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Originally Posted by
Piledriver
Shrouded bro, I can feel plenty of emotions in your post. There’s really no need for you to justify anything to anyone.
Its your own decision. Your own choice. Your own life. Just do what you think is best for you. And then be man enough to handle whatever the consequences.
Stay strong!
Thank you for the support. I just feel it’s getting a bit out of hand.
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Originally Posted by
Bigbluebird
Have some decency to respect the privacy of the individuals stated in Mark’s sharing. You like it if these women were your wife, daughter or even close friends?
Chill bro. I’m sure he’s asking without ill intentions.
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Originally Posted by
sexcision
LOL, it basically means I’m envy at Darren for being part of the story getting ass the sex.
But if I am a woman, I dun mind trying him out. There’s nothing but praise from the ladies.
Yeah. He’s like the perfect fuck buddy.
I stopped halfway in the corridor on the way to her room.
Me: I can’t. Sorry.
A: Why?
Me: I just can’t.
A: She’s ok with it.
Me: I’m not.
A: But I’m upset.
Me: I’m just hug you, fully clothed, on the sofa. Ok?
A: But I miss us cuddling naked.
Alicia was pouting. Last time it was kind of cute. Now, I was just getting irritated. I had to learn to say no if I wanted to be with Jasmine properly. That would mean no normal hugging either. Even if she was ok with it.
Me: Look, I really want to have a proper relationship with Jasmine.
A: And you know you can’t now. So why not just have all the fun you want? We can fuck too you know?
Me: I don’t want to.
A: You won’t cuddle naked, you won’t fuck. What happened to you?
Me: Maybe I’m learning to stop being a pushover?
A: Jasmine is ok with it. I don’t know how many times I have to say it.
Me: And I’m not. I was disappointed when she slept with Darren.
A: Would it have made a difference if you didn’t find out?
Me: I don’t know. But I need to know she wants me too.
A: She does. And she wants you to be happy too.
Me: How is sleeping with anyone else supposed to make me happy?
A: All men want sex. Are you not a man?
Me: I’m trying to be a different man.
A: You’re more like a girl. Just make up your mind. Make a decision, then deal with the consequences.
Me: What’s the consequence of me rejecting you?
A: Hmmm. I don’t know. I’ll be upset?
Me: You’re already upset. Probably because you let yourself be used by Darren. Or maybe you used him for your own pleasure. But you wanted the intimacy that he cannot or will not give.
A: Wow. Suddenly you’re so perceptive.
Me: I don’t want to be your substitute or fallback.
A: But you were so willing in the past. As long as it made me happy.
Me: And look where that attitude has gotten me now?
A: I think you’re doing just fine.
Me: I’m not.
Suddenly she hugged me tightly, burying her face into my chest. I didn’t know if I should hug her back. I felt her breasts pressing against me through her t-shirt, and my dick automatically started to awaken. She felt it too. I probably should dress more decently around the house in the future.
A: You know you want it too.
Me: You just had sex.
A: No. I just got fucked.
Me: Isn’t that the same?
A: No it isn’t.
She dragged me into her room and pushed me onto the bed, pulling off her t-shirt at the same time, then mounting me.
Me: Alicia, don’t.
She reached around and fondled my cock through my boxers.
Me: Don’t.
She pulled out my cock through the front slit and rubbed it against herself.
A: You’re leaking precum.
Me: Well stop playing with it then!
A: Just cuddles. I promise.
Me: I really don’t want to.
She lay down onto me, smashing her tits into my face.
Me: Alicia…
A: Don’t you miss them?
She rubbed them against my face.
I pushed her away and scrambled off the bed.
Me: Please. Just stop..
She started sobbing again.
A: Just hug me.
She lay on the bed on her side, inviting me to be the big spoon. I willed my erection to go away, but he wasn’t being very obedient.
A: Please.
Me: Have you actually told Darren that you would like to be held after sex?
A: No.
Me: Why not?
A: He doesn’t do it. He is just here to fuck us.
Me: And yet you still want him to fuck you. Don’t you want something more?
A: Of course I do! But who in their right mind will say no to his dick?
Me: Ok fine. You got a point.
A: At least he knows what he wants, and he does it. You can’t even decide.
Me: I want to be with Jasmine.
A: And Jasmine has allowed you to cuddle with me naked. Are you going to go against her wishes?
I totally wasn’t expecting that.
Me: Well…
A: Just hug me. That’s all I want.
Me: Fine.
I lay down next to her. My stupid erection still wasn’t going away.
A: Take off your boxers.
Me: No.
A: Please?
Me: No.
A: But you’re not naked.
Me: I’m naked enough.
She turned around and snuggled closer to me, I cradled her head against my chest.
A: Thank you.
I didn’t know how to respond.
