I raided the fridge after I was done showering to see if there was anything I could use to make breakfast. Unfortunately, the fridge was pretty bare. Even eggs were non existent. It was like Circuit Breaker hit the house and the only thing left was Ben & Jerry’s. I guess it was time to go shopping to restock. Even the instant noodle shelf was bare. I was peering in the freezer and closed the door when I got a shock as Jasmine was standing there sleepily. We moved to the living room and sat on the sofa.
J: Where did you go?
Me: I went to try to exercise.
J: For?
She rubbed my tummy.
J: Trying to get rid of this?
Me: Trying to get stronger so I can fuck you while carrying you.
J: Haha! You don’t have to. Though it was fun.
Me: I met Darren and his family just now.
J: Oh? I was starting to think they weren’t real, considering how often he comes over.
Me: Wife and two kids.
J: Hot or not? The wife.
Me: Ok I guess.
J: Hmm. Then why does he need so many FWB?
Me: She’s small.
J: Small what? Boobs?
Me: Sized.
J: Huh? We aren’t very big.
Me: Ok. This is hard to explain. She’s about this tall.
I placed my hand somewhere around the top of my chest. Jasmine and Alicia were way taller than that.
J: Oh. Now I get it. Short say short la.
Me: She’s short and skinny.
J: Oh! Ok! Now I really get it! His cock is probably too big for her. Hahahahaha.
Me: Well he said after 2 kids she’s handling it better.
J: What? So crude. But he is absurdly huge.
Me: So apparently they both have their own FWBs.
J: That’s weird.
Me: His wife is looking for a more reliable one apparently.
J: You volunteer ah?
Me: No. I only want to be with you.
J: Do you want to? I’m ok with that, you know. Until we’re officially together.
Me: I’m not ok.
J: Didn’t Shirlyn want to be with you as well? Eh not bad. Your market value must be increasing. Can have 3 FWBs. Then add Alicia and Felicia. Total 5. One per day. Weekend see who’s the lucky one who gets extra.
I wondered if she was being sarcastic or serious.
Me: I don’t want that. I want you.
J: That’s so sweet. But you know we can’t be together properly until I’m divorced.
Me: I kind of like what’s happening now with us.
J: I like it too. But I have no right to stop you from doing what you want.
Me: Just as I have no right to stop you.
J: It seems we have reached an impasse.
Me: Do you want to see others?
J: Not exactly. But I can’t deny that the experience with Darren is something I don’t get with you. But that isn’t important to me.
Me: Well, it’s genetics, don’t think I can make myself any bigger.
J: You’re missing the point. You’re so much more than him to me, even though you’re much less in certain areas.
I really couldn’t tell if she was being serious or just making fun of me.
J: You know why I asked you to stay over so often?
Me: You want to be with me?
J: Not just that. I wanted to see if we can live together. What would happen if we’re together but someone else comes into the picture.
Me: What do you mean?
J: I can feel you want to be with me. And I think I want to be with you too. But there’s many obstacles to overcome. First would be the divorce.
Me: What else?
J: Other girls. Or guys.
Me: Meaning?
J: I know Alicia still has a soft spot for you. I don’t know what you did to her before, but if I wasn’t in the picture, I’m damn sure you’d be together.
Me: Oh.
J: And Felicia. I know you guys were only FWB. But again, I don’t know what you did, she still came back after some time, and still wanted to be FWB with you.
Me: And?
J: Shirlyn wants you too. And I’ve said it before, if I was a guy, I’d be dying to fuck her. So I don’t know what exactly is wrong with you that you’d turn her down. I’m not some hot babe with huge tits. I’m not even some young babe. Hell, I don’t even know if I can be considered a babe.
Me: I can’t explain the feelings.
J: Neither can I.
Me: What else?
J: Jealousy. We both have some form of jealousy that we need to manage.
Me: For me it’s Darren?
J: I think so. I only called him up just for sex. I just wanted to experience that feeling again. But I don’t get the same feeling with him.
Me: You get a better feeling right?
J: Pure sex of course la! Who wouldn’t? But if I wanted that only, I wouldn’t even be talking to you.
Me: Ouch.
J: Haha. I’m not so shallow ok?
Me: I know.
J: About Alicia…
Me: What about her?
J: One fine day, during naked cuddling, you’re going to have sex with her. I know it.
