Love-Hate-Betrayal-Regret


    Chapter #201

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    skewball

    2013 thread…

    9 years later and im back full circle camping for updates and reliving my teenage years through these characters

    Bro EoS’s threads are like the cupboard of narnia i disappear into to feel young again. Thank you for ur contribution to the community

    Thanks for the support!

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    Zax51

    so can Alex and Jane get together already?

    I think they will never get together. Based on the opening chapter anyway. Then again, plans change, but no inspiration to write at the moment so everything that comes out is pretty fragmented and probably has no link.

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    Chapter #202

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    ChrisSutton

    Thanks for nice story.

    Thanks for the support!

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    Originally Posted by

    gotnotime

    It’s been a long time since I login.. good to see that the story is still ongoing 🤭

    Greetings old friend…

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    Originally Posted by

    ouzo18

    May be going out with Shirlyn can give you some inspiration?? Lol

    Nope. Not gonna happen.

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    Chapter #203

    Jessica wondered if she should step in and mediate between the two, or if she should just let them thrash things out. After all, who was she to interfere? She was merely a passerby, someone who happened to be in Alex’s life at that point in time. Definitely someone not as significant as Jane was, or could be.

    Meanwhile, the two of them carried on their cold war on the sofa.

    Alex decided he had enough.

    A: I’m going home.

    J: Whatever.

    Alex went up to the gate and realised he could not find the key.

    He knocked on Jessica’s door. She opened it.

    A: Let me out please.

    Jes: You done talking?

    A: There’s nothing to say.

    Jes: Seriously? I’d thought you’d be more mature than this.

    Jane: Let him go. I’ve got nothing to say to him either.

    Jessica rolled her eyes.

    Jes: Fine.

    She passed him the keys.

    Jes: You need to think about what you really want Alex.

    A: Right now, all I want to do is go home.

    Jes: Suit yourself.

    Alex left, and Jessica went to sit down next to Jane.

    Jes: He’s kind of an ass.

    Jane: Yes.

    Jes: Why do you still hang out with him then?

    Jane: He changed me. I was a very different person before. Then I met Alex and he made me a better person.

    Jes: Has he changed too?

    Jane: Definitely. What happened with his first girlfriend really fucked him up.

    Jes: I really can’t tell. I’ve only known him recently. He’s quite a nice guy, but prone to these mood swings I guess.

    Jane: I don’t like it that he had so many sexual encounters.

    Jes: And yet he’s still a virgin. Because of you.

    Jane: I don’t know if I can believe that.

    Jes: You can take it from me.

    Jane: How can I trust you? I barely know you.

    Jes: Then you should trust him.

    Jane: How do you trust someone like that?

    Jes: Like you said, he changed after his first girlfriend. But ultimately, he’s still a good guy right?

    Jane: I think so.

    Jes: And the things you have done… I don’t think it’s very nice either.

    Jane: I made a mistake.

    Jes: We all make mistakes.

    Jane: Ben was a huge mistake.

    Jes: Why did you even invite him to a hotel?

    Jane: I don’t know what I was thinking.

    Jes: What he did to you is reprehensible.

    Jane: I brought it upon myself.

    Jes: Don’t ever think that way.

    Jane: He’ll get his punishment one day.

    Jes: Well, you need to rest and get better.

    Jane: I’m sorry for imposing on you.

    Jes: It’s fine. Just get better, and work things out with Alex.

    Jane: I’ll try.

    Jes: Other girls will take him if you don’t.

    Jane: I know.

    Jes: I’m one of those girls.

    Jane: And I don’t get why.

    Jes: Why what?

    Jane: What makes him so attractive?

    Jes: Are you kidding me?

    Jane: Huh?

    Jes: Have you seen the muscles on that boy? And his package. Wow. If he wasn’t so complicated, I’d have made him mine long ago.

    Jane: And why didn’t you?

    Jes: He’s obviously holding out for you. He wants you Jane.

    Jane: And yet he’s been playing with other girls?

    Jes: He’s experimenting. Damn good experiments though.

    Jane: I don’t need to know.

    Jes: I think you do.

    Jane: Why?

    Jes: You’re all at the age where you’re young, horny, exploring your sexuality.

    Jane: Uh huh.

    Jes: And Alex is really attractive don’t you think?

