Yes when I watch the movie it was so real to me that I cried through the entire show. Maybe for those who had went through will actually know the pain of the lost.
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JillStuart
The first part of the storyline is almost similar to the movie The girl in pinafore.. Touching yet having a sad ending. I feel you..
Tiffany whisper to my ear " you have my support Sam" those words was encouraging, her hand so tidy yet warm, the kind of feeling that Evelyn gave when I am down and I really miss that so much at that moment I thought Lyn is back but reality she wasn’t at all, she is Tiffany and she may be the one that gonna open the lock in my heart. It getting late and we decide it’s time for us to go and we all hope to my car and since all of us are in the mood of celebration we decided to drive up Kent Ridge Hill. We were enjoying this song when it was played on 95FM
, Tiffany was on the front seat while Alan and Stef was at the back “sealing their lips” as we listen to the song and Stef had been letting of soft moan and Tiff was obviously very shy can see she was blushing all the way.
We reached the peak, Alan and Stef was to eager to continue what they left walk into the darkness and telling us they will be back in 30mins. So they left Tiff and myself in the car, i off the engine and we continue to listen to “Capt of your hearts” from 95FM back then he was very popular.
played on the radio slowly Tiff lean forward and said can I lent her my shoulder to lie on. and this caught me by surprise, why is she making all the move that Lyn used to do, maybe she is the angel Lyn send to me and i said to her “yes Tiff you may.” and we she start to tell me her story……….to be continue
Yes, I agreed with you Mocha, it takes a lot of courage to end our own life. I am very fortunate to have supportive family and friends that help me through those time and yes I always feel that Evelyn never leave me she just move on to another dimension showering her blessing on me.
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MochaVodka
It takes a hell lot of courage to end your own life… If you have the courage to die, you should have more than enough courage to live on.
@ Sam Kor: 加油! Our loved ones whom have left us merely went to a better place to bless us.
the angel Lyn send to me and i said to her “yes Tiff you may.” and we she start to tell me her story………
Tiff: I am from a single parent family, i am always alone that why I am introvert, my mum is very strict she doesn’t let me mix around much cause she worried that I mixed with the wrong company.
Me: Well Tiff she cares for you, you have to appreciate her intention and she nurture you to be a gentle and caring gal now.
Tiff: yes true but she is just so strict and I just quarrel with her earlier cos I ask her if i can join you guys for a drink and she scolded me, telling me that’s not a place for me and dangerous.
Me: she cares for you …..
Tiff: I know but I also know you guys are here to take care of me especially you Sam, you have been taking care of me since the day I joined the hall, now in the committee and you have always been there for all of us and me
Me: well i just doing my job and my past tells me to treasure what I have now cause you never know when is the end of our life(a thing that I still believed on after all this years)
Tiff: I felt for you Sam and I really do. You went through a lot but yet you don’t show it at all till the day I saw you tears and the second recently. After I know what you went through I know you are a sentimental person…..
The radio was playing this song as we continue to chat and suddenly she gave me another surprise, she turn over kisses my forehead,open the car door and run off…………a deja vu of what Evelyn done to me when we first reunite. I follow her from behind and at this moment Alan and Stef walk back and it was like 2am in the morning……….to be continue
Yes bro to end own life doesn’t solve the problem you are just adding on more sorrows to those who love you. We pave what we want for the future to live on is better then dead. We can make a different when we live but the moment we die that’s history……. be happy bro.
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MochaVodka
I feel for you bro, thou I never had experienced the passing of a partner, I’ve seen ample kins leaving me… When I was 1st left all alone, I did thought of ending my own misery… countless attempts but I always chickened out in the last minute…. lol…
I admit… I’ve got no guts to commit suicide…. lol
Bro after all the tcss I just forgotten about thr supper thngy. I like to keep things simple and nice don’t need to complicate things in life or in writing maybe that’s why my story doesn’t have the lenght hahaha. I am 4yo bro
QUOTE=MochaVodka;10117257]Solid lah bro!! Your selection of music tells me we’re from almost about the same Era… Prolly you’re slightly older lah but it’s ok!! Thought ytd u jio supper de? how come end up no sound no picture de? lol
I like your writing style too bro, clean & simple yet manages to bring the message across, SARPORK!![/QUOTE]
I follow her from behind and at this moment Alan and Stef walk back and it was like 2am in the morning and both of them look so satisfied. Alan ask why Tiffany standing alone there ask me to call her back to the car as we moving off. I when to her and she is still blushing then we walk to the car together and throughout the journey back we were all silence. Alan walks Stef and Tiffany back to their stairways while I walk back to my room recapping what happen earlier and thinking should I start a new relationship as Evelyn is still so fresh in my mind and I still miss her a lot even though 2 years had past. I pick up my wallet look at the picture of her and I were thinking what the lyrics of this song sang
but life was so unkind to us put us apart way before we can start not just her but a life we have just created, I fell asleep as I holding on to Lyn’s picture tightly.
After the end of the hall orientation program, new school term starts too we were all busy with out studies and Tiffany and I do meet at canteen for meals or catch a movie or two on weekends both never on a single dates so nobody mention of what happened that night and life just move on between us. No doubt I do have some liking on Tiffany but I just wasn’t sure am I just taking her as a shadow of Lyn or I really fell for her and as day goes by we just like normal friends.
