June reappeared and sat back down. Darren and I had already gotten dressed.
J: Well that has been rather interesting.
She eyed the glass of Moscato that I’d left untouched so far and gulped it down in one go.
D: Refill?
J: Yes please. Thanks.
He topped up the glass and got me another.
N: Don’t think you learnt much though.
J: I guess I’m the jealous and impulsive one and I need to talk to my husband more.
D: Yes you do. These things work both ways.
J: Would she really not feel jealous if another woman made a move on you?
D: As long as we talk about it and both parties are in agreement.
J: And she’d wanna watch as well?
D: Nah. What we do in private is private.
N: I like it when he watches though. Haha. You saw how turned on he got when I was blowing Mark.
J: And you just left him as it is?
N: Look, it’s not about that. This is just one of the ways we maintain the spark in our marriage. Managing two kids is very tiring. Teasing each other livens things up a bit.
D: It helps when I have a wife whom I can’t satisfy normally. It shows her that I’m still very much attracted to her you know.
N: But we’re happy because we understand and accommodate each other’s needs. And that only happens because we communicate.
J: I was thinking you guys were the weird ones for being able to have such an open and honest relationship. I guess maybe it’s me who’s weird.
N: You’re not weird. You’re just not being honest with your feelings. And you jump to conclusions about your husband. Just have a nice chat with him. Better yet, invite him over, we can talk to him as well.
J: Oh no. I wouldn’t do that. I don’t know how he’d react if he knew I was here.
Me: He’d probably just assume you’re out with your FWB and give you a good fucking later.
J: Haha. You’re probably right there.
N: I hope we managed to give you some ideas of how our relationship works. But it may not work for everyone. At least it’s better than sneaking around and always wondering what the other party is up to.
J: I’ll see how I can talk to my husband.
Me: You had a threesome with him and your first FWB right?
J: Yeah. I thought he would break up with me after that but we didn’t. For that period of time it actually made us more open with each other.
Me: Maybe it’s time for another threesome then.
D: Yeah. Those are fun.
N: I totally agree.
J: I don’t know if there’s chemistry between those two.
D: There’s only one way to find out. When Mark was looking for another cock for Jasmine, do you seriously think there was chemistry between us? We just went with the flow. Plus there was the unexpected 4th person.
J: And you guys actually managed double penetration.
D: Yup. We did. Lots of lube.
J: I can’t even get either of them to try anal. They’re so scared of hurting me.
N: Start small.
She pointed at me and pretended to whisper to her.
N: He’s not that big.
Me: Very funny Nat.
J: Haha. You won’t believe the number of PMs I’ve gotten from guys who want to volunteer. But seriously no. If I’m going to do it, it’s gonna be with my husband or FWB.
Me: Make sure you have loads of lube then.
J: I guess I have a lot of things to discuss with my husband.
Darren reappeared with another bottle of Moscato.
D: Hey, so I just found this open bottle…
N: Ya right. This is just an excuse for you to drink.
We all laughed.
We continued chatting and drinking till it was way past midnight. I stopped at 4 glasses in total though, as my stomach was still relatively empty from not having dinner. Thanks goodness for the Korean crackers or whatever those things were that they had brought back.
Close to 1am, June suddenly sobered up.
J: Goodness. Look at the time.
N: Is your husband expecting you home?
J: Ah. Not really? But I never stayed out this late without telling him before.
D: I guess we can call it a night.
J: Yeah. Let me try to get a Grab.
I helped Darren to clear up the table. Nat came into the kitchen.
N: Hey, why don’t you offer to send her back? She seems to be having trouble getting a Grab.
Me: I drank.
N: You didn’t drink a lot. Compared to us.
Me: Not very appropriate right?
N: Why? Afraid she’ll get the wrong idea? Or afraid she’ll want you to try her ass. Hahaha.
Me: Funny.
June called out from the living room.
J: I can hear you from here.
Darren and Nat laughed. We all went back to the living room.
N: Well, I hope you can see yourselves out. I need to take care of my husband’s erection.
D: Huh? I don’t have an erection…
She grabbed his crotch.
N: Soon you will.
She led him to the room by the dick.
June looked at me.
J: They’re pretty hilarious. I wonder if my husband can be like this.
Me: Just talk to him. I’ll need to talk to Jasmine too.
J: You do that.
Me: Managed to get a Grab yet?
J: Nope. Nobody wants to come here apparently.
Me: I could drop you off.
J: Don’t be too nice. It’s not good.
Me: Why?
J: The trend I noticed in your stories is that you’re too nice to everyone. Then they all want to sleep with you.
