My Secret Life....


    Chapter #101

    On de mornin we reach Msia, we hv decided to bring our friendship to a new level…To have sexual relationship…I was estatic…I quickly book a hotel for our 1st time!!!!…Nothin too fancy but clean & nice…Next thing for me to do is to buy condoms…Being a “rookie” in this area, I just look at the display at 7-11 & decided on Durex as tts the brand i heard of b4 haha…As we only will meet after dinner, I head home for a good rest ahead of our sex date…

    Strangely i was feeling nervous abt our sex date…Had do it wz countless WLs but this time is different bcoz its some1 i know…Feeling kinda weird as we talk alot abt sex but now finally its walk the talk!!!!…Got her sms saying its all systems go…Pick her up & head to the hotel…On de way we still can joke abt our sex date…Tts the beauty of this friendship…We can talk abt almost anything wzout feeling shy…Well abit shy haha…Reach de hotel & after parkin my car in de basement, we took de lift up to the 4th floor…Exit de lift & we walk hand in hand towards our room…

    Being a gentleman, I ask her if she really wats to go thru our sex date…She smile & nodded her head shyly…We sat on the bed & we began to french furiously…Slowly i push her down on the bed…She was at my mercy…I went on top of her & kiss slowly fm her lips to neck…My hands is all over her breast…Took off her t-shirt & there she was in a lacy bra…Unhook her bra & finally her gorgeous breast is naked to me…Kiss her nipples till it was hard…It didnt took long b4 both her nipples were pointing out…

    Then i went south & pull off her skirt & panties…Man…Her fresh pussy is right in front of me…To my surprise,her pussy is shaved!!!….Wow!!!…She look at me to see what is my next action…Slowly moved my head towards her clean shaven pussy & begin gently lickin it…Lick her clit & then dig my tongue as far as i could into her pussy…Her body kept on trembling fm my lickin…But she knws wat she wats me to do…She directly tell me to lick her clit…How can i ignore her “request”…She came twice during my lickin…I wouldnt say im an expert in lickin…Seeing pornstars does teach me one or two things…I have removed my bermuda & undies while lickin her…

    Then after her 2nd orgasmic explosion, i stop lickin her clit…Its my turn to lay down on de bed…She knws wat the next step is…Slowly made her way down to my cock & bbbj me…I knw wat kind of bbbj to xpect fm her…She told me previously shes not very gd at bbbj…And so it proves…But who am i to complain…A girl put my cock into her mouth…Wat more can i ask for then seeing my cock dissapear into a girl 10 yrs my junior mouth & is not a WL!!!….Abit uncomfortable i hv to admit her bbbj…After few mins, told her to lick my balls…Now this is the total opposite of her bbbj…She licks & suck my balls till i was in heaven…My cum that is stored inside my balls for 4 days is slowly building up steam…

    Wz my cock harden fm her lickin of my nuts,its time to penetrate my wechat girl…Mths of waiting finally the moment is upon us…Put on the condom but for unexplain reason,my cock seems to hate wearing de condom!!!…Fm being hard as a rock now its semi hard…In my life, i have only tried to put on a condom once myself!!!! …The rest of the time is done by WLs…So u can say i was inexperience doing it…Man…I was abit crest fallen seeing my cock bcum semi hard & wz de condom not fully strap on my cock…She saw it & say how cum so long hvt wear the condom…While saying this, her legs was spread wide open waiting for my cock to fuck her!!!!….

    Told her mayb too tired…But i knw its bcoz i had difficulty in putting on de condom myself…So embarassing rite…Took off the half worn condom & use a new one…Told her to wear it for me…She said she more inexperience in doing it…She nvr once wore a condom for her bf!!!…We both had a good laugh…Then we snuggle to rest awhile…Watch tv for awhile…In no time we began kissing again & the whole process at the begiining of our sex date repeats itself…Frenchin,nipple licking,clit lickin,bbbj & balls lickin…By the time my cock is hard again, i took out another condom to try to put it on…By this time she knws im not very comfortable wearing de condom myself…I mean wat so difficult abt wearing a condom!!!…Jeez…U guys must be laughin yr head off by now & i dont blame u hahaha…Just find it difficult to pull down the condom rite to the bottom of my cock…

