i’m here today to share a story of my past. i’ve successfully left it behind, but not many people can.
my name is vivian, and the story that i’m going to tell you is the truth and nothing but the truth.
abit about me, i’m 21 this year and have just graduated from poly recently.
i’m attached, but my current bf doesn’t know of my past as i met him in poly.
i dont think i’ll be planning to tell him about it yet, so here’s my first hand account of my tale.
to be continued..
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Originally Posted by
gotnotime
Sounds like an interesting story..
Looks like it, also camping for more
oh my god.
actually i’m pretty new to this forum, i really did not expect such a huge response just after my first post, lolssss..
my PM was full and i had a few friend requests also, lolssss..
okay, i’ll get back to my story.
yep, so like what i mentioned in my first post, abit of my info.. but i have to be really careful what i post here because this is the internet afterall and the internet is wildfire.
i never know who might be reading this, i dont even know if my bf surfs this forum..so ya.
back then, i was still a teen, probably around 15/16 years old and i was studying in this neighbourhood secondary school..i remember that it was the first day of sec3 and at that time, every year we sure change class, which also means changing classmates and teachers.
every year, since sec 1, i hoped to get into a class with alot of shuai ge(cute boys), i dont know if it’s normal or not but i guess it was for me at that point of time coz i’ll be spending the next year with them and it was ‘important’ for me lor.
so somehow sec1 & sec2 didnt have much coz all still boys, then went to sec3, first day of school i queued up during morning assembly that time, realized that my class quite alot of ahbengs, and is those macho kind, i think they always go gym and play basketball after classes those kind of guys..
well, i was happy, but didnt think much of it at that point of time because my main aim in sch was to study. not for this kind of things.
however, the school had this ‘buddy arrangement’ for us so that we could update each other on the assignments, homework, or made sure that we turned up for classes, etc.
and that was my life’s turning point.
that was, when i met ben ..
to be continued..
Camping well why surprise?? The ratio of men here is 1000000:1 so as long as u use a gal nick regardless u are female or male. Many will jump in on being the 1st hoping to score.
Anyway on with the stories pls.
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MissVivi
oh my god.
actually i’m pretty new to this forum, i really did not expect such a huge response just after my first post, lolssss..
my PM was full and i had a few friend requests also, lolssss..
It’s very normal to get such response. Woman in this forum is like a diamond.
welcome to the sbf
i agree that sec 3 is usually the time when people start to get raging hormones and all hell breaks loose.
camping with a few bottles of coke and chips.
ben, like any other guy.. had 2 eyes and a nose.
but what made him different compared to the other guys were his to-die-for flirting skills.
i’ll admit it, it was a first for me. nobody actually did flirt with me like how he did.
i was soft inside, i gave in to his flirting and sort of fell for him.
back then, it was a daily issue of teasing and flirting that we had.
but the thing is, he was in a gang. and to my horror, he was actually one their ‘junior heads’, so the thing is.. i was so mesmerized with him, and this bad point of his didnt stop me from meeting/talking to him .. it just didnt affect me that much.
in fact, i enjoyed the company and brotherhood they shared.
we’d slack and hang around after school at neighbourhood void decks or basketball courts, and sometimes they tend to have ’taiji’ to settle outside school with rival gangs or even other students.
it was an eye opener for me i’d say.
and through ben, i also got to know alot of his friends that were in the same gang as he was in. and we’d usually slack our saturdays away in suites @ kbox or something.
there were older guys there, so ordering of alcohol will not be questioned.
but the ones that were drinking it? me.
i even picked up smoking, which was a bad move i decided on.
but i guess due to the peer pressure, most of us will give in.
that was the life i had during sec3.
at the start of sec4, i still kept in contact with ben and his friends as we were all used to each other’s company already.. and by then, i guess i’d say that we were gd friends.
although we went to different classes during sec4, ben would still call me or text me on a daily basis.
it was valentine’s day and ben called..
he asked me if i had a date for the evening, which i replied no.
so he asked me if i wanted to go out with him that evening.
i found it suspicious because all these while, we’ve never gone out alone.
it was always with his friends.. so i asked him, ’’ just the both of us ’’ ?
he then replied, yep!
at that moment, i was a little nervous, i was excited, i was happy?
nervous because it was a solo date, excited because it was the first time someone dated me out. and happy because i wouldn’t be spending valentines alone again.
so i agreed to it, and he came over to fetch me around 7pm..
we went to a restaurant in vivo and after that we went to sing K upstairs.
