Ok so back to the story.
It was back when I was a freshie in jc1. Things were really great between me and denise however, I was starting to feel really insecure about myself especially when I was sorta attached to someone like denise, who every guy in school were talking about, she was the girl every guy wanted to fuck really badly. And the amount of attention she got from my seniors really pissed me off at times. Sometimes, I felt that I wasn’t good enough for her. She was the captain of her girls hockey team, she had a really smashing figure and was very outgoing. Whereas for me, I was the vocalist and guitarist for my own band and my band would always perform at school events and she was always there to watch me, my number 1 fan.
Needless to say, though she had plenty of attention from the other boys at school, I had a fair share of attention too.
During one of my performances at my schools weird nonsensical events, in which junior colleges always had as an excuse for them to party and raise funds for their school building projects and what not. My band really turned the crowd on, however denise wasn’t there to support me due to her competition elsewhere.
After the gig, one girl came up to me and started talking to me about some of the songs we played. She had a pleasant disposition and she seemed to know a great deal about the type of music I played. That really turned me on.
Her name was valerie, she had the teacher look, spotting a pair of spectacles, she had really thick long wavy hair which extended to her hips, her fringe nicely swept across and covered her forehead. she was petite too, like denise. The complete nerd girl look. However, she could really dress up. That night, she was decked in a extremely tight pencil skirt coupled with an extremely tight black spag top. Her skirt accentuated her curves, in particular her tight ass, her spag top showed off her slim hips and her cute boobs. Her make up too, was really hot, like an office secretary.
Within a few minutes, I was really impressed and engrossed in conversing with her. However, I had to pack up my amps, mics, pedals and gear to clear the stage.
M: hey I’m sorry but I’ve got to pack up my stuff.
V: hey no problem
M: can I take you out for coffee some time?
V: what about after you’re done with packing?
M: are you sure? Do you have time to kill?
V: sure I’m looking for my friend in school for a while call me when you’re done my number is 9xxxxxxx
M: alright sure cya!
My bandmates looked at me in disbelief.
After packing up, maybe an hour or so, I called valerie we arranged to meet up at a nearby starbucks. We really clicked. She knew a lot about my type of music, shared the same favourite obscure band, rooney, guitars, she even laughed at my lame jokes which denise would always get annoyed at. Valerie really enjoyed my company. A feeling I haven’t felt for in a long time. Denise would always make me feel that I was wasting her time and she had other important things to do, all she wanted was sex sex sex. Sex was starting to get meaningless. However I wanted to hold onto her, the thought of her being with any other random horny douchebag in school really irked me.
We chatted till around 12ish, and I offered to send valerie home, being the gentleman I was and still am.
At her doorstep.
V: I really really enjoyed your company
* rushed up to kiss me on my lips and hugged me
M: me too but..
V: but what?
M: nevermind. * I returned her kiss
V: text me okay?
M: alright, see you in school
I knew what I was doing was wrong but argh fuck it. I needed some freedom from denise as well.
Me and valerie got even closer as days passed, valerie still had no clue that me and denise were together I still didn’t know why she was oblivous to that though everyone in school sorta knew that.
Valerie would continue to suprise me on every date. While my relationship with denise strained.
It was midway of jc1. Schoolwork was starting to stress the fuck out of me, I was struggling to keep up and I barely passed my first common tests. Denise was busy as ever, with hockey tournaments and trainings as well as school work. We hardly spent time together. Except for the weekly fuck dates at her house. These meetings were draining to me both physically and emotionally. I know many of you would say I was living the dream, sex without love and affection is not trust me.
The reason why I even started this thread was to vent my regrets over my past, all of my friends don’t even know about my love life, let alone my sex life. Something was wrong with denise, I feared there might be someone else. But at the same time I was all ready to let go of her. I didn’t have the time to entertain her, I really didn’t know what to do. Everyday our relationship worsened. Our conversations on the phone lasted for less than 3 mins, our texts less than 3 words. Both ending off with her saying she had to train or study. Whenever I felt like seeing her she would say she was a training and I couldn’t do anything about it. I wanted so badly to go down to the stadium to see what was actually going on but I couldn’t bring myself to, knowing there might be a chance that I would see something I didn’t want to.
I wasn’t faithful to denise either. I sought solace and company with valerie, who was in my history class ( in which I only found out after that night with her) I was starting to hang out with valerie very often in school, denise never questioned me about her either. So I carried on.