Me: I can control myself.
J: Oh please. She’s another weirdo. Such a nice, curvy body, but she wants to cuddle with you naked. You must practice black magic or something.
Me: Wow. You’re really going all out to suan me today.
J: I am. You need to know what’s on my mind. But I also want you to know that at this point of time, and in the foreseeable future, I do want to be with you.
Me: I’m jealous of Darren. Really. I’m not upset with you. Just a little disappointed that you’d choose him.
J: For sex, I’d choose him any day. If there was 2 of him even better.
Me: Right.
J: But that’s not what I want. Ok fine. Maybe I want it occasionally.
Me: Is that why you’re pushing me to others?
J: Not really. But I’d feel less guilty for having such desires I guess.
Me: Then we would be no different from being FWBs.
J: Yup. But if we’re together in the future, I better be the only one.
Me: Wait… hang on… aren’t we practicing for the future?
J: I guess we are? But are you ready to give up all the other girls?
Me: I am. Are you ready?
J: No I’m not.
Me: Oh.
J: And that’s why we’re having this conversation.
Me: Seems pretty one-sided.
J: Think about it. What if you actually could have a relationship with Shirlyn that’s more than FWB? Wouldn’t you want to try?
Me: No?
J: Then you’re being stupid. She’s single and available and wants to fuck you. Alicia is single and available and wants to fuck you. Felicia is soon to be single and available and wants to fuck you.
Me: What about you?
J: I’m not single yet, not available yet, but I want to fuck you literally for being a stubborn dumbass.
Me: Right.
J: You won’t know if you’ll be truly happy with me until you’ve considered, or experienced all the options.
Me: I don’t think it works that way.
J: Trust me. I got married to someone I thought I loved. I thought I had everything. But in the end? You won’t know until you try.
Me: It’s a different situation.
J: Well, don’t limit your options to just me.
Me: Why does it seem like you’re breaking up with me?
She ruffled my hair.
J: Oh you silly boy! We’re not breaking up. I just want you to explore the possibilities before deciding that I’m the one you really want to be with.
Me: Doesn’t seem that way.
J: Let me put it simply then. As things are right now, we are going to get married after I’m divorced. And I don’t want to get divorced again.
Me: Wait a minute. Are you proposing to me?
J: You can say that. In these few months you’ve made me feel happier than I could ever be just by being the silly, sometimes irritating you. But it’s not fair to tie you down to me when I’m not sure that I’m the one you truly want, or if you’ve even experienced everything you want to before settling down with me.
Me: I don’t need to experience anything else.
J: That’s what you say now. Five years down the road you might say, damn, what if I chose Shirlyn? I could be the GM of the company!
Me: Wah lau, I’m not that kind of guy.
J: Orh. Then what if it’s a case of, wah lau, same lau CB again, I could be fucking someone younger and tighter with bigger breasts.
I could tell she was making it seem like a joke, but it didn’t feel very funny to me.
Me: I’m not that kind of guy either.
A: Ya. He could live with the lau CB at my house. Even waited so many years for it.
Alicia had woken up and probably overheard us. I wondered how much she actually heard.
J: Ya. Then somehow he got the lau CB’s daughters CB also.
A: But he doesn’t want it anymore.
Something told me this wasn’t a conversation I wanted to be in.
Me: Well, I only want Jasmine’s CB now. Can?
Jasmine gave me a peck on the cheek.
J: You’re so cute.
A: Anyway I’m hungry. Are we going out for breakfast?
What an excellent change of topic.
Me: I’m hungry too. What do you want to eat?
J: Korean toast? I heard the stall no queue now.
Me: Really? Last time we were there the queue was madness.
J: I think it’s because they were supposed to move out. Then in the end didn’t move out. Price went up though.
Me: The toast is so small.
A: You can have two.
Me: Good idea.
A: You can have us two too.
Me: What?
A: Nothing.
J: Ok. Let’s go!
We got dressed appropriately and headed to the coffeeshop for a late breakfast.
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EnigmaofSorrow
Based on what I know of the two of them, it is not a test. They really have their own fuck buddies or FWB or whatever you wanna call it.
Did you fuck her bro?
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Originally Posted by
EnigmaofSorrow
Based on what I know of the two of them, it is not a test. They really have their own fuck buddies or FWB or whatever you wanna call it.
Did you fuck her bro?