She pulled out my cock again and started playing with it.
Me: Alicia. Cuddle.
She ignored me, rubbing the precum around my dickhead and playing with my foreskin.
It was at that point I guess I gave up and just let her play with me. She seemed less upset. Happy even.
Slowly but sure, we both fell asleep in each others arms. It was really weird. Me becoming her after-sex cuddler.
I wonder what Jasmine would say when she came home and found us like this.
I stopped halfway in the corridor on the way to her room.
Me: I can’t. Sorry.
A: Why?
Me: I just can’t.
A: She’s ok with it.
Me: I’m not.
A: But I’m upset.
Me: I’m just hug you, fully clothed, on the sofa. Ok?
A: But I miss us cuddling naked.
Alicia was pouting. Last time it was kind of cute. Now, I was just getting irritated. I had to learn to say no if I wanted to be with Jasmine properly. That would mean no normal hugging either. Even if she was ok with it.
Me: Look, I really want to have a proper relationship with Jasmine.
A: And you know you can’t now. So why not just have all the fun you want? We can fuck too you know?
Me: I don’t want to.
A: You won’t cuddle naked, you won’t fuck. What happened to you?
Me: Maybe I’m learning to stop being a pushover?
A: Jasmine is ok with it. I don’t know how many times I have to say it.
Me: And I’m not. I was disappointed when she slept with Darren.
A: Would it have made a difference if you didn’t find out?
Me: I don’t know. But I need to know she wants me too.
A: She does. And she wants you to be happy too.
Me: How is sleeping with anyone else supposed to make me happy?
A: All men want sex. Are you not a man?
Me: I’m trying to be a different man.
A: You’re more like a girl. Just make up your mind. Make a decision, then deal with the consequences.
Me: What’s the consequence of me rejecting you?
A: Hmmm. I don’t know. I’ll be upset?
Me: You’re already upset. Probably because you let yourself be used by Darren. Or maybe you used him for your own pleasure. But you wanted the intimacy that he cannot or will not give.
A: Wow. Suddenly you’re so perceptive.
Me: I don’t want to be your substitute or fallback.
A: But you were so willing in the past. As long as it made me happy.
Me: And look where that attitude has gotten me now?
A: I think you’re doing just fine.
Me: I’m not.
Suddenly she hugged me tightly, burying her face into my chest. I didn’t know if I should hug her back. I felt her breasts pressing against me through her t-shirt, and my dick automatically started to awaken. She felt it too. I probably should dress more decently around the house in the future.
A: You know you want it too.
Me: You just had sex.
A: No. I just got fucked.
Me: Isn’t that the same?
A: No it isn’t.
She dragged me into her room and pushed me onto the bed, pulling off her t-shirt at the same time, then mounting me.
Me: Alicia, don’t.
She reached around and fondled my cock through my boxers.
Me: Don’t.
She pulled out my cock through the front slit and rubbed it against herself.
A: You’re leaking precum.
Me: Well stop playing with it then!
A: Just cuddles. I promise.
Me: I really don’t want to.
She lay down onto me, smashing her tits into my face.
Me: Alicia…
A: Don’t you miss them?
She rubbed them against my face.
I pushed her away and scrambled off the bed.
Me: Please. Just stop..
She started sobbing again.
A: Just hug me.
She lay on the bed on her side, inviting me to be the big spoon. I willed my erection to go away, but he wasn’t being very obedient.
A: Please.
Me: Have you actually told Darren that you would like to be held after sex?
A: No.
Me: Why not?
A: He doesn’t do it. He is just here to fuck us.
Me: And yet you still want him to fuck you. Don’t you want something more?
A: Of course I do! But who in their right mind will say no to his dick?
Me: Ok fine. You got a point.
A: At least he knows what he wants, and he does it. You can’t even decide.
Me: I want to be with Jasmine.
A: And Jasmine has allowed you to cuddle with me naked. Are you going to go against her wishes?
I totally wasn’t expecting that.
Me: Well…
A: Just hug me. That’s all I want.
Me: Fine.
I lay down next to her. My stupid erection still wasn’t going away.
A: Take off your boxers.
Me: No.
A: Please?
Me: No.
A: But you’re not naked.
Me: I’m naked enough.
She turned around and snuggled closer to me, I cradled her head against my chest.
A: Thank you.
I didn’t know how to respond.
She pulled out my cock again and started playing with it.
Me: Alicia. Cuddle.
She ignored me, rubbing the precum around my dickhead and playing with my foreskin.
It was at that point I guess I gave up and just let her play with me. She seemed less upset. Happy even.
Slowly but sure, we both fell asleep in each others arms. It was really weird. Me becoming her after-sex cuddler.
I wonder what Jasmine would say when she came home and found us like this.
I was awakened by someone sliding into bed beside me.
