It was much later that they finally got to meet at Orchard ION, and Willie could never forget the sight of her. Anna appeared dressed in a purple top, and black shorts, with her silky long hair; she was the epitome of a girl next door. He could feel his heart pounding, beating faster and faster with each passing moment. As a student from business course in poly, he was always comfortable around ladies, but he was getting nervous around her. He gulped, and asked..
W: Let’s.. make a move?
A: Yeah sure..
Both of them felt awkward, not knowing what to say, or what to do. Willie could only admire her demure posture as they walked down the streets. Deep inside him, he knew that she could never be his, but she meant the world to him.
Walking out of ION, the dense crowd meant that she could get lost in it, and he looked back every now and then to ensure her safety. At the pedestrian crossing to ngee ann city, it was too crowded and he slowed down to try and hold her hand, only to have her hold on to his bag pack, which he thought was cute, and literally pulled both of them across.
W: You know, the H&M here is renowned for their clothes also, let’s go in and find your gown?
A: Okay lor!
They went inside and explored the whole building, before they went out and headed over to Zara and Forever21, where Willie suddenly got a call from camp.
D(his campmate): Hey Willie are you there?
W: Why leh.. surely got something wrong then call me right?
D: You know ah.. you might need to go back to camp la, someone getting charged.
W: I gotnotime for that la.. if really need be then call me back, find others first la. Not fair that everytime I do leh.
D: K la k la, see how things go first.
Willie heaved a sigh of relief as it meant one “arrow” deflected away, hopefully.
After that, both of them went on to starbucks for a drink, and Willie suddenly remembered that she asked him back for dinner, but she had no appetite. Instead, both of them got dark mocca java chip and he could not help but stare at her as she walked over, gingerly holding the two delicate cups in her hand.
Deep down inside, his heart was racing at a speed he never felt before, and his stomach was not having butterflies, but twisting inside out. Willie could only glance into her eyes, and he knew he loved what he saw; a beautiful woman of his dreams as he felt a sense of déjà vu.
Both of them felt awkward, as it was the first time she actually met someone not from her usual way of making friends, while he was feeling very nervous from meeting the lady of his dreams. Willie started a conversation albeit in his most awkward manner, it was as though he was chatting with a female for the first time, but it helped to break the ice between them.
Soon, Anna had to go and Willie decided to send her home, even though it was totally out of the way. His mind was full of nothing but thoughts about her, about them. Everything was spoilt when he came to the realization that he knew she was going to say that it’s impossible between them. It was an awkward silence, as he stole glances at her every now and then. Knowing that she could never be his..
Well..
Its abit sad to read your story..
But you’re really being frenzoned by her..
Just accept the fact and be happy for her..
That way, you’ll be able to move on asap..
Mine was abit diff than yours though..
And its all because i trust people too easily..
Compared to me, he’s a pro liar..
He successfully got me fooled and even fall from him..
But well, its based on lies and he let me fall into a hole when he’s standing there with his gal.. Giving me all the sadness and pain..
Now he wanted me to be his friend again..
I’ve forgave what he did as 50% its my fault to trust too easily..
But there’s really no other chance for him..
I just can’t bring myself to trust him anymore..
Anyway, good luck! ^^