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thank u bro!
you are welcome.
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lustandfast
tears came rollin down my cheek,all i could do,was jus to wait. and that whole night,i couldnt slp. i took our photo and look at it,but my heart was so pain.
nice update, can feel your sadness through your story…
ding ding! another message came. its from j again. tis time round,she type in english and i guessed she copied it from somewhere.
j:
love is blind
love is torture
love can be miserable
love can be hurtful
love will bring us close
love will pull us apart
love, is when 2hearts stick as one.
love,j.
wo zhao le hao duo ge wang zhan ping chu lai de (i go to many website and fix tis sentences up)
wo jue de zhi ji hen ben (i tink i very stupid)
wo hen xing ku (i feel very miserable)
wei he lao tian yao zhe yang dui wo (why must god treat me tis way)
wo zhi xi wang ni neng gou xiang yi qian na yang,kan zhe wo,dui wo xiao (i hope u could be like last time,look at me and smile)
na tian kan dian ying,shi wo zui kai xing de yi tian (tat day watch movie,was the happiest day)
wo men hao xiang qing lü (we were like couple)
hen tian mi ( very sweet)
it took me awhile before i reply her message.
me:
wo hen shang xin (im very sad)
wo de xin hao xiang shui diao de po li (my heart is like shattered glass)
wo duo me xi wang na tian mei kan dao ni (how i wish i nv saw u tat day)
wo hen si wang (im very disappointed)
send.
i look at our photo once more,all the good times tat we had,all the flashbacks,tears came rollin down once more and my heart felt like it had shattered,it cant be fixed back. is tis all but a dream?
i didnt know when did i fell asleep but all i knew was the photo was placed nicely on the table, (must have drop on the floor ytd) must be my mum who placed it there. saw a note with a smiley on it,and endin wif; mum. mothers are so special that they know everything without you tellin them a single thing. they know what is goin on but they jus keep quiet.
got out of the bed and brush my teeth.
mum: come and have breakfast
me: ok
and i sat down at the table wif mum.
mum: so hows ur studies so far?
me: ok nt too bad
mum: ok gd. study hard ar,understand? i nv give u any stress ever since u go poly but u mus know how to manage urself ar
me: er… orh ok
me: the photo u help me put back ar
mum: ya la,then who? no la the photo gt legs can walk by itself
me: haha thank u
mum: whos that girl? nt too bad lookin ar
me: er…… classmate
mum: ohhhh classmate ar
me: er… ya (and i smile to her)
mum jus look at me and gave me a smile but i know deep down that she dun believe me. but she reserve the privacy and not askin much more.
Mothers are the best. Great story with a slow build up. A little dash of sex with plenty of feelings attached.
Keep it coming! And my humble points to encourage you.
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gambit76
Mothers are the best. Great story with a slow build up. A little dash of sex with plenty of feelings attached.
Keep it coming! And my humble points to encourage you.
thank u bro!
as usual,walk to sch alone. felt a tap on my shoulder,turn ard,my fren. i tot it was j.
fren: knn why walk so fast
me: normal speed la
fren: i know u tall la cb
me: knn ……
reachin sch already,decided to pop by gloria jeans and buy some drinks. saw j wif her roommate,and i decided not to buy and pretended to walk away and nt see her. at that moment,i have that weird feeling,not sad but nt really happy. jus weird. like somethin pullin ur heart.
my fren is an asshole.
fren: oi j!!!
and j turn ard,i look at her and she look at me. but i jus couldnt bring myself to smile at her. but ahe gave me a smile. at that point,i jus automatically gave in. i gave her a smile. my fren then walk towards their direction and i cannot jus walk away like tat. so no choice i had to follow him and walk towards them. awkward i had say when i saw her. she was just next to me. my heart was racing and i did not know what to do.
this fren of mine is really a bastard. he shouted at j but end up talkin to her roommate. and there is the 2 of us,walking slowly behind them as their footstep went faster and faster. j had her drink and she took a sip and offered me one sip. i rejected at first but she did nt give up. she put the straw to my mouth and force me to drink. its strawberry flavoured,her favourite.
ok. so now she broke the ice in between us and as a man,i cannot wai for the lady to do everythin.
me: zui jin zhen me yang? (how r u so far)
j: hai ke yi (stil ok)
and all of a sudden,a guy walk towards us. its the same guy i saw in town. fuck! damn him! he went towards j and gave her a hug. i was there,i look at them,and i walk away,with my head lookin down. i walk very slowly,almost had a fight with a guy as i accidentally banged him.
that very day,i did not go for class. the 1st time i have akipped class because of a girl. calls an message kept pouring in. my fren called me but i did not pick up. a message from him askin where the fuck am i. i did not reply. i went to the too floor and sat at 1 corner. because of 1 girl,i skipped class. and because of her,i have been so depressed. why…..