Me: I’m sure that’s not the main reason.
J: Oh well. Being a nice guy helps.
Me: So where can I drop you?
J: Erm. I don’t really stay that far away. If you’re ok you could send me home.
Me: Sure.
We left their place just as we heard Darren groaning.
J: That’s really fast. It’s barely been 5 minutes.
Me: Well Nat’s blowjobs are really out of this world.
J: Right.
Me: Weren’t you in the least bit tempted?
J: Nah. Nice cock. But I wasn’t here for that.
Me: I see.
We headed to the car park and got into the car. June gave me the address and told me she was going to take a short nap.
I reached her place and gently shook her awake by her shoulder.
Me: Hey, we’re here.
J: Wow that’s fast. Were you speeding?
Me: No. It’s been 20 minutes already.
J: Oh. I must be really tired then.
Me: I’ll walk you to the lift.
J: Haha. You’re too sweet.
We walked to her lift lobby and waited for the lift.
J: Hey Mark?
Me: Yeah?
J: I was wrong.
Me: About?
J: You. You’re not that small after all. Just rather average.
Me: Erm thanks?
J: Well I wish you all the best.
Me: Same to you.
I waited for the lift to stop at her floor before I headed to the car.
I dropped her an email to ask if she was home safely yet but as expected there was no reply so I headed back.
After I got home and took a shower, I headed straight to Alicia’s room. It was empty, so I just lay on the bed. Kate and probably even Shirlyn were probably in the master bedroom.
I noticed a notification on my phone. June had replied to my email.
J: Thanks for arranging tonight. It wasn’t really what I expected it to be but I’m thankful. By the way, here’s my Telegram, XXXXXXX. And congrats, you’re the second guy on my Telegram.
I closed my eyes and went to sleep. Drinking on a relatively empty stomach was definitely not a good idea.
June reappeared and sat back down. Darren and I had already gotten dressed.
J: Well that has been rather interesting.
She eyed the glass of Moscato that I’d left untouched so far and gulped it down in one go.
D: Refill?
J: Yes please. Thanks.
He topped up the glass and got me another.
N: Don’t think you learnt much though.
J: I guess I’m the jealous and impulsive one and I need to talk to my husband more.
D: Yes you do. These things work both ways.
J: Would she really not feel jealous if another woman made a move on you?
D: As long as we talk about it and both parties are in agreement.
J: And she’d wanna watch as well?
D: Nah. What we do in private is private.
N: I like it when he watches though. Haha. You saw how turned on he got when I was blowing Mark.
J: And you just left him as it is?
N: Look, it’s not about that. This is just one of the ways we maintain the spark in our marriage. Managing two kids is very tiring. Teasing each other livens things up a bit.
D: It helps when I have a wife whom I can’t satisfy normally. It shows her that I’m still very much attracted to her you know.
N: But we’re happy because we understand and accommodate each other’s needs. And that only happens because we communicate.
J: I was thinking you guys were the weird ones for being able to have such an open and honest relationship. I guess maybe it’s me who’s weird.
N: You’re not weird. You’re just not being honest with your feelings. And you jump to conclusions about your husband. Just have a nice chat with him. Better yet, invite him over, we can talk to him as well.
J: Oh no. I wouldn’t do that. I don’t know how he’d react if he knew I was here.
Me: He’d probably just assume you’re out with your FWB and give you a good fucking later.
J: Haha. You’re probably right there.
N: I hope we managed to give you some ideas of how our relationship works. But it may not work for everyone. At least it’s better than sneaking around and always wondering what the other party is up to.
J: I’ll see how I can talk to my husband.
Me: You had a threesome with him and your first FWB right?
J: Yeah. I thought he would break up with me after that but we didn’t. For that period of time it actually made us more open with each other.
Me: Maybe it’s time for another threesome then.
D: Yeah. Those are fun.
N: I totally agree.
J: I don’t know if there’s chemistry between those two.
D: There’s only one way to find out. When Mark was looking for another cock for Jasmine, do you seriously think there was chemistry between us? We just went with the flow. Plus there was the unexpected 4th person.
J: And you guys actually managed double penetration.
D: Yup. We did. Lots of lube.
J: I can’t even get either of them to try anal. They’re so scared of hurting me.
N: Start small.
She pointed at me and pretended to whisper to her.
N: He’s not that big.
Me: Very funny Nat.
J: Haha. You won’t believe the number of PMs I’ve gotten from guys who want to volunteer. But seriously no. If I’m going to do it, it’s gonna be with my husband or FWB.
Me: Make sure you have loads of lube then.
J: I guess I have a lot of things to discuss with my husband.
