- “Why not? That’s what this is all about
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love. I think it pains you to hear it because you know it’s true. And you know that you love me too.”
CHAPTER 10
Vel lay nude in her bed. Cheese sat on the edge of the bed, hovering over her new sister like a nurse looking over a sick patient.
However, Vel wasn’t sick, she was just tired. She’d slept past noon, then took a long hot bath. Then she called Cheese to come over and then lay in her bed waiting for her to arrive. She now had the energy to go do things, but she felt so lazy that she just wanted to stay in bed.
Cheese looked down with concern. “How you doing?” She was still dressed in her outside world clothes, as she’d rushed to Vel’s side as soon as she’d gotten a call to come over. She was concerned for her friend.
“Good, physically. It’s the mental part that worries me.” She drew her finger in invisible circles around her temple, making the sign for craziness. “I’m officially koo-koo for cock n’ nuts.”
Cheese burst into laughter at Vel’s word play on a famous breakfast cereal slogan. “I love this new sense of humor that’s shown up with your sexual liberation. … My God, he drained you that good? You’re still reeling?”
Vel smiled a bit naughtily. “As a matter of fact, he did. But that’s not my problem right now - it’s that I’m so addicted. Now that I’ve had him in me, I must have him again and again! I thought last night would quench my need for a while, at least a few days, but it’s only redoubled it! I’m such a hopeless nympho. If his fat stick isn’t sliding between my legs, or at least in and out of one of my holes or between my tits, then life seems pale and meaningless. But I’ve been so bad.”
Vel then went on and explained the events of the morning, focusing on how she’d cheated Joanna by stealing a fuck away from her. She played up her role to be as dastardly as she could make it, because she felt particularly remorseful at the moment.
Cheese mostly just listened, but she scooted down the bed and pulled the sheets away so she could massage Vel’s legs. That was a very appreciated gesture.
When Vel finished her story, Cheese knew it was her turn to speak. She said, “Vel, I know exactly how you feel, it’s just that the feelings for you are magnified since you were essentially a vaginal virgin. Ron’s small, limp dick hardly counts. One good thing is that in time your need will lessen after the novelty wears off. But I’ve often been through what you’re going through today - that feeling of withdrawal, the suffering of not getting solidly nailed. I’ve been going through it all weekend in the worst way, as you know. Luckily, I’ve come up with some coping strategies. The main thing is that you just have to get used to it. There’s only one Shawn, and there’s four of us, plus all his other fucks.”
Cheese looked at the clock next to the bed. “Look. It’s near the end of lunch at school right now. I’ll bet he’s drilling a cunt right now.” She wasn’t far off - Shawn had gotten a great dual blowjob from Sera and Sheryl just a few minutes earlier.
Vel just moaned in pleasure at that. Her heart was filled with pride at the idea of Shawn having his pick of the best teen pussy and fucking them in secret during lunch while everyone else just ate. She also ardently hoped that he was banging as many teachers and staff as were Shawn-worthy.
Cheese continued, “Given the royal, deluxe fucking you got, I’m sure you’ll agree that it’s only fair that the others get their chance today. In fact, some resentment has been building that you get an unfair share, what with your nightly goodnight kiss and cocksuck, the Tuesday tradition, before school fun, and more.” She cleverly talked about “the others” as if she was neutral in the matter, when in fact she was talking about herself as much as anyone, if not more.
Even the completely trusting Vel picked up on that fact. “Do you resent me, too?”
“Of course. Not all the time, but sometimes. You know how cuntally-focused I am, and after last night I think you can begin to see why. Nothing beats getting a vagina filled to the brim with a stiff, meaty, and oh-so-slippery organ! But I also love you dearly, and I understand you, and forgive you. There’s bound to be jealousies. But if you did try to make it more fair, it would be better for the harem dynamic. We all know how much Shawn loves you and your scorching hot body, and he’s going to tend to choose you the most. You know I’ve had some issues at being the second fiddle, and it’s a difficult issue for me. It’ll take time for me to get over my resentments relating to that alone. So please try to understand our needs a bit more, and don’t monopolize him so much, okay?”
Vel squirmed around and complained, “But it’s so haaaard! I want to be filled! Drilled! Pounded! Shawn needs to demonstrate his complete and utter control over me by treating me like a cheap whore! My cunt has been tamed by him and belongs to him; he should use it and abuse it, daily! Hourly! He needs to drown me in his thick cum!” She moaned some more as she scissored her thighs together in memory of the night before.
“I know, Mom, I know. I feel the same. But let’s be realistic and look at the numbers. If we look long-term, he’s probably going to average about six climaxes a day. He’s doing better than that right now, but he’s bound to settle down a bit once the initial excitement wears off. He may even not regularly make six. So with Angela and all the outside pussy and whatnot, that means the four of us will probably only get approximately one of his climaxes a day. There will even be days you don’t get any!”
Vel moaned louder than before, but in extreme distress this time. She was acting as if all she could do was moan and lay in bed to get fucked, but that was just her laziness. She focused on the pleasures of Cheese’s hands kneading her thighs for a while, but finally added, “How will I endure? If I can’t help myself, like this morning, there’s going to be big trouble.”
Cheese replied confidently, “There’s only one option. Obviously, we can’t have any other man. The very idea disgusts me.”
“Obviously!”
“And we can’t go without sex. That’s like going without air, now that we’ve fully tasted these joys. So to bide our time, us femmes need to fuck each other more often. I know we’ve talked about this before, but we need to do it a LOT more often, and we haven’t been. Which leads me to coping strategies. These morning sessions with you every day have been vital for me keeping my sanity. If it weren’t for you fingering and doing me with a strap-on almost every morning this past week, I think I would have died from pure fuck need.”
“That’s true,” Vel agreed. “We should play around some right now.”
Cheese paused and her eyes brightened, filled with anticipation. “You mean it? You’re up for it?”
“Sure,” Vel answered with growing enthusiasm.
“Woo-hoo! It’s Vel time!” Cheese suddenly stood up and began to peel her clothes off. For once, she actually had on a bra and panties to remove, and she took them off so vigorously that they almost ripped. She enthused, “Vel, this is one of my favorite parts of the day! God, I love sex!” She playfully stuck out her freakishly long tongue and winked.
“I noticed,” Vel answered wryly. “I love it too. But the problem is I love it too much. We need to do something different today. We’re always talking about Shawn, and when we fuck, one of us is usually pretending to be him. In my current state that would only drive me mad with desire. Plus, most of my body has recovered, but my cunt is still tender. Otherwise, believe me, I would have been fingering it before you even got here. I can’t get any relief today!”
“Not true,” Cheese replied knowingly. “This gets to the issue of coping strategies. We have to be clever. For instance, your ass is fine, isn’t it?”
Vel huffed, “Unfortunately. He didn’t even fuck it once last night!”
Cheese smiled, “Now, Vel, what did I say? Don’t be so greedy or it’ll just generate more resentment. You know he didn’t only because you wanted him to do your cunt instead. I figured your asshole would be your best hole today, so look what I brought.” She pulled out an anal dildo she’d thoughtfully picked up from the underwear cabinet on her way in.
