My little secret


    Chapter #1

    Hi guys.

    im a ger. heehee. used a guy’s nick so wont be bothered by anyone.

    Have read alot of your sex escapades and now finally ready to reveal mine.. always read it from a guy’s point of view… now lets look at it from the girl’s point of view..

    Let’s start with my first sexual encounter.. in secondary school..

    I was in sec 3. just went “steady” with this guy in normal academic. i was in the express class.. so this r/s was basically a hidden one. both our friends’ did not approve. the relationship blossomed over our NPCC camps. lol.. we were both the same age. i was ur regular naive goody-two-shoes express girl, and he was the regular paikia normal academic guy.

    anyway.. we were together for 2 months and was meeting at our secret spot during lunch for our daily kiss. haha.. secondary school, still quite innocent.

    we would meet at the D&T building where it was deserted to french kiss. that was the most daring thing tt ive ever tried… and i have been doing it for 2 months.

    the 15 year old me thought tt was the most awesome thing, hiding behind in a dark corner, with my bf holding me close to him, pulling me near him and his tongue in my mouth. sex had never crossed my mind. never been touched sexually or had watched porn.

    but one day, my bf had a surprise in store for me.

    BF: later meet me earlier at the D&T block. you no class right?

    me: yup, no class already.. so early for what? i still need to ask my teacher thing for homework.

    BF: just meet me. i got a surprise for you.

    okie.. so i silly silly went down to the D&T block to wait for my bf.

    i was early.. so i waited by the window, my back facing the door..

    suddenly, hands grabbed my waist and i was spun around to face my bf. i was shocked by how rough and seemingly desperate he was, but the action stirred a feeling inside me, making me feel..werid.. something i never felt before..

    he looked straight into my eyes, still hugging my waist with both his arms tightly, before kissing me.

    I was abit angry with his roughness and i refused to let his tongue enter, keeping my lips close together. his eyes opened and he stared at me hungrily. “Open your mouth.”

    afraid, i obeyed, not knowing why he was so fierce suddenly, or why he seemed so urgent to kiss me.

    with his tongue in my mouth, exploring every part of my mouth, he backed me into the corner of the room, still grabbing my waist tightly, practically carrying me.

    our kisses were usually soft, and gentle. with him holding my hands.. and me shyly kissing him.. but today’s kiss was turning into something quite scary. it felt so urgent.. like something was awake in him.

    “Girl. argh.. “he started.. then while i was distracted by what he was saying and abit lost by the sudden passionate kiss, i felt one arm grabbing my breast through my bra.

    i was shocked! but with his other arm still around my waist, there wasnt very much space i can pull back. “you like this right? does it feel good?” he whispered in my ear.

    Speachless, there was nothing i could say but silently stared back at him. to be honest, it actually did feel quite good.. and i could feel a feeling pooling in between my legs. not replying, all i did was press my legs close together to stop the feeling..

    pressing me against the wall to free his other arm, both hand kneaded my breast, his fingers finding my aroused nipples through my thin bra.

    i closed my eyes, fighting the feeling. it just felt… werid. i never felt this way before.. it felt so wrong.

    ME: dear! stop.. its not right to do this.. we together only 2 months! please stop touching me.. what if someone finds out.

    BF: girl.. i fucking horny you know anot. after with you, i 2 months never fuck already.. just now went to watch porn at Clarence house. then specially come back to school just to kiss you. oh my god.. just let me touch your tits la. clarence they all standing outside to keep watch la. no one will dare come in.

    Me: ( i was beginning to feel abit giddy and “high” from the feeling of having my nipples being touched) okie.. just touch okie..

    with that, he proceeded, to lay me down on the table.. i was overwhelmed with this maddening feeling of wanting more that i just complied. he took off my shirt while still kissing me, distracting me with his tongue in my mouth and fingers on my nipples.

    with my top off, he unhooked my bra. and he took my nipples hungrily into his mouth.

    i couldnt help it.. i let out a soft moan. it was the most incredible feeling in my life!

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    Chapter #2

    letting out the moan was the most basic response i could muster and i was so embarrassed by the sound that i immediately opened my eyes and covered my breast.

    my bf just used his hands and roughly pulled my arms apart and lifted them above my head. using one hand to hold both my wrist, he used the other to play with one nipple while sucking on the other hard. “dont ever do that again.. im very horny now. just let me suck on your big tits..”