Darren reappeared with another bottle of Moscato.
D: Hey, so I just found this open bottle…
N: Ya right. This is just an excuse for you to drink.
We all laughed.
We continued chatting and drinking till it was way past midnight. I stopped at 4 glasses in total though, as my stomach was still relatively empty from not having dinner. Thanks goodness for the Korean crackers or whatever those things were that they had brought back.
Close to 1am, June suddenly sobered up.
J: Goodness. Look at the time.
N: Is your husband expecting you home?
J: Ah. Not really? But I never stayed out this late without telling him before.
D: I guess we can call it a night.
J: Yeah. Let me try to get a Grab.
I helped Darren to clear up the table. Nat came into the kitchen.
N: Hey, why don’t you offer to send her back? She seems to be having trouble getting a Grab.
Me: I drank.
N: You didn’t drink a lot. Compared to us.
Me: Not very appropriate right?
N: Why? Afraid she’ll get the wrong idea? Or afraid she’ll want you to try her ass. Hahaha.
Me: Funny.
June called out from the living room.
J: I can hear you from here.
Darren and Nat laughed. We all went back to the living room.
N: Well, I hope you can see yourselves out. I need to take care of my husband’s erection.
D: Huh? I don’t have an erection…
She grabbed his crotch.
N: Soon you will.
She led him to the room by the dick.
June looked at me.
J: They’re pretty hilarious. I wonder if my husband can be like this.
Me: Just talk to him. I’ll need to talk to Jasmine too.
J: You do that.
Me: Managed to get a Grab yet?
J: Nope. Nobody wants to come here apparently.
Me: I could drop you off.
J: Don’t be too nice. It’s not good.
Me: Why?
J: The trend I noticed in your stories is that you’re too nice to everyone. Then they all want to sleep with you.
Me: I’m sure that’s not the main reason.
J: Oh well. Being a nice guy helps.
Me: So where can I drop you?
J: Erm. I don’t really stay that far away. If you’re ok you could send me home.
Me: Sure.
We left their place just as we heard Darren groaning.
J: That’s really fast. It’s barely been 5 minutes.
Me: Well Nat’s blowjobs are really out of this world.
J: Right.
Me: Weren’t you in the least bit tempted?
J: Nah. Nice cock. But I wasn’t here for that.
Me: I see.
We headed to the car park and got into the car. June gave me the address and told me she was going to take a short nap.
I reached her place and gently shook her awake by her shoulder.
Me: Hey, we’re here.
J: Wow that’s fast. Were you speeding?
Me: No. It’s been 20 minutes already.
J: Oh. I must be really tired then.
Me: I’ll walk you to the lift.
J: Haha. You’re too sweet.
We walked to her lift lobby and waited for the lift.
J: Hey Mark?
Me: Yeah?
J: I was wrong.
Me: About?
J: You. You’re not that small after all. Just rather average.
Me: Erm thanks?
J: Well I wish you all the best.
Me: Same to you.
I waited for the lift to stop at her floor before I headed to the car.
I dropped her an email to ask if she was home safely yet but as expected there was no reply so I headed back.
After I got home and took a shower, I headed straight to Alicia’s room. It was empty, so I just lay on the bed. Kate and probably even Shirlyn were probably in the master bedroom.
I noticed a notification on my phone. June had replied to my email.
J: Thanks for arranging tonight. It wasn’t really what I expected it to be but I’m thankful. By the way, here’s my Telegram, XXXXXXX. And congrats, you’re the second guy on my Telegram.
I closed my eyes and went to sleep. Drinking on a relatively empty stomach was definitely not a good idea.
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GG, you actually believe in those stats?
I think those stats are decent. It’s more than what I’m getting now anyway. A lot more than some guys I know as well.
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Originally Posted by
junior_cannibal
GG, you actually believe in those stats?
I think those stats are decent. It’s more than what I’m getting now anyway. A lot more than some guys I know as well.
It was still dark when I awoke because I felt someone’s lips and tongue around my cock. I hoped it wasn’t Kate.
Whoever it was brought me to full hardness and climbed on. I squinted to try to get acquainted with the darkness. It was Jasmine.
Me: What’s going on?
She whispered.
J: We’re having sex?
Me: Why so secretive?
J: Kate and Shirlyn are still sleeping.
Me: And? Not as though they don’t know we have sex.
J: Don’t want them to wake up and want to join in.
Me: Ah ha! You do get jealous!
J: No? But sometimes I don’t feel like sharing.
Me: Oh.
She rode me awhile longer and came, then lay down beside me.