Me: What are you doing?
J: Looks like fun. Is this what you used to do with her?
Me: Yeah.
J: I was expecting you to be having sex with her.
She pulled me towards her, Alicia sliding out of my arms. Strangely, she was still asleep, and rolled over to her other side.
J: I want naked cuddles too.
She started unbuttoning her blouse and unzipped her skirt.
Me: Erm.
J: Shh…
She reached around and unhooked her bra, then stuffed my face into her chest.
Me: Shouldn’t we go to your room?
J: Why? We’re just cuddling.
She reached into my boxers and grabbed my dick.
J: Why are you hard?
Me: Erm.
J: Damn Alicia.
Me: We didn’t.
J: I know.
Me: We just cuddled.
J: And you’re not even naked. Take it off.
She practically ripped off my boxers, letting my half-hard dick flop around.
J: You know she was joking when she said you couldn’t have sex right.
Me: Yeah she said.
J: Guess what I’m going to do.
Me: What?
She spread my legs and swallowed me whole.
Me: Alicia is next to us.
J: I’m going to teach her a lesson.
Me: What lesson?
J: We’re going to have sex right her. On her bed. For screwing with us.
Me: Erm. You said naked cuddles.
J: I don’t care.
She brought me to full hardness, slid her panties to one side, and got onto me, pulling me deep inside her from the sitting position.
She ground herself on me, trying to not shake the bed too much. For someone who wanted to teach Alicia a lesson, she was being really careful.
I held on to her hips tightly, and slowly inched off the bed.
J: What are you doing?
Me: Bringing you back to your room.
J: Why? This is fun?
Me: I don’t want her to wake up.
J: You sure you can carry me?
Me: Only one way to find out right?
I planted my feet on the floor and held her tightly, she wrapped her legs around my back and clung on to my neck like a koala.
I stood up. Surprisingly, I could still do it. I carried her back to the master bedroom, my dick still inside her.
J: I’m amazed. Don’t put me down.
Me: Why?
J: Fuck me like this.
Me: Erm.
I grabbed her ass and bounced her up and down. It was pretty difficult. Probably someone like Darren could do it with ease, given his length and girth.
J: This is quite fun. I feel so close to you.
Me: My dick is going to break.
J: Ok. Put me down.
I lay her on the bed.
Somehow, I was panting already. I had not fully recovered yet.
She pulled me towards her again, and kissed me passionately. I slid in again, thrusting slowly, tasting her at the same time.
The door opened, and Alicia came in.
A: Where did my bolster go???
She sat on the bed naked, and watched us.
Maybe I didn’t have sex for too long. Or Jasmine was really passionate, but I came within five minutes inside her.
Alicia passed us some tissues.
Me: Could you not watch the next time?
J: It’s fine if she wants to watch.
A: I just want my bolster.
J: But it’s my bolster.
A: Then you hug me lor.
We shrugged and went to wash up.
Alicia was still on the bed when we were done.
A: Well? Who’s going to hug me?
I wanted to get dressed but Jasmine pushed me onto the bed.
J: We’ll both hug you. Ok?
A: Ok?
Alicia was in the middle as she curled up onto Jasmine, while I hugged her from behind, my deflated dick on her bare ass.
Jasmine glared at me.
J: You better don’t stick it in.
Me: I won’t.
And we all fell asleep again.
Alicia, after all that had happened between us, still was the baby in the house and I guess it was going to stay that way for awhile.
I was awakened by someone sliding into bed beside me.
Me: What are you doing?
J: Looks like fun. Is this what you used to do with her?
Me: Yeah.
J: I was expecting you to be having sex with her.
She pulled me towards her, Alicia sliding out of my arms. Strangely, she was still asleep, and rolled over to her other side.
J: I want naked cuddles too.
She started unbuttoning her blouse and unzipped her skirt.
Me: Erm.
J: Shh…
She reached around and unhooked her bra, then stuffed my face into her chest.
Me: Shouldn’t we go to your room?
J: Why? We’re just cuddling.
She reached into my boxers and grabbed my dick.
J: Why are you hard?
Me: Erm.
J: Damn Alicia.
Me: We didn’t.
J: I know.
Me: We just cuddled.
J: And you’re not even naked. Take it off.
She practically ripped off my boxers, letting my half-hard dick flop around.
J: You know she was joking when she said you couldn’t have sex right.
Me: Yeah she said.
J: Guess what I’m going to do.
Me: What?
She spread my legs and swallowed me whole.
Me: Alicia is next to us.
J: I’m going to teach her a lesson.
Me: What lesson?
J: We’re going to have sex right her. On her bed. For screwing with us.
Me: Erm. You said naked cuddles.
J: I don’t care.
