I kept quiet, waiting and waiting for Cidney to call out to me.
I tiptoed and peeped upwards, Cidney was on the bed, and she did not move an inch.
I wanted to test her limits and I kept dead still for a good 10 minutes.
Nothing.
Not a word.
I hung around, killing time for a while before reinserting the card so we won’t suffocate.
6.20pm
I stood a few steps away from Cidney, just admiring the curves of her petite body.
I took the remaining steps up as quietly as I could and in one swift motion, lifted up Cidney’s legs and parted her wet underwear.
Cidney : Urghhh….
It was a honest cry, one of shock. It must have been too sudden.
I checked the time. 6.30pm
It’s not bad.
I decided it was enough to reward her with what she wanted and within minutes after the room was filled with the sound of our bodies slamming against each other, it was filled with an agonizing scream of body slamming orgasm from Cidney .
I cuddled up with her, holding her till the electrical signals stopped firing down her pelvis.
7.30pm
We had dinner and wine by the river. She wore the same dress, the same bra and the same wet undies.
I’ve always wondered if we smell different or look different after sex.
Somehow I felt the eyes of the waiters staring at us.
I dropped Beng Soon a message, asking him to come by around 10 pm and to bring along a bag of marshmallows.
9.30pm
We headed back to the room.
Cidney went to take a shower and I dropped Beng Soon a message.
James sms : Where are you ?
Beng Soon : Reaching in 10 minutes.
Cidney came out of the shower at 9.45pm and I chatted with her as she blows dry her hair.
We hugged and she asked what’s the plan.
James : I haven cum yet. Can we try it again ?
Cidney nodded like a little girl and went up the steps.
I blindfolded her and tied her up snugly.
Cidney : James , before we start, will you be mad if I fall asleep ? haha
James : haha. Of course not, I would be even happier.
She pouted her lips for a kiss and I gave it to her.
I started the timer on my phone and waited around, opening and closing doors.
10.15pm
I turned on the tv and I left the room.
I called Beng soon and met him at the lobby.
Beng Soon : Simi dai ji ? you call chicken is it ?
James : Fuck you la. Come follow me.
Beng Soon : You never go back since afternoon ? Where is Cidney ?
Inside the lift I went close and made sure there are no cigarette smell and that Beng Soon followed my instructions and used the correct soap and shampoo.
James : Where’s my marshmallow ?
He passed me a bag and I ripped it open before closing it back again.
10.20pm
I put a finger to my lips and opened the room door.
Beng soon stood by the door, not willing to enter.
He kept shrugging his shoulders, giving me the questioning look.
I went over to Cidney’s bag and retrieved her phone.
I swiped and entered her password, showing her wall paper to Beng Soon.
It was a picture of her in a flowery dress taken at a resort. Her smile was radiant and beautiful and she was sitting on a trishaw.
I saw Beng Soon’s jaw dropped and I put my finger to my lips again.
I swore I saw him shake and he had a worried look of uncertainty in his face.
I motioned him to come it and with small baby steps, he slowly stepped into the confines of the small room.
He looked really lost and unsure and I gestured to tell him Cidney is upstairs.
His hand was really trembling as he gestured and asked me what is going on.
I just smiled and mouth the words.
James : Just a rehearsal …
I took one step up and Beng soon followed.
Then I took another
And another.
Both of us stopped a couple of metres away from Cidney.
I felt this raging tsunami of blood rushing into my erection.
There she was, the sweetest woman to ever love me and what I did was to expose her in such a vulnerable state to another man.
I checked Beng Soon’s reaction and I could tell he was about to get a stroke.
Cidney was just in her bra and underwear, partially covered by the blanket but still leaving plenty exposed.
I went close, motioning Beng soon to stay where he was.
I started caressing Cidney’s breast, giving it gentle squeezes.
That was all I did.
Nothing more.
I went over to Beng soon’s side and I nudged him to the same position where I was moments ago.
He looked like he’s going to piss in his pants and kept shaking his head.
I pointed to Cidney’s breast.
I saw Beng Soon bit down on his lips, his trembling hand approaching Cidney’s breast slowly.
When he cupped his right hand down onto Cidney’s breast and started massaging her through her bra, I wanted to take my dick out and start wanking straight away.
It lasted no more than 3 seconds before Beng Soon started gesturing that he should stop.
I switched places with him and I spread Cidney’s legs, making sure he had a view of Cidney’s underwear.
I started to massage Cidney’s privates, and she started moaning.
I did it for 3-4 minutes before Beng Soon kept flashing the cut throat sign, signaling that it’s dangerous.
I took a piece of marshmallow, slowly coating the soft piece of candy with Cidney’s love juice and I could see Beng Soon holding onto the wall for support.
He had a look of horror in his eyes but I saw him frantically adjusting his erection as Cidney moaned and speak in the back ground.
Cidney: Urgh… James… what is that…. Stop…
I dragged that piece of candy up and down her slippery privates, soaking up as much juice as I could before putting it into my mouth.
Beng Soon gave an uncontrolled exhale of breath and quickly put his hands to his mouth.
Cidney did not notice and she was trying to squirm herself away from my massaging finger.
I stood up suddenly and spoke to Cidney.
James : Stay still… don’t move ok ?
Cidney wriggled and found a comfortable position before stopping completely.
I could see the excitement in Beng Soon’s eyes and he looked at me for further instructions.
I gestured for him to head down and we left the room.
I escorted him down stairs to the lobby and he quickly lit up a smoke.
He must have smoked 3 sticks in a row and his head was peppered with sweat.
Beng Soon : Wah Chee bye… James…. You are…. I donno what to say.
I waited for him to calm down and I told him that evening was just a preview. If I wanted, anything was possible.
I just needed to get Cidney used to it, then I can do anything I want.
Beng Soon : Eh.. like that wait she cry rape we both die leh.
I laughed and replied.
James : What makes you think she will ever find out ?
Beng Soon : You are a fucker James, she’s your gf…
I made my way back to the lobby and Beng Soon followed me for a few steps.
James : I know she’s my gf….
I turned and looked and Beng Soon.
James : Now the question is, are you interested in my gf ?
He was just quiet and he looked uncertain. He paused for a while before adding.
Beng Soon : Yes I am James.. I like Cidney.
I nodded and told him that we could accomplish a lot together if we partner up.
