- 有一点动心 (I falling for you)
- 天天想你 (Missing you every day)
- 不要对他说 (Please do not tell her)
- 大海 (The Ocean)
- 心如刀割 (It feels like I’m being stabbed in the heart)
- 最爱的人伤我最深 (The one I loved hurts me the most)
- You Took My Heart Away.
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Bro coffeecans, just rewarded you with my 9 humble points for your excellent efforts and writing skills
Cheers, and have a brilliant weekend
wow. its an honour. Thanks Rasta and all who have upped me
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wow. its an honour. Thanks Rasta and all who have upped me
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I shut myself again in my room where her words really hurt. But what could I do?
There were no replies from PixieFairy either.
It was when suddenly a thought came to mind. Was PixieFairy Jane?
No. It can’t be. No one knows about my blog. No one except my sis.
But would she reveal it to Jane?
I slapped myself. “Don’t be stupid. How could Jane ask his sis? Who do you think you are? You are nothing but an obstacle.”
I spend the whole day listening to ballads. The sadder, the better as there was a chinese saying “Counter poison with poison”. My face were soaked with salty tear drops. I missed the times with Jane in the coffeeshop. And the little moments together. But I knew they would never happen again.
Mum gently knocked the door and I opened it.
Mum: You alright son?
I forced a weak smile and nodded.
Mum: Is it because of Jane?
I shook my head.
Me: No mum. It’s over. She doesn’t see me as a friend already, mum. To her I’m just an obstacle. She had almost changed overnight. It’s like a totally different person I saw and met. I don’t think she will be coming here anymore.
Mum patted my shoulders.
Jane was totally sunk into her own world. She was starting to like all the attention from the classmates, and guys from the other classes. When she goes on recess time, she did not even had to pay for a single plate of food. Many bought different kinds of food from the canteen and asked if she wants to eat it. They would block an entire table exclusive for her. She then would only take a few spoonful and cleaned her lips, leaving the unfinished food on the table. There were many guys who would eat from her spoon just to ‘share’ with her.
However, her actions pissed some girls too. They were staring fiercely at her but the high and mighty Jane didn’t even flinch at their stares, for she knew, even if they try something funny, there would be loads of guys jumping in to rescue her.
For that day onwards, she practically stopped her athletics training and spent entire afternoons going out to play, movies, eat with different guys each time. The news of her beauty spread like wild fire to the neighboring schools where guys would deliberately stand outside the school to catch a glimpse of her.
And on this particular day, this guy stood outside the gate of the school, waiting for Jane. And he was someone very familiar. His eyes feasted on her but Jane did not seem to notice him from a distance.
He stood outside, then walked towards Jane.
Bernard: Hey you. Remember me or not?
Jane stopped with the guy (Gary) beside her.
Gary: Who do you think you are talking to, you fake blonde hair guy.
Bernard started to raise his voice: Who are you? Hey I saw this girl even before you ok?
Jane’s head was full of question marks. Who is he?
Jane: Who are you?
Bernard was stunned.
Bernard: Wa lao eh. Chiobu you forgot me so fast is it?
Jane: Sorry I think you got the wrong person. I don’t think I’ll know a crude and low class person like you.
Bernard: Hey hey hey. Limpeh is the one you met at the coffeeshop ok! And that shortie guy made a bloody fool out of me. Nabei what Inspector Sam, limpeh went to gather information and there were none called Inspector Sam lor. Now where is that bastard?
Jane looked at Gary, and signaled him to get rid of Bernard.
Gary went in front of Jane as if he was protecting her but Bernard threw a punch right at him and he flew.
Bernard: Useless. Good looking but useless. One punch and he’s out.
Bernard looked at Jane and she felt fear which reminded her of Max. Who would solve the problems with wit rather then a head on collision.
Gary stood up and instead of protecting Jane, he ran away.
Bernard: Hey chiobu, go out with me lah. Limpeh will take good care of you ok?
Jane looked around and there were no one in sight. She was in the state of panic when luckily she saw one of her form teacher walking out.
She ran towards her, and asked if she could walk her out to wait for Maria together by telling her about the stranger who tried to ask her out.
Bernard spat on the floor and left the school, trying to catch a glimpse of Jane until he saw a BMW enter and pick her up.
Now Jane was thinking if her overconfidence had brought in more disasters instead of attention but that wasn’t just the only thing that was happening. It was all but just a start.
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For weeks, Jane’s arrogance had pissed off many. Also those who tried to court her was rejected flat for not meeting her expectations. The more she looked into her mirror the more she expected from the guy she wanted to be with.
Tall, suave, charming, rich, elegant, big car, neat hair, must wear cologne, etc. So many failed and her replies were always the same few: “You cannot make it. You are not good enough for me. Scram. Take a look at yourself in the mirror. Are you worth me?”
