Soon Yvonne finish her A levels and went to Uni and i was promoted to Pre U 2… Soon the west side especially Bouna Vista become my haunt out.. cos i would always wait for her there to sent her hm… The stress level is even higher compared to her college days… and usually she would be stressed out… I would always crack some jokes to humor her and lend her my shoulders whenever she is tired… the Train journey back hm is rather long but i do nt find it a chore to sent her home.. As a matter of fact.. i really hoped that the journey would nt take longer so that i can have more time for her… Those r the days…
Bros just to share this song… one of the songs which we always tune it to…
Till now.. this song always remind me of her…
The lyrics was indeed well written and have a profound meaning to it…
Hope that u guys will enjoy….
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Hahahah girls very perceptive… She immediately can tell Sharon got interest in you le.
Another great update, really reminds me of dates when we were much younger~
Agree.. Girls r very sharp in this type of thing… nothing can escape their eyes
Back to the story… still have some time before lunch hour end…
The days at Pre U soon passed quickly and we dun have as much time to meet up as before since her days at Uni… Studies r rather hectic for her… As such weekend to us is especially important as we can spent time together after church service. ( I was soon converted to a christian after being influenced by her). At times when i miss her badly… i would make my own cards and write to her… ( Making cards is more sincere compared to just buying a card)… I would even hand mailed these cards by putting them in the letter box… so that she can received it on the same day… She will be thrilled and happy to received these small surprises… As for me.. her happiness in her smile is enough to make my heart melt… Things were done to maintain our relationship and soon at the age of 20… i completed my A levels and she was in second year of her Uni…
Meanwhile the days of my enlistment draw nearer and time to us was more precious…. Personally i am worried that my NS will affect our relationship( That is the main concern when army guys was serving NS)… will feelings changed due to the lack of time with our gf?… I still remembered just a few days before my enlistment… we spend the day at East Coast… and cuddled each other tightly at the same wave breaker whereby i first hold her hands…
That nite is beautiful… and my emotions rise… really hoping that time would really froze at this moment…
Yvonne: Take care of yrself in camp….
Me: i will…
Yvonne: And pls call me every nite when u r fee… i will wait for yr call.
Me: Wo Hui de… dun worry….
Yvonne: And dun be rude to Officers k….
Me: K.. i will be a gd boi….
Finally the day of enlistment soon arrived and i was sent to Nee Soon Camp for my 2 mths PTP and BMT. Otw to the camp.. i held her photo tightly…
Army for that time was really siong for us… ( Cb.. long time never run so much liao ever since quitting from gang….)… Ah Keong and Fatty r better than me… dun need to serve PTP as they have passed their Nafa test… unlike me who failed in my 2.4…. Knn…
The first day of camp is really busy.. have to collect uniform and cut our hair straight botak!… Once after nite snack.. there is a long Q for the public phone.. knn only 2 public phones at the company line for so many of us waiting to call their loved ones.. ( Hp r expensive in my era… so bo bian we have to q loh)… Usually the average wait is least 20 to 30 mins before we can get to use the phone…
Me: Hello…
Yvonne: Dear… y u took so long to call me?…
Me: Sorry long Q… have to wait for ages before my turn… miss u badly…
Yvonne: Miss u too… ( her voice is choking with tears…)
Me: Wait for me k…
Yvonne: I will visit u on yr confinement week…. ( The first 2 weeks r confinement week.. cannot book out… wondered whether army still have this rule or nt)….
Me: Muack…
Yvonne: Pls take care of yrself in the camp k..
Me: i will.. sorry cant tok long… as there is a long q behind…
Yvonne: K loh…
Me: Love u….
Yvonne: bye.. tok again tmr k…
Me: Roger…
The visiting day soon arrived and it is indeed a great joy to c her… However for some of them… visiting days is also break up day… My section mate whom have steady gf for years actually bring her new bf to visit him… and proposed a break up.. Thank Goodness… Yvonne did nt do that to me… I thought to myself… but too bad cannot hug her in the camp….
Again… weekend meant a lot to us.. and time was being spent with her on every book out.. she would always accompany me to Yishun Mrt whenever on book in day.. ( Knn still remember every book in is damn fucking low morale..) but though we spent lesser time during my ptp and bmt… our relationship seem to be stronger… that is what seem to me at that pt of time… but things r slowly changing… much to the surprise and horror to me…
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all the good and bad memories keep flooding back now.. thanks bro for the update. paiseh cant give u my humble points again..