after singing, we went over to sentosa and he had this really beautiful room decorated, it was there, he asked me to be his girlfriend.
i really really cried, i was so touched.
we then decided to spend the night there, if not the $400 for the room would have gone to waste.
to be continued..
after settling down, we decided to have a bath so that we could go to the balcony and enjoy the breeze or have a drink together.
and as i didn’t prepare any clothes with me, i had 2 choices.
i could either wear back my own clothes after bathing or i could just wear the bathrobe that was provided by the hotel resort.
and because i was in a bustier dress which was pretty uncomfortable, i picked the bathrobe instead.
we took turns to bath, i wasn’t comfortable with bathing with him yet although we were in a relationship at that point of time.
after bathing, we had a few glasses of liquor by the balcony and decided to call it a night.
by then, it was about 2am le..
we were sleeping individually(although on the same bed) for about an hour before i felt something weird ..
to be continued..
as weird as it may sound, it was actually just ben who was fondling around and hugging me.
but his fondling soon became groping, and he started to stick his hand into my thongs.
it really felt weird, but because i didnt want to disappoint my bf, i gave in to him.
one thing led to another and we ended up having sex.
it was actually my first time doing it and it was extremely painful.
but somehow i was wet enough for him to penetrate me..
as it was my first time, we didnt do much, but we really enjoyed the session.
after doing, we went to sleep and after we woke up the next day, we went back home to rest.
fast forward a little bit, it was a monday and had school.
as usual, i met ben in school and during recess, he texted me to meet him at level 4, which was a very ulu place in the school.
i didnt know what he wanted, but he just asked me to go in the gents with him.. and he told me that he wanted it.. and so he asked me to bend over inside the cubicle while he lifted up my skirt and pulled down my thongs.
without hesitation, he wore his ’extra lubricated’ condom and started to fuck me from the back. we did this almost on a daily basis and i guess it was because i was fresh to him, thats why he liked it.
we carried on this kind of life until about july, by then, i sort of transformed into a full blown ah lian because of the environment and company i mixed with..
until one day, a friend of mine told me that he saw ben with another girl outside, i was shocked, and i asked her got any proof or not.
but she didnt have, but i still confronted ben anyways, and he denied it.
i also dropped the suspicion as i didnt have any evidence of it.
we continued this relationship for about 6 months and there was this day where i went back to his ‘headquarters’ with him, it was actually this house where his gang members were.
so i was introduced to his ‘friends’ and i sort of sat next to him only and didnt talk much.
to be continued..
a year passed and everything was normal for us until ben’s letter for his ns enlistment came..
it took our relationship to the test and our relationship was on the rocks..
as ben wasn’t studying, he was obligated to serve his ns quite early..
and at that point of time, i was very close to his friends which was in fact, a bad thing.
many would say that i should have been smarter than that, but i guess it was the playfulness in me that got the better of me at that point of time
it was a random wednesday night and we decided to go clubbing, i was only 17 then, but a friend of mine knew the bouncer and we somehow managed to sneak me and another friend in.
altogether , there were 7 guys and 4 girls that night.
besides my friend ’ling’, i didnt know anyone there that night
but we just joined in the fun anyways
it was quite late into the night already.. when this guy came up to me.
he was one of ling’s friends that was in our group that night, and he started hitting on me and under the influence of the alcohol and the music, i sort of flirted with him a little bit too..
he then started to come closer to me and even placed his hands around my waist.. i thought that was alright because we were in a club anyway and it was pretty normal afterall..
his name was raymond and the coversation went something like that..
R : hey hi my name’s raymond
me : hello, i’m vivian
R : not dancing with ling?
me : nope, rest awhile first. later bah
R : come la we go dance, the dj playing that song now damn nice
me : huh both of us ah?
R : uh huh
me : why you dontwant ask your gf dance with u?
R : she playing 5 10 with the rest, lai la
me : okie ba she dont mind hor?
R : wont one, dont worry
me : okays
he then held my hand and we went to the dancefloor, in the midst of dancing, the dancefloor became quite packed and he started to grind me from the back. i could feel it because i was wearing thongs and his ‘shape’ of his dick in his jeans was on my butt.
i knew that he was trying to hit on me cos i was in this mini black dress that revealed my curves and i guess he was attracted to that.
for the full 4-5 minutes of the song, the grinding made me really wet and horny, but i knew my boundaries. until he started to kiss my neck from the back. that was my breaking point, i couldnt take it anymore..
to be continued..