    The language shocked yet aroused me..he had never spoken to me this way before! with his hand on my nipples, expertly twisting and playing with it and his mouth licking and sucking my nipples, i could only close my eyes and another moan escaped my lips.. i couldnt help it.. i twisted my legs to stop the heat between my legs, confused yet giddy with arousal.

    he slowly let go off his hands that held my wrist. and took off his shirt. grabbing my arms and placing them on his own nipples. “i wan u to touch me the same way i touched you..” he said before raping my mouth with his tongue again..

    shyly and unsure of what i was doing, i tried to copy his actions on his nipples.. he moaned in my mouth..

    BF: yes girl.. thats what i want you to do.. do you feel shiok?

    I just nodded..

    BF: damnit.. SAY YES dear. i feel so shiok.. please play with my tits…

    me: (softly..) yes dear… i feel very shiok.. (moan) please play with my tits..

    when he heard me say that, he sort of loss control, and guided on hand to his pants. i pulled back immediately! i’ve never touched or seen or thought of his cock before. i’ve never even seen one! omg.. i was panicking. but fear and arousal kept me still..

    “i want you to touch my cock.. feel my cock.. can u feel how hard it is? this is what u make my cock feel like after kissing you every damned day without fucking you.”

    i could feel something hard in his pants, pushing against the zip. he unbuttoned the top of his pants and took it off with his underware. i could only stare at the thing tt was hanging from him. it was big and hard. it looked so foreign!

    “hold it with your hand.” he took my hand and guided it onto his cock and made me pump it. i was scared and very unsure.. this seemed to made him even more aroused that a virgin girl was in a deserted classroom, lying on the table, topless, holding his cock which he had placed very near my face!

    “dont worry. i wont make you do anything today.. i just want to feel your tits and pussy.. i want you to make me cum. pump my cock” he said as he guided my hands up and down. “dont you dare remove your hand from my cock until i say so!”

    there was nothing i could do but obey him, paralysed by this new feeling of arousal..

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    Chapter #3

    cool experience… reminded me of what i did during my good old school days…. very very similar…

    So dun tell me he just stop there…..

    camping for more to rekindle my memories…. ;-)

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    Chapter #4

    as i slowly and shyly pumped his cock, a million thoughts ran through my mind.. omg.. i feel so dirty! but the feeling felt so good as he continued to suck on my nipples and played with it.

    he seemed to be sucking harder and flicking my nipples until i crossed my legs.

    he noticed my sudden action and he looked up and grinned at me while i made eye contact for a second before shyly looking away..

    his hand left my nipple and travelled slowly down my belly and unbuckled my skirt. shocked, i used both my hands to stop him and he angrily swatted them away. “i told you not to take your hand off my cock! i wan you to feel it and masturbate for me. take your hands away.. i will make you feel good..it will be something you never felt before.. "

    again, i obeyed him. with one hand on his cock, the other, i used it to cover my face from shame of what i thought he was about to do next.

    i was basically laid bare on the teacher’s table in front of him, while he had move to the end of the the other of the table to take off my skirt.. suddenly, i felt something brush against my panties. i gasped, my eyes flying open and sitting up.

    he pushed me back down warning me to lie down and stop moving. to punish me, he grabbed on of my breast hard and kneaded it. moving back to the same position of him standing beside my breast, with his cock so near my face, i was naked except for my white panties that i was wearing..

    i felt so ashamed and so naked…but suddenly his fingers slowly rubbed my clit and the feeling of shame slowly become arousal.. using his elbow to push open my legs as far as they would go on the teachers table, he rubbed my clit and his other hand twisted my nipples.. “moan for me.. i wan to know how good this feels for you.. and stop covering your damned mouth with your hand.”

    i moaned..all that sound that i had held back came out freely with the new sensation that he was giving me with his fingers rubbing me on my clit.. oh.. this was definately something new.. it was so good… i breathed heavily as the heat continued to pool.. i suddenly felt like peeing.. i needed to pee very badly!!

    me: dear! stop.. i need to pee.. please stop..