Vel rolled over eagerly so Cheese could insert it. “You’re the best best friend and sister ever! I promise I’ll try my best to share with you and the others more; it’s the least I can do for such wonderful and thoughtful people like you. But in the meantime, how can I make you happy? You’re probably as hard up for some Shawn cock as I am.”
“Worse! It’s only been hours for you; it’s been four days vaginally unfucked for me. I don’t count that game of Fuck Fuck Goose he played on Friday where he stuck it in a couple times - it’s not the same unless he delivers a load, as I’m sure you’ll agree. But leave it to me. First I’ll take care of your need, then you can take care of mine.”
CHAPTER 11
Cheese removed the butt plug Vel had stuffed inside herself earlier in the morning and pressed the anal dildo she’d brought against Vel’s back hole. It wasn’t as big as Shawn’s penis, but it was still a fairly good size. Vel sat up while still face down and spread her ass cheeks to help easy its entry into her needy backside.
Once the first beads was past Vel’s anal entrance, Cheese said, “Now, Mom, we need to come up with the occasional non-Shawn fantasy from time to time, and try to have more of a lesbian focus. I’ve got a good one for you. Will you trust me and allow me to share my fantasies uninterrupted?”
“Uh!” Vel grunted because Cheese was starting to press the anal dildo further in. But she recovered and replied, “Sure. Well, as long as it doesn’t have any other men in it, does it?”
“Of course not. You know I’m not going to cheat on my Sweetie, not even in my mind. No, I’ve been thinking a lot about Peggy these days. I’m sure you’re as aware as I am that Shawn is going to talk to her after school, and for all we know, she might turn him down.”
“No!” Vel gasped, as if Cheese had uttered a blasphemy. “Shawn is irresistible! He’ll fuck her into submission, I’m sure. I’m not worried.” As if in emphasis, Vel thrust her hips back forcefully and took more of the anal dildo in Cheese’s hand into her depths.
“Vel, let’s face reality. Shawn has a great and lucky thing going on with the women around him these days, but he’s hardly irresistible. Just look at Christine and how she turned him down. Or look at Caelist. She’s been fucked a good number of times now, and sure, she loves it, but it’s not like the second coming for her, the way it is for you and me. If she never sees Shawn again she won’t be hopelessly crushed.”
Vel shot Cheese an angry look. “FOOL! What’s her problem? Actually, now that I think about it, she’s only about B-cup material. So obviously the big-tits theory doesn’t apply to her. She’s not worthy to join the harem.”
“But Vel, the point is that Peggy may say no today. She’s different than us.” Cheese tried to sound reasonable as she pumped the anal dildo slowly with measured strokes in and out of Vel’s tightly clasping anus. “She was raised with conservative moral values, but not so over the top like you that deep down she wants to rebel against her upbringing. I’ve been thinking a lot about this, and I have my suspicions that indeed that’s what may happen, that she’s going to turn Shawn down.” She couldn’t tell Vel about her meeting with Peggy over the weekend. “So, if that’s what happens, what will you do?”
Vel sat up briefly and clenched her fists. Her asshole clamped down mightily on the dildo buried inside it. “Oooh! Don’t get me started! If Peggy knows what’s good for her, she’d better spread her-”
“Hold it right there,” Cheese interrupted. “Now comes the fantasy part. I know you don’t want to stand idly by if she rejects him. So I’m going to get a little bit more comfy and imagine what you and I might do to her. If she turns him down we can right that wrong in our fantasy. But remember this is just a fantasy only, okay? Fantasy! I am not recommending we actually do this.”
“Okay,” Vel grumbled. She was still steamed, worked up by the suggestion that Peggy might turn Shawn down and fail to cater to his every sexual whim.
Cheese lay down naked on top of Vel (who was still lying face down). She resumed slowly pumping the anal dildo and groped at Vel’s tits as best she could, considering they were mostly pressed into the bed. “So imagine that Shawn walks out of Peggy’s classroom today. We meet him there in the hall and see his sad face. He doesn’t need to say anything - it’s obvious that she’s turned him down. That’s unacceptable!”
Vel emphatically seconded the notion, pounding the bed with her hand. “Completely unacceptable!”
“Are we just going to stand there and let our… Shawn down? No!”
Cheese was going to say “master” but held back, as she still had trouble with that term. But Vel didn’t and exclaimed, “No! Our master gets what he wants! If his fucking Peggy means he fucks me less, then so be it! It is his right to take what belongs to him, and he owns her, body and soul! She’s a fool if she doesn’t realize it yet. A fool!” She pounded the bed some more.
Cheese chuckled. She waited until Vel finished her mini-tantrum, then resumed pistoning the anal dildo into her spastically gripping asshole. “We’ll never get to the fantasy at this rate. Let me speed things up. You and I burst into Peggy’s classroom and confront her. Shawn follows us back in, concerned about what we’ll do. Of course, there’s a problem: the three of us women are all his natural nymphos, yet we’re completely dressed! We’re even wearing underwear. That’s not right. So before we can talk to Peggy we have to get her, and ourselves, naked. She doesn’t take kindly to that idea, and in fact strongly resists. She screams bloody murder and tries to fight you and I off, but there’s two of us and only one of her. Before long, we rip all her clothes off!”
“Serves her right, the ungrateful wench,” Vel sneered. “But what about Shawn? He’s such a kind soul. He doesn’t fully understand his pussy rights yet. Certainly he would defend her honor, when in fact he should be hammering her with his stiffness while we get the rest of her clothes off.”
“That’s where Joanna and Hui Shan come in. Together they hold their brother down and keep him occupied by vigorous dual cocksucking, scrotum fondling, anus fingering, and more. Before long, he’s too overwhelmed with erotic ecstasy to even stand.”
“Oh good! I feel better as long as someone is doing something to his cock and keeping it hard and happy. But where did they come from?”
“I just added them in. It’s a fantasy. Let’s say they got held up with something and made a late entrance. Now can I continue?”
Vel smiled. “Sorry.”
“That’s okay. Before long, Peggy, you, and I are all in the buff. Now we can talk to her, but we still need to put her in the right frame of mind. So we bring the Televibe that Shawn so ably used on her last week, and put it up her cunt and ass, just like he did. Now, finally, we’re willing to hear what she has to say. It’s the usual stuff. She complains that she could lose her job. I offer to buy out the rest of her contract and pay her double, using our soon to be new Angela fortune. But still she wavers. So we bring her to where Hui Shan is sucking Shawn off while Joanna holds him down. We hold her and give her a front row seat. Then we just let her watch for a while.”
“Is she still struggling some, or can we watch too?”
“No, she’s stopped. Her cunt is sopping wet just from the struggle, but you and I take turn checking to make sure it stays that way, if you know what I mean.” Cheese winked, then licked Vel’s ear and wiggled the anal dildo around suggestively. “We seem to both particularly ‘check’ her clit quite a lot.”
“Ooh! I like. What do we all see?” Vel asked gleefully. “Describe in great detail!”