I told him not to worry about the arrangements, I’ll work something out and he just needs to remember 2 things.
Don’t fucking smoke and use the same soap and shampoo as me.
I’ll update him more details as we get closer to the big day.
Just before he left Beng Soon asked the golden question.
Beng soon : James… what do you really want ?
James : Is not what, is who…
Beng Soon : What do you mean ?
James : I want Selene.
He was quiet for a moment before adding that he has some on-going works with her too and he could not see how these are connected.
James : Everything is connected Beng Soon…. Everything and everyone is connected. ….
I waved and said goodbye to Beng soon and made my way back to the lobby.
I ordered some desserts, mainly cakes and drinks to be sent up to my room.
11.10pm
I entered the room and immediately heard Cidney call out for me.
I walked up to the bed and she was squirming helplessly entangled within the mess of blanket.
Cidney : Where did you go ? You left me alone in the room ? What if someone came in ?
I untied her and cradled her in my arms.
James : Don’t worry, I was just on the phone outside the room. You are safe. Don’t worry.
I kissed and told her I ordered room service too, and we can have dessert in bed.
When the bell rang about 15 minutes later, Cidney scrambled for her clothes but I held her down, telling her to just hide below the blanket.
She shook her head nervously but I insisted and she obeyed, pulling the sheets up to her chin.
I felt another raging erection pushing against my pants.
I don’t know why
Perhaps it’s because of the fact that Cidney was so shy, so conservative, so reserved about showing others her body that made me so aroused.
The thought of sharing her without her knowledge was like a mind fucking experience.
I felt the sour stab of jealousy, letting another man see the woman I love, yet on the other hand, I get so aroused, showing off what I have gotten my hands on to others.
It’s a constant struggle, not knowing exactly how I was feeling.
I had half the mind to get the room service guy up to ogle at Cidney too but she was already untied and free.
I gave him a tip and thanked him for the delivery.
I fed Cidney cakes, and I got her drinks. I wanted her to feel loved, I wanted her to feel pampered.
Most important of all, I wanted her to feel safe.
She likes to cuddle and would always make it a point to try and squeeze herself into a really small ball for me to hug.
12.15am
We decided to burn off the fats and sugar from the dessert and we made out in every corner of the room. From the stairs to the double height window facing the road.
We fucked for a good 40 minutes, my mind constantly churning out the image of Cidney being taken helplessly by Beng soon.
I wonder how big is his privates , would they stretch Cidney too much ?
Anyway there were a lot more planning to go into before the actual day.
I would need to get a return on my investment too before allowing Beng Soon to have Cidney.
Yes, I needed him to kick start my other mission to get Selene.
I was about to cum but I did not want to do it inside Cidney. I wanted something different.
I wanted something new.
I brought her the marshmallows and I forced her to take a few into her mouth.
With her mouth puffy and full, I slid in my wet erected meat pole.
It was a fucking amazing feeling, honestly I have never felt something like that in my life.
I had tried ice cubes, I tried wine, I tried liquor, warm water.
But marshmallows…
If you are reading this, you have to try it.
First it was the frown and the torturous look of discomfort on Cidney’s face, her cheeks were puffed up adequately.
It turned me on so much that I almost forgot I had sensitive nerves at the tip of my dick head.
I felt my dick touch the pillowy softness of the wet marshmallow in her mouth and I trembled , sliding in slowly.
The sticky and thick warmth is unparalleled to anything I’ve felt.
It’s white, it’s wet and it’s fucking sticky.
And Cidney was trying her best to suck, lick and take me in.
Seeing her mouth full of sticky white stuff made me lost control and I held on to the staircase railing and came. I gave a few good squirt, mixing my cum into her mouth and Cidney was vigorously slapping my thigh with a frown.
She never swallowed, and will always spit my cum out but it must have been such a mess and she had no choice but to swallow the entire sticky mess , sperm, precum, melted marshmallow and all into her throat.
She made a pout and an angry face which was really sweet and cute but my legs were soft, I collapsed panting onto the staircase.
We cleaned up and fell asleep shortly after.
28th November 2010
8.30am
We woke up and I made Cidney try out my bondage endurance attempt again.
She managed to last till 10.30am without a single word.
I had the time to slowly read through some work and planned out some other stuff in that 2 hours.
She finally begged for me to release her as she needed the bathroom.
I made her hold it in as I fingered and tease her.
She moaned so loud that morning that I was sure that if there were people next door , they would have requested a change of room.
Imagine trying to hold in your urine and getting fingered at the same time.
We checked out at 12pm and Cidney came over to my place. We planned on hanging out till it’s time for dinner at Selene’s place.
We discussed about the possibilities and what might happen, perhaps Abdul might just show up and surprise everyone.
Perhaps there might be an announcement that says Abdul is gone.
Perhaps it’s a celebration, we don’t know.
Cidney made herself comfortable on my sister’s bed since it was unoccupied ever since she moved out. It was a little unbelievable but my sister actually stuck with Kevin since their JC days.
Both Kevin and my sister went into the education industry. Kevin landed himself a cushy job at a private school near queenstown while my sis went back to teach at the very college she graduated from in tampines.
Most of her belongings were gone, leaving only a few items hanging lonely and neglected in the room.
Sometimes I miss the bantering between us. It was inevitable that we drifted apart ever sicne she moved out.
She actually moved out right after she got a job, choosing to stay with Kevin. My parents were a little unhappy but as the days goes by, they chose to accept it.
I’ve had the small room all to myself since I completed my army.
Looking back at the photos on the wall of the 2 of us, sometimes I wonder if I would become the monster I am today had Cheryl been here to keep an eye on me.
She visits pretty often, coming back whenever she’s free since she owned a car but chances of us bumping into each other is pretty low.
By the time I get back home it was usually past dinner time, Cheryl would have left long before that.
We still kept in touch via wasapp, via facebook.
Sometimes it feels ridiculous and funny to me how siblings can actually communicate in such a manner.
What happened to the good old days of just sitting down and have a heart to heart talk.
I haven even got the chance to introduce Cidney to her yet but she heard the news from my mum and had sent me a congrats message that looked something like this.
Cheryl sms : Congrats on getting a gf. Please stop changing them.
I took Cidney through some of my childhood pictures and albums when she said she wanted to know what was it like growing up in Singapore.