After our super late breakfast we headed to the shopping mall nearby to restock on groceries. Alicia was bouncing around happily. If she was younger, and we were older, it really might seem like we were bringing our daughter out shopping.
The good thing about lunchtime grocery shopping was that almost everyone else was at lunch, so we had a rather unhindered shopping experience.
As usual, we stocked up on instant food and snacks and even more Ben & Jerry’s. I wondered how Jasmine managed to maintain her shape despite the obscene amount of ice cream we ate. I didn’t see her go to the gym, and we certainly weren’t having enough vigorous sex for it to count as cardio. Perhaps it was just my lazy ass that was super out of shape. We hadn’t even gone cycling for a super long time.
We lazed around for awhile when we reached back. The weather was good so Alicia suggested going to the pool. I didn’t really want to swim, I doubt I could still complete a lap anyway, given my state of fitness, but she didn’t want to go alone.
Me: I don’t have trunks.
J: Just wear shorts la. Not as though anyone is going to be looking at you.
A: We can lend you our bikinis.
Me: Can’t fit.
J: We’ll get banned from the pool if he wears a bikini.
Me: Are you really wearing bikinis?
J: Nope.
A: I don’t have any that are decent for swimming.
Me: What do you mean by decent? Or not decent?
Alicia entered her room and came out a short while later. She was wearing one of those super tiny things that barely just covered her nipples, and the bottom was practically non-existent at the back.
A: See? Not decent. It’s gonna come off when I start swimming. But my butt and tummy is so flabby recently. Don’t know what happened.
Me: Not doing enough exercise.
A: Maybe ah. Should ride Darren longer.
Me: I was referring to real exercise. Like cycling.
A: Orh. Don’t think I should wear this right?
J: That belongs on the beach I think.
Me: You wear that and everyone will just be staring at you.
A: Ya la. I so fat now!
She started squeezing her tummy and butt.
J: Thank goodness I have normal stuff.
A: I better wear compression or something.
Me: Are we really going swimming?
J: You can just lie on the chair and get a tan or something. You look so fair.
I lifted up my t-shirt.
Me: Still a little bruised.
J: You will be shy one meh?
Me: Not really.
J: Then let’s go la.
I ended up just wearing my army PT shorts. Jasmine was in a modest one piece suit while Alicia, strangely, really wore a compression half body suit. I was pretty sure it was not for swimming.
The pool was rather empty as it was around 3pm and the sun was blazing hot. The kids pool was more crowded, but that wasn’t where we were at. We practically had the whole adult pool to ourselves.
I merely dipped myself in before going to lie down on the deck chair. I was regretting it a little as there was no sun tan lotion. I was definitely going to get burnt.
Jasmine and Alicia swam a couple of laps up and down before coming to join me.
I was about to take a nap in the sun when I spotted a familiar figure walking towards the pool, before jumping in. I nudged Jasmine.
Me: That’s Darren’s wife.
She squinted to get a better look.
J: Ok. Really looks damn short.
What I didn’t, or rather couldn’t, see earlier, was her full back tattoo that was barely being covered by her modest two piece. I couldn’t really tell what kind of a tattoo it was, but it looked japanese, and extended all the way down her butt to her thighs, and half her upper arm.
Alicia saw us staring and decided to look over as well.
A: Wow. Who’s the Yakuza?
Me: That’s Darren’s wife.
A: What the. How do you know?
Me: He introduced her to me this morning when I bumped into them while I was exercising.
A: You? Exercise? Hahaha.
Jasmine kept staring at her from far.
J: I really get it now.
A: Get what?
J: Nothing.
A: Why is she walking this way?
Me: To say hello?
A: We don’t even know her.
N: Hi Mark.
She turned to the girls.
N: You must be Jasmine and Alicia.
I could see Alicia was a little shocked but they said hello anyway.
A: How do you know who we are?
N: I know you’ve been fucking my husband. You’re the booby one and she’s the fit one.
For the first time in a long time, I was actually enjoying the show. I wasn’t the one being put in an awkward situation.
A: Erm.
N: Haha! You should have seen your face!
A: What?
N: I’m fine with it.
A: What?
N: You look really young though. Hope you know what you’re doing.
A: What?
Alicia was suddenly lost for words. Perhaps Natasha’s tattoos were scary.
Me: Where’s Darren?
