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Originally Posted by
simifly
Really one of the best story in SBF although no sexual content.
Thank you bro for yr constant support in this story and yr advise given!… nt forgetting all the brothers who have help to contribute songs to this thread BS and those who support this story… kam sia bros….. Really appreciate it… Allow me to toast u all three glass as a appreciation of thanks!…
Bros i still have some time before check in… can finally be home soon.. really miss home… especially my kids and her… Back to the story… i will do my best to finish the rest of the chapter by today… if nt latest by tmr ba…
Soon it is her turn to be examined by the doc…
Doc: Seem that u have a virus infection( Gastric flu) and a high fever. Will have to give u a jab to stop yr vomiting and nausea.
Me: Ok thanks you so much…
Doc: Husband pls take care of yr wife… no oily food…diary products for the next 2 weeks….
At that moment there is a moment of awkwardness as she is nt my wife but Yvonne does nt seem to mind it… Slowly i lead her out of the clinic after the collection of med and drive her back home… Again… i piggback her right to her doorstep as i am worried that she may black out….
Me: Lay on the sofa first while i go and clean up yr room… ( Took a quick survey of the room… her bed sheet was stained as she have vomit on the bed and floor)… So i decided to change her bed sheets and clean her floor before ushering her to bed….
Yvonne: K….
Me: Let me feed u with yr med first…
Yvonne: Hmmn… u shd know me well by now.. i hate taking med… especially antibiotics which taste awful…
Me: It is k… i have brought yr favourite sweets… u can have it after u have taken yr med k…
Yvonne: u still remember my i need sweets after medication… ( Her eyes was looking at me.. but i dun even dare to look her straight into her eyes)
Me: Yup.. guai.. take med already.. ( I then feed her slowly with the medication)….
Me: Lay on the sofa first.. i need to clean up yr room before u can rest on the bed k….
Yvonne: Thanks…
And so i fast hang fast leg change her bedsheets for her and mop and clean the toilet for her as it is very messy… After which i then led her to her bedroom….
Me: i have to go soon after the laundry is done.. ( I have hand washed her bedsheets first before dumping it into the washing machine…
Yvonne: I very mafen rite…
Me: Dun say that… do u remember that u once applied Tie Da Jiu when i was injured… ( My voice is by choking with emotions as i make this statement…)
Yvonne: Oh no… i let u c my ugliest side of me now… (She was very pale….
Me; Silly girl… in my eyes… u r always the same beautiful girl….
Yvonne: Can u stay with me abit longer?…
Me: K…… now rest well ba.. ( I tucked her in with blankets and touch her forehead… her fever have nt went down yet)…
I then proceed to the living room and log in to my laptop.. rushing through my work… proposals as i will be leaving for my business trip soon while keeping a sharp eye on her…. Her laundry is soon done…. Meanwhile i would popped in at her room at times to check on her temperature…. Thank goodness… it have slowly went down….. and i am more fang xin le… She have fallen asleep already… seeing her pale face… i really have an impulse to kiss her gently on her forehead somehow i did nt……….
Soon my mobile ring…..
Kor ( my elder son): Pa… where r u… he is sobbing on the other end of the phone…
Me: Boy.. r u k?… Papa with uncle fatty now… y r u crying.. r u having a nightmare..( I spoke gently)
Kor: Papa… come back now.. i very scared…
Me: Hush hush… papa coming back now.. dun be scared….
The ringing tone soon woke Yvonne up…
Me: I have to go now as my children need me…
Yvonne: K loh…
Me: I have prepared some sandwiches for yr breakfast tmr.. pls have it before taking yr med…. then i go through the med to take again….
Yvonne: will u visit me tmr…
Me: Yup i will… will prepare lunch for u tmr…. rest well…..
With that i bid her goodbye… and i headed home and find my children asleep… Gently i kiss them on their forehead.. as i feel bad for nt being by their side when they need me……
Have prepared a song to share with u guys again…
王馨平 - 请你看着我的眼睛
This time round with the Mandarin version too..
