B4 i went back my hometown, my wechat gf told me dont be notti & go massage..If i go, she say she will bye bye to me…During our initial getting to knw each other last year, i told her abt all my adventures in Spore & Msia massage parlours…Up till this day, im still amaze she accepts me as her
wechat bf despite my past history…
I “promise” my wechat gf i wont go anymore massage parlour aft we bcame a couple…I manage to keep my cock from being “used” by other gals other then my wife & wechat gf…But small head rulz when im alone…Like i said i got no intention in bonking in the spa…But the desire to fuck the girl is so intense that i couldnt control myself…
One main point i wanted to fuck the girl is tt i truly miss a good bbbj…Both my wife & wechat gf doesnt possess great skills in blowing…I miss bbbj by WLs coz they have perfected the art…I tried telling my wechat gf to lick this way…that way…lick the balls..but nothing compares to bbbj from especially Vivian (ex BHC)…She could really blow & lick…
The captain lead me to the room…Went in & to my suprise there is a lock from inside…Felt safe…Room was big & cold…Needed the aircon as the weather outside is baking hot…Awhile later in came Coco…Heavy make-up but who cares..Its been ages since i have this kind of feeling…sexcited to fuck a total stranger…Made some small talk…She’s responsive but can sense its all an act to please me only…She strip to her birthday suit…Tits are small…Body slim type..Then she told me “shall we bathe together”…
She wash my cock throughly & to see if got any rashes or wat…Strangely while she wash my cock, i didnt get a hardon…Whenever my wechat gf wash my cock, i instantly get a hardon…Aft washing me, Coco ask me to dry myself outside while she washes herself…Abit dissapointed didnt allow me to wash her…Again i was thinkin of my wechat gf abt the time we both washes each other…I hope Coco would rinse her mouth throughly as the ciggy smell is strong…Then she came out while i was laying naked on the bed…
It’s been one year plus since i’ve known my wechat gf…We are still together but things are not as it were b4…Previously we used to talk everything under the moon…Regardless of the topic & time of the day…But since June, somehow the honeymoon period ended as in most new couple…
Guess this was to be expected…The root of the “problem” seems to be me…Nowadays i’m not as anxious to chat or meet up with my wechat gf…Don’t get me wrong…I’m not bored with her…I still adore her deeply…Maybe that’s the problem…Previously, when she spend time with her bf, I don’t seem to mind…In fact, sometimes i encourage her to be close to her bf in order to not let him suspect anything about us…
She told me that her bf is too busy with his work & along the way sort of neglected her…That’s why we ended finding each other in wechat…We both needed someone other then our partner to talk to…But recently she told me her bf is spending more time with her…She actually told me when we were both naked in bed!!…We were on our monthly fucking session…We were taking a breather from our sexxion…Her head was on my arms…My hands were fondling her breast…Suddenly her phone vibrated…It was a sms from her bf…I didn’t ask about the message but she told me it’s from her bf…
That’s when she told me her bf nowadays is sticking to her again…At that moment I just said “good for you”…But in my mind I was abit sad…I know she belong to him but I have deep feelings for her…I know we will never to together in this life…We will only be lovers behind closed doors…I can’t show my affection in public…Not wanting her to see my face that is no more smiling, I gave a kiss…Made my way to her pussy & lick it…I know she likes my licking…Once she is wet, i kneel beside her head & point my cock at her…She open her mouth & suck it…To make me more steam, place my balls at her mouth…Ask her to lick it…I was fingering her pussy to make sure it’s still wet from my licking…
Once my cock is hard from her sucking, I fuck her missionary style…While thrusting her, i like to look at her shaven pussy…To see my cock in & out of her shaven pussy makes me even steam…After awhile i pull out my cock & pull her hand on my cock…Told her to jerk me off…while she was jerking, I was finger fucking her…Finally i shoot out my sperm onto her body…It didn’t flew far tt day…Maybe I wasn’t 100% in the mood due to the earlier sms from her bf…Abit of my sperm landed on her pussy…It was really a sight to behold…Few drops of my sperm on her shaven pussy…
We wash up & check-out after 3 hours…Since tt day, my attitude towards her have changed…Have this feeling in my mind tt the bf is going to propose to her soon rather then later…I did ask her few days aft tt but she said no such thing…This isn’t the first time i have ask her this question…Everytime she would get a little angry when i bring up this topic…She did say on our very first fuck date tt this kind of “date” have to stop once she’s married…But the last time i ask her if her bf has propose to her, she says don’t think too far ahead…I can sense that she won’t want to end our relationship even after she is married…Maybe tone down abit on our sexxion…
