My little secret


    Chapter #21

    shocked, i tried to get up from my kneeling position but was held back down by the figure in the dark.

    kneeling over me, the person started to fondle and grabbing my breasts, and he knelt down on me like doggie style, just that we both were fully clothed, his full weight bearing on me. he had positioned his legs between mine, forcing my legs to open wider apart.

    i could feel his erection pressing and rubbing against my ass and i could feel panic rising up my throat. i could smell the alcohol on his breath as he breathed onto me.

    i felt panic. i felt shocked and i started to cry and whimper. “get off me! get off me please.. "

    The plea seemed to excite him as he squeezed my breasts harder, his hips pushing his cock harder onto my ass.

    i couldnt move my hands as i was using my hands to support both our weight, and all i could do was to take this “rape” by this unknown.

    He continued to rub his hard cock against my ass and one hand had stopped rubbing my breast and started fumbling with his shorts. his other hand, still grabbing my breasts together and rubbing my nipples, squeezing and twisting them hard.

    i was wearing a mini skirt and i was cursing myself for not wearing shorts. i had thought that since my bf and the remaining few friends were so drunk and high, they would not notice me if i had gone on all four and that my panties could be seen.

    “please.. please… dont do this.. my bf is just in another room.. please.. dont.. " i continued to cry, my voice getting louder and louder.

    the person lifted his hand to cover my mouth as his other hand started to touch my clit. it was painful as i was very dry. i was freaked out of my mind!

    he pulled my panties aside and his long finger forced its way into my dry pussy, his other fingers massaging my clit, breathing harder and harder, getting excited by his rape. i was getting abit wet from all the massaging and the fingering but i was still very afraid and scared. my pleas and cries got louder although his hand was covering my mouth.

    he started to rub his wet finger higher and higher nearer to my asshole, circling my asshole slowly with his finger, wetting the entrance with my pussy juice.

    “omg.. please dont.. dont put ur finger there… " i cried into his hand as he continued to finger fuck my pussy and then draw it up to my asshole.

    seemed tt my crying was exciting him even further as he pulled the side of my panties aside with his cock. i could feel his naked cock on the outside of my pussy. i started to buck and twist and turn to try to throw him off. but he had lain his entire weight on me, making it almost impossible.

    suddenly the lights came on.

    “fuck u cb clement. get the fuck off her. nb. later her bf see u sure tio gan.” and then i felt the entire person’s weight thrown off by Clarence. i collapsed onto the floor with sheer relief and curled up into a ball and started to whimper and cry.

    its was clement. holy shit. my bf’s brother, had tried to fuck me while my bf was just in the other room. luckily clarence heard my crying and came to check on me.

    Clement, high as a kite, just sat on the floor with his cock hanging out. Clarence came to comfort me and hugged me as i clung onto him like a lost child.

    Clarence: he got fuck you anot?

    i shook my head but kept on crying into his shoulder.

    Clarence: nb cb. u seh already come and disturb her for what. ccb. u really out of your mind. u wait later ur brother know. he sure chop u into pieces.

    Clement: eh i just having some fun okie.. if you saw what i saw, her ass up in the air like that, her panties all white and nice, just nice doggie position, you’ll want to fuck her too…

    Clarence: knn, u wear ur fucking pants. girl, come with me. outside.

    when we got outside to the sofa, my bf looked up to see clarence supporting me as i continued to cry, my legs hardly even able to walk me there.

    BF: what happen?

    Clarence: nothing la.. she got scared of something.

    BF: (suspicious look) hmmm? girl. come sit with me. dont cry liao. tell me what happen.

    now my bf is the type of guy that is quite violent and very possessive, and clarence and i had agreed that since nothing happened, we would just take it as nothing had happened. anyway, i was embarrassed at what happened, and i didnt wan to repeat myself.

    i sat beside my bf as he offered me drinks to calm down. refusing to say what had scared me, i made up a story that a bat flew into the kitchen area and scared me to death.

    seeing that i was not able to calm down, my bf handed me some pills to eat.. the pills took effect after about 10 mins, being washed down with beer. i felt more relaxed and happy..

    that was when my bf took my hand and led me to one of the bed rooms.. where he told me his birthday wish…

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    Chapter #22

    ok today since i so free and monday i wont be around, might as well write finish..

    anyway, my ex bf’s older brother “Clement”, was convicted of molestation not too long ago after my incident, not i report, but he did something to some girl at his school. My ex bf did learn about the incident with me and his brother a while later which became a factor during our break up..

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    my bf had pulled me into the room.. locked the door behind him.

    The pills and alcohol were taking their full effect as i started to feel light and very happy.