She saw how I grew from the ugly little thing into the less ugly thing today.
Seeing her smile gave me an erection again as I watched her adjust her denim shorts.
I took a picture of Cidney when she went and lay down at the sofa in the living room. She had the ipad on her belly and was hysterical when I tried to snap a picture.
5.30pm
Cidney and I got on a cab and made our way to Selene’s place.
When we arrived, we realised almost everyone was already there except Kakak Siti and Auntie Poon.
There was a good spread of food that was prepared by Selene’s parents.
Selene : I got help to prepare one ok.
She gave me a smirk when I asked about the spread.
I wandered around a little, looking at the old pieces of furniture that brought back so much memories.
The corner that I used to hide, the place where I sniffed Selene’s underwear, the secret trip up to her bathroom.
6.15pm
Selene’s dad served everyone drinks, non-alcoholic ones, as a form of respect for the muslim staff present. There was a bucket of fried chicken and pizza on top of the spread prepared.
Like a magician waving his wand, Selene’s dad swept his hand across the food, asking everyone to help themselves.
We ate, we chatted and we laughed.
No one talked about work.
No one talked about Abdul.
I mingled around, asking how Sarah was and she whispered sharply when no one was near.
Sarah : I know about you and Cidney. Ah haha..
James : What was that ?
Sarah : don’t pretend la… so obvious. Haha.
She gave me a jab before going to the bathroom.
I went over to Selene, and she looked well rested. She seemed relieved, as if a huge rock had been removed from her chest.
Selene : Let my parents do the talking James, I’m tired. Haha.
James : Really ? I’ll treat you to spa or something…
Selene laughed and slap me on the side of my arm.
Selene : I’m your boss James… haha.
James : Exactly. I was hoping to …. You know. Suck up a little.
Selene : Ewww… sounds so awful…
We chatted casually until she asked me a question.
Selene : Oei… are you and Cidney together ?
James : Why do you ask ?
Selene : Ehh… got some rumours la… I just want to confirm. Hiak hiak …
She rubbed her hands together, twitching one of her eyebrow at the same time.
James : No la, you know who I like what… I’m still waiting for you to give me a chance
Selene : haha. Cannot la.. you’re too young for me James.
James : 2 years is not a lot Selene….
She laughed and brushed me off.
8.30pm
Selene’s dad gathered everyone and we all sat down in the living room.
When he made sure all eyes and attention was on him, he began to speak.
Selene’s dad : Thank you everyone for turning up tonight. I really appreciate all of you coming over this evening.
Selene’s Dad : Now before I begin, I would like to sincerely thank everyone from the bottom of my heart. Without you, the company would not have been possible.
He went on to bring everyone up to speed with regards to the recent events. He said he knows what was going on and the displeasure everyone is facing and it’s regrettable that things had to come to this state.
Selene’s Dad : I want to be absolutely clear on this matter, I am not assigning blame, nor am I holding anyone responsible.
He tried to put it across to the team as frankly and as honestly as he could.
He said that Abdul is not the easiest person to work with but her has his own merits.
Selene’s dad : Have you all thought about the 2 ongoing projects in India. What’s going to happen to them if Abdul is gone ? What’s going to happen to the client ? And most of all, what it’s going to do to the office’ reputation ?
There was nothing but silence across the floor and everyone just listened intently.
He added that Abdul came on board during a difficult period and it was only with his help that the office pulled through.
We may not agree with everything he does but we cannot deny the contribution he did bring into the office.
He took a sip of water before he continued.
Selene’s dad : I know his attitude is bad and certain things he do without regards for the law. I have spoken to him about it and I will resolve this issue.
He made a sincere appeal to all the staff that day, everyone that had tendered their resignation to reconsider their move.
Selene’s dad : I know you all wanted to prove a point, you wanted me to listen. I did. I know I cannot force you to stay if you want to leave but I really hope you would give this office a second chance.
Selene’s dad : I hope you would give Selene a 2nd chance. Give her a chance to lead.
He added the last couple of lines which made a couple of the staff looked down at their feet.
Selene’s dad : The country is changing, everything around us is changing. One thing will remain the same. … always.
He gestured to everyone on the ground and said
Selene’s dad : We are all a family.
Selene took over from her dad and said that there would be some changes in the office and they believed it would be for the better.
With immediate effect, Abdul would not be handling any local projects.
Selene looked at me and said that if I were to stay on, I would take over Abdul’s local portfolio.
I wanted to smile but I resisted, keeping a stonic expression.
Abdul would stay on in the office with a smaller team and we all need to move on and put this episode behind us.
It benefits no one and would only serve to hurt the reputation the office has built up over the years.
Selene went on to work assignment and at that moment, I was holding on to the most projects and she tasked me to start assigning them out to the support team led by Tan.
We had previously discussed about this and i stuck to the original plan of making sure everyone gets a piece of the new jobs on top of the ones they are finishing.
I was prepared for that and I nodded my head. She gave me a nod of her head and asked if i would like to give a quick allocation.
Selene wanted everyone to know that the office is doing well, despite the coup, we’re still bringing in new jobs, we’re still keeping everyone gainfully employed.
I knew Tan and Sue loved houses and I proposed letting them handle the houses I got.
I got a nod of appreciation from Sue and a thumbs up from Tan.
Uncle Kahlid and Sahim likes malls and retail and I suggested that they take over those.
They flashed an ‘okay’ sign and gave me a smile.
Peter was the lead in a mall in the middle east and that kept him pretty much occupied which leaves only Sarah and Cidney.
I gave Sarah Abdul’s boutique and Cidney the 2 shophouses which she liked.
The 2 girls standing beside each other just gave me a slight smile and a nod of their head.
No one objected.
Selene’s parents seemed pleased with my choice and they gave me a short praise that made me blush.
They credited me with bringing in new jobs within such a short period with the office.
They said they were surprise that i had stayed on in this industry despite seeing the chaos the office had to go through during my internship.
Selene’s Dad : Well done James…. well done ..
I bow slightly and thanked Selene’s dad.
I was a little upset that Abdul would still be around but it was still a little victory on our end.
Now we would all need to be careful about sharing an office with a wolf that we did not manage to slay.
I should have known that it was not so easy but i was a little unhappy that Abdul had taken the initiative to approach the office’ founder.
