Maybe we should cool down on our relationship…It’s really been a roller coaster ride for the last 2 yrs ++…Many lies were told to our partners in order for us to meet…Since her bf is showing her more concern nowadays, maybe I should let her go…We haven’t discuss about this but it’s always on my mind
I will wait till end of this year to see how our relationship is before making a decision…I still think about her day & night…It will be hard to adjust my life without her…I know eventually when she gets married we won’t be meeting for sex anymore…Her bf won’t be using a condom after marriage…I also never use condom when making love with her…Sekali she gets pregnant we don’t know for sure whose child it is…
Being a cheongster, old habits really really die hard…After 2 months without sex wz my wechat gf, I went to look for a massage girl which I knew b4 I met my wechat gf…In fact, she’s the last WL I fuck b4 “retiring” from the commercial scene…Trying my luck to text after 2 yrs plus, she still remembers me…At least that what she says hahaha…She’s Msian which is what I like…Can talk in canto…Arrange time to meet her at her new workin place…
But she says now no more full package only bbbj…Her new work place is a small spa in Balestier unlike previously a spa in a hotel…Actually I got no problem no fj…I just want a good hard massage follow by a good blow job…She does gives one hell of a bone cracking massage…To a point which I have to ask her to tone down…After 40 mins of good massage & tcss, it’s time for my first commercial bbbj in 2.5 yrs…
She pull up her t-shirt & unhook her bra…I was staring at her small tits & straight away I compare it to my wechat gf…No fight…My wechat gf breast is shall we say ample…She always joke whenever I was fondling her breast, it became big because I always massage them…Back to my bbbj…It was a weird feeling having another girl looking at my cock after all this while…She started by licking my balls which is my fav part of bbbj…My balls is so sensitive to a good lick…She look at me after a few lick of my balls & said “you like your balls to be lick right”…Now I truly believe she does still remembers me after all this while…
Once my cock has marikita, she blows me…It was nice but not the best I had…But she has “improved” her bbbj skill…Alternating between sucking my cock & licking my balls, I wish my wechat gf is this pro-active is giving me a blowjob…Trying my best to block out my wechat gf while enjoying my blowjob…After awhile, my massage girl sense that my cock has grown bigger & harder so she quicken her bbbj speed…She knows I’m about to sexplode…Always respecting her wish of no CIM, I told her I’m cumin…She stop her bbbj & handjob me…After a few strokes, my sperm flew out of my balls…
After about 15 secs, she was still holding on to my cock which is still about 80% hard…To give my ego a boost, she says she miss my big cock…Guess all WL’s will say more or less the same thing to all their clients to hook them to go back to them…Still it was “nice” to hear…Again my mind flash to my wechat gf…The first time we make love, she say in canto while pointing to my harden cock, “Ho Geng”…Then on our 2nd honeymoon in Genting, while I was on top of her with my cock in her pussy, she says “Dear…Your mushroom head very big”…Hearing my wechat gf saying these comments sounded more sincere…
Didn’t bathe after my massage girl wipe off my sperm from my body…Guess I’m feeling a bit guilty so quickly want to leave the place…Paid her $80 for her service…Guess I can’t have the best of both worlds in one girl…One gives me a loving sex not necessary 10/10 & the other one gives me one hell of a blowjob…Cheongster will never ever satisfy…Not saying I’m bored with my wechat gf but once the honeymoon period is over, the cheongster mind will wander again…
Now I’m thinkin of going Genting Highlands on my own to gamble & check out the commercial scene there…I know there’s a lot of pimps standing around the First World hotel…Once they see you are alone they will pass you their number…Told my wechat gf about this “trade” while we were there…She pinch my arm & tell me not to ever think about it!!!…But in all honesty, don’t think I will ever try those FL scene in Genting…But one night stand is a different story…
The past few weeks has not been good between my wechat gf…Constant arguing over small trivia matters…But every time end up with me apologizing to her…But our last arguement…I’m not backing down…It’s actually a small matter…Because we haven’t been meeting for 3 months, I guess we have lost the feelings we had previously…I’ve also been mulling if it’s worth to continue our relationship because the sparks seems to evaporated