She brought me to full hardness, slid her panties to one side, and got onto me, pulling me deep inside her from the sitting position.
She ground herself on me, trying to not shake the bed too much. For someone who wanted to teach Alicia a lesson, she was being really careful.
I held on to her hips tightly, and slowly inched off the bed.
J: What are you doing?
Me: Bringing you back to your room.
J: Why? This is fun?
Me: I don’t want her to wake up.
J: You sure you can carry me?
Me: Only one way to find out right?
I planted my feet on the floor and held her tightly, she wrapped her legs around my back and clung on to my neck like a koala.
I stood up. Surprisingly, I could still do it. I carried her back to the master bedroom, my dick still inside her.
J: I’m amazed. Don’t put me down.
Me: Why?
J: Fuck me like this.
Me: Erm.
I grabbed her ass and bounced her up and down. It was pretty difficult. Probably someone like Darren could do it with ease, given his length and girth.
J: This is quite fun. I feel so close to you.
Me: My dick is going to break.
J: Ok. Put me down.
I lay her on the bed.
Somehow, I was panting already. I had not fully recovered yet.
She pulled me towards her again, and kissed me passionately. I slid in again, thrusting slowly, tasting her at the same time.
The door opened, and Alicia came in.
A: Where did my bolster go???
She sat on the bed naked, and watched us.
Maybe I didn’t have sex for too long. Or Jasmine was really passionate, but I came within five minutes inside her.
Alicia passed us some tissues.
Me: Could you not watch the next time?
J: It’s fine if she wants to watch.
A: I just want my bolster.
J: But it’s my bolster.
A: Then you hug me lor.
We shrugged and went to wash up.
Alicia was still on the bed when we were done.
A: Well? Who’s going to hug me?
I wanted to get dressed but Jasmine pushed me onto the bed.
J: We’ll both hug you. Ok?
A: Ok?
Alicia was in the middle as she curled up onto Jasmine, while I hugged her from behind, my deflated dick on her bare ass.
Jasmine glared at me.
J: You better don’t stick it in.
Me: I won’t.
And we all fell asleep again.
Alicia, after all that had happened between us, still was the baby in the house and I guess it was going to stay that way for awhile.
I went back to the office as my MC was over on Thursday.
It was a rather quiet day and we all went about our daily work after the morning meeting.
As usual I had lunch with Jasmine. I was slightly more aware of my surroundings this time, not knowing if Alan would return with more friends or not.
Of course, I stayed over at her place again, not just to spend time with her eating ice cream and watching Netflix, but also to keep an eye on her, not that she really needed it, in case Alan somehow shower up.
After the naked cuddling threesome on Wednesday, Alicia somehow seemed happier, despite how awkward it was that day, with me trying my best not to get hard and accidentally sleep-penetrate her. Jasmine never said anything about it to me, but I guess it was a pretty common occurrence between them even when I wasn’t around. Perhaps Alicia really wanted or needed the closeness and comfort we could give her, naked or not.
Friday I had my usual session with Rebecca, who somehow decided to show up in the office in person. She had also brought Karen along, but thankfully, she didn’t sit into the session. Karen, to her credit, had a slight change in attitude. She didn’t seem to be the same arrogant person whom I first met on her first few days at work. Perhaps Rebecca had taught her how to be a little more humble and adopt a learning mentality, especially since this was her first job.
Even Rebecca herself seemed a little different, like she was more serious about her work, and less inclined to flirt with the guys at work, which at that point of time was only me.
Shirlyn noticed this too, and she mentioned it to me while we were discussing a project for a prospective client. As the AGM, she was taking on more operational duties as well.
She did ask me if everything was ok with Jasmine though, after what happened on Monday. But I didn’t have a proper answer for her. I certainly could not tell her that I was having naked cuddling threesomes.
The upcoming Safe Management Measures didn’t change much to the office work arrangements, we would still be on split teams, on the same schedule.
One thing I wasn’t really looking forward to, was having Karen manage a new client portfolio. No doubt it was a small client, with only one site, but I wondered if it was a little too fast for her to be handling the client all by herself. No doubt I was to oversee the operations, but I worked together with Helen for nearly 3 months before she allowed me to run solo with little to no supervision. Perhaps this was a test for Karen, just to throw her into the deep end to see if she sank or floated.
Felicia came over on Friday for dinner. She was a little surprised that someone who read the story was offering to be her FWB, but declined anyway, as she was pretty busy at her new location, and also, Darren was way more than she could handle at the moment, and she had no intention of giving him up.
It also wasn’t much of a surprise that Alicia had been fucking Darren when we weren’t home, then feeling sad about it afterwards.
Felicia sort of chided her for it, telling her she needed to be less demanding and more accommodating in such arrangements. Felicia stayed over that night though, so I guess she would be the one giving Alicia her naked cuddles.