Valerie gave me a new found happiness I have never felt in a long time since I first started going out with denise. Valerie was smart, funny and very caring towards me. Like an older sister. I always wanted to have an older sister as my girlfriend. Well that’s just me. Besides that, she started changing her look ever since I started “going out with her”. At that point in time, I wasn’t sure if valerie was carrying a torch for me. Or rather I was just pretending I didn’t know. My classmates would always tease us.
There were many signs that clearly proved she was really falling for me. 1- she stopped wearing her glasses everytime when I went out or was with her, she would always look at me from across the lecture halls whenever I wasn’t looking and I even caught her a few times 2- she would always without fail wait for me at the mrt station before going to school with toast and a hot drink before going to school and claim that she was on the way ( 5 days a week without fail a coincidence?) 3- every time when I text her to ask her out she would reply within 5 minutes and say she’s free. And I found out once, she was in the midst of her church cell group meeting.
Valerie had the older sister vibe that I was really interested in. Though she was really hardworking, she was rather medicore in her results. While as for me, I had the natural flair for history in which I topped the cohort for 2 years. As for denise, she sucked big time given the amount of time she dedicated to her hockey team.
Valerie would pester me to tutor her on weekends and I would drag myself to meet her sometimes, but the smile on her face would really brighten up my day.
I wouldn’t consider myself as being unfaithful to denise at that period of time, we just had no time for each others emotions. Physically, I would still please her and give in to her sexual needs, and mine too. Other than that, valerie was just giving me the emotional support I really needed.
There was nothing sexual between me and valerie except for that kiss.
Till one saturday after our study session at her place, we went to watch a movie together..
Before that day I went to her house to tutor her, valerie started behaving really differently towards me. Telling me how many exes she had, which guys she thought were cute. I simply replied her with one word replies like “that’s cool” cos I found it hard to believe since I knew she was from mgs like where the fuck would she even meet guys. And she was a real religious freak. She even dragged me to one of her cell group meetings in which I thought was really lame, she seemed to be showing me off to her other girl friends that she finally met a guy(me) who she thought was her boyfriend.
That night she called me
V: hey what are you doing now
M: eh what the fuck man its 1130 at night
V: watch your words okay
M: please how would you react when someone calls you late at night
V: okay whatever, I just want to tell you that ben ( some random dude in class) confessed to me and asked me out tomorrow, so maybe I can’t meet you tomorrow.
M: okay that’s great good for you so can I go back to sleep now?
V: alright okay
Looking back, I felt like a total jerk. She was just trying to get my attention, but I was attached and she didn’t know. I didn’t know what kind of game I was playing, I loved denise and at the same time I was starting to fall for valerie as well.
The next morning, I checked my phone, 15 unread texts. All were from valeries best friend from church and fellow mgs classmate, sarah.
Most of the texts were sarah telling me how much valerie liked me and how I was the only topic of conversation between her and valerie all the time when the met and at church, and how heartless I am towards her, not getting the hints blah blah blah. One text really struck me deep down inside.
“You know valerie cried to me on the phone last night after she called you, you know she’s really in love with you. Why can’t you even see for yourself? stop being such an asshole towards her, I don’t even know why she likes you this much, and ben asking her out is just something to spite you and you just pretend its nothing? I can’t help her you know”
I realised what an asshole I was.
I checked my watch, it was 0900, I called valerie
M: hey val you still want me to come over?
V: fuck you ( it was the first time she swore at me or even heard her swear)
M: what’s that for
V: whatever I don’t want to talk to you forever!
M: what the fuck is going on? You don’t even tell me things and you girls expect me to know everythings on your minds
V: if you really want to talk meet me at cathay in 15 minutes
WTF. I chionged to bathe and change and immediately cabbed down. Luckily I lived quite near to cathay and reached within 15 minutes. And there she was waiting for me at the ticketing box office
Wtf I thought to myself.
V: so you managed to come on time. I bought tickets already we are watching the 1000 show ( which I couldn’t really remember what show and what time exactly but it was around that time)
M: okay sure. So erm is everything ok?
V: you think?
The sight of valerie dressed up in a low cut floral dress and getting all pissed off and bossy was really extremely arousing to me, I don’t know why but she was really really sexy.
We entered the cinema, it was empty. We were practically the only people around. And val even got us couple seats.