The sentence “nowadays he’s like sticking back to me” is constantly playing on my mind…Whenever i think of it, i would be very unhappy…Yes my wechat gf belongs to her bf but she’s partly mine also…I would sometimes ignore her without sending msgs or phone calls…And each time she would be the one to tell me tt nowadays i’m beginning to ignore her…And everytime i would say tt’s not true…I would assure her tt i still love her very much…I would be happy tt she still wants to be with me…But after a few days I would be glum again thinkin abt the sentence…
Maybe i’m too sensitive…Yes i admit i’m an emo guy…Who would want their girl to be touch by some1 else…But in my case, i’m the 3rd party…She’s also a 3rd party…What started between us a year ago was just a fling…Slowly we fell for each other…Tt’s when things got complicated… I’m lucky she’s the one i found in wechat…She’s not those possesive type.. She listens to me…We agree tt our relationship won’t break-up our own relationship…
The last few weeks I have thought of breaking up with her…Sometimes it’s a wee bit stress thinking about her & her bf…Then few weeks ago, after another few days of ignoring her, she msg me saying tt i have changed alot towards her…I admit to her i have change but stop short of saying abt her bf…Then out of the blue she sent me this msg…“U wat to break-up wz me?”…I was taken aback…Could it be she’s also thinkin the same thing as me??…
I replied “No la”…Couldn’t bring myself to end it…She quickly reply “You can never leave me ok…I Love You”…I know it sounds like fatal attraction case…But trust me it isn’t…We know our boundaries in our relationship…It’s comforting to see that she still wants me but i’m still struggling with the sentence…Sounds pathetic…Yes it is…But i’m only human…For now we still remain status quo…But i seldom ask her out tt often…Again she sense this and ask me how come nowadays i seldom ask her out…I just say i’m busy…It’s been awhile since our last fuck sexxion…In fact this is the longest we went wzout fucking…Her period has come & go…Usually right after her period ends, we would go & spend at least 6 hours in a hotel…But i haven’t initiate it…She didn’t either..
I’m still thinkin of what to do in this relationship…I like spending time with her…Eating, sitting by the esplanade, watchin movie & sex…If I only after sex from her, I wouldn’t be feeling this way…Would i give up our secret rendevous after what we’ve been through??…Sex is great & it can still continue to be great if I get over my childish behaviour…She trust me so much to let me enter her without condom…Even her bf needs to wear condom…Well at least this is what she told me…I believe her because when you known a person for more then a year, I can tell what’s right & what’s fake…I still want to lick her pussy, finger fuck her,rub my cock against her face,fuck her missionary, doggy style, cowgirl, let her suck my cock, lick my balls, assrim me…Why would I give up all these!!!..
Only time will tell if i can get over the sentence & get back to where we were previously…
Our plan Genting trip is postpone to next year…Getting leave fm our respective company is the stumbling block…As we really wat to spend quality time tog, we rack our brains tog to find a solution…In the end we found a win2 situation…We will meet aft work on a Friday & staycation in Sg for 2 nites..
Yes it damm risky staycation in our own backyard but we plan it to the best of our ability…Nothing is full proof…Excuses for her bf & my wife is in place..Once the day comes, we will excute our plan…Hotel will not be in the town area…Not on any main road but will still be comfy enuff…
We wlll spend 80% of our time in the hotel…And i knw the time when we are in the room we will be naked most of the time…We wat to watch tv naked…We wat to eat our tapau food naked…We wat to lay down on the bed talking naked..& of coz making love naked without a doubt…
Im saving my cum for tt wkend…I wat my first cum tts is shoot out fm my balls to be as much as possible & as far as possible…Aft 1 year, i hv yet to COF or CIM wz my wechat gf…She always says NO to both & so far i hv obey her wishes..I wont force it on her during our staycation but will see the mood on tt moment if she’s into this kind of fetish…The closes COF is when my cum landed on the neck…And tt also she not the very happy haha..
Another thing i wat to try is take pics during our love making sexxion…Dun knw if she allows me to take her naked pics…Mayb the best i can hope for is pics of her shaven pussy & tits…Faceless pics…In case things turn sour for us one day at least no pics of us tog naked to sabo each other…
Now we are counting down the days to our staycation…It will be our 2nd time overnite tog…First was last year in Genting…Tt time i didnt “punish” her enuff wz my cock coz its our first time tog…Didnt wat to scare her away…But this time, I will not be so gentlemen…I will try things we nvr try b4..There’s an old saying & i will use it during our staycation…“I will fuck her brains out”
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Originally Posted by
Shawning
Hi! I m sorry to be popping question here on your sort of journal thread. But i wish to know.. Suppose i am your wife and i learned about your activities behind my back and i love you that i do not want to lose you… If i wud ask you, baby, what do you want me to do to make you love me and want me?