N: He’s with the kids at the other pool. I wanted to swim. Saw you, so I thought I would just come say hi.
She looked at Jasmine.
N: Maybe we can go to the gym sometime, you can help me get fitter.
Frankly, all I was looking at was her small chest, as her really prominent nipples were clearly visible under the bikini top.
J: Sure… our condo gym? There’s nothing there. Nice tattoos by the way.
N: Thanks. But I don’t have a gym membership. Where do you go?
J: Anytime fitness, but I don’t know why I’m still paying for the membership. Haven’t gone in months.
N: Should just cancel.
J: Probably will cancel. Let’s just go to the condo gym then. When are you free?
N: I’m not working so anytime is fine, just need to make sure someone is watching the kids.
A: I wanna go too. Need to tone.
N: Alright. How about tomorrow? Afternoon?
J: Sounds good.
N: Ok. I’m going to swim then.
Natasha jumped into the pool. Alicia wandered off to the washroom.
J: Did you see her nipples?
Me: Everybody could see them.
J: Shit… is it because she breast feeds her kids then they suck too hard?
Me: I wouldn’t know. You can always ask her.
J: They must be really sensitive.
Me: I can suck on yours and make them bigger too.
J: Idiot.
Alicia came back shortly.
A: His kids are cute. Except they called me aunty instead of jiejie.
Me: Isn’t it weird you’re making friends with the wife of the guy you’re fucking?
A: Isn’t it weird you fucked the daughters of the woman you were fucking?
Me: Ok. I’ll shut up.
J: She seems nice, I guess.
A: I think so too.
Me: You can go ahead. I’ll just entertain myself.
A: We didn’t invite you anyway.
J: You know he told me Darren told him she’s looking for a FWB?
A: Huh? His standard can meh?
Me: Thanks both. I feel very reassured.
They both laughed. Somehow I could feel Natasha sneaking looks at us as she swam past, probably wondering what was so funny.
But Jasmine was really killing me. I know I want to be with her, and yet she was encouraging me to explore my possibilities first, while she was probably going to do the same thing. Probably with Darren.
After our super late breakfast we headed to the shopping mall nearby to restock on groceries. Alicia was bouncing around happily. If she was younger, and we were older, it really might seem like we were bringing our daughter out shopping.
The good thing about lunchtime grocery shopping was that almost everyone else was at lunch, so we had a rather unhindered shopping experience.
As usual, we stocked up on instant food and snacks and even more Ben & Jerry’s. I wondered how Jasmine managed to maintain her shape despite the obscene amount of ice cream we ate. I didn’t see her go to the gym, and we certainly weren’t having enough vigorous sex for it to count as cardio. Perhaps it was just my lazy ass that was super out of shape. We hadn’t even gone cycling for a super long time.
We lazed around for awhile when we reached back. The weather was good so Alicia suggested going to the pool. I didn’t really want to swim, I doubt I could still complete a lap anyway, given my state of fitness, but she didn’t want to go alone.
Me: I don’t have trunks.
J: Just wear shorts la. Not as though anyone is going to be looking at you.
A: We can lend you our bikinis.
Me: Can’t fit.
J: We’ll get banned from the pool if he wears a bikini.
Me: Are you really wearing bikinis?
J: Nope.
A: I don’t have any that are decent for swimming.
Me: What do you mean by decent? Or not decent?
Alicia entered her room and came out a short while later. She was wearing one of those super tiny things that barely just covered her nipples, and the bottom was practically non-existent at the back.
A: See? Not decent. It’s gonna come off when I start swimming. But my butt and tummy is so flabby recently. Don’t know what happened.
Me: Not doing enough exercise.
A: Maybe ah. Should ride Darren longer.
Me: I was referring to real exercise. Like cycling.
A: Orh. Don’t think I should wear this right?
J: That belongs on the beach I think.
Me: You wear that and everyone will just be staring at you.
A: Ya la. I so fat now!
She started squeezing her tummy and butt.
J: Thank goodness I have normal stuff.
A: I better wear compression or something.
Me: Are we really going swimming?
J: You can just lie on the chair and get a tan or something. You look so fair.
I lifted up my t-shirt.
Me: Still a little bruised.
J: You will be shy one meh?
Me: Not really.
J: Then let’s go la.
