I saw your face, in a crowded place…
And I don’t know what to do~~~
Cause I’ll never be with you.
Yay! I think I already pitch tent here.
*goes to check my subscribed thread list*
This was just a naughty thought that came to me when I was in the middle of my emo.
LOL, what happens when she reads the entry where Max PCC in the bra ar?
*must not wander forums like a ninja*
*must focus on stuff I need to do* XD
Jane read the blogs non stop. She didn’t know how much she meant to him. She didn’t know. To her Max was like a buddy and there was all it was to her.
There were just some pieces that made her heart soften.
“She who brings Spring everytime I see her”
Seeing her smile lights up myself, for she looks so beautiful; she had stole my soul. I would just give everything up to spend just a single moment with her, even if it means only seconds.
I know. This are just mere thoughts. Who would even notice a toad like me. I am just a nobody that none would notice. For me, seeing her was like watching a damsel. I can only dream. Only dream.
“The Happiest Day in My Life”
Yes! She had agreed to go cycling together. Never would I expect to be hearing this. Yes! Yes! Yes! *Kicks legs and swings arms* I’m the happiest and most fortunate guy in the whole wide world! Right I know its nothing special but the very thought of spending time with her is already enough for me. Even if I were to die the next day, I would be satisfied. I would be. But why am I feeling that it may not be as per what I plan? Why do I have a bad feeling about tomorrow? Perhaps its just me. Do you know what? Sometimes I really wished I could just pour out my inner feelings to her? But I knew its just impossible.
I know. This are just mere thoughts. Who would even notice a toad like me. I am just a nobody that none would notice. For me, seeing her was like watching a damsel. I can only dream. Only dream.
Jane waited, for she would want to know what Max was thinking when he waited and saw her together with her boyfriend. But there were no updates when she kept on pressing the refresh button. It was already 5am in the morning. Jane yawned and stretched her arms. She decided to just give it a last try when she saw a new post…
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I’m gonna live my life
Like everyday’s the last
Without a simple goodbye
It all goes by so fast
And now that you’re gone
I can’t cry hard enough
No I can’t cry hard enough
For you to hear me now
Can I open my eyes
And see for the first time
I’ve let go of you like
A child letting go of his kite
There it goes
Up in the sky
There it goes
Beyond the clouds
For no reason why
I can’t cry hard enough
No I can’t cry hard enough
For you to hear me now
Can I look back in vain
And see you standing there
With all that remains
Its just an empty chair
And now that you’re gone
I can’t cry hard enough
No I can’t cry hard enough
For you to hear me now
There it goes
Up in the sky
There it goes
Beyond the clouds
For no reason why
I can’t cry hard enough
No I can’t cry hard enough
For you to hear me now
For the song reflects what I’ve been hiding in me, for I can’t cry hard enough for you to hear me now. There you left. I can’t control but I’m in pain. For the countless storm in my heart was stirring, why would I be so sad even if I knew nothing would ever happen between us? Why is this hurting so much. I’ve never been in love. Seeing couples holding hand happily and the lonely me could only stand in the heavy downpour, letting the heavy droplets drench me to my very soul. For I would never be the same again. I am all but a toad. All but a toad. Jumping back to the very hole I bury myself within. I do not want this nightmare. Who would save my soul now? For who would my life be brightened again? How would I take the courage to see her again?
It’s just so painful for no matter how hard my heart screams, it wouldn’t be heard. For it hurts just so much to even think of what I saw. But what am I to do? I’m just a toad. Nothing but a toad.
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Jane couldn’t hold back her tears. It wasn’t because she was touched but she had never experienced someone loving her so much. It felt really good to be loved but likewise in reality, she may not be able to accept Max for who he is. Max was right in a way; they were two poles apart. And he could not be what she wanted. Her expectations were high. He had to be good looking, charismatic and well to do. She would not be going for the guy-next-door kind of guy.
She let out a heavy sigh. And went off to sleep.