I blame myself for not roping Selene’s parents in right from the very start but it was all too late.
10.15pm
Everyone started making their way to the door when Selene called out to me.
I followed her to the yard, standing near the washing machine, the very spot when I sniffed and played with her worn undies so many years ago.
Selene : Nah. Give you.
She passed me an enveloped and I opened it.
I was given an increment and a small promotion.
James : Wow..
Selene : So ? Happy ?
I shook my head
Selene : Why not ?
James : I’ll only be happy if I get to be with you Selene.
She laughed and smacked me on my head before putting her hands around my shoulder, the way you treat your little brother.
Selene : K la, don’t joke. I’ve spoke with my parents, you have good PR skills, all the clients like you. Just concentrate more on bringing in new jobs.
I nodded my head and smiled and she said she needed to talk to me first thing the next morning.
She needed a little help with a warehouse she was working on.
Selene : Last time you did a few right.
James : Who’s the contractor ?
I knew Beng Soon was the one working on it but I just had to ask.
Selene : PSK , you say you worked with them before some time back
James : Oh ya ya ya… Who are you liasing with ?
She thought about it for a moment before replying.
Selene : Beng Soon. You know him.
James : Yup, I think got work together before.
I left Selene’s place and called Beng Soon.
I wanted an update about the warehouse and see how i could play my cards.
He did not pick up my call and i decided to try again the next morning.
29th November 2010
9.30am
I spent 2 hours running through the warehouse with Selene and i knew what was bothering her.
Money.
There was not much funds allocated by the client and a warehouse being a warehouse, is basically a fucking box.
But Selene went a little overboard on the asethetics portion and the specifications of the materials and fixtures.
I felt a jab of excitement and knew that was one of my opening to get Selene.
She needed my help to cut back on certain items but the thing is Beng Soon had already ordered some fixtures and started work on some areas.
I felt this exhilarating rush of blood down south when it finally dawn on me what i could do with this matter.
12pm
I called Beng Soon and ask him out for lunch but he could not make it.
He offered to buy be drinks after dinner and i agreed.
I asked if he would like me to bring Cidney along and he said yes.
I checked with Cidney and she was a little reluctant but once i said Beng Soon had a couple of shophouses under his portfolio and he was pretty experienced in them, she acccepted.
I spent the rest of the day confirming my trips to KL for the upcoming month and pouring through the details about Selene’s warehouse.
And by 6pm, i knew exactly what i wanted from Beng Soon.
It felt a little erotic and sick to hold Cidney’s hand as we walked towards the restaurant.
It was like parading the lamb before the slaughter but i knew Beng Soon would like to see Cidney.
I would too if i got to touch a girl i like without her knowing, and the very fact that she is having a meal with me without knowing anything would turn me on even more.
Plus if i knew i would get to fuck her in the near future, it would probably give me a constant erection in my pants.
7.30pm
We met Beng Soon at a chinese restaurant at Plaza sing and i sat Cidney opposite Beng Soon again as casually as i could.
We talked about work over dinner and i offered to accompany Beng soon down for a smoke before we settle the bill while Cidney sips her tea.
9.00pm
I went ahead and ask Beng Soon about Selene’s project bringing him up to speed.
James : How much stuff have you ordered.
Beng Soon : Orhhh…. no money ah… no wonder la…
James : Can play or not this situation ?
He nodded with a drag of his smoke.
He told me actually he can shave about a 100k off the cost just by lowering the specifications which is absolutely fine but since Selene changed the speces and upgraded the aesthetic after it was awarded, he just aded accordingly.
Beng Soon : Tell you boss don’t anyhow believe sales people, knn, every 2 day someone come and present her new materials say good good, she want to change.
I smiled and told Beng Soon.
James : Don’t cut the price. Maintain it. The things you ordered, can return ?
Beng Soon : Actually i haven ordered, i don’t like the fucking sales person, trying to find alternative. hahaa.
James : You chee bye… haha
I told him this is it.
James : This is your ticket for Cidney.
He threw away his fag and asked me what i needed him to do.
I told him i wanted to know the progress of the work at the office area by the warehouse and i wanted to drop by the site.
Beng Soon : What else ?
James : Find me 1 worker whose contract is about the end, preferbly about 6 months time. Someone who will keep quiet.
Beng Soon : ok…. what about…..
James : Cidney ? don;t worry. i need to train her up a bit more… give and take a couple of months . 3 months max.
James : Mean time, tell Selene you already paid a deposit for all the new things she wanted and keep piling on the cost. She’s going to try and cut the them.
Beng Soon : ok … ok…
James : one last thing….
Beng soon : What ?
James : I’ll help you get the 2 shophouses, Cidney is working on them .
Beng Soon : Really ?
I smiled and nodded….
James : I want you to tekan her slowly… after you have been awarded.
Beng Soon : Why ? Wait she hates me how…
James : Come on Beng Soon, have you never wanted to fuck a pretty girl who hated you before ?………….
29th November 2010
9.30am
I spent 2 hours running through the warehouse with Selene and i knew what was bothering her.
Money.
There was not much funds allocated by the client and a warehouse being a warehouse, is basically a fucking box.
But Selene went a little overboard on the asethetics portion and the specifications of the materials and fixtures.
I felt a jab of excitement and knew that was one of my opening to get Selene.
She needed my help to cut back on certain items but the thing is Beng Soon had already ordered some fixtures and started work on some areas.
I felt this exhilarating rush of blood down south when it finally dawn on me what i could do with this matter.
12pm
I called Beng Soon and ask him out for lunch but he could not make it.
He offered to buy be drinks after dinner and i agreed.
I asked if he would like me to bring Cidney along and he said yes.
I checked with Cidney and she was a little reluctant but once i said Beng Soon had a couple of shophouses under his portfolio and he was pretty experienced in them, she acccepted.
I spent the rest of the day confirming my trips to KL for the upcoming month and pouring through the details about Selene’s warehouse.
And by 6pm, i knew exactly what i wanted from Beng Soon.
It felt a little erotic and sick to hold Cidney’s hand as we walked towards the restaurant.
It was like parading the lamb before the slaughter but i knew Beng Soon would like to see Cidney.
I would too if i got to touch a girl i like without her knowing, and the very fact that she is having a meal with me without knowing anything would turn me on even more.