This is when I met the third woman in my life Audrey, she is the one that make me crazy and almost ruin my life with her sex, lies and almost drugs. Audrey a newbie 3 years my junior a former convent girl from the same JC i came from. She is about 155cm a body that will make every man die for with her 36C boobs 25 waist and 35 bottom. She was the hottest gal guys talking about in most of the halls. She enter my life when I was preparing for my final year and it all started with this song,
…….to be continue
I was playing this song quite loudly as it was the final day of our exam and we all were packing up our room, wanting to get our of our dorm and enjoy our break. The same gang Alan, Stef and Tiffany were in my room chatting and planning what we gonna to do for our long holiday, Alan and Steff planned to go Bali for holiday and Tiffany found a holiday work to earn for her expenses and i as usual helping out with my family business during the holiday. While we were chatting Audrey suddenly appear at the door to ask us to lower our volume saying we were disturbing her sleep. She was quite a random gal and we all know she had quite a number of relationship with guys from her course before,
Audrey: why are you guys making so much noise and disturbing my sleep
Stef : hey come on who will sleep at 1pm in the afternoon. we just finish our papers time to relax and chill
Audrey : which rules say I can’t sleep at 1pm and who you think you are to ask me relax
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#%^#^ start coming out from her mouth Stefanie also start her using her limited language on Audrey and sensing the firework boiling I step forward and apologized to Audrey
Me : we will lower our voice and music please allow me buy you a drink some day ya, we are sorry
Alan : yes yes sorry about it(pulling the angry Stef aside)
Audrey : Ok you better mean what you said, I will come up again if I hear any more noise from you guys.
Me : sure
she walk back to her room and we continue with what we stop and we decide we will go for a good dinner before heading home for our holiday. I sent all of them home after dinner and since I need bring some books back home so I proceed back to my hall, as most of the students had left for home, the Hall was extremely quiet and deserted, as I was packing and about to move out Audrey suddenly appeared at my door which scared me shitless at that moment.
Me : hey why you just appear like that you scare the hell out of me
Audrey: hahaha you so easily scare? don’t forget you still owe me a drink when are you going to buy me?
Me : we arrange a day ok it’s getting late today, by the way you not going home?
Audrey : no one at home anyway so whether I am home or here it doesn’t make any difference.I don’t care a promise is a promised you have to drink with me today. U wait for me here I come back in a minute.
before I can say anything she ran back to her room and she come back with 2 bottles of whiskey.
Me: what!!! you having this in your room? it’s against regulations.
Audrey: if no one check who will know what I have inside my room, my room mate and I had been drinking almost every night.
Me : but……
Audrey : no but you gonna drink with me tonight no matter what.
as she speaks she closes my room door and open a bottle, ask me to bottom up a shot. i had never try drinking whiskey neat without any ice or mixer and the taste was horrible. I started chatting with her asking why she never goes home and the radio was playing this song
….to be continue
Hahaha
, that’s to entice people mah lol. Anyway I am wrapping up this chapter soon.
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MochaVodka
Argh!! You keep stopping @ interesting moments… LoL…
I started chatting with her asking why she never goes home and the radio was playing this song
…..
without replying she pour another shot into my glass and ask me to drink as a punishment for disturbing her early that day, she herself drunk a big gulp from the bottle,
Me : goodness that’s not very good for a gal to drink directly from the bottle…..
Audrey: I had been doing that since I was in JC nothing wrong with that.
Me: but you will get drunk easily( as I speak she had another gulp and top my glass again)
Audrey: drink up don’t kept talking you said you gonna drink with me…..
we had been drinking like 30mins and I can felt I kinda tipsy and Audrey was too, she sat on my bed while I was sitting on my study chair suddenly she came forward and sat on my lap and start kissing me i tried to resist but probably due to the alcohol I just follow through start frenching her and gosh her lips was so soft and kissable, she start spreading her legs and wrap around me and move in a sexy manner, kissing my ear to my neck and my lips(honestly that’s all my killer spots) she done everything right to entice a man. She suddenly grab my protruding groin and start rubbing him and I start massaging her boobs in return and her was quite soft, the lust in me start to act probably by the alcohol.
I start to remove her Ts exposing her fair body she was wearing a lace bra which is another killer shot for me and she did the same on me and she start to lower her body down and remove my Bermudas, by now I totally naked to a gal whom I just talk to that afternoon and now she was about to do the first blowjob I ever had, she grab my tool and put inside her mouth and using her tongue to lick it as she suck and the feeling was damn good, I almost cum at the very moment but she just stop and start teasing me, licking my nipples and I did the same on hers , her nipples so pinkish and protruding she let out a soft moan when I started to lick and suck them, i start to finger her love hole, her pubic area wasn’t bushy and well maintain, she was wet her juice was flowing down my finger. She whisper to my ear
Audrey: I want you to lick me
Me: huh lick you, Where?
Audrey: my virginal lah Idiot
Me : OK but i don’t know(she was my second sexual experience only)
Audrey : just lick like u licking an ice cream use you finger to rub at the same time……
that moment she lie down on my bed, spreading her leg wide while I start to lick her, she was in ecstasy and start to moan quite loudly and I was worried that she may alert the security as the whole hall was so quiet and with her loud moaning may even wake the dead. As i lick and finger her I could feel her juice flows like waterfall and suddenly she squirt and it end right at my face without warning, I was like what the hell happened, all this were so new to me(Audrey was the first gal that actually squirt on me and I met my second years later) she blushed and said sorry she can’t control after saying that she asked me to lie down and gave me another round of BJ. She then ride on me and gosh she was tight and looking up at her face she was so pretty and sexy with her breast bouncing up and down while she moved make me very horny and I came in no time and then I relies I am not wearing any protection………too be continue