    Jane: I guess he is.

    Jes: Naturally there will be other girls interested right?

    Jane: He didn’t have to reciprocate right?

    Jes: Put yourself in his shoes, you’re young, horny, someone shows interest, albeit sexually, what would you do?

    Jane: I guess if there was mutual attraction, I might have done something.

    Jes: See…

    Jane: I didn’t have any other guys… He had so many girls…

    Jes: You’re quite an attractive girl. I find that hard to believe.

    Jane: Other than my exes, I’d never been intimate with anyone other than Alex and Ben.

    Jes: You had a history with this guy Ben?

    Jane: Just one time. When I was angry with Alex. I blew him and he came in my mouth.

    Jes: Oh. Were you angry with Alex this time?

    Jane: I don’t know.

    Jes: But you still called Ben to go to a hotel. What do you think he was expecting?

    Jane: I don’t know.

    Jes: Whatever it is, it’s over now.

    Jane: Yeah.

    Jes: And I hope you can deal with whatever psychological after effects there may be.

    Jane: I’m fine.

    Jes: You say you’re fine. But on the inside, nobody will know unless you tell them.

    Jane: I’m really fine. Ben didn’t do anything to me that never happened to me before.

    Jes: Wow. Ok.

    Jane: Hey, I was wild ok? Alex really changed me.

    Jes: And perhaps because of your actions, you’ve changed him too.

    ****************

    After the cops left, Christine took her time to tidy up the place. Anything that belonged to Ben and not yet cleared were thrown into a black trash bag and kept in the storeroom. Thankfully, it did not amount to much.

    She dropped Alex a text to see how he was doing, but at the same time, she was concerned about how he would respond to her considering she had been sheltering his mortal enemy Ben for the past few months.

    Surprisingly, Alex did reply.

    A: Let me guess, Ben ran away again?

    C: Yes.

    A: I don’t know why you’re so nice to him.

    C: I’m nice to everyone.

    A: He was fucking you right?

    C: What? How can you even say that? Alex, I’m so disappointed with you.

    A: I’m sure he was. You’re just like the rest of them. Horny bitch.

    For a second, Christine was stunned. She had not known Alex to be so straightforward, rude even. The turn of events must have really been screwing with his head.

    C: So what if I was? What is it to you?

    A: After everything that happened, after what happened with Grace, I thought you would have a little more common sense.

    C: At least Ben knows how to satisfy a woman. You just lead them on.

    A: Oh? You want to go all the way with me? Is that it?

    C: I think every single girl you’ve been with wanted to. But you never let them.

    A: I don’t want to talk about this anymore.

    C: Neither do I.

    A: Can I come up?

    C: Huh?

    A: I’m downstairs.

    C: Aren’t you supposed to be with Jane? Or call her parents or something.

    A: I left her at a friend’s place.

    C: And why aren’t you there?

    A: I wanted to find Ben.

    C: And do what? Don’t you think he’d be at the police station now if he was here?

    A: I don’t know. Maybe you’re hiding him.

    C: Are you out of your mind?

    A: Who knows? You’re stupid enough to sleep with him…

    C: I’ll not tolerate this attitude from you. Come up here and say it to my face like a man.

    A: Open the door then.

    Christine got up and opened the door. True enough, Alex was already there.

    C: You were seriously expecting him to be here?

    A: Maybe. I just don’t want to go home.

    C: You should be with Jane, comforting her.

    A: I don’t want to.

    C: Don’t be an ass.

    A: I’ve had enough of this. Everytime something happens to soneone, I’m expected to be there for them. What about me? What about what I want?

    Christine sighed and sat down next to him.

    C: You don’t even know what you want.

    A: Fine. I don’t.

    C: You have a lot of pent up frustrations. Sexual or otherwise. You wanna talk about it?

    A: Not really.

    C: It’s making you angsty.

    A: Maybe I like it this way?

    C: You weren’t like this before.

    A: I wasn’t?

    C: Pretty sure you weren’t.

    A: What can I do then? These things keep happening.

    C: Do they? Or are you just taking everything too seriously?

    A: What am I supposed to do then? Ignore everything?

    C: I think everything that happens is a lesson of some sort. You need to figure out the lesson you’re supposed to learn.

    A: What’s the lesson from this incident then?

    C: You tell me.