Halfway through her sleep she suddenly woke up with an idea.She signed up a fake email and posted on his blog as a silent reader and supporter. She wrote back to his post, hoping to understand what he was thinking.
Her nick was PixieFairy.
PF: Hey Paintmylove, sounds like you been through a hard time. Brace up ok?
She wrote and logged off. Hoping that Max would reply when she woke up.
Walter was standing outside Jane’s door in the morning. Waiting for her to have breakfast together but because she stayed up the entire night she was still fast asleep until her phone rang.
Jane (in a sleepy tone): Hellooo?
Walter (irritated): Hey just how long are you going to make me wait outside?
Jane: Outside?
Walter: I’m outside your gate you idiot! Don’t make me look like a bloody fool!
Jane: Oh ok.
Maria went to open the gate as Walter came barging into Jane’s room.
Walter: Who do you think you are making me wait outside for 30mins? We arranged to meet right?
Walter raised his voice at Jane.
Jane: I wasn’t feeling well and I couldn’t sleep last night ok? Cut me some slack will you?
Walter: Don’t be stupid Jane. Don’t think I don’t know what is happening. Must be that shortie right? Are you falling for him?
He said as he slapped Jane in the face.
Jane: What do you think you are doing? What was that for?
Walter: You are my girlfriend, I can do what I want with you!
He said as he forced himself onto her lips, trying to kiss her. Jane struggled and kicked wildly, when she accidentally gave his balls a hard knock. Walter fell to the ground, holding his crouch. Jane quickly ran out of the room and yelled at him.
Jane: GET OUT! GET OUT! We are OVER! I don’t need someone as crude as you! OUT! Maria! Get this bastard out of here!
Walter stood up and stared at Jane: Nobody dumps Walter. Let me tell you I am the one who dumps you, not the other way! He said as he spat on the floor and walked out swinging his arms and legs. He then turned on the engine and sped off.
What the heck was that all about, Jane thought to herself.
She took a moment to regain her composure before she went to wash up. But before that she quickly switched on her laptop to check if Max had replied.
And yes he did.
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Jane smiled as she went to finish washig up before she sat on her bed with her laptop on top of her pillow.
Paintmylove: Hi PixieFairy. Thanks for your concern. I’m at a loss. I can’t describe my feelings. I’m devastated but I know that its just myself. She doesn’t know that I liked her. But when I saw her holding hands with some other, my world turned grey.
PixieFairy: Oh my. Must be hurtful for you. Why didn’t you tell her?
Paintmylove: I don’t think its wise to do that. She’s too perfect PixieFairy. She just like an angel descended from heaven.
PixieFairy: I see. In that case why don’t you forget her and find someone?
Paintmylove: Haha. Good one. But I don’t think I can. I’m a stupid one sided person.
PixieFairy: Hahaha. oh well, then I can’t help you much. But I think the two of you should talk. Else it’s kind of going to be bad for the both of you.
Paintmylove: Well I guess.
PixelFairy: Go and try. She may be just waiting for your call.
Paintmylove: Perhaps.
PixelFairy: Ok I have to go now. See you. Nice talking to you.
Paintmylove: Thanks too.
They got off the internet and Max was contemplating to call or not.
Then he decided to pick up the phone and then Jane was just waiting beside her couch for the phone to ring.
When it rang, Jane smiled.
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Just then, something came to Jane’s mind. Seeing Max feeling so sad after he had seen her with Walter made her feel really good. Seriously she had never had this ‘high’ feel. And bad as it could be, she wanted to see where Max’s limit was and so she decided to really play along.
Jane: Hello?
Max: Jane?
Jane: Yes, Max?
Max: Erm. I was thinking. Are you free later to have dinner at my place?
Jane: Sorry Max, I’m having dinner with my parents outside later. Perhaps we can chat later online or something?
Max: Ok I guess next time then.
Jane: Sure.
Max: See you online then.
Jane: See you.
Max: Byes.
Jane: Bye Max.
