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Originally Posted by
kittymae
yes dajie lala!!
the last i heard, he is still working in a bank, and a swinging bachelor…
Interestingly, many of his exes ii heard, are now happily married.
Walau..
Me no da jie la..
Not yet 25 lo..
My ex also mostly got gf liao..
Me still forever alone leh..
Bro dr.slump:
Maybe we could arrange recording business for those broken hearted singer.. I smell money.. lol
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Originally Posted by
queeniegal
Haha no like button here la….
Yeah.. I just sorta sorted my thoughts I put my changed me on someone who I like ha I think he can’t breathe now. Feeling I’m too demanding at times. I miss the old me sigh but another side of me always said cannot have history repeats haha torn apart sigh
I used to work with bankers wahahahahahaha
Lol If the banker drive xxx car change to yyy car lol value ard same can le ha.. See I can remember some to contribute ornot ha
But is really small maybe we might know each other or hv common friend wahahaha
i understand totally!!! *hugs* girls understand each other best lahz…somehow..hahaha :X
really? haha… i also used to work directly with the bankers, now i still do to some degree, but not as much as before
sure sure! yea, for all u know we might be acquainted… u part of the raffles crowd or mbfc crowd now? lol
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Originally Posted by
drslump99
Laugh Out Loud, is there a chance I stalk you?
We dun even know each other, except in SBF.
When I am down and out, I like to go sing my heart out.
It helps a little.
After the tears stop flowing, so will the pain.
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Originally Posted by
queeniegal
Haha agreed with u.. Sing out will help..
I does it too. Always late night I sing haha..
steady la both of u…
welcome to the meow meow KTV club~ where u can sing u hearts out in the comforting presence of like minded friends… forget those troubles, those sorrows and be refreshed (sore throats may be included, pls enquire upon departure) lols
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Originally Posted by
curiouslala
Walau..
Me no da jie la..
Not yet 25 lo..
My ex also mostly got gf liao..
Me still forever alone leh..
Bro dr.slump:
Maybe we could arrange recording business for those broken hearted singer.. I smell money.. lol
age is only a number. the wiseness in ur words…respect! lols…
kinda expected tho, so far a fair number of i interact with a younger than i am.. :S
cant help but admit…old liao!
but u young..u still got time to find someone
Thanks for penning down your experiences here…….hm…sorry to hear about that first bad experience with K..but somehow curious to find out how your story shall unfold…*eagerly waiting for the words to flow sis…..
Haha I’m in between raffles n mbfc (:
I’m singing whole night thru 叮当- 一个人不可能 .. Damn nice!
Kitty dun remind me!!! I’m freaking old too!
Yeah maybe we are! Lol..
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Originally Posted by
kittymae
age is only a number. the wiseness in ur words…respect! lols…
kinda expected tho, so far a fair number of i interact with a younger than i am.. :S
cant help but admit…old liao!
but u young..u still got time to find someone
Me wise? Lol..
I just learn from my offline n online friends la..
Few of my online friend are love coach..
Love also don’t recognized age mah..
About me finding someone, let see how it roll la..
Pls do continue..
But I think u will do something and tempted him. Make him broke up with his fiance. Like reconstructing what happened between u, A and K.
Hope this isn’t spoiler.. LOL~
Ethan: I’ve got something to tell u
Me: (thinking- damn…wat now…cant be anything good) okayy, what?
Ethan: Erm… actually i’m attached, and planning to ROM sometime later this year. I’m sorry. I never meant to hide it from you, but i really enjoyed our conversations alot. Just now my gf msg say she was coming over to pick up sthg from me so I had to log off in a hurry. Sorry. really sorry…
Me: WHAT?!?!?!
I had flashbacks of my past with K.
Surely it was better to nip this in the bud, or at the very least, draw up some ‘ground rules’ before things develop beyond the point of no return.
Ethan: … can we? (missed out beginning part of his sentence as i was loss in thought)
Me: huh? what again?
Ethan: I was saying, if it was still possible to keep in touch. Really only as friends.
Me: do you actually think of me only as a friend?
Ethan: errh..huh?
Me: If I’m really just a friend, then why did you have to frantically log off when your gf came over? Isn’t is more suspicious if you hide it?
Ethan: i see.
(there was a short pause as we both gathered our thoughts)
Ethan: i’m sorry, maybe that wasn’t the best thing to do, but maybe you’re right, maybe i do think of you as more than a friend. So i felt guilty towards my gf so..
Me: well, in this case, i think perhaps its best we stop contacting each other.
Ethan: must be so extreme? cannot just keep in contact?
Me: aiya..i dunno. i’m tired. going to sleep. gdnight.
for the next few days, i never replied any of the message Ethan sent me. I rejected his calls.
Perhaps I should have been more upfront with him and told him straight that I feel like talking or even seeing him. but I guess if i did that, i would be sealing my own ‘fate’ that i would lose him- even as a friend.
I was making my way back from the MRT station after work one day about 2 weeks later. I had begun to put the incident with Ethan behind me.
He also had begun to contact me lesser and I hadn’t received any calls or texts from him in the last 3 days either.
Then i felt a tap on my shoulder. I turned around and saw Ethan.
Ethan: Hi. Can we talk? Please?
Me: erhh…
Ethan: I broke up with my gf 3 days ago.