    Try as i might its still a not fully onzz yet…Jeez man…A freshly shaven pussy is waiting for my cock & im still not “ready”…Common man!!!…We laugh abit on my “misfortune”…She sense i was not comfortable wearing the condom by myself…Then she made the most bravest decision in her life…While she was lying down & i was on top of her trying to wear de bloody condom, she look at me & said these words that i will never ever forget for the rest of my life…“Dear…if i let you put yr cock in without condom,promise me not to cum inside me coz i dont wat to get pregnant”!!!!!….My mouth was was wide open hearing her “suggestion”…

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    Chapter #102

    Wont go into details abt our love making…Just that in the end we end up making love raw!!!…I knw i knw…Raw is War…But at the heat of the moment, small brain rulz over big brain…But one thing is for sure is tt i didnt cum inside her…When i was abt to cum i pull out my cock & ask her to hj me while she was lying down on de bed…My cum shoot out all over her naked body…Wat a sight!!

    In total we meet up twice for our love making session…Both time is different…For me,2nd time was more enjoyable as we were comfortable with each other…We bathe together after our sexxion…God its been ages since i bathe together wz a girl…It feels so steam washing her breast…But it feels even better when she wash my cock…Man…Unreal de feeling…End up frenching in the bathroom…

    Then the day to go back Sillypore is dawn upon us…We feel abit sad in the bus coz our “holiday” is ending…Told her those 3 days we spend together will 4ever be the best days of my life…We kiss in de bus…Then we sleep…Then the sight we hate to see…Golden Mile…Its time to go back to our home..separately..

    It was 5.30am…While waiting for a cab,she suggested go hotel81 b4 heading home!!!…Still tired fm the bus trip but aft hearing her suggestion,my eyes are wide open…We check in…Had our sexxion…2 hrs later we check out & this time we really are going back to our respective homes..To our respective partners..

    Its been 2 weeks since tt magical weekend in Msia…Its still fresh in my mind…When i first knw her 4 mths ago,it took us one mth b4 we decide to meet face to face…Now 2 wks after we came back,we have met 4 times…My motto of fuck,pay & forget is no longer the case…Since i knwn her,each day my feelings for her grows deeper & deeper…Its not just sex,its more then tt….

    We try to put our feelings aside & just be good friends wz benefits…I wont leave my family for her…She wont leave her bf for me…I guess tts the one gd thing abt our friendship…We understand each other situation…Trying to find excuses to meet her after work is stimes very hard..Gonna refrain to meet tt frequent as to not let my wife suspicious…She agree…

    Told her yesterday I want to eat bfast,lunch,dinner,drinks & wake up the next day wz her beside me…We talk abt this & finally agree to go Tioman for 2 nites…As to not let our partners bcum suspicious,we wont be going too soon…But the preparation has already begin…I need to come up wz a solid “alibi” to my wife..I want this trip to happen badly…Sex wise we will be humping like rabbits but also will be spending quality time wz her…I know im getting deeper & deeper into this relationship but i just cant help it…We dont knw wat the future holds but we hope tt we can keep our friendship under wraps fm our partners 4ever…Easier said then done..

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    Chapter #103

    Over de wkend,my wechat gf told me her period has cum…She’s more relieve then me coz we had sex wzout condom 2 wks ago…Mayb to be doubly sure we are “safe” fm raw sex, her next period will confirm it for sure…Im confident we are safe but one can nvr tell…No more raw sex for us coz of the anxiety caused…But she did say tt my cock wzout condom feels nicer for her…

    Our plan holiday in Msia in few mths time is still in de planning stage…Im looking 4wd to it for sure as is her…Im always imagining the things we will do together…Having meals together…Walking hand in hand…laughin & talking…& of coz making sweet love together…All these things have certainly make my days more intresting…Stimes will have a hardon just thinkin abt it while at work…Yes our holiday together will produce magical moments for sure but also will caused headaches…

    I have to give my wife a mother of all lies just to go for the holiday…One slip of the tongue & my secret life will be over…Been racking my brains on the reason to give over de wkend…I do have one or two lies in mind aldy..& then suddenly it hit me…What the hell am i doing??!!!…Going on a holiday with my wechat gf behind my wife’s back!!!…What if she found out abt it???…What will happen to our marriage???…What if my gal’s bf finds out???…Will he cum after me???…What if someone saw us when on holiday & report back to my wife??!!!…So many What If!!!!….

