For the first time in those few days, Ann didn’t do anything to me in the shower. I felt like I was in some bathhouse, like those you see in Japanese porn, where the naked woman washed the man. Except I didn’t get touched inappropriately, get a blowjob, or fuck.
After the shower we went back to the living room. Amanda was watching TV again. I wondered if this was what University was like. Just bumming around when you have no classes.
Ann: Anyone hungry?
Me: Not really.
Amanda: Nope.
Ann: Well I am.
Me: Go get something to eat?
Amanda: Yes mom. Leave us alone in this house.
Ann: Sure.
Amanda: I’m going to seduce him.
Ann: Go ahead and try.
I immediately got up and grabbed Ann’s car key.
Me: Ok. Let’s go for lunch.
Ann looked her arm around mind and smiled at Amanda, as if indicating to her that she had won. I was hers and hers alone.
I drove out to nowhere in particular.
Me: What do you wanna eat?
Ann: Anything. You decide.
Me: That’s very helpful. I don’t know this area well.
Ann: You feel like pasta?
Me: You mean like pastamania?
Ann laughed.
Ann: There’s a decent pasta place nearby.
She told me the directions.
We ended up along Upper East Coast Road, at some restaurant. Parking was bad despite it being nowhere near actual lunch time, and we barely made it for the last order.
I didn’t really know what to eat, as I hardly ate pasta. The only pasta place I been to before was pastamania.
I didn’t know what to order so I just ordered the only thing on the menu that looked familiar, which was carbonara. Ann had some Italian thing whose name I cannot remember. Alla something.
The prices were absurd though. Twenty dollars for carbonara. I could probably eat the same thing three times at pastamania. But who was I to complain? Ann was definitely going to pay. And she wanted to eat here. Maybe one day I should bring her out somewhere I was familiar with and I could pay. If she let me.
Throughout the entire meal, she was caressing my foot with hers. I don’t know what exactly she was trying to do. Sometimes it was rather irritating to be constantly teased by both of them.
She packed a spaghetti something for Amanda. Even though she said she wasn’t hungry. I guess that was her way of showing she cared.
We got back and found Amanda napping on the sofa with the TV still on. Ann just left her lying there after turning it off. She placed the spaghetti on the coffee table.
The bedsheets were already washed and Amanda had put them in the dryer. I waited for them to dry before putting them back on the bed. I felt it was better for me to sleep there for the time being until we worked out a proper arrangement of me moving in with her for a longer term.
Meanwhile, Ann went to take a nap as well, leaving me to explore the rest of the house. Of course I didn’t enter their bedrooms. I spent quite a bit of time at the koi pond, smoking, watching the fish swim around. It was quite relaxing watching fish. No wonder my CSM had a fish tank in his office.
Around 4pm, I got a text from Alicia.
Alicia: Alan not free. Come pick me.
Seems like she was treating me as her personal chauffeur. But I was actually fine with it. At least she didn’t outright tease me like Amanda did and she mostly kept to herself. Maybe it would be good practice for when I became a Grab Driver.
I went up to Ann’s room to find it pitch black. She had drawn the curtains so she could sleep properly. I decided not to wake her but left a message instead telling her I would be picking Alicia from school.
I took Ann’s car again and prepared for the long drive to Clementi. I texted Alicia my ETA.
Me: Around 30 mins. Same pickup place?
Alicia: Yes.
The drive was uneventful and I reached slightly earlier. Alicia was already standing there. She seemed like a loner type. When I was in school, I never went early nor went home immediately after classes. Since she no longer had a boyfriend, I wondered why she didn’t hang out with friends instead. But it probably wasn’t my place to ask.
She got into the car.
Alicia: Weather is good. Can you put the top down?
Me: Ok.
I pushed the button and the car turned topless.
Alicia: Drive.
I drove out and headed back to the ECP. As usual, Alicia was on her phone. I tried to engage in conversation.
Me: So how’s school?
Alicia: Fine.
Her short reply seemed to indicate something wasn’t right.
Me: Everything ok?
Suddenly she snapped.
Alicia: You’re not my mother and you’re definitely not my father!
Me: Sorry.
Just as quickly as she got angry, she was normal again.
Alicia: Sorry. Bad day.
Me: Wanna talk about it?
Alicia sighed.
Alicia: You’re the last person I’d realistically open up to. But…
Me: I’m just here to listen. And talk if needed. And obviously to drive you around.
Alicia: My ex already has a new girlfriend.
Me: Ok…
Alicia: I wanted to talk to him but I saw them together. So I didn’t.
Me: Uh-huh.
Alicia: And my mac died halfway during class. Had to write everything down instead.
Me: Send it for repair?
Alicia: Takes too long. Can you bring me to buy a new one?
Me: Sure. Where?
Alicia: I don’t know. I’m not tech-savvy.
Me: Erm. Parkway? It’s closer to your house and I definitely saw a Challenger there.
Alicia: You’re not an Eastie right.
Me: No.
Alicia: You only go around that area now cos of mom?
Me: Sort of.
Alicia: How many girlfriends did you have before mom?
I wondered why she suddenly changed the topic.
Me: What?
Alicia: How many.
Me: One.
Alicia: Don’t lie.
Me: Really.
Alicia: Must have had many one night stands and flings then. Just like mom. No wonder you’re attracted to her.
Me: What? No…
Alicia: You men are all the same.
Me: Not all men are the same.
Alicia: Oh please. Even my dad wasn’t a saint.
Now that was new information. Information that Ann either did not know or decided not to tell me.
Me: Really?
Alicia: He had a mistress. He told me. That’s why he closed one eye with mom. Then somebody got her pregnant.
Me: Oh.
Alicia: You are that somebody.
Me: Yeah. Your dad told me.
Alicia: He whacked you right? Haha. He told me that too.
Me: I don’t really think that’s considered “whacking”. Just one punch.
Alicia: Whatever.
Me: Why do you dislike your mom?
Alicia: I don’t.
Me: Really?
Alicia: I’m just irritated with both of them. Why the fuck you wanna have 3 kids when you also wanna fuck other people? But besides the point.
Me: Weren’t you close to your dad?
Alicia: Of course I was. He doted me.
Me: But?
Alicia: But those two really drove me mad sometimes.
Me: What about your siblings?
Alicia: What about them?
Me: You don’t seem very close.
Alicia: We’re not.
Me: Why not?
Alicia: Maybe because they’re closer to mom? Who knows. They take care of me as a younger sister, but that’s it. That’s all it is. Do you have any siblings?
Me: Older sister.
Alicia: Are you close?
Me: Not really.
Alicia: See. You don’t even understand yourself. Don’t try to understand me.
Me: I don’t know what to say.
Alicia: Forget it.
We soon reached Parkway and went straight to the Challenger and browsed the Apple section.
Alicia: Pick one for me.
Me: What?
Alicia: I don’t know how to choose. Alan helped me with my old one.
I had never used Apple products before. Not even an iPod. I scrutinized the specifications.
Me: Erm. I have no clue about Apple. You’re using it just for school?
Alicia: Just get me something light.
Me: Errr..
Alicia: God, you’re hopeless.
She went up to the nearest salesman and began chatting with him. However it appeared like he was more focused on her chest than her laptop requirements.
I wandered over to the non-Apple section and was looking at laptops myself, even though I had no need nor intention to buy.
Out of nowhere, Alicia came over and hooked her arm around mine. I nearly jumped.
Alicia: You want a laptop too?
Me: Nah. Never had one for awhile.
Alicia: Why?
Me: No use for one? I’m in the Army remember?
Alicia: So what do you have at home?
Me: I had a desktop.
Alicia: What did you use it for?
Me: Gaming? Videos?
Alicia: Porn?
Me: What? No… I use my phone for that.
Alicia: Such a small screen.
She signalled the salesman over. He appeared disappointed when he noticed Alicia hanging on my arm.
Alicia: I want that MacBook Pro and this… Asus?
She pointed to a ROG 17" model.
Salesman: Sure! Upgrade RAM and harddisk?
Alicia: Whatever. As long as I can get it now.
The salesman went over to another part of the store, probably happy he got to fantasizing over her D-cups, and still make a decent sale.
Me: Why do you need two laptops?
Alicia: I don’t. That’s yours.
Me: What?
I thought about my credit limit. It would be tough paying for both.
Me: I don’t need one. It’s an irresponsible purchase right now.
Alicia: Who says you’re paying?
The salesman reappeared and gestured for her to approach the payment counter.
Me: Alicia… I rejected your mom when she tried to buy me one.
Alicia: You’re stupid.
She took out a credit card and paid for both laptops. Perhaps I should have been firmer with her.
Salesman: They are upgrading the laptops now. You can come back in 30 minutes.
Alicia: Ok.
She grabbed my hand and pulled me out of the store. I didn’t resist even though I probably should have. We walked around the mall.
Me: Why?
Alicia: I just felt like it.
Me: You felt like spending money?
Alicia: Yeah. You didn’t stop me.
Me: I tried.
Alicia: Not hard enough. I realized something about you.
Me: What?
Alicia: You give in to others very easily. You don’t seem to want to argue or make others see your point.
Me: What’s the point of arguing? It will only make others unhappy.
Alicia: Then what if you’re unhappy?
Me: I can live with it.
She rolled her eyes.
Alicia: It’s so easy to manipulate you.
Me: I guess.
Alicia: No wonder mom likes you. She can control you. You’re like a pet dog. Or her sex slave.
Me: I don’t see anything wrong with that. As long as she’s happy.
Alicia: And what if one day she decides she doesn’t want you any more? Or she finds another toy boy?
Me: We’ll cross that bridge when we come to it.
Alicia: You’re the stupidest person I’ve ever met.
Me: Probably.
We settled down at a Starbucks.
Alicia: What do you want to drink?
Me: Err…
Alicia: Please tell me you’re not so mountain turtle.
Me: I usually go to coffeeshops. Starbucks is premium.
Alicia: I’m sorry I was born rich then.
I couldn’t tell if she was being sarcastic or not, but she left me at the table. I checked my phone. Ann had texted.
Ann: Picked Alicia yet? What do you want for dinner?
Me: I’m at Parkway with Alicia now. Her laptop spoilt. Got a new one. Waiting for it to be ready.
Ann: Oh. She paid with her supp card right. Tell me you didn’t pay for her.
Me: She paid.
Ann: Good. Ask her what she want for dinner. Then maybe tapau back for all of us except Alan.
Me: Ok.
Alicia came back shortly with drinks. She got me an Americano.
Alicia: Don’t know what you drink. This is black coffee.
Me: I know.
Alicia: How I know you know? You said you don’t drink Starbucks.
Me: Never mind. Anyway your mom texted. She says to buy dinner for everyone.
Alicia: She can’t buy herself?
Me: We’re on the way back anyway.
Alicia: Says who? What if I want to go out? What if I want to go shopping?
Me: Then I tapau for them and come back and pick you?
Alicia: You’re too nice. Can you be a bit more manly?
Me: You mean I’m not?
Alicia: I mean… more like normal guys? More… domineering? Less accommodating.
Me: I would like to think I’m a nice guy.
Alicia: More like a pushover.
We finished our drinks and headed back to Challenger to collect the laptops.
We went back to the car and placed the laptops in the tiny boot. I made a mental note to never own such a car in the future. It was highly impractical.
Me: So what do you want to eat?