    “girl..” he whispered to me. “..my birthday wish..i wan u to do strip dance for me then i wan to blindfold you..and i wan you to do everything i say. no questions asked.”

    giggling, i nodded without much thought. if i remembered correct, exactly no thoughts were in mind when this happen. looking back, if my exbf was some other guy, i think i can easily kana fuck by other guys i also dunno.

    he proceeded to sit on the edge of the bed and turned on the music.

    i swayed to the beat of the music as i took off one piece of clothing by one piece of clothing. knowing how my bf like seeing the “innocent” side of me, i had wore matching white bra and cotton panties.

    my eyes half closed as i swayed nearer and nearer to him and straddled him as i had stripped down to my bra and panties, leaving these two lingerie for him to take off himself.

    grinding my pussy against his lap, i did a (half drunk) lap dance for him as he ran his hands up and down my body, bouncing my body up and down as if we were fucking. with every bounce my body came down with, i could feel his cock rising and poking my pussy through my panties..

    i was becoming increasingly horny at the thought of him fucking me through my panties as tension started building in me. Not sure was it the alcohol or the pills or the excitement, but my bf whispered into my ear “girl. you are fucking wet..”

    i was..very wet. feeling very enthusiastic, i decided to do something without him asking me to.. i slowly kneeled down, and freed his erect cock from his shorts. staring into his eyes, i shyly licked the tip of his head.

    “oh fuck you… u want to tease me issit? "

    i just continued staring into his eyes, trying to be as slutty as i could. i licked his entire length of his cock, and slowly swallowed the length of it, moaning as i reached the end and pushing it against my cheek to show him the outline of his cock in my mouth. licking it hard as i came up, i felt his leg jerk as i flicked the side of his cock head with my tongue, making sure i made the slurping sound as i came up.

    he moaned as i continue my deliberately slow torture of the blowjob, making it fast at certain intervals just to drive him crazy.

    “ARGH!” he grabbed my arms and pushed me onto the bed behind him.

    giggling like a idiot, i just laid there as i hooked my finger and gave him a “come come” motion, while i bit my fingernail, giving him a ‘come fuck me’ look.

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    Chapter #23

    Thanks for the compliment..

    And Where got? Hahaha..

    So far those pm me to guess de not correct.. Scare me lor.. All say until as if confirm know me like tt..

    Other than Clarence and Ben, the rest of the names are fake le. I made a mistake by putting down their names. Heng their name is common.. Haha..

    I don’t think they will come to this site bah.. They don’t really know how to use com. Lol!!

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    Chapter #24

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    comm

    thanks for sharing ur stories, they were very interesting, especially since we got a girl’s point of view…

    wondering what happen after ur 1st time….did u feel pissed that he ‘forcefully’ took it ??

    i was more shocked then anything.. and abit angry but i just diam diam.. im not the type of ger to show tt im angry.. .

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    Chapter #25

    giggling like a idiot, i just laid there as i hooked my finger and gave him a “come come” motion, while i bit my fingernail, giving him a ‘come fuck me’ look.

    he moved back a few steps to get something out of his pants pocket and then in one fast movement, he took off his pants and underware.

    he started towards me, with a blindfold in his hand. reaching for me, he placed the blind fold around my eyes as i continued to giggle like an idiot. he rubbed his hands on my thighs as he pushed me up higher on the bed.

    licking my ears, he pinned me down with his body and spread my legs apart with his knees. the licks were so ticklish and the feeling felt more sensual than normal esp since i couldnt see.

    however, in the cloudy senses, i had a clear thought and i asked “dear… are u planning something werid… "

    “no girl.. what u mean?”

    “i mean all ur frens are here.. and u blindfold me so tight… what are u up to? share me ah?”

    “siao no la… i just want something special for us..”

    i didnt know what he was talking about.. but decided to drop it since he sounded abit frustrated already..

    as he made his way down to my nipples, his hands still clutching mine above my head.. he flicked and licked my nipples with urgency, sending heat to my pussy.. the esctacy building and building… the feeling amplified by the fact tt i could not see..

    then he took out his vibrating toy.. i could hear it as he placed it on my nipples.. electric sensations rocked me as it vibrated its way on my nipples..

    he pushed his cock head to touch my pussy opening but never entered.. circling the entrance.. the blindfold making all my feelings heightened..

    he rubbed on finger on my clit as another found my pussy hole.

    “so wet girl… haha… u like this dont u? i love watching u squirm..”

    he continued to poke my pussy with his finger.. then added another one in..

    then replacing it with his cock head, frustrating me to no end as he peneratrated my pussy abit with his cock head but never fully fucking me.

    “dear!!! hmmm.. i cannot take it.. stop teasing me can?! just fuck me with ur cock.. please fuck me… "

    the minute i said tt, he slammed his cock in full force till i could feel his balls on my asshole.. grinding it in to the max, he withdrew abit as i caught my breath.

    oh god.. he was so long. before i could fully catch my breath, he slammed it in.

    he grabbed my breasts and shoulders as he continued to slam his cock into me hard, every stroke sending me deeper and deeper into estacy.

    every time he slammed his cock into me, he would do a small grinding motion, as if to make sure it was all the way to the end.. and i could feel his entire length in my pussy.

    in and out he penertrated me with force. making sure i moaned everytime he slammed it into my raw pussy.

    finally i cummed, my pussy clenching onto his cock, squeezing and pulling it, causing him to cum after me.. he laid on top of me, us catching our breath as he played with my hair..

    he was finally pulling out as i heard a urgent knock on the door.

    he pulled me up, still blindfolded and threw a shirt over my head and pulled off the blindfold.

    he went over to the door, still naked and opened it.

    clarence was standing outside the door and whispered something to my bf ear’s which i couldnt hear..

    i saw clarence peer over my bf;s shoulder to see me half naked sitting on the bed, my eyes wide like saucers, wondering wtf is going on.

