Glad u all enjoying ur selves. Pls make Urself at home,in my humble cottage..
I’m catching up on news on Hurricane Sandy presently… Concerned about someone over there..
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Originally Posted by
Iluminati
she drank a potion concocted by Bro S and now turn to hollow women edy hahaha. now in stealth mode. careful oh, she might be hiding behind your shadow like a ninja. then suddenly she goes aaachar…
First one to archaarrrrr is u! *arrrrchaaaaarrrrr*
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Originally Posted by
drslump99
Where is the cat?
Skitter somewhere?
The cat, was in the hat. U didnt check with dr.seuss?
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Originally Posted by
drslump99
Yellow alert!
Raising deflector.
Charge phaser. Standby photon torpedo.
Sweeping for cloak body ………
*flashing light*
All systems fail…
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drslump99
Help, I am being molest, or soon to be molest by a voluptuous lady! Someone send help quick!
No, I am in my bed, there is no cat here except for a elephant, a dog, a crocodile, a giraffe, a penguin, a mouse, an eagle and a hippo.
*see, shrugs shoulders, walks away without offering help*
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Originally Posted by
Iluminati
ouch…ouch…someone please borrow me a pack of ice
wah… online edy straight away greet me with a kick
why hate me so much ah?…
Eh..U got special welcome greeting k..
See dr.s, bro s, Lala all don’t hv!
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Originally Posted by
acidicavex
It not hate my friend is 骂是情打是爱 theory.
Anyone else wanna share the 爱 then?? *standby to give best arrrchaaarrr chop*
And before I Kena chase for updates.. Final 1-2 in e works…up soon…
Well, Sandy has been hitting the areas ard where Ian is…
Does that explain my interest sufficiently?
Thanks all for the reassurances….
Got his reply..
Ian is thankfully fine.. Minimal disruption at where he is..
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Originally Posted by
curiouslala
Now time to eat?
Got what available? Me hungry ..
Eggs & chickens
Proudly sponsored by dr.s
Erm, btw, kitties don’t ’threat’.. Or am I supposed to threaten for sthg?
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Originally Posted by
drslump99
speeling mistake, gals
KITTY, your treat!!! you buys us dinner!!!!
No No, u cant bribe me to hurry up on my story
I need a break …..
I need a holiday !!!!
I need a long long vacation
Provide story still must treat!?
This is potluck okaaay pls bring ur own food…
Ah-zek nowadays ahz…tsk tsk
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Originally Posted by
GorDJilla
Nice thread by Sis! U never know what the future beholds. Just enjoy the moment and take each step forward with caution. Dun ever lose hope in love. Im sure there’s someone out there who’ll love u & cherish u
Thanks for e encouragement..
I really meant to say this at the end of the story but guess won’t hurt saying it here either..
Some things however belong to an idealistic world and not always present in reality.
And even so, not for everyone.
Some say ur fate is in ur own hands, it’s what u make of it.
But what if the choice is to let go of it? Hmm
As a prelude to the final parts of Part 3…
新不了情
心若倦了 泪也干了
这份深情难舍难了
曾经拥有 天荒地老
已不见你 暮暮与朝朝
这一份情 永远难了
原来生还能再度拥抱
爱一个人 如何死守到老
怎样面对一切 我不知道
回忆过去 痛苦的相思忘不了
为何你还在拨动我心跳
爱你怎么能了 今夜的你应该明了
缘难了情难了
“If only I were 6 years older or u were 6 years younger, maybe it might be possible between us..”
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Morning came too soon & I dragged myself reluctantly out of bed & Ian’s embrace to prepare my stuff for shower.
“Time to wake up and shower… "
Ian thankfully wasn’t that difficult to wake.
Getting into the shower together was a new experience, and a fun one too. We washed each other’s hair, scrubbed each, and rinsed each other off…
Though we had fun feeling up each other up again, no bath time action I’m afraid. We were kinda running on a bit of tight schedule.
While I was blow-drying my hair, Ian lazed around on the bed and we chatted casually. As I was done applying concealer & what nots, “Look prettier like that”
I felt myself blush again. I know I’m not.. I’m just average, really.
Left the house together & walked over to the mrt station. At the void deck, bumped into a neighbor - an aunty-who lived upstairs. The aunty peered curiously at us, as if wondering what was I doing with this young boy at such an hour…I fervently hoped I didn’t have guilt written allowed my face. Maybe Ian’s goody-boy look would help throw off suspicion. And perhaps it did. Cos I never heard the aunty, nor my family mention anything. *phew*
Taking the MRT during peak hour is a nightmare. Usually I’ll wait for an empty train so I could (1) get a seat , and (2) not having to struggle to keep my balance.