Alicia: Ramen.
Me: Err..
Alicia: You know what ramen is right? Japanese noodles?
Me: Yeah. But… I think tapau back won’t be nice?
Alicia: They can separate the soup. You’re really clueless about how the outside world works. Been in army too long?
Me: Maybe. But I don’t know any ramen restaurants.
Alicia took me by the hand again.
Alicia: Follow me.
I took out my phone to text Ann. Alicia glared at me.
Alicia: Do you need to update her all the time?
Me: Yes?
Alicia: Grow some balls please. Maybe the ones you have are too small.
Me: Are they? You did check.
Alicia: They’re normal sized. But men with bigger balls produce more testosterone. Something you’re lacking.
Me: Really?
Alicia: Hahaha. I don’t know. I could research some medical journals to confirm.
Me: No need.
She brought me to this place at the basement on the outside of the mall called Keisuke.
Luckily it wasn’t dinner time yet and we managed to get seats. She ordered for me as usual as I usually don’t eat at such places.
Me: Hey. I need to let your mom know what time we’ll be back with dinner.
Alicia: You’re useless.
She took out her phone and typed something.
Seconds later, my phone beeped.
Ann: Have fun! Please take care of her. Don’t worry about dinner.
I turned to Alicia.
Me: What did you tell her?
Alicia: I said I wanna go shopping and you’re driving me. Get her own dinner.
Me: Right.
Alicia: See how easy it is when you put your foot down?
Me: Well…
Alicia: Shut up and eat. You’re following me shopping later.
Me: Ok.
For the first time in those few days, Ann didn’t do anything to me in the shower. I felt like I was in some bathhouse, like those you see in Japanese porn, where the naked woman washed the man. Except I didn’t get touched inappropriately, get a blowjob, or fuck.
After the shower we went back to the living room. Amanda was watching TV again. I wondered if this was what University was like. Just bumming around when you have no classes.
Ann: Anyone hungry?
Me: Not really.
Amanda: Nope.
Ann: Well I am.
Me: Go get something to eat?
Amanda: Yes mom. Leave us alone in this house.
Ann: Sure.
Amanda: I’m going to seduce him.
Ann: Go ahead and try.
I immediately got up and grabbed Ann’s car key.
Me: Ok. Let’s go for lunch.
Ann looked her arm around mind and smiled at Amanda, as if indicating to her that she had won. I was hers and hers alone.
I drove out to nowhere in particular.
Me: What do you wanna eat?
Ann: Anything. You decide.
Me: That’s very helpful. I don’t know this area well.
Ann: You feel like pasta?
Me: You mean like pastamania?
Ann laughed.
Ann: There’s a decent pasta place nearby.
She told me the directions.
We ended up along Upper East Coast Road, at some restaurant. Parking was bad despite it being nowhere near actual lunch time, and we barely made it for the last order.
I didn’t really know what to eat, as I hardly ate pasta. The only pasta place I been to before was pastamania.
I didn’t know what to order so I just ordered the only thing on the menu that looked familiar, which was carbonara. Ann had some Italian thing whose name I cannot remember. Alla something.
The prices were absurd though. Twenty dollars for carbonara. I could probably eat the same thing three times at pastamania. But who was I to complain? Ann was definitely going to pay. And she wanted to eat here. Maybe one day I should bring her out somewhere I was familiar with and I could pay. If she let me.
Throughout the entire meal, she was caressing my foot with hers. I don’t know what exactly she was trying to do. Sometimes it was rather irritating to be constantly teased by both of them.
She packed a spaghetti something for Amanda. Even though she said she wasn’t hungry. I guess that was her way of showing she cared.
We got back and found Amanda napping on the sofa with the TV still on. Ann just left her lying there after turning it off. She placed the spaghetti on the coffee table.
The bedsheets were already washed and Amanda had put them in the dryer. I waited for them to dry before putting them back on the bed. I felt it was better for me to sleep there for the time being until we worked out a proper arrangement of me moving in with her for a longer term.
Meanwhile, Ann went to take a nap as well, leaving me to explore the rest of the house. Of course I didn’t enter their bedrooms. I spent quite a bit of time at the koi pond, smoking, watching the fish swim around. It was quite relaxing watching fish. No wonder my CSM had a fish tank in his office.
Around 4pm, I got a text from Alicia.
Alicia: Alan not free. Come pick me.
Seems like she was treating me as her personal chauffeur. But I was actually fine with it. At least she didn’t outright tease me like Amanda did and she mostly kept to herself. Maybe it would be good practice for when I became a Grab Driver.
I went up to Ann’s room to find it pitch black. She had drawn the curtains so she could sleep properly. I decided not to wake her but left a message instead telling her I would be picking Alicia from school.
I took Ann’s car again and prepared for the long drive to Clementi. I texted Alicia my ETA.
Me: Around 30 mins. Same pickup place?
Alicia: Yes.
The drive was uneventful and I reached slightly earlier. Alicia was already standing there. She seemed like a loner type. When I was in school, I never went early nor went home immediately after classes. Since she no longer had a boyfriend, I wondered why she didn’t hang out with friends instead. But it probably wasn’t my place to ask.
She got into the car.
Alicia: Weather is good. Can you put the top down?
Me: Ok.
I pushed the button and the car turned topless.
Alicia: Drive.
I drove out and headed back to the ECP. As usual, Alicia was on her phone. I tried to engage in conversation.
Me: So how’s school?
Alicia: Fine.
Her short reply seemed to indicate something wasn’t right.
Me: Everything ok?
Suddenly she snapped.
Alicia: You’re not my mother and you’re definitely not my father!
Me: Sorry.
Just as quickly as she got angry, she was normal again.
Alicia: Sorry. Bad day.
Me: Wanna talk about it?
Alicia sighed.
Alicia: You’re the last person I’d realistically open up to. But…
Me: I’m just here to listen. And talk if needed. And obviously to drive you around.
Alicia: My ex already has a new girlfriend.
Me: Ok…
Alicia: I wanted to talk to him but I saw them together. So I didn’t.
Me: Uh-huh.
Alicia: And my mac died halfway during class. Had to write everything down instead.
Me: Send it for repair?
Alicia: Takes too long. Can you bring me to buy a new one?
Me: Sure. Where?
Alicia: I don’t know. I’m not tech-savvy.
Me: Erm. Parkway? It’s closer to your house and I definitely saw a Challenger there.
Alicia: You’re not an Eastie right.
Me: No.
Alicia: You only go around that area now cos of mom?
Me: Sort of.
Alicia: How many girlfriends did you have before mom?
I wondered why she suddenly changed the topic.
Me: What?
Alicia: How many.
Me: One.
Alicia: Don’t lie.
Me: Really.
Alicia: Must have had many one night stands and flings then. Just like mom. No wonder you’re attracted to her.
Me: What? No…
Alicia: You men are all the same.
Me: Not all men are the same.
Alicia: Oh please. Even my dad wasn’t a saint.
Now that was new information. Information that Ann either did not know or decided not to tell me.
Me: Really?
Alicia: He had a mistress. He told me. That’s why he closed one eye with mom. Then somebody got her pregnant.
Me: Oh.
Alicia: You are that somebody.
Me: Yeah. Your dad told me.
Alicia: He whacked you right? Haha. He told me that too.
Me: I don’t really think that’s considered “whacking”. Just one punch.
Alicia: Whatever.
Me: Why do you dislike your mom?
Alicia: I don’t.
Me: Really?
Alicia: I’m just irritated with both of them. Why the fuck you wanna have 3 kids when you also wanna fuck other people? But besides the point.
Me: Weren’t you close to your dad?
Alicia: Of course I was. He doted me.
Me: But?
Alicia: But those two really drove me mad sometimes.
Me: What about your siblings?
Alicia: What about them?
Me: You don’t seem very close.
Alicia: We’re not.
Me: Why not?
Alicia: Maybe because they’re closer to mom? Who knows. They take care of me as a younger sister, but that’s it. That’s all it is. Do you have any siblings?
Me: Older sister.
Alicia: Are you close?
Me: Not really.
Alicia: See. You don’t even understand yourself. Don’t try to understand me.
Me: I don’t know what to say.
Alicia: Forget it.
We soon reached Parkway and went straight to the Challenger and browsed the Apple section.
Alicia: Pick one for me.
Me: What?
Alicia: I don’t know how to choose. Alan helped me with my old one.
I had never used Apple products before. Not even an iPod. I scrutinized the specifications.
Me: Erm. I have no clue about Apple. You’re using it just for school?
Alicia: Just get me something light.
Me: Errr..
Alicia: God, you’re hopeless.
She went up to the nearest salesman and began chatting with him. However it appeared like he was more focused on her chest than her laptop requirements.
I wandered over to the non-Apple section and was looking at laptops myself, even though I had no need nor intention to buy.
Out of nowhere, Alicia came over and hooked her arm around mine. I nearly jumped.
Alicia: You want a laptop too?
Me: Nah. Never had one for awhile.
Alicia: Why?
Me: No use for one? I’m in the Army remember?
Alicia: So what do you have at home?
Me: I had a desktop.
Alicia: What did you use it for?
Me: Gaming? Videos?
Alicia: Porn?
Me: What? No… I use my phone for that.
Alicia: Such a small screen.
She signalled the salesman over. He appeared disappointed when he noticed Alicia hanging on my arm.
Alicia: I want that MacBook Pro and this… Asus?
She pointed to a ROG 17" model.
Salesman: Sure! Upgrade RAM and harddisk?
Alicia: Whatever. As long as I can get it now.
The salesman went over to another part of the store, probably happy he got to fantasizing over her D-cups, and still make a decent sale.
Me: Why do you need two laptops?
Alicia: I don’t. That’s yours.
Me: What?
I thought about my credit limit. It would be tough paying for both.
Me: I don’t need one. It’s an irresponsible purchase right now.
Alicia: Who says you’re paying?
The salesman reappeared and gestured for her to approach the payment counter.
Me: Alicia… I rejected your mom when she tried to buy me one.
Alicia: You’re stupid.
She took out a credit card and paid for both laptops. Perhaps I should have been firmer with her.
Salesman: They are upgrading the laptops now. You can come back in 30 minutes.
Alicia: Ok.
She grabbed my hand and pulled me out of the store. I didn’t resist even though I probably should have. We walked around the mall.
Me: Why?
Alicia: I just felt like it.
Me: You felt like spending money?
Alicia: Yeah. You didn’t stop me.
Me: I tried.
Alicia: Not hard enough. I realized something about you.
Me: What?
Alicia: You give in to others very easily. You don’t seem to want to argue or make others see your point.
Me: What’s the point of arguing? It will only make others unhappy.
Alicia: Then what if you’re unhappy?
Me: I can live with it.
She rolled her eyes.
Alicia: It’s so easy to manipulate you.
Me: I guess.
Alicia: No wonder mom likes you. She can control you. You’re like a pet dog. Or her sex slave.
Me: I don’t see anything wrong with that. As long as she’s happy.
Alicia: And what if one day she decides she doesn’t want you any more? Or she finds another toy boy?
Me: We’ll cross that bridge when we come to it.
Alicia: You’re the stupidest person I’ve ever met.
Me: Probably.
We settled down at a Starbucks.
Alicia: What do you want to drink?
Me: Err…
Alicia: Please tell me you’re not so mountain turtle.