    BF: its not pee.. trust me i know.. just let the feeling go.. i take out ur panties for you.. clarence and the others are outside watching for us.. they wont come in i promise..

    me: dont take my panties off please.. i.. dont want you to see..

    well, my plea didnt work.. because, before i knew it, my panties had come off and i could feel cold air blowing at my pussy.. my bf had positioned his head at my pussy, blowing air at it, while rubbing a finger at my clit…

    “i wont enter your pussy.. i know you virgin.. i want to keep it that way… i got somethng more special for your virgin. and u better not give other people. you are my girl. no one else can fuck you except for me..”

    but i wasnt listening.. i was twisting my head left and right as his finger continued to rub my clit, and he had started to lick my pussy, making my pussy wet.. i felt this tension building and building.. and then suddenly.. a burst of estacy.. the sensation felt like peeing but i wasnt..

    i could only moan and grunt and breath heavily as i panted and panted through the explosion of feelings.. i have never felt this feeling before.. i didnt noe what it was.. but it felt.. so goood…

    “you cum already.. its my turn. masturbate for me… " with his cock in my hand, i pumped it as fast and hard as i could matching the speed and feeling he was giving me by rubbing my clit and playing with my nipples which prolonged the sensation.

    he came nearly immediately and shot his cum on the floor. he quickly took tissues to clean himself up and picked up his clothes.

    sitting up.. i suddenly felt very ashamed, unable to look at him in the eye, i picked up my clothes and held it against my naked body. he came to me and kissed me gently on my lips and held my head up to look at him.

    " Girl, the day is not over yet.. get dressed. i promised myself that by tonight, you will be my girl.”

    finally got dressed and he took my hand and led me out of the room, his friends giving him a thumbs up.

    “come, we are going back to my place, by bus. i got something special that i wan to teach you on the way home.”

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    interested to know? haha.. sorry for being so long winded.. i was writing the story exactly how i remembered it.. makes me horny thinking back about that whole day! if u think there is anyway that i can improve it, please let me know.

    thanks!

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    Chapter #5

    damn eager to know what he had install for you back at his place…. gonna pop the corn??? hmmm….

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    Chapter #6

    This happened how many years ago……………. Anyways, will camp here for more wet section of yr past….

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    Chapter #7

    before i continue.. let me give you some visual about how i look like..

    in sec 3, my height was 148 and i was only about 40kg.. i had developed alot faster than my friends and i was already a 34C by sec 3. I’m chinese, had those side parting V shape straight long hair. i was in NPCC, so i went for regular training in our school hall, i was slim and fit. *wink* hahahaha. i was relatively fair because i always wore sunblock. I was those girls that guys want to “jio” but dont dare to because they always thought i had a boyfriend outside. guys always said they liked me because i had those..big doe watery eyes? dunno wtf is that.

    my bf was those typical ah beng, about 160 and about 60kg. Fit(with 4pec..woo big deal during sec school days) and my IC in NPCC. centre parting long mcdonald hairstyle. tan, sporty and super rebellious. quite good looking.. thats why i fell madly in love with him when we first knew each other in NPCC.

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    he held my hand tight as we walked through the school. as our relationship was always a secret, this is the first time that he publicly held my hand.. being a 15 yr old girl in her first relationship, i thought it was romantic.. so i just kept quiet and let him lead me with both of his friends trailing behind me.

    when we reached outside school, his friends whispered something to him which made him turn and pull me sharply against him. " dear.. dont sway your ass when you walk. u see clarence steam already. stop it."

    frankly. i was doing nothing. i was walking. but okie.. i tried not to move my butt as i walked. today.. i was rendered quite speachless. i had nothing to say after being shocked into silence by the earlier events..

    i had no idea what else he was up to. and i hoped that whatever he said he was going to do on the bus was just kissing, it would be the first time we kissed in public..

    but when we boarded the bus 1**(dont wan u all to pinpoint where i went to school!! haha) i became abit apprehensive. This was the long bus that took a big detour back to his home and this double deck bus was always deserted during school ending time.

    the four of us climbed to the top deck, where my bf pushed me into the last row, inside of the seats. his friends took the seats 2 rows in front of us.