    A: Don’t meet girls in hotels?

    Christine chuckled.

    C: I don’t think that’s the lesson.

    A: If I never went to look for Jane today, I probably wouldn’t have found out she wanted to fuck someone else.

    C: Was that really her intention?

    A: I don’t know.

    C: What else?

    A: Nothing.

    C: How did you feel when you saw her in that state?

    A: Upset? Angry?

    C: With her? Or with Ben?

    A: Both.

    C: And with yourself?

    A: I don’t know why she would put herself in such a situation.

    C: She’s young, impulsive. Just like you.

    A: But why would she do that?

    C: No one knows. Only she does.

    A: She broke up with me.

    C: Did you find out why?

    A: I didn’t ask.

    C: What did you do after that?

    A: I wanted to have sex with someone else.

    Christine’s ears perked up. This could be her chance.

    C: Why?

    A: I don’t know. To get back at her maybe?

    C: You seem to not know a lot of things. And get back at her for what? Just because she didn’t sleep with you?

    A: Yeah. I guess.

    C: Do you want to have sex with me then?

    A: Huh?

    C: You wanted to have sex with someone else right?

    A: Yes.

    C: Well, I’m right here. What do you want to do?

    She pulled him towards her to hug him on the pretext of comforting him. But her intentions were obviously clear as she held his face to her chest.

    A: Don’t do that.

    C: Why?

    A: I might get turned on?

    C: Might only?

    ************

    Wilson and the gang were getting bored. All they had been hearing for the past half an hour were the moans of their youngest and freshest girl.

    He knocked on the door.

    W: Si ginna! Hor liao buay?

    The door unlocked and opened, Ben was wiping his mouth.

    They looked in. The girl was lying motionless on the bed, legs spread wide, panting.

    G: What did you do to her bro?

    B: Lick and finger only. She so tight. I scared to go in.

    W: Of course tight la bro! She haven’t start work yet!

    B: Oh.

    Another girl went in to speak to her. They spoke in Thai so Ben had no idea what they were saying. The girl then said something to Gary. He laughed.

    G: Bro, you never cum ah?

    B: Never.

    G: You jialat la bro.

    W: Ask you to test girl, you test yourself.

    B: Err. I never find prostitute before.

    G: 30 minutes bro. They pleasure you. Not the other way around.

    B: Paiseh. I really don’t know.

    Wilson laughed, and said something in Thai to one of the older girls. She giggled and took Ben by the arm, leading him to her room.

    Barely five minutes later, all they heard was her moans.

    Wilson shook head. When would Ben learn that women were there to pleasure them? Then again, this actually could work out. The girls knew what their job was, and it was unlikely that any of them actually derived pleasure from it. Now, somehow there was a teenage boy with the skills to pleasure women. Somewhere in his warped mind, Wilson actually thought that perhaps he could just send his girls to Ben to keep them motivated to do their jobs. He probably should be considering an increase in their salaries instead.

    The second girl came out of her room with Ben, barely walking straight.

    G: Bro what happened now?

    B: I don’t know, her blowjob is damn good. I came in two minutes. Then I told her it’s my turn to make her feel good.

    Gary said something to the girl who replied. He laughed.

    G: She says she needs to pay you.

    B: That’s nice.

    W: I’m not increasing your salary.

    B: Don’t need. Just let me pleasure them when they want it.

    W: Wah. I don’t know if you’re stupid or just weird. But ok.

    He relayed this information to the other girls, and sure enough, one more dragged him to her room.

    Ben was grinning like an idiot. Somehow he had stumbled upon the greatest job on earth. Now, he just needed to hide here, earn enough money and wait for the heat on him outside to die down before he decided on his next move.

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    Chapter #204

    Alex was right. Jessica and Jane were around the same size, so Jessica passed Jane some other clothes to wear while she was staying over. Christine’s clothes looked way too big for her anyway.

    She changed the sheets in the spare room and helped Jane to settle in.

    While she was not expecting this, it certainly did not come as a surprise. Her intuition told her something was not right when Jane sent Alex that message. She could not imagine what else could have happened if he did not go to her aid.

    But Jane did say whatever happened was not something that did not happen to her before. The poor girl, how many times was she almost raped? Then again, it did arouse Jessica’s suspicions. If it happened before, why did Jane not want to go home? Or let her parents know about it? If it happened before, her parents would be more understanding or perhaps even accepting of what happened.

