asked her, wahhhh you how long never get fucked le? she told me since last month.

i was like omg! so long!

after awhile, alex took his dick out and told me that it was my turn.

so i positioned myself properly and slowly i could feel his dick inch by inch inserting into me.

he kept it inside for awhile and started to kiss yvonne while fondling with her boobs.

he was soon fucking me but it was the soft kind of slow sex. we didnt do any hard fucking yet.

he then withdrew and signaled yvonne to lie down. i could see that he wanted to fuck her more than me that night as to him, i guess it was a fresh experience. but i was ok with it anyways.

he then slowly inserted his dick into her and fucked her in missionary while i was rubbing him from the back.

the 3 of us were so horny and with the music and the booze earlier, we were chaos, havoc and sexual monsters lololol

after alot of fucking, alot of kisses and oral stimulation, alex had the urge to cum and he decided to use yvonne to cum.

yvonne was so much hotter than i was and she could make any warm blooded male cum using her body at any point of time, that’s an undeniable fact.

alex was tired due to the fucking and yvonne decided to blow him instead.

after several minutes of deep throat, alex couldnt take it anymore and decided to cum in yvonne’s mouth, wave after wave, it went straight down her throat as she was deep throating him.

after alex was done releasing, he then went to the bathroom to wash up while me and yvonne rested on the bed.

after awhile, we decided to start round 2.. and it was alex’s turn to pleasure us. things were steamy, extremely hot.

i had alex fucking me missionary while yvonne was squating on top of my face and she had me licking her all the way.

alex was fucking me so hard and fast and i came about 3-4 times, the bed was so wet! alex then decided that it was yvonne’s turn, and she got the same treatment i received from alex and she was moaning away in pleasure.

after about 30-35minutes of activity, alex had that urge again to cum.

this time, he wanted to cum in yvonne’s vagina.

missionary position, about 20minutes of hard fucking and alex suddenly stopped and kept his dick inside.

i knew he was cumming and his expression was so ‘shiok’, despite him having the condom on.

we decided to call it a night, and yvonne went to bathe first as alex hugged me on bed outside.

i also took the initiative to use my mouth to clean up his dick as he had cummed and the taste was just simply extraordinary.

i wouldnt do that now, but at that time, we were just high and horny.

yvonne came out of the bathroom naked, frantically looking for her lingerie and dress, it was a funny moment as alex picked up her bra and teased her with it, she could only get it back after giving him a kiss, which she did.

me and alex then took turns to bathe, he went in after i came out.

yvonne was already dressed by then and waited for us to be done before we left the hotel together.

at the lobby, the bellboys or hotel staff stared at us probably because we came down together and our hair were still wet.

took a cab, and we sent yvonne home first before alex sent me home.

it was a ridiculously exciting night for the 3 of us and a moment to remember.

after that day, yvonne and i remained gd friends as we’d go clubbing together once a week and even during clubbing, alex would have his hands on her sometimes etc..

to be continued..

me and yvonne became very close ‘sisters’ and we talked about everything from shopping to fashion to even sex.

yvonne, apparantly didnt forget the pleasure she received during the threesome and was also having a headache on how to spice up her own sexual life with her bf.

her bf was the typical poly guy that was in his final year of school and was pretty buff due to his gym endeavors.

so there was this fine day where she actually proposed a threesome between me, and them.

i actually felt that it was fine, and fair too because she also agreed to join mine, but i wasn’t allowed to tell her bf that she joined mine.

it was like a little secret between us.

so after reaching home that day from work, i decided to call alex and tell him about it.

me: dear

alex: ya?

me: i just reach home

alex: okay

me: anyway just now at work, yvonne asked me if i could join her and her bf for a threesome leh

alex: wah like that my gf gonna get fucked by other guy ah?

me: aiya nvm la, u that time also fucked his gf what..

alex: sian, ok lor.

me: i tmr go club with them, then after that we’ll be going hotel. u dont wait for me ok?

alex: ok, when u reach home, call me.

me: ok. u sure u ok hor? just for fun only, no strings attached de

alex: ya 1 time only hor. no next time

me: ya ok.

so the next day came and i was in a dilemma on what to wear..

it was very nervous for me but i was actually looking forward to it because i really missed the threesome session we had with yvonne and my bf.

