Gently i closed the bedroom door after bidding my wife gd nite..
Yes she is still my wife at this moment… but after tonite.. she will cecease to be my wife ..
Grabbing my pillows.. i proceed to the study rm..
It is going to be a long nite for me as the thoughts of the past… last conversation rushed through my mind again..
Wife: Do u want to sleep here tonite..
Me: Nope i will sleep in the study rm..
Wife: Sorry…
Me: Nope it is nt yr fault entirely…
There is a long pause after this statement…
Moments of awkwardness and pain swept through…
Wife: Pls do nt just remember these bad moments ok… but remember the sweet moments we have before..
Tears swelled in our eyes at that intense moment…
Me: Yes i will..
Drawing her to my arms.. i hugged her tightly..
Me: Pls take care of yrself..
With that statement.. i kissed her gently on her forehead…
Looking at the baby girl… i cant help but kiss her gently on her forehead..
Bros.. i just want to pen down the last nite before my divorce . Dun think i will ever forget these painful moments of my life….
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Originally Posted by
sianar
you two can listen to this song separately lor while drinking wine , very classic one the lyrics .
and have male version too but chin pai tia …
sorry i not good in sharing song de
Excellent songs… li yi jun.. one of my fave singers.. bro thanks for sharing… appreciate it…
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Originally Posted by
logitech123
read thru all ur single post in the past 4hrs hour while all my good old memory return…
i would have broke down if i were you..
stay strong, your children need you
Yes bro.. i need to stay strong… stronger than ever as my kids need me….
Back to the study rm… i find it difficult to fall asleep though it is nt yhe first time i slept alone in this room.
Memories of the past flood back to my heart again…. back to the dating days with my wife…
Dear: Dear.. kelian.. u have to work late tonite again..
Me: no choice.. workload heavy.. no time for dinner too.
Dear: Heehee.. i know that u wun have time for dinner and i have tapao for u…
Me: Really ..
Dear: Yup… meet u at the bridge facing fullerton hotel…
Me: Ok.. wait for me.. i will come now….
It does not took me long to meet her..
Soon we were having our dinner on one of the nearby bench..
Dear: u ah… must learn to take care of yrself.. cant always have dandwiches for dinner…
Me: Ok… i will try nt to… but alot of work to clear..
Dear: xinku ni le..
Me: It is ok… have to work harder for our marriage..
Dear: i know..
Me: I will nt allow u to go through any hardship after our marrage…
Dear: ni ah.. i dun expect u to be tai tai.. as long as u love me.. i can go through everything with u… yr health is more important..
Me: Dear.. thank you… and we hug each other tightly..
Though i am just a junior Exec at that pt of time.. we were so happy and contented then…
Just a normal packet of chicken rice is another form of joy too… having a chance to dine together with her…
Think of the gd memories..
Yes these will be gd memories i will cherish in my heart……
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Originally Posted by
prettymannequin
Eh siao eh. How things have taken a turn. Take care bro.
Thanks sis.. i will.. God bless ..
That nite itself is long…. listening to the tickling of the clock.. the sight of the wedding ring on my finger… my heart bleeds and i could nt even sleep a wink whole nite…
Tmr onwards… i will cease to be her hubby.. i will br a single parent… the path ahead will be tough… but by hook or by crook.. i have to manage it…. The thoughts of my kids pushed me on…
As for me and her… Yuan Jing le ……………….
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Originally Posted by
tallsynn
Time will wash the pain away, you still hv your good old friends, fatty n others bros
think positive!
Yup u r rite bro…
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Originally Posted by
iluvbreast
Haven’t been following your thread for sometime bro, you are right, the kids are your priority, we adults made the decision, they are the ones without the choice.
Like what you said 缘尽了，该放下. Although it is easier said that done, but you must try. My buddhist teacher told me you like the girl very much when she left you are so sad, but after both of you die in this life time, and reborn, you might be in front of her but you won’t know，actually it is all in your heart. He told me the same: 缘尽了，该放下, 懂得放（下）心的人，得到轻松。
One of my more serious post. All the best bro, life is a journey; we
haven’t reach our destination yet.
Bro u r rite.. those who know how to let go will feel releived… thanks for yr words.
Appreciate it. .
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Originally Posted by
ben2011
Bro share with u this song, just happen to listening this old song today…
Stay strong!
Thanks bro. One of the fave songs which i loved… wonderfully written song.. Thanka bro. I will stay strong….