What would you say? Honestly speaking…
Sorry… But tq
No comment…
Finally the day has come for my staycation wz my wechat gf…
Sexcited—>YES….Scared—>YES…Y scared???…Well,scared bump into some1 familiar ard the boutique hotel…
Its the risk we both are hell bent on taking…Like de saying goes “No Fuck No Cum”….fingers xxxxxx
OMFG…My wechat gf looks like this pornstar…Well 80% look alike..But her tits 100% same size!!!
During our previous staycation, we got to knw more & more abt each other…Staying 2 days together talking,eating & fucking certainly is different fm meeting 2 or 3 times a mth for few hrs…Gd & bad habits during morning & nite are revealed…This makes us more closer…
We had such a wonderful time staying together we plan to do it again…We set the dates for our 2nd staycation..Same boutique hotel…She likes the bed so much…The most comfy bed we hv slept on together so far…Mind you…We been tog for 1.5 yrs & we hv slept on lots of hotel beds…
Apart fm the sex, think the reason why we managed to stay tog for so long is due to her character…Im not saying spore gals are hard to please but my wechat gf is not materialistic…Mayb is bcoz she’s fm Msia…I dont knw..She knws I dont earn mega bucks & also hv a famy to support…Im grateful for her ustanding in money matters…She dont ask me to buy her branded bags,etc…
Mayb is also due to the fact she got a bf…If suddenly she got a bag fm me, her bf will be curious as to how she can afford it…The most “expensive gift” i gave her so far is $118 angpow for her bday…Told her I cant give her gifts coz we dont wat her bf to be suspicious…She ustands our situation…
When we set the date for our 2nd staycation, I knw my wife & kid wont be in Spore…They are in Msia for 3 days…This makes me breathe easily…But just last week we got to knw her bf also wont be in Spore during our staycation…How coincidence is tt!!!…We had a good laugh abt this…Told her “even heaven is helping us”…
All I need to do now is eat proper food,excercise more & go for juagen treatment so my lil bro hopefully can tahan another round of 48hrs of “fun”..Really hope the legendary Ye Fang can clear my pipes of this early 40s guy so it will “function” like a young man!!!!….Wishful thinkin?…Maybe…
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Originally Posted by
ZenMichael
Hope you cume back soon.
Sure will cum back!!!…Just waiting for Friday to cum & my sexventures wz my wechat gf will continue…..
Thought strike $4k in 4d last year was the best feeling i had but nothing compares when seeing both myself & my wechat gf result slip showing our HIV test results “HIV NEGATIVE/NON-REACTIVE”…
It’s been a good 2 yr plus wz my wechat gf…When she came into my life, I seem to find my youth again…My life is not boring anymore…I look fwd to going to work daily…Our workplace is only abt 1.5km apart…We don’t meet daily but whenever our time permits us…
Now aft 2 Genting Highlands trip & 2 staycation honeymoon, we seem to be drifting apart…We seldom text or talk on the hp anymore…This year alone I can count in one hand the number of times we met for dating…Dating for us is going for a meal & then find a place to sit down to talk…The last time we went dating is a couple of mths ago…The last few times we met since our last date was only in hotels for sex…Don’t get me wrong…I love making love wz my wechat gf…
But now it seems like she’s my fuck buddy rather then my gf…Mayb i want more fm this relationship…But i knw our limit in this relationship…Im married & she’s living wz her bf…Mayb when we started our relationship I feel like a youngster again…Going for dates…Texting & talking on hp…Its been a long time since I felt like this…Aft marriage, life has been a routine…Everyday seems to be like any other day…Same routine day in day out…That’s why when I met my wechat gf, it brought me back to the days of dating…Im sure married guys will knw how I feel…
We kinda click instantly bcoz we were both “lonely”…She felt neglected by her bf…That’s why she pour out her problems to me…I gave her my shoulder to lean on….We never set out to be in a relationship as what we have now…It kinda grew…
Early this year, she told me her bf is starting to show her more concern again…I told Im happy for her but inside Im afraid I might lose her…I knw things will nvr be the same again…True enuff, she started to spend more time wz her bf…I knw its silly of me to feel jealous as im a married man & the agreement we had when we started our relationship…
Actually i shld be content having a fuck buddy…But my feelings grew as I got to knw her more….Nowadays I dont knw what to talk to her..Seems hard to say what’s on my mind…I dont want to ruin her relationship wz her bf whom she will eventually marry…
She told me nowadays i’ve been ignoring her…It’s true…Once we were supoose to meet for dinner but she cancelled it coz her bf ask her out…From tt time onwards, I didnt ask her out anymore…That was 2 mths ago…This is the longest we went wzout seeing each other..Occasionally we will text & talk on the hp but im always sounded cold towards her…She feels it & ask me if im avoiding her…I say no…Said nowadays both of us are busy wz our own lives…
Few times she hinted to meet but i just nvr initiate to meet even for sex…Even when she told me her period is over, I didnt ask her for sex as we usually does…Its been 2 mths since we last make love…