    Tdy i do have doubts if going on a holiday wz my wechat gf is such a gd idea at all…Goin back to our hometown like few wks ago is totally diff…Our partners knows we are going to visit our parents…So there wont be any suspicion in tt…But going holiday just the 2 of us??!!…Tt is another kettle of fish…Even the best laid plans does not guarantees 100% success rate…

    Really in a dilema…All my “life” I want to go on a holiday wz a girl other then my wife…Now i found her but doubts creeps into my mind…Its not easy finding a girl who knws im married & is attach herself to have such a wonderful chemistry…I started out in wechat just to find a companion to chat..To fill my loneliness…But now feelings have develop btw us…I cant fight this feelings…One side of my brain says just go wz the flow..Go for the trip together…I wont get another chance in my lifetime if i didnt go thru wz it…But on one side of the brain says its too big of a risk to take!!!…Man…Life is hard when we are married!!!…

    I nvr told my wechat gf abt my “fears” abt our holiday…Im sure if i raise the alarm she would cancel it for sure…But she did ask me if im ok to go ahead wz it…She dont wat to put me in a difficult position wz my wife…Of coz i reply all is good in front of her…She seems to have a stronger lie to give to her bf…Guess not being married the secret life is much more easier to hide…

    I know wat we are doing rite now behind our partners back is wrong…I know u guys will label her as a slut or home wrecker…But deep down i knw she’s not…I might be blinded by her…Who knws…She did told me she dont want to be a third party…I choose to believe her…Why??..Bcoz we have talk abt our friendship from the start…Its always gonna be friends only…Nothing else…Maybe feelings will change the way we feel in de future but till then we are happy wz wat we are having rite now…

    I think we are comfortable wz each other bcoz our lives wz our current partners have bcum stale…The magic is gone…Its bcum a daily routine…No variety…Mayb tts why we compliment each other bcoz we both are searchin for a spark in our lives…To make our lives happening again…Sex sure plays a big part in it…Im not having regular sex wz my wife…Stimes 2 or 3 mths once…Tt also i “force” myself bcoz she wants it & to not let her have any doubts abt my secret life…For my wechat gf, she hvt had sex wz her bf in ages…Wont go into details on this but my success wz her owes a big chunk due to this…In the beginning,she emphasis no matter wat she wont have sex wz other guys incl me…I respect her decision…But overtime, guess things sure took a pretty dramatic twist..

    I enjoy having sex with her…It brings me back to my “glory days” of sex wz my ex gf & my wife during dating time…Married guys will ustand where im cummin fm…Its always sweeter during dating times…When my wechat gf bbbj me,she will ask me how i want her to do it…Is she doing it rite…Gosh…Just hearin her askin tt is enuff to make me cum…A girl asking me how i want my hard cock to be service…It doesnt get any better then tt…When her long hair was in the way of bbbj,she ask me to hold up her hair so her hair dont gets in the way while blowin me!!!…How steam is tt…And when she wants me to lick her pussy longer bcoz her bf doesnt lick her!!!…

    Not only did i enjoy makin love wz her,but just having meals & goin for movies is such a joy for me…We dont always make love whenever we meet…Stimes just dinner or watchin movie…Told her cant have physical contact when walkin together but stimes its a bit hard to fight…Stimes we would hold hands for awhile…Just like any normal couple…But this is the danger sign…If we are only fuck buddies,we will meet & straight away check into a hotel & have sex…Check out & go our separate ways…Nobody would knows…But now we are also going out in public together…Its a risky thing to do…Maybe im not just after sex wz her but also companionship…If i lose her,i know i will nvr ever find a girl like her again…One tt puts a smile back into my life but also cums wz dangerous consequences

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    Chapter #104

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    Lonelysoul

    No offence to TS but come to think of it, the magical moments & happy feelings that you are having now with your Wechat gf isn’t it like those you used to share with your wife, who is your then gf? Where have the lovey feelings gone?