Jane felt really good. It was the first time she lied about having dinner with her family and as her parents were overseas. She went to the mirror and looked at herself. She lifted her head and stared at her own stunning figure, turned around and looked again. She was very satisfied of her own toned body. She looked closer to the mirror and examined her own facial features. Long and natural curly eyelashes, well shaped eyebrows, deep brown eyes, a nicely arched small nose and saucy pink lips, silky smooth complexion with no signs of pimples or scars and a nicely shaped oval shaped face frame. Her hair was silky and straight, with subtle curls at the ends.
She was all full of her beauty features that it blinded her.
She was thinking that Walter had tried to kiss her. Was it because she was simply too irresistible? Max was crazy over her. And how far would guys go for her?
The more she thought about it, the more her grin became wider.
And how would Max’s reaction be when he discovers that maybe the Jane he once knew is starting to change?
There Max waited online. And waited. And waited.
And there were no sign of Jane online.
For she had totally forgotten about what she told Max earlier. She was too busy changing her clothes and admiring herself in front of her mirror.
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This is when the fun begin, n Jane get more than what she bargain for… Looking forward to the next post by TS.
Jane had totally forgot the fool who waited as she went to sleep after thinking of which lingerie to wear to school tomorrow. It took her quite a while but she, decided to flaunt her natural assets by wearing a push up bra.
As she took the piece she liked, she went to sleep.
Max stared blankly at the screen. It has been several hours. Perhaps she had a lot of catching up to do with her parents he thought as he turned to his blog.
Paintmylove: Are you there PixieFairy?
No response.
He waited for 30 minutes and no one responded.
He gave up waiting and slept. He was not going to school as he was granted mc. But he was thinking of seeing Jane too much that he decided that he would attend school anyway.
He went to school limping but it seems that no one took attention to him except for a classmate of his called Tina. She was average looking and slightly shorter than him with short hair, fairly plump but her character was easy going and helpful; thus she was the victim of many who took her for granted.
Tina: Are you alright Max? Do you need help?
Max: It’s fine Tina. Thanks. I can manage.
Max was looking around for signs of Jane but she didn’t seem to arrive yet.
He settled and sat down when he heard whistling sounds and the echoes of ‘wowwwwwww’. What was all that commotion about?
Many rushed out of the classroom to see what was happening and joined in the wow. Max limped his way and he could hear “Get out! Don’t block my way.”
Another classmate of his pushed him to the side as he fell to the ground. But no one cared. Then he saw what was happening.
Even he was starting to drool upon seeing Jane.
She was wearing a black push up bra, framed against the white school shirt. She had tucked her shirt tightly into her skirt, making it look very tight and her push up bra made her breasts look so much bigger. Her face was held high as though she was doing a fashion catwalk, letting her hair swing from side to side.
She attracted the attention of many guys, trying to get to her but she cleverly used her electrifying eyes to make them soft on their knees. Even the girls stood in awe of Jane.
When she walked, the guys parted the way for her as though she was walking on the red carpet. She walked and then accidentally kicked Max who had difficulty getting up due to his sprained ankle.
Jane: Someone get this obstacle out of my way.
She didn’t even care to see how Max was. Of course the blinded guys paved the way and threw Max to one side, causing his sprained ankle to hurt a lot more from the impact of the throw. Tina quickly tended to him but Max was lost already.
The slave guys quickly cleaned her tables, dragged out the chair and pushed it in after Jane sits down as though she was the queen and the others were pheasants.
Max’s eyes were full of despair. Just what happened to Jane overnight?
Wasn’t they supposed to be friends?
He grabbed hold of the wall and tried to push himself up. Limped his way to the sick bay with Tina supporting him. And he waited for his mum to fetch him.
Max’s eyes had lost all the shine. The things that he envisioned was all coming true. He was not worthy at all. To Jane, he was not even worth looking at.
And the words she said would be etched in his heart forever.
“Someone get this obstacle out of my way.”
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BMW69
no no no. No physical violence.
Lol! Bros BMW69, gotnotime & Skyboy1988, ur conversations really crack me up la. Hahahhaa!
Oh, pitching tent to support bro Coffeecans.