As we were early and trailers and advertisements were showing. I plucked up my courage to ask her
M: what’s going on why are you behaving like this
V: what
M: sarah told me everyting
V: she didn’t
M: yes she did
* awkward silence. As she began to blush
The silence continued till midway of the show as she started to inch towards me and slowly placed her hands onto mine.
V: give me a chance
M: what are you talking about
V: I really really like you
M: can we not do this here?
V: come to my place now nobodys at home now
She grabbed me and we cabbed down to her place.
Valerie seem to be in a rush to tell me something or rather to do something. It was really awkward in the cab. Val looked really sexy all pissed, confused and annoyed. Her mini floral dress till now, I could still remember how she looked like in it.
I recently bumped into after I booked out from camp, she’s now studying in smu, looking the same. We exchanged a few words memories of us together came rushing back, I made up an excuse to “rush home” I still miss her sometimes
Back to the story. The cab finally reached her place. We got into the house everything she did was forceful she seemed to be really bothered.
V: okay let’s talk. We’ve been like this for a long time when the fuck are you going to realise that I’ve been sorta wooing you
M: I know I’m sorry I was just too stupid I’m really sorry
V: why are you apologising. Can’t you tell I’m really in love with you. All those breakfast meetings before school and the time we’ve spent together after school and weekends?
M: what about ben
V: fuck you that’s not the point
M: then what do you want from me
V: I just want to know do you even like me
M: I do its just that..
V: just what? Am I not good enough for you?
*beads of tears were forming at the corner of her eyes
M: you’re cool and all nevermind
Valerie rushed towards me and hugged me tightly.
V: you’re the first boy to make me feel like this.
m: I’m so sorry for everything
I returned her hug and kissed her on her forehead.
M: I really like you too. I will try to make it up to you k
Valerie proceeded to plant her lips onto mine, soon escalating into a vicious tongue attack into my mouth.
I really didn’t know what to expect. I liked valerie but, I still had denise, I felt I was being unfaithful to her, but val was too hot for me to handle, cute and sexy at the same time. The kind of girl I had always wanted to date or fuck. Besides the denise type who was really like natalie in many ways.
I was confused. But my dick was doing the thinking. Vals hands were all over me. Her hands were wandering around my ass, slowly making their way to my crotch. I was really shocked. I didn’t feel any sexual tension between us, val never inititated anything of this nature unlike denise and nat. This was the first time I was experiencing something like this with val. At that time, my dick reached an all out erection. Vals hands made way to my dick, which was soaked with pre cum
V: this is my first time doing something like that
M: I can tell
V: let’s do it
M: are you sure?
V: I’ve been waiting for this for a long time
I undid her dress, revealing her black lacy bra, she had a cute set of boobs, just enough to be grabbed and fondled with them. Vals face was turning lobster red, letting out soft moans of pleasure. I made my way down, caressing her pussy. Her panties was already soaked, I then rubbed gently, her moans got louder and louder. After teasing her more, I stuck my finger inside. Val let out an extremely loud moan.
V: omg I never felt so high. This feels so good but its wrong.
M: okay then let’s stop
V: nonono don’t stop
I continued fingering her to prepare her pussy for my dick.
V: do you want me to suck your penis
It sounded so innocent but it really turned me on
M: okay you know how to do it?
V: I’m not a noob okay.
M: then proceed
Val opened her mouth and proceeded. Her suction was good and she kept looking up at me, like a little girl trying very hard to impress. But honestly after 5 mins or so, her bj really sucked. As compared to denise and nat.
I had enough. I pushed her down and forcefully inserted my dick. Before I actually managed to insert it in, val rushed to her purse and took out a condom
M: since when did you carry around a condom
V: sarah passed it to me in case
M: you dirty girl
I put on the condom and proceeded.
Val was extremely tight. She was the 2nd virign I was deflowering. I felt extremely guilty. I didn’t believe it. It felt so wrong but it felt so good.
I tried my best to be as gentle as I could with the first thrust, vals hand grabbed my ass really tightly, leaving finger nail marks. I whispered into her ears
M: are you okay if not we can just stop
V: no no it just hurts a little but it feels really really good
I continued with each thrust, harder and faster, val let out louder moans and were getting breathless. I still haven’t lost my touch given the weekly fuck sessions with denise. I could hold it in for longer.