Me: I usually go to coffeeshops. Starbucks is premium.
Alicia: I’m sorry I was born rich then.
I couldn’t tell if she was being sarcastic or not, but she left me at the table. I checked my phone. Ann had texted.
Ann: Picked Alicia yet? What do you want for dinner?
Me: I’m at Parkway with Alicia now. Her laptop spoilt. Got a new one. Waiting for it to be ready.
Ann: Oh. She paid with her supp card right. Tell me you didn’t pay for her.
Me: She paid.
Ann: Good. Ask her what she want for dinner. Then maybe tapau back for all of us except Alan.
Me: Ok.
Alicia came back shortly with drinks. She got me an Americano.
Alicia: Don’t know what you drink. This is black coffee.
Me: I know.
Alicia: How I know you know? You said you don’t drink Starbucks.
Me: Never mind. Anyway your mom texted. She says to buy dinner for everyone.
Alicia: She can’t buy herself?
Me: We’re on the way back anyway.
Alicia: Says who? What if I want to go out? What if I want to go shopping?
Me: Then I tapau for them and come back and pick you?
Alicia: You’re too nice. Can you be a bit more manly?
Me: You mean I’m not?
Alicia: I mean… more like normal guys? More… domineering? Less accommodating.
Me: I would like to think I’m a nice guy.
Alicia: More like a pushover.
We finished our drinks and headed back to Challenger to collect the laptops.
We went back to the car and placed the laptops in the tiny boot. I made a mental note to never own such a car in the future. It was highly impractical.
Me: So what do you want to eat?
Alicia: Ramen.
Me: Err..
Alicia: You know what ramen is right? Japanese noodles?
Me: Yeah. But… I think tapau back won’t be nice?
Alicia: They can separate the soup. You’re really clueless about how the outside world works. Been in army too long?
Me: Maybe. But I don’t know any ramen restaurants.
Alicia took me by the hand again.
Alicia: Follow me.
I took out my phone to text Ann. Alicia glared at me.
Alicia: Do you need to update her all the time?
Me: Yes?
Alicia: Grow some balls please. Maybe the ones you have are too small.
Me: Are they? You did check.
Alicia: They’re normal sized. But men with bigger balls produce more testosterone. Something you’re lacking.
Me: Really?
Alicia: Hahaha. I don’t know. I could research some medical journals to confirm.
Me: No need.
She brought me to this place at the basement on the outside of the mall called Keisuke.
Luckily it wasn’t dinner time yet and we managed to get seats. She ordered for me as usual as I usually don’t eat at such places.
Me: Hey. I need to let your mom know what time we’ll be back with dinner.
Alicia: You’re useless.
She took out her phone and typed something.
Seconds later, my phone beeped.
Ann: Have fun! Please take care of her. Don’t worry about dinner.
I turned to Alicia.
Me: What did you tell her?
Alicia: I said I wanna go shopping and you’re driving me. Get her own dinner.
Me: Right.
Alicia: See how easy it is when you put your foot down?
Me: Well…
Alicia: Shut up and eat. You’re following me shopping later.
Me: Ok.
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Originally Posted by
glozz
Very interesting story; and I’ve been reading it not for the sex elements. However, since you’ve expressed disbelief with your situation, I’ve actually known very similar people/families, although I’m not aware of their sexual details. I’m assuming here though; that this story is real and not fake.
Are you familiar with Maslow’s hierarchy of needs? Obviously in this case, Ann’s family is well-to-do and has no “real” issues with their fulfilment of all the basic needs.
Which only leaves the
ones at the top of the pyramid. Now, like it or not; people from rich background are never simple due to these factors. It is a mixture of these factors which make people “strange”, “unique” or “weird”.
And incidentally, it would seem that these factors are driving the situations that you are encountering.
Ann is probably the “simplest” among everyone else. It would seem that hers is just a case of neglecting herself (I agree with most of bro Ozymandias (except the specific points around being Catholic, JC, IJ, etc. I don’t believe in generalizing) over the years in favor of building something lasting. When that failed, her frustration led her to start focusing on herself; the easiest being her sexual desires. This eventually led her to emotional fulfilment - you. Which is why she is staying with you. Your loyalty over the years coupled with her emotional attachment gives her the “cinderella/princess” feeling that she never had/experienced over the years and as she is now free of her obligations, she is pursuing her desire for finding/fulfilling what she has missed.
Her giving you money, wanting to secure your security; is her form of exchange. Obviously, she doesn’t want to feel that she is using you; which is why she makes you feel that she is, because you feel that money is not something easy. For her, money is the easiest way to return the favor; as she could not be emotionally invested previously. It is also her way of “making up” for all the lost years.
I could probably explain the daughters’ behavior later, but at this juncture; there’s insufficient information for too much typing. And my information above may not be accurate.
But, to give you some ideas; the girls are young, and to them; you’re a very interesting challenge and trophy; as they would like to understand what their mom sees in you. What humans can’t get, they want even more. So; expect the tests to intensify, and honestly; if you want to continue in this situation, keep up your good work and focus on their mother.
For the minute you give in to temptation and fuck the daughters; the whole “arrangement” will collapse. Trust me on this. It’s the same reason why ONS exists and why lust fades after sex.
In any case, this is assuming the whole story is true. If not, then this is just a random wall-of-text.
Thanks for another brilliant analysis that should help in my understanding of the situation. Do read on.
After dinner, she dragged me to Isetan. I was getting very familiar with that place having been there so many times in the past few days.
What was certain was that she would be trying women’s wear, but what I didn’t expect was her dragging me along even to the lingerie area. I tried to hide one corner but she insisted I give her my opinion on certain pieces. Luckily it wasn’t a live demonstration as you couldn’t or shouldn’t try on lingerie or undergarments. But she held them in front of her body and asked me how I thought she would look in them.
Satisfied with her purchases, a couple of dresses, skirts and blouses, some nightwear, matching bras and panties, she dumped them all to me to carry.
Me: The car has not much boot space you know.
Alicia: Why didn’t you take Amanda’s car?
Me: Didn’t think you wanted to go shopping.
Alicia: Well too bad. Find a way to squeeze everything.
Me: Or I can drive back and change cars.
Alicia: Good idea. I’ll continue shopping.
I turned to leave when she suddenly grabbed my hand for the countless time of the day.
Alicia: I was kidding. We can go back now. I don’t have anything else I wanna buy. For now.
Me: Ok.
We headed back to the car park, somehow I managed to squeeze everything in, and I drove her back home.
When we reached back it was still pretty early. Ann and Amanda were watching TV in the living room. I helped Alicia carry her items up to her room. I left the laptop she bought for me there first. In case Ann questioned, I didn’t know what to say.
Alicia gave me a hug again. I wonder if she knew the effect of pressing her boobs against guys.
Alicia: Thank you.
Me: No problem. Hope the laptops work and the clothes fit.
Alicia: Should work. Should fit. If it doesn’t work I’ll look for Alan. If the clothes don’t fit, then I guess you’ll have to drive me back to exchange them.
Me: Sure.
I left the room and joined Ann and Amanda downstairs.
Ann: So… how was it?
Me: How was what?
Ann: You’re the first outsider I’ve known Alicia to spend so much time with.
Me: Oh. She’s just shopping.
Amanda: And you followed her?
Me: Yeah?
Amanda: Guys don’t like shopping. They’ll sit one side and be bored.
Me: I think it was fine.
Ann: What did she buy? You were carrying so many bags I might have mistaken you for our new butler.
Me: You had a butler?
Ann: I was kidding.
Me: Laptops. Clothes.
Ann: I see.
Amanda: You went clothes shopping with her? Wow. You’re weird.
Me: Perhaps.
Ann: Well good you’re getting along.
Me: I guess so. Have you had dinner yet?
Ann: Nope. But we’re lazy to go out now.
Me: I could drive out again.
Ann: You sure?
Me: I don’t mind.
Ann: Amanda, get changed.
Amanda: I don’t wanna go…
Ann: Don’t be lazy.
Amanda: You just said we’re lazy.
Me: Why don’t you two just stay here. I’ll drive out to tapau.
Amanda: What a fantastic idea.
Me: What do you want to eat?
Ann: There’s a couple of prata places along Upper Changi Road. Know where that is?
Me: I’ll figure it out. Got GPS.
They gave me their orders and I headed out again. I was getting physically tired though. I wondered how I would survive being a Grab driver.
I reached the area quite quickly. Ann had a very specific order of Mee Goreng Mamak from a particular prata place. Amanda wanted the same and some green chicken which she couldn’t remember the name. I wondered how I was supposed to communicate that to the stallholder.
Long story short, I got the food, headed back, took a shower, and went straight to the guest room.
I think perhaps Ann knew I was tired so she did not disturb me for the rest of the night. Besides, I still had two more days with her before my MC ended. She could use me however much she wanted during that time, assuming Amanda didn’t interrupt us, or Alicia needed a chauffeur/butler.
I probably fell asleep around 930pm. Not having to pay the electric bills was a comforting thought as I had fallen asleep with the light, fan and air-conditioning all running. But someone must have turned off the light and fan for me when I woke up around 11pm to get a drink. The entire house was dark and I presumed everyone was asleep or preparing to go to bed. No one would bother about me walking around in my boxers. I went back to bed.
Around 1am, I was suddenly awoken when the room door opened, then closed. I heard the click of the lock. The blanket was lifted and someone got into bed with me. I thought maybe it was Ann so I rolled over to hug and kiss her. In doing so, my hand brushed against some huge, fleshy mounds.
Alicia: What the fuck. I only want you to hug me to sleep.
I scrambled to a sitting position.
Me: What are you doing here??
Alicia: I just told you. Hug me. Not grab my boobs.
Me: Accident.
Alicia: Ya right.
I lay back down and Alicia lay on my chest again. I put my arm around her, resting it on her back. The material felt soft and silky, it wasn’t her usual t-shirt and shorts combination.
Alicia: Why are you rubbing my back?
Me: What are you wearing?
Alicia: What I bought just now.
Me: Why?
Alicia: It’s sleepwear, and it’s time to sleep.
Me: Oh.
She crossed her leg over my body and kneed my groin.
Alicia: Why are you getting hard.
Me: It’s not that easy to control.
That was an outright lie. When Amanda was teasing me, I could successfully not get an erection. However, now that Alicia was lying me, feeling her soft breasts pressed against my side, somehow I didn’t want to control my erection.
She rubbed her knee on it.
Alicia: How irritating. It’s going to be poking my leg.
Me: Maybe stop rubbing it??
Alicia: This is how I hug my bolster.
Me: I’m not your bolster.
Alicia: Yeah. You’re warmer and hugs me back.
Me: Right. You sure you can sleep like this?
Alicia: Why not?
She moved closer and practically wrapped herself around my leg. I flinched as I felt the warmth on the side of my thigh. She took my other hand and placed it on her butt.
Alicia: By the way, I’m not wearing any underwear.
She moved my hand along her curvy butt and closer to the middle. There was nothing there.
Alicia: Don’t leak any precum. I don’t want to get pregnant when I’m not even having sex.
I quickly withdrew my hand and grabbed my dick over the boxers. It was hard and didn’t show any signs of going to sleep. Alicia slid her hand in from the bottom and felt her way to the head.
Alicia: You’re already leaking. Ass.
Me: I can’t help it.