got a cal from an unknown number. it was j’s roommate.
me: hello
girl: ni zhi dao wo shi sui ma? (u know am i?)
me: zhi dao (i know)
girl: j zai ku,ni neng guo lai xx block ma? (j cryin,could u come over xx block?)
me: ok
and so i hurried down xx block. reach there,saw j huggin the girl,and she was cryin so bad that all my angryness and sadness disappeared. i stood there an did not know what to do,jus staring at the both of them. and the girl whispered somethin to j and j got up,with tissue in one hand,constantly wiping the tears off her face.
the girl then got up and walk to me,and she told me to accompany j as she had class. i went down and sat beside j,she was stil cryin and i wrapped my hands ard her waist and she lied on my shoulder and cry. my 1st time seeing girl cry in front of me. i felt so heartpain for her but all i could do,i could only lend her my shoulder.
and i whispered to her:
me: fa sheng shen me shi? (what happen)
and she cry even louder and harder. knn. me and my stupid mouth. never use my brain jus talk without thinking.
me: zou,wo song ni hui jia (come,i send u home)
me: qu che sui xi ge lian xian hao ma (go toilet wash ur face 1st ok?)
and she nodded her head and went to the toilet. she came out and her eyes were so red and puffy. she took out a pair of sunglasses and put it on. i was thinkin why did she bring sunglasses to sch…..
i walk wif her,i couldnt do anythin. i jus followed closely behind her. we took the lift and went up. while inside,i stood beside her and hug her,and her head came restin on my chest. lift door open,and we walk to her place.
i stood behind while she open the door and she said:
j: ni nen pei wo ma? (could u accompany me)
me: ok
and i went in with her,towards her bedroom. she close the door,put her bag down and she hugged me. so tight that i nearly could nt breathe. and there she goes,cryin again. my hands went on to rub her back,comfortin her. hopin that she can feel much better.
i whispered:
me: lai wo men qu chuang shang tang (come we go lie on the bed)
j: (she jus nod her head)
and we lied in the bed,with her head restin on my chest. could feel her jerk abit and i knew she was asleep. i was pattin her back all along. guessed she felt comfortable. i couldnt move at all and i began to feel numb in certain parts of my body. wa finally. j turn her body and im free. haha. i got up and did some stretches to ease myself. and i sat down on her roommates bed.
and suddenly the door open and her roommate walk in. i wanted to stand up but her roommate signal me to sit down as nt to wake j up. my little head was awake as j’s roommate c cup boobs were staring at me. she was wearing a low cut v neck tee. lucky i was wearing underwear tdy if not my didi would have pop out of the boxers.
and the girl came and sit beside me,so close that our legs were actually touching each other. im very sensitive when a girl sits so close to me. and she told me that j quarrel with her ex. oh now the guy i saw in town and in sch is her ex. so all along i have mistaken her. now i knew whats goin on. since j is slpinand i dun tink she wil wake up so early and me and her roommate is awake,i asked whether she wanna have lunch and she nodded her head,so did her boobs.
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gotnotime
This part cracked me up
Anyways NYP still had gloria jeans when I was around.. guess we’re from around the same batch huh. There was also the sandwich shop mac, which they replaced =/
samdwich shop bo liao? when ord from nyp its stil there. but i nv try their sandwich before though its nice
i stood up carefully so as not to wake j up and while i was standin up,my head was down all alibg as to stare at her boobs. could see a little bit of her white bra. i knew it is wrong for me to look at her as she is j’s roommate/friend but her boobs are too eye catching. anyway i oso nv eat her so y should i feel guilty.
and i walk towards the door and thought that the girl would follow behind but i could feel no one behind me so i turn ard,and saw her back facing me as she change her clothes. her movement was very fast and tactical as i could onli catch a glimpse of her lower back. and i knew she was gonna turn her head and walk towards the door and i quickly turn back and open the door and walk towards the livin room.
wore my shoes and waited for her as she carefully close back the room door. she wore a simple t shirt as not to show her boobs to those dirty old men downstairs. she came towards me and took out the key to unlock the door and i asked….
me: eh huan yi fu ar (change clothes ar)
girl: chuan yi dian jian dan de ma (wear somethin simple)
me: zhi shi xia lou er yi (go downstairs onli)
girl: lou xia hen duo se gui (downstairs alot of pervert)
me: liao jie liao jie (understand)
as i was sayin understand,i took a glance at her boobs. though he was wearing tshirt,her c cup boobs are stil quite huge. off we go,to the lift. back in the lift,i asked what to eat ard here and she said theres a coffeeshop sell very nice yong tau fu. hmmmm. (i jus wanna eat ur tofu) and we walk towards the coffeeshop and true enough,those ah pek was lookin at her already and she walk closely beside me.