We didn’t contact each other for a week…Guess both party is waiting for the other party to make a move first…I admit during this time I have been feeling very down…Kept thinking is this the end of our relationship??…I even down 5 cans of Carlsberg at one go at home…One reason why I drank it’s bcoz I want to have a good night sleep for once because it’s been torturing the last few weeks of not being able to sleep well at nite bcoz I kept thinking abt where our relationship is heading…
I have decided to let our relationship fade away…I don’t want to feel this lousy again…Just let it go peacefully…Always wanted to find a FB…Thought I could just fuck & go home each time…My mistake is falling in love with her…Well not 100% love but emotionally attached…It was fun in the beginning…I was on cloud nine…Felt “proud of myself” because I got a FB…I’m one of the guys with a FB…But nothing is free in this world of ours…I don’t earn big bucks…In the end, I have to put my family first…
She never asked me to buy any things for her…But in the long run, $$$ will still be spend when we met up…Not much but still have to spend…But our strain relationship now is not down to $$$…Our priorities over the past 2 years has changed…I’m lucky bcoz she’s not those sticky kind that demands maximum attention…Bcoz of this also I have managed to hide my affair away from my wife…Maybe fate is telling me that I could not hide my affair forever…I don’t know…
Life is funny…When I see other guys got FB, I also want one…Found one that is so caring & knows not to call me when I’m at home…The mutual understanding between us is great…But if we can’t be happy anymore, there’s no point to continue…I see guys post in sammyboy looking for FWB/FB…I was once like them…But my advice to them is if both parties can put aside being emotionally attach, go ahead in finding one…Be straight with the other party about your current status…If married or attach, tell them…Don’t lie just to get them in bed…It might come back to haunt you in the end…
As at today, we have not officially break-up…Just both parties having a cold war…But for me, I have intention to break-up…I don’t know about her point of view…Whatever the outcome, I don’t want to lose sleep about it…But if really we were to break-up, I will end my chapter of my secret life…I won’t eat outside anymore…Age is catching up on my body…I’m no spring chicken to go all out for a good sex…I had my fair share of eating outside for 12 years…Been lucky at not being caught by wife,AV & AIDS…Maybe it’s time to quit before my luck finally ran out…Nothing can be hidden forever
All gd things must cum to an end eventually…We hv mutually agree to break-up…Is there such thing as a gd break-up????….Only time will tell…
I initiated the break-up….We just grew apart….She say we can still remain as frens but i doubt it can happen…it was a tough decision to make but a rite one…Fm being lovers to strangers the last few mths…I just need to break myself away fm her…Think she also needs to be away fm me…
Its been hard the last couple of weeks as we argue constantly…It affected me emotionally…During wkin hrs, my mind will think of her…But the worse is during nite time…Laying on the bed thinkin abt why has it cum to this…Thinkin abt the holidays we went…Abt the plcs we went…This is wat happens if emotions were involved….
We broke up via textin….Its hard to do it face to face…We didnt really say bad things abt one another…It just happen naturally….Mayb its bcoz we are not really a couple in real life…Only in secret life…Slowly i hv accepted tt i hv lose my wechat gf…Time will heal my pain…I told myself no more tears will be shed
Nw i hv move on wz my life….I dun hv intention to look for another gf in wechat…I dun want to be heart broken again….I did say if this relationship ends I will stop my secret life…Never say never…I will try to control myself fm goin back to commercial sex…For now im just tryin to get back my life back on track….
Very tempted to try Sakura..Quoted $300…A bit steep…Mayb i shld jiak this sushi to heal my wounded heart….
Wechat id…. mint5633536
Really wanted to try out the Jap gal because from her pic looks kawaii…But in the end didn’t…All bcoz of my ex-wechat gf…I know I won’t get the same feel with a WL…Crucially, can’t do RAW wz WL…After 2 yrs plus of raw love making wz my ex-wechat gf, wearing a condom just don’t give me any satisfaction…Can’t feel the wetness on my cock just don’t give me any kick…
This is the Jap gal…Would u guys eat her???