She wiped her hand on my boxers then placed it on my chest. She fidgeted a little, trying to find the optimum position. Her bald pussy rubbing again my thigh wasn’t doing me any favours.
She kissed my neck.
Alicia: Good night. Please drive me to school again tomorrow. Same time.
Me: Sure. Good night.
I wondered if I was going to get any rest at all.
After dinner, she dragged me to Isetan. I was getting very familiar with that place having been there so many times in the past few days.
What was certain was that she would be trying women’s wear, but what I didn’t expect was her dragging me along even to the lingerie area. I tried to hide one corner but she insisted I give her my opinion on certain pieces. Luckily it wasn’t a live demonstration as you couldn’t or shouldn’t try on lingerie or undergarments. But she held them in front of her body and asked me how I thought she would look in them.
Satisfied with her purchases, a couple of dresses, skirts and blouses, some nightwear, matching bras and panties, she dumped them all to me to carry.
Me: The car has not much boot space you know.
Alicia: Why didn’t you take Amanda’s car?
Me: Didn’t think you wanted to go shopping.
Alicia: Well too bad. Find a way to squeeze everything.
Me: Or I can drive back and change cars.
Alicia: Good idea. I’ll continue shopping.
I turned to leave when she suddenly grabbed my hand for the countless time of the day.
Alicia: I was kidding. We can go back now. I don’t have anything else I wanna buy. For now.
Me: Ok.
We headed back to the car park, somehow I managed to squeeze everything in, and I drove her back home.
When we reached back it was still pretty early. Ann and Amanda were watching TV in the living room. I helped Alicia carry her items up to her room. I left the laptop she bought for me there first. In case Ann questioned, I didn’t know what to say.
Alicia gave me a hug again. I wonder if she knew the effect of pressing her boobs against guys.
Alicia: Thank you.
Me: No problem. Hope the laptops work and the clothes fit.
Alicia: Should work. Should fit. If it doesn’t work I’ll look for Alan. If the clothes don’t fit, then I guess you’ll have to drive me back to exchange them.
Me: Sure.
I left the room and joined Ann and Amanda downstairs.
Ann: So… how was it?
Me: How was what?
Ann: You’re the first outsider I’ve known Alicia to spend so much time with.
Me: Oh. She’s just shopping.
Amanda: And you followed her?
Me: Yeah?
Amanda: Guys don’t like shopping. They’ll sit one side and be bored.
Me: I think it was fine.
Ann: What did she buy? You were carrying so many bags I might have mistaken you for our new butler.
Me: You had a butler?
Ann: I was kidding.
Me: Laptops. Clothes.
Ann: I see.
Amanda: You went clothes shopping with her? Wow. You’re weird.
Me: Perhaps.
Ann: Well good you’re getting along.
Me: I guess so. Have you had dinner yet?
Ann: Nope. But we’re lazy to go out now.
Me: I could drive out again.
Ann: You sure?
Me: I don’t mind.
Ann: Amanda, get changed.
Amanda: I don’t wanna go…
Ann: Don’t be lazy.
Amanda: You just said we’re lazy.
Me: Why don’t you two just stay here. I’ll drive out to tapau.
Amanda: What a fantastic idea.
Me: What do you want to eat?
Ann: There’s a couple of prata places along Upper Changi Road. Know where that is?
Me: I’ll figure it out. Got GPS.
They gave me their orders and I headed out again. I was getting physically tired though. I wondered how I would survive being a Grab driver.
I reached the area quite quickly. Ann had a very specific order of Mee Goreng Mamak from a particular prata place. Amanda wanted the same and some green chicken which she couldn’t remember the name. I wondered how I was supposed to communicate that to the stallholder.
Long story short, I got the food, headed back, took a shower, and went straight to the guest room.
I think perhaps Ann knew I was tired so she did not disturb me for the rest of the night. Besides, I still had two more days with her before my MC ended. She could use me however much she wanted during that time, assuming Amanda didn’t interrupt us, or Alicia needed a chauffeur/butler.
I probably fell asleep around 930pm. Not having to pay the electric bills was a comforting thought as I had fallen asleep with the light, fan and air-conditioning all running. But someone must have turned off the light and fan for me when I woke up around 11pm to get a drink. The entire house was dark and I presumed everyone was asleep or preparing to go to bed. No one would bother about me walking around in my boxers. I went back to bed.
Around 1am, I was suddenly awoken when the room door opened, then closed. I heard the click of the lock. The blanket was lifted and someone got into bed with me. I thought maybe it was Ann so I rolled over to hug and kiss her. In doing so, my hand brushed against some huge, fleshy mounds.
Alicia: What the fuck. I only want you to hug me to sleep.
I scrambled to a sitting position.
Me: What are you doing here??
Alicia: I just told you. Hug me. Not grab my boobs.
Me: Accident.
Alicia: Ya right.
I lay back down and Alicia lay on my chest again. I put my arm around her, resting it on her back. The material felt soft and silky, it wasn’t her usual t-shirt and shorts combination.
Alicia: Why are you rubbing my back?
Me: What are you wearing?
Alicia: What I bought just now.
Me: Why?
Alicia: It’s sleepwear, and it’s time to sleep.
Me: Oh.
She crossed her leg over my body and kneed my groin.
Alicia: Why are you getting hard.
Me: It’s not that easy to control.
That was an outright lie. When Amanda was teasing me, I could successfully not get an erection. However, now that Alicia was lying me, feeling her soft breasts pressed against my side, somehow I didn’t want to control my erection.
She rubbed her knee on it.
Alicia: How irritating. It’s going to be poking my leg.
Me: Maybe stop rubbing it??
Alicia: This is how I hug my bolster.
Me: I’m not your bolster.
Alicia: Yeah. You’re warmer and hugs me back.
Me: Right. You sure you can sleep like this?
Alicia: Why not?
She moved closer and practically wrapped herself around my leg. I flinched as I felt the warmth on the side of my thigh. She took my other hand and placed it on her butt.
Alicia: By the way, I’m not wearing any underwear.
She moved my hand along her curvy butt and closer to the middle. There was nothing there.
Alicia: Don’t leak any precum. I don’t want to get pregnant when I’m not even having sex.
I quickly withdrew my hand and grabbed my dick over the boxers. It was hard and didn’t show any signs of going to sleep. Alicia slid her hand in from the bottom and felt her way to the head.
Alicia: You’re already leaking. Ass.
Me: I can’t help it.
She wiped her hand on my boxers then placed it on my chest. She fidgeted a little, trying to find the optimum position. Her bald pussy rubbing again my thigh wasn’t doing me any favours.
She kissed my neck.
Alicia: Good night. Please drive me to school again tomorrow. Same time.
Me: Sure. Good night.
I wondered if I was going to get any rest at all.
Alicia certainly wasn’t helping me much as she snuggled against me, her large breasts rubbing against my side. I occasionally felt her erect nipples poking against the sheer material. I wondered if it was a deliberate decision not to wear any panties. Her bald pussy, was slightly scratchy, probably due to the hairs growing out, and it was pressed against my thigh. She was hugging me so tightly I was afraid my thigh would lose circulation. I mostly kept my hand on her back, occasionally stroking her hair with my other hand. I didn’t know what I was doing that. Perhaps I was trying to make her feel comforted for whatever pain she was feeling.
I definitely did not have a restful sleep that night. My erection refused to subside despite my best efforts. We both had amazing self control though. She had already seen and touched me, and accidental touches aside, I had seen her body. And yet nothing more than innocent hugging was happening.
Her sister was doing her best to test and seduce me and yet with her, I had no reaction at all. Was there anything wrong with me? Or maybe I was giving in to my nearly paedophilic tendencies. Luckily Alicia was way over legal, single, definitely ready and willing, if her wet pussy the other night was any indication.
I probably managed to get some rest around 3am or so. It was hard to tell how much time had passed when a barely dressed teenager was pressed up against me.
I was awakened by light touches on my dick underneath my boxers. I was still half-asleep and rather groggy, but I was damn sure it wasn’t my own hand that was stroking me. I opened my eyes and looked down, trying to adjust to the darkness, but it was clear that Alicia’s hand was in my pants, bringing me to full hardness.
Me: Alicia….
Alicia: Hmm?
Me: Are you awake?
Alicia: Not really.
Me: Why are you touching me?
Alicia immediately withdrew her hand and wiped her fingers on my boxers again.
Alicia: Shit. I was sleep-wanking.
Me: Say what?
Alicia: My ex said I used to do that.
Me: Right.
Alicia: you’re lucky I wasn’t sleep-riding.
Me: You did that too?
Alicia: Yeah…
She got up and stretched.
Alicia: What’s the time now?
I grabbed my phone.
Me: 4am?
Alicia: It’s not yet time to wake up.
Me: So go back to sleep?
Alicia: I’m not sleepy anymore.
Me: Take a shower and get ready for school?
Alicia: At this timing?
Me: Yeah?
Alicia: Lie down.
Me: Why?
Alicia: I wanna try a new position.
Me: A new… position?
Alicia: To sleep.
She climbed on top of me and lay right on my chest. Her exposed pussy pressing against my hard dick. The only protection was my boxers, which was by no surprise, soaking up my precum.
Alicia: Ok. This is really uncomfortable.
Me: For me or for you?
Alicia: I’m not the one whose hard thing is in an uncomfortable position.
Me: It’s not gonna go down if you’re lying on it.
Alicia: Well, at least it shows you’re healthy.
She rolled off and tried to get back into the original position of lying at my side. Somehow she couldn’t get back into the comfortable position she desired.
I tried to close my eyes and sleep, but she kept fidgeting.
Me: Maybe you want to go back to your own room?
Alicia: It’s more cozy here. Are you chasing me away?
Me: No…
Alicia: Maybe if you hug me from behind?
Me: I’m still hard. It’s going to be poking you.
Alicia: Can’t you control yourself?
Me: I thought I could.
Without another word, Alicia grabbed my hand and turned away from me, pulling my hand over her. She curled up into a fetal position, her butt pressing against my groin. There was no way I was going to stop leaking if she kept doing this.
Alicia: Urgh. I can feel the stickiness.
Me: What do you want me to do?
Alicia: Wipe it off?? Change your boxers? I don’t know. What do you want to do?
Me: I’ll just be leaking more precum whether I wipe it or change my boxers.
Alicia: Why do you even have so much precum.
Me: I don’t know. Cos you’re turning me on?
Alicia: Ah. You finally said it.
Me: Huh?
Alicia: I’m turning you on.
Me: Wait… you’re doing this on purpose?
Alicia: Not entirely. I really just want to be hugged. But your dick’s in the way.
Me: Was it like this with your ex?
Alicia: Yeah. But usually I’ll just help him to release then we’ll go to bed.
Me: Oh.
Alicia: Why didn’t you ask me to help you?
Me: Erm.
Alicia: Every guy I know would. Ok. Maybe only the two who were my exes.
Me: I can help myself if required.
Alicia: Oh I get it. You’re saving yourself for my mom. Right?
Me: Err… she does have a very big appetite.
Alicia: So you’re controlling yourself in case you need to pleasure her?
Me: Would you rather I be forcing you to do something we both regret?
Alicia: You’re too cute.
She reached around and unbuttoned my boxers. My dick sprang out. She rubbed her thumb on the head. I flinched.
Me: What the hell.