J: So how’s that girl? Nat texted me just now, said you sent her home.
Me: I did. That’s all.
J: I know. I trust you. But if you want to do anything, please tell me first.
Me: I don’t want to do anything.
J: In case you want to do anything then.
Me: Right.
J: Nat says she’s got nice tits. Like Alicia and Shirlyn.
Me: I think it’s a good bra.
J: How can you tell?
Me: I’m assuming.
J: Never wanted to check it out for yourself?
Me: There’s no interest between us. She just wants to find out more about Darren and Nat’s open relationship.
J: Nat also said she saw both of your cocks. And she wasn’t interested.
Me: Yup. So you got nothing to worry about.
J: What a strange lady.
Me: I think she’s just curious and wants to make the relationship between her husband and her fwb better. That’s all.
J: Of all the people she could have looked for, she chose you.
Me: Well I do write about it on the forum.
J: Yeah yeah. I know.
Me: She’s a reader.
J: Obviously. You want her to be a joiner?
Me: No?
J: Good.
Me: You’re worried.
J: Of course I am. You’re the village bicycle.
Me: Have you been actively reading the story?
J: Now and then. Why?
Me: Because I don’t recall saying I was the village bicycle. Someone else did.
J: Yup. I read that.
Me: Then you also know that we need to talk about our relationship properly.
J: Yup.
Me: Are we going to?
J: Yup.
Me: Yup isn’t an answer.
J: Look. I’m happy with you. I can see myself growing old with you. But I also see how happy everyone else is. I don’t want to lose you, yet I don’t want to make others unhappy. You’re not my property, but if I make you mine, will you be happy knowing others are unhappy?
Me: You know the phrase short pain is better than long pain?
J: Did you just directly translate that from Chinese?
Me: Yeah.
J: Funny. But I know for sure 2 people will be upset. One is Alicia and the other Shirlyn. Both are my close friends now, and Alicia is like a sister to me.
Me: Do you still want to get married? To me?
J: Yes. I really want to spend my life with you.
Me: Why?
J: Why what?
Me: Why do you want me to spend the rest of your life with you?
J: You were there for me when I was at my lowest, you never judged me, you comforted me, and you did more than anyone else in a similar situation should. You didn’t give up on me. And you did it while sacrificing your other relationships. I don’t know many guys who would do that. Why did you do it?
Me: Because I like you?
J: Do you love me?
Me: I don’t think either of us truly knows what love is.
J: Agreed.
Me: Do you think marriage is really the best choice?
J: I don’t know. All I know is I want you by my side. I depend on you a lot. You’re like my invisible pillar of support.
Me: I know.
J: But what about the rest of them? You’re their support too. I can feel it.
Me: Do you think we can be like Darren and Nat?
J: Isn’t that what we’re doing right now?
Me: I guess. But do you think we can continue like this if we’re married?
J: I don’t know. I really don’t. I’ll find it harder. And I might lose two good friends. Maybe more.
Me: Then I think we need to be selfish. Do what we want to do. Don’t care about the others. Can you do that?
J: I don’t know. Can you?
Me: I don’t know either.
J: I don’t think there’s much point talking to Darren and Nat and trying to adopt their values and lifestyle when we don’t even know what we really want at the end. All I know now is that I’m happy with this arrangement, and I hope you can be happy too.
Me: I am happy. I just don’t want the others to get hurt.
J: Alicia already left. It’s only Shirlyn now.
Me: Yeah.
The door suddenly opened and Shirlyn walked in, then lay down beside me.
S: I heard everything.
Me: Oh.
S: I’m already hurt. It’s fine. Just don’t hurt me more.
Me: How would I hurt you more?
S: By leaving me out completely? I don’t know.
Me: There seems to be a lot of things none of us know.
S: It’s my fault that I got involved. I know that. And I tried to leave. You know that too. I’ve tried to distract myself with other guys and it doesn’t work.
J: We know.
S: Until I find a devoted partner of my own I would want things to stay this way.
Me: And what if you don’t find a partner?
S: Then we’ll just have to wait and see.
Me: It’s like back to square one you know.
J: Back to square one is you going back to Ann and none of us ever existed.
Me: That’s not possible.
J: Then we’ll just carry on for as long as this goes.
S: I’m ok with that.
Me: Don’t I have a say in this? What about the short pain and the long pain?
S: It’s still pain. But I’m happy when we’re together.
J: Me too.
Me: Then I really don’t have a choice right?
J: Let’s just sleep on this. Think about it later.
S: Ok.
They both curled up beside me and went to sleep.
For me the choice was clear. I would have to leave all of them. Hurt everyone and myself in the process and wish none of this ever started.