Cheese gave a mock sigh. “You and blowjobs. You can never get enough of ’em. Okay. You know how Shawn’s penis is. You’ve explored every one of its eight incredible inches with your lips and tongue so many times. You know and love his sweet cum taste better than the taste of any food. But I should point out that seeing Peggy being held naked against his will by the two of us makes him even harder than usual! Of course, she’s not REALLY being held against her will, or she could have easily gotten free at any time, or truly given a shrill scream for help instead of breathy screams of ecstasy. Even though her tits are on the small side and she doesn’t fall into the same fuckable class as you and I, I’ll concede that all that surfing made her pretty strong, with just the right amount of muscle tone to be quite sexy.”
It should be noted that Peggy’s C-cups were only “on the small side” from the recent perspective of someone like Cheese. With her own E-cups and nothing smaller than D-cupped females all around her most of the day, her perspective was quite biased.
Cheese elaborated, “In fact, he’s so excited by the whole scene that his penis grows an extra inch.”
“Can it DO that?” Vel asked, gullibly.
“This is just a fantasy, remember? In fact, it grows TWO extra inches. Our pussies are just deep enough to fit his normal penis all the way, but they can’t fit his ten-inch monster! It’s long and thick, as always, and so stiff that it’s like it’s been encased in a plaster cast. But Hui Shan is nothing to scoff at. I’m sure you’re as proud as I am at how those Pestridge genes have been kicking in lately. I swear, her breasts are going to end up bigger than the both of ours! And the girl knows how to suck. She’s been improving her cock licking skills by leaps and bounds lately. Shawn protests that he’d like to help Peggy, but in fact, there’s no way he can willingly take Hui Shan’s eager tongue off of his tool. She’s just too good with it.”
“Does she do the barber pole move? That’s one of my favorites.”
“Sure. I’ll have you know she’s even getting good at tooth scraping moves. And when her jaw gets tired, she has him fuck her new double-D’s instead until her mouth is ready for more. Before long, Joanna doesn’t even have to try hard to hold him down, so she grinds her cunt into his face instead.”
“You go, girl! That’s my Angel!” For Vel, the fantasy was so real she could almost see it and taste it.
“Yes, Mom, Shawn is so hard that he’s already spewing so much pre-cum, it’s practically covering Hui Shan’s face! It’s dribbling down onto her sizable hooters and of course her cleavage is heavily slicked up with it. I can’t wait to get my hands on my daughter’s twin beauties tonight, but I digress. Meanwhile, Peggy is watching intently. We push her closer and closer to paradise: our master’s tool. At first you and I are just holding her arms, but as she is slowly consumed by lust, we both start idly exploring her perky tits with our fingers. And I’ve got the Televibe controls, and I’m slowly ramping up the settings. Soon, she’s so lost in an erotic haze that she doesn’t even notice when we take out the Televibe and plug her holes with our fingers instead!”
“Oh, God, Mother! That’s so hot! And I love that you called it ‘our master’s tool.’”
“Oh shit. I did, didn’t I?” What Cheese allowed herself only in fantasies was sometimes startlingly close to Vel’s view of the real world.
“You did, because that’s what it is! Fuck my butt harder, just like you’re fucking Peggy’s butt with your fingers! She’s so HOT! I’ve met her a number of times at the school. VERY Shawn-worthy! She’s so tight and muscular, like you said! I’m sure her cunt is equally tight, too!”
“It is! At least in my fantasy. While I’m fucking her butt, you’re fucking her steamy cunt with two fingers. But she hardly even notices, because I say to her, right into her ear, ‘Tell me you don’t love that cock in front of you, Peggy! Tell me that it doesn’t belong in your hole, any hole. Every hole! Tell me that you don’t want that big wad of cum that’s about to explode like a volcano into my daughter’s mouth! Tell me you don’t want to feel his throbbing, veiny hotness in your hands. If that’s the case we’ll just leave you alone now and for all time. Is that what you want, to sit at home alone watching TV instead of worshipping Shawn’s penis with your lips, tongue, hands, and cunt? Actually, that’s probably for the best, because prudes like you are bad cocksuckers and even worse fucks. Go on Hui Shan, lick and jack that penis until his sperm splashes all over your tonsils, because Peggy doesn’t want it or deserve it.’”
Cheese further explained, “I’ve heard that Peggy has a strong competitive streak, so naturally she can’t ignore that challenge. She grabs his penis and says, ‘Gimme that!’ Then she looks back at you and me and says, ‘I’ll show you cocksucking! Shawn didn’t know what real pleasure was until he tried my deep throating!’ Then she takes him deep, deep, deep! His penis is completely gone, because she’s taken the whole thing down to the root! Her lips are up against his balls!”
“Time out, time out,” Vel complained. “Is that true? Does she really deep throat, and do it that well?” She felt very inadequate on this matter; although she’d been practicing, she still hadn’t managed to deep throat Shawn even once. She’d been thinking about doing it the night before, but it never happened.
Cheese was getting increasingly excited by her own story, and worked the anal dildo deeper into Vel while diddling with her own clit. “Yes, I’m afraid. Shawn was telling me all about it on Thursday, while I was practicing my own deep throating techniques on him, that time I was giving him the sexual tips. It seems she can jack him off, suck him off, jack him off with her tongue wrapped around his penis, and delight him with the back of her mouth, all at once! I’ve tried it myself, and even though I can jack him off with my long tongue, I can’t do all that at the same time!”
“There’s just not enough penis,” Vel pointed out. “Not even his eight long inches can fit a pumping hand and a penis completely down the throat.” She felt doubly bad now, to be reminded that she didn’t have a long tongue and couldn’t jack a penis off with it. Only Peggy, Henrietta, and Cheese had the natural tools to do that well, and Peggy just barely so.
“Yeah. I don’t know how she does it. But she does, so she does in my fantasy, too.”
CHAPTER 12
Both Vel and Cheese paused to ponder their own deep throating inadequacies, and both privately resolved to do better. But Cheese soon resumed the fantasy. “Now, here’s where it gets even more fantastical. While she’s doing that, she’s so preoccupied it gives us our chance to really strike. She’s complained to Shawn multiple times how she isn’t into lesbian sex in the slightest, and she won’t be persuaded by mere words on that, but now we can convert her with action! We’ve got four women to go on her all at once. Personally, I find her quite scorchingly sexy, and now I get my chance. First, I’m gonna kiss her all over, but especially duel with her tongue. I know she’s got a long and talented one. That’ll be so excellent! And play some more with her perky little tits and firmly toned, ticklish tummy. And her sexy, curvy hips will be-”
“But what do I do?” Vel whined impatiently.
“Okay, I’ll switch to her ass and really rim her good, while you get your tongue working on her labia and your fingers busy with her clit! Hui Shan and Joanna will go to town on her tits!”
“Okay! … Oh. Damn.”
“What?”
“Well, you got me so excited that I was raring to dive into her sweet snatch right now, but she’s not actually here!”
“No, but you are excited, aren’t you?” She was making very long and deep strokes with the anal dildo now.
