Her mouth gobbled it like those goldfish mouth, slowly bobbling the top of my rod, like how a jelly moves. The sensation trickling into my veins as I let out a soft moan. It was getting really hard now, I could feel the streak of cum through the veins, trying to make their way out. Dawn’s actions were slow and sensual, and it feel really good.
Then i could feel bubbles surfacing.
She came up for air. Took a deep breather of air and then went on for my rod.
This time she was taking it faster.
She took it whole inside her, then she swam the breaststroke, then backwards so she could control her motions; her mouth still locked on my rod. Her motions fascinated me.
She would slowly push herself backwards, stay for few seconds for her mouth to slowly move to the tip of my rod, then she would move both her hands and legs, so she could move forward in a full fast motion; letting in my rod fully in her mouth. I could feel her gag but she did not stop.
Dawn knew that I would not be able to hold it much longer. Her legs landed on the floor and her fingers stroked it faster as she increased her suction speed, and the other hand massaged the underneath of my balls in a circular motion. She then gently squeezed it.
Out came the gushes of white semen, swimming into the walls of her mouth. She choked and then blew bubbles. But she did not release her hold. She waited for me to finish my full load.
She surfaced out of the water, her mouth closed. She was staring seductively at me as she walked towards me.
Opened her mouth to show me what I rewarded her.
She lowered her eyes as I saw her tongue twist, giving me that foxy look.
Dawn came out of the pool and sat next to me.
She was still staring at me, seductively.
And the next thing she did blew my mind.
She pulled the top of her swimsuit a little as she opened her mouth, letting my semens seep into her body, underneath her swimsuit.
I could see my white semen slowly trickling its way down her breasts.
There was cum dripping out from the sides of her mouth too.
Her hands then moved all over her swimsuit, coating the semen in her body throughout.
I swore I never wanted to screw anyone more than now.
I had never wanted to screw her so badly like now.
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How would her body be like with my cum coated all over?
Many visuals came to mind. How would she feel on her body?
How would her nipples feel with my semen? Would it give her that touch of naughtiness? Perhaps kinky?
She then pulled one of the straps to the side, letting her right arm free.
Dawn placed her index finger to her lips as she stuck out her tongue.
Her right hand moved into her swimming costume and it seemed like there was a snake underneath her one piece. I could see her rubbing all over the body.
Her hands rubbed and kneaded her soft melons, then tuning her nipples. I could see her nipples protruding against the fabric. Then she rubbed it all over her tummy. She took it out of her costume as she licked her fingers in front of me. I could see her coated fingers.
She was slowly licking it whilst her eyes locked at me.
My hands were already on my rod, pumping it.
She spread her legs in a M shape where she rubbed her privates while the other hand kneaded her breasts.
Her eyes never left me and then suddenly she pulled the bottom of her swimsuit sideways, revealing her fresh pinky.
I could not contain the urge anymore.
I came out of the pool.
Me: I’m going to fuck you so hard Dawn.
She gave me that frightened look as she quickly stood up.
And she ran into the villa.
To make things hotter, she said.
Dawn: Please sir. No… You can’t do this… I’m already taken… ahhhh…
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I charged into the villa, thirsty with lust. Eager to rip her costume apart, to see what lies beneath the semen coated body.
She hid, but I could easily find traces of where she was through the wet footprints on the floor. She squad down and hid in the corner, confident that I could not find her.
As I saw the footprint going to a corner, I took off my swimming trunk and stroke my rod as I crept slowly towards her hiding place. But perhaps, it would be more fun if I can get her an unexpected ‘assault’.
I knew where she was now. And I was near where she is.
As my eyes scouted the area, I took the notepad on the side table and threw it. It landed on the floor in a distance. Silence.
Dawn was caught by the sound and she was curious what it was all about.
I stood quietly beside her hiding place. Hidden from her.
She waited for a while. Silence.
Dawn: Where’s Max?
She thought.