But that wasn’t a choice I was willing to make.
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What I saw trying to say is, when I was in my 30s, I was like a rabbit. That’s why rather surprised by June and the stats, now that you also said so, perhaps that’s the norm in Singapore.
Anyway, as said, to each it’s own. No right or wrong.
Cest la vie.
I’m sure there’s some exceptions to the norm. Maybe I’m just tired on the weekdays due to work and weekends are sometimes equally exhausting.
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junior_cannibal
What I saw trying to say is, when I was in my 30s, I was like a rabbit. That’s why rather surprised by June and the stats, now that you also said so, perhaps that’s the norm in Singapore.
Anyway, as said, to each it’s own. No right or wrong.
Cest la vie.
I’m sure there’s some exceptions to the norm. Maybe I’m just tired on the weekdays due to work and weekends are sometimes equally exhausting.
I woke up a couple of hours with a naked Jasmine and a clothed Shirlyn on either side of me. My cock felt crusty from Jasmine’s juices. Perhaps we should have gone to wash up after sex.
I got off the bed slowly to go take a shower, trying my best not to wake either of them.
A freezing cold shower in the morning would definitely do me some good.
I wondered what I was willing to give up, who I was willing to hurt, in order to secure my own happiness.
In some ways Jasmine and I were too much alike. We both were too concerned about others. That was probably why she felt she could tolerate what her husband had done when she found out. Maybe that was why she wanted to give him a second chance. Then again, if I’d kept my dick in my pants when dealing with a married woman, all this probably wouldn’t have happened. I should have just been a colleague, maybe a friend, not engage in what seemed like harmless flirting at the time, and definitely not try to pleasure her knowing she had been sexless for five years.
The common question would probably be if I could turn back the clock, would I do all these again? On hindsight I probably would have not even pursued anything with Ann in the first place. But that was my problem. I craved for the validation. I wanted acknowledgement, or even the slight feeling that someone wanted me. Everyone I’d been with since Ann all exhibited some semblance of that behaviour, and thus I was hooked. And now it was way out of control.
Could I blame Isabelle for this? My low self esteem?
We were supposed to get married, and yet we broke up just because I suddenly felt like I really loved my job and wanted to be in it for the long haul. Of course there’s tons of army regulars who are in happy marriages. I’m just an idiot who didn’t manage his time well and chose to wallow around in self-pity and doubt. I even left the force despite being guaranteed a career till I retired just because I didn’t like the new environment I was posted to.
This job felt like it gave me purpose. A direction. Accelerated promotion even though I didn’t have a degree. Was it because I was really good at what I did or because I was sleeping with my “boss”? I guess the testimonial from the healthcare company should be validation enough that I actually could do the job if I wanted to.
I finally turned off the shower. I didn’t know how much water I wasted. I wrapped the towel around my waist and exited the bathroom and somehow bumped into Kate who was heading to the kitchen.
K: What did you do to them? They’re complete knocked out.
Me: Nothing?
K: I went from having two bolsters to one then none.
Me: I went from none to two. Haha.
We sat down in the living room after I made instant coffee for both of us.
K: I kind of feel sorry for you. Jasmine spends so much time with me and keeps sending you away to pleasure other girls.
Me: Is that supposed to make me feel bad or better?
K: Neither? You guys are just weird la. I thought I was bad for having so many partners, but you guys bring the polyamorous lifestyle to a whole new level.
Me: We just want everyone to be happy.
K: Weird way of doing it though.
Me: Yeah. It is.
K: What happens if one of them gets pregnant? Then what would you do?
Me: Try not to get them pregnant? They’re all on the pill.
K: Nothing is 100% safe except for abstinence. And none of you can abstain. Haha!
Me: Well…
K: Anyway, just be there for her when she needs you. Sexually or otherwise.
Me: Right.
K: The question is, how long can you keep this up? Even I’m tired juggling Jasmine and Rebecca. And now Shirlyn is somehow in the mix as well.
Me: What if I leave?
K: Leave who?
Me: All of them. Cut off all the complications.
K: Even Jasmine?
Me: Yes.
K: Don’t. She needs you. Trust me.
Me: It’s the easiest way.
K: It is. But can you bear the consequences? Jasmine was already hurt badly by her husband and she turned to you. If you leave, you’ll just cause her more hurt. You don’t want to hurt her right?
Me: I don’t.
K: You have a lot of time to work things through you know. Not just with her, but everyone. Jasmine said you brought a girl to meet Nat and Darren. Surely you must have learnt something.
Me: I don’t think we’re like them. Their circumstances are different.