Plus if i knew i would get to fuck her in the near future, it would probably give me a constant erection in my pants.
7.30pm
We met Beng Soon at a chinese restaurant at Plaza sing and i sat Cidney opposite Beng Soon again as casually as i could.
We talked about work over dinner and i offered to accompany Beng soon down for a smoke before we settle the bill while Cidney sips her tea.
9.00pm
I went ahead and ask Beng Soon about Selene’s project bringing him up to speed.
James : How much stuff have you ordered.
Beng Soon : Orhhh…. no money ah… no wonder la…
James : Can play or not this situation ?
He nodded with a drag of his smoke.
He told me actually he can shave about a 100k off the cost just by lowering the specifications which is absolutely fine but since Selene changed the speces and upgraded the aesthetic after it was awarded, he just aded accordingly.
Beng Soon : Tell you boss don’t anyhow believe sales people, knn, every 2 day someone come and present her new materials say good good, she want to change.
I smiled and told Beng Soon.
James : Don’t cut the price. Maintain it. The things you ordered, can return ?
Beng Soon : Actually i haven ordered, i don’t like the fucking sales person, trying to find alternative. hahaa.
James : You chee bye… haha
I told him this is it.
James : This is your ticket for Cidney.
He threw away his fag and asked me what i needed him to do.
I told him i wanted to know the progress of the work at the office area by the warehouse and i wanted to drop by the site.
Beng Soon : What else ?
James : Find me 1 worker whose contract is about the end, preferbly about 6 months time. Someone who will keep quiet.
Beng Soon : ok…. what about…..
James : Cidney ? don;t worry. i need to train her up a bit more… give and take a couple of months . 3 months max.
James : Mean time, tell Selene you already paid a deposit for all the new things she wanted and keep piling on the cost. She’s going to try and cut the them.
Beng Soon : ok … ok…
James : one last thing….
Beng soon : What ?
James : I’ll help you get the 2 shophouses, Cidney is working on them .
Beng Soon : Really ?
I smiled and nodded….
James : I want you to tekan her slowly… after you have been awarded.
Beng Soon : Why ? Wait she hates me how…
James : Come on Beng Soon, have you never wanted to fuck a pretty girl who hated you before ?………….
December 2010
It was perhaps one of the fastest month in my life.
The last month of that turbulent year whizzed by without me realizing it.
I was scheduled for KL every Wednesday morning and would be back working in the office by Thursday afternoon. It was tiring and it caused a strain on my body, causing me to fall sick twice that month.
The entire office was in a mess for the month of December, with the reorganization going on, Selene’s parents saw fit that they come back for that month to make sure the uneasy truce went ahead without any hiccup.
There was tension in the office, no doubt about it but everyone seemed to manage it well.
There was some minor renovation going on too, Abdul’s office was expanded to twice it’s original size, and what was left of his entire team moved into that satellite office.
I was put in charge of the renovation and it was a pain in the ass when I’m getting so much comments from my colleagues.
We still share the same facilities and resources but perhaps it was comforting to the staff that Abdul now would not bother us at our work.
There were some rearrangements of seats as well and I was given a seat right outside Selene’s office.
I shared the row of desk with Tan and Sue.
My corner did not allow me a clear view of Sarah’s desk but there was nothing I could do about it.
Perhaps the only consolation I had was when we changed the lockset of the offices and rooms, I got a copy of the masterkey, giving me access to everywhere and anywhere that uses the same series of lockset.
I do not know when I could need it but I knew the day would come eventually.
I brought in a couple of small jobs not worth mentioning in December and I continued my training session with Cidney.
We did not really try it out often and I could not afford a hotel room every week so we did it at her place.
Her limit was 3 hours, that was the max she could do before she needed the bathroom, or she needed a drink, or she felt a little bored.
I tried to think what I could achieve in 3 hours and after laying out the plans, I felt it was not long enough.
4 Hours… at least 4 hours.
Selene’s warehouse with Beng Soon was progressing slowly even though the additional cost was escalated to around 150k. She manage to convince the client to foot the bill for about 40k worth of works and she just need to magically find money for another 110k .
Actually it’s not that difficult, you just need to cut back on a couple of fancy items like the drop off area and the marbled lobby. Okay, maybe that entire stretch of double volume curtain wall got to go but it would not affect the warehouse.
A box is a box.
Why do you need such a nice reception and office.
Beng soon had started to pressure Selene on a certain items as everyday she did not make a decision, she’s wasting precious time.
The entire month I waited and tried to find an opening to kick off my plan but the time was not ripe.
I provided some price sensitive information to Beng Soon with regards to the 2 shophouses Cidney was working on and he won them both with a margin of less than 3k to the next lowest bidder.
Cidney was a little apprehensive about working with Beng Soon but she had no choice. I told her that it’s part and parcel of life, you do not always get to choose who you work with or deal with.
You just had to manage it.
Beng Soon was happy of course, in fact over the moon because I added and tweaked certain specs for the renovation which we could easily replace with something similar at a lower cost.
He’s always conservative with his pricing , refusing to reveal more than is required.
I knew it had to be a decent amount when he passed me an envelope with 8k inside.
7th January 2011
Friday
Cidney kick started the work for her 2 shophouses and Beng Soon was always excited whenever it was Friday.
It was the day they had their weekly site meeting.
I knew Cidney needed to visit the jobsite but I would make it a point to tell her we’re heading someplace nice for dinner. I wanted her to wear a skirt or a dress.
Beng soon would call and tell me after the meeting that Cidney kept holding down her skirt whenever she needed to climb.
It gave me an erection knowing my gf was trying to protect her modesty from someone who had already caressed her breast through her bra.
26th January 2011
Wednesday
Beng Soon gave me a piece of information which made me also lost my mind.
I had just reach my hotel in KL after a long day of meeting when I saw the message from Beng Soon.
He said he saw a guy pick Selene up from the warehouse after their site meeting.
Not just that, he texted me that he saw them kiss , a peck on the cheek inside the car.
I swept everything off the hotel desk, toppling the lamp, brochures and the stationaries.
I shouted and threw the remote control across the room .
There I was, in another contry trying to get new jobs for her office and she was seeing another guy.
I had no right to be angry.
Absolutely no right.
But I could not deny the fact that I was in fact burning mad that evening.