I ended up just wearing my army PT shorts. Jasmine was in a modest one piece suit while Alicia, strangely, really wore a compression half body suit. I was pretty sure it was not for swimming.
The pool was rather empty as it was around 3pm and the sun was blazing hot. The kids pool was more crowded, but that wasn’t where we were at. We practically had the whole adult pool to ourselves.
I merely dipped myself in before going to lie down on the deck chair. I was regretting it a little as there was no sun tan lotion. I was definitely going to get burnt.
Jasmine and Alicia swam a couple of laps up and down before coming to join me.
I was about to take a nap in the sun when I spotted a familiar figure walking towards the pool, before jumping in. I nudged Jasmine.
Me: That’s Darren’s wife.
She squinted to get a better look.
J: Ok. Really looks damn short.
What I didn’t, or rather couldn’t, see earlier, was her full back tattoo that was barely being covered by her modest two piece. I couldn’t really tell what kind of a tattoo it was, but it looked japanese, and extended all the way down her butt to her thighs, and half her upper arm.
Alicia saw us staring and decided to look over as well.
A: Wow. Who’s the Yakuza?
Me: That’s Darren’s wife.
A: What the. How do you know?
Me: He introduced her to me this morning when I bumped into them while I was exercising.
A: You? Exercise? Hahaha.
Jasmine kept staring at her from far.
J: I really get it now.
A: Get what?
J: Nothing.
A: Why is she walking this way?
Me: To say hello?
A: We don’t even know her.
N: Hi Mark.
She turned to the girls.
N: You must be Jasmine and Alicia.
I could see Alicia was a little shocked but they said hello anyway.
A: How do you know who we are?
N: I know you’ve been fucking my husband. You’re the booby one and she’s the fit one.
For the first time in a long time, I was actually enjoying the show. I wasn’t the one being put in an awkward situation.
A: Erm.
N: Haha! You should have seen your face!
A: What?
N: I’m fine with it.
A: What?
N: You look really young though. Hope you know what you’re doing.
A: What?
Alicia was suddenly lost for words. Perhaps Natasha’s tattoos were scary.
Me: Where’s Darren?
N: He’s with the kids at the other pool. I wanted to swim. Saw you, so I thought I would just come say hi.
She looked at Jasmine.
N: Maybe we can go to the gym sometime, you can help me get fitter.
Frankly, all I was looking at was her small chest, as her really prominent nipples were clearly visible under the bikini top.
J: Sure… our condo gym? There’s nothing there. Nice tattoos by the way.
N: Thanks. But I don’t have a gym membership. Where do you go?
J: Anytime fitness, but I don’t know why I’m still paying for the membership. Haven’t gone in months.
N: Should just cancel.
J: Probably will cancel. Let’s just go to the condo gym then. When are you free?
N: I’m not working so anytime is fine, just need to make sure someone is watching the kids.
A: I wanna go too. Need to tone.
N: Alright. How about tomorrow? Afternoon?
J: Sounds good.
N: Ok. I’m going to swim then.
Natasha jumped into the pool. Alicia wandered off to the washroom.
J: Did you see her nipples?
Me: Everybody could see them.
J: Shit… is it because she breast feeds her kids then they suck too hard?
Me: I wouldn’t know. You can always ask her.
J: They must be really sensitive.
Me: I can suck on yours and make them bigger too.
J: Idiot.
Alicia came back shortly.
A: His kids are cute. Except they called me aunty instead of jiejie.
Me: Isn’t it weird you’re making friends with the wife of the guy you’re fucking?
A: Isn’t it weird you fucked the daughters of the woman you were fucking?
Me: Ok. I’ll shut up.
J: She seems nice, I guess.
A: I think so too.
Me: You can go ahead. I’ll just entertain myself.
A: We didn’t invite you anyway.
J: You know he told me Darren told him she’s looking for a FWB?
A: Huh? His standard can meh?
Me: Thanks both. I feel very reassured.
They both laughed. Somehow I could feel Natasha sneaking looks at us as she swam past, probably wondering what was so funny.
But Jasmine was really killing me. I know I want to be with her, and yet she was encouraging me to explore my possibilities first, while she was probably going to do the same thing. Probably with Darren.
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EnigmaofSorrow
That would also suggest I might have had the opportunity to be someone important.
Nah. Nothing of that sort happened between us. She’s also someone I’ve known for 20 years.