So many times i dun even dare to look into her eyes…. fearing that i cannot hide my emotions/feelings for her…
Hope that u guys will like it… Have to go now..
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Originally Posted by
Tai_zi21
Prepare a spanish song for u this time round bro
Bro… Thanks for the song… I liike it……
Bros i am back yesterday… Shd be able to finish the last chapter of the story by today… Anyway back to the story…
The next day morning.. i woke up early and went marketing .. so that i can prepare lunch for her… She was happy when she c me though she is still abit feverish…
Me: Is the porridge too bland?..
Yvonne: It is k… Thanks….
Me: Have it slowly… then u have to take med again…
Yvonne: Again…. ( She give me a babyish expression… really remind me of our younger days)….
Me: Just bear with it… anyway i have prepared the sweets for u…
Yvonne: Btw… i have something to show u… Remember these cards?…
Me: Of course… these cards r the cards i make for u during our dating times…( I was surprised to c them)… I am surprised that u still keep them…
Yvonne: Yup… i have kept them for years… locked in my drawer… nt even my hubby know that i still keep these cards…
Me: I never thought i would c them again… this is the first card which i have sent to u… ( I pointed to the light pinkish card on the left….)
Yvonne: Yup… ( She is smiling) i remember that i was so happy when i received it especially after a hard day at school….
At that moment… i have a feeling that we r back to the old days….. but the feeling though is beautiful but is just an illusion…. Moments passed as i was drawn to deeper thoughts of the past……….
Yvonne: Hi… r u k?… ( She flashed her hands across me)….
Me: yup… ( I soon regain myself and looked at her… this time straight into her eyes… at that moment… i can feel our emotions rising again… )…
Yvonne: I……..
Me: Where is the tablecloth… ( Quickily i excused myself as i do not want any outburst of any emotions…. One thing may lead to another… i warned myself…)
Me: I have to make a move first… have to bring the kids out for swimming…
( if i dun want to hurt her… i would have to leave fast….)
Yvonne: I have something to tell u…. Pls listen to me first k….
Me: k…. ( I took a step backward)
Yvonne: Thanks for taking care for me when i am sick….
Me: No worries… i am just doing my part as a friend….
Yvonne: At times… i really wonder what would be the outcome for us if i choose to wait for u….. ( Her voice is choking with sadness now…)
I was broken when i heard this statement……. there is nothing which i can do abt it….. Too much emotions rush through my heart… and again i am helpless…. Can i hug her?… NO… can i tell her that i love her?… NO… can i hold her hands again?…. NO… Tears begin to flow down…. this time round… silent tears…..
Me: We r destined to be friends ba…. ( There is a silence after i make this statement…)
Me: Have to go now…
Yvonne: Will u come later?….
Me: Yup and i will prepare dinner for u…
Leaving with a heavy heart… i headed home to bring my kids for swimming…. thinking of the words which she have told me…. Halfway through the journey… finally i broke down and cried as i stop before a traffic light…….. ( Being a man i need to be strong… but at times i can be emotionally weak too)…
Just to share this song…..
庾澄慶 - 想哭就到我懷裡哭
Perhaps this song can describe some of my feelings ba….
Hope that u guys will like it…
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Originally Posted by
boycloudy
Wow bro your story is rly fucking moving i swear man, gan dong tian gan dong di! Really kept me reading from the first post til last!
And I not sure isit i too young to be in this forum cos u seems to like have kids & etc, so should be around mid to late 30’s age?
But bro i’m curious as to since u love yvonne for almost 2 decades alrdy, what made u marry your current wife now? when u know deep in ur heart she’s not the one u truly loved?…
And u mentioned u didnt did anything sexual w her during ur younger days then does it mean u gave ur v to geylang/HC?