    None taken…U go & get married & 13 yrs later tell me if the lovey dovey feelings is still there…If 100% yes, i take my hat off to u…

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    Chapter #105

    Need some info fm kind bros here…Other then exercise, wat other methods bros here use to have a prolong love making session…I mean stuff like tongkat ali realli wrks????….I need a “boost” for my holiday trip wz my wechat gf

    Kum sia in advance

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    Chapter #106

    Quote:

    Originally Posted by

    tuikboo

    Do the male kegel exercise hope it help.

    Thx 4 de tip bro…Google kegel & see the benefits men can get & hv to say im impress so far…In fact im doing the kegel as i type…Although i dont knw if im doing it 100% correctly haha….

    I got 2 mths to get the max out of my cock…

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    Chapter #107

    Article i found on Kegel…Intresting read…Thx again bro Tuikboo

    Controlling ejaculation is a huge issue for many men, one that they are often too embarrassed to bring up. How do I control myself? How can I last longer, be firmer and do better? The answer is working out your pubococcygeus muscles (PC) muscles, by doing Kegel exercises for men.

    PC muscles control the flow of semen and urine, the firmness of your penis during erection and the shooting power of your ejaculation. They are important, and if kept very strong, will see you into your golden years with a fantastical hard on. The great thing about Kegel exercises for men is that you can do them anywhere, anytime — and nobody will know the difference.

    You will be able to have better sex by being able to better control your orgasms and ejaculations, and last for longer, plus you may get the added kudos of being able to hold up a wet towel with your erection if you practice these Kegel exercises for men.

    How do I know where my PC muscles are?

    The easiest way to find them is to stop your flow of urine next time you go to the bathroom. Another way to isolate them is to put your finger inside your anus; when you contract the right muscles, your anus will tighten. However you decide to find them, once they are found you need to practice feeling exactly where they are located — it is easy to overcompensate for weak muscles by using the abdominals, buttocks or thighs. These must all stay relaxed when doing Kegel exercises for men.

    Now, on to the daily Kegel exercises for men.

    Note: These exercises are done hands-free. You do not “squeeze” anything with your hands as they are all done with your PC muscles.

    Kegel Session 1

    Exercise A

    Sets: 3

    Quickly clench and release repeatedly for 10 seconds.

    Take a 10-second break between sets.

    Exercise B

    Sets: 10

    Clench and release repeatedly for 5 seconds.

    Take a 5-second break between sets.

    Exercise C

    Sets: 3

    Tighten and hold your PC muscle for 30 seconds.

    Take a 30 second break between sets.

    That’s it for today, but repeat these Kegel exercises for men daily for one week.

    Kegel Session 2

    Exercise A

    Sets: 10

    Clench and hold your PC muscle for 5 seconds.

    Release and repeat.

    Exercise B

    Sets: 3

    Quickly clench and release your PC muscle 10 times.

    Exercise C

    Sets: 3

    Clench and release your PC muscle alternatively in long and short bursts for counts of 10.

    Exercise D

    Sets: 1

    Tighten your PC muscle and hold for as long as you can. Aim for 2 minutes.

    You can do the session 2 Kegel exercises for men for a week; however, feel free to progress if you feel you are strong enough. Remember that these are strengthening exercises, so start off slowly and build up, just like you would with any other muscle.

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    Chapter #108

    Things were going smoothly between my wechat gf & me until last week…We had our 1st serious argument…I hv been hiding 2 things abt myself fm her since day 1…Shall not disclose wat those things are but its not health related…Im sure alot of us dont tell truthfully abt ourself when meeting a girl online…But aft knwin her for few mths,I decided to tell her the truth…

    Though not tt serious my secrets, she’s the type of person tt dont like to be lied to…I knw the chances of us breaking up bcoz of my lies is very2 realistic…Wanted to tell her earlier but just couldnt…But now since we are going away for our 2 days holiday, I decided to be upfront wz her…No more lies…Couldnt bring myself to tell her face2face or thru de phone…So i told her via wechat…It was a long explanation…I knw once i hit “Send”, I could lose her 4ever…It was the most hardest thing for me to do…