Really? So it’s not someone you wrote about?
After our swim/tan session, we went back to Jasmine’s place to wash up and think about dinner.
We showered together, and I kept teasing her nipples. She seemed a little irritated, and kept pushing my hands away. Maybe she really thought I was thinking about Natasha when I was doing that. Or maybe she didn’t want to get turned on.
Her behaviour was confusing to me though. She wanted me to explore my possibilities, but somehow I felt she would get jealous, or even angry if I really did so.
After the shower, we lay in bed for awhile as Alicia was somehow still showering.
We went further North for dinner, going to check out some teochew noodles that Jasmine has read about. It wasn’t fantastic, small portions, noodles slightly overcooked, but the sauce was really tasty. I ended up having 2 bowls.
After dinner, we continued our usual routine of TV and ice cream, except this time, Alicia was curled up with us on the sofa as well. They were on each of my sides though, I was on the extreme end at the recliner portion, Jasmine lay on my chest, while Alicia lay on her lap. I was super tempted to start touching Jasmine to see what Alicia’s reaction would be, but I decided perhaps it wasn’t a good idea. Besides, I wanted to show her that she was the one I wanted. Yet, it didn’t feel right to chase Alicia away. Jasmine didn’t mind her being there.
Strangely, we had the Korean toast for brunch on Sunday as well. I couldn’t get over how overpriced it was for something so simple. I probably could just go to NTUC to get the equivalent ingredients and make the same thing. I suppose we were all just lazy people.
We didn’t have lunch, Jasmine and Alicia left around 2pm to go to the gym with Natasha.
I left the house too, intending to try my luck at bodyweight exercises again since I had so much excess weight.
I walked past the gym just to check it out as well, and the three of them were really inside, with Jasmine showing Natasha some exercises using dumbbells. I don’t know why I walked past, maybe part of me was worried they where actually having a FFFM with Darren.
As usual, what caught my eye about Natasha were her nipples. Even in a sports bra, they were so prominent. And of course her tattoos.
I tried pull ups again, could only do 5. Tried doing sit ups slowly to work the core more, but ended up rushing through it to get it over and done with faster. Did some push ups, but realised if it was IPPT, it would be no count. It was disappointing to be in this state now. I wondered if any ex Army regulars who weren’t working in the fitness or security industries were facing the same issues. I guess I would find out during ICT.
After an hours of not really doing bodyweight exercises, I went to check out the jacuzzi. Surprisingly, Darren was there as well.
D: Hey!
Me: Yo.
D: Have you spoken to Jasmine?
Me: About?
D: Never mind.
Me: You mean being your wife’s FWB?
D: Yeah.
Me: She asked if I volunteered.
D: Haha! So she’s agreeable?
Me: I don’t think so?
D: Ask again.
Me: I’d rather not.
D: Trust me bro. You need to do the things you want to do before you decide to spend the rest of your life with someone. It gets a lot harder after that if you decide that that wasn’t the life you wanted.
Me: Is that what happened to you?
D: No. We’ve always been open about our preferences and desires.
Me: Having FWBs while you’re married?
D: We still have sex at least once a month. But I know she’s not fully enjoying it. And we both have high sex drives. She deserves to fulfil her desires.
Me: I want to commit to her.
D: She does too. But she can’t now. So just do whatever you want. Fuck the consequences. Do you believe in fate?
Me: I don’t think so.
D: Then what’s holding you back?
Me: I don’t know.
D: If a lady wants you, why do you feel the need to analyse everything? Just do it.
Me: That’s what I’ve been doing. I don’t think it ended well.
D: Don’t overthink things. Just be happy doing what you do.
Me: I guess it’s worth a shot.
D: I’m headed to the steam room. Join me?
Me: Sure.
I guess these were the perks of living in a condo. You get to abuse the facilities.
After steaming we headed back to the jacuzzi while waiting for the girls to finish their session.
D: Let me know if you’re keen to get to know Nat better.
Me: Erm.
D: I’m serious.
Me: If I do that, does that mean you’ll continue with Jasmine?
D: Nah. That’s up to her.
Me: You mean she’s thinking of looking for other guys as well?
D: I didn’t say that. But trust me. She wants you to be happy.
Me: Then she should just be with me.
D: And you know she can’t. Until after her divorce. So in the meantime, just go have fun.