“Oh, yeah! Completely! I’ve never had a fantasy like this one before. Please finger my pussy a little bit? I know it’s sore, but it’s sooo neeeeedy…”
Cheese giggled. She said as if really put out, her voice falling like a two-note fog horn, “Oooooh-kaaaay… You’re a difficult one.”
Vel turned on her side, allowing Cheese to keep working the anal dildo while pumping two fingers into Vel’s pussy and work her clit with her thumb resting on it.
Cheese went on, “Peggy doesn’t have long to suck on that tasty, stiff treat, because even though Shawn can last nearly forever with a beautiful big-titted babe inhaling his long cobra snake, few can do her deep throating tricks. So he unloads, shooting an endless geyser of man-cream into her mouth. Naturally she pulls it back towards her lips so she can taste every last drop before it disappears down her gullet. And right then, right as he’s painting her mouth with gallons of cum, that’s when we take advantage of her distraction and you come at her from behind with a strap-on!
“It’s too much for everybody! Shawn is spent, in more ways than one, and falls back to the ground, completely exhausted. Peggy can’t handle it either. At that moment she hits a peak of perfect erotic intensity, the likes of which she’s never felt before. Something like your whole body orgasm, I imagine. Her whole body shudders in a great orgasmic earthquake and she too falls to the ground.
“She comes to her senses a minute or two later, but only enough to realize that she has no less than eight female hands roaming all over her, exploring every last nook and crevice of her body. She complains, ‘What are you doing? Stop it! Please, please, just stop!’ But she doesn’t mean it. In fact, her body has already had several orgasms since we started, and soon she has more, many more. The four of us women work diligently as a team to smash her resistance to lesbian loving. There’s no way she stands a chance, especially, Vel, after you really give it to her with the strap-on! Soon she’s begging for more as she drowns in erotic joy!”
“Excellent! What does she say?”
Cheese gave a wicked smile. “Well, she can’t really talk, since her mouth has been stuffed with cock, and now that Shawn’s down for the count we keep it filled with fingers and tongues. But she does need to breathe every now and then, so we’ll give her enough of a break to say, ‘Yes! I’m a slut! A Chen family bisexual slut! But it feels so good, so right! Please let me join your world! Let’s fuck together for ever and ever!”
Vel replied, “Yes, Peggy, yes! Please do! We love you!” She turned to make eye contact with Cheese and asked, “Can I do her in the ass, too? The way you’re using that dildo makes me want to see something happen to her ass. I want to put the strap-on in there.”
“No. Unfortunately, I hear she’s really not into that. Wait, what am I saying? It’s a fantasy, so sure, it turns out she secretly loves getting boned up the ass best of all!”
“Woo-hoo!”
Naturally, Cheese put a new burst of energy into pistoning the anal dildo after this “revelation,” and Vel fucked back with her hips as best she could.
After a minute or two of focusing entirely on her friend’s ass, Cheese went on with the fantasy. “But that’s not all. By the time she’s been reduced to a wet noodle, barely able to sit up, Shawn has recovered! Since the naughty teacher can no longer stand, we hold her up, drag her over to a desk, and plop her ass up over it. Shawn goes at her from the back, doggy-style, naturally. He fucks her so good that he completely shatters her world. The rest of us stand back and watch with longing as we remember the times he’s done that to each of us. Even as he fucks her deeper into the desk, she freely declares that she belongs to him and the family. She says something like… well, you can probably do it better than me. What would she say?”
Vel’s eyes lit up and she turned her head to make eye contact with Cheese while thrusting her hips. “Ooh! Thanks! This is fun! Peggy shouts, ‘Shawn has tamed my cunt! He’s fully tamed it! I belong to him now! There is no greater joy on this Earth than being fucked by this teenaged super stud! I will never, ever do anything except devote every last fiber of my being to serving my new master! His joy is my joy! And if that means that I have to go totally lesbo to amuse him, I will! But I’ll do it anyway because I love my new sisters and daughters, too. I long to fuck them all in incestuous mad love until the end of time! Thank you so much, everyone, for molesting me and tearing down my prudish walls. Shawn, my Master, my Lord, I love you! I need you! Your teacher now is your complete slave! I beg you to take me into the Chen family as your newest fuck toy amusement!’”
Cheese laughed. “Well, that’s a bit over the top, and Peggy would never say that in a million years. In fact, it sounds exactly like something you would really say to my Sweetie, now that I think about it. But this is a fantasy, after all, so anything goes.” But she thought to herself, I really need to somehow undo her more extreme attitudes before she gets me making a speech like that in real life. I’m already more than halfway there. Her enthusiasm is just so infectious! She needs to understand that you don’t need to be totally submissive to show the intensity of your total love and devotion. Ditto with Joanna. And as for Angela, well, I think she’s a hopeless case on that subject.
Nevertheless, Cheese continued after only a brief pause, “So Shawn naturally agrees to all that, and accepts her into his harem. Of course she can’t fully join until Shawn properly marks her, so he takes turns fucking all of our cunts, but each time he’s ready to shoot he pulls out and unloads on her face. He does it repeatedly until she looks like she’s been hit by a semen pie.”
Vel eagerly raised her hands. “Oooh! I call dibs on cleaning up the sperm pie with my tongue!.” She much preferred the word “sperm” to “semen” and subtly tried to get the others to use it more.
Cheese laughed again. “You got it. I call dibs on his next real cum load, though, if we can call dibs. Anyhow, the six of us make love long into the night, right there in her classroom. The next day, Peggy leaves her apartment and moves in with us. We all live together happily ever after. The end.”
Vel clapped enthusiastically. “Yeay! Woo-hoo! Encore!” She held up both thumbs as if they were cigarette lighters and she was in a concert arena, lighting them to hear another number. She was right on the verge of a big climax, too, and said, “More cunt fingering too! Please? Rub it raw!”
Cheese laughed even more. “Now, Vel, I want to strongly emphasize that this is only a fantasy. It would never happen in real life and if we tried it we’d probably all be hauled away to jail for rape and who knows what else. I’m fairly convinced that Peggy really quite simply isn’t bisexual, and in any case it’s her right to accept or reject him. I assume you’ve been plotting to take action if she says no?”
Vel blushed. “Well, yeah.”
Cheese shook her head in slight dismay. “What have you been planning? No, wait. I don’t want to know. I don’t see your aggressive side much, but when I do it’s frighteningly intense. And it’s been showing up a lot more often lately. You didn’t go ballistic on Christine when she turned Shawn down.”
“That’s because I didn’t understand Shawn’s pussy rights back then. Although, now that I think about it, Christine’s tits are big enough for the big-tits theory to apply to her, which means-”
Cheese closed her eyes and pinched the bridge of her nose with her hand in frustration. “My mistake for bringing her up. Please don’t even go there. Just promise me that you’ll keep your Peggy plans as fantasies and leave it up to the two of them to sort things out for themselves.”