Perhaps I can check out what created the sound. She thought.
She stood up slowly. Looked around.
Nobody.
She started to walk towards the notepad.
Curious to see.
When suddenly, a strong force from behind pinned her to the ground. She lost her balance and fell to the ground. My hands immediately ripped her straps down, attempting to tear her swimming costume.
In a single strong pull, her costume tore into half.
There were signs of my semen sticking to the fabric, her body still wet with what I shot. I forced her legs apart as I thrust it in fully.
Dawn: Ppppppain…
I did not know what went over me as I forcefully shafted it deep and rough. I could not contain the lust I have. I knew I wanted her so badly.
I buried my tongue in her mouth as I continued making love to her. There were tears in the corner of her eyes but I couldn’t control the beast within. I flipped her sideways and thrusted even harder. She was tight and it felt really great.
The friction of our bodies were great, as the sweat on our bodies glistered under the light. We exchanged positions but I was not having enough of it. I painted her body as she arched her back. Her body tasted sweet with a tad bitter; which may be my semen I presumed.
She was sweating down as her hair was dripping wet, she turned around and she requested to be pounded in doggy style, which was her favourite.
I pulled her hair and pounded with the remaining strength I have left.
Dawn: I’m……. ahh… ahh… I… can’t… take… it…anymore…..
She convulsed a little as she squirted, her legs started shaking.
I was feeling aroused too as I fired the second shot into her.
Both of us collapsed onto the ground, hugging each other.
Her legs were still shaking as she tried to raise herself. She rested on my chest as we laid on the floor.
Me: I love you Dawn.
She gave me a smile that I could never forget.
She then closed her eyes and fell asleep.
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Seeing her was the best thing that ever happened in my life.
It feel almost so surreal now that she is by my side.
Soon she was deep asleep. I carried her to the bed as I cleaned her up using the hand towel. She was tired till I could hear a little snore from her. Covered her with the blanket as I kissed her on her forehead.
Now everything seemed great but my heart raced.
I went towards my bag as I took out the medicines. And gulped down them.
I could feel the air trapped in my chest as I took a deep breath, slowly letting the air in. It was all starting again. A drip of blood. And then another.
Immediately I closed the door, raised my head as I stuffed my nose with the toilet paper to stop the bleeding.
Luckily for me, it stopped. The medicine must have been working well now.
Quickly I cleaned up the shower room, leaving no traces behind.
I sat in the living room, and switched on the tv, the mtv channel.
Was watching it until I dozed off.
A warm embrace woke me up as Dawn hugged me.
I rubbed my eyes as I saw her, sweet and beautiful.
And the tv was playing the right music for the right time. The oldies.
The time was past midnight.
And this song told so much about my story with her. Or perhaps my feelings for her.
I stood up, as I held her hands.
She was surprised at first.
I placed her arms on my shoulders as I placed my hands on her waist. A step outwards, then sideways. We looked at each other, reminiscing the times where I first met her. She too was looking at me with the same thoughts.
Inside my mind
And in my dreams I’ve kissed your lips
A thousand times
I stroked her hair.
You’re all I’ve ever wanted
And my arms are open wide
Because you know just what to say
And you know just what to do
And I want to tell you so much
I love you
Our lips touched.
We hugged each other tightly as we danced to the song.
Tell me how to win your heart
For I haven’t got a clue
But let me start by saying I love you
She did not know why but she teared.
And her eyelids were twitching.
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Dawn stared at me as we kissed.
Time seemed to stop at this very moment.
Her embrace felt so comforting and secure. For she would be mine alone.
Slowly we danced till we reached the bed.
We cuddled each other and slept till morning.
Snow could not believe what she was given. She sat at her quiet room and thought for a long time.
I woke up, surprised to find Dawn still sleeping.
I went to wash up, as I did not want to wake her up.
Me: Dear, time to wake up.
I smiled as I kissed her forehead.
And it was hot.
Me: Dear? Dear? Are you ok?
