Well the relationship is already over as it happened a few years ago. Will write the next instalment if there is a demand for it.
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japboy
now d second part…. the story was great except for the ending as it’s a bit of anti-climatic. sorry to bring up ur sad past but we would like to know wat happened when ur r/s turned sour…. if u dun wanna talk abt it den we’ll let it past…. 10Q..
Since bros are interested, let me recollect my thoughts and write it out sometime next week.
Ok this is a more detailed part of what happened after that night.
After realising that I have ejaculated into her, she frowned and tears started to well in her eyes. Looking into her teary eyes, I could not stand it and looked away feeling very guilty about taking away her virginity and ejaculating into her. I was in turmoil and I could hear her sobbing behind. I keep asking myself what have I done. Although she was not the first virgin I have sex with (I was a virgin when I had sex with my first girlfriend who was also one) but she is different in the sense that she did not really consent to having sex or wanted to experience sex like what my first girlfriend did. I turned around and hugged her tightly. I could feel her tears flowing down my shoulder blade. After a while, the sobbing subside and I asked her how is she feeling and why is she crying? The answer that she gave me made me wish that there were a hole in front of me that can swallow me up. She said that she did not really want to have sex but was not in the right mind to reject it. She is crying because firstly she has lost something very precious to her, which she has protected for the past 3 relationship and wanted to keep it for her husband. Secondly, she is afraid that she might be pregnant and we even have sex twice. Arghhhh. What was I thinking? I told her I be responsible if anything happened and although it does not change the fact, what done cannot be undone. So after cleaning up, I left her house with tails between my legs.
I did not go home straight but instead wandered into a temple and prayed. Thoughts flowed through my mind and I feel that I hurt her badly and wanted that I should be man enough to marry her. I mean, she is not bad looking with a stable career and I do love her. But I have still not established my career as such I feel that I may not match her.
Never feel so miserable in my life whereby I don’t think I have really done anything wrong but feel that I really did something wrong. I called her after reaching home but she said that she is tired and wanted to sleep so I let her be. I am also wondering what will the reaction my family will have if I have a shotgun marriage. I know my father will flip and even disown me as he cares a lot about ‘face’. My grandmother will probably be very upset.
The next few days were very stressful and I tried to be extra nice to her by meeting her after work and having time with her. It also made be realised how expensive a pregnancy test kit cost as we bought a few to test everyday. I was a bit shy in purchasing it from Guardian. As mentioned, the only contact we have was holding hands and a kiss on the lips.
So when her period came, it was like I just received my result slip and I have scored distinctions. I was over the moon with the news. Although Cherie looked relief, she still looked sad. Breaking her virginity must have really hurt her very badly. There was this barrier that came between us and I noticed that slowly her character started to change.
The next weeks flew quickly and it seems like we were building back the ‘damage’ that we suffered that night. So one day, after going jogging together, we went back to her place to shower. As I was feeling very sticky, I told her that I would go in and shower first. While shampooing my hair, I saw her coming into the toilet and start to strip. Do you know that it is very sexy to see girls stripping naked from their sports gear? There she was, stripping and admiring her body in front of the mirror. With her in her sport bra and high cutting panty, my didi started to wake up. But to my surprise, she took off everything and joined me in the shower. I asked her why is she joining me, her reply was that I was too slow and she feels uncomfortable. When 2 naked person comes into contact, things sure happened. True enough, we were soon kissing and touching each other. I was fingering her and kissing her at the same time and when she asked me to fuck her. I paused and rejected her saying that I do not have any condom with me and I do not want to through the whole process again. So what I did was that I fingered her till she cummed while I DIY.
That incident was the start of the change that I see in her. She was going pubbing more often and most of the time, I can’t join her as I have something on that night. One time, she was so drunk that she actually called me to come and fetch her. She also began to talk about her future partner who must be rich and pampered her. She also mentioned about guys going after her and giving her expensive gifts. All these guys are single and very eligible who are in their late 20s to early 40s. Of course, I am jealous but what can I do as she assured me that they are just friends. Sigh…no money, no career, how to compare.