K: Then learn tolerance. Nobody is perfect, yet we can all get along well because we embrace each other’s flaws. What are you so afraid of anyway? What do you have to lose?
Me: I don’t know.
K: You have to find out then. Go back to when you first got together with Jasmine and think. What made you want to be with her in the first place? And I’m not talking about sex. Sex should never be the deciding factor. If it was, you’d have too many of them to choose from.
Me: I can’t think straight when I’m with them daily.
K: Take some time off for yourself. Go to the beach or something. And just think.
Me: I’ll try I guess.
K: You cycle right? Go for a long solo ride or something.
Me: And what if I decide to leave anyway?
K: Then you’ll have to deal with the consequences. But I’ll say this again. Don’t hurt her. She may seem strong but she’s not.
Me: Ok.
K: I’m going back to bed. Good luck.
I wondered if I should head back into the room, or just stay in the living room.
In the end, I went back and squeezed between the both of them. They sleepily wrapped their arms around me.
It really wasn’t that bad actually. But in the long run, there would surely be other problems.
I woke up a couple of hours with a naked Jasmine and a clothed Shirlyn on either side of me. My cock felt crusty from Jasmine’s juices. Perhaps we should have gone to wash up after sex.
I got off the bed slowly to go take a shower, trying my best not to wake either of them.
A freezing cold shower in the morning would definitely do me some good.
I wondered what I was willing to give up, who I was willing to hurt, in order to secure my own happiness.
In some ways Jasmine and I were too much alike. We both were too concerned about others. That was probably why she felt she could tolerate what her husband had done when she found out. Maybe that was why she wanted to give him a second chance. Then again, if I’d kept my dick in my pants when dealing with a married woman, all this probably wouldn’t have happened. I should have just been a colleague, maybe a friend, not engage in what seemed like harmless flirting at the time, and definitely not try to pleasure her knowing she had been sexless for five years.
The common question would probably be if I could turn back the clock, would I do all these again? On hindsight I probably would have not even pursued anything with Ann in the first place. But that was my problem. I craved for the validation. I wanted acknowledgement, or even the slight feeling that someone wanted me. Everyone I’d been with since Ann all exhibited some semblance of that behaviour, and thus I was hooked. And now it was way out of control.
Could I blame Isabelle for this? My low self esteem?
We were supposed to get married, and yet we broke up just because I suddenly felt like I really loved my job and wanted to be in it for the long haul. Of course there’s tons of army regulars who are in happy marriages. I’m just an idiot who didn’t manage his time well and chose to wallow around in self-pity and doubt. I even left the force despite being guaranteed a career till I retired just because I didn’t like the new environment I was posted to.
This job felt like it gave me purpose. A direction. Accelerated promotion even though I didn’t have a degree. Was it because I was really good at what I did or because I was sleeping with my “boss”? I guess the testimonial from the healthcare company should be validation enough that I actually could do the job if I wanted to.
I finally turned off the shower. I didn’t know how much water I wasted. I wrapped the towel around my waist and exited the bathroom and somehow bumped into Kate who was heading to the kitchen.
K: What did you do to them? They’re complete knocked out.
Me: Nothing?
K: I went from having two bolsters to one then none.
Me: I went from none to two. Haha.
We sat down in the living room after I made instant coffee for both of us.
K: I kind of feel sorry for you. Jasmine spends so much time with me and keeps sending you away to pleasure other girls.
Me: Is that supposed to make me feel bad or better?
K: Neither? You guys are just weird la. I thought I was bad for having so many partners, but you guys bring the polyamorous lifestyle to a whole new level.
Me: We just want everyone to be happy.
K: Weird way of doing it though.
Me: Yeah. It is.
K: What happens if one of them gets pregnant? Then what would you do?
Me: Try not to get them pregnant? They’re all on the pill.
K: Nothing is 100% safe except for abstinence. And none of you can abstain. Haha!
Me: Well…
K: Anyway, just be there for her when she needs you. Sexually or otherwise.
Me: Right.
K: The question is, how long can you keep this up? Even I’m tired juggling Jasmine and Rebecca. And now Shirlyn is somehow in the mix as well.
Me: What if I leave?
K: Leave who?
Me: All of them. Cut off all the complications.
K: Even Jasmine?
Me: Yes.
K: Don’t. She needs you. Trust me.
Me: It’s the easiest way.
K: It is. But can you bear the consequences? Jasmine was already hurt badly by her husband and she turned to you. If you leave, you’ll just cause her more hurt. You don’t want to hurt her right?
Me: I don’t.