The weekend was normal as well, with Jasmine and I finally actually having a nice meal together alone, as a belated Valentine’s day celebration. She initially wanted to have the Korean Army Stew, but when we arrived at Northpoint, the store was boarded up, and we ended up just going to the dumpling place that was super crowded.
We slept in on Sunday, but I woke up early and decided to attempt to use the fitness corner to check my existing fitness levels.
As I was walking there I bumped into Darren who was walking around the estate with his wife and kids.
D: Hey Mark!
Me: Hey.
D: Going to exercise?
Me: Trying to.
D: This is my wife, Natasha.
Me: Hi.
I fist bumped her, not knowing if I should shake her hand or not. Looking at her, I wondered how she managed to accommodate him. She was petite, like really small sized, probably around 1.5m, very slim, not very curvy. Seeing them together kind of reminded me of the meme of the hamster with the banana.
He didn’t introduce his kids, but told them to greet uncle.
D: I won’t hold you up.
Me: Bye.
They walked off in the other direction as I stared at the pull-up bar. Memories of BMT came flooding back where we had to ask for permission to mount the bar.
With my excess weight, and weak arms, I somehow managed three pull-ups. Luckily this wasn’t a test station for IPPT now. And three pull-ups was all it took to get me winded. Or it could be that I was still recovering from my bruised ribs.
I hung around the station awhile longer, trying to do some sit-ups as well, but I could barely hit 40 before everything started to hurt. I was walking back to Jasmine’s place when Darren showed up again, alone this time. I guess they had gone to tapau breakfast and he sent them back first.
D: Hey…
Me: What’s up.
D: So our mutual friend was talking to me.
Me: EoS?
D: Yeah. Anyway I’m sorry about Jasmine. I didn’t know you guys were in a proper relationship.
Me: Oh. We aren’t exactly there yet.
D: Her divorce not finalised yet?
Me: Nope.
D: I’ve never seen her husband before. Was kind of wondering if he even exists.
Me: He does. And he’s not pleased.
D: Ah. Heard you got whacked too.
Me: Right.
D: Anyway bro, don’t worry about Jasmine and me. It only happened that one time when you saw us. She never called me after that.
Me: I know.
D: But just to check, Alicia and Felicia, you’re cool with that right?
Me: Yup.
D: I have to tell you something about Alicia though.
Me: Huh?
D: I think she’s kinda still into you.
That was a surprise.
Me: What makes you say so?
D: Couple of times, she moaned your name.
Me: What?
D: Yeah. Probably accidental. But subconsciously I think she was imagining it was you.
Me: Oh.
D: Not that it bothers me though.
Me: She likes to be cuddled after sex.
D: Oh?
Me: Yeah.
D: She never asked for it. It was more like, get hard, go again.
Me: Maybe you could try that next time?
D: Sure. Why not?
Me: I’m curious though.
D: What about?
Me: Your wife.
D: What about her?
Me: You’re huge, she’s small. How does it work?
Darren laughed.
D: After two kids I think she can handle me just fine most of the time. But we’re not exactly a normal couple you know.
Me: Oh?
D: She knows I’ve FWBs. She has her own as well.
Me: That’s just weird.
D: Nothing wrong with it.
Me: Feels weird.
D: Well, rather than torture her all the time, we talked about it and decided that she deserves to enjoy sex too. Not just me.
Me: I see.
D: You’re probably the perfect size for her.
I didn’t know if he was throwing shade, or actually offering me his wife.
Me: I’m good. Thanks.
D: I’m not kidding. She did mention how hard it was to find a reliable FWB. Plus practically next door.
Me: Nah. I wanna be with Jasmine properly.
D: Didn’t you say you can’t right now? Since her divorce is not final?
Me: Still, I shouldn’t be fucking around.
D: No one’s stopping you from having a life bro. Just speak to her. You’ll see what I mean.
I didn’t know what he meant, and I didn’t feel like talking to Jasmine about this. Not right now anyway.
He went back home and so did I.
Jasmine was still sleeping so I took a shower.
But what he said was still playing in my mind.
I went back to the office as my MC was over on Thursday.
It was a rather quiet day and we all went about our daily work after the morning meeting.
As usual I had lunch with Jasmine. I was slightly more aware of my surroundings this time, not knowing if Alan would return with more friends or not.
Of course, I stayed over at her place again, not just to spend time with her eating ice cream and watching Netflix, but also to keep an eye on her, not that she really needed it, in case Alan somehow shower up.
After the naked cuddling threesome on Wednesday, Alicia somehow seemed happier, despite how awkward it was that day, with me trying my best not to get hard and accidentally sleep-penetrate her. Jasmine never said anything about it to me, but I guess it was a pretty common occurrence between them even when I wasn’t around. Perhaps Alicia really wanted or needed the closeness and comfort we could give her, naked or not.