She was burning. And she was having a fever.
Immediately I called the concierge to arrange a doctor. But they sent her to the hospital.
Dawn was pale.
I held her hand as we went to the hospital.
Finally after few hours, she was looking better, but still weak.
Doctor: She’s having an infection. But it will go off soon. She just needs a rest.
Me: Thanks doctor.
She smiled as she left the room.
Dawn smiled weakly at me.
Dawn: Sorry to spoil our trip.
Me: Don’t be silly. What matters is that you are fine.
She slept for a while as I sat beside her.
It was already in the evening when we reached our hotel.
She rested as I packed our luggage, ready for our departure tomorrow.
She spent most of the time sleeping due to the medication.
I sponged her from time to time, just in case the fever shoots up.
It was good that the fever had subsided before our departure.
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Dawn was fast asleep on her bed when we arrived home.
Dawn: Nothing beats home dear.
She said as she slept.
Her dad said hello before he went to his room.
Me: Dear, I’m going back to my studio for a while yeah?
She nodded as she turned to the side.
I stood outside my house, and cleared a lot of my mails. Now I could feel my heart racing.
Not a good sign.
And the doctor’s words came to mind.
As I walked towards my creations, I took out the last piece of paper as I wrote. The surroundings suddenly became a blur. My head was swirling. I placed my hands on the table, trying to get a hold of myself. I closed my eyes, and prayed for this to be over. It seemed that the world was spinning rapidly as though I was in a small raft, caught on top of a turbulent wave.
In a matter of 15 mins, everything was back to normal. And the symptoms stopped.
It took me a while to adapt back to the light. I continued my writings for the art piece despite some smudges. But the smudges gives the descriptions more depth and graphically more beautiful.
I was getting the hang of it and visuals flooded my mind, writing vivid expressions as I smiled.
I sealed the envelope. And placed it on the sculpture.
And looked at the collections. I started to record the descriptions of each piece, ready for the exhibit.
I stretched.
Took one last look of my masterpieces and left.
I got a message from my doctor.
And I replied “Sure.”
I looked at my phone, seeing our selfies.
Before that, I texted Snow.
Me: Free to meet up?
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Snow was shocked by my message and she immediately replied yes.
I met her for coffee near her place, asking how she was and what she was doing. A casual chat with her seemed nice and an hour slipped without knowing. She told me that she was starting a small business now.
I gave her words of encouragement as I patted her shoulders.
I waved goodbye to her and I boarded the taxi home.
Called Dawn if she wanted anything and she replied dessert.
Me: How you feeling dear?
Dawn: Better. Thanks dear.
Me: Your favorite cheng tng.
Dawn: You are the best.
I fed her as she enjoyed the sweetness of the soup.
Me: Dear? I got a piece of good news for you.
Dawn: What is it?
Me: I’m selected for to give a talk for an award show, happening in three days time. But I will be there for at least 2 weeks plus.
Dawn: Go dear. It’s good exposure for you. I will take care of the business. Don’t worry about work and me.
Me: You are the best dear. I’m going to the shower first.
I hugged her and wore a smile.
The moment I closed the doors, I knelt down and cried softly. For I was not even sure it was the correct thing to do. For now I could just spend the three full days with her.
I came out of the shower room.
Dawn: You took longer than usual. You ok?
Me: I was thinking. I decided to spend the full three days with you before I leave. Can I request you not to send me off? Else I will feel very sad.
She hit me gently.
Dawn: Ok. But you must give me a call when you arrive. Don’t call me too often, it’s expensive.
Me: I’ll try ok?
We cuddled and slept.
But I could not sleep.
I took my luggage and waved goodbye to Dawn.
I embraced her for a while and I kissed her.
Dawn: What’s wrong dear, why are you hugging me as though it’s the last?
Me: I will miss you dear.
Dawn: I love you.
I tried hard not to look back. Holding my tears.
Waved and boarded the cab.