I flipped val onto all fours and fucked her doggystyle. Unleashing whatever I had. Her moans escalated to screaming and I was afraid that her neighbors would hear us. I pumped her as hardly as possible I still didn’t know why I did that, the view from the back was mesmerising, val had a really cute perky ass, with her boobs dangling down and swaying back and forth, a view I could never forget.
I couldn’t hold it in any longer, I pulled out and exploded on her face.
Vals expression was that of pleasure and shock.
V: what’s that why got sticky stuff exploding out of your penis one
M: its my semen you idiot
V: ohhhh okayy just like one video I watched
I grabbed some kleenex and tried to clean it off her face.
V: wait wait I want to try how it tastes.
I had no comments.
It was the best fuck I’ve had in a long time.
V: its actually not that bad. You want to stayover? My parents are on a weeks trip to japan they won’t be back in another 3 days.
M: you sure? You want me to be around?
Val hugged me and kissed me
V: you’re the best thing that happened to me
Oh fuck what have I gotten myself into now
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Val hugged me and kissed me
V: you’re the best thing that happened to me
Oh fuck what have I gotten myself into now
cue closing music
tune in next time
I spent the night at valerie’s. Valerie lived in a semi detached house around bt timah, she had no siblings, her house was a fucking castle. With nobody at home often, I can understand why she felt lonely.
As I said, val had an older sister vibe, she took care of me like I was her younger brother, that night, she cooked dinner for me and gosh she was a really great chef. We enjoyed each others company, watched movies through the night, talked and laughed throughout the night. Making me feel that the sex we had was worth and I did nothing wrong.
Though the sex wasn’t fantastic, I felt that I made love for the first time in a long time.
I left the next morning. A lot was on my mind.
Just as I reached home, I got a call from denise.
D: hey can you come over now.
M: I’m kinda busy why what’s up?
D: as you know my period is late like for 2 months already
M: I know so?
D: I just took a pregnancy test
*FUCK
D: I’m pregnant
* double fuck
Hi guys I’m back from my hiatus. I just remembered that I’ve a thread started in this forum a while back and I hate unfinished business.
So valarie and I were done a while back. Nothing worked out btw us, I guess this is the point in life when I am actually starting to look for a real relationship and certain qualities in girls.
After a few months of calling it quits on my love life, I met or rather revived my old feelings or rather the other way round with this girl I met from church, eunice, we had something going on a few years back but nth materialised cos we were just very different people.
I bumped into eunice on the way back home. I honestly can’t remember wher. when I was on the way home from a drinking session with my friends and to be honest I was a little drunk.
Let me start with what kinda girl eunice is.
Eunice is a really goody two shoes girl, she’s a devout chrisitian, she doesn’t really hve a good figure, but she was supple in those areas if you know what
I mean. She’s a really motherly figure to me as well, really naivie. She’s the girl you would want to bring back to your parents. And she is studying in one of the local unis in singapore. But the best part is that she had a really soft spot for a jerk like me
When I bumped into her
M: heyyyy what are you doing so late out at night ( note I was reeking of alcohol)
E: hey don oh yeah its really unlike me I know I am just done with my projects and stuff this uni thing is really getting to my head
M: aww man that sucks yeah you better get home asap before your parents kill you. Btw you look really cute today ( I really didn’t know what the fuck I was talking abt but she looked really cute that night. She was wearing a white and really tight teeshirt which was really transparent and I could see her blue bra frm the front lol)
E: okay you clearly had too much too drink huh.
M: nope I’m fine ( Actly I wAs already on the verge of puking)
E: yes you clearly have and why haven’t I seen you in church??
M: its non of your business bitch. ( Then I started getting frisky and reached out my hands to feel her thick long hair and her waist)
E: stop it! I better get you home
To be continued..
Yes chill I’m getting back to it. Turns out denise was a fuckng gold digging whore. I went through all the check ups with her and was even prepared to be a dad. In the end, it turns out that I wasn’t the father of the child. She was seeing another guy besides me.
I spent a total of 2k odd helping her with the medical bills and stuff. But whatever its over and I dodged a bullet
Its really fucking sad being tricked into spending time, effort and money into someone you think you love. It sucks. Almost sank into depression
Ouch.
If I were you I’d rather get Natalie or Valerie pregnant.
I’d hate it if someone like denise is the mother of my child.
Ewww.
First love really is the hardest to get over…..