    BF: dear.. dont be afraid.. why u look so scared. stop staring at me with ur damned eyes. i told u, clarence and ben will keep watch for everything tt im doing today.

    me: (fear is actually gripping me.. coz his friends cant be helping him keep watch for fun for the whole day.. they must want something..right?!) dear.. did you.. promise them anything.. ( my voice is getting smaller and smaller)

    BF: girl. u are mine. and only mine. i will not allow them to touch you. who dare touch you, ill chop off his hand.

    abit more relived, i started to relax and enjoy the quiet bus ride.. at the next stop a few people came on board and sat near us.. Clarence and ben shifted to sit at the seats right in front of us, staring at anyone who dared to come nearer..

    the sight of people seemed to excite my bf as i can hear his breathing getting faster and heavier.. with one arm behind me, he leaned nearer to the window and pointed at something outside.. i looked and smiled.. when i turned to look at him, he grabbed my head and locked my mouth in a french kiss.

    i swooned by this very romantic gesture.. it was something out of a movie.. then his hand started to gently caress my thigh where my skirt had not covered.. i did not pull back as i was so absorbed in the passionate kiss..

    his fingers slowly made their way to my under my uniform and he started grouping my breast.. “dear! not here.. got people… dont lei please..”

    “girl… got people make me more excited mah…” grabbing my hand to his crotch.." see i start to steam already.. u make me very hard easily.."

    remembering the feeling of estacy i felt in the deserted classroom back in school, i anticipated those nice feelings that i had when his hand reached back under my blouse to play with my nipples..

    a moan escaped my lips into the kiss.. which i quickly broke off and looked down in embarrassment.. my shyness seemed to excite him further as he kissed me, his tongue pushing into my mouth, demanding me to return his attention.. when i didnt, he pinched my nipples which made me yield to his tongue..

    his other hand grabbed my waist and pulled me on top of him. as i was quite short, even sitting on his lap, i was shielded by his huge friend ben. unfamiliar with this position, i started to wiggle.

    “ah..” i heard my bf moan. “damnit stop moving your ass” i held still as he moved us nearer to the window.. i could feel something hard against the crack of my ass.. “dear.. can u move your wallet.. its poking me” he stared into my innocent eyes.. “girl.” he whispered." thats my cock."

    shocked, i whipped my head around and suddenly stood, trying to distance my ass from his cock, staring ahead, suddenly afraid… that my bf was going to take my virginity in the bus. ‘was this where he was going to take my virgin? in a bus?!’

    his strong arm gripped my waist, and pulled me down hard back on his lap, keeping me there, rocking me against his lap. i could feel his cock pressing harder and harder in my ass crack, making me more and more afraid..

    without a word, his other arm started to grope my breast.. as i started to feel the same shiok feeling, i started to relax and leaned my head down on his shoulder.. he took my surrender as admission and slowly snaked his other hand down my skirt and slowly caressed them up my thigh, lightly brushing against my panties..

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    Chapter #8

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    naturegreen

    TS, by any chance are you ……. ?

    m i what? lol.. u trying to guess my identity?

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    Chapter #9

    as his fingers slowly rubbed my clit through my panties, the only thing that i could do was surrender and just enjoy the sensation.. we had another 30 mins before we reached his home…

    as i continued to sit on his lap with my head on his shoulder, he turned me so that my legs will dangle off his laps.. “easier to make u wet.. and i will be able to see ur face as u feel high..” he whispered..

    so with me still on his lap, he turned me so that my back was against the window and his cock was still pushing hard against my ass.. he squeezed my ass as he turned me, making me blush. he made me lie my head on his shoulder as both hands were now free to roam..

    i had already surrendered.. i believe he would not do anything werid on the bus.. this WAS a public bus with many ppl on board..

    so on his lap i was like a limp doll.. every bump the bus made, his cock just got harder.. he whispered in my ear again..“girl.. these bumps that the bus makes, will be the same type of bumps that i will make later when i finally get to put my cock in you..” i only nodded silently.. his fingers were still at my panties, rubbing it, poking my pussy through my panties..

