Hi friends, this is my 1st attempt to write a story here so don’t be harsh on me ya. This may not be a typical sex story but I will include some in to entice the story.
My first love experience happened during my JC days and it was sweet and memorable too, she was actually my secondary school classmate but we just don’t hit off immediately in fact we were loggerhead. We fight almost everyday during class and when ever she make a presentation I will argue with her and make her pissed. All this went on for 2 years and we parted after our “O” levels. We were posted to different JCs after that, I was in the central while hers is in the north.
Nothing much happens during the first few months in JC and everything was so bored and everyday was like going to lectures and tutorials it was so monotonous. Things start to get exciting after I joined the school Xinyao group so by now you probably can guess how old i am, anyway i am not young i am 41yo, yes xinyao was quite a hit in the late 80s.My school took part in a inter school xinyao competition and i am one of the guitarist, the competition day finally arrived and it was held in Bas Basah complex and there’s a big crowd of supporters, our turn comes and as we sang and playing our instruments I saw a familiar face standing among the crowd and relies she is the gal I always tease and argue with in Secondary school let’s call her Evelyn. Evelyn was like a nerd during secondary wearing a black frame glasses and always carry her love story book where ever she goes. But she look so different now and she really grew up to be a beauty, she actually look very much like Julie Tan from the movie " The gal In pinafone".
I was like staring at her from the moment I saw her till the moment we step down the stage, she really attracted me. I quickly pack up my stuff and ran to where she stands and so worried she walks away but she didn’t. We reintroduced ourselves, she stands at 1.60m nice slim body in a typical JC uniform and a shoulder length hair tied to a ponytail she is just a perfect girl guys like me will want to have as girlfriend, we chat at the mac nearby and get to know that which JC she studies and what course she in and coincidentally we were in the same stream, that night i sent her home as we stay each other. I start singing this song to her as we walk to her block
. When we reached her block I asked if I can have her house phone number or pager number, she had actually prepared to my surprise tucked a piece of paper to me and ran off(very drama right?) but suddenly she turned back and planted a kiss on my forehead and I was like………………. to be continued
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…..I was shock when she planted the kiss on my forehead and before I gain my composure she was running and waving good bye. As I walk back to my house my mind is still fresh with Evelyn sudden action and still in shock.
Once home as I laid on my bed I pick up the phone and call Lyn(which I affectionately call her after that night) and a sweet voice answer the call and I ask
Me : Can I speak to eerrr Evelyn(kinda scared actually)
Lyn : yes speaking who is that on the line?
Me : I am Sam(my voice still trembling)
Lyn : oh hi so fast reach home ah?
Me: ya just reached….. can I ask you why you did that earlier?
Lyn : Oh sorry if i gave you a fright. Actually I had been thinking of you since we left PCSS(my secondary school), we had been arguing like almost everyday but you never seem to notice I actually I am interested with you.
Me : (I was like….) errr ohhh i didn’t relies maybe I just busy finding facts and points to argue with you. But I do know that you always look back to look and i thought you were interested with Boon.
Lyn : sorry I need to go call you tomorrow.
Me : ok ……
I still remember the radio was playing this song
… after we end the call. I was thinking the nerdy looking gal and now a little beauty interested with me……and this went on till i fell asleep. The next day same thing goes to school attending those boring lecture and tutorial but my mind is thinking of what Lyn said the night before. Rush straight home after school ends and waited patiently for Lyn to call. I kept staring at the phone and pick up occasionally to make sure the phone is working.
Finally a call came in and yes is Lyn on the line,
Me : Hello(in a boring tone)
Lyn : Hello is that sam
Me : YES!
Lyn : y so excited ?
Me : I was waiting for your call the whole afternoon……
Lyn : oh sorry I was having extra tutorial today, bt yhe way are you free tomorrow ?
Me : yes
Lyn: shall we go cycling at ecp tomorrow….
Me: yes ok I see you at Bishan Intercharge ?
Lyn : ok 8am at Bishan Interchange ok….
Me : yes ok cya…..
To be continue…….