I placed the luggage outside the room as I knocked on the door.
Me (takes a deep breath): I’m ready doc.
He patted my shoulders as he brought me through what I was to go through. I signed the papers as I took another breath.
Doc: It’s not going to be easy Max. And I can’t guarantee…
I stopped him abruptly: Go ahead. I know.
I swallowed my saliva as I went into the white room.
I closed my eyes as he prepared the first dose…
In my eyes I envisioned myself happily spending good times with Dawn.
The first dose came and I could feel my body break.
I grind my teeth.
My strength was slowly drained away.
My heart thumping furiously.
My eyes were tearing.
Then, I spat out blood and lost consciousness.
Dawn suddenly woke up from her sleep.
And she was sweating profusely.
There was a sense of helplessness.
And the first one she thought about.
Was me.
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I did not know how long I was unconscious. The moment I came to I tried to text Dawn that I have safely reached my ‘destination’.
Me: I’ve reached dear.
Dawn: That’s good to hear. You need to take care of yourself ok?
Me: Yes dear. I’m tired. Text you later.
Dawn: Sure dear. Love you.
I did not know that the treatment could drain out so much of my strength.
My hands were shivering.
I could feel my legs shaking.
Felt that half my strength were gone.
And there were lots of fallen hair.
The doctor came and told me about the treatments. But his eyes did not give me the signs of assurance.
I was to be there for more treatments and observations.
I texted my good friend as he came in and out of the hospital. Giving me the support of a good buddy and friend.
Dawn and me texted each other quite often and she was asking when I will be returning. She was saying she have a surprise in store for me. But due to the prolonged stay I had to give reasons.
One day I was moving about the hospital in a wheelchair, looking all frail. I met someone whom I had not really wished to see.
Snow caught sight of me.
And the container containing the fish soup she had made for Mary fell to the floor. She covered her mouth and stared at me blankly.
I tried to turn around but my body strength could not allow me to.
She ran towards me with tears in her eyes.
Snow: What happened to you? WHAT’S WRONG?
I knew I could not hide it any longer. I whispered to her ears.
Snow: No no no…. this can’t be happening.
This was a scene that I would wanted to stay away from. I looked away with pain in my eyes.
Snow: Does Dawn know about this?
I shook my head.
Snow: I need to tell her. I need.
Mustering up my strength, I held her hand and shook my head.
Me: She deserves better than me. I can’t be a burden.
Snow: But…
Me: Promise me Snow.
Snow looked sideways and reluctantly agreed.
She asked my ward and visited me once she had time.
The treatment was getting more and more tedious. And I was not sure how long I could hold out.
The results wasn’t good.
There was a day that I felt really good. And everything seems to be looking great. I called Dawn finally and felt the strength in my voice. She sounded happy to hear from me. We discussed everything from the house and the business. We ended our conversation with a wide grin on my face.
Doc: You look great today Max. Really great.
I smiled as he did his routine checkup.
My friend too said the same thing as he waved goodbye.
Snow was the last to visit me. She looked relieved that my face shone with colour instead of the usual pale face.
And my words to Snow was: The secret is only between two of us.
Snow was reminded that she can’t utter a word of me in the hospital to Dawn.
Dawn received almost a letter every day from a friend of mine in Europe which I had asked him to write a letter to show evidence that I was not in Singapore. She would wait and read the letters everyday.
I made a call to my European friend, telling him that I would be returning soon so he could stop the writings. I thanked him so much for putting up with my nonsense. He had to bear with my mushy messages that I have emailed him in order for him to write.
I texted Dawn that I would be coming back home finally.
I could feel my life recovering. Perhaps it was a good sign.
Her return message was filled with excitement.
Dawn: Great! I missed you so much dear. I missed you so!
Me: Me too. See you soon. Goodnight. Goodbye. Love you.
Dawn: Goodnight dear. See you soon! Muacks!
I placed the phone away and closed my eyes.
I slept peacefully.