After spending 1 entire hour under the cold shower, I managed to calm myself down after my skin became soft and wrinkled.
I settled down on my bed, taking deep breaths, trying to think.
I suspected something was going on the moment I saw Selene eagerly texting away a couple months back but I could not confirm it.
I tossed and turned that night, trying to rack my brain for something, anything, but nothing came.
No evil plot, no evil schemes. I had nothing to work on at the moment and I was so far away.
27th January 2011
Thursday
I got back into office at 4pm and Selene was nowhere to be seen.
I brought 2 documents into her office , my eyes peeled at the exterior as I opened up the folders and pretended to tag the places which I needed her to look through.
No one paid me any attention and I took the opportunity to look around the desk.
Her bag was still hung behind her chair below the window, she could not have left office yet. Her phone which would be usually on the charging station was gone, so was the small purse she brings along for lunch and coffee breaks.
Her screen was still active, she could not have been gone for more than 10 mins since all the machines in the office has been set in the same way. 10 minutes before the screen saver kicks in.
I was about to leave her desk when I saw her screen popped up a small window indicating that she had new mail.
I would have ignored it if it was sent from a corporate email, probably some clients but I was a gmail prefix at the back and that piqued my curiosity.
There was too much commotion outside and people were walking around, it was too dangerous to be snooping around her computer.
Snooping around would have to wait.
I had dinner that evening with Cidney but I told her I needed to get some work done so I’m staying behind in the office.
It was only at 10.30 pm before the last person , Abdul left the office.
He did not even acknowledge me when he left, choosing to switch off the lights.
It was a childish act but it reminded me of the people I have around me and to always be mindful of my back. The last thing I want was for a knife to be inserted when I was least aware.
I waited another 15 minutes to be sure that no one was coming back before I went back to Selene’s office.
Her door was locked of course but it was not a problem for me.
I used the masterkey I had and I unlocked her room. I did not on the lights as there was a window behind her desk, I did not want to attract any unwanted attention.
I started flipping through her documents with the aid of the light from my mobile phone.
I opened drawers, cupboards that were not lock, and I checked the storage boxes in the corners too.
She had a pair of boots, a little sandy and muddy under her desk.
In it was a pair of socks too, no doubt well infused with her bodily smell when she wore it to site.
There were her slippers which she would slip on when she change out of her heels and there was also a pair of bedroom slippers still in it’s packaging right beside the boots. Probably from one of the hotels.
I could have used these to satisfy my needs, to make me feel a little more sane but I did not. I wanted to get come information about the guy Selene was seeing.
I turned on her pc but it was password protected.
I switched it off before sitting down in her chair.
I swiveled around the room before my eyes rested on the recycling box she had beside one of the offices’ old printers.
I went over and checked the pile of waste paper.
On the top most piece was a half printed copy of a travel itinerary.
It was for a flight to Thailand on Feburary 2nd .
The eve of Chinese new year.
As the itinerary was half printed, I could only make out 2 names which were Selene’s dad and mum.
I mentally filed away this piece of information before I left the office.
28th January 2011
Friday
10.30am
I went over to talk to Selene the moment I sent Cidney off for her meeting with Beng Soon.
I casually asked if she’s interested to come over my mum’s place for steamboat over the new year, I’m going to get my sister and Kevin along too.
Selene :Oh, paiseh ar, cannot leh.. I’m going Thailand with my parents.
I told her it’s ok, another time then .
She volunteered a couple more information about her trip when I told her to try out some local eateries that are a little off the beaten path.
I knew she would be gone for 4 days and she was actually talking a different flight from her parents because she could not get a seat, but it’s only an hour difference so her parents would just wait for her at the airport.
I remembered it was a afternoon flight for her parents, sometime around 3pm, which meant Selene would be leave at 4pm .
Take into consideration her check in and all, she needed to be at the airport at 2pm.
I was hit with a crazy plan that day and I was contemplating about the possibility of pulling it off.
I gave Beng Soon a call and asked if I could have 2 workers on the eve of Chinese new year.
Beng Soon : Siao ar . Where got people work on that day.
I explained to him what I needed them for and I needed a lorry without his company name and logo with some tools and equipment as well. I gave him a quick overview and I could tell he was hesitant and a little scared.
Beng Soon : Eh James… need to play until so big or not…. A bit dangerous leh.
I knew he had his concerns but I reassured him that I knew what I was doing.
He said he would make the arrangements a little reluctantly and I threw in a carrot to cheer him up.
James : eh by the way…. I think Cidney is almost ready
Beng Soon : What do you mean ? You mean we can do it already ?
James : Yah , she can last about 3 hours but I think can push her a bit more.
Beng soon sounded excited and began blabbering.
I told him to calm down and help me make the arrangements.
1.15pm
Most of the colleagues were out for lunch including Selene.
Cidney was at a site meeting and I instigated Beng Soon to buy her lunch which she texted me about it.
I was receiving constant updates about Beng Soon’s corny jokes and his strong cigarette smell from Cidney.
On the pretext of bringing some drawings into Selene’s room, I entered with a large box and placed it on the table.
I began taking out a couple of files and checked to make sure no one was looking in at that moment.
I positioned the box in such a way that it blocked the view towards the back where Cidney hung her bag.
I reached in and my hands felt the cold touch of her metal keys and I lifted the whole bunch out and put it back into the box I brought along.
I hid the bunch of keys in a folder inside the box before leaving for lunch with that folder.
I went straight to the closest key smith and made a duplicate of the entire bunch before rushing back into office.
1.40pm
I repeated what I did and replaced Selene’s key back into her bag.
31st January 2011
Monday
I had spent the weekend going through my plan and I had actually made 4 trips to Selene’s place, scouting the immediate surroundings.
I even took a double decker bus pass it a few times just to get some photos and get a feel of what I would be seeing if I looked down from a higher level.
Selene’s main door faced a small private road but she had a small lane running along the side of the house which was just basically overgrown with grass. It was about less than a metre wide before tapering wider to the back of her neighbour’s place.
The only problem was that the piece of grass where I want to use was facing the main road.
Buses, cars, even pedestrians can see what I was doing.
I worked out various scenarios and call Beng soon again. I told him I needed 3 workers, and at the same time told him to book a nice room for 2 nights on the 1st & 2nd of March.
I reassured him that Cidney would be ready by then .
