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Originally Posted by
nismo88
Bro Jimmy nice to see u back….
n hope we got a bit of yr “Force” oso…..
if we got half of wat u eaten… most of us laughing liao…
I sense the force is not so strong in me liao, and im also abit sian of this kind of lifestyle.
Now have to work hard for $$ first, no $ no talk.
Part 22 -
Many of u must have think i have bedded that Janice liao, altho she agree to come my house that nite, we didnt do anything else except for watching movies at my living room. Well i didnt try anything fishy or funny to her becos i like her n i treat her as some1 who can be my gf 1 so i have to respect her and let natural take it course.
If i have sex with her that nite our ending will be the same ending i have with those other girl, so i would rather choose not to orgasm. We are good friend now, exchanging SMS almost everydae and sometimes we will be out for a date.
I would rather have this kind of relationship with a girl i admired, it feel good rather than just having sex everydae to no valid than afterwhich broke off.
And I will let this continue
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Zooming the Story back to Mei Era
3 Months into my relationship with Mei, Our honeymoon period have pass us by, Mei found a new job as a facial consultant in a quite famous company, her new job is quite stressing and she have to work very long hours. We both are quite busy due to our work, but we will still alway try to make time for each other.
1 fine dae, we were chatting in her room, she ask me what do i hate most, i told her i competely cant stand people lieing to me regardless of what issue, better let me know the true, if wanna lie better dun let me find out. I wasnt hinting to her anything i only say that becos she asked me, than she broke down and reply “actually i dunwan to let u know but since u say that, i will not lie to u, I actually have a Sugardaddy who is supporting me in the beginning when i was with u, but becos of u i left him.”
Im lost for words at that moment.
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Part 23 -
She continue “Im alway worried that you will eventually find out, since i know your stance, i would rather tell you the truth rather than risking letting you find out.”
Im still lost for words at that moment, but it not becos im shocked, it was just becos i really dunno what to say. I wasnt angry with her becos i alway trust her and i will of cos believe she already left him after she is together with me.
My reply to her was “It ok”, it wasnt a reply from me becos i was sad as well, becos im happy at the fact that she is honest with me.
I didnt probe into that issue becos i really trust her and love her, this issue also didnt effect our relationship at all and we never talk about it anymore after that nite.
Soon after we plan for marriage, but as a man with no saving it just an empty promise to her, so we need some time to get ready for it.
Altho we need time, but time slowly dilute our love and problem start to creep out and we start quarrel over various issue.
Me being a proud man, alway refuse to give in whenever we quarrelled and that wasnt a way to handle a relationship, my stubborness cause her to be angry with me too and she start to tell me some small lies which i dun like. And make me lose faith in her.
I still love her alot and actually she does too as after we broke up, she still hint about patching up, but i was following a meaningless phrase “Learn to let go of the thing, u fear to let go” and refuse her.
I thought i can let her go easily, but it wasnt so, im still hurt now and regardless how many women come and go after her, she is still the one in my heart.
here the broke up letter which i gave her
Dear Michelle,
I admire you because of your generosity and your unselfish character toward
your family, friends and lastly me regardless of money or other issues. I really appreciate that and that why a u have a place deep inside my heart and is still the most beautiful woman in my mind too.
It had been like more than 1 and half year since the first day we met and after we are together. At first when we are together, we both dun really dare to invest too much feeling into our relationship, for fear that we will get hurt like our previous relationship. But after we are together our feeling for each other grew and grew until the recent problem seen to put them to an halt.
Actually we have been doing well, it just recently alot of issue happened, becos of us, our work and our family. Those issue make me really uneasy because I really hate people especially someone I love lying to me. Those incident really wipe off my trust and some of my love for you, it also make me really hard to communicate with you and face you. A relationship without trust although there still love will lead to communication breakdown, it will also lead to sadness, unhappiness and even anger. I have actually been thinking of breaking up at the end of last month but something is stopping me, which is my love for you.
We have happy memories when we are together as well although we have our fair share of unhappiness lately, breaking up now when we can still remember the happiness more than the sadness is a lot better. We can still be friends, we can still watch movies, drink and play pool together. That better also rather than we had to keep straining ourself with our relationship problem.
Maybe we were not make for each other, but at least we tried and found out that we cant be together. And maybe if I were to be abit richer and can support you, I can have more of your attention, care and love rather than sharing them with your family, work and friends.
I really dun know telling this is rude or what, but I will say it cause I care for you. Please dun do what you do last time, work hard for yourself in and thru a proper way. You are a great woman, I’m sure you can find someone who will love you in the way you want him to love you, and who will take great care of you. Regardless of what you do I wish you happiness.
I also wish to thank you as I think you really help me to improve a lot in my thinking, as well on how to love a woman better. I also believe I gain a lot of experiences from our relationship and it will be one of the turning point in my life, as you somehow or rather inspired me. A lot of people say I’m still young, but that not an excuse for not working hard and being childish and so I will really focus into my career and try to mature into a successful person.
This 8 month together have been a wonderful memory,
Your Jimmy
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Originally Posted by
SGJimmy
This 8 month together have been a wonderful memory,
Your Jimmy
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sob sob.. another one bites the dust…. so I guess it’s time to get a new gal eh?let’s go hunting again tomolo
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Originally Posted by
Freestyler69
sob sob.. another one bites the dust…. so I guess it’s time to get a new gal eh?let’s go hunting again tomolo
bro u so obviously nv follow my story, it happen to me sometime back not recently
see tomolo loh ^
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Originally Posted by
SGJimmy
bro u so obviously nv follow my story, it happen to me sometime back not recently
see tomolo loh ^
hehehe .. sorry la bro, me cannot go thru all those juicy encounters of yours! makes me feel so hopeless and useless.. sigh… hehe
nice wan bro jimmy…hope u r rely concentrating on yr career nw to becoming a better man..all e best
Just now i went to Ubi Driving Centre to register for class 3, there is a chiobu with highlighted hair working in the counter. A malay girl help me with the registration, after i left, i spot the 3 of them looking at me and most likely talking about me, dunno good or bad, Mabbe got lobang or mabbe it becos i didnt zip haha
I will spent my next few month secret training there for my class 3
I have already thought of my pick up line just now liao…
Me : I wanna book my lesson
She : When u want to book it
Me : I dunno when u r free, so i dunno when to book.
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Originally Posted by
blade
wah u still say ur english not gd..ur letter so powerful man…but sad thou to let go of someone u truely love
Thank you very much lehz, your the first to comment my england is powerful in my life
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Originally Posted by
nismo88
Bro yr pick up line so solid think u shld use it….
anyway u must be quite a yandao guy…
gal see oredi start talking immed….
i dun think yr zip was down rite…
Nah … i cant confirm anything, mabe im just boosting