K: You have a lot of time to work things through you know. Not just with her, but everyone. Jasmine said you brought a girl to meet Nat and Darren. Surely you must have learnt something.
Me: I don’t think we’re like them. Their circumstances are different.
K: Then learn tolerance. Nobody is perfect, yet we can all get along well because we embrace each other’s flaws. What are you so afraid of anyway? What do you have to lose?
Me: I don’t know.
K: You have to find out then. Go back to when you first got together with Jasmine and think. What made you want to be with her in the first place? And I’m not talking about sex. Sex should never be the deciding factor. If it was, you’d have too many of them to choose from.
Me: I can’t think straight when I’m with them daily.
K: Take some time off for yourself. Go to the beach or something. And just think.
Me: I’ll try I guess.
K: You cycle right? Go for a long solo ride or something.
Me: And what if I decide to leave anyway?
K: Then you’ll have to deal with the consequences. But I’ll say this again. Don’t hurt her. She may seem strong but she’s not.
Me: Ok.
K: I’m going back to bed. Good luck.
I wondered if I should head back into the room, or just stay in the living room.
In the end, I went back and squeezed between the both of them. They sleepily wrapped their arms around me.
It really wasn’t that bad actually. But in the long run, there would surely be other problems.
When we finally woke, it was already near lunch time. Jasmine and Shirlyn went to wash up while I got dressed to head out for lunch. Kate had already left before we were awake.
We bumped into Darren and Nat at the coffeeshop and joined them.
N: So… what happened last night?
Me: Nothing?
N: You sent her home and didn’t try anything funny?
Me: Why would I do that?
N: Who knows? Hahahaha.
J: Hey, I trust him ok.
N: You can trust him, but can you trust the other lady?
S: Good point. She’s quite attractive right?
Me: You barely saw her that day.
N: She’s ok. Taller than all of us though. Those legs…
S: And her boobs…
N: Yes. You have some competition already now that Alicia has left.
Shirlyn sulked at her seat.
S: I appreciate nice boobs ok. So does Mark.
Me: I do?
They all laughed as Shirlyn sulked even more.
D: Wrong answer bro.
We continued eating in silence.
Shirlyn left after lunch so I headed back up with Jasmine, just chilling on the sofa, resuming our usual Netflix and Ben & Jerry’s routine.
J: So she’s quite attractive huh?
Me: Ok only la.
J: Are you looking for another partner?
Me: Nope.
J: You sure?
Me: Pretty sure.
J: You can reject her if she makes a move on you?
Me: That’s highly unlikely.
J: You sure? She said you’re not that small after all.
Me: Maybe I wrote that to stroke my own ego?
J: Haha… really? You don’t need a big dick to make a woman feel good.
Me: When compared with Darren and EoS, one can’t help but feel inadequate sometimes.
J: Darren I agree. But he doesn’t have the whole package. EoS, nobody here knows his actual skills if any. He could just be another Darren, big dick and cums fast.
Me: Well…
J: Come on, I’ve slept with Darren, he foreplay game isn’t as strong as yours. And you even got a virgin lesbian wet from sucking your cock!
Me: That’s really got nothing to do with me.
J: What I’m saying is, you’re still the best to me.
Me: I hope you’re not saying that because I was your first after the dry spell.
J: Haha! You’re really idiotic sometimes. I really wasn’t looking for someone to sleep with ok? We just happened. And we’re still here. I want us to still be here years later.
Me: And the rest of them?
J: Well… I don’t know yet. Shirlyn is an issue I think. She needs a proper boyfriend or partner.
Me: And you don’t?
J: I do. I’ve got you. And I’m really comfortable with the situation now.
Me: And when we get married, that changes.
J: Yes. So I don’t know how to deal with that when the time comes.
Me: Do we really need to get married just to keep the house?
J: Honestly no. I’ve been talking to another lawyer, from the firm Ann recommended.
Me: And?
J: He said as long as I’m 35, I can buy over the entire house if it’s considered a matrimonial asset. Which it most definitely will be. And of course once the MOP has been met.
Me: You’re 35 next year.
J: Yup. And the MOP is next year too.
Me: Ah.
J: So the easiest way is if I can negotiate a private settlement with Alan. Otherwise, I might be forced to dispose of the property.
Me: He just wants money right?
J: Yeah. The lawyers are negotiating.
Me: That’s why it’s dragging on for so long?
J: I guess so. At least I have a better lawyer now.
Me: That’s good. Are you going to buy over the house then?
J: Of course! I kinda like living here.
Me: Will I be living here with you when that happens?
J: As of right now, yes. I don’t want anything to change between us.