One night, she called me again to pick her as she is too drunk to go home by herself. As usual, found her waiting for me, not too drunk to walk by herself. When we reached her place, she started kissing me fiercely in the lips and stripping her clothes. When we were both naked and aroused, she went to her drawer and took out a condom, which she passed it to me. I was shocked and stunned but since it is late at night and big brain is tired so little brain took over. I capped and started to fuck her. That night, we made love 3 times and we were so tired that we slept naked. Over the next few occasions, whenever either one of us had the urge, we will make love and she will provide the condom as I don’t carry it with me.
However, I feel that the girl I knew a year ago was no longer the girl I know now. Soon we started to talk less and every time we talked, a guy named Joe will definitely comes up. I know that he is wooing her and this guy is rich but I cannot stop the guy from chasing after Cherie right. Although, I told Cherie that I am uncomfortable with the idea she is going out with him, she said that they are just friends and it is common for people of different sex to go out together. At this point I realised that I have lost her and it hurt me deeply. Well the final straw came when she told me that she was going holiday with him and he is paying for it. Like I said before, I asked her how about our relationship and she said that since I did officially asked her to be my girlfriend, she was free to pursue other options. I was shattered but I knew this day will come as in terms of career or education, I was lacking behind her due to the fact that I have to serve NS. I am not blaming NS but just that girls should take that into consideration as we will also be behind them in their 20s but will catch up and surpass them in our 30s if we are capable. Maybe…..if we did not have sex that night….we might have a future…..Maybe…maybe…..maybe……
Thank you bros for your support. I personally think that the reason why we broke up was that we were not mature enough to handle the sex and pregnancy issues.
Marriage is like gambling, you will always want to place your bets to get the best possible outcome. Seldom do we have people handle it like shares, buy because of the potential.
Sorry to keep all brudders waiting as I was busy with my work
While I was recovering from my emotional scar, I was working very hard at work in building up my career. Coming in early to the office and leave after the sun has set. It was during this period of time that a new gal, Val joined our department, which is the marketing department. She is in a late 20s and has ROM but has not gone for her customary marriage. Her looks wise, some will give her 7 but I will give her a 5.5 – 6 as she is too ‘lian’ for my liking. She has long wavy hair but her dressing is very revealing, typical of a marketing gal. Either it is very low cut, bareback, off shoulder, tube or see through which can be easily covered up by a jacket when meeting clients. See girls can wear sexily and even look formal with just a jacket on. Anyway, I was assigned to mentor her as I am considered quite senior in the department liao. I am sianz half already as first I am already pretty busy with my work and secondly, she is not my type plus still recovering from the hurt. But since order came from the top, lan lan have to obey.
So we worked on projects together, have lunch together and even stayed in the office late together. One advantage of working with her is that she drives and when we need to go to location that is pretty far and not easily accessible by taxi, we will use her car. One unfortunate thing is that she is a very bad driver and I think I have lost a few months of my life seating in her car with my heart getting heart attack very so often. Until one day, as she was not feeling well, I took over the wheels and from that day onwards, I was the driver and my life became safer. During this time, we also talked about life and ourselves. Her husband, Dan is in his early 40s who travelled often. But the most shocking information is that it was arranged marriage (I thought such thing only exists in our grandparents’ time). The background it seems that her husband is her distant relative who is an only son from a wealthy family. So in order to secure the family line, his grandmother arranged the marriage through her sister. In other words, Val’s grandmother and Dan’s grandmother are siblings. Knowing that arranged marriage might not work out, Dan’s grandmother actually pay for all the upbringing expenses of Val including her university studies. To further strengthen the marriage arrangement, Dan’s family also paid for the Val’s two elder sister’s university studies and her elder brother overseas studies. Val has known since young that she already has a husband arranged and resented the fact but since the Dan’s family has done so much for her family, she has an obligation to fulfil the promised. Moreover, she can choose to live a life of a tai tai if she wants to, as some of the items that she wore are so expensive that it cost more than her 1-month salary. Her husband also doted on her by buying things she wants from overseas. On one hand, I pity her, but on the other hand, I envy her financial freedom.