A crowded train pulls into the station
Me: I’m going to give this a miss & wait for the next one.
Ian: I’ll wait with u
Me: huh? U sure u have time?
Ian: (glancing at watch) yeah. It’s ok.
So we missed the crowded train & while waiting for the empty one, I enlightened Ian on how the train ‘system’ works doing peak periods & why I chose that particular carriage etc, earning the title of being auntie from him…fine…
Managed to bag seats on the empty train (after fighting our way thru the rushing crowd which had the same aim). I was obviously tired, and my eyes were closing as I struggled to keep them open & stay awake talking to Ian.
Ian: Take a nap la…(offer his shoulder)
Me: mmmmm (rested head on Ian’s shoulder, closed eyes)
Ian: too high for u ( referring to shoulder)?
Me: (shakes head)
Ian: sorry I didn’t give u enough energy last night…
Wondered what e person next to us thought if he/she caught what Ian said.
Just smiled sleepily with eyes closed hearing that.
Was supposed o be sleeping but ended up chatting with Ian while resting my eyes…
Until the train pulled into at Ian’s stop…
Got up to say goodbye to him.we looked at each other for a moment.
And then he kissed me on the lips.
Could feel the looks of some other commuters…but what the heck…
Put a glow to me for e day. Although I was pretty much zombified. Took an hour nap during lunch to make up. Slept early that night too.KO-Ed at 9-ish while in midst of communicating w Ian…
He said he was wondering on e non-reply till he figured I’d probably zonked out. Lols
Ian was due to leave for his studies soon. Our time was thus limited to those few days.
Enjoy the limited time we have together- that was what Ian said. And we did.
Like we had dinner together, ordering different courses to share, recounting stories of past adventures traveling around etc… I really enjoyed the atmosphere, not feeling really the age gap that existed between us- the thing that kept us apart.
We met for an early dinner since Ian was taking a test the following morning so,wanted to,get back earlier to do some final revision. We were done with dinner by 8pm. Said I wanted to head to Daiso to get stuff, and at the same time, digest my dinner. Ian offered to accompany me, and I gladly accepted.
Took a short walk to Plaza Sing. While waiting to cross the pedestrian crossing, Ian suddenly grabbed my hand and held it. I was surprised, but neither did I refuse. Actually, it was strangely nice to be walking down the street hand in hand together. The atmosphere between us also remained relaxed, and none of the awkwardness or uncertainty. It had been a while since I had that feeling.
I grabbed a few items at Daiso- laundry bag, a water tumbler…looking for a stain remover…
And somehow Ian & I found ourselves walking side by side with arms around each others waist, like any old couple. Except we were not.
And then, like in the MRT then previous time, he kissed me again. Publicly.
This was something K and Ethan never did. While I did feel embarrassed, I liked it too.
Because Ian wanted to get his final revision done, we left pretty soon, taking the same MRT line.
It’s interesting how we never run out of topic to talk. Even if it were a cold or lame joke, we’d understand each other- perhaps cos we were on the same wavelength.
As we were approaching Ian’s stop, we reaffirmed our plans to meet up the next day.
Ian: so tmr I’ll come around (ur place) at 8pm?
Me: yup, text me again when ure reaching
And like,what was becoming a custom with Ian, we kissed goodbye (trying to be oblivious to,the looks) as he alighted.
Reaching home, I began my google search.
Tmr.
Tmr would be the day we’d try again… We’d actually talked about it. And that’s one thing I appreciated about Ian. I could talk about anything to him. And it wasn’t a one-sided thingy, like with K for,example. Ian always took into consideration my thoughts & feelings.
And that was how i chanced upon this forum, a common question some have asked.
In my search on how to make the first time easier/ experiences.
Concluding my search & happy with my results, i fell asleep, looking forward above all, to see Ian the next day.
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acidicavex
Nicely recall the holding hand and hugging the waist part hmm sorta of like mutual understanding.
It took me awhile to write these parts cos alot of thoughts & a whole mix of feelings flooded me. Hurricane Sandy didn’t help either.
Still thinking how much to share for the next, and what would be the final update.
Finishing the story is e least I can do for those who have supported and encouraged me this far