i decided on a bustier and high waisted denim shorts after severe considerations.

inside, i had la senza’s pushup bra(strapless) and matching lacy gstring.

i wanted to be at my top best performance that night, the thought of it just made me wet.

i was literally a horny slut at that point of my life.

met yvonne and her bf at PH about 10 that night, my first impression of her bf was like, woah! his face was just so-so, but his arms were as big as my thighs and i couldnt imagine the size of his dick and if he had 6packs lor!

but i just played it cool and said hi to him..

we danced and drank like YOLO teens and got semi wasted..

about 3am++,we left and took a cab to the hotel they wanted..

oh did i mention, her bf’s name was jim.

yvonne had told jim about the threesome last night and thruout the whole night, he knew that he was going to have his way with me later that night.

i thought he only knew before we left the club >.<

so anyways, we arrived at the hotel, it was a posh one(jim didnt save on this) and we checked in promptly.

they were a very open minded couple and jim asked if i wanted to bathe together, which i politely rejected as i was still shy

so yvonne and jim went to bathe together while i waited outside.

after they were done, they walked out naked and i was totally lost for words.

jim’s dick was about 1.5x of alex’s, and it was probably due to the fact that he was half angmo half chinese. and his 6 pack was like so toned.. it was the first guy i’ve met with 6pack

i was staring at it until yvonne came over to me and said.. big hor?

i was like, uh ya haha.

so i went to take a bathe alone, when i was done, i was contemplating if i should go out naked or what, but in the end, i decided to go out in my lingerie instead.

i slowly walked out and yvonne was cheering for me as i smiled in awkwardness and jim had that smirk on his face which spelled trouble for me.

jim held my waist as he pulled me on to the bed which he and yvonne were on and into his arms there i laid, he then asked me if i had a bf or something and if he knew about it.

i lied to him that i had a bf and knew about it, that probably raised his ego by a yard. i mean, to fuck another guy’s girlfriend with his knowledge? yes that’s an ego booster for sure.

he was amazed by my answer, and commenced action by removing my bra and pulling down my strings, by that time, we were all high by the alcohol and the atmosphere.. the ambiance was so alluring and sexy.

jim then pounced on me, kissing me from head to toe..

yvonne was kissing me from the side and it was such a major turn on..

he then lifted himself off and started light petting with yvonne, yvonne’s lingerie was off by now, as he achieved full erection, he took a condom, put it on and started fucking yvonne. i could see that he was no rookie to threesomes. . . so i just casually asked him about it and it turned out that he did it with his ex girlfriends before , no wonder he’s not shy.

a good man that can perform and can pleasure 2 girls at once is a gem, trust me. yvonne’s moans were loud, louder than the session we had, i was wondering why. but it was soon before i realized.

jim took his dick out of yvonne and told me to lie down in missionary, spreading my legs wide for him, i could sense it, he then slowly penetrated his dick in to me with one thrust and started fucking me.

his dick went in totally, my clit could touch his pubic hair area.

and it wasn’t long before i realized that i was tearing due to the pain.

he then slowed down, but didnt stop fucking me.

the more i teared, the harder his dick became and the harder he fucked me.

in that position, as i layed there while he fucked me for about 20minutes non stop, he finally cummed in the condom as i was relived off the pain and pleasure that i was receiving.

as he slowly withdrew the condom, blood flew out of my vagina and onto the bed sheets..

as i sat up, more blood flew out and the bed was a gory sight of red.

i then went to the bathroom to wash up while yvonne gave jim a blowjob to clean up the ‘mess’ on his dick.

i was fine, it was something small.

after resting for about an hour, and watching the live petting show, i was horny again. and jim told me to join him on the bed, he hasn’t finished unloading and asked if i could give him a blowjob to end things up since i was hurt down there.

i obliged as i placed his enormous dick into my mouth.. sucking it from the balls to the tip, teasing him from time to time with my extremely long finger nails..

i then increased the speed and suction and for the next 10minutes, i was sucking yvonne’s bf’s dick infront of her while she played with my boobs and gave me small pecks from time to time.

after about 15minutes of blowing, jim told me that he was about to cum and asked me where he could cum on.

