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Originally Posted by
ben2011
Good to see u back…
Hmmm… Must be struggling right? Hope u can do it wisely.
After all, ur wife didn’t do anything wrong to u
Be with Yvonne, support her, and let yourself suffer alone. Can u do it?
It’s not easy but I believe when come to this moment, we as a men, must bear with it.
Support Yvonne and don’t hurt ur family and her.
Bro, is this story is in the past or still happening now?
Bro it is happening now… rite after the last meet up with Yvonne at the beach.. we have been contacting each other… i am giving a update of what is going on for the past few weeks…
Quote:
Originally Posted by
ben2011
Good to see u back…
Hmmm… Must be struggling right? Hope u can do it wisely.
After all, ur wife didn’t do anything wrong to u
Be with Yvonne, support her, and let yourself suffer alone. Can u do it?
It’s not easy but I believe when come to this moment, we as a men, must bear with it.
Support Yvonne and don’t hurt ur family and her.
Bro, is this story is in the past or still happening now?
Yup u r rite.. my wife did nt do anything wrong… Under no circumstances would i allow my emotions to get the better of me and ruin the families of both end… and hurting Yvonne!… I will nt allow this thing to happen… no way… thanks bro for yr kind reminder… Yup i will take the suffering alone as we r men… thank goodness i still have this keyboard… this forum and brothers who will support me during this hard period of time… have to go now…. today will be long day with meetings and discussions….
Bros.. back to the story… still have some time before the next meeting… Gosh i am really drained out out now.. these Shanghainese clients really hard to please.. Anyway back to the story….
Yvonne: I am sorry to make u promise on this issue…
Me: No worries.. … this is nt important… what meant to me is how u feel….
Yvonne: Thanks for always sparing a thought for my feelings….
Again there is a short pause as she is abit emotional…. ( So i choose to be silent… allow her to have some space to herself ba…)
Me: Is he often away for business trips?…
Yvonne: Yup.. i ever hardly c him more than 7 days in a month… and even he is in Singapore.. he will nt stay at hm for long… always going out till late nite….
Me: Have u ever have a tok with him… After all u still need him emotionally by yr side at times…
Yvonne: I have tok to him already.. always the same excuses.. that he is working hard for the family to give us a better life… blah… tell me to understand him… but i dun need much in life as i am also working and earning well too…
Me: It must be hard for u all these years… ( I look at her tired face.. she have lost the smile in her heart already… and my heart really aches for her…
Yvonne: Guess that i have placed my happiness in the wrong hands of this man….
This statement of her really stab me deeply in my heart…. how i wish i can just hold her hands and comfort her… or just give her a hug… but i cannot do that….. i cant… i told myself….. and i dun even dare to look straight into her eyes….
Soon our lunch meeting ended and she have to rush off to the office again….
Feeling helpless and emotionally tired… i headed to the car park… and went home to pick my kids… as promised.. i brought them to the beach… The smiles on their faces really lightened my heart… and seeing the laughter at the beach really cheer me up… i spent the evening with them building sandcastles and watching the sunset together… my kids love the beach as much as me.. I cherish the moments spent with them as i will be away for business trip again… ( This is one of the regrets which i have… dun have enough time with them at times due to work)…
The day soon ended and i headed off to work on the next day 22/11/13… nt knowing i will meet Yvonne again that nite which will bring me to another emotional struggle…..
Again a short sharing of this piece of music which touch my heart deeply…
Richard Clayderman - Invisible love
Hope that u guys will like it.
My love and feelings for her can only be invisible… so that it will nt hurt her in any ways….
Bros sorry for the short input… have to ciao already… Again please bear with my typo errors if there is any… paiseh.. and thanks for standing by me. Appreciate it.
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Originally Posted by
Tai_zi21
Suitable song for u too bro
Bro this song is great…. Very emo too…. Thanks bro.
Bros i am back! I shd be able to update more as i do nt have so much meetings and discussions as compared to yesterday… I have refrained from any nite entertaining for the past 2 days as i have promised Yvonne nt to do so…. seem like i will have some explaining to do to my boss when i am back.. Anyway back to the story…
I headed off to work on the next day with meetings dragging on in the afternoon… But somehow i am really tired… both mentally and emotionally… as i only have an average of 4 hours of sleep for the past 2 weeks due to my emotional issues ba… Supposed to have nite entertaining on that day ( Friday nite) but the thought of Yvonne refrain me from attending it…..