I can have raw sex wz my wife but the sex part in our life has ended way b4 I met my ex-wechat gf…Maybe the magic I feel wz my ex-wechat gf will ends eventually, but at this moment she has “saved” $300 for me…I still think of our love making sexxion…Although not perfect but wz raw + GFE it sure adds up to one hell of a sexxion…All I have now are pics of her & 1 video of us making love…
I secretly recorded our sexxion on my hp…Till now, she doesn’t knows about it…She will chop off my cock if she finds out…It’s no masterpiece but sometimes I will pcc while watching it….I know it’s pathetic of me for still thinking about her….It’s only been 2 mths since we parted…Time will eventually heal all wounds…
The root of the problem is that we are still in contact wz each other…She says since we can’t be lovers anymore we still can be friends…Just with no benefits…Initially I was reluctant but eventually I agree…We are only lovers in secret…After the initial super sadness of losing her has subsided, being friends is not a bad idea after all…Who knows one day we might end up going for our secret rendezvous again after few years into her marriage…Wishful thinkin but never say never…
For now, I have to move on wz my secret life wzout her…I’m planning a trip to Genting Highlands by myself to de-stress myself…Gambling is not a good de-stress method but I love gambling…Been to Genting twice wz my ex-wechat gf…So once & for all I want to show myself I can bury the past behind me…It will be hard coz surely my mind will cast back to the places we went in Genting…
Going alone also gives me opportunities to get back on the commercial sex scene again….There are loads of WLs in Genting…Just on wechat there & the choices are endless…Pimps are everywhere wanting to give out their cards…Okok…Might not all be satisfactory bonks but I just want something different from Sg…But my main aim in going there is to free myself…My wife has always given me time by myself…Maybe she knows I eat outside but just close one eye…I don’t know…No more wechat gf…I’m “single” again…
Hopefully can have good luck on the tai sai table…If win, sex will be more satisfactory…RM200 bonk only equals to $66…Where to find in Sg!!…Best of all, after cumin, can go down to the casino to recoup it all back!!
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Originally Posted by
yookevinyoo
Hi TS,
Been following your story since, sad to say that life never be the same as before, and we still need to move on, Jiayou bro!
Anyway, I have tried KL and Genting FL few months back, the vn girls in Genting were kinda chui, bad experience I encountered…hahaha
Yes bro…Life goes on wzout her…Still sad but not as bad as the first few wks…I will nvr ever will 4get her…How to 4get a girl whom I have raw sex for 2 yrs just like tt…
Came bk fm Genting but didnt fuck any WL…Just dont hv the mood even though I won RM2k…Just kept on thinking abt the times I spend in Genting wz her…
But i think my secret life has ran its course…Just dont have the urge to fuck wz condom anymore…Pcc nicer hahaha…
One more thing…Few guys asked me to intro my ex-wechat gf to them…I wont be doing it…Sorry guys…If u guys are lucky to find her in wechat, i wish u guys all the luck
They say a leopard never changes it’s spots…It’s damm true!!…Should change leopard to cheongster…Aft 3 years of sexual abstinence from massage parlours, I finally succumb to temptation…It took a blast from the past gal to tempt me to fuck again in a massage parlour
Been deprive of any sexual activities since my affair with my wechat gf ended…A guy can only tahan for so long b4 the urges cums back…Refrain myself from fucking WLs during my affair wz my wechat gf…But now since I’m “free” again, my cock needs to be satisfied…While browsing the Health Centre threads, came upon a familiar name from yesteryears…
I have certainly have my fair share of romps at Bugis HC…The Msian gals there certainly knows how to treat a man…& his cock!!…And when I saw Cindy’s name mentioned, I know I will be treated like royalty if I visit her…A sudden excitement in my balls which I have long never felt since BHC’s days…I know I can’t fight this feeling off…Memories of Cindy came flooding back…I have to visit her or else I will be thinking about her all day long with a bulge in my pants…
Appointment done…Rush down after work ready for “battle”…While on the way, I was feeling sexcited but also worried…Worried abt AV raids…What if I was caught wz my pants down!!…But in the end, small head over rule big head…Just hack care…Need my cock to be pleasured by Cindy…Bathe thoroughly coz I know she will cat lick all over me…