“Awww. You’re totally raining on my parade. You get me so excited, and then you say that. You know that something like that fantasy SHOULD happen. It’s what’s right. It’s what’s natural! If Shawn loves her, and he does, then she needs to take her proper place in the harem and her proper place on her knees before him! Her life can be an endless pleasure of unconditional love and mind-blowing lust, just like it is for the rest of us.”
“I know, but maybe she doesn’t want that. Maybe she wants her teaching career and other things. Sitting around the house as one of the idle rich, doing nothing but fucking all day, isn’t for everyone. Maybe she’s just not mentally open to that for whatever reason. I have my troubles with the submission issue, but for her I think it’s a deal breaker. Let’s not push her, and for God’s sake, don’t try to seduce her! Please don’t even try to talk to her. Your mental state… well, let’s just say that you’ve drifted from the norm lately. What seems reasonable to you might strike her as psycho, to be blunt about it. If she even just knew we were fantasizing about her like this, she would completely freak out and whatever chance Shawn has with her would be ruined. He’s said he wants to deal with this himself. So will you promise to let him?”
Vel sighed. “Oh, okay. For now. If that’s what he insists on, then we must obey. We can give him some time and some space and see how things go. But I won’t be happy until she’s joined us.”
“There, there.” Cheese rubbed her friend’s shoulder sympathetically. “I’ll tell you what. Since I cooled you down right as you were about to have another great climax, why don’t I suckle on your nips for a while? That always gets you off. I did a hasty job when you came home from dropping the kids off from school, given that you were so tired, but I can do a proper job now. Actually, before you do that, get your strap-on and fuck me from on top, missionary style. You can pretend I’m Peggy in the fantasy! But you’ve got to stroke and fondle me at the same time. I need to get off some more too. And then, when we’re done with that, I want to hear one of your non-Shawn fantasies while we think up some even more fun ways to play with each other!”
Vel laughed, and said jokingly, “Just another typical soccer mom day.” More seriously, she pondered, “How did I used to spend my days? Wasting all my time with minor errands and meaningless social obligations. Sad. I suppose we do have to eat lunch at some point, but that can wait a little longer. However, there is one big flaw in your action plan: I have no non-Shawn fantasies. Truly.”
Cheese was amused, because she knew it was true. “Okay then, make up a bisexual fantasy like mine that hasn’t got so much Shawn in it. Maybe it can be another Peggy one. Oooh! I have an idea. Imagine that you and I are teenaged girls again, and we’re in some kind of girls-only class being taught by Peggy, like Home Economics. Only the hottest girls like Sera are there with us.”
Vel sighed again. “Mother, you have such a better imagination than I do, but I’ll try my best. Of course Shawn has to be in that class too. And can I keep my adult sized-boobs?”
“Mom, it’s a fantasy, already. You can make them larger if you want. And definitely mine have to be at least F-cups!!” Cheese laughed. “You can have yours fully lactating and have Shawn and Joanna milk you right there in the middle of the class. You can do anything!”
“I love it! All right! But first, let’s do the milking right now!” Vel sat forward and thrust her tits towards Cheese’s face.
Cheese looked at her friend with love, and said, “Life is so much better with you, my sister. And I don’t just mean sexually. That’s just one tiny part of it.”
Vel simply replied, “I know.” They kissed passionately and deeply.
CHAPTER 13
Dealing with the likes of Peggy and Sera as frequently as Shawn did, he rarely had any free time between classes at school, and this was especially true today when he’d missed his first three classes. However, there was one thing he wanted to do, and the time left before lunch ended was possibly the only time to do it: he hurried away from the theater room to find and talk to his friend Sean.
Sean was exactly where Shawn had thought he would be, sitting in the same table in the cafeteria with the same group of guys that he sat with every school day. Shawn used to sit there with them most days too, before his six times a day diagnosis changed his life.
Shawn didn’t have time to mess around given that there were less than ten minutes until fifth period started, so he walked right up to Sean and said to the group, “Hey, how goes it everyone?” After a few “long time, no see” type comments, Shawn said, “Sean, can I speak to you in private for a sec?” and quickly walked off, heading for the door to the outside. Sean got up and followed him.
“Hey, man!” Sean said, rushing to keep up. “Great to see you, but what’s the hurry? Where are we going?”
Shawn slowed down, now that he was outside. “I don’t know. Just out. I want to be somewhere we can talk freely, because everyone will see and hear in there. If your friends ask what that was all about, tell them I had a real urgent test question I had to ask you.”
“Hey, they’re your friends too.”
“They were,” Shawn said sadly as he saw a bench that seemed safe from eavesdroppers and sat down on it. His legs muscles still hurt a bit and all the rushing around had worn him out again. “Peter, maybe, I hope I can keep as a friend. For the others, my life has just changed too much.” He thought about where he’d been just five minutes ago, naked with Sheryl and Sera, and absentmindedly shook his head no, as if he himself couldn’t believe it. “Anyways, we’ve gotta hurry to class. I wanted to get the lowdown on your weekend.”
Sean sat down too. “Sweet! I was hoping you’d ask that. Dude, it was as awesome as The Fellowship of the Ring and Star Wars: A New Hope, combined!”
Shawn stifled a guffaw at that extremely nerdy comparison, but Sean was too excited to notice.
Sean went on, “Way better, in fact! Shit, it beat the whole Star Wars movie series and every episode of Babylon 5, and then some!”
Shawn said, while laughing good-naturedly, “I take it you enjoyed yourself. But what exactly happened?”
“Dude! Henrietta told me you two have done the deed, so obviously I don’t have to describe what she’s like to you. But duuuuude! She’s too much! She’s such a babe that she’s almost as sweet as Sera.”
Shawn mentally noted that that was extremely high praise indeed from Sean, considering that Sean had practically worshipped the ground Sera walked on pretty much since entering high school. Personally, Shawn found Henrietta much more attractive than the admittedly extremely attractive Sera, especially since he knew Henrietta wasn’t enhanced by plastic surgery like Sera was. He asked, “But what did you do?”
“What did we do? Dude! We did the nasty! Over and over! I don’t want to get too graphic here, but the first day, I went wild on her FOUR TIMES! And the second day, yesterday, FIVE TIMES! I’m still recovering. Man! It was intense!”
Again, Shawn had to hold back a laugh that Sean was so impressed with himself because he’d climaxed five times in a single day. After what Shawn went through the night before with Vel, a mere five times seemed like a sex-free holiday. But he kept his mouth shut and said, “Cool, very cool. But you’re my sexual apprentice now, so I expect nothing less.”
“And I can’t thank you enough! I am so going to try to repay the kindness, but I’m still trying to figure out how.”
Shawn suddenly had fears of a gift that the old Shawn would have loved, but that could really mess up his new life, like a surprise weekend ski trip. He said, “Great, but I can’t deal with surprises at the moment, so please tell me first before you do anything nice, all right?”
“Yeah, sure. Whatever you want. And please give me some hints about what a good gift would be. I’m stumped to find something worthy.”
“Okay. But more importantly, Sean, what did Henrietta teach you?”