    “u wait here for me. wear ur clothes. i go downstairs awhile.”

    and with tt, my bf grabbed his pants and clothes and wore them hurriedly as he and clarence started for the stairs.

    i hastily put on my bra and panties and started to follow behind.

    what on earth is going on?!

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    Chapter #26

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    comm

    oooo….

    actually while reading ur story, i expected u to break up with him or get into a big fight after the way he treated u

    is this kind of behavior what woman call … ‘man’ ???

    thxs for sharing ur story, hope to hear more

    last time still young.. quite stupid.. i was those kind of xiao nu ren..

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    Chapter #27

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    tryherout

    Forever young, I want to be forever young…

    It was good to be young! Recalled my 1st girlfriend also wanted to be “small women”

    hahaha.. now i am smarter.. i dont just keep quiet and not so nerdy and silly anymore.. i no longer a xiao nu ren.. sometimes will when my current bf is angry.. but most of the times, i learn tt if i wan something, i must make it happen..

    cannot diam diam then hope it happens.. also, learned tt if i do not like or feel comfortable with something, i must speak up.

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    Chapter #28

    my current bf calls me his princess.. and i think i still quite xiao nu ren.. but when it comes to important decisions, i will make the call.. sort of like…. the one who will diam diam all the way unless its very important than my bf will ask me make the decision.

    i think its better for me this way also.. ppl underestimate me, which makes it easier for me to do things..

    and my bf makes it very easy for me to be xiao nu ren.. i have a rule.. out of 100 things my bf wants, i will not say no. only when it comes to something tt i really cannot take then i say no, making tt no a bigger impact than if i everytime also say no.

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    Chapter #29

    following the boys downstairs, i could see a large crowd of guys at the living room from the top of the stairs..

    not understand what was going on, i followed them only to stop mid-stairs to observe the happenings..

    my bf was still shirtless, clad only in jeans. he walked to the middle of the group with clarence behind. ben had removed his shirt and i could see his tattoo that covered his whole back and the dragon head as it snaked from his back to his shoulder.

    Clarence had also taken off his shirt and i could see clearly the gang logo on his back.

    the group was begining to get rowdy and started to talk in raised voices. I heard a gang’s poem being huat as i continued to look on to what was happening. (dooonnnttt think i can write the whole poem here)

    “ki hong gan la.. cb.. lim peh birthday u come here cheh what daiji. buay hok lim peh come la..” my boyfriend was shouting at another person in the group who i didnt recognise.

    clarence noticed me standing there and immediately came to me. “girl. u go back inside the room. got outsider come into the chalet create trouble. dont stay here.. not safe. ur bf not happy already.”

    as i opened my mouth to speak, i suddenly saw my bf throw a punch at another guy who had shouted his gang name at my bf.

    bf: siao lian eh… chup do lo eh?!

    opposite: lim beh siao eh gina. un zua?

    still grabbing on to the guy’s collar, my bf said “chup kapo? ur kapo dunno tiao where already. still chup. limbeh chao eh.. u dare to come here to make trouble? u dunno this one is our zai dui ah?

    opposite party: limbeh bei song u all on music so loud. cannot ah? ur zai dui dua sai ah. u think ur grandfather own one ah?

    the minute he said this, i saw ben from behind, taking a chair and crashing it on the head of the nearest person beside him. all of a sudden, there was a flurry of movement as the two groups started clashing..

    clarence rushed to aid my bf as i stood frozen at the mid-stair, unable to move, staring at everything tt was happening.

    i saw my bf’s head bleeding as another person hit him. i saw a knife being welded and my bf’s back was slashed. the cut cutting across his tattoo as he turned to punch the person in the face.

    shouting and scuffling was heard as i crouched on the step, unable to move, covering my ears in fear, i started to cry.

    suddenly, someone started to run towards me on the step. i whimpered as i started to crawl away, my legs and hands numb from fear. it was someone from another chalet who had come to confront my bf and his friends. the guy was big, burly and started to grab at me with his hands, trying to grab me up.

    the stranger made a grab at me as i saw clarence running towards us. i started kicking at the person’s hands, trying to get away as clarence jumped on him. the both of them rolled down the stairs as i ran into the room to call the police.

    before i even had a chance to run into the room, only able to make it back to the top of the stair, someone else caught me from behind, wrapping me in his arms and carried me up.

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