After work… i found myself driving off to sembawang beach… I went to the same spot where i met Yvonne that nite and memories of her keep flooding my mind again…. I was there for quite some time…. just thinking of her and every word which she have told me till my mobile ring…
Fatty: Bro free now?..
Me: Yes y…
Fatty: Come join us… me and ah keong at our usual place drinking…
Me: Ah Keong with u too… ( It have been a few months since i catch up with him)
Fatty: Yes hang on… he want to speak to u…
Ah Keong: Bro hurry up…. fall in within 30 mins k…
Me: Steady!
It was nt long before i reach the usual place.. It is a K pub( Clean joint)
Me: Yo brothers!
Fatty: U look tired to me…
Ah keong: We have open bottle already…
Mai Tu liao… Lai Ta! It is our usual custom to Ta 3 glasses whenever we meet up….
Soon we were sitting and chatting… really remind me of our sec days when we would tcss at our void deck swearing at each other….
Fatty: Now how is the meeting with Yvonne that day?
Ah Keong: Is she still as pretty as before or have become an aunite already..
Me: Did nt notice much… Anyway in the eyes of me… she is always the same…
Fatty: Knn… told u already.. it is useless to ask him this question.. Whahaha..
I soon relate the incident to them(of course i would nt be too detailed as i do nt want them to know the mushy parts)
Fatty: So everything turn out fine rite… at least u can get to c her again…
Me: Yup… but i am really nervous that day… does nt seem to do anything rite…
Fatty: Hmmn…. thought u r nt free today cos quite difficult to catch u on fri…
Me: I am supposed to entertain some clients tonite but i did nt attend..
Ah Keong: Y.. in yr course of work… entertaining cannot be avoided mah…
Me: Well isnt it better this way… i can meet u all for drinks…
I then relate to them the promise which have for Yvonne…
Fatty: U siao ah… this kind of promise also dare to give her!
Ah Keong: Yeah lah.. u will lose out eventually if u always dun turn up for entertaining… how to retain yr clients base?!
Me: I have given her my word and i would honour it…
Fatty: i know that u dun want to hurt her… but the price to pay is going to be high… so next week on yr business trips… u also wun entertain yr clients at nite… then u can say goodbye to yr business deal!
Me: I cant afford to think so much liao…
Ah Keong: Aiya u can still entertain yr clients de… just dun let her know.. after all she wun come all the way to shanghai to look for u mah…
Me: Nope. ( I am getting a bit beh chek already)
Fatty: U very iron teeth… have u ever wonder… is it worth doing much for a woman who is neither yr wife or gf…
Me: YES… it is worth it cos i care how she feel…
There is long pause after this statement with the background of music playing away and the laughter of other customers in the pub…
Fatty: Brother.. we have known u for years… Since u have decided on this just go ahead ba….
Ah Keong: We r just worried that yr career will be affected…
Me: It is k… the moment i give her my word… i am mentally prepared for this…
Fatty: U r really an idiot… Just think abt it.. if yr business deal flopped cos of yr refusal of entertaining.. u will be blamed for this.. and even if yr deal go through.. who will get the credit? Yr colleague will get the credit.. nt u… Neither outcome will benefit u. Furthermore it is going to affect yr year end appraisal. Dun think u r being rational by doing this.
Me: All these to me is seconday… i just cant bear to hurt her… there is something else which bother me…
Ah Keong: What is it…
Me: I have been feeling guilty as emotionally i have betrayed my wife already…
Fatty; That is simple… if u feel guilty… just buy her some presents… bags… etc… the more branded the better… then u will feel better…
Ah Keong: Yup that is what i will always do.. buying gifts for her… then u wun feel so bad already…
Me: That meants every gift she get is a betrayal for her… It really sound ironical…
Fatty: At least we still bother to do service recovery.. whahaha….
Me: Seem like soon i will need to do that too…
Fatty: Just compromise abit on yr principles… it wun hurt u too much.. fan shi bu yao tai ren zhen ( Dun need to be so serious on everything de)
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Originally Posted by
ben2011
To respond to your above latest update of this story….This song below is for you:
Hahaa….bro….pls behave yourself ah….lols….