“Oh, that was totally weird, dude. Major weirdness. She was wild! We made love over and over in this apartment overlooking the beach. People could have totally looked up and seen us, especially the one time we did it right on the balcony! Dude, and the things that woman can do with her hips! She’s like a feral beast in the bedroom! A beast in heat!”
“Yeah, but the teaching?”
“Oh, right. I guess the two of you discussed in advance about how I’d need to be with Sera, and when we weren’t fucking, we were talking. She damn near talked my ear off. She’s VERY smart, that’s for sure. But you must have given her the completely wrong impression about Sera, because the things she was talking about had nothing to do with the sweet angel I know. I mean, Henrietta was going on like Sera was some kind of world-class bitch! She kept saying ‘bitch’ over and over again. It damn near got me mad, but she was naked when she was saying it, so I couldn’t get too angry, heh-heh!”
“Sean. Look at me. Look into my eyes. There was no misunderstanding. Sera is a bitch. A world-class bitch. Open your eyes and be realistic.”
Sean’s defensive anger visibly rose up. “Hey! How can you say that? If you weren’t the most amazing friend, I’d want to sock you one. I’m going to pretend I didn’t hear that.”
“Sean, listen to me. Have you ever actually had a conversation with her? No. Do you know anyone besides me who has actually had a real conversation with her? No. I hate to be blunt, but you’ve idealized her to the point where you think she can probably fly and fart out strawberries.” Shawn thought of his previous crushes on Peggy and Christine when he was a virgin, and added, “I know what it’s like to idolize. I’ve been there.” He let out a big sigh and thought, Dang! This is going to be a lot more difficult than I thought.
Sean still looked perplexed, doubtful, and even resentful.
Shawn thought hard, and then he had a brainstorm. Okay, Sera is Sean’s perfect dream princess. And what do guys do with princesses? They rescue them! He said, “Bro, Sera is a complicated person. Deep inside, she’s a very lovely person. Your ‘sweet angel.’ But she was hurt a long time ago, and on the outside, this very mean and even evil bitch resides, and that part of her rules her mind. I know this for a fact from personal experience.” He actually doubted that Sera had been hurt and guessed her bitchiness was more because her parents had spoiled her, but he figured the “hurt” line would help motivate Sean.
Shawn went on, “Trust me. I’ve had many conversations with her. I know her really, reaaaaally well.” He thought again about his double blowjob from Sheryl and Sera just minutes earlier, and wondered how Sean would react if he knew. He could probably deal with it if it was just a normal blowjob, but it’s the way I insult her and the way she loves it… First, he’d kill me for the ungallant way I treated her, then he’d die of a crushed heart from her reaction. Not good. Not good at all!
Sean said, “Shawn, I know that you’ve slept with Sera. I’ve been thinking about that a lot, and I accept it as a reality. I knew she wasn’t a virgin. But I can’t accept that she’s a bitch like you say. You just don’t know all of her. I may not have talked to her, but I see the true Sera in her eyes nearly every day.”
“Sean, that’s good. Good for you. You’re seeing the inner Sera. That delicate, sweet flower on the inside needs YOU. She needs you to save her from the evil bitch on the outside that is choking her and killing her. You have to rescue her!”
Sean sat on the edge of his seat and seemed to be bursting with eagerness to help. “What do I do? What do I do?”
“Okay, it’s like this. Do you remember-” The school bell rang, indicating they had five minutes to get to their next class. But Shawn and Sean just ignored it, and Shawn continued, “Do you remember in Star Wars, the way Luke Skywalker and his friends destroyed the Death Star was they first had to infiltrate it and pretend to be Stormtroopers. Then they had to find the plans for the station, discover the weakness, and only then could they destroy it with their Starfighters.”
“Yeah?”
“Well, you have to do the same with Sera. First, you have to get her to accept you. That’s like getting inside the Death Star. You have to appeal to the bitchy Sera. You, yourself, will have to be a major asshole. The bitchy Sera likes really aggressive guys who yell rude and insulting things at her during sex. If you don’t push her around she’ll get bored and dump you out the airlock.”
Sean replied, dazed, “Like Henrietta was making me do. Dude, that was so weird. I was having such a hard time with that, because Henrietta seems so nice.”
“I know. She is nice. She’s just trying to help. I told her to do that as part of your training. Think about it: you have to be the evil Stormtrooper. You have to go over to the Dark Side for a while to slip past Darth Vader’s detection. That’s what you have to do to win Sera. First, get the bitch Sera to love you, then peel back her layers to reveal the real Sera inside. It won’t be easy. You’ll have to do the exact opposite of what your heart tells you to do. You’ll have to be mean. Vicious. Imagine slapping her in the face as you call her a skanky slut. Do you think you can handle it?”
“Whoa.” Sean sat back, amazed. “I don’t know, dude. That sounds pretty heavy.”
“I know you can. That’s why I picked you. Hate the bitchy Sera and treat her like a sex toy to free the sweet Sera inside. She loves sex. She lives for it. You have to be like a sexual Jedi master.” Shawn could see that Sean was having a really hard time envisioning Sera as the slut she was. While he may have conceptually understood she wasn’t a virgin, in his heart she still was completely pure. Shawn tried some more shock therapy and said, “Sean, do you remember some weeks ago when we went to Baskin Robbins and ran into Sera and her boyfriend there?”
“Yeah?”
“Sera was jacking me off under the table most of the time, right there in the middle of the store. Her boyfriend didn’t know, and I didn’t want it. But she’s that wild. I’m not lying to you. She needs a good man to tame her.” As he told this to Sean, he looked his friend right in the eye so there would be no mistake that he was very serious and telling the complete truth.
Sean stared back, searching for any signs of a lie or doubt. But there were none, so eventually he dropped his head and just sat silent. Shawn could see that he was fighting feelings of jealousy. He could visibly see a great feeling of disappointment sweep over Sean, nearly overwhelming Sean’s general sense of shock from everything Shawn had told him earlier.
Shawn pressed on, trying to distract him, “To switch movie metaphors, you are Keanu Reeves in The Matrix. You are ’the One.’ Only you love her enough to treat her like a bitch, thus defeating the bitchy part of her, and winning the true Sera. Go home this afternoon and think about that paradox. Also, go home and fuck Kim some more.”
“What?” That last suggestion threw Sean for a complete loop.
“The key to defeating and conquering the bitchy Sera is with great sex. You won’t get anywhere unless you can wow her in bed with your confidence, rudeness, endurance, and all around dominating sexual prowess. Am I some big dominating guy? No, but I’ve gotten good at faking sexual dominance with practice. That’s what you need: practice, practice, practice. You don’t want to be with her the first time and get cold feet.”
“Whoa.”
Shawn chuckled, because Sean unwittingly said “whoa” exactly as Keanu Reeves did in The Matrix. “Dude, you’re on the fast track sexual apprenticeship program. Yesterday, Henrietta. Today, Kim again. Tomorrow, an orgy.”
Sean’s jaw dropped wide open. “An ORGY?!”
