Missing him


    Chapter #41

    The music was good and people start really crowding up the dance floor.. I tried to look ard to see if Keith had finally break up kissing Tiffany but she was probably top hot for him to stop.. hotter than me.. and I suddenly felt a stinging pain

    I was feeling too lost to start crying or feel sad.. I just suddenly didn’t know what I want.. life seem more complaicated than normal and it wasn’t the fairy tale I thought it was…

    The bunch of girls beside me were enjoying themselves pretty much and they seem friendly so i decided to dance with them as well.. one of the girls was pretty intoxicating.. as her low cut dress and wavy brown hair reminded me of some korean pop star..

    we started dancing sexily with each other as I think i was still high from the drinks and erm whatever naughty feelings Daniel managed to stir up..

    Suddenly I could feel someone’s hands on my hips and not even having a chance to turn around.. he whispered into my ears.

    “hey you didn’t wait for me..” it was Daniel I was 80% sure of.. even with the loud music going on…

    We continue to dance and I could feel his hard on behind me as I grind against his hips. I could feel his hands on my thighs and were slowly moving up my skirt.. i wanted to resist but he was making me feel too good.. his fingers tracing my legs were making me go crazy and very soon i could feel his fingers outside my thong already..

    “hmmmm you are so wet..” He whispered into my ears.. pushing my thong aside easily i could feel his finger making his way into my wet pussy..

    hmm .. too good to be described.. he must have improved on his fingering skills.. or i was really getting too high… cos the way his finger was moving was making me want his dick in me..

    I could feel his hands slowly gliding up my top but I pushed it off and turned ard.. I just wanted to kiss him so much..

    with my eyes closed I turned ard and started frenching him..

    hmmm he feel different.. his tongue and lips were good at kissing my lips.. I continued to suck his tongue and feel carried away by the sensations he was giving me..

    slowly i opened my eyes as I held his other free hand while his other hand was still pleasuring me

    “what Thomas?!” I immediately pull his hand out and let go off his hand .. feeling somewhat confused.. the drinks must have clouded my ability to judge or i was hungering for Daniel too long I thought Thomas was Daniel..

    “hey I thought u knew..” Thomas said somehow startled by my outburst…

    I somehow feel used like a tool and its funny why a tear started to trickled down my face.. I like making out i just dun want to be used by other guys as a ??!!

    I pushed my way out of the crowd leaving Thomas alone somewhat shocked and headed towards the bathroom..

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    Chapter #42

    it was quite awfful to tear as my mascara and eyeliner seems a bit smudged as I look into the mirror..

    I could see curious looks from the girls around me but seriously I didn’t care.. i was feeling kind of upset to be bothered

    I slowly cleaned of my tears and wiped off the smudge around my eyes.

    and slowly I hestiated to walk back out..

    luckily the crowded club made it difficult to see where everyone was I guess i walk towards the bar and ordered long island tea for myself

    I don’t think I am supposed to drink too much of it.. it’s a pretty strong drink but i felt too numb and just wanted to forget my troubles.. like they say in chinese 价酒消仇。its probably just bull crap

    just as I was halfway through my glass of long island tea I realised someone had came to sit beside me.. it was Daniel..

    “erm I thought u were like passing out?” I muttered as i thought about how naughty he was just now

    “ha ha.. yah right.. " he then sat much closer to me and whispered in my ear

    " I was getting high from licking you but you disappeared suddenly”

    “ha ha " I laughed nervously.. it was weird how he could make me high and nervous at the same time..

    “Jess” he said and started to touch my hand and for that moment I thought I felt the tingling sensation on my fingers..

    ’’ I miss fucking u can we just go somewhere… looking at you and not doing anything.. makes me miserable” he whispered in my ears.

    I could hear his breathing go heavier and in some way it was turning me on as well..

    I turned over and gave him a kiss on his ears and replied “yup lets go now”

    I know it was bad of me but why should I be so proper while Keith was having such a fantastic time by himself jeez

    Suddenly somehow maybe anger caught up with me besides the horniness and I pulled Daniel by his hand out the club..

    we managed to stagger off to a dark spot kinda where no one was around.. maybe except for the cool breeze of the night

    As soon as I stopped moving Daniel started to kiss me I couldn’t really run anywhere as I was cornered against a wall and instantly felt like melting against him as his lips slowly moved down from my lips to my neck..