As mentioned before, she like to wear low cut dress and I think her boobs is cup A but somehow she will wear her bra in such manner that it will have a longkang and show off her cleavage. So sometimes while standing over her table, I could enjoy free show and refresh my eyes. She is also a cheongster who if schedule permits will go to the pub every alternate days which is the reason she gave for dressing so sexily as she is too lazy to go home and change.
It was during this period of time that we had to arrange for a 2 days conference for our clients and as it was a regional conference, we put all our efforts into this project so that everything will go on smoothly. The conference itself will be held at a 5 star hotel and all the participants will be staying at the hotel. So our job is to find the hotel, arranged everything from food to accommodations to sightseeing. Although it was out of our normal scope of business, our company decided to do it as it was a major client and they pay the company a service fee for it. I never knew it was so difficult to arrange of a conference. My initial plan was to house all the participants on the same floor but then it became impossible as some want smoking floor, some don’t want. Some are afraid of heights and want low floors while some want high floors. Anyway to spare all bros the details of arrangement, all I could say was it was indeed a valuable lesson learnt.
The participants start to arrive a few days before the conference as such Val and I was spending a lot of time in the hotel and airport. As planned, we intend to stay at the hotel through the whole conference so that we can cut down on the travelling time, in separate rooms of course. But as you aware, Murphy law about thing that will go wrong will go wrong. So it happened in this case as a participant decided that at the last minute, he could make it for the conference. So we were shortage of a room as the hotel is fully booked for the period and as such, I decided to give up my room and sleep at home. However Val asked me to stay in her room as it has two double single beds anyway and it was more convenient for me. So I accepted her request.
Still feeling uncomfortable, I spoke to the reservation manager and requested that if there is a room available, to book it for me so that I can shift out of her room. With a bit of apprehension, I took my luggage and went into her room.
Val was in the room typing on the laptop when I entered and she asked me to choose my bed. So I chose the bed nearer to the window, as I need some breathing space. After some washing up, we both proceed to look at the event hall and to make sure that all the guests has arrived. The day passed quickly as we were both busy with the work that dinner was just sandwich on the go. After making sure that everything has been prepared, I looked at my watch and discovered that it was already 1100hrs. I am so tired and ready to hit the sack when Val suggested going for a drink before turning in. I refuse politely saying that I really tired and suggested that if she wants to go, she can go ahead without me. Val said no problem and she was off. Like I said before, she is a cheongster. Went back to the room and then I discovered that I did not bring any decent clothes to sleep. All I have is just a singlet and a boxer short as I thought I would be sleeping alone. Sigh, always be prepared.
Anyway, after a quick shower, I settled in and was quickly asleep. As I am a light sleeper due to training in the army and call centre, I was aware when Val came into the room. While pretending to be asleep, I could tell that she was slightly drunk and was reek of alcohol. Anyway, I saw her stripping to her undies and went to the toilet. Maybe I was too tired but I just fell asleep again. In morning, I could feel sunlight on my eyes, when I opened my eyes, oh my gosh, what I saw made the little brother stand attention even straighter than the normal morning erection. Val was standing in front of the window doing some stretching in pink see through lingerie and I could see that she was not wearing any bra and only a cotton panty. She has a very good figure and her butt is pretty perky. Even if I don’t like her face, most men can’t resist that image in front of them. Taking care not to make any noise, I peeked through my eyelids and admired the sight. After a while, she turned around and I was able to catch a glimpse of her nipples before closing my eyes. She went to the toilet and I could hear the shower running. Now I got a erected didi and nowhere to release.
Slowly I tried to calm myself down and sit up to switch on the television to indicate that I am awake. After about 15 minutes, I saw the toilet door opened and to my surprise, I saw Val coming out in a black strapless bra and panty with her hair bundled up indicating it was my turn to use the toilet. I was a bit shocked and in trance, I walked to the toilet and closed the door. Once inside, I breathe rapidly and went for a cold shower to cool me down. When I finished dressing up, I saw Val dressed up and ready to go. She was in a grey power suit but the image of her in her bra and panty is still firmly eked in my mind. She smiled and asked me whether I am ready. Giving a feeble smile back, I said yup and we proceed for breakfast. Back in my mind, I have a feeling something is going to happen and little did I imagine how right I am.