Me: I don’t want to.
D: I think by right, you two aren’t even supposed to see each other until the divorce has been finalised. Not sure if it affects anything.
Me: I wouldn’t know.
D: You want her to be happy right? Then you should go along with her wishes.
Me: Even if it includes sleeping with everyone else?
We heard the girls’ laughter behind us.
A: Who’s he sleeping with now?
Me: Nobody.
D: Nah. We’re just chatting.
The three of them suddenly entered the jacuzzi as well. I wondered if it was legal to do so. Natasha sat next to Darren while Jasmine and Alicia sandwiched me.
A: The chlorine here is overpowering. And it’s so cold…
J: So who are you going to sleep with?
Me: You?
J: And?
Me: No one else.
J: Awww.. so sweet.
She lay her head on my shoulder.
Natasha was watching us. And again, all I could see were her nipples erected prominently under her sports bra. The cold water really wasn’t helping.
I glanced at Jasmine and Alicia’s chest, but they didn’t seem to be this affected. Perhaps Natasha really was that sensitive there.
A: I’m going up. It’s too cold.
J: I’m going too.
N: See you next week same time? Or can you do weekdays?
J: I’m WFH next week. Weekdays should be fine.
A: I… should be fine too.
N: Let’s arrange something then. Unless you’re arranging to meet Darren.
A: Oh… I… erm…
I tried to see if Alicia was blushing but couldn’t really tell.
N: It’s fine if you want to meet him instead.
A: I… will go back first.
I guess she really was kind of embarrassed considering she practically ran off to go back home.
Jasmine shrugged when I looked at her.
N: I guess you’re not meeting Darren?
J: No. Not for now.
Ouch.
N: I’m sure Mark doesn’t mind right?
Me: Erm.
D: I think we’ve to let them talk it over babe.
N: Oh sorry. Cos you told me that he may be keen…
D: I haven’t actually asked him. Or her.
N: Oh.
J: We’ll talk about this later ok?
We quickly left, leaving Darren to explain the situation to his wife.
After our swim/tan session, we went back to Jasmine’s place to wash up and think about dinner.
We showered together, and I kept teasing her nipples. She seemed a little irritated, and kept pushing my hands away. Maybe she really thought I was thinking about Natasha when I was doing that. Or maybe she didn’t want to get turned on.
Her behaviour was confusing to me though. She wanted me to explore my possibilities, but somehow I felt she would get jealous, or even angry if I really did so.
After the shower, we lay in bed for awhile as Alicia was somehow still showering.
We went further North for dinner, going to check out some teochew noodles that Jasmine has read about. It wasn’t fantastic, small portions, noodles slightly overcooked, but the sauce was really tasty. I ended up having 2 bowls.
After dinner, we continued our usual routine of TV and ice cream, except this time, Alicia was curled up with us on the sofa as well. They were on each of my sides though, I was on the extreme end at the recliner portion, Jasmine lay on my chest, while Alicia lay on her lap. I was super tempted to start touching Jasmine to see what Alicia’s reaction would be, but I decided perhaps it wasn’t a good idea. Besides, I wanted to show her that she was the one I wanted. Yet, it didn’t feel right to chase Alicia away. Jasmine didn’t mind her being there.
Strangely, we had the Korean toast for brunch on Sunday as well. I couldn’t get over how overpriced it was for something so simple. I probably could just go to NTUC to get the equivalent ingredients and make the same thing. I suppose we were all just lazy people.
We didn’t have lunch, Jasmine and Alicia left around 2pm to go to the gym with Natasha.
I left the house too, intending to try my luck at bodyweight exercises again since I had so much excess weight.
I walked past the gym just to check it out as well, and the three of them were really inside, with Jasmine showing Natasha some exercises using dumbbells. I don’t know why I walked past, maybe part of me was worried they where actually having a FFFM with Darren.
As usual, what caught my eye about Natasha were her nipples. Even in a sports bra, they were so prominent. And of course her tattoos.
I tried pull ups again, could only do 5. Tried doing sit ups slowly to work the core more, but ended up rushing through it to get it over and done with faster. Did some push ups, but realised if it was IPPT, it would be no count. It was disappointing to be in this state now. I wondered if any ex Army regulars who weren’t working in the fitness or security industries were facing the same issues. I guess I would find out during ICT.