    “u are so wet girl.. i want u to taste urself..” oh god.. no way!!! but he rose his finger to my mouth and pushed it in. “suck!” i did.. i didnt like the way it tasted or smelled.. it was just plain werid.. but as i sucked on his finger, he let out a soft moan, closing his eyes, then opening them staring at me..

    this made a guy in front of ben turn around to see. “we have an audience now girl..haha.. let that guy steam and cannot cum.. moan for me..haha tiko”

    i was so embarrassed, i duno where to hide my face, so i buried it in his shoulder, not moving, my arms around his neck to support myself..

    his fingers went back to my panties, rubbing and driving me crazy… suddenly.. i felt my panties being pulled aside and i could feel one finger slowly moving its way from my bare clit and moving its way into my pussy!

    my eyes flew open.. and i nearly cried..i softly cry and plead with my bf..

    me: dear.. please dont.. dont put ur finger inside..

    bf: girl.. its very shiok one.. dont worry.. my finger very small only.. i slowly slowly okie?

    me: dear.. please la…

    but as i said it, i could feel his finger slowly sliding into my pussy.

    as a innocent virgin, (u have to ask a virgin school girl, not those virgin that finger fuck but no cock inside.) NOTHING has ever entered your pussy. NOTHING. outside maybe, inside maybe 1-3mm maybe when u bath and wash yourself.. but NOTHING over the tip of your finger ever ventures into a virgin. esp not the kind of virgin that i am.

    alarm bells went off.. i started to panic.. then i realized why he shifted me into this position.. he used his free hand to hold me down against the window as i tried to struggle.

    tears started to well up in my eyes as panic set in.. i had not feel any pain yet.. but the anticipation of pain from all those horror stories came flooding back to me.

    i just stared at him with my big watery eyes as he kissed me and continued to slowly slide his finger into my virgin pussy. at a certain depth, he stopped. he withdrew, and he smiled..

    bf: “i just wanted to see how tight u are and if the thing is still there.”

    me: =( super sad face.. i didnt even want to speak.

    bf: u not happy ah? (he was getting abit angry.. because i was being emo? haha i dunno..) okie nvm.. u dulan all u want.

    with that, using on hand, he pushed my panties aside again and slid his finger back into my pussy, but again stopped when he reached some obstruction.. (my hymen maybe?)

    it did help that i was already wet from all the fingering earlier.. with one finger on my clit, rubbing it.

    fear gripped me.. im going to lose my virginity in a bus?! whhhhhaaaatttt????

    I shut my eyes close tight, not knowing what on earth he was about to do.

    i could feel the pressure as his finger slowly probed the opening of my pussy… nothing has ever gone near my pussy.. i felt uncomfortable and scared. i let out a whimper..

    bf: girl, oh my god… you really damned virgin.. my ex i fuck, say she virgin, her thing not there le.. but i can feel yours with my finger… i can feel a very small hole..

    me: dear… pls.. not here…

    bf: okie.. dear dont cry la.. please la… i want to make u feel good…

    i continued to bury my head in his shoulder, not really know what to do as his finger continued to slowly circle the small opening of my pussy, putting more and more pressure on it…

    i’ve never felt this sensation before and i couldnt describe it.. it was uncomfortable and scary…

    then his finger stopped.. i didnt dare to open my eyes to even see what was going on..

    suddenly, he motioned for ben to switch on his hp’s music.. (tt time was 3330 era.. haha…)

    with the techno music being blasted, a thought flashed my mind.. !!! the music was it used to mask my scream if he took my virginity on the bus?

    but then, suddenly, i felt something cold and small press against my clit.. it was vibrating. i opened my eyes, to see my bf grinning at me, his fingers still under my skirt.

    “this one very shiok one… i got it just for u.. later i show u.”

    shiok? no… irritating? yes. haha!!!

    but then, he increased the speed.. the buzzing sound was deafening to my ears.. but seemed like the other passengers were more distracted by the techno sound.. but that one passenger, could hear the humming sound and turned around again, look me in the eye and gave me a leerying smile.

    i met his eye for 1 sec before closing it again. the increased speed was causing the hot sensation between my legs again. with one hand under my skirt, pressing his devise onto my clit, his free hand had moved to touch his cock that was now pressing against my ass with urgency..

    “girl… shiok anot? i feel damned shiok… i see your face so shiok, i wan to cum already.. wah lou.. my cock feels damned hard leh.. "

    i just kept quiet, trying my best to ignore the feeling between my legs.. but i could feel my face expression had changed slightly,.. i could feel the sensation building again.. slowly slowly..

    suddenly, ben’s music stopped.. “eh get down le lah… reach liao…”

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    Chapter #10

    Quote:

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    naturegreen

    Your story rings a bell.

    haha.. if u really know who i am, then dont say. shouldnt have used his friends’ names.. stupid stupid. hahaha…

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