……the next morning I wake up very early prepare myself , grab my guitar and my back pack and make my way to meet Lyn. When I reached Lyn was already there she was wearing a pair of white shorts that show her slim and long legs and a matching T shirts. We greeted each other and proceed to the bus bay to take a bus to ECP. We chatted a lot through the bus journey, we talk of our study, interest and our dream job…… I was surprised she was choosing the same path as me and suddenly I relies she is the girl I had been looking for and she was so close to me but I had been missing her presence. As we chat my heart pound at double speed and we reached Marine Parade walk to ECP and rented a bicycle each and cycle along the track all the way to the Bedok beacon at Fort Road. We park our bicycles and move up the stairs to enjoy the view and this scene and song from the movie was so real to me when I watch and my tears just went on free flow even after so many years.
we sat at the viewing area, I play my guitar as she look at me enjoying the song I played
at that point of time I know I need to express my feeling to Evelyn, I put down my guitar and look at her and told her " I think I had found someone that i want to share my joy and happiness with finally…. and that’s you Lyn will you be my stead(ah beng lingo at the time for GF which I learned from friends), she look at me and said “Sam, I had been waiting for you all this while but you just like wild horse kept running away from me, always pissed me off but never a moment I hate you. You know that day when you perform, I heard from my friend in your JC that you will be performing that’s why I went there to look for you……” At the moment I was so touched, there sit a girl that had been waiting for me all this years to take notice at her but I didn’t and she had to take the initiative to look for me to express her liking for me…..I was filled with guilt. I hold her close to me and give her tight hug and told her please accept me and I promised to love her forever(hahaha just say out without actually thinking if i can) and then I planted a kiss on her forehead wow she blush(she was very fair so can see the redness on her face very clearly) slowly I kissed her lips she did resist at that moment and but become spontaneous after that, we kisses passionately and not knowing the time had past so fast. We cycle back to return our bike and proceed home. The journey back I hold her hand tightly and not wanting to release them till she reaches her house.
From that day on we meet almost everyday and everyone in our group will teased us behaving like husband and wife, when they see me they sure will see Lyn following behind like my shadow….. we studied together, encouraging each other when we were down and practically doing everything together, everyday was so blessed with Lyn around. Finally “A” level heat hit us we done well enough to enter to the course we want in Uni. That was some drastic changes happen……….to be continue
This will be the last part of my Chapter 1 of my love memory.
We collected our “A” level result from our school and we met at Thomson plaza, Lyn was so happy that we scored well and i told her that I intent to go NUS to further my studies but suddenly she just tears and told me her parents want her to go UK to further her studies and being their only child she doesn’t want to disobey them, we were like in total silence for a while before I broke the silence and told her “Lyn, I think you should go, your parents want you to do well in life, the uni you attending is good and you will be back as a great professional and excel. we may be a distant away, we just take it a test for us. I am doing my NS soon anyway so just take it that we parted because of that and four years going past very fast and maybe after my NS I may be able to join you there and I make promise to that”
That night we went to Marina Square “Ai Qing Hai” with our common friends to listen to songs and we sang this song together
…… and never that I know this will be the last song we sang together………..Not long after that I was enlisted and she went as plan to UK to study. Life was very much monotonous in NS posted to a combat unit after command school, Lyn wrote to me often and during every book out i was like rushing home to read the letters she mailed me and I wrote back as soon as I can so that I can post it out before I go back to camp again. That was about a year later when she wrote to me she will be coming back for summer holiday, I was overjoyed. I applied a week leave from my camp wanted to be with her when she is back, marked down the dates and counting down to the day of her return.
The day finally arrived and i went down to the airport to welcome her and didn’t know that her parents are there too and that’s the first time I met them, Lyn walk out of the arrival hall look tired but still as pretty as before the usual ponytail, her ever smiling face was so familiar to me. I ran forward gave a tight hug and kisses her lips and I totally forgot the presence of her parents and after awhile then I relies. I let her down and she intro me to her parents officially for the first time. Her father stare at me like a hawk taming it’s prey and I was scared shit less but nevertheless I was invited to join them for lunch. We chatted and I gather enough courage to ask her parent to let her engage to me……this caught her and her parents by surprise, her parents didn’t answer me directly but said they need to talk t Lyn first and we proceed home after lunch.