    Once send,all i could do is just wait for her reply…Minutes past by…Then 1 hr…3 hrs…Excruciating wait for her reply…Aft 6 hrs of wait, I accept the reality tt I might never see her again…I was so down…Couldnt smile the whole day…Then aft 10hrs, she finally reply…Words like dissapointed… Angry…Let down…Trust…was in her reply…I froze reading her reply…Its like the end of de world to me…I try to reason wz her but her anger at being lied to for few mths is just too hard for her to take…Indirectly she said its better we give space & time to each other fm now onwards…I was heartbroken…

    I was thinkin mayb its better this way…Hiding her fm my wife is hard…I was paying alot of attention to my wechat gf nowadays…Mayb by breakin-up my life could go back to how it was…Boring but no secrets fm my wife…Seeing her bombard me wz sad msgs made me very sad…I have hurt her deeply…Finally i just couldnt bear to see her this way…Told her i wont bother her anymore coz i dont wat to see her so sad…She went silent…Then i type “Goodbye dear”….And she replied “Goodbye”….I cried & off my hp….

    Kept on thinkin i screw up again…Always cant seems to hang on to my friends…Buddies have come & gone in my life…But to lose my wechat gf is another thing…B4 she came into my life,my life is not tt happening… She change all tt…Suddenly i found more purpose in waking up each morning…In a way, she also help me get closer to my wife again…Strange as it may sound but its true…But now bcoz of my mistakes, I may end up losing a very good friend…Morning came & its time to force myself to wake up to go to work…While waiting for my bus,I on my hp & to my surprise i saw a sms fm my wechat gf….

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    Chapter #109

    She said in her sms…“Dear…You dont want me anymore?”…My heart melt…We are still together now…Settled our differences & have to say our relationship now is stronger then b4…It was a cloze call but honesty is still the best policy

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    Chapter #110

    From watchin movies & reading bros/sis stories abt having fuck buddy really makes me wanna have one too…Having a girl beside my wife to fuck occasionally seems so steam & yet dangerous…The thrill of lying to my wife just to go for dinner/movie or sexxion is so sexciting…But now aft 4 mths being together wz my wechat gf,the toll is beginning to tell…

    Having to lie to go on a date wz my wechat gf is one thing…Now we are holding hands in broad daylight is starting to give me the chills…I am the one who started to hold her hands in public…She dont seems to mind as long as its not ard her estate…Initially it seems so lovey dovey…Just like a dating couple…But few nites ago, i began to think its not the rite thing to do in public…People we knw might just see us…Though our dates are mostly at nites,still the odds of being spotted is still there…Think most of u would agree wz my definition of fuck buddy…A girl who we can fuck wzout strings attach…And will or probably only meet behind close doors..Tt was my goal when i started pursuin her…But now somehow we are more then only fuck buddies…

    Now feelings have develop between us…Though both of us still have an agreement tt neither our partners will be sacrifice,but stimes the feelings i have for her is really deep…I want to go for meals with her…I want to catch a movie with her…I want to go on a holiday with her…Just being by her side makes me so happy…First it was sex that brought us together but now its a whole new ball game…I would feel jealous if she tells me some guys are trying to woo her…Or if she goes out to pubs with her friends/colleagues…Why am i feeling this way???…Surely not tt i have fallen in LOVE wz my wechat gf!!!…

    Now our plan holiday plan have shifted fm Tioman to Genting Highlands…Still in the planning stage but 90% would be OK…Just need to settle our respective leaves…I knw by spending 2 days with her my feelings for her would increase by leaps & bounds…Its a “dilema” im happy with…We even plan the dates of our holiday as to not clash wz the visit of her “aunty”…We talk abt where,when & how we are going to make love in Genting…She’s game to try some of my suggestions…I feel so lucky to have known her…

    But stimes i would think of her bf..How would he feel if he knws his gf is fucking ard wz me!!??…Im a man…I would be hurt…But why am i thinkin of how her bf would feel?!!…Am i beginning to feel guilty??…Maybe..But i still wants to carry on wz this secret relationship wz her…But in order to not let our respective partners knwing our secret rendevous,we have to act discreet in public…I’ll try not to be too touchy touchy with her…Its easier said then done…

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