“Sssh! Keep it down!” Shawn looked around, but luckily most everyone had headed inside for their next classes already. “Yes, an orgy. I’m thinking you and me and maybe three girls. Don’t worry, you and I aren’t going to so much as touch each other, or I’m going to have to kill you. You need to be a cruel, evil bastard in bed before you’re ready for Sera. It’s just like what Henrietta was teaching you. Do you remember everything she told you, or did you totally space?”
“No. I remember every word. You know I have a great memory; that’s the main reason why I do well in school. Every minute of that amazing whole weekend will be burned into my memory forever.”
“Okay, then. Maybe I’ll call you on the phone tonight and we can talk about this some more. I’ll talk to Kim, and see if she’s up for something with you later. If the orgy happens, she’ll be at it, too, so you’ll have that comfort zone, someone you’ve already done it with.”
Shawn was thinking about the S-Club meeting. Technically, it was supposed to happen this afternoon, but no one had said anything about having one. More realistically it happened whenever Shawn could make it. While talking to Sean, it suddenly struck him that he should revive the S-Club again and have it tomorrow. He had an idea about something that could happen there that could hopefully shock Sean into becoming the kind of lover he needed to be to have any chance with Sera. Shawn was extremely pleased about his idea.
“Uh, okay,” Sean said slowly. “This is so much to take. I’m still recovering from the Henrietta weekend! That was like, whoa. I can’t get over it.”
“Get used to it, dude. From now on, I want you to have a minimum of five orgasms a day. Fucking a girl is preferable, naturally, but masturbate if you have to keep up the average. Space it through the day, so you do it morning, afternoon, and night. Got that?”
Sean looked down at his own groin with a dubious and uncertain look. Then he looked back up to his friend. “I’ll try. But why?”
“I’ve discovered the body changes and adjusts when you do it that much. Think spitting. When people spit a lot, the body is constantly producing saliva. When you cum a lot, the body is constantly producing cum. Sera is sexually insatiable, I tell you! You’re going to need to be a sexual dynamo to keep up with her. Now, let’s run. We’re going to be late to class as it is.”
“Okay.”
Shawn hustled off, though his body movements were still awkward. He looked back and saw Sean still gaping in wonder. Shawn thought, Get used to it, dude, get used to it! Seeing Sean like that is kind of eerie. It’s almost like I took a time machine trip to talk with the old me. Heh. Welcome to my world, buddy! You’re gonna have all your sexual fantasies come true, but only if you can survive the shock!
Anyone heard of this story “Ursula”, Friar Dave; 60 pages. The first sexual adventures of a young
girl entering puberty. Heterosexual, non-violent.
damn long and erotic story about a young gal’s exploration to sex. from underage to teens. Damn steamy! I used to print it and distribute it to frens who requested it in my sec school.
pls send me a copy if u have this story, it was found on BBS back then and downloaded using 14.4kbps modems! those were the good old days sia!
CHAPTER 14
Fifth period really dragged for Shawn. While he was much better off than he had been during fourth period, he didn’t pay much attention to what was happening around him. If he wasn’t reminiscing about what happened with Vel the night before, he was worrying about his upcoming after-school meeting with Peggy. But then came sixth period - P.E. He couldn’t even begin to imagine playing tennis in the shape he was in. He shuffled off to the tennis courts, too tired to think about what to do just yet. He had vague ideas about faking a leg injury, as he’d hinted at the start of Peggy’s class.
But, to his surprise, when he got to the tennis court, Joanna was there, talking to his coach. He could see that she’d handed the coach some kind of note. Shawn could figure out that she must be helping him somehow, and felt greatly relieved and appreciative.
But then, just as the coach walked away, she turned her head and saw Shawn only a short distance behind her. She smiled and a distinctive wide-eyed look crossed her face.
Shawn thought, Uh-oh. I know that expression all too well. That’s her “Look out, I’m about to do something naughty” look.
As soon as he thought that, sure enough, she winked at him over her shoulder and then seductively wiggled her ass in his direction. Luckily, the coach was still walking away and no one else was on the court, so only he saw.
He shot her a frustrated look, but was too tired to fight her rambunctiousness.
He wasn’t terribly surprised to notice that her mere wiggle had also gotten his penis quite erect, even though she was wearing a long skirt which barely showed her ankles.
He’d thought that after so many weeks of so much sexuality he’d start to grow jaded, but if anything he was becoming more easily aroused over time. In particular, just about any thought about what he liked to call his “family four” or the mere mention of their names could turn his penis into granite at any time. He wanted to shout out “Mercy!” but he also loved it. He more than loved it - he was completely ecstatic. He felt these last two months were easily more fun than the rest of his eighteen years put together.
The next thing he knew, she was leading him away to the theater room.
As she whisked him along, he began to think about what might happen when they got there, given what always seemed to happen to him in that room. He was trying to remain quiet, but once they were in the middle of a field, far from anyone, he couldn’t help but whisper, “Oh no. Not more sex, please. I’m so tired.”
“I know that, silly. I’m just dropping you off there to nap. Us cheerleaders will practice elsewhere for the day.”
He said in a relieved, normal voice, “Oh, Sis! Awesome! How did you know I needed that? How did you get me out of tennis?”
“First question: duh! Anyone can see that just by looking at you. Hui Shan was planning the same thing, and she didn’t even know how your morning went like I did. As to your second question, let’s just call that a little sister secret, too. I also got you a good excuse for you missing your first three classes. Everyone seems to trust your wholesome, innocent sister. Little do they know, ha-ha! Now, just rest. You need it.”
Shawn gave her the theater room key and she let him in. As soon as they were both in the room and Shawn felt he could talk more freely, he complained, “Sis, you nearly gave me a heart attack with that ass wiggle. Please don’t do that in public? Please?”
She made apologetic body language, but said, “Hey, I checked to see if people were around first. Anyways, if anyone saw they’d just think we’re a couple of siblings joshing around.”
“Sis, somewhere, in the special hell reserved for extra naughty sisters, someone is warming a pitchfork for you.”
She giggled. “What are they doing in the hell for extra uppity fuck toy sisters? What kind of long, phallic objects get all warmed up there? I’ll bet they have a good time.” She giggled some more, very pleased with herself and her little prank, not to mention helping him get out of tennis.
Shawn went to the mattress at the back of the stage where he’d received a massage during lunch and collapsed on it. He sighed and thought, That’s just the way she is. She’s irrepressible. Incorrigible. Lots of fun. But this can’t go on. He gave another stab at alerting her to his concerns. “Sis. Security. Security! We’re on the brink of disaster. Hanging right on the edge! Why doesn’t anyone believe me?” But he zonked out almost as soon as his head hit the pillow. He slept very soundly. Joanna let herself out and went to cheerleader practice.
The bell marking the end of school woke Shawn up, but just a minute or two later, Joanna and Hui Shan rushed in to make sure he got up in time for his meeting with Peggy. They swarmed all over him, covering him with hugs and kisses. He whispered to Joanna as she tried to kiss him on the lips, “Sis, remember, nothing unsisterly at school, not even if we think we have complete privacy. You never know.”
They wished him well for his meeting, and said many encouraging things, but before long he had to leave their comforting hugs and words and face the music with Peggy. He walked the rapidly emptying hallways alone, growing more nervous with every step he took towards Peggy’s classroom.