Friday I had my usual session with Rebecca, who somehow decided to show up in the office in person. She had also brought Karen along, but thankfully, she didn’t sit into the session. Karen, to her credit, had a slight change in attitude. She didn’t seem to be the same arrogant person whom I first met on her first few days at work. Perhaps Rebecca had taught her how to be a little more humble and adopt a learning mentality, especially since this was her first job.
Even Rebecca herself seemed a little different, like she was more serious about her work, and less inclined to flirt with the guys at work, which at that point of time was only me.
Shirlyn noticed this too, and she mentioned it to me while we were discussing a project for a prospective client. As the AGM, she was taking on more operational duties as well.
She did ask me if everything was ok with Jasmine though, after what happened on Monday. But I didn’t have a proper answer for her. I certainly could not tell her that I was having naked cuddling threesomes.
The upcoming Safe Management Measures didn’t change much to the office work arrangements, we would still be on split teams, on the same schedule.
One thing I wasn’t really looking forward to, was having Karen manage a new client portfolio. No doubt it was a small client, with only one site, but I wondered if it was a little too fast for her to be handling the client all by herself. No doubt I was to oversee the operations, but I worked together with Helen for nearly 3 months before she allowed me to run solo with little to no supervision. Perhaps this was a test for Karen, just to throw her into the deep end to see if she sank or floated.
Felicia came over on Friday for dinner. She was a little surprised that someone who read the story was offering to be her FWB, but declined anyway, as she was pretty busy at her new location, and also, Darren was way more than she could handle at the moment, and she had no intention of giving him up.
It also wasn’t much of a surprise that Alicia had been fucking Darren when we weren’t home, then feeling sad about it afterwards.
Felicia sort of chided her for it, telling her she needed to be less demanding and more accommodating in such arrangements. Felicia stayed over that night though, so I guess she would be the one giving Alicia her naked cuddles.
The weekend was normal as well, with Jasmine and I finally actually having a nice meal together alone, as a belated Valentine’s day celebration. She initially wanted to have the Korean Army Stew, but when we arrived at Northpoint, the store was boarded up, and we ended up just going to the dumpling place that was super crowded.
We slept in on Sunday, but I woke up early and decided to attempt to use the fitness corner to check my existing fitness levels.
As I was walking there I bumped into Darren who was walking around the estate with his wife and kids.
D: Hey Mark!
Me: Hey.
D: Going to exercise?
Me: Trying to.
D: This is my wife, Natasha.
Me: Hi.
I fist bumped her, not knowing if I should shake her hand or not. Looking at her, I wondered how she managed to accommodate him. She was petite, like really small sized, probably around 1.5m, very slim, not very curvy. Seeing them together kind of reminded me of the meme of the hamster with the banana.
He didn’t introduce his kids, but told them to greet uncle.
D: I won’t hold you up.
Me: Bye.
They walked off in the other direction as I stared at the pull-up bar. Memories of BMT came flooding back where we had to ask for permission to mount the bar.
With my excess weight, and weak arms, I somehow managed three pull-ups. Luckily this wasn’t a test station for IPPT now. And three pull-ups was all it took to get me winded. Or it could be that I was still recovering from my bruised ribs.
I hung around the station awhile longer, trying to do some sit-ups as well, but I could barely hit 40 before everything started to hurt. I was walking back to Jasmine’s place when Darren showed up again, alone this time. I guess they had gone to tapau breakfast and he sent them back first.
D: Hey…
Me: What’s up.
D: So our mutual friend was talking to me.
Me: EoS?
D: Yeah. Anyway I’m sorry about Jasmine. I didn’t know you guys were in a proper relationship.
Me: Oh. We aren’t exactly there yet.
D: Her divorce not finalised yet?
Me: Nope.
D: I’ve never seen her husband before. Was kind of wondering if he even exists.
Me: He does. And he’s not pleased.
D: Ah. Heard you got whacked too.
Me: Right.
D: Anyway bro, don’t worry about Jasmine and me. It only happened that one time when you saw us. She never called me after that.
Me: I know.
D: But just to check, Alicia and Felicia, you’re cool with that right?
Me: Yup.
D: I have to tell you something about Alicia though.
Me: Huh?
D: I think she’s kinda still into you.
That was a surprise.
Me: What makes you say so?
D: Couple of times, she moaned your name.
Me: What?
D: Yeah. Probably accidental. But subconsciously I think she was imagining it was you.
Me: Oh.
D: Not that it bothers me though.
Me: She likes to be cuddled after sex.
D: Oh?
Me: Yeah.
D: She never asked for it. It was more like, get hard, go again.
Me: Maybe you could try that next time?
D: Sure. Why not?