In the middle of the night, suddenly I could feel my heart thumping wildly. And I could feel my chest getting really tight. Soon I was breathless. I was trying to grab hold of the emergency button. My whole body was convulsing now. I could not keep my eyes focused. I could not control my body. I was panting loudly now. My vision were turning dark. My body was feeling cold as if it was winter now.
My body felt light. As if it was saying to let it go.
Memories of the doctor’s voice came into mind.
Doc: “It’s already at the terminal stage, Max. I’m sorry that it had to come to this. But there is not much time left.”
Me: Isn’t there any treatments I can undergo? Please don’t tell me that there’s no hope.
My doctor arched his eyebrows: Undergoing the treatment of chemo might or might not be successful Max. It will all depend on your body.
Me: I will take the risk, doc.
Never did I know that the aftermaths would be this drastic for my body.
I closed my eyes: Live for me Dawn. Live for me.
I knew I could not win the battle against fate. But at least there was good news.
I could leave without any worries.
Me: Goodnight. Dawn.
I knew it was coming but I wasn’t prepared for it.
The last droplet of regrets fell from the corner of my eyes as my hand left on the side of my bed.
This time everything would be final.
不能給你未來 我還你現在
安靜結束也是另一種對待
當眼淚流下來 傷已超載
分開也是另一種明白
〔我給你〕最後的疼愛 是手放開
I took the last few breaths as they became my last.
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Dawn awoke.
There was discomfort in her heart.
Did something happen to Max? She thought.
She went towards the altar, lighted the incense and she started chanting. The beads gave way and dropped all over the floor. She gasped.
Dawn: Is it a bad omen?
The doctor ran into my ward. Took my pulse. Opened my eyelids. And checked on any signs of heartbeat.
He gave a sigh. And shook his head. The nurses covered my head with the blanket.
My lawyer was called and he rushed down.
There was sorrow in his eyes as he had lost a good friend. But he knew what to do. He went to the drawer next to me and took out something where he placed in his pockets.
As he picked up his phone, he called Dawn.
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The phone came.
And…
She didn’t want to pick it up.
And it continued ringing.
With trembling fingers.
Dawn: Hello?
Lawyer: Is that Dawn?
Dawn: Yes.
Lawyer: Hi Dawn, this is Wayne. Max’s lawyer.
Dawn: Yes?
Lawyer: I need you to be at the hospital now.
Dawn: Hospital?
Lawyer: Yes.
He gave her the details and she stormed out of the room.
Wayne was standing beside me.
The doors sprang open as Dawn ran into the room.
She stopped.
There was a figure on the bed, with the blankets covering the entire body.
Wayne turned and saw Dawn.
Wayne: Dawn?
Dawn’s eyes turned red.
She walked towards the bed.
Dawn: No no no. nononono. Please…
She lifted the blanket.
Dawn: Arghhhh…..!!!!!! arrghh!!! ARGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!
Her mouth arched downwards, as she trembled, her legs soft from the shock.
Wayne went over to hold her.
She pushed off his arms.
Dawn: WHY! WHY DIDN’T YOU TELL ME EARLIER! WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING? WHY? WHY? WHY?
She pushed him to the wall and slapped him until she could not muster up any strength.
Dawn: HE MEANT EVERYTHING TO ME. EVERYTHING! NOW HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO GO ON LIVING!
Wayne knew how painful it was to her. He let her finish venting her anger.
Wayne: I’m as painful as you Ms Dawn. He was my childhood friend. But I was ordered to hide everything. It was a promise. He did not want you to worry about him.
Dawn: Worry? So everything was a lie isn’t it? Going overseas?
Wayne: I’m not sure about that. But this is what he wanted me to pass to you. And he said when you finish hearing what it contains, you are to come to my office. Again, I’m very sorry for what had happened. Please take care.
He bowed as he left.
Dawn held the voice recorder. She cried on the cold and lifeless me until the nurses dragged her away.
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