Alicia: Still sticky.
She wiped her thumb on my boxers again.
Alicia: How in the world are you not tempted to stick it in?
Me: Very good self-control.
She grabbed the head and wanked me slowly. I was so close to her pussy.
Alicia: Feel good?
Me: Yeah… but can you stop?
She squeezed harder and wanked me with more deliberate strokes.
Me: Alicia… don’t do this…
Alicia: Do what?
Me: You’re doing this on purpose.
Alicia: Yes I am.
Me: Why?
Alicia: Because I can.
I grabbed her hand.
Me: Stop.
She took my hand and placed it on her chest. I tried to pull away but she was stronger than she looked.
Alicia: Feel this. You like it?
I felt it through the nightgown. It was soft and fleshy. A way bigger handful than her mom’s.
Me: it’s nice?
She pulled my hand off.
Alicia: That’s all you have to say??
Me: Err.. what am I supposed to say?
Alicia: What do you say to girls when you want to sleep with them?
She turned me on my back and sat on my stomach. She took both my hands, slid them under the nightgown and held them against her chest.
Alicia: Squeeze them. Play with my nipples.
Me: Errr…
Alicia: I want to feel good.
Me: I’m not the guy to help you with that.
Alicia: You’re the only guy here.
She pinned my hands behind my head and moved in to kiss me. I turned my head to the side to avoid her. That was a big mistake as it left my neck exposed. She kissed it instead, running her tongue down it’s length. I gasped.
Alicia: Wishing I was licking something else?
She sucked on the fleshy area between my neck and collarbone.
Me: Hey! You’ll leave a mark!
Alicia: And mom will be wondering which one of us you slept with.
I struggled to escape her grip and managed to hold her off by her shoulders.
She turned her attention to my throbbing dick and tried to grab it.
I did a tuck and roll off the bed, landing on the cold hard floor. Alicia laughed.
Alicia: Hahaha! you’re hilarious.
Me: Look. Just stop. This isn’t right.
Alicia: I know it isn’t.
Me: Then?
Alicia: You didn’t stop me when I wanted to be hugged. That means you don’t mind.
Me: Well… I don’t. But now we’re going a bit too far.
Alicia: You didn’t even do anything. I’m the one doing all the work.
Me: I can’t explain why I don’t mind doing certain things with you.
Alicia: It’s very nice to be hugged you know? I feel safe.
Me: I know. But you don’t sneak into Alan’s room to hug him right??
Alicia: Oh. I used to when I was younger.
Me: What??
Alicia: Then he told me it’s weird and it’s uncomfortable. My boobs too big, it’s giving him unwanted reactions. And I’m his sister so it’s even weirder.
Me: Oh. Did you try it with Amanda or your mom?
Alicia: Mom no. Amanda is so bony. I don’t like hugging her, or her hugging me.
Me: Right. So I just conveniently happened to be here for you to hug?
Alicia: I guess so? Kinda surprised you didn’t touch me or what.
Me: You only wanted hugs.
Alicia: But everything else that happens is just natural?
Me: No it’s not. Hugging doesn’t need to progress to anything more. Who told you this?
Alicia: That’s not what I experienced with my exes. First hugging, then kissing, then handjobs or blowjobs, then I’m so turned on as well we end up having sex.
Me: Well, that’s how it happens usually for couples. We are not a couple.
Alicia: Well, you’re right about the convenient part. I guess I expected you to be the same as every guy I’ve been with. Do you feel used?
Me: It’s ok. Sometimes your mom makes me feel this way too.
Alicia: You let her use you for sex?
Me: No… I mean I feel used afterwards.
Alicia: I see. Can we keep what happened to ourselves?
Me: Ok.
Alicia: Sorry I’m like this. And I don’t want Alan or Amanda to know.
Me: What about your mom?
Alicia: I don’t care if she knows. But my siblings cannot know. To them I’m innocent and simple minded. I can’t imagine how they’d react if they knew that we’ve been naked together. And I tried to get you to sleep with me.
I wondered if I should tell her about how Ann and Amanda were testing me.
Me: Actually…
Alicia: What?
I told her what happened. She listened and laughed.
Alicia: Wow. My sister is so slutty. And mom allowed her to do it.
Me: We didn’t do anything. Really.
Alicia: But you would have right? If mom wasn’t there and you didn’t know it was a test?
Me: Probably not. I wasn’t hard anyway.
Alicia: Ya, about that. Why is it you can’t control your erection when you’re with me?
Me: I don’t know.
Alicia: Were you not turned on by her or do you secretly want to fuck me? Since you already admitted I turned you on.
Me: No. It would have happened already if I wanted to. Same case with Amanda.
Alicia: You know I’m ok if you want to. But you cannot tell anyone.
Me: I don’t want to.
Alicia: Your body is telling me something else.
She grabbed me by the dick and pulled me back to bed.
Alicia: I need to tell you something.
Me: What?
Alicia: Actually last night when you were sleeping I was rubbing myself on you. That’s why I was so wet.
Me: I must have been too dead to notice.
Alicia: I was a little afraid you’d wake up. But luckily you didn’t.
Me: So you decided to try again tonight?
Alicia: I really really just want to be hugged. If we end up having sex so be it.
Me: We won’t. I’ll hug you. But please let me sleep for awhile. I have to drive you later.
Alicia: Ok.
I got up to go to my bag to get another pair of boxers. She pulled me back into bed.
Alicia: Can we cuddle naked? I like the skin on skin feeling.
Me: I’ll be leaking precum.
Alicia: That’s ok. Can wipe later.
She removed my boxers and threw it aside. I lay down. She removed her nightgown and lay next to me. Her nipples brushed against me.
Me: Fuck…..
Alicia: Really?
Me: No… I was just cursing.
Alicia: Why?
Me: I didn’t realize that you meant we’d both be naked.
She grabbed my dick.
Alicia: Which part of skin on skin didn’t you understand?
Me: Err…
She moved on top of me, her pussy was on my shaft.
Me: What are you doing.
She rubbed herself against the length of it and moaned into my ear. Her nipples brushed against me as well and I felt how hard they were. She was really aroused. My shaft felt wet. Was it her or just my precum? I felt my dick twitching.
Me: Don’t do that.
Alicia: You aren’t stopping me.
I pushed her off and faced her away from me, then I pulled her close. She rubbed her butt against my erection.
Me: Stop moving. I’m not putting it in.
Alicia: Put it between my legs? I want to rub my clit on it.
Me: No…. It’s not long enough. It might slip in.
She reached in and pulled it downwards, I felt it brush against her pussy lips. She moaned seductively again.
Me: Stop it.
I grabbed her hand out from between us, she grabbed it and put it between her legs.
Alicia: I’m so wet.
She moved my hand around.
Alicia: Can you feel it?
Me: Of course I can.
She guided my hand to her clit. It was engorged with blood.
Alicia: Rub me please…
I didn’t move. She moved by hand in circular motions, moaning.
Alicia: I’ll just use your hand if you don’t do it.
Me: Fine. But that’s all, nothing else.
Alicia: Finger me?
Me: No.
I rubbed her clit and everywhere that was on the outside. She writhed and moaned as she fingered herself. I was a little worried that my dick would accidentally slip in.
Luckily she came fast, and fell asleep soon after, hugging me from the side.
All that talk about hugging only and helping her guys to release so that they could sleep seemed to be an excuse. She was the one who wanted a release, and it probably felt different if someone else was helping her. I had less than half an hour to sleep but my erection wasn’t letting me. I tried to escape her clutches but she merely pulled me closer.
I was trapped with an erection that refused to go away.
Alicia certainly wasn’t helping me much as she snuggled against me, her large breasts rubbing against my side. I occasionally felt her erect nipples poking against the sheer material. I wondered if it was a deliberate decision not to wear any panties. Her bald pussy, was slightly scratchy, probably due to the hairs growing out, and it was pressed against my thigh. She was hugging me so tightly I was afraid my thigh would lose circulation. I mostly kept my hand on her back, occasionally stroking her hair with my other hand. I didn’t know what I was doing that. Perhaps I was trying to make her feel comforted for whatever pain she was feeling.
I definitely did not have a restful sleep that night. My erection refused to subside despite my best efforts. We both had amazing self control though. She had already seen and touched me, and accidental touches aside, I had seen her body. And yet nothing more than innocent hugging was happening.
Her sister was doing her best to test and seduce me and yet with her, I had no reaction at all. Was there anything wrong with me? Or maybe I was giving in to my nearly paedophilic tendencies. Luckily Alicia was way over legal, single, definitely ready and willing, if her wet pussy the other night was any indication.
I probably managed to get some rest around 3am or so. It was hard to tell how much time had passed when a barely dressed teenager was pressed up against me.
I was awakened by light touches on my dick underneath my boxers. I was still half-asleep and rather groggy, but I was damn sure it wasn’t my own hand that was stroking me. I opened my eyes and looked down, trying to adjust to the darkness, but it was clear that Alicia’s hand was in my pants, bringing me to full hardness.
Me: Alicia….
Alicia: Hmm?
Me: Are you awake?
Alicia: Not really.
Me: Why are you touching me?
Alicia immediately withdrew her hand and wiped her fingers on my boxers again.
Alicia: Shit. I was sleep-wanking.
Me: Say what?
Alicia: My ex said I used to do that.
Me: Right.
Alicia: you’re lucky I wasn’t sleep-riding.
Me: You did that too?
Alicia: Yeah…
She got up and stretched.
Alicia: What’s the time now?
I grabbed my phone.
Me: 4am?
Alicia: It’s not yet time to wake up.
Me: So go back to sleep?
Alicia: I’m not sleepy anymore.
Me: Take a shower and get ready for school?
Alicia: At this timing?
Me: Yeah?
Alicia: Lie down.
Me: Why?
Alicia: I wanna try a new position.
Me: A new… position?
Alicia: To sleep.
She climbed on top of me and lay right on my chest. Her exposed pussy pressing against my hard dick. The only protection was my boxers, which was by no surprise, soaking up my precum.
Alicia: Ok. This is really uncomfortable.
Me: For me or for you?
Alicia: I’m not the one whose hard thing is in an uncomfortable position.
Me: It’s not gonna go down if you’re lying on it.
Alicia: Well, at least it shows you’re healthy.
She rolled off and tried to get back into the original position of lying at my side. Somehow she couldn’t get back into the comfortable position she desired.
I tried to close my eyes and sleep, but she kept fidgeting.
Me: Maybe you want to go back to your own room?
Alicia: It’s more cozy here. Are you chasing me away?
Me: No…
Alicia: Maybe if you hug me from behind?
Me: I’m still hard. It’s going to be poking you.
Alicia: Can’t you control yourself?
Me: I thought I could.
Without another word, Alicia grabbed my hand and turned away from me, pulling my hand over her. She curled up into a fetal position, her butt pressing against my groin. There was no way I was going to stop leaking if she kept doing this.
Alicia: Urgh. I can feel the stickiness.
Me: What do you want me to do?
Alicia: Wipe it off?? Change your boxers? I don’t know. What do you want to do?
Me: I’ll just be leaking more precum whether I wipe it or change my boxers.
Alicia: Why do you even have so much precum.
Me: I don’t know. Cos you’re turning me on?
Alicia: Ah. You finally said it.
Me: Huh?
Alicia: I’m turning you on.