I was confident of pulling it off but I ran through my plans several times just to be sure.
I needed to know who Selene was seeing and to what extend have they brought their relationship.
My plan was simple, I wanted to snoop around Selene’s place when it’s empty.
I needed Beng Soon’s worker as a look out.
2nd Feburary 2011
It was a half day for the office and most people came in late with the festive mood.
I was in at 8.30 and Selene did not turn up till 9.45am
I happened to be at the pantry when I saw her stroll in and I felt my heart skip a beat.
I checked my time and was fearing for the worse.
James : Eh… I thought you going overseas… where’s your luggage ?
Selene : Aiyah, later go back take la, my place so near airport.
I chatted before I quickly excused myself out and made a phone call.
I called Beng Soon and asked the status of his guys.
Beng Soon : Reach liao. Where you want to dig ?
James : Wait. Don’t start first.. Selene’s going to head back for her luggage.
11.45am
I saw Selene packing up and switching off her office lamp and I quickly grabbed my stuff and left the office.
I took a cab to Selene’s place and I met up with Beng soon and his workers.
Beng Soon : Eh.. this mobilization a bit big leh. You sure you want to do it or not.
James : Confirm.
I pulled on an old shirt I brought along and topped it with a cap and I sat in the lorry a good 4-5 units away from Selene’s place beside a power station.
15 minutes later, I saw a cab pull up from the small road and Selene disappeared into her house.
1.20pm
Selene changed out of her work clothes and was dragging a luggage to the main road in shorts and a t-shirt.
I asked one of the workers to follow her and make sure she got on a cab.
1.40pm
The worker walked back and gave me the thumbs up. Beng Soon drove us all to the main road and on the hazard light.
We unloaded cones, construction signage and some digging tools.
I pointed to a spot right beside Selene’s boundary wall and asked 2 workers to start digging slowly but the main thing was to serve as a look out. I gave one specific instructions that to comms me the moment a double decker bus was approaching one traffic light away.
I positioned another one at the other end of the road with some road survey equipment to serve as a look out.
Beng Soon stayed in the lorry.
We were all equipped with walkie talkie for communication.
I just sat myself down at a corner and I started to look at every single building around me.
My main concern was a 3 story house across Selene’s place which would have a clear view of her house if anyone was looking out the 2nd floor or the 3rd floor window.
I scanned every window of that unit, every movement of the curtains, every flinched of a shadow, I wanted to see it.
2.30pm
The sun was scorching hot and I was perspiring non-stop and I was still not confident that it’s an all clear.
I took a short walk along the area, scouting the quiet estate for signs of people who were just staring out the window.
2.45pm
I used the walkie talking to contact Beng Soon and told him I’m heading in.
After wanting to do this do so many years, i finally got around to do it.
I wondered how would Selene’s room be like after so many years.
I wondered who different her bathroom would be…
Perhaps she would have undies hanging around, perhaps i could lie on the same bed she laid on.
Would i be able to find used pads, would i be able to steal and indulge myself in her lingerie ?
Maybe i would find some deep dark secrets i could use…. maybe i would realise she had a choice of slutty lingeries…
Or perhaps a good collection of dildos and toys…
My brain was bombarded with a thousand questions that day. I’ve never felt so excited before.
I did not know whether was it the thrill of exploring Selene’s house, peeking into her most private space… or was it the thrill of breaking the law.
There was a buzz from the talkie and it was Beng Soon.
Beng Soon : Eh James…. I a bit scared leh… wait people come and ask what we doing how ?
I took a deep breath before stepping on a couple of boxes we had stacked beside the wall and scaled it in one go. The moment my feet landed on Selene’s yard, I scurried over to a old tree with dense canopy.
I held my breath and looked around the compound.
I needed to calm Beng Soon down so I gave him the most honest reply I could think off.
James : Beng Soon…. This is Singapore….Everyday every corner somewhere, someone is digging a fucking hole in the ground.
I depressed the send button again and spoke.
James : When was the last time you walk up to a construction worker and ask what are you digging a hole in the ground for ? ?
Her door was locked of course but it was not a problem for me.
I used the masterkey I had and I unlocked her room. I did not on the lights as there was a window behind her desk, I did not want to attract any unwanted attention.
I started flipping through her documents with the aid of the light from my mobile phone.
I opened drawers, cupboards that were not lock, and I checked the storage boxes in the corners too.
She had a pair of boots, a little sandy and muddy under her desk.
In it was a pair of socks too, no doubt well infused with her bodily smell when she wore it to site.
There were her slippers which she would slip on when she change out of her heels and there was also a pair of bedroom slippers still in it’s packaging right beside the boots. Probably from one of the hotels.
I could have used these to satisfy my needs, to make me feel a little more sane but I did not. I wanted to get come information about the guy Selene was seeing.
I turned on her pc but it was password protected.
I switched it off before sitting down in her chair.
I swiveled around the room before my eyes rested on the recycling box she had beside one of the offices’ old printers.
I went over and checked the pile of waste paper.
On the top most piece was a half printed copy of a travel itinerary.
It was for a flight to Thailand on Feburary 2nd .
The eve of Chinese new year.
As the itinerary was half printed, I could only make out 2 names which were Selene’s dad and mum.
I mentally filed away this piece of information before I left the office.
28th January 2011
Friday
10.30am
I went over to talk to Selene the moment I sent Cidney off for her meeting with Beng Soon.
I casually asked if she’s interested to come over my mum’s place for steamboat over the new year, I’m going to get my sister and Kevin along too.
Selene :Oh, paiseh ar, cannot leh.. I’m going Thailand with my parents.
I told her it’s ok, another time then .
She volunteered a couple more information about her trip when I told her to try out some local eateries that are a little off the beaten path.
I knew she would be gone for 4 days and she was actually talking a different flight from her parents because she could not get a seat, but it’s only an hour difference so her parents would just wait for her at the airport.
I remembered it was a afternoon flight for her parents, sometime around 3pm, which meant Selene would be leave at 4pm .
Take into consideration her check in and all, she needed to be at the airport at 2pm.
I was hit with a crazy plan that day and I was contemplating about the possibility of pulling it off.
I gave Beng Soon a call and asked if I could have 2 workers on the eve of Chinese new year.
Beng Soon : Siao ar . Where got people work on that day.