suddenly she scream and held on to me tightly,grabbin my arm.
girl: ah!
me: shen jing bing ar (u siao ar)
girl: you zhang lang la (gt cockroach la)
me: zhang lang er yi,wo hai yi wei you ren si (cockroach onli,i tot gt people die)
girl: shen jing bing (crazy)
me: ni cai shen jing bing (u then crazy)
she continued to grab my arm and keep lookin ard fr cockroaches. her boobs was pressin against my arm and i could feel her bra,a bit hard though. but i dun mind.
we reach the coffeeshop and sat down,and she offer to help me buy the yong tau fu. i rejected her offer at 1st but she say j like to it tis and she wil order wat j normally eat and bo bian lor,i gave in. and she gave me those cb smile. use j to counter attack my weak point. knn.
she came with the food,the portion quite big and it looks nice.
me: duo shao qian (how much)
girl: bu hui hen gui (nt very ex)
me: duo shao? (how much?)
girl: wo qing ni chi (i treat u eat)
me: duo shao qian la (how much la)
and she used her chopstick and pointed at me:
ni zai wen wo duo yi ci,wo jiu gen j suo ni qi fu wo (u ask me one more time,i wil tel j u bully me)
cb girls are very bitchy in this area. nvm. dun quarrel better. and so i ate the yong tau fu,it is really very nice.
me: ni yao he shen me,wo qu mai (wat u wann drink i go buy)
girl: dou nai (soya bean)
(cb now i know y her boobs so big. )
i got her the soya bean and help her open and pour it out while i bought a cup of ice lemon tea.
after eating,the girl went to tabao yong tau fu for j so that when she wakes up,she wont have to take the trouble to go down and buy plus she is feelin sad. went back home and as usual,she walk closely beside me. sickenin ah peks. but thanks to them i can feel her,so close.
We took the lift up and went up. (I shalll name the girl shan.) Shan placed the food on the dining table and went to take a look at j. She close the door and showed me some hand sign that j is stil slpin. I went to open up the food to air and took a net to cover the food. Shan then went to the sofa and lie down,and on the tv.
I sat on the single person sofa beside her and she was watchin tv cum usin her phone. So her knees were bend and I could see her butt cheeks,clearly. I took out my iphone and use,(the camera function). I wanted to snap her butt cheeks so that I can use it and do my ma stuf but…… Ccb I nv off silent! And shan look at me,I look at her.
Shan: ni zai gan ma? (What u doin)
Me: tou pai ni (secretly take ur pic)
Shan: si bian tai (sickenin pervert)
Me: mei you la bu xiao xin an dao (dun have la,accidentally press)
Phew! Lucky me. I use my finger to push the button down to silent and continue snappin her butt cheeks. I’m so damn fuckin horny now! I jus hope that there’s only the 2 of us and I can squeeze her butt cheeks but there’s nth much I can do. Damn it. All along we were watchin tv,laughin tgt and stuffs and the door open. J was awake!
U know,girls look so cute when they jus wake up,their blur look. Jus like those who jus woke up from one night stand.
J: ni hai mei zou ar (u haven leave ar)
Me: zai deng ni qi lai (waitin for u to wake up)
And she gave me a smile. Then shan told j that the food on the table is hers and j went on,eating the food. She ate at quite a fast speed,she must have been too hungry. Feelin abit urgent so I ask shan where is the toilet and she signalled to me.
I went to the toilet and carry on releasin my extra water. Came out and got a shock as j was standin outside the toilet. Seems like she’s waitin for me. I gave her a smile and she came towards me and hug me. She was huggin me like for abt 5 mins,outside the toilet. Really like those u see in a movie. Jus tat j’s hair was not flyin. I felt my shirt gettin wetter and I realise she was actually cryin. Siao liao lor,finish eatin and now cry again. What to do?
I pat her head and whispered:
Me: guai,bu yao ku le (dun cry already)
Me: wo you mei you bu li ni (I oso nv dun care abt u)
And I bend down and lift her head,wiping her tears.
Me: xiao yi ge la (smile la)
I use my fingers to pull up her lips makin a smile but she knew that it is very ugly and she gave out a smile.
Me: guai la (good girl la)
Me: qu xi ge lian,wo men qu ke ting kan dian shi ( go wash ur face,we go livin room watch tv)
And she went to the toilet,wash her face and came out. She sat beside shan while I sat at the single sofa. They both hug each other while watchin tv,and I felt like joining them so much!
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Wah… j and her ex still can hug each other, held hands after breakup?
If u have been in a relationship before,u would know what do I mean. Some ex jus couldn’t let go. And there’s nth much a girl can do. But what do outsiders know? What they see is only the surface. Just like me.