Me: Wait… you’re doing this on purpose?
Alicia: Not entirely. I really just want to be hugged. But your dick’s in the way.
Me: Was it like this with your ex?
Alicia: Yeah. But usually I’ll just help him to release then we’ll go to bed.
Me: Oh.
Alicia: Why didn’t you ask me to help you?
Me: Erm.
Alicia: Every guy I know would. Ok. Maybe only the two who were my exes.
Me: I can help myself if required.
Alicia: Oh I get it. You’re saving yourself for my mom. Right?
Me: Err… she does have a very big appetite.
Alicia: So you’re controlling yourself in case you need to pleasure her?
Me: Would you rather I be forcing you to do something we both regret?
Alicia: You’re too cute.
She reached around and unbuttoned my boxers. My dick sprang out. She rubbed her thumb on the head. I flinched.
Me: What the hell.
Alicia: Still sticky.
She wiped her thumb on my boxers again.
Alicia: How in the world are you not tempted to stick it in?
Me: Very good self-control.
She grabbed the head and wanked me slowly. I was so close to her pussy.
Alicia: Feel good?
Me: Yeah… but can you stop?
She squeezed harder and wanked me with more deliberate strokes.
Me: Alicia… don’t do this…
Alicia: Do what?
Me: You’re doing this on purpose.
Alicia: Yes I am.
Me: Why?
Alicia: Because I can.
I grabbed her hand.
Me: Stop.
She took my hand and placed it on her chest. I tried to pull away but she was stronger than she looked.
Alicia: Feel this. You like it?
I felt it through the nightgown. It was soft and fleshy. A way bigger handful than her mom’s.
Me: it’s nice?
She pulled my hand off.
Alicia: That’s all you have to say??
Me: Err.. what am I supposed to say?
Alicia: What do you say to girls when you want to sleep with them?
She turned me on my back and sat on my stomach. She took both my hands, slid them under the nightgown and held them against her chest.
Alicia: Squeeze them. Play with my nipples.
Me: Errr…
Alicia: I want to feel good.
Me: I’m not the guy to help you with that.
Alicia: You’re the only guy here.
She pinned my hands behind my head and moved in to kiss me. I turned my head to the side to avoid her. That was a big mistake as it left my neck exposed. She kissed it instead, running her tongue down it’s length. I gasped.
Alicia: Wishing I was licking something else?
She sucked on the fleshy area between my neck and collarbone.
Me: Hey! You’ll leave a mark!
Alicia: And mom will be wondering which one of us you slept with.
I struggled to escape her grip and managed to hold her off by her shoulders.
She turned her attention to my throbbing dick and tried to grab it.
I did a tuck and roll off the bed, landing on the cold hard floor. Alicia laughed.
Alicia: Hahaha! you’re hilarious.
Me: Look. Just stop. This isn’t right.
Alicia: I know it isn’t.
Me: Then?
Alicia: You didn’t stop me when I wanted to be hugged. That means you don’t mind.
Me: Well… I don’t. But now we’re going a bit too far.
Alicia: You didn’t even do anything. I’m the one doing all the work.
Me: I can’t explain why I don’t mind doing certain things with you.
Alicia: It’s very nice to be hugged you know? I feel safe.
Me: I know. But you don’t sneak into Alan’s room to hug him right??
Alicia: Oh. I used to when I was younger.
Me: What??
Alicia: Then he told me it’s weird and it’s uncomfortable. My boobs too big, it’s giving him unwanted reactions. And I’m his sister so it’s even weirder.
Me: Oh. Did you try it with Amanda or your mom?
Alicia: Mom no. Amanda is so bony. I don’t like hugging her, or her hugging me.
Me: Right. So I just conveniently happened to be here for you to hug?
Alicia: I guess so? Kinda surprised you didn’t touch me or what.
Me: You only wanted hugs.
Alicia: But everything else that happens is just natural?
Me: No it’s not. Hugging doesn’t need to progress to anything more. Who told you this?
Alicia: That’s not what I experienced with my exes. First hugging, then kissing, then handjobs or blowjobs, then I’m so turned on as well we end up having sex.
Me: Well, that’s how it happens usually for couples. We are not a couple.
Alicia: Well, you’re right about the convenient part. I guess I expected you to be the same as every guy I’ve been with. Do you feel used?
Me: It’s ok. Sometimes your mom makes me feel this way too.
Alicia: You let her use you for sex?
Me: No… I mean I feel used afterwards.
Alicia: I see. Can we keep what happened to ourselves?
Me: Ok.
Alicia: Sorry I’m like this. And I don’t want Alan or Amanda to know.
Me: What about your mom?
Alicia: I don’t care if she knows. But my siblings cannot know. To them I’m innocent and simple minded. I can’t imagine how they’d react if they knew that we’ve been naked together. And I tried to get you to sleep with me.
I wondered if I should tell her about how Ann and Amanda were testing me.
Me: Actually…
Alicia: What?
I told her what happened. She listened and laughed.
Alicia: Wow. My sister is so slutty. And mom allowed her to do it.
Me: We didn’t do anything. Really.
Alicia: But you would have right? If mom wasn’t there and you didn’t know it was a test?
Me: Probably not. I wasn’t hard anyway.
Alicia: Ya, about that. Why is it you can’t control your erection when you’re with me?
Me: I don’t know.
Alicia: Were you not turned on by her or do you secretly want to fuck me? Since you already admitted I turned you on.
Me: No. It would have happened already if I wanted to. Same case with Amanda.
Alicia: You know I’m ok if you want to. But you cannot tell anyone.
Me: I don’t want to.
Alicia: Your body is telling me something else.
She grabbed me by the dick and pulled me back to bed.
Alicia: I need to tell you something.
Me: What?
Alicia: Actually last night when you were sleeping I was rubbing myself on you. That’s why I was so wet.
Me: I must have been too dead to notice.
Alicia: I was a little afraid you’d wake up. But luckily you didn’t.
Me: So you decided to try again tonight?
Alicia: I really really just want to be hugged. If we end up having sex so be it.
Me: We won’t. I’ll hug you. But please let me sleep for awhile. I have to drive you later.
Alicia: Ok.
I got up to go to my bag to get another pair of boxers. She pulled me back into bed.
Alicia: Can we cuddle naked? I like the skin on skin feeling.
Me: I’ll be leaking precum.
Alicia: That’s ok. Can wipe later.
She removed my boxers and threw it aside. I lay down. She removed her nightgown and lay next to me. Her nipples brushed against me.
Me: Fuck…..
Alicia: Really?
Me: No… I was just cursing.
Alicia: Why?
Me: I didn’t realize that you meant we’d both be naked.
She grabbed my dick.
Alicia: Which part of skin on skin didn’t you understand?
Me: Err…
She moved on top of me, her pussy was on my shaft.
Me: What are you doing.
She rubbed herself against the length of it and moaned into my ear. Her nipples brushed against me as well and I felt how hard they were. She was really aroused. My shaft felt wet. Was it her or just my precum? I felt my dick twitching.
Me: Don’t do that.
Alicia: You aren’t stopping me.
I pushed her off and faced her away from me, then I pulled her close. She rubbed her butt against my erection.
Me: Stop moving. I’m not putting it in.
Alicia: Put it between my legs? I want to rub my clit on it.
Me: No…. It’s not long enough. It might slip in.
She reached in and pulled it downwards, I felt it brush against her pussy lips. She moaned seductively again.
Me: Stop it.
I grabbed her hand out from between us, she grabbed it and put it between her legs.
Alicia: I’m so wet.
She moved my hand around.
Alicia: Can you feel it?
Me: Of course I can.
She guided my hand to her clit. It was engorged with blood.
Alicia: Rub me please…
I didn’t move. She moved by hand in circular motions, moaning.
Alicia: I’ll just use your hand if you don’t do it.
Me: Fine. But that’s all, nothing else.
Alicia: Finger me?
Me: No.
I rubbed her clit and everywhere that was on the outside. She writhed and moaned as she fingered herself. I was a little worried that my dick would accidentally slip in.
Luckily she came fast, and fell asleep soon after, hugging me from the side.
All that talk about hugging only and helping her guys to release so that they could sleep seemed to be an excuse. She was the one who wanted a release, and it probably felt different if someone else was helping her. I had less than half an hour to sleep but my erection wasn’t letting me. I tried to escape her clutches but she merely pulled me closer.
I was trapped with an erection that refused to go away.
I woke up barely 30 minutes later at 5am. Alicia was lying there snoozing away contentedly.
My fingers were still sticky from our combined juices. I took the wet tissues from my bag to clean them.
I gently shook Alicia awake.
Me: Hey… it’s 5am. Need to shower and get ready to leave.
She sleepily rubbed her eyes, with her stained fingers.
Alicia: Fuck.
I almost laughed, but passed her the wet tissues.
Alicia: Don’t laugh.
Me: It’s funny.
Alicia: Let’s go.
Me: Where?
Alicia: Shower.
Me: Together?
Alicia: You scared?
Me: Yes.
Alicia: Of what?
Me: You’ll try to get me to fuck you somehow.
Alicia: Of course I will.
Me: Go shower yourself. I’ll shower after.
Alicia: Suit yourself.
She put on her nightgown and left the room leaving me sitting there.
Half an hour later she entered the room again.
Alicia: We leave at 6.
Me: Can we make it 630?
Alicia: Whatever. I’ll be in the living room.
I grabbed my stuff and headed to the common bathroom to shower.
Alicia sure was weird, so cold and snappy towards me normally, but so needy and sexual during our two nightly encounters so far. I would have only one night left there as my MC was ending. I wondered if I could survive another night with her. We had already progressed to masturbation, mainly just me on her. At the back of my mind I seriously suspected this was another one of Ann’s tests. If it was, I was pretty close to failing. However, Alicia must have been a pretty good actress if this was all a test. I seriously couldn’t tell what was going on.
After the shower, I changed and took Ann’s key again. Honestly I was a little reluctant to drive as I had very little sleep. But again, good training for my potential future job.
We got into the car and drove off. Alicia, as usual, was on her phone, but she seemed a little distracted.
Alicia: Hey…
Me: Yeah?
Alicia: Why did you agree to touch me?
Me: Huh?
Alicia: I asked you to rub my clit and you did.
Me: Wasn’t that what you wanted?
Alicia: Well yes, but that’s all you did?
Me: And?
Alicia: You didn’t ask me to help you release.
Me: I don’t need to release?
Alicia: Am I doing it wrongly?
Me: What?
Alicia: The way I touch you. You said I turn you on.
Me: You do.
Alicia: Then why aren’t we doing anything else?
Me: I don’t want to?
Alicia: So… if I want you to pleasure me, you will do it, and expect nothing in return?
Me: I guess?
Alicia: So weird.
Me: I really don’t think we should be doing anything though. Even hugging.
Alicia: You don’t want to hug me anymore?
Me: It’s better if we don’t? I might lose control.
Alicia: And?
Me: And we’ll end up having sex?
Alicia: You know I’m not against that.
Me: It’s not right.
Alicia: Don’t think it was right when you fucked my mom when she was married.
Me: You know I didn’t find out until later.
Alicia: Fine. You still fucked her when she came back to you after so many years.
Me: Ok. That’s my fault. But she explained the situation.
Alicia: And you accepted it?
Me: Errr…
Alicia: Admit it, you were horny and wanted sex.