No worries bro… thanks for yr support for this story… kam sia…
Soon the A level results was released in March… I did nt do that well for my A levels but still managed to scrape into Uni ( Arts and Social Science) with my donkey grades… scoring B, C and C for my 3 Principal subjects and with another 3 AO passes including GP. Results was nt ideal but Yvonne again accepted it with gd graces…
BMT finally came to an end and I am posted for CQ training… Heng nt those siong vocation like combat engineers… rifleman… if nt will die with cock standing!!! whahaha…
Unit life ( After CQ Course) is pretty relaxing for me as it is a stay out for me… Being able to get along with my men… i have no issues adjusting to unit life…. Now at least have more time to pei Yvonne… i thought to myself… but she always seem to be busy whenever i called her….
Me: Dear… I just reached hm… how is yr day today…
Yvonne: Busy loh with my research…
Me: then give yrself too much stress k…
Yvonne: I will… cant tok now.. a lot of things undone… call me tmr k…
Me: K… gd nite…
Feeling odd as our phone conversation seldom last less than 3 mins… Perhaps she was tired and busy ba… Give her some personal space… i told myself and told myself nt to imagine things……..
Soon i feel uneasy as our phone conversations was rather short… ( nt more than once… but quite a number of times le)… It is even more difficult to meet her now as she have very tight timing for her studies… Weekend is the only time when i can meet her… One sunday.. after church service…
Yvonne: I have something to tell u….
Me: Hmnn what is it?…
Yvonne: Shall we cool off for 2 weeks?…
Me: Y… i dun understand…
Yvonne: I cant tell u what is going on now.. guess i just need some time to cool off…
Me: did i do anything wrong?…
Yvonne: Nope u r still the same old u… nothing have changed for u…
Me: K.. can i call u during this 2 weeks?…
Yvonne: Nope… thanks….
Me: All rite then…
With this statement.. she headed off to the bus stop alone.. feeling lost and helpless… i wandered off alone to Arcade games centre… hoping to distract myself from the worries….
Those 2 weeks r indeed the worst times of my life.. I have no mood to do anything rite and even nearly get into trouble with Encik for nt doing anything rite…
The days of waiting was soon over and i received a phone call from Yvonne on a fri nite after i reached hm from camp….
Yvonne: Let meet up tmr for evening service…..
Me: K….
Yvonne: K.. c u at my void deck at 5pm….
Me: All rite….. ( Somehow i can sense she is calm but rather cold)…
The next day as we were heading off to the church… As usual on the bus journey… we tuned in to the songs…
Yvonne: There is one song which i would like u to hear….
Me: K….
As i listened to the song.. my heart froze.. the lyrics does nt bode well…
Me: It is rather a old song now during our sec sch days ba.. ( i tried to break the silence)
Yvonne: Yup.. but when i listen to this song again.. it bore a new set of meaning to me now…
There was a long pause… The bus journey with her… for the first time seem like ages to me…. Finally we reached the church and i was really fearful nt knowing what will happened next…..
The church service soon ended… Somehow i feel more peaceful after service.. praying that i would be able to take whatever blows which may come along the way….
Yvonne: Shd we grab a bite at the hawker center?
Me: Y nt… u miss yr Fried Kway Tiao rite…
Yvonne: Yup…
Me: Wait for me.. k while i help u to order… ( I ordered her sugarcane and proceed to the stall)
As usual the q at the Fried kway tiao stall was long…. but it does not matter to me now as it may be my last time buying her Fried Kway Tiao… My heart was filled with sadness once i have this thought… if only… if only… i can buy it for her again…. but deep inside my heart…. i was mentally prepared for the worst…
Me: Here u r… ( I forced a smile on my face)
Yvonne: Must be a long Q rite….
Me: it is k so long as u like it…
Yvonne: Thanks… ( Her voice choked)
Throughout the lunch… i remembered trying to crack jokes and tok as before as though nothing has happened… i cherish every moment with her… sharing the Ice kachang with her…….
Yvonne: Shall we go to the beach?…
Me: Our usual place… shall we?… ( Even though it is a long walk.. near to bedok jetty..)
Yvonne: k…
Soon we were heading off to the beach… our church was just a underground pass away from the beach… All along we were holding our hands tightly… I can feel a deep sense of turmoil in her heart… Perhaps she was thinking how to have a peaceful break up with me.. without hurting me to the max nor leave a deep scar in my heart………