hello all, juz happen to come across this forum, and would juz like to pen down the stuff that has happen to me and my mum.. nothing much sexual.. sorry. it wont be a long story, cuz the events are still on going…
a short intro of myself..
21 this yr, studying in 1 of the local uni (present), left with a single mum who is partially handicapped.. so here goes…
my dad left the both of us when i was in my sec sch, so now left me and my mum to fend for ourselves, my mum is partially deaf, so sometimes i talk to her either i have to shout or so some hand signals.. so given this type of conditions, not many job will hire her, and thats the cruel part… we did seek help from some organisations but still waiting for replies…
jus like any other day, i went home straight after my sch ends, as i was approaching my home, i saw a pair of guys shoes outside my house.. my first thought is ( is my father back after running away for so long?)… so i quicken my pace to the pair of shoes outside my house… but when i look in my house area, there is no one inside my living room at all..
so i went in and i heard moan noises from my mum room… at that point of time, i did not thought of anything dirty or what, and i tried to open the door, found out that its locked.. so i juz stood there waiting for someone to open the room door…
less then 2 mins of so, my mum opened the door and looked me in the eyes and told me, i need to talk to u and ask me to go to my room and get changed first… i took a quick glance who is that guy inside my mum room.. its a man i never seen before in my life… he looks 40 plus close to 50…
after 10 mins, my mum came to my room and sat down and held my hands and told me that she is sorry…
me: u juz had sex with that guy?
mum: yes i did…
me: why are u doing this? izzit bcuz dad left u?
mum: no.. i did that bcuz no job wants her, and she cant be waiting for money to drop from the sky…
me: so u saying u are paid to have sex with that guy?
mum: yes.. 100… and i did that, to support our daily meals, ur sch fees, ur transport to school etc etc…
me: *sat there juz dumfounded*
to be continue
just a small suggestion.
Why dont you start giving primary school lvl tuition?
If thats a possibility then do it.
Well… After i visit FL, i had more repect for them and your mom.
Men just need relief ans something different, FL provide the service. Just like massuse, doctors etc in the service industry.
Sure the are lousy customers and bad customer service but in general. Both are decent people, i find it better than cheating girls etc.
Is this real? I think you should seek help from social services and stop your mother from doing these stuffs.
I had to respect your MUM for your courage to make sacrifice for you inorder to support you in your study and grown up stages. Just share with her how you feel if you are uncomfortable and hope she can hear you out on your concern.
I do try my best to support FL’s, it’s just a business deal afterall. Take heart, and make the best of this situation. If you’re not comfortable to have different men at your house with your mother, please let her know as sson as possible.
uhm, i did try to reply a few PM.. but i dont know why i cant do so… so yup…
i juz stood there did not know what to say… i dont know whether so be angry, or feel sad.. so i juz told my mum, let me go out and work some part times or what to at least bring some income back home… she juz touched my face and tell me.. ur job now is juz to study and finish up ur Uni..
so the next day arrives, and i went sch with a heavy heart, kept thinking will there be anybody going into my house again? so i decided to skip my lessons in sch and wait at the staricase near my house…
true enough, abt 2pm or so.. i saw a unfamiliar face came out from the lift and heading towards my unit… once he enter, i did not let him close the door, and my mum is standing there looking at me…
mum: eh girl.. i tot u supposed to be in sch?
me: yes i know.. i want to see got other weird ppl coming up our house again anot..
mum: shoving me outside the gate, and tell me we will talk later..
after abt 1hr of waiting.. both of them emergre from my mum’s room
me: mum, can u stop doing this pls?
mum: i dont wish too, but i dont have the money for ur studies, meals, transportation, water, electric bills… PLUS dont forget ur dad still owe my frens some money.. ( i assume my dad borrowed from my mum’s fren when my mum said that)
me: but….. shldnt we wait for the organisations to reply us then we decide?
mum: so in the mean time, we are supposed to eat air or grass?
me: why dont u let me do the deed for u? its my sch fees, so i shld be the one working…
mum: WHAT? u dont even think abt it… have u done that before?
me: done what?
mum: SEX!
me: no.. i am proud to say i am still a Virgin.. and i admit, all my previous bf did try to have sex with me, but i stop them…
mum: good… then u will have to keep ur legs close till u found a right man…
at this point of time,i notice the stranger was juz looking at me while sipping his glass of water away…
stranger: why dont i pay ur daughter 1k for a session? both of u dont need to answer me right now… but if ur daughter is really a Virgin, i will pay 1k for a session with her… think abt it and give me a ring…
my mum juz nodded and the man left my flat….
to be continue…..
I totally understand what you are going through, I gave up my studies to work and support my family and my siblings education. I am not telling you to quit your uni, but you can find a part time job.
If any sbf bro boss(legal business) in this forum able to hire TS will be great. Or intro a suitable part time job also can.
The giving primary school level tuition is also feasible.