Me: I have feelings for your mom I guess.
Alicia: So you’re not the type to have fuck buddies?
Me: Errr…
Alicia: Well?
Me: I don’t know. The concept of all these things is quite blurry to me now. Especially since I don’t really know what the relationship with your mom is.
Alicia: So, for example, if someone wanted to be fuck buddies with you now, you’d reject them?
Me: Are you referring to yourself?
Alicia: Not really. Just asking hypothetically.
Me: Hypothetically I’d reject them.
Alicia: So if I was the one asking?
Me: You want to be fuck buddies?
Alicia: Hypothetically.
Me: You’re confusing me.
Alicia: You’re confusing me as well.
Me: I’m not going to have sex with you if that’s what you want to know.
Alicia: But you’ll let me hug you to sleep? And you’ll hug me back?
Me: I don’t mind that.
Alicia: Will you rub me like just now if I want you to?
Me: Err.. I would rather not?
Alicia: Do you feel like I forced you to do it?
Me: You were practically using my hand to rub yourself.
Alicia: Will you let me rub myself on your dick?
Me: Why do you want to do that?
Alicia: It feels good.
Me: Does it?
Alicia: For me it does. Don’t think it does anything to you.
Me: It’s.. nice… but dangerous.
Alicia: Why?
Me: I might slip in if you rub the wrong way?
Alicia: I’m ok with that.
Me: Err.. I might accidentally cum?
Alicia: How do you accidentally cum?
Me: Cos you’re rubbing, then I’m aroused, then anyhow shoot?
Alicia: And?
Me: And the sperm may find its way to your eggs.
Alicia: And?
Me: And you’ll get pregnant?
Alicia: Yeah. That wouldn’t be ideal. But I’m on the pill.
Me: Hang on. Is this a test set up by your mom?
Alicia: Do you think it is?
Me: I really have no idea.
Alicia: Why would you think my mom wants to test you?
Me: To see if I’m faithful to her?
Alicia: Do you think she’ll be faithful to you?
Me: Err…
Alicia: She had so many men behind dad’s back. Dad, to my knowledge, only had one mistress. She can do it to him, she can do it to you.
Me: I know.
Alicia: So what I’m trying to say is, which links to my point yesterday about growing some balls, maybe you should start to think about what you want as well.
Me: I’m happy doing what I’m doing right now I guess.
Alicia: So your aim is to make others happy at the expense of your own happiness?
Me: Yup. I’m cool with that.
Alicia: So that’s why you let me use you?
Me: Yup.
Alicia: But you’ll only let me use you to a certain extent?
Me: Yup.
Alicia: I’m not happy about it…
Me: Don’t try to trap me.
Alicia: Damn. You’re not as stupid as I thought.
Me: Very funny. There’s some lines to be drawn here. I’m technically with your mother.
Alicia: Oh really? You’re in the guest room. She hasn’t told us anything. The way I see it, you’re just her plaything.
Me: She did ask me to move in for the long term.
Alicia: Oh.
Me: Yeah.
Alicia: And what’s your answer?
Me: Told her I’ll think about it.
Alicia: So if I still want my hugs and stuff… I gotta do it before you move in for real?
Me: I guess…. Wait… what stuff?
Alicia: The stuff I do with you. How long are you staying?
Me: My MC ends tomorrow. So tonight’s the last night?
Alicia: What???
Me: Yeah.
Alicia: That’s unfortunate. So if I wanna do anything, tonight’s the night?
Me: You know I’m not going to do anything.
Alicia: I’ll just use you. You seem to like it.
Me: Hugs are fine. Mutual masturbation… it sort of already happened.
Alicia: Do me a favour.
Me: Yeah?
Alicia: Think about how far you’re willing to go with me and let’s explore those boundaries tonight.
Me: Err…
Alicia: Simple request. Either agree or reject me. I will still come for my hugs. I don’t want to waste time debating whatever else might happen tonight.
Me: You know I can just go home right. Not stay over.
Alicia: I know. But you’re so predictable. And I think you like whatever we’re doing too.
I didn’t know how else to react.
We soon reached her usual breakfast place and she had the exact same breakfast. Egg cheese prata with tea. I guess she was predictable as well. I had two eggs and a plain along with my black coffee.
After breakfast, I drove her to school as usual. Before getting out of the car she turned to me.
Alicia: Pick me at 3pm today?
Me: I’m not your driver.
Alicia: I know. But you’ll do it anyway.
Me: What if I’m busy?
Alicia: With mom? Or Amanda?
Me: Just busy in general.
Alicia: You’ll be here. I know it.
She kissed me on the lips, I wasn’t expecting that.
Alicia: See you later.
I woke up barely 30 minutes later at 5am. Alicia was lying there snoozing away contentedly.
My fingers were still sticky from our combined juices. I took the wet tissues from my bag to clean them.
I gently shook Alicia awake.
Me: Hey… it’s 5am. Need to shower and get ready to leave.
She sleepily rubbed her eyes, with her stained fingers.
Alicia: Fuck.
I almost laughed, but passed her the wet tissues.
Alicia: Don’t laugh.
Me: It’s funny.
Alicia: Let’s go.
Me: Where?
Alicia: Shower.
Me: Together?
Alicia: You scared?
Me: Yes.
Alicia: Of what?
Me: You’ll try to get me to fuck you somehow.
Alicia: Of course I will.
Me: Go shower yourself. I’ll shower after.
Alicia: Suit yourself.
She put on her nightgown and left the room leaving me sitting there.
Half an hour later she entered the room again.
Alicia: We leave at 6.
Me: Can we make it 630?
Alicia: Whatever. I’ll be in the living room.
I grabbed my stuff and headed to the common bathroom to shower.
Alicia sure was weird, so cold and snappy towards me normally, but so needy and sexual during our two nightly encounters so far. I would have only one night left there as my MC was ending. I wondered if I could survive another night with her. We had already progressed to masturbation, mainly just me on her. At the back of my mind I seriously suspected this was another one of Ann’s tests. If it was, I was pretty close to failing. However, Alicia must have been a pretty good actress if this was all a test. I seriously couldn’t tell what was going on.
After the shower, I changed and took Ann’s key again. Honestly I was a little reluctant to drive as I had very little sleep. But again, good training for my potential future job.
We got into the car and drove off. Alicia, as usual, was on her phone, but she seemed a little distracted.
Alicia: Hey…
Me: Yeah?
Alicia: Why did you agree to touch me?
Me: Huh?
Alicia: I asked you to rub my clit and you did.
Me: Wasn’t that what you wanted?
Alicia: Well yes, but that’s all you did?
Me: And?
Alicia: You didn’t ask me to help you release.
Me: I don’t need to release?
Alicia: Am I doing it wrongly?
Me: What?
Alicia: The way I touch you. You said I turn you on.
Me: You do.
Alicia: Then why aren’t we doing anything else?
Me: I don’t want to?
Alicia: So… if I want you to pleasure me, you will do it, and expect nothing in return?
Me: I guess?
Alicia: So weird.
Me: I really don’t think we should be doing anything though. Even hugging.
Alicia: You don’t want to hug me anymore?
Me: It’s better if we don’t? I might lose control.
Alicia: And?
Me: And we’ll end up having sex?
Alicia: You know I’m not against that.
Me: It’s not right.
Alicia: Don’t think it was right when you fucked my mom when she was married.
Me: You know I didn’t find out until later.
Alicia: Fine. You still fucked her when she came back to you after so many years.
Me: Ok. That’s my fault. But she explained the situation.
Alicia: And you accepted it?
Me: Errr…
Alicia: Admit it, you were horny and wanted sex.
Me: I have feelings for your mom I guess.
Alicia: So you’re not the type to have fuck buddies?
Me: Errr…
Alicia: Well?
Me: I don’t know. The concept of all these things is quite blurry to me now. Especially since I don’t really know what the relationship with your mom is.
Alicia: So, for example, if someone wanted to be fuck buddies with you now, you’d reject them?
Me: Are you referring to yourself?
Alicia: Not really. Just asking hypothetically.
Me: Hypothetically I’d reject them.
Alicia: So if I was the one asking?
Me: You want to be fuck buddies?
Alicia: Hypothetically.
Me: You’re confusing me.
Alicia: You’re confusing me as well.
Me: I’m not going to have sex with you if that’s what you want to know.
Alicia: But you’ll let me hug you to sleep? And you’ll hug me back?
Me: I don’t mind that.
Alicia: Will you rub me like just now if I want you to?
Me: Err.. I would rather not?
Alicia: Do you feel like I forced you to do it?
Me: You were practically using my hand to rub yourself.
Alicia: Will you let me rub myself on your dick?
Me: Why do you want to do that?
Alicia: It feels good.
Me: Does it?
Alicia: For me it does. Don’t think it does anything to you.
Me: It’s.. nice… but dangerous.
Alicia: Why?
Me: I might slip in if you rub the wrong way?
Alicia: I’m ok with that.
Me: Err.. I might accidentally cum?
Alicia: How do you accidentally cum?
Me: Cos you’re rubbing, then I’m aroused, then anyhow shoot?
Alicia: And?
Me: And the sperm may find its way to your eggs.
Alicia: And?
Me: And you’ll get pregnant?
Alicia: Yeah. That wouldn’t be ideal. But I’m on the pill.
Me: Hang on. Is this a test set up by your mom?
Alicia: Do you think it is?
Me: I really have no idea.
Alicia: Why would you think my mom wants to test you?
Me: To see if I’m faithful to her?
Alicia: Do you think she’ll be faithful to you?
Me: Err…
Alicia: She had so many men behind dad’s back. Dad, to my knowledge, only had one mistress. She can do it to him, she can do it to you.
Me: I know.
Alicia: So what I’m trying to say is, which links to my point yesterday about growing some balls, maybe you should start to think about what you want as well.
Me: I’m happy doing what I’m doing right now I guess.
Alicia: So your aim is to make others happy at the expense of your own happiness?
Me: Yup. I’m cool with that.
Alicia: So that’s why you let me use you?
Me: Yup.
Alicia: But you’ll only let me use you to a certain extent?
Me: Yup.
Alicia: I’m not happy about it…
Me: Don’t try to trap me.
Alicia: Damn. You’re not as stupid as I thought.
Me: Very funny. There’s some lines to be drawn here. I’m technically with your mother.
Alicia: Oh really? You’re in the guest room. She hasn’t told us anything. The way I see it, you’re just her plaything.
Me: She did ask me to move in for the long term.
Alicia: Oh.
Me: Yeah.
Alicia: And what’s your answer?
Me: Told her I’ll think about it.
Alicia: So if I still want my hugs and stuff… I gotta do it before you move in for real?
Me: I guess…. Wait… what stuff?
Alicia: The stuff I do with you. How long are you staying?
Me: My MC ends tomorrow. So tonight’s the last night?
Alicia: What???
Me: Yeah.
Alicia: That’s unfortunate. So if I wanna do anything, tonight’s the night?
Me: You know I’m not going to do anything.
Alicia: I’ll just use you. You seem to like it.
Me: Hugs are fine. Mutual masturbation… it sort of already happened.
Alicia: Do me a favour.
Me: Yeah?
Alicia: Think about how far you’re willing to go with me and let’s explore those boundaries tonight.
Me: Err…
Alicia: Simple request. Either agree or reject me. I will still come for my hugs. I don’t want to waste time debating whatever else might happen tonight.