The next day Lyn ask me to go over to her house as he father wanted to talk to me, he had a good talk with me and agreed to let Lyn engage to me but no marriage till I complete my studies and established my career, I agreed and her parents left for their appointment. I stayed at her house and we talk a lot that day and we even talk about having kids together and she knows I love kids. Slowly as we chat our lips interlocked we kisses, my hands just uncontrollably touches her breast for the first time and those are the very first pair of breast that I touch, the feeling was so nice they are so soft she wasn’t big a B cup the most for every squeeze i did she let go a soft moan, as thing goes I start to remove her Ts and there exposing her body with the bra on I struggle to remove them but being new i was unable to, Lyn help me with it and there goes the bra exposing her full blossom right in front of me, they were so beautiful quite a handful, she help me my jeans and start stroking my junior and he had already as hard as rod, slowly we remove the last piece of our clothes and we were totally naked in front of each other for the first time in our life and that day we both broke our virginity and we made miracle after that.
Time passes so fast one week just go after that day. I unwillingly sent Lyn to the airport and give her tight hug and kisses her, I never expect that day is the last time that I seen her alive……… two months had past and I completed my NS, I received a letter from Lyn telling me she had a good news for me and will be calling when she finishes her exam but I decided to fly over to UK to give Lyn a surprise and to celebrate my birthday with her in UK together with her parents so i didn’t reply her. A day before I set off my pager suddenly sounded as I was packing my luggage, I checked it was Lyn’s house number I called and her father pick up the phone and told me a shocking news, Lyn met an accident and was seriously injured, I was in shock and speechless after hearing that. We rush to the airport the next day took the first flight out to UK and it was the longest journey I had in my life. On board I kept praying that Lyn gonna be okay and her condition is not as bad as what her friend told her dad.
We finally reached the hospital and the moment I saw Lyn I broke down her angelic face swell double the size due to her injuries and she was on respirator and another shocking news was waiting for me…….Lyn was 2 months pregnant….she was pregnant with my kid…. I broke down completely that’s the surprise Lyn was giving me and now there she is lying on the bed dying. I ran forward hugged Lyn and cried uncontrollably. Her friends pulled me aside to calm me and the doctor told us that Lyn was brain dead so it’s better for her to get unplugged from the respirator and let her go peacefully. Her dad agreed and Lyn passed away peacefully together with our unborn child which Lyn name her Emily that she wrote in her last letter to me on my birthday in 1993 at the age of 21. Lyn’s body was cremated and her ashes was brought with us on our journey home every year during her death anniversary and her birthday I will stay over at her place with her parents approval to keep her company, she was my first love and the woman I love most in my life. This concluded my 1st chapter of my love story.
……. to be continue
Thanks for the regards, 90% of the story is true except for the telephone conversation cause how to remember some thing that happened 20 over years ago. It just a sad memory in my life and just sharing with you guys.
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takashi31400
Bro,
Wish this is not a true story .So sad to hear that .
Really feel for you. Send love to all of you .
Yes discordpiggy, number code on pager represting “love u 1314” “miss u”, letters etc and life back then was very much simple and sincere compare to now everything just move so fast. Oh yes JJC the pioneer JC that starts xinyao and yes I was into PM and DM too not forgetting Tommy Page Rick Ashley.
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discordpiggy
alamak! serious!
of cos! name or whatever should be change to protect identity… but really she’s gone!?
now i know why blockbuster. eh… really can make movie eh. no kidding!
write script leh!
dedicate specially, in memory of her.
u enter JC i also, just enter JJC.
i remembered in JJC where the xinyao fever was…
anyways i wasnt their fan… more of
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reminds me of my own pager and ya… those letters too… and photos that come with it… always waiting for mail man! hahahah!
Oh yes, think about all this, they are like just happened yesterday.
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discordpiggy
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…… day after day I was like a zombie thinking of Evelyn and those happy times we spent together and I had been in uni for 2 years unknowingly. I manage to score well enough to be in the list and that’s the only thing I can do for Evelyn and that is to do well in life. From year 2 I manage to get a place in one of the hall as school work had catch up and the distance between home and school was kinda far.
Despite the hectic school work, I was very active in hall activities and I was in the committee to organize orientation program for newbies. The chairperson of the organizing committee divided us into groups to brainstorm ideas for our group individual task, I was assigned to be the leader of one group and working with me were 3 others from the same hall. There was 2 gals and another guy let’s call them Alan, Stefanie and Tiffany. Alan and Stefanie were a pair they had been very active in hall activities and knows everyone of us well, as for Tiffany she is a shy gal and not so active in hall activities.