Slowly she was losing attention. For many had grown tired of her ‘untouchable or super high expectation’ self. She had completely stopped talking to Max even though they were classmates.
Now she kept asking Maria to pick her up in the school compound for she was too afraid of meeting Bernard outside. She hated that thug who only knew how to use violence.
She had started to keep looking around, in fear that there were people like Bernard lurking around just to date her. This phobia was getting serious.
A few months had passed and she was no longer the talk in school for they got bored of her whilst there was another girl from the other class gaining popularity. Now that she wasn’t surrounded much by guys anymore, the group of girls from the other class was cracking their knuckles. Their eyes gleamed like wolves. And they were planning something. Something bad.
I too was still spending my time writing on my blog, still treating it as my diary. Pouring out my feelings online felt good.
The group of girls was discussing something. Something big. No one knew them from the other class, not even myself.
The girls gathered around MacDonald’s and they were jotting some things down, and grinning sinisterly before a tall and charming guy joined them. His name was Benedict. And they called him “Casanova, Prince of the Heartbreaker”.
He sat down and one of the girls (Ginny) sat close to him, letting him roam his hands over her.
Ginny: Hey suave, got a target for you. Shatter her to pieces, will you?
Benedict: And what would I get in return?
Ginny brushed her heels on his legs and sensually moved her fingers towards his pants seductively.
Ginny: What would you like in return? Hmmmm… ahhhh…. Maybe we could discuss that further….. in your….hot….ahhhh… car….
Benedict gleamed as Ginny stood up and gestured for him to leave.
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Benedict led the way to his Toyota Wish in the carpark. Ginny stared with him with such hungry eyes that Ben wanted so much to devour her totally. And the way Ginny stuck her tongue out was driving him nuts. He was getting all hot and lustful. And Ginny purposely unbuttoned two of her top buttons for Ben. He could see some droplets of sweat in between her breasts, making it look so erotic. He wanted so much to lick the droplets right away. And her breasts were held by two pink polka dotted half cup bras which make her look so hot. She purposely shook for him to see her breasts jiggling.
Ben stretched his hands, aiming to cup her breasts but her fingers were showing the “no no no” sign.
Ginny: Nah nah nah. Until you break her heart completely, only then you can get a piece of heaven. Perhaps… perhaps I can ease your urge now… only for a while.
Ginny moved her hands outside his pants, circling around that hardened rod that Ben had. Then she unzipped him, spit on his dick and pumped using her delicate fingers. She was really skillful with that and Ben was on top of the world. He was thinking that if her handjob could send him to heaven, she would be so unbelievable in bed. His hardened dick was no match for her fingers as he ejaculated in an instant, spraying everywhere and some landed near her lips.
The very sight of her bringing the little shots of his cum into her mouth using her tongue was simply too much for him to take.
Ben: Let me know your plan. I want to accomplish that asap. God, you are so good. I’ve never had any girl like you. You make me really horny and desperate. Fuck you Ginny.
Ginny: Here?
She parted her legs and Ben could see a glimpse of her matching panties. She rubbed herself and then stuck her finger into her own pinky, letting out soft and enticing moans while keeping her eyes fixed on Ben, with her biting one finger, then licking it. She took out the finger from her pinky and brushed it on Ben’s lips.
Ginny: How does it taste ahhhhhh… sweet….?
Ben could not take it anymore, he tried to lean towards her, even if he was charged with rape, he would not mind. But Ginny was too quick thinking for him. Before he could get close to her, she opened the door and slammed the door.
Ginny: I will call you tonight to discuss the details. We will stage something and you would be the star.
She then bend her head close to Ben.
Ginny: After that is done, I will let you do (whispers to his ears with her tongue touching his ears) WHATEVER you like to me. (She licked his ears again) All night long. (Another lick) Let’s see how many shots can you have? On my face? Breasts? Butt? Mouth? Even inside. Sssshhh. Ahhhh…. I’m already feeling myself getting real wet… and hot inside…. sssss….. will you ease the itch I’m having? (She licked his ears again before she turned her head and left).
She was walking shaking her butt from side to side purposely. And Ben was drooling so much. He wanted to get his mission over and done with. For the first time in his life, he never wanted something so badly. The urge was so bad that he could even resort to killing just to complete his mission.
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Jane was starting to have phobia of people trying to lay any ambush or trying to hit on her. She was beginning to lose sleep. It was getting incredibly stressful for her. The dark rings on her eyes was starting to surface.
Ginny had just finished talking to Ben over the phone. They had talked to each other for nearly two hours. Ben was smiling,saying Ginny’s plan was flawless.
And Ben called his friends for help regarding this.