    She gave Jane her number in case she needed something when she was out at work, tucked her in and headed back to her own room.

    She was a little disappointed that Alex was not there. She certainly was hoping for some cuddles in his manly arms, some teasing of his manly cock, and perhaps even some orgasms from his manly tongue and fingers.

    But now she was no longer alone in the house, for the next couple of days anyway, so she guessed she probably should behave a little more appropriately. After all, Alex was only a few floors away, she could have him any time she wanted.

    Jessica looked out her window and lit a cigarette. She wondered what Alex was doing at home and if she should ask him to come back and talk to Jane anyway. Surely their shared years of history and memories were worth more than whatever just happened right? But Alex was still pretty immature in that aspect and perhaps he was holding a grudge. If only there was a way to make him look past the events and accept them.

    *************

    A: Why are you doing this?

    C: Doing what?

    A: You’re obviously trying to turn me on.

    C: I’m just giving you a comforting hug.

    Christine squished his face harder against her boobs.

    A: Why aren’t you wearing a bra?

    C: I don’t wear bras at home.

    A: I’m not very comfortable right now.

    C: Oh sorry. Your ribs?

    A: Just bruised. Nothing broken.

    She released him and he sat up.

    C: How can I make you feel better?

    A: You can’t.

    C: Really?

    She ran her fingers up his thigh, and felt his cock twitching. He grabbed her hand.

    A: Christine, stop. How does this help me feel better?

    She ignored him and grabbed it over his shorts. Yup, Justin and Daniel were bigger. If she had Alex now, she probably would not be as satisfied as she had been that afternoon.

    She pulled down his shorts and gave his dickhead a tentative lick. He did not stop her.

    A: Seriously, is this how adults solve problems? With sex?

    C: We aren’t even having sex.

    She wrapped her lips around his hardened pole, teasing him with her tongue, swirling it around. Among all the blowjobs he ever had, Christine’s was seriously the best.

    A: I don’t feel better.

    C: You don’t like my blowjobs?

    A: It’s not that. It just isn’t the right time or place.

    C: Well, you still came up.

    A: I wanted to talk. Or something.

    C: No, you wanted to find Ben. And then what?

    A: Beat him up?

    C: Why didn’t you? Just now.

    Christine got up and removed her shorts, positioning herself above his twitching erection.

    A: What are you doing?

    C: Relax. I’m just rubbing myself against you.

    A: Don’t put it in. I’m not ready.

    C: You still holding on to that pact with Jane?

    A: Yeah.

    C: Whatever for?

    A: I don’t know.

    Christine removed her t-shirt and pulled Alex’s face to her chest again. He automatically cupped them, and took a nipple in his mouth.

    C: Ah ha! You want this too!

    A: Well, you do have really nice tits.

    C: Suck them.

    He did.

    She rubbed her clit up and down his pole, concentrating on the sensations it was causing her. Honestly, she was still a little sore from the pounding this afternoon, and part of her did not want to take his virginity without explicit permission.

    A: Why are you this horny? I don’t remember you being like this.

    C: You don’t know me very well.

    A: I remember how you got embarrassed when we spoke inappropriately during the chalet.

    C: Well yeah. I wasn’t expecting that. That’s not something you hear kids talk about you know…

    A: What happened?

    C: Alex, I always had a high sex drive thanks to my ex boyfriend. I thought by being a teacher perhaps I could put all those thoughts aside. Concentrate on being professional, and not some sex-starved nymphomaniac.

    A: And yet here you are, rubbing yourself on me, making me play with your tits.

    C: You could always tell me to stop you know? But you didn’t.

    A: I kind of enjoy this too.

    C: Then we both have a problem.

    A: I don’t know how to explain. The things I do with those girls, it makes me feel powerful.

    Christine recalled his oral prowess.

    C: Powerful? How so?

    A: It’s like I can drive any girl I want crazy. Make them crave for me. Make them want me.

    C: You’re sick.

    A: And I don’t even need to have sex with them.

    C: Is that what you want? Acceptance?

    A: I guess so.

    C: Because you feel abandoned?

    A: I don’t know.

    C: Why didn’t you just sleep with Grace then? None of this would have happened if you two had a healthy sexual relationship.