Feeling wee bit nervous coz it’s been few years since I saw her…She came in while I was washing my asshole…She said she recognized me…Which I doubt it…Only had her once in BHC…Most of the time in BHC I patronize May & Vivan…We spoke in canto which is what I’m looking for when I visit massage parlours…Her massage skills is good…Got strength but I had better ones…Let’s just rate as 6/10…
We tcss abt life…She’s a chatty gal…Aft abt 15mins, she pop the golden qn…Opted for full course!!…Really out of touch wz the rates aft so long…Last fj I had in massage parlour cost $100…Nw in line wz inflation, it’s $120…Lucky I brought xtra just in case…She said this place when doin fj she can undress fully unlike other places…Wow…Didn’t know wz the AV crackdown, doin fj can’t undress fully…
By this time I was too steam to care abt AV…She was fully naked with clean shaven pussy…If only her boobs are bigger…Certainly not for boob lovers…Some people might not like it, but her assrimin is out of this world…While laying face down, she ask me to lift up my backside for her to assrim…It’s been ages since I had one…Feels good…Thought tt was it…Asked me to turn over…Lifted up my legs & the heavenly assrimin starts again!!…Took turns between assrimin & licking my balls…OMG…It was pure sensation…Felt so steam my hands turn jelly trying to hold up my legs for her…
Then the moment I thought I was acting in Jap AV movie…She asked me to sit on the edge of the massage bed…Previously in BHC, the beds were all just mattress on the floor…She spread open my legs while she was on her knees…She lick & suck my balls…I was looking down at her…Damm steam man…While she suck my cock, her hand was feeling my balls…Again I thought that was it…How wrong I was…She told me to stand up…She continue to suck my cock while on her knees…I hold her head…For that minute, I imagine it was Yui Hatano sucking my cock…I can see my cock growing like the incredible hulk…I swear at tt moment I’ve never seen my cock so long & my cock head so big…It was like mutation…
Then she cap me…We did missionary & finish off in doggystyle…I miss doggystyle wz my ex-wechat gf…This time I imagine I was fucking my ex-wechat gf…God I miss her…But the feeling is different…I was wearing a condom to fuck…I can’t feel the wetness on my cock…When I grab Cindy’s ass, it sure felt different…Cindy’s abit on the skinny side…But it was still nice to see a gals doggystyle position…Damm steam…She did her best to moan…Then it was time for me to shoot out…My pumping got faster & whisper saying I cannot tahan anymore…Sensing I was abt to cum, she say “fuck me baby”…This makes me even more sibeh steam…
Finally shoot out my cum…Again my mind was set to my ex-wechat gf…When I cum during doggystyle wz her, I will shoot my sperm all over her ass & back…Now, my cum is “contained” in a condom…Sigh…Can’t win them all…Cindy bathe while I was resting on the bed…Watching her bathe is such a sight to behold…Overall, the sexxion is something…Brought me back to the heydays of BHC…But now she’s wearing the company’s t-shirt…Unlike in BHC when they dress to kill…When she wear back her thong, felt a slight tingle in my balls…TCSS for a few minutes…Exchange hp numbers…Tempted to ask if she’s in contact wz the other BHC gals…But in the end never ask coz I know she sure won’t tell me one…Maybe one fine day I will get to visit Vivian of BHC again if bros here knws her whereabts…
Nowadays it’s not call Health Centres anymore…It’s call a Spa!!…But the happening inside is still the same…Sex Sex Sex…Most likely I will RTF Cindy…The place is near my work place…And looks slightly classy then BHC…Looks safe…Return home after my “battle” a happy man but also abit sad bcoz the memories of fucking my ex-wechat gf flashes by…But I hope by visiting Cindy a few more times, it will help me to forget my ex-wechat gf…Looks like my secret life will continue until the day my cock can’t hard anymore…
How i wish i can hv this kind of secret life….
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Originally Posted by
leslielam
Where can you find this japanese girl? Can PM me the contact?
Thanks!
Gone home liao…Will keep a lookout for u
Thought I wanted to end my story here but my hands itchy wanted to write something…I’m still having an active secret life after my affair ended with my ex wechat gf… Don’t want to experience anymore heartbreaks being intimately involved with one girl…So in order to sextified my cravings, I’m back to commercial sex…Fuck, pay & go home…Been away from this line for the last 3 years…Just like the price of a bowl of lor mee has increased over the years, the price of fucking a WL has also increased…What used to be $100 for FJ has now increased to $120, $150 & above…My salary only increase ard 4 to 5% yearly but fucking cost has increased by ard 20 to 30%…But as long as there’s supply, there will be demand…And when my cock & balls demand to be sextified, I got no choice but to obey them..