Me: I’m curious though.
D: What about?
Me: Your wife.
D: What about her?
Me: You’re huge, she’s small. How does it work?
Darren laughed.
D: After two kids I think she can handle me just fine most of the time. But we’re not exactly a normal couple you know.
Me: Oh?
D: She knows I’ve FWBs. She has her own as well.
Me: That’s just weird.
D: Nothing wrong with it.
Me: Feels weird.
D: Well, rather than torture her all the time, we talked about it and decided that she deserves to enjoy sex too. Not just me.
Me: I see.
D: You’re probably the perfect size for her.
I didn’t know if he was throwing shade, or actually offering me his wife.
Me: I’m good. Thanks.
D: I’m not kidding. She did mention how hard it was to find a reliable FWB. Plus practically next door.
Me: Nah. I wanna be with Jasmine properly.
D: Didn’t you say you can’t right now? Since her divorce is not final?
Me: Still, I shouldn’t be fucking around.
D: No one’s stopping you from having a life bro. Just speak to her. You’ll see what I mean.
I didn’t know what he meant, and I didn’t feel like talking to Jasmine about this. Not right now anyway.
He went back home and so did I.
Jasmine was still sleeping so I took a shower.
But what he said was still playing in my mind.
I raided the fridge after I was done showering to see if there was anything I could use to make breakfast. Unfortunately, the fridge was pretty bare. Even eggs were non existent. It was like Circuit Breaker hit the house and the only thing left was Ben & Jerry’s. I guess it was time to go shopping to restock. Even the instant noodle shelf was bare. I was peering in the freezer and closed the door when I got a shock as Jasmine was standing there sleepily. We moved to the living room and sat on the sofa.
J: Where did you go?
Me: I went to try to exercise.
J: For?
She rubbed my tummy.
J: Trying to get rid of this?
Me: Trying to get stronger so I can fuck you while carrying you.
J: Haha! You don’t have to. Though it was fun.
Me: I met Darren and his family just now.
J: Oh? I was starting to think they weren’t real, considering how often he comes over.
Me: Wife and two kids.
J: Hot or not? The wife.
Me: Ok I guess.
J: Hmm. Then why does he need so many FWB?
Me: She’s small.
J: Small what? Boobs?
Me: Sized.
J: Huh? We aren’t very big.
Me: Ok. This is hard to explain. She’s about this tall.
I placed my hand somewhere around the top of my chest. Jasmine and Alicia were way taller than that.
J: Oh. Now I get it. Short say short la.
Me: She’s short and skinny.
J: Oh! Ok! Now I really get it! His cock is probably too big for her. Hahahahaha.
Me: Well he said after 2 kids she’s handling it better.
J: What? So crude. But he is absurdly huge.
Me: So apparently they both have their own FWBs.
J: That’s weird.
Me: His wife is looking for a more reliable one apparently.
J: You volunteer ah?
Me: No. I only want to be with you.
J: Do you want to? I’m ok with that, you know. Until we’re officially together.
Me: I’m not ok.
J: Didn’t Shirlyn want to be with you as well? Eh not bad. Your market value must be increasing. Can have 3 FWBs. Then add Alicia and Felicia. Total 5. One per day. Weekend see who’s the lucky one who gets extra.
I wondered if she was being sarcastic or serious.
Me: I don’t want that. I want you.
J: That’s so sweet. But you know we can’t be together properly until I’m divorced.
Me: I kind of like what’s happening now with us.
J: I like it too. But I have no right to stop you from doing what you want.
Me: Just as I have no right to stop you.
J: It seems we have reached an impasse.
Me: Do you want to see others?
J: Not exactly. But I can’t deny that the experience with Darren is something I don’t get with you. But that isn’t important to me.
Me: Well, it’s genetics, don’t think I can make myself any bigger.
J: You’re missing the point. You’re so much more than him to me, even though you’re much less in certain areas.
I really couldn’t tell if she was being serious or just making fun of me.
J: You know why I asked you to stay over so often?
Me: You want to be with me?
J: Not just that. I wanted to see if we can live together. What would happen if we’re together but someone else comes into the picture.
Me: What do you mean?
J: I can feel you want to be with me. And I think I want to be with you too. But there’s many obstacles to overcome. First would be the divorce.
Me: What else?
J: Other girls. Or guys.
Me: Meaning?
J: I know Alicia still has a soft spot for you. I don’t know what you did to her before, but if I wasn’t in the picture, I’m damn sure you’d be together.
Me: Oh.
J: And Felicia. I know you guys were only FWB. But again, I don’t know what you did, she still came back after some time, and still wanted to be FWB with you.
Me: And?