The fact was, lately he’d become a stranger to failure. With the exception of his recent run-ins with the football players and his declining grades, his life had been nearly free of defeats and disappointments for the past two months. But his instinct told him that his meeting with Peggy was not going to go well. He mentally put himself in Peggy’s shoes, and figured that if he was her, he’d have no choice but to break the relationship. To him, that was many times worse than getting punched in the face by a football player.
He paused at the door to Peggy’s classroom, thinking, As long as I don’t go in there, we still aren’t technically broken up yet. Maybe the girls are right and I’ll be pleasantly surprised. There’s only one way to find out. Yet still he stayed at the door until the tension grew too much to take and he reluctantly knocked.
Peggy had to open the door to let him in, and for a brief moment they stood extremely close to each other. Shawn wanted to throw himself into her arms so badly that it hurt, and secretly she wished he would. But they had the willpower to stay apart. Peggy returned to her chair behind her desk, while Shawn pulled a chair up to the side of it.
She said in a rather bland voice, “So, Shawn, how was your weekend?”
“It was all right. Had its ups and downs.”
“That’s good.”
Shawn thought, This is craziness! This feels like some boring private student evaluation or something, except that it’s so false and so strained! Is this how we’re going to interact from now on?
But Peggy suddenly cut through the awkwardness. “Shawn, let’s get right to the point. I’ve been doing a lot of thinking lately. A LOT of thinking. My mind hasn’t changed since we discussed this last. There’s just no way we can keep going … physically. It’s insanity.” She let out a sad laugh. “I was going to say ‘romantically’ but how can I say that when you have who knows how many other women in your bed more important to you than I am? To even talk about the position you’ve put me in is both humiliating and painful. I’m no good at breaking up. If I even see you, it breaks my heart. We just have to completely go our separate ways, at least for a few months, and try to keep our classroom interaction to a minimum.”
Shawn was silent for a while. Finally, he said, “I had a bad feeling that you would say something like that. And I don’t blame you. I don’t blame you at all. Maybe I’d do the same thing if I was in your shoes, because it’s the logical thing to do. But sometimes love trumps all logic. Sometimes people find they just can’t stay away from each other, no matter how insane it is to continue. I don’t know what to say to convince you otherwise except that I love you-”
“DON’T,” Peggy nearly shouted as she winced painfully, but then continued in a calmer voice, “say that. Please.”
“Oh God,” Peggy said as she wiped her cheeks of tears, “I promised myself I wasn’t going to cry, and look at me.” She paused to compose herself a bit, then said in an incredulous and accusatory tone, “Just who ARE you, young man?! How is it that you can pull at a woman’s heartstrings like that at only eighteen years old? Did you know that most of your classmates are only learning how to tie their shoes? I mean that nearly literally. Boys your age are complete emotional idiots, and girls aren’t much better. But you make me cry so easily. Don’t do that! Haven’t you ever seen Casablanca? Think about what happens at the end. Humphrey Bogart lets the woman leave with another man even though they are in love with one another, because he knows that it’s for the best. That’s what we have to do.”
“But Peggy! I don’t remember that movie too well, but I recall there were lots of important external forces keeping them apart. Our case is different, because the only thing keeping us apart are the blockades in your mind.”
“Oh really? There is that minor little point of me being about to lose my job any day if we were to get caught,” she said caustically.
“True. But you and I are smart. We could overcome that. For instance, we could just meet outside of school. The main thing is that you want an exclusive relationship, and you think that’s the only way you’ll ever be happy. But what if that isn’t true? What if there are other ways to love than just purely monogamous relationships?”
“Ha! That’s easy for you to say! It’s not like we’re talking just one other woman here, like a man with a wife and a mistress. No! We’re talking practically about a whole goddamned harem! You just want to add me to your collection!” She lowered her voice and whispered accusingly in disgust, “And your own family members!” Then, in a louder voice, she said sarcastically, “Life must be really tough for you, having to come to grips with having a harem. I feel your pain! If you can’t have me, then what’ll that leave you with, a ‘mere’ eight? Twelve? Twenty? Come on, what is it?”
“Peggy, I’ve hidden some things from you in the past, because I was afraid of losing you. But now, no matter what happens, it’s time to be totally honest. You REALLY want to know about all my other partners?”
She nodded. She couldn’t help her own curiosity.
“Okay. This is probably going to destroy my last slivers of a chance for any good relationship with you, but I dream of our relationship being a very special and unique one, a bond of total honesty and trust. So I won’t lie to you. Maybe I started too late, but I can’t change the past. Okay.” He took a big breath, then paused for a very long time. “Okay,” he said again. “Here it is. You know now I’m sleeping with my sister. Well, I’m also sleeping with my mother.” He looked up for a dramatic reaction, but Peggy was poker faced. He didn’t know that she already knew this, thanks to her meeting with Cheese over the weekend.
He was so surprised that he said, “Don’t you have anything to say to that?”
“No. I’ve suspected that for a long time. Just look at how she looks. She’s a perfect beauty.” It was true that she’d suspected such a thing for a long time - Cheese had merely confirmed it.
“Well, there’s more. Just over the weekend, a new arrangement was made and my girlfriend Hui Shan and her mother Cheese have also become family. So now I have two mothers and two sisters. It may not be legally binding, but it’s pretty real to all of us. If you think about it, Cheese has always been nearly as much my mother as Vel is, seeing as how I was adopted and both have known me since I was in diapers. So those are the main four. There are a few others, but they all pale in comparison to my new family. You’re the only other one I deeply, truly love. In my dream of dreams I hope that you would understand that I have these special and very loving relationships and be able to accept them.”
Now it was Shawn’s turn to start crying. At “dream of dreams” he began tearing up and had a hard time getting the rest of the sentence out. Peggy could tell that this idea of a sexual and loving family meant a lot to him.
He continued, “You may think that I’m only interested in sex, but you’d be so wrong. I don’t know what ‘it’ is, but for some reason I now am loaded with ‘it.’ I could go out and create a giant harem now of the most amazing women, based purely on sex. But in the end, that would be hollow and meaningless. I think over time I would actually get bored and jaded with it. What really matters are the people I love. Sex is another way to share the love with the people closest to me and I can never get bored of that.”
Peggy said, “But it’s not just those four, is it? You’re having sex with many more. Girls like Sera. Just how many more are there?”
“That’s true. I’ve had sex with a total of a dozen different women in my life, and most of them I remain in contact with. But I’d gladly give all those others outside my family up if that would make a difference to you. As amazing as some of them are, there are only two outside of my new family that I’d have trouble giving up, and that’s because I think they honestly need me. And not just for sex, but for important psychological needs, too. One is a woman named Angela. She’s got a complicated background, but suffice to say that she has very deep psychological needs relating to her deceased mother, and it seems only I can satisfy her when it comes to certain things. Then there’s Sera. As everyone knows, she’s a complete bitch. But I think I can change her for the better.”
Peggy scoffed, “Through fucking.”