Since I was away from the commercial scene for 3 years, I have to start from the bottom again to read thru all the threads to find a WL that is worth my hard earn money…I have set a budget each month for this kind of “activity”…So I have to do my homework thoroughly to find a gem…All my contacts from yesteryears have all retired or gone back to Msia…I don’t find PRCs bcoz of the language barrier…Msian WLs knows how to treat a man’s sexual cravings…So when I found out one of my regulars from 2008 is still in this line, I fast hand fast leg made a booking…Just like old times calling the recep to book her…The spa she’s working now is a far cry from her previous place… Bros who frequent Bugis Health Ctr will know what I’m talking about…This one is so much cleaner & classy…Anyway, I’m not there for the décor…I’m there to be sextified by her mouth & pussy…
Shower thoroughly as I know my ass will be thoroughly clean by her…She came in wearing the spa uniform…Totally diff from BHC when they wore their own dress to make us steam…She’s a petite girl…Probably in her early 30s…She don’t recognize me…Not surprise as she has many bros in BHC as she’s an angpai there…Told her I visited her twice in BHC… Chatty gal…Talk like long lost friends re-united…After the 5/10 massage is done, opted for “full course meal”….I’m so at ease talking Cantonese to her…She went out to get her stuff…As it’s been so long since I had fuck in a spa, was a bit nervous at what to expect…But my nervousness was calm down once she took off her uniform…She’s wearing red bra & undies…Fucking steam already…Soon both her bra & undies came off…Tits is only A cup…Not for boob lovers…Pussy cleanly shaven…Just the way I like it…She went up onto the massage bed & started her “work”
Her bbbj is up there among the best I have had…Watching her bbbj me is out of this world…Suck my cock like a lollipop & lick my cock up & down like a magnum ice-cream…Made her way down to lick my balls…I’m a sucker for my balls to be sextified by a girl…She put abit of her saliva on my balls & lick it…She suck my balls into her mouth…Fuck man…You know what’s the best part, while sextifying my balls, her hand grab my harden cock & jerk it…Trying my best not to cum by her “torturing”…Just like in BHC, she ask me to lift my legs up…It’s time for her to assrim…Not every1s cuppa tea but I like it…No words can describe the sensational feeling of my asshole getting licked… Alternating between assrim & balls licking….Went on for few minutes…She pull down my legs…Just when I thought it’s time to fuck, she asked me to get off the bed
She asked me to stand up…She went down on her knees & continue bbbj…I look down at her sucking my cock…She look up at me…Then I look forward at the mirror…It was like watching Jap AV…And I was the main actor…At that splitting second, I imagine her to be Yui Hatano…I swear I never seen my cock this hard & long for a few years…Even my ex wechat gf couldn’t make me this fucking steam…Then she asked me to sit on the bed…She spread my legs open…Now it’s time for her to lick my balls AGAIN!!!…OMFG…Looking down at her licking my balls really make me super horny…Told her I want to fuck her now!!!…She kawaai me further…She said “I want to lick your balls longer also cannot”…Told her “sayang sayang”…Now it’s my turn to sextified her
Hop onto the massage bed (abit small & uncomfortable)…She capped me & asked me what position I want to start first…Asked her to ride me first…Not as tight as my ex wechat gf but who gives a damm …Also with her A cup, I don’t get the extra stimulation from seeing boobs bouncing up & down furiously…Turn to missionary…Fuck her slow & steady…There is moaning but can know it’s all an act…But still it feels good…Her English is not bad when she said “Oh yeah baby…Fuck me”..Hahaha…From a Jap AV movie to a Ang Moh porn movie…Then it was turn to be doggies… Slam her hard & furious…In no time I came…I lay down while she went to shower…She didn’t close the shower door…Saw her shower…Though A cup but she does have a perky butt…While watching her shower, I touch myself bcoz it was stimulating
After I shower, we chit chat awhile…Exchange numbers…She reassure me she won’t call or text me unless I contact her…Overall it was a good & sextifying fuck…Though the rates have gone up slightly but I have no regrets…She is my first fuck after breaking up with my ex wechat gf…Though it was a long wait but it was worth it…Btw…She’s Cindy from ex-BHC…Will rtf her…But I want to widen my horizons before rtf Cindy…Back to doing “homework” on sbf threads…Then something caught my eyes…A Malay gal…Always wanted to try a minah…Initially hesitated bcoz her rates were abit on the high side…Will write about my adventure with this minah gal later…10/10 sextifying…Going to rtf her for the 3rd later hahahaha…TBC….