Okay before i start a brief description of them Alan a handsome sporty guy from engineering, Stefanie was from Arts and social science, pretty with nice body and Tiffany also from Arts very introverts but sweet looking gal. We usually will gather in my room after dinner and will have our discussion till late. During our discussion Alan and Stef were always be the merry maker, they would joke and have fun with anything and Tiffany will just sit there and writes whatever we said and this caught my attention. After the death of Evelyn I became very sensitive to people around me not wanting them to be left out, one night after our discussion i ask Tiffany to stay behind while Alan and Stef move to their own rooms.
Me: Hey Tiffany why you so quiet during our discussion are you uncomfortable with us?
Tiffany : errrr nope I just don’t know what to say(still shy head down)
Me: oh it’s ok just join in the discussion we aren’t gonna eat you..hahhahaa
Tiffany: smile and nod her head…. okay(the same old one word answer)
Me: okay it’s getting late let me walk you to your stairs.
She nod and just walk behind me like my little meimei btw she is 1.5m tall very petite, we reached her stairs and say good night to her and walk back to my room and that moment make me think of Lyn again walking her back to her house after our date and my tears just roll and suddenly I felt someone tab my shoulder……….. to be continued
….. my tears just roll and suddenly I felt someone tab my shoulder, I turn around and saw Tiffany standing behind me. I ask her what happens…….
Me : Hey anything happens
Tiff : Oh nothing happen Sam, I took you room key by mistake sorry, why are you crying(in her same old soft and sweet voice)
Me :hey thanks for returning if not I gonna sleep outside my room, oh nothing I just think of someone I miss.
Tiff: oic you need to talk you have my listening ears,
Me: it’s ok , getting late you better go back to you dorm and catch some sleep. I will be fine.
and we parted and back to our own dorm, nothing much happens over the weeks of preparation but Tiffany is slowly opening up she chat and laugh more with us and is much more outgoing compare to the first time we met. two weeks before the term starts the newbies came in for their orientation and our days were pack with activities and after action discussions. So our meal time was the only time we can sit down and rest. Alan and Stefanie will always disappeared during meal time doing their quickie maybe, so it always left with Tiffany and myself. We ate and discuss what to do next and of cause chat about out personal life and liking too.
Time passes and the two weeks of orientation was finally over and we were all burned out. Alan suggested we should go for a drink to relax ourselves that night and all three of us agreed but Tiffany was not saying she can’t drink and doesn’t like that of place. We manage to talk her out and she agreed to join us. We met at 6pm for dinner, we waited for some time but Tiffany never show up we thought she chicken out. But as we were moving off, I saw this gal dress in a white dress walking towards us and yes she is Tiffany, we were all staring at her she look so different after she doll up she even put on light make up….to be continue
…..we move to my car a 1979 Datsun 100A. we went to Pasir Panjang for a good dinner and move on to a Pub at Liang Seah St, this song was played
when we were drinking and chatting and this trigger my tear bud and in dazed.T his is one of our(Evelyns) favorite song. the promise that I made “Right here waiting” and suddenly I felt someone hold on to my hand and that was Tiffany she hold me my hand tight and she give me a smile and nod her head. Alan and Stef was playing pool left with Tiffany and myself sitting at the table. I regain my composure and start chatting with Tiffany.
Me: Tiff are you enjoying yourself, you seem so quiet.
Tiff : yes Sam I am, enjoying you guys company and the jokes you guys crack.
Me: that good I still worried you don’t
Tiff : oh no, no need to worried about me. errrr can I ask you something?
Me: ya shoot
Tiff : tonight is the second time I saw you tears anything bother you? you are not the sort that will cry easily right?
Me : oh sorry I am just thinking of some one I dear most and I just don’t know why my tears just rolling down.
Tiff : Ic care to share, I like to know…..
as we chat someone select a song from the jukebox
and I relate my love story to Tiffany.
Tiff : Sam, i am sorry to know what had happened and i really felt for you. If you have not tell me I probably not know you have such a painful past.(holding on to my hands as she said that)
suddenly she lean forward and gave me a hug…….goodness the feeling is so familiar the same feel I had when I hug Evelyn for the first time and Tiffany whisper to my ear " you have my support Sam"……. to be continue