Sorry guys to keep you waiting but was pretty busy with work. Will try to write out the story and post it next week.
The whole passed in a blink of an eye with the conference taking up all of our time. It was a really busy day with us being the co-ordinator, facilitator and master of ceremony all rolled into one. Despite being very busy, I was also scanning at the participants for any chio bu and I locked my target on the Taiwanese rep, Sandy who is in her late 20s and is the deputy country manager. She has this SYT face and looks like she is only 21. She oozes charm dressed in her power suit, which reminds me of those personal banker or financial advisor. Anyway, on other hand Val, was busy entertaining the guys and I could see a few of them already trying to bed her. After a long day, the participants are supposed to go for a Japanese dinner. AS such, they are given an hour to change before going for the dinner.
I changed into a mandarin collar shirt while Val changed into a black dinner dress accompany by black tube and a black cardigan. Although I saw her in her undies while we were changing, I was too pressed for time to have any reaction.
The dinner was a typical Japanese dinner with plenty of drinking and toasting and with some tact, I managed to manoeuvre myself to sit next to Sandy. The beer and sake were flowing around the table and being a weak drinker, I stick to beer to prevent myself from going drunk. During the course of dinner, I managed to know Sandy better. She is 28 years old from Taoyuan and she came from a wealthy family but did not want to work in her family business, which is why she came to Taipei to work. On one hand, we were chatting about our life while on the other hand, she was accepting toasts from her colleagues. Boy can she really drink, as I saw her gulping one cup after another. Towards the end of the dinner, I could see that she was quite tipsy and high. All these while, I was also keeping an eye on Val as she was also drinking like that there is no tomorrow. Anyway after the dinner, Val and a couple of the participants decided to go clubbing and asked me to come along. I was in two minds about it as on one hand, I would like to follow Val to keep an eye on her while on the hand, Sandy was not going and I might get a chance to get to know her better. So I decided to ask Sandy what is her programme for the night. She replied that we could go to our room to continue drinking and chatting. With that, I made up my mind that Val was old enough to take care of herself so I went over to tell her to go and enjoy herself.
With the matter settled, I went over to Sandy and we decided to go over to my room since she said that her room is in a mess. Once in the room, she kicked off her heels and sat on my bed. I could tell that she was stoned and we started to talk about our love life. She was relating about her recent break up while I talked about mine. It could be the alcohol or the environment that we feel so comfortable with each other that she lied on my chest while we chatted. With my arms around her waist, I planted kisses on her hair occasionally while savouring her nice hair smell during our conversation. There was this boyfriend-girlfriend feeling that makes me feel so happy and sad at the same time. Suddenly she turned over and looked straight into my eyes and it was at this instant that I found her eyes so enchanting. She gave me a light peck on my lips, which release whatever that held me back. I kissed back and we were soon frenching with each other. During the whole time, I could not recall when did we took off our clothes but I soon found both of us naked and kissing each other all over the bodies. I was licking at her nipples, which were light brown in colour, and I guess she was a C cupper. I massaged her breast slowly and she was moaning softly. I moved my finger to her pussy and found it to be well trimmed and wet. Slowly, I start to insert my finger into her pussy and finger fucked her. I started with a few slow strokes followed by few quick strokes and her breathing increased. Soon she was cumming and her body shivered with her juice flowing down my finger. I took out my finger and let her lick her own juice and she in turn started to stroke and lick my didi.
Suddenly, I heard some noise outside and the door to my room opened. Both of us freeze while I used the blanket to cover up our bodies. Although the room was dark, the light in the corridor revealed that Val was back and in mind, I was thinking shit. How am I going to get out of this mess? Wait a minute, she is not alone as there is a guy with her. All this while, they were kissing and hands groping each other obvious to anything around them. They sat on her bed and continue what they were doing before. Great, I have another couple that is going to have sex next to me while I have a naked lady under my blanket. Val must have heard my thought because suddenly she whispered to the guy to go to his room as not to disturb me. The guy must have agreed because they stood up and left the room rather nosily.