After an hours of not really doing bodyweight exercises, I went to check out the jacuzzi. Surprisingly, Darren was there as well.
D: Hey!
Me: Yo.
D: Have you spoken to Jasmine?
Me: About?
D: Never mind.
Me: You mean being your wife’s FWB?
D: Yeah.
Me: She asked if I volunteered.
D: Haha! So she’s agreeable?
Me: I don’t think so?
D: Ask again.
Me: I’d rather not.
D: Trust me bro. You need to do the things you want to do before you decide to spend the rest of your life with someone. It gets a lot harder after that if you decide that that wasn’t the life you wanted.
Me: Is that what happened to you?
D: No. We’ve always been open about our preferences and desires.
Me: Having FWBs while you’re married?
D: We still have sex at least once a month. But I know she’s not fully enjoying it. And we both have high sex drives. She deserves to fulfil her desires.
Me: I want to commit to her.
D: She does too. But she can’t now. So just do whatever you want. Fuck the consequences. Do you believe in fate?
Me: I don’t think so.
D: Then what’s holding you back?
Me: I don’t know.
D: If a lady wants you, why do you feel the need to analyse everything? Just do it.
Me: That’s what I’ve been doing. I don’t think it ended well.
D: Don’t overthink things. Just be happy doing what you do.
Me: I guess it’s worth a shot.
D: I’m headed to the steam room. Join me?
Me: Sure.
I guess these were the perks of living in a condo. You get to abuse the facilities.
After steaming we headed back to the jacuzzi while waiting for the girls to finish their session.
D: Let me know if you’re keen to get to know Nat better.
Me: Erm.
D: I’m serious.
Me: If I do that, does that mean you’ll continue with Jasmine?
D: Nah. That’s up to her.
Me: You mean she’s thinking of looking for other guys as well?
D: I didn’t say that. But trust me. She wants you to be happy.
Me: Then she should just be with me.
D: And you know she can’t. Until after her divorce. So in the meantime, just go have fun.
Me: I don’t want to.
D: I think by right, you two aren’t even supposed to see each other until the divorce has been finalised. Not sure if it affects anything.
Me: I wouldn’t know.
D: You want her to be happy right? Then you should go along with her wishes.
Me: Even if it includes sleeping with everyone else?
We heard the girls’ laughter behind us.
A: Who’s he sleeping with now?
Me: Nobody.
D: Nah. We’re just chatting.
The three of them suddenly entered the jacuzzi as well. I wondered if it was legal to do so. Natasha sat next to Darren while Jasmine and Alicia sandwiched me.
A: The chlorine here is overpowering. And it’s so cold…
J: So who are you going to sleep with?
Me: You?
J: And?
Me: No one else.
J: Awww.. so sweet.
She lay her head on my shoulder.
Natasha was watching us. And again, all I could see were her nipples erected prominently under her sports bra. The cold water really wasn’t helping.
I glanced at Jasmine and Alicia’s chest, but they didn’t seem to be this affected. Perhaps Natasha really was that sensitive there.
A: I’m going up. It’s too cold.
J: I’m going too.
N: See you next week same time? Or can you do weekdays?
J: I’m WFH next week. Weekdays should be fine.
A: I… should be fine too.
N: Let’s arrange something then. Unless you’re arranging to meet Darren.
A: Oh… I… erm…
I tried to see if Alicia was blushing but couldn’t really tell.
N: It’s fine if you want to meet him instead.
A: I… will go back first.
I guess she really was kind of embarrassed considering she practically ran off to go back home.
Jasmine shrugged when I looked at her.
N: I guess you’re not meeting Darren?
J: No. Not for now.
Ouch.
N: I’m sure Mark doesn’t mind right?
Me: Erm.
D: I think we’ve to let them talk it over babe.
N: Oh sorry. Cos you told me that he may be keen…
D: I haven’t actually asked him. Or her.
N: Oh.
J: We’ll talk about this later ok?
We quickly left, leaving Darren to explain the situation to his wife.
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Originally Posted by
EnigmaofSorrow
Go for it bro. You’ll be surprised.
The way you say this makes me think you lied. You did sleep with her at some point of time. Clinton lied too.
Quote:
Originally Posted by
EnigmaofSorrow
Go for it bro. You’ll be surprised.
The way you say this makes me think you lied. You did sleep with her at some point of time. Clinton lied too.