I explained to him what I needed them for and I needed a lorry without his company name and logo with some tools and equipment as well. I gave him a quick overview and I could tell he was hesitant and a little scared.
Beng Soon : Eh James… need to play until so big or not…. A bit dangerous leh.
I knew he had his concerns but I reassured him that I knew what I was doing.
He said he would make the arrangements a little reluctantly and I threw in a carrot to cheer him up.
James : eh by the way…. I think Cidney is almost ready
Beng Soon : What do you mean ? You mean we can do it already ?
James : Yah , she can last about 3 hours but I think can push her a bit more.
Beng soon sounded excited and began blabbering.
I told him to calm down and help me make the arrangements.
1.15pm
Most of the colleagues were out for lunch including Selene.
Cidney was at a site meeting and I instigated Beng Soon to buy her lunch which she texted me about it.
I was receiving constant updates about Beng Soon’s corny jokes and his strong cigarette smell from Cidney.
On the pretext of bringing some drawings into Selene’s room, I entered with a large box and placed it on the table.
I began taking out a couple of files and checked to make sure no one was looking in at that moment.
I positioned the box in such a way that it blocked the view towards the back where Cidney hung her bag.
I reached in and my hands felt the cold touch of her metal keys and I lifted the whole bunch out and put it back into the box I brought along.
I hid the bunch of keys in a folder inside the box before leaving for lunch with that folder.
I went straight to the closest key smith and made a duplicate of the entire bunch before rushing back into office.
1.40pm
I repeated what I did and replaced Selene’s key back into her bag.
31st January 2011
Monday
I had spent the weekend going through my plan and I had actually made 4 trips to Selene’s place, scouting the immediate surroundings.
I even took a double decker bus pass it a few times just to get some photos and get a feel of what I would be seeing if I looked down from a higher level.
Selene’s main door faced a small private road but she had a small lane running along the side of the house which was just basically overgrown with grass. It was about less than a metre wide before tapering wider to the back of her neighbour’s place.
The only problem was that the piece of grass where I want to use was facing the main road.
Buses, cars, even pedestrians can see what I was doing.
I worked out various scenarios and call Beng soon again. I told him I needed 3 workers, and at the same time told him to book a nice room for 2 nights on the 1st & 2nd of March.
I reassured him that Cidney would be ready by then .
I was confident of pulling it off but I ran through my plans several times just to be sure.
I needed to know who Selene was seeing and to what extend have they brought their relationship.
My plan was simple, I wanted to snoop around Selene’s place when it’s empty.
I needed Beng Soon’s worker as a look out.
2nd Feburary 2011
It was a half day for the office and most people came in late with the festive mood.
I was in at 8.30 and Selene did not turn up till 9.45am
I happened to be at the pantry when I saw her stroll in and I felt my heart skip a beat.
I checked my time and was fearing for the worse.
James : Eh… I thought you going overseas… where’s your luggage ?
Selene : Aiyah, later go back take la, my place so near airport.
I chatted before I quickly excused myself out and made a phone call.
I called Beng Soon and asked the status of his guys.
Beng Soon : Reach liao. Where you want to dig ?
James : Wait. Don’t start first.. Selene’s going to head back for her luggage.
11.45am
I saw Selene packing up and switching off her office lamp and I quickly grabbed my stuff and left the office.
I took a cab to Selene’s place and I met up with Beng soon and his workers.
Beng Soon : Eh.. this mobilization a bit big leh. You sure you want to do it or not.
James : Confirm.
I pulled on an old shirt I brought along and topped it with a cap and I sat in the lorry a good 4-5 units away from Selene’s place beside a power station.
15 minutes later, I saw a cab pull up from the small road and Selene disappeared into her house.
1.20pm
Selene changed out of her work clothes and was dragging a luggage to the main road in shorts and a t-shirt.
I asked one of the workers to follow her and make sure she got on a cab.
1.40pm
The worker walked back and gave me the thumbs up. Beng Soon drove us all to the main road and on the hazard light.
We unloaded cones, construction signage and some digging tools.
I pointed to a spot right beside Selene’s boundary wall and asked 2 workers to start digging slowly but the main thing was to serve as a look out. I gave one specific instructions that to comms me the moment a double decker bus was approaching one traffic light away.
I positioned another one at the other end of the road with some road survey equipment to serve as a look out.
Beng Soon stayed in the lorry.
We were all equipped with walkie talkie for communication.
I just sat myself down at a corner and I started to look at every single building around me.
My main concern was a 3 story house across Selene’s place which would have a clear view of her house if anyone was looking out the 2nd floor or the 3rd floor window.
I scanned every window of that unit, every movement of the curtains, every flinched of a shadow, I wanted to see it.
2.30pm
The sun was scorching hot and I was perspiring non-stop and I was still not confident that it’s an all clear.
I took a short walk along the area, scouting the quiet estate for signs of people who were just staring out the window.
2.45pm
I used the walkie talking to contact Beng Soon and told him I’m heading in.
After wanting to do this do so many years, i finally got around to do it.
I wondered how would Selene’s room be like after so many years.
I wondered who different her bathroom would be…
Perhaps she would have undies hanging around, perhaps i could lie on the same bed she laid on.
Would i be able to find used pads, would i be able to steal and indulge myself in her lingerie ?
Maybe i would find some deep dark secrets i could use…. maybe i would realise she had a choice of slutty lingeries…
Or perhaps a good collection of dildos and toys…
My brain was bombarded with a thousand questions that day. I’ve never felt so excited before.
I did not know whether was it the thrill of exploring Selene’s house, peeking into her most private space… or was it the thrill of breaking the law.
There was a buzz from the talkie and it was Beng Soon.
Beng Soon : Eh James…. I a bit scared leh… wait people come and ask what we doing how ?
I took a deep breath before stepping on a couple of boxes we had stacked beside the wall and scaled it in one go. The moment my feet landed on Selene’s yard, I scurried over to a old tree with dense canopy.
I held my breath and looked around the compound.
I needed to calm Beng Soon down so I gave him the most honest reply I could think off.
James : Beng Soon…. This is Singapore….Everyday every corner somewhere, someone is digging a fucking hole in the ground.
I depressed the send button again and spoke.
James : When was the last time you walk up to a construction worker and ask what are you digging a hole in the ground for ? ?