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Originally Posted by
studmuffin69
Appreciate your efforts.. take your time as I’m sure your supporters will understand!
Thanks! I’m repaying the patience with a bumper post (had to break into 2 due to word limit)
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Originally Posted by
Coffeecans
Wah. Thanks for the compliments Kitty.
小意思! Ure stories hv kept me entertained for many a day…and ur style of writing..from TS to another, RESPECT!!!
请您今日以后多多指教小妹！
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Originally Posted by
Naruto-FF
Normally not a fan of stories but the way you write it makes it pleasant and really interesting to read. Learnt many things too. Keep it up! Will be camping here.
Lols. I do hope I’m imparting the right stuff for ur learning tho, but thanks for dropping by!
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Originally Posted by
acidicavex
Haha well only u know which one is meant to be te exclusive one but whether he get ’exclusive treatment’ will depend on how exclusive to u lo..
Exclusive treatment? Lol
U have no idea how right u are. Hahahhaha :x
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Originally Posted by
queeniegal
Gal… Nice one ha u are brave to write also… (=
I also studying now @ smu but my class all are old people at least 20 older then me -.-
Queenieeeee!
I got BAITED by one E and one S
Lols
Ooh… Study! Miss it lots! Take care while,juggling work n study yea. Don over work!
The Finale: Part 3
After seeing Ian off, I walked back to bed, feeling sore between the legs and a tad jelly-like too.
Rolled about feeling disconcerted.
Did I really want to end it with Ian just like that?
I couldn’t
Hours later, having gotten some sleep, mind refreshed,
I made a choice.
It isn’t easy to meet someone u could click with.
Someone who treated u genuinely, with respect, with sincerity, and cared.
It wasn’t a “one-way only” kind of imbalanced relationship, with one party giving more or all…
That would be unhealthy, and end unhappily.
Dropped Ian a mail. Told him what I felt.
I couldn’t let go so easily.
If possible, I would like to keep the door open, and see how things went. Let nature takes it course. Was he willing to the same?
Ian replied.
And his words… The ice wrapping my heart…melted. Totally.
I can’t replicate it in all entirety obviously, but here’s the general gist…
“No one is flawless… I accept u with all ur flaws, regardless of what u think ur flaws are.. Be ause u deserve happiness too”
A scarce few emails ding dongged around over the remaining days.
In his final one before he departed, stemming from what i told him before perhaps, about how I didn’t know how to smile anymore. More than ever, it was tears I found….
“Don’t cry anymore. Smile more ok? And smile because u want to”
I didn’t meet Ian again after that, nor did I see him off at the airport.
But he did drop a text as he was boarding the plane
-—-
The first 2 had brought hurt, but also helped me to grow up.
Did I regret all that happened with them? Perhaps once before, I did
looking back now. I don’t really. They taught me much in their own way.
I learnt to be more independent, to pick myself up by myself.
But K and Ethan had also instilled in me a great distrust of relationships, towards the extent of being emotionally detached so as not to be hurt like that again.
Also, my self-confidence had been eroded.
Emotionally, mentally stretched and jaded. This took a toll on my physical self too, as I went thru a period of unexplained weightloss, a worrying 1-2kg per week.
These were some of the thoughts and feelings I had when I met Ian.
He reinstalled in me emotions I had not felt for awhile and more importantly, when with him, he made me smile. From the heart.
For those who commented I’m strong and all that etc etc despite everything, well, I truly wasn’t really.
I’m just fortunate to have met Ian who accepted me as I am and taught me to love myself just that bit more. He both made encouraged me to smile again.
I’m still in contact with Ian tho not as frequent as I would like it to be.
But I’m grateful that despite,what happened between us, the age and time differences, we can still remain- friends.
And the promise- to keep smiling.
I’m working on it
And that’s my story…not as riveting as others around perhaps but still, thanks for all who have followed it since day 1 and the encouragement, comments, feedbacks given.
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Originally Posted by
curiouslala
lol..
I can firstly take u as hostage then bake u..
Oh no you dun.
Use the bazooka shoot Lala to a even far far away land
Lala is now in land of Orge …. Where Shrek is
Kitty is a very brave and nice Meowww
One day your real price Garfield with come purrrring at your paw
Till than, stay happy, healthy and keep purring …. Sexy moan of cats
Thank you very much Kitty for telling us your story. To relive those memories again to write these story down takes a great deal of courage and I admire that of you.
I wish you double happiness in your current or next relationship.
In the mean time, take care and keep eating your salmon yea so that you glow with rosy cheek
We will definitely be looking forward to your next stories yea
Last but not least, I would like to apologize from the bottom of my heart if any of my comment or silly joke has accidentally hurt your feeling or offended you ya
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Originally Posted by
drslump99
Kitty is a very brave and nice Meowww
One day your real price Garfield with come purrrring at your paw
Till than, stay happy, healthy and keep purring …. Sexy moan of cats
Garfield? No thanks, I’ll pass
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Originally Posted by
Iluminati
for me expensive up to the stage of TWG is more than enough already
I’m suddenly reminded on their high tea set…nice crumbly scones n tea jelly with cream…slurp.
But so frightfully ex!
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Originally Posted by
Iluminati
Thank you very much Kitty for telling us your story. To relive those memories again to write these story down takes a great deal of courage and I admire that of you.
I wish you double happiness in your current or next relationship.
In the mean time, take care and keep eating your salmon yea so that you glow with rosy cheek
We will definitely be looking forward to your next stories yea
Last but not least, I would like to apologize from the bottom of my heart if any of my comment or silly joke has accidentally hurt your feeling or offended you ya
I’m apprehensive abt relationships after all that. In fact,maybe lost some belief in that. Haha but still, thanks for the well wishes.
I’ll enjoy my salmon in e meanwhile.
And no need apologize la… all of us here, Urself included are pretty good sports and helped enliven the thread a lot.
(:
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Originally Posted by
drslump99
Oh no you dun.
Use the bazooka shoot Lala to a even far far away land
Lala is now in land of Orge …. Where Shrek is
Kitty is a very brave and nice Meowww
One day your real price Garfield with come purrrring at your paw
Till than, stay happy, healthy and keep purring …. Sexy moan of cats
I’m still here unker..beside u.. see?
if u can’t see me, no worries, I’ll be here always..
until u give me my 1kg kopi luwak..
Dear listeners,
A special song dedicated to Kitty for penning down her beautiful story. Although things didn’t end the fairy tale way but am sure he did leave some wonderful memories that will always leave the sweetest tinge of color to your days. Life is always beautiful with these little moments. Smile and keep your world painted with colors and light.
From the dj coffeecans
It’s time also for the finale of Shane’s life.
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Originally Posted by
curiouslala
I’m still here unker..beside u.. see?
if u can’t see me, no worries, I’ll be here always..
until u give me my 1kg kopi luwak..
Announcing the lazy doctor is going to Hibernation mode
So please leave comment, he will reply when he wakes up in Spring.
In the mean time, there is a dr slump robot on duty.
The robot will bake pizza and serve dim sum.
Please dun abuse it.
[QUOTE=“Coffeecans;8024971”]Dear listeners,
One of my fav song!
Kitty! go for holidays n many holiday create more happy moment in life to remember..
That what I did after I broke off!
study and work is tough but that the only way to make myself super bz ha nt to think of past.
It always be a part of u inside your memories, you need time to self heal. Lets jiayou together ba
I’m sure next stop in your life will be much interesting and wonderful (=