It was painful to see Jane like this in class. She kept looking around for any possible signs of her pursuers. But what could I do? She had already termed me as an obstacle but after being her friend for 2 years, I could barely take it. I walked towards her and asked if she was alright.
Me: Are you alright Jane?
But what I got from her was a single hard slap.
Jane: Get away from me you toad!
The entire class mocked at me. TOAD! TOAD! TOAD! TOAD!
Now that was it. I stormed out of the class and Tina ran after me.
Jane may have discovered that she was too much but her pride kept her from saying sorry. She then stood up and walked as though nothing had happened.
Ginny walked up to Jane.
Ginny: Oh my. What happened to you Jane? You look really pale. Did something happened?
Ginny said as she gave her a hug.
Jane hugged back Ginny and cried where Ginny’s uniform got wet. Ginny’s eyebrow arched angrily as she did not want to have anything to do with Jane but because she had something up her sleeve, she had to continue her act.
Ginny: Poor you. Tell me what happened? Come sit here. I’m here for you.
Jane was shocked by Ginny’s words but because they were all females, she thought that Ginny was her best friend at this moment. For all her friends left her one by one.
Jane poured out her feelings to Ginny and Ginny’s expression was full of emotions; raising her eyebrows, opening her eyes wide, covering her mouth with her hands, arching her eyebrows, etc and she finally patted Jane on her shoulders.
Ginny: Poor you. It must have been so stressful. I guess being beautiful is not easy. I wished I was as pretty as you Jane but I’m no way prettier than you. I envy you so much.
Ginny’s words brought confidence to Jane.
Ginny: I was thinking. Do you want to join me and my friends together? Let’s go and destress? I know of some great places. How about it?
Jane looked at Ginny and nodded.
Ginny placed her arms over Jane’s shoulders and said: Trust me. You will like it.
Jane followed like a puppet and then Ginny was grinning.
Her plans was starting to unfold.
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I couldn’t describe the pain I was going through. As I picked up my phone, I asked if Tina was free to accompany me for a ktv session.
She agreed immediately and we met at the destination in an hour’s time.
There she was, wearing a yellow top with blue denim jeans. She smiled when she saw me. I tried putting on a smile but I was feeling too emotional for that.
Tina: What song would you like to sing?
She said in a cheerful mood. But I just kept quiet and browsed through the pages silently, clicking on the songs that could tell what I was going through.
Reminds me of the day I met Jane. At first I thought she was the super arrogant type of rich girl, but she wasn’t. Her first impression had made me fall for her unconditionally. Of course without her knowing.
Did you know that a part of you stays in my heart. Each day your smiles lights up my life, my moment.
No no no. Today I seen something I shouldn’t have. I seen her holding hands with another guy. Finally the day I feared had come. But who am I to tell her about what I’m feeling?
If only the currents could wash away the pain I am feeling. If only.
I was feeling really crushed in the insides. I could feel myself being shattered. As the songs I dedicated, my hands were trembling, and my voice became shaky. The thing that I couldn’t control was the sourish feel in my nose.
I have really teared for you. And you really had left with him.
Tina could not hold back her tears. She looked at me. She could feel the sadness in my voice. And she did not say a single word. I chose a song for us to sing and I was not sure how much I could control myself.
Memories of her harsh words pierced me through as though I fell into a pit of spikes.
I was not sure if I could carry on the 3 hour booking in the room. I threw the mike onto the floor. Crossed my hands and legs, and buried my head.
And the songs were still playing.
You become the meaning of my life.
Tina came over and hugged me, asking if I was alright.
I raised my head.
Me: No Tina… it’s hurting like hell… it really hurts…..
Ginny took Jane to a pool game where her usual gang was waiting for her.
Ginny: You know how to play pool?
Jane: Nope. Not really.
Ginny: Don’t be afraid. I will teach you. Or perhaps the pro can teach you so skills.
Ginny turned at winked at Ben as he walked toward her.
Ginny: Meet Ben. Ben, Jane.
They shook hands and almost instantly, Jane fell in love by his charming smile.
Ben: Nice to meet an angel like you. Perhaps we could start the game together? I can teach you how to play. Ginny has booked two tables. We can practice over there ok?
He said as he held her delicate hands and Jane grabbed his hands tighter, nodded as she smiled.
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Now Ben took the club and taught Jane how to grab hold of it properly, when he took the chance to roam his hands over her whenever possible.
Ben: Here hold the club, yes. Bend down. More. Lower.
He said as he positioned her to aim for the white ball. He held her arms, and took the opportunity to brush her breasts using his fingers. And his other hand was using the excuse of ‘positioning’ her where he moved his hands to her lower waist, and placing it near her butt.
Ben: Yes. Lift your butt higher.