    His hands slowly moved up my waist and was tugging at the back of my bra

    Easily he managed to tease the tip of my nipple with his hands which felt warm he started to suck my other nipple as my bra fell to the ground and my top was lifted off

    I was kind of stark naked on top but I think it was the drink or something.. I couldn’t think and I was getting too high from him sucking and teasing my nipples

    one of his hand groped my boob and alternately play and teased my nipples while his tongue was still playing with the other nipple and his other hand started to move down to my skirt

    The other hand was now making its way into my underwear.. he skilfully pulled it aside and started to finger fuck me..

    i started to moan because it was getting too high for me now

    as his finger expertly moved in and out of my pussy I could feel my wet juices coating his finger already

    “why.. now i just want u to fuck me… you always make me high…” I said as his finger continue to tease me and alternately touched my clit..

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    Chapter #43

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    Originally Posted by

    deludedgal

    it was quite awfful to tear as my mascara and eyeliner seems a bit smudged as I look into the mirror..

    as his finger expertly move in and out of my pussy I could feel my wet juices coating his finger already

    “why.. now i just want u to fuck me… you always make me high…” I said as his finger continue to tease me and alternately touched my clit..

    Good to see u back to continue ur story, sis deludedgal…step-by-step descriptions written in good simple english which teases n captivates ur readers n makes it easy n enjoyable to read…cheers !

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    Chapter #44

    Wow, laots of happening this week ah

    Quote:

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    deludedgal

    it was quite awfful to tear as my mascara and eyeliner seems a bit smudged as I look into the mirror..

    I could see curious looks from the girls around me but seriously I didn’t care.. i was feeling kind of upset to be bothered

    I slowly cleaned of my tears and wiped off the smudge around my eyes.

    and slowly I hestiated to walk back out..

    luckily the crowded club made it difficult to see where everyone was I guess i walk towards the bar and ordered long island tea for myself

    I don’t think I am supposed to drink too much of it.. it’s a pretty strong drink but i felt too numb and just wanted to forget my troubles.. like they say in chinese 价酒消仇。its probably just bull crap

    just as I was halfway through my glass of long island tea I realised someone had came to sit beside me.. it was Daniel..

    “erm I thought u were like passing out?” I muttered as i thought about how naughty he was just now

    “ha ha.. yah right.. " he then sat much closer to me and whispered in my ear

    " I was getting high from licking you but you disappeared suddenly”

    “ha ha " I laughed nervously.. it was weird how he could make me high and nervous at the same time..

    “Jess” he said and started to touch my hand and for that moment I thought I felt the tingling sensation on my fingers..

    ’’ I miss fucking u can we just go somewhere… looking at you and not doing anything.. makes me miserable” he whispered in my ears.

    I could hear his breathing go heavier and in some way it was turning me on as well..

    I turned over and gave him a kiss on his ears and replied “yup lets go now”

    I know it was bad of me but why should I be so proper while Keith was having such a fantastic time by himself jeez

    Suddenly somehow maybe anger caught up with me besides the horniness and I pulled Daniel by his hand out the club..

    we managed to stagger off to a dark spot kinda where no one was around.. maybe except for the cool breeze of the night

    As soon as I stopped moving Daniel started to kiss me I couldn’t really run anywhere as I was cornered against a wall and instantly felt like melting against him as his lips slowly moved down from my lips to my neck..

    His hands slowly moved up my waist and was tugging at the back of my bra

    Easily he managed to tease the tip of my nipple with his hands which felt warm he started to suck my other nipple as my bra fell to the ground and my top was lifted off

    I was kind of stark naked on top but I think it was the drink or something.. I couldn’t think and I was getting too high from him sucking and teasing my nipples

    one of his hand groped my boob and alternately play and teased my nipples while his tongue was still playing with the other nipple and his other hand started to move down to my skirt

    The other hand was now making its way into my underwear.. he skilfully pulled it aside and started to finger fuck me..

    i started to moan because it was getting too high for me now

    as his finger expertly moved in and out of my pussy I could feel my wet juices coating his finger already

    “why.. now i just want u to fuck me… you always make me high…” I said as