    A: It didn’t feel right with her.

    C: What do you mean?

    A: We only got together because she liked me. And I didn’t want her to get into trouble after what she did during the passing out ceremony.

    C: Are you serious?

    A: Yes.

    C: Then you like Jane?

    A: I do.

    C: Then why aren’t you with her now?

    A: It’s complicated.

    C: No it’s not.

    A: It is. We broke up.

    C: And yet you were the first person she thought to call when she needed help.

    A: Who else can she call?

    C: I don’t know? Me? Her parents?

    A: I couldn’t get her wet.

    C: Huh?

    A: When we wanted to have sex. She wasn’t aroused by me.

    C: Oh. What’s the link?

    A: I felt useless. Then she asked me to leave.

    C: Arousal is a state of mind you know? It’s not something we can control.

    A: Judging by how wet you are now, I wonder if there has ever been a time you weren’t wet.

    C: Hello? I’m rubbing myself on your hard cock. If I’m not wet it’s going to hurt. But yes, I’m very aroused right now. As I was on that night I saw Ben fucking Grace.

    A: Why do you think Jane wasn’t wet?

    C: Did you talk to her?

    A: Not really.

    C: Shouldn’t you talk to her?

    A: I don’t want to. She did it on purpose.

    C: Did what?

    A: Call Ben to go to a hotel for sex.

    C: How do you know it’s on purpose?

    A: She did it to spite me.

    C: How do you know if you didn’t talk to her?

    A: He was my best friend.

    C: I know.

    A: And yet now I want to kill him.

    C: Good luck finding him.

    A: Do you know where he is?

    C: You really came here to fish for information?

    A: Sort of.

    C: This is the weirdest interrogation technique I’ve ever seen.

    A: Yeah. It isn’t working.

    C: That’s because I don’t know where he is. And after what he did to Jane, I’m glad he’s gone. Feel like an idiot for taking pity on him.

    A: Was it worth it?

    C: Huh?

    A: You had a lot of sex with him right?

    C: Well yes.

    A: Was it worth it?

    C: We both were fulfilling a basic need.

    A: Right.

    C: I think that’s where Ben grew up faster than you. You’re still stuck in a child-like mentality. Sure, shit happens, you just need to accept it, move on, and don’t make the same mistakes again. Stop holding on to the past grudges.

    A: How can I let go of certain things?

    C: Only you can decide how you want to live your life. Take this stupid pact of yours for example. So many girls want to sleep with you, yet all you do is tease them, while holding out for Jane. You don’t even want to talk to Jane to work things out, and yet you still fool around with all the other girls.

    A: I’m not the one using others to pleasure herself.

    C: Very funny.

    Christine got off, leaving a trail of her juices on Alex’s hard cock.

    C: I’ll stop then. But I need you to think about what you really want.

    A: I don’t know.

    C: Think about it. Go home. Go to Jane. Or whoever you seek comfort in. I’m obviously not the right person since all I want is your cock inside me.

    A: What do I do about Ben?

    C: What about him?

    A: I can’t let this go.

    C: I don’t know where he is.

    A: I’ll find him.

    C: And then?

    A: I don’t know.

    C: Let it go Alex. Who knows, Ben may be suffering right now because of his actions.

    *************

    Ben indeed was suffering.

    It was nearly 5am, and he had been in each of the 8 girls’ rooms, working his magic tongue and fingers on each and every one of them.

    Wilson had already given up trying to convince Ben that it should be the other way around, that the girls were there to pleasure men. Whatever Ben was doing, it was making them happy. Perhaps he should reconsider the salary he was offering to Ben. But if Ben did not ask, he would not offer anything.

    As Ben went to sleep on the sofa, he was already calculating how long he needed to work for Wilson before he disappeared again. The agreed salary was decent, there was no way he could be earning that much anywhere else given that he had no educational qualifications to speak of. Besides, he was getting tons of free sex from very experienced females, all he needed to do was reciprocate and they would do anything for him. Who knows, he might even take over the entire house one day if he worked smart.

    But for now, he needed to get some rest otherwise he might not make a good impression on the big boss later on.

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    Chapter #205

    Sorry all, contracted covid, negative already but still having some symptoms.

    Also super busy at work due to the long MC.

    Will write again soon.

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