He said as he squeezed her butt and pushed upwards, so she could lean more. His tactic was to let him have a full view of her breasts he was aiming from the shirt she was wearing. A black laced half cup bra which make her complexion look more saucy. He then pushed her to and fro to see her breasts move. And he was getting an instant erection.
Ben: Ok. Now come to the side. Place the club here. Focus your eyes on the white ball. You will need to hit the center of the ball and let it disperse the balls. Here let me coach you how to do it.
He positioned himself behind her, and purposely brushed his erected pants in between her legs. She could feel his erected hump and was blushing but she had no rejection for Ben. He was totally what she was looking for. A perfect 10/10. Ben positioned his right arm on her club, whilst his left was positioned near her breast.
Ben: Now relax. 1, 2, 3.
Ben pushed the club, together with his waist and left hand.
Jane let out a loud moan she had never done before. She could feel his bulge rubbing outside her panty. And his left hand was groping her breast. The white ball hit the array of colored balls where it went in different directions. Jane dropped the club and laid on the table with her hands on the table as though she was just ‘doggied’ on the table. Now the people in there turned their heads and laughed. Ginny was secretly taking pictures of Ben teasing her.
The sounds of whistling was heard. Where the people at the other table was shouting “More more more MORE!”
Jane was totally embarrassed as she covered her face with her hands.
Ben then whispered to her ears: Don’t worry about it. It’s alright. Everyone has their first time.
Jane looked at him with trust and nodded her head.
Ben: Let’s do it again.
Ben turned his head to Ginny and signaled the good sign.
Ginny winked back at him, and texted him.
Ginny: Good job. I will reward you will another HJ tonight. How about it?
Ben nodded excitedly like a dog seeing its master.
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Now Jane was starting to learn the art of playing and she was thinking of asking Ben out when he told her.
Ben: Alright. Time’s up. I have to go now. Its nice knowing you.
He said as he leaned forward and kissed Jane’s cheeks. She blushed and looked down. He saw her red face and took the chance to grope her breasts.
Ben: Nice face, nice figure.
He said as he winked at her.
Jane did not reject him nor got angry. She was happy in fact despite his naughty hands.
Jane: Bye Ben.
She said with a smile. But Ben just walked away. Jane was sad but she lit up when she saw him wave from behind.
Ginny walked up to Jane.
Ginny: How’s Ben? Good looking?
Jane nodded.
Ginny: You want to know him better?
Jane nodded.
Ginny: Shall I arrange a date for you two?
Jane paused. Then nodded gently.
Ginny patted Jane’s shoulders.
Ginny: Leave it to me.
Jane thanked her happily.
Ginny: No problem. Small thing. Shall we go?
Jane was in cloud nine whilst Ginny was smiling from the inside.
“Got you” Ginny thought. “Now you gonna pay for what you did earlier to me… insulting me in public… I’m gonna give you back three times the humiliation!”
Ginny was planning the next move now. To let Jane fall in love with Ben and let her taste what it feels like to be ditched. What it feels like to be in despair. The more she thought, the happier she got.
Tina and I finally finished the 3 hour session of ktv. I had literally no voice by now but it felt really good to let it out. Tina did not sing that much as she was too busy asking if I was ok. Perhaps Tina wasn’t that bad as a girlfriend material. Patient, caring and kind of cute. But too bad my heart was locked by Jane. Perhaps in the long run, I might fall for Tina. But nobody knows about the future.
Jane was in high spirits that she decided to give my blog a look. Now the confessions of my feelings was like dirt to her. She felt disgusted about what I wrote and then she replied using Pixie Fairy.
PF: Paintmylove, I think that you should just give up your thinking. Perhaps you and her are too wide apart. From your writings, I could feel that she doesn’t love you a single bit. So stop thinking about her and get on with life! There are a lot more things that you can do. What I feel is that its no use hanging on to someone that doesn’t love you. She eats high end food while you have hawker food; she has a maid that fetches her to school while you take public transport; she wears branded while you wear old clothes. There are just too vast differences between you two. Heed my advice. Don’t waste your time. It’s not worth it.
Jane hoped that her words would bring me to my senses.
As Jane laid on her bed, she was already thinking of the bulge that Ben had and his naughty hands moving all over her. She was getting kind of excited over it. She closed her eyes and visualized the imagery of Ben teaching her. And she could feel the wetness forming below. That felt bizarre and yet good. She let her imagination run wild; the next thing she knew, her fingers were just tapping outside her panty. Just what was that feeling? She could feel herself getting high. Before she could react, a jet of liquid came gushing out, leaving her feeling a little exhausted, yet excited and horny.
Ben fetched Ginny at their meeting place an discussed the next step. And of course, Ginny brought him to heaven, leaving him to lust for more with the condition that he must succeed.
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