Bro… u have posed a gd question… yup u r rite i am in my late 30s already. As shared earlier… after my break up with Yvonne.. i start to frequent Geylang and HC… without kam cheng… i turned to lust…
Have even a few relationships but it does nt turn out well… till i met my wife… dated for a couple of years before deciding to tie the knot… same sop… dating and finally settled down… At that pt of time i really thought i have already got over the past… but the memories of her keep flooding back to me at times… My first love… and a girl who have change my life… That is life.. the one who we married is nt the one who we loved the most ba…
Bros still have some time before lunch hour is over. Will finish my last chapter of the update…
Soon it was time for me to visit her again as i need to prepare dinner for her… before going there… i have to remind myself again and again nt to let my emotions get the better of me… Somehow she is more calm and composed when i visited her that evening…
Me: Feeling better now… Gd seem that yr fever have went down…
Yvonne: Sorry for just now..
Me: Huh… i have already forgotten…
Yvonne: Let me do the washing up later..
Me: Nope i will do it… u go and take a rest ba.. Btw i will nt be around tmr as i need to attend church… then i will have to spend some time with my family before i head off to the business trip…( I am trying to withdraw… as i am worried that i will cross the line with her if things dragged on… guess we need some time to cool down ba…)
Yvonee: Huh… k then…
Me: Btw…. i have asked fatty to keep a lookout on u since i will be away for business trip… have emailed him the list of 24 hours clinic nearby in case anything happen… ( I then give her fatty contact no)
Yvonne: Wow u r so detail… r u only that detailed to me…
Me: Yup.. erm no i am also detailed to my kids too….
Yvonne: Thanks i know the ans already… ( She was smiling away and i kicked myself for nt being firm enough)
Me: Have to make a move first…
Yvonne: So fast…
Me: Yup it is late already… still have to go hm to rush through some work…
Yvonne: k then…. she sound abit disappointed but i really have to leave cos i do nt want to face the similar situation as in the afternoon….
Yvonne: Call me after u have reach shanghai…
Me: K.. And pls watch yr diet… no oily food and diary products for the next 2 weeks k… and remember to take yr med especially yr antibiotics….
Yvonne: K… got it… but i like it when u r naggy… ( She was smiling)…
Me: Really have to go now….
Again with a heavy heart i headed off home and otw back… i actually brought my wife a bag… huh… a guilt offering..
Me: Dear i brought u a bag…
Wife: Wow that is beautiful.. thanks… ( she is smiling)
Seeing the smile on her face is a again a stab in my heart… i have emotionally betrayed my wife… and i really hate that bag.. And above all i hated myself for having to comprise with my principles!…. At that moment i really wish that i would nt have to do it again….
That day i received some text from her but i choose to avoid and nt to reply them….
Bros.. i would like to end this chapter with this song…
巫啟賢 - 你是我的唯一
Hope that u guys will like it…
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Originally Posted by
simifly
I don’t knw whether want to ask u for updates or not.
If something really happen between u and Yvonne, I worry more people will get hurt.
bro… nothing will happen between us. just met up with her. will update by mon…
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Originally Posted by
simifly
I would give u five words
珍惜眼前人
Don’t want lose already then u regret.
To maintain a relationship not easy, sometimes must give and take…
Cheers…
brother… u r rite…… i need to be responsible towards my wife and my kids.
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Originally Posted by
Tai_zi21
Today no more song but my pov of views to u as a bro!
Bro how long can u continue doing this to yvonne? human are also emotional creatures! how long can u keep a clear head and mind on all this thing? saying is easy but is doing tat so easy?
are u staying with the family be cos of the kids only? btw u and ur wife,is there even love? i respect you for doing all u can by being with yvonne side and not taking advantage of it!
But bro wat will tat come to? it a endless road!
I wish u well and if u need anyone to talk to,u can drop me a pm!
brother… i have ended everything with yvonne yesterday…. she seeim to know the decesion in my heart. i choose to honour my marriage vow…. that is y i have to withdraw beforr things get worst….
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Originally Posted by
Tai_zi21
Sorry to hear abt this bro…. u must be feeling really bad too
Another sad song for a sad day
brother… yup i am feeling bad too…. buti i guess that this is the only way to protect
our families ba and a decesion which will be fair to our spouses….