J: Shirlyn wants you too. And I’ve said it before, if I was a guy, I’d be dying to fuck her. So I don’t know what exactly is wrong with you that you’d turn her down. I’m not some hot babe with huge tits. I’m not even some young babe. Hell, I don’t even know if I can be considered a babe.
Me: I can’t explain the feelings.
J: Neither can I.
Me: What else?
J: Jealousy. We both have some form of jealousy that we need to manage.
Me: For me it’s Darren?
J: I think so. I only called him up just for sex. I just wanted to experience that feeling again. But I don’t get the same feeling with him.
Me: You get a better feeling right?
J: Pure sex of course la! Who wouldn’t? But if I wanted that only, I wouldn’t even be talking to you.
Me: Ouch.
J: Haha. I’m not so shallow ok?
Me: I know.
J: About Alicia…
Me: What about her?
J: One fine day, during naked cuddling, you’re going to have sex with her. I know it.
Me: I can control myself.
J: Oh please. She’s another weirdo. Such a nice, curvy body, but she wants to cuddle with you naked. You must practice black magic or something.
Me: Wow. You’re really going all out to suan me today.
J: I am. You need to know what’s on my mind. But I also want you to know that at this point of time, and in the foreseeable future, I do want to be with you.
Me: I’m jealous of Darren. Really. I’m not upset with you. Just a little disappointed that you’d choose him.
J: For sex, I’d choose him any day. If there was 2 of him even better.
Me: Right.
J: But that’s not what I want. Ok fine. Maybe I want it occasionally.
Me: Is that why you’re pushing me to others?
J: Not really. But I’d feel less guilty for having such desires I guess.
Me: Then we would be no different from being FWBs.
J: Yup. But if we’re together in the future, I better be the only one.
Me: Wait… hang on… aren’t we practicing for the future?
J: I guess we are? But are you ready to give up all the other girls?
Me: I am. Are you ready?
J: No I’m not.
Me: Oh.
J: And that’s why we’re having this conversation.
Me: Seems pretty one-sided.
J: Think about it. What if you actually could have a relationship with Shirlyn that’s more than FWB? Wouldn’t you want to try?
Me: No?
J: Then you’re being stupid. She’s single and available and wants to fuck you. Alicia is single and available and wants to fuck you. Felicia is soon to be single and available and wants to fuck you.
Me: What about you?
J: I’m not single yet, not available yet, but I want to fuck you literally for being a stubborn dumbass.
Me: Right.
J: You won’t know if you’ll be truly happy with me until you’ve considered, or experienced all the options.
Me: I don’t think it works that way.
J: Trust me. I got married to someone I thought I loved. I thought I had everything. But in the end? You won’t know until you try.
Me: It’s a different situation.
J: Well, don’t limit your options to just me.
Me: Why does it seem like you’re breaking up with me?
She ruffled my hair.
J: Oh you silly boy! We’re not breaking up. I just want you to explore the possibilities before deciding that I’m the one you really want to be with.
Me: Doesn’t seem that way.
J: Let me put it simply then. As things are right now, we are going to get married after I’m divorced. And I don’t want to get divorced again.
Me: Wait a minute. Are you proposing to me?
J: You can say that. In these few months you’ve made me feel happier than I could ever be just by being the silly, sometimes irritating you. But it’s not fair to tie you down to me when I’m not sure that I’m the one you truly want, or if you’ve even experienced everything you want to before settling down with me.
Me: I don’t need to experience anything else.
J: That’s what you say now. Five years down the road you might say, damn, what if I chose Shirlyn? I could be the GM of the company!
Me: Wah lau, I’m not that kind of guy.
J: Orh. Then what if it’s a case of, wah lau, same lau CB again, I could be fucking someone younger and tighter with bigger breasts.
I could tell she was making it seem like a joke, but it didn’t feel very funny to me.
Me: I’m not that kind of guy either.
A: Ya. He could live with the lau CB at my house. Even waited so many years for it.
Alicia had woken up and probably overheard us. I wondered how much she actually heard.
J: Ya. Then somehow he got the lau CB’s daughters CB also.
A: But he doesn’t want it anymore.
Something told me this wasn’t a conversation I wanted to be in.
Me: Well, I only want Jasmine’s CB now. Can?
Jasmine gave me a peck on the cheek.
J: You’re so cute.
A: Anyway I’m hungry. Are we going out for breakfast?
What an excellent change of topic.
Me: I’m hungry too. What do you want to eat?
J: Korean toast? I heard the stall no queue now.
Me: Really? Last time we were there the queue was madness.
J: I think it’s because they were supposed to move out. Then in the end didn’t move out. Price went up though.
Me: The toast is so small.
A: You can have two.
Me: Good idea.
A: You can have us two too.
Me: What?
A: Nothing.
J: Ok. Let’s go!
We got dressed appropriately and headed to the coffeeshop for a late breakfast.