i didnt reply him, i just continued sucking and within the next few seconds, jim cummed into my mouth.

i didnt swallow it, i ‘returned’ it to yvonne, and she swallowed it infront of jim.

that concluded our kinky night.

back home, i called alex and told him about the experience.

but i didnt tell him about the bleeding and jim’s dick’s size.

apparantly, he was turned on. wth!

to be continued..

about two weeks passed and my vagina has healed, so me & alex resumed our weekly sexual routine. i didnt tell him about the incident, but i only told him that i wasnt feeling comfortable.

remember the time when alex asked me to leave my gang?

he asked me about it again, and we got into a serious discussion before coming to a decision.

a decision that i made, a decision that left me in so much pain and agony..

i had decided to leave the gang, but i didnt join alex’s one.

i went back to the headquarters( that house ) and looked for P.

told him about my decision and he gave me 2 choices.

1. i do a cleansing round

2. my bf was to be beaten up by them for a cigg’s time

i weighed my choices and i knew that if i were to pick #2, they’d beat him really bad because he’s from another gang, i didnt want to, but i chose #1.

i didnt tell alex about it and i decided on that on the day itself.

for all that dont know.. cleansing round is done when a girl intends to leave the gang, it differs from gang to gang, in mine, it also means that the girl has to get fucked by all the guys in that area she belonged in.

which in my case, was about 11 guys.

i knew that it was a decision that i’d live to regret, but i was still young that time and i didnt have the mentality nor maturity to make other decisions.

so i went with that.

P then sent an sms to them and told me to go in the room and wait.

i took a peek at the sms & it wrote something like that..

’’ vivian leaving, come back now for final round ''

as i walked into the room, fear engulfed me.

the guys that i clubbed with, sang ktv with, danced with, slacked with, my friends, my gd friends, even my ex bf’s friends, there were all in that 11.

i knew how the procedure was like, and i was ready for it.

i walked into the room, placed my handbag on the table, and sat on the bed.

about 15 minutes later, someone walked in.

it was jia hao, my area’s gina-tao. he was the fiercest of them all, and when i intended to leave the gang, im not one of them anymore, and they were merciless when it came to fucking me.

jia hao told me to take off my clothes, which consisted of a normal spag top, my mini denim shorts, my thongs and a lacy bra.

he then took my thongs and smelled it.. and gave a comment, ‘‘whoa cb, quite nice smell leh, but when u leave this room tonight, it’ll become ccb for sure’’

i gave a sigh, and lied down, told him to start.

he then took off his skinnies, wore a condom and started to fuck me.

there were no foreplay, nor lubrication. it was just sore, extremely sore.

after 5 minutes or so, he cummed into the condom, removed it and threw it in the dustbin next to the bed.

one by one.. they came in and did their thing. a few of them were younger than me, as young as 16.

it wasn’t enjoyable at all, it was like a routine.

by the 9th guy, i was bleeding, but they didnt know and they continued their deed.

i didnt want to utter a word about it, i just wanted it to end.

finally, it was over. i’ve put all my responsibilities and commitment down.

as the last guy walked out of that room, the room was filled with a foul smell that consisted of my vagina juices, our sweat and the used condoms.

i braced myself up as i wore my thong back, then my denim shorts, then my spag top.

i didnt even bother to wear my bra back, i just simply stuffed it into my bag.

as i walked out of the room’s door, my legs collapsed as they were too weak to walk, and i fell right down on the floor. i rested awhile on the floor and stood up again to leave the house.

they didnt even bother about me as i wasn’t a part of their lives anymore.

since that day onwards, i’ve never stepped back into that house again.

i went downstairs, took a cab home and called alex to tell him about it.

i told him i left the gang, but i didnt tell him about the cleansing procedure.

after that day, i didnt want to have anything to do with gangs anymore.

i also discontinued my relationship with alex as i started a new chapter in my life.

poly ~

to be continued..

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Originally Posted by

youngboy123

Sis do you happen to be from glh? They’re one of the only few gangs that still practice this procedure in this era.

hahas, cannot say out laa.. secret de leh :X sorry!

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Originally Posted by

sarahxx

can’t imagine u hv to go thru this.. must be so painful both emotionally and physically.

hope things r much better now. tc babe

ty babe

its all in the past le hehe!