Bro… I will be very careful… Thanks for the song… The lyrics really express my feelings well ba… Thumbs up…. Appreciate it.
Bro… One of my favourite songs… Me abt to post it…. But u faster hand than me…. Anyway have a tok with my boss… Sigh he insisted that i must go entertaining…. Damn fucing sian… I have a gd mind nt to go!
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Originally Posted by
ben2011
只想追趕生命裡一分一秒
原來多麼可笑
你
是真正目標
追蹤一些生活最基本需要
原來早不缺少 Oh… 只得你
Bro after all these years….still back to your most loved one, yvonne.
Bro… U r rite but things will still come to an end eventually…..
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Originally Posted by
blade
Bo bian one la… Must go de. Cannot becos of promise don’t eat right? Talk to her and rationalise lor
All the best
Bro… U r rite… I just tok to her… She alloe me to go..
Must report strength once done… I told her i will nt fool around. And she trust me.
Bros i will be back to town by today… Yesterday… i end the entertaining with a heavy head… those shanghainese r really great drinkers and i have to do my best to remain sober… keeping a distance from the ktv girl.. and at last when it ended.. chop chop just tipped the girl and went off. ( Report strength and have a gd sleep due to the effects of Alcohol …. Anyway back to the story… Once again… a great thank you to those bros for the constant support in this story… Greatly appreciate it…
After some boozing… my mobile rang again…
Yvonne: Wru…
Me: Me in the pub drinking with Fatty and Ah Keong…
I then left the pub in order to have a better reception…
Me: r u k… u sound funny to me…
Yvonne: I feel unwell… abit gliddy… and even vomitted just now…
Me: Oh no… is there anyone at hm taking care of u…
Yvonne: Nope.. i just sent my children and maid to my mum place as i am been feeling unwell for the past few days…
Me: K… wait for me.. i will sent u to the doc now.. Dun move around too much as u r having gliddy spells….
The phone conversation soon ended after she have given me her home address…
Fatty: What happened?..
Me: Have to go now as Yvonne is sick…
I then relate the incident to them….
Fatty: Bro… u so tired already.. still going…
Me: What is the pt of being her friend when i cant be there for her when she need help…
Fatty: Bro before u go off… i have one word for u… 举手不回 ( Whatever move which u have executed.. there will be no turning back)
Me: Got it.. i will be very careful and will nt do anything to hurt her. Sorry cant join u guys for long…
With this statement i rushed off to the nearby 7/11 and get myself some green tea ( I gulped down the green tea as it will help me to jie jiu) and some sweets for Yvonne. Rushed off to my car and sped off to Yvonne Place… Along the way… i actually sped along the highway as i intend to reach her place asap… I would also google for the nearby 24 hours clinic around her place whenever there is traffic lights along the way… This is the second time i am in such a hurry to search for Yvonne… the first time is when i am searching for her in East coast…. but what different situation now…. we r both married already unlike the past… this thought pain my heart but the thought of Yvonne just press me on……..
It was nt long before i reach Yvonne place… ( By now i am completely sober… as i need to keep my mind above all my heart sober as i need to be very careful nt to hurt her in any ways…)
I knocked on her door and it took her quite some time to ans it…
Me: Oh no…. what happen to u… ( She is very pale)
Yvonne: No worries… u really rush here… ( her voice is choking)
Me: Can u walk?…
Yvonne: Dun think so as i have gliddy spells.
Me: k then.. let me piggy carry u then…
It was nt long before we reached the car park.. laid her gently on the seat while i drove to the nearby 24 hours clinic… Along the way.. she was unwell and even puked on my clothes.. but all these does not matter to me anymore…….
Soon we reached the clinic… she was so tired and she lay her head on my shoulder while waiting for her turn…
Me: No worries u will be k… soon it will be yr turn…( I stroked her hair and speak to her gently…)
Yvonne: I am k… dun worry abt me…
Would like to share this piece of music before i go off…
Richard Clayderman - Ballade pour Adeline
This is my feelings for her ba… which at times cant be expressed in words… but music tell a million stories…
Hope that u guys will enjoy it…