Me: You know I can just go home right. Not stay over.
Alicia: I know. But you’re so predictable. And I think you like whatever we’re doing too.
I didn’t know how else to react.
We soon reached her usual breakfast place and she had the exact same breakfast. Egg cheese prata with tea. I guess she was predictable as well. I had two eggs and a plain along with my black coffee.
After breakfast, I drove her to school as usual. Before getting out of the car she turned to me.
Alicia: Pick me at 3pm today?
Me: I’m not your driver.
Alicia: I know. But you’ll do it anyway.
Me: What if I’m busy?
Alicia: With mom? Or Amanda?
Me: Just busy in general.
Alicia: You’ll be here. I know it.
She kissed me on the lips, I wasn’t expecting that.
Alicia: See you later.
I reached back around 745am and immediately went to bed. I was exhausted. Around 9am Ann came in and lay down next to me. I woke up.
Ann: Hey…
Me: What’s up?
Ann: Sorry Alicia is treating you like a chauffeur.
Me: It’s fine.
She rubbed my dick over my boxers.
Ann: Can I make it up to you?
This was a concerning pattern of behaviour. Sex was being offered as payment in kind for services. Not just by Ann, but seemingly Alicia as well. The only persons had yet to offer some sort of sexual gratification to me for things I did for them were Amanda and Alan.
Me: I’m too tired to do anything.
Ann: It’s ok. I’ll do everything.
She pulled down my boxers and took me into her mouth. I probably should have told her that a good breakfast would suffice. But as usual, I didn’t stop her.
I expected her to ride me when I was sufficiently hard but she did not. Instead she continued sucking until I came in her mouth. She swallowed.
Ann: Wow. That’s a lot. I didn’t work you hard enough yesterday?
Me: Err… I got a quick recovery?
Ann: I’m sure you do.
Me: Don’t you want to ride me?
Ann: Of course I want to. But I thought I better ask first. In case you feel like I’m using you.
Me: About that… I don’t really mind actually. As long as you’re happy doing so.
Ann: Don’t mind if I do then.
She took me in her mouth again, then mounted me when I was sufficiently hard. She probably came a few times, but I had fallen asleep as I awoke a little while later to find her curled up next to me.
Ann: Hey…
Me: Sorry. Really tired.
Ann: I never had a guy fall asleep during sex before.
Me: Oops.
Ann: But you were still hard.
Me: Isn’t that good?
Ann: Yeah… so what’s for breakfast?
Me: Let’s take a shower first.
We headed up to her room. Amanda was coming down the stairs.
Amanda: Mom what the fuck. Why are you two always naked???
This time I really didn’t bother covering up.
Ann: Aren’t you late for class?
Amanda: Nope.
Ann: Better get going.
Amanda: What did I miss?
Ann: He fell asleep during sex.
Amanda: He what? HAHAHAHA! and you didn’t stop?
Ann: Nope.
Amanda: Damn. I should have popped by for some action.
Me: That’s like rape.
Amanda: You let mom do it.
Ann: Next time I’ll let you know.
Me: What?
Ann: I’m kidding. Or am I?
They smiled at each other and Amanda carried on down the stairs. Strangely for all the teasing she did to me, she never outright tried to take advantage of me. Certainly not the way Alicia did. And she did warn me about Alicia being difficult.
I entered the bathroom like a zombie. I was unusually drained. Ann ran a bath for me. I slid into the warm soapy water once it was done and promptly fell asleep. Ann was in the tub with me but she was content with just lying there in my arms.
Me: Sorry I dozed off again.
Ann: It’s fine. You’re very tired today. Didn’t sleep well?
Me: I woke up very early. But it was more out of habit. I usually wake up at 5 anyway.
Ann: Are you ok in the guest room? Do you want to sleep in my room tonight?
I thought about what Alicia wanted. She really seemed happy to be hugged by me. I knew I really shouldn’t indulge her for obvious reasons. Escaping to Ann’s room would be the logical choice to avoid her. But somehow I wanted one more night with her just to see how far she would take this. Even if it was a test, and Ann kicked me out afterwards, I would just treat it as a valuable lesson learnt.
Me: Let’s wait till you’ve told the kids about the new arrangement.
Ann: So you’ve decided to move in?
Me: I’m still thinking about it. Will let you know tomorrow.
Ann: Alright.
I took another short nap in the tub before showering properly. Ann decided not to head out for breakfast but ordered in Macs delivery instead even though I barely ate anything.
I told her I would be picking Alicia at 3pm and she shook her head, as if in disapproval about how her daughter was treating me. Either she was really unaware of what Alicia was doing or she too was a really great actress, assuming it really was a test.
After breakfast I went back to the guest room for some much needed rest. This time nobody disturbed me and I slept all the way until around 2pm before waking and getting ready to pick Alicia.
Ann was watching TV in the living room. I wondered if she ever worked for real. Or was her investments generating so much passive income that she didn’t need to do actual work. Maybe if I had spare cash I should get her to teach me some tricks. Unfortunately, leaving the army halfway was not exactly ideal for financial situations.
Ann: Don’t you need to eat?
Me: Actually I just need sleep. Haha.
Ann: Why are you so nice to Alicia?
Me: You’ve been nice to me. I guess it’s natural to want to repay the favour?
Ann: You sure you’re not trying to sleep with her?
I wondered if she was on to something. But whatever it was, she might have gotten it the other way around.
Me: No. I’m just trying to be nice.
Ann: And if she wants to sleep with you because you’re being nice?
Me: I highly doubt being nice is a criteria.
Ann: Well…
Me: Don’t tell me you slept with me because I was nice to you.
Ann: Like I said. It would have been a one night stand.
Me: Ouch. So you’re still with me because of some sense of obligation because I’m nice to you? Not because you actually like me?
Ann: I do like you. And you are nice.
Me: I don’t believe this.
Ann: My daughters would sleep with you just to prove a point.
Me: Did you sleep with me just to prove a point as well?
Ann: I-
Me: We can talk about this when I return.
I grabbed her keys and left. This new revelation was slightly hurtful. But nothing I couldn’t handle I guess. Ann couldn’t be sure of the reasons why she wanted to continue with me. I was damn sure being nice shouldn’t have anything to do with it. Probably a contributing factor, but not a strong enough reason. People didn’t get into relationships due to niceness.
I drove a little faster than usual, feeling the power of the naturally aspirated engine. Obviously I reached faster than usual.
I texted Alicia to know that I was here already. She replied almost instantly.
Alicia: That’s fast. Will come out now.
She came out of the building around 5 minutes later. Lucky I wasn’t blocking anyone at the pickup point.
Alicia: Why so fast?
Me: Drove fast.
Alicia: That’s not like you. Why?
Me: Small disagreement with your mother.
Alicia: Oh? So you speed when you’re upset?
Me: Not that fast. Maybe 110?
Alicia: I haven’t passed my driving test but I’m sure that’s speeding.
Me: Well this is a sports car isn’t it?
She stroked my thigh.
Alicia: Wow this is a new side of you. Angsty. I like it.
I didn’t reply but drove out of the campus above the speed limit.
Alicia: So what did you argue about?
Me: Not really argument. She just asked why I’m being nice to you.
Alicia: And?
Me: She thinks I’ll make you want to sleep with me because I’m nice to you.
Alicia: Haha. Nope. I wanna sleep with you because I’m upset and horny. And you’re conveniently around. I mean I can’t sleep with my brother right?
Me: Funny.
Alicia: Oh I get it now.
Me: You do?
Alicia: She’s insecure because you’re too nice to us.
Me: I’d treat you all the same.
Alicia: Really? If Amanda wanted naked cuddles you would too?
Me: Errr.. I’ve already been naked with her. And her intentions were pretty clear.
Alicia: That’s not what I meant.
Me: What then?
Alicia: If she came to you alone, feeling vulnerable and wanted comfort. Would you?
Me: Well… depends on the situation right?
Alicia: You really are too accommodating. Imagine if Alan is gay and wants some naked cuddles too…
Me: Is he gay?
Alicia: Nah. He isn’t. But you said you’d treat us all the same.
Me: That’s a different situation.
Alicia: So why are you upset? This doesn’t seem like something to argue about. Mom more or less knows she owes Amanda some sort of revenge.
Me: She couldn’t be sure of why she wanted to be with me. I might have been just a one night stand but she stuck around because I was nice.
Alicia patted my head and ruffled my hair.
Alicia: Oh you poor sensitive baby.
I shrugged her off.
Alicia: I wouldn’t bother about why she wants to be with you. Just make full use of the opportunity.
Me: Opportunity to do what?
Alicia: Lots of sex with all of us? Money being thrown your way? Who cares about the long term plan? You know what YOLO is?
Me: Yeah…
Alicia: So YOLO.
She unzipped my berms and stuck her hand in. I nearly swerved into the next lane.
Me: What are you doing?
Alicia: What do you want? Handjob? Blowjob?
Me: Neither? I’m driving. It’s dangerous.
Alicia: You’re still getting hard anyway.
She was right. Somehow I couldn’t resist her touches and my dick reached full erection and stuck out of the zipper. I quickly filtered to the left lane and slowed down to 80km/h.
Alicia spread the precum around the head with her fingers and used the foreskin to wank me slowly.
Alicia: Why aren’t you stopping me?
Me: I need both hands on the wheel.
Alicia: Why did you move to the left?
Me: Because you’re distracting me?
Alicia: You’ve never had a handjob or blowjob while driving?
Me: Not really.
Alicia: Hmm. I thought all guys will like it. Especially blowjob.
Me: You do it often?
Alicia: My ex loved it. But hard for me to do it in the car. The centre part keep poking my boobs.
Me: You mean the gearstick and handbrake?
Alicia: Yeah.
Me: Well, I don’t enjoy it. So keep your hands to yourself.
Alicia: But I’ve got my own gearstick here!
She squeezed hard.
Me: Hey!
I slapped her hand lightly and she removed it, sulking in the corner.
Ordinarily I probably wouldn’t have minded. But this was dangerous. Maybe if we stopped the car somewhere.
Me: I can’t concentrate on driving if you do that.
Alicia: So you’ll want a handjob or blowjob if you aren’t driving?
Me: I didn’t say that.
Alicia: You implied it.
Me: No I didn’t.
Alicia: Stop the car.
Me: Why? How? We’re in the middle of the highway.
Alicia: I want to blow you.
Me: No way.
Alicia: Why?
Me: Not comfortable with it.
Alicia: Then let’s go to a hotel.
Me: What?
Alicia: Hotel 81. Kembangan.
I vaguely remembered seeing a Hotel 81 when I packed the Mee Goreng for Ann and Amanda.
Me: I’m not going to ask how you know there’s a Hotel 81 there.
Alicia: Duh. I have sex there with my ex?
Me: You can afford better hotels.
Alicia: It’s more thrilling when you can hear the next room and they can hear you.
Me: Oh.
Alicia: It’s along the way home. 2 hours. Let’s go.
Me: No.
Alicia: You’re upset with mom. Let me make you happy
Me: No.
Alicia: Don’t be a pussy.
Me: Maybe I am?
Alicia: Urgh. Fine. Drive me home then.
But I was really seriously considering it. What would I have to lose anyway? Even if I chickened out, Alicia would still get her desired cuddles.