Me: That means everything else may not change either. Unless we get married?
J: If we get married, things may change. And that’s what I’m worried about. I really don’t know if I can deal with it.
Me: I guess we’ll cross that bridge when we come to it.
J: Just know that I want you ok?
Me: Hard to tell when there’s Kate, Shirlyn…
J: Ah. That’s just me exploring my sexuality.
Me: Are you trying to turn Shirlyn lesbian so that she’ll leave me alone?
J: What? Or course not! She likes you for her own reasons. Whatever they may be.
Me: Right…
J: Let’s just live in the moment ok? And make the moment last.
3 pints of Ben & Jerry’s later, Jasmine curled up and fell asleep on me. I let her sleep and I soon fell asleep as well.
Early Sunday morning we oiled our bike chains, pumped our tires and decided to head out for a long overdue ride. We had all been so caught up with work and life that cycling had taken a backseat. We headed towards Woodlands waterfront and was on the way back when the rain suddenly came down, forcing us to take shelter at a pavilion along the way back. I never noticed it before on our previous rides as we just went past, but it had a water cooler so we filled up our bottles.
J: Hey, do you think we’re not having enough sex?
Me: I’m having enough sex.
J: I mean you and me.
Me: We could be having more. If I didn’t have to satisfy the others.
J: Right.
She came over and pulled down my tights, before taking my sweaty cock in her mouth.
J: Let’s do it here.
I nearly jumped away in shock.
Me: It’s broad daylight.
J: It’s also raining very heavily and there’s no one here but us. I don’t think anyone is going to come by. I want a quickie.
Me: Erm. Ok.
She got me hard, pulled down her own tights and thrust her ass towards me.
J: Go ahead.
I stuck it in, while looking around to see if it was safe. It probably was, as the rain was horrendous and didn’t seem like it was going to stop. I wondered if we would even make it back anytime soon.
She moaned as I pounded her hard and fast, gripping onto the bench for support.
Five minutes in I couldn’t hold it anymore.
Me: I’m cumming.
She spun around and took me in her mouth, catching the first shot then sucking me dry. My legs went weak.
Me: Woah.. slow down. I still need to cycle back.
She drained my balls and swallowed, washing it down with water, then going down again to clean me up.
J: That was fun.
Me: Yes it was.
J: Your turn when we get back.
Me: Sure.
The rain took around another hour to lighten and we quickly cycled back home, going as fast as we could in case it rained again.
We jumped straight into the shower when we got back and started making out. There was something different about Jasmine today. It was as though I had unlocked her horny, hungry side again. Like what happened after we first had sex after her dry spell.
We moved on to the bed after showering and drying ourselves and I spent the next half hour just eating her out, with her adding her vibrator into the mix.
She was extremely wet and already writhing on the bed when I slid in, having been turned on sufficiently by my mouth and her toy. She wrapped her legs around me and pulled me closer.
Perhaps we were both so aroused that I felt the urge to cum quickly. I could feel the contractions squeezing my cock as I thrust in and out. She could sense that I was trying to hold it in.
J: Cum inside me. Don’t hold it back.
I didn’t have much left over after she sucked me dry earlier but the orgasm still felt mind-blowing as I released into her. I wondered if we came at the same time as I felt her tighten more around me.
She pulled me towards her and kissed me.
J: We’ll do this more often ok?
Me: Sure. Just not in broad daylight in public places.
J: Haha. There was no one there.
Me: Still. I don’t really enjoy it. Too thrilling.
J: That’s the whole point right?
Me: I’d rather be taking my time to torture you, rather than constantly looking over my shoulder wondering if someone is watching.
J: Torture? You torture me?
Me: I meant pleasure.
J: You’re not big enough to torture me. If you were any bigger, I’d just stop you halfway. It’s not that pleasurable to get pounded for long by a big dick ok?
Me: Have you been pounded for long by a big dick? Darren cums fast. Unless…
J: No I haven’t. And I won’t enjoy it. I enjoy you ok? All of us enjoy you.
Me: Right.
J: So yeah… let’s not talk about big dicks any more. Not everyone enjoys them.
Me: Ok.
J: Don’t be so threatened by them. You’re fine as it is.
Me: Who?
J: Whoever has a bigger dick than you?
Me: I’m not threatened….
J: Whatever it is, we like you just the way you are ok?
Me: Sure.
I don’t know why but I got the sneaky suspicion Jasmine was not telling me everything from the way she changed the topic so quickly.
But I guess that didn’t really matter if at the end of the day she was back with me, the same way with Darren and Nat, and perhaps even Jason and Crystal.