Me: Huh!?!?!
wow ts couldn’t sleep and posted at 2+ am and then posted again just now at 10+ am. just hope it is not the recollection of the past bad experiences that has kept ts awake.
great writing sis. joining the campers here. anybody want a sandwich?
before i continue, better do some disclaimer.
Like i mentioned in Part I, I wasn’t some hot babe, nor hideous creature. I was pretty average.
And actually, in my time with K, he fed me so well that i actually put on quite a bit of weight- i actually hit a US Sz 10- the absolute high in my entire life. I shudder as I think of it now. K always used to tease me saying like that no one will steal me away.
I definitely didn’t have the ’liao’ to tempt or seduce Ethan as Sis Lala suggested..and the story continues.
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Ethan: I broke up with her. You refused to reply me, or pick up my calls. In fact I had to try 3 days before i actually managed to catch u today. I couldn’t concentrate on other things. Not even with gf. So i ended it with her properly.
Me: so my fault again lahz? because i ignore your attempts i made u make such a drastic move?
Ethan: No. Its because if I didn’t end it properly with her, you would never give me a chance.
I remained silent.
This wasn’t how it should be. I had surely avoided the outcome that I had with K. But was this any more better? and more ‘right’?
Even if I didn’t do anything much, i had indirectly caused them to break-up.
Me: But u were going to ROM, surely u should think about that. This isn’t a game you can anyhow say say.
Ethan: Ya, I know. But u want me to ROM with her even if I find I had fallen for someone else?
I couldn’t think of a suitable rebuttal.
something in me was also telling me to step away. that in the end, i was get the short end of the stick. again.
but i threw caution to the wind
Me: so now what u want
Ethan: would u consider going out with me? We can start slow, or where we left off. Don’t have to be serious serious until u more comfortable.
Me: I don’t know.
Ethan: Pls? We were friends, getting along very well until all this happened.
Me: (after a few moments in thought) ok. u are right. we were considered friends. I don’t want to commit to anything. Let’s just be friends as we were, and leave everything else to fate.
Ethan gives me a big smile, and attempted to hug me.
I moved away.
Me: erh, i got to go. my family waiting for me for dinner.
Ethan: (abit disappointed) oh, ok lo. I’ll head back first. text u later.
Ethan and I gradually resumed our ‘habit’ of texting each other frequently and continued our nightly webcam chats.
I also met him often for dinner since we got off work at the same time.
Around a month after that, we became a couple, and things went smoothly for some time after that
One night while lying on my bed, chatting with Ethan on webcam, I noticed him looking slightly uncomfortable and staring at me quite a bit.
Me: what’s wrong? U seem distracted. tired?
Ethan: Erm, no, not tired, but distracted, yes.
Me: huh? why lehz?
Ethan pointed to me, then to his top. Taking his cue I glanced down and turned red in embarrassment
I was wearing a new pajama set I’d bought from the Forever21 store online. A simple singlet top and shorts.
Except that while the loose singlet top was exceptionally comfortable, it was also easier to expose myself. Ethan had caught sight of not only my squashed up cleavage (from lying face down during the webcam session) but also my semi-exposed bra, and since I favored half-cups mostly, he also caught a sight of the swell of my boobs above/outside the bra cup.
I hurriedly sat up to adjust my top, but Ethan stopped me
(I should add when u have our webcam sessions, we actually use the microphone rather than typing. Like a skype session except its over msn)
Ethan: hey, can u leave it as it is?
Me: huh. but zao geng liao, not nice
Ethan: Erm, but it’s sexy like that mah. it turns me on
Me: ….
Ethan: please?
Me: Ok…but don’t stare so hard! :P
Ethan continued to be distracted but had to give him credit for trying not to stare.
An idea came to me..
Me: Ethan, ur webcam seems unclear. Can u adjust it abit? Check if the wire connecting to the PC loose or something?
As Ethan got up to check & adjust the webcam (thus not being able to see my screen), I quickly removed the singlet and settled down in my original position, wearing only my bra.
Ethan: ..Its seem all ok … Oh my gaawd.
He was greeted by the sight of not just one but a pair of boobs, half encased in a bra.
Me: Good night!
And i logged off both webcam and MSN quickly.
*beep*
i received a whatsapp text from Ethan
Ethan: what was that? U make me excited for awhile then disappear
Me: haha, i also dunno. just felt like teasing u abit i guess.
Ethan: ok lo, but u must take responsibility.
Me: huh? what responsibility?
Ethan: How to sleep! U make me hard…
I was still quite an innocent then, but I had come across such terms which watching or in books etc overheard discussions between some of my closer friends.
It was also the first time I heard Ethan talking about this
Me: Then how..?
Ethan: Have to DIY lo. Next time make u take responsibility.
Me: Haha. Good night!
Acting as if I didnt see that last sentence, I put aside my phone, wore my singlet back and drifted off to sleep.
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Originally Posted by
mr_missile
wow ts couldn’t sleep and posted at 2+ am and then posted again just now at 10+ am. just hope it is not the recollection of the past bad experiences that has kept ts awake.
great writing sis. joining the campers here. anybody want a sandwich?
lols, i actually typed most of it last night when i couldn’t sleep. so it was just matter of posting it
actually want to get to Part 3 fast, but there’s quite abit in Part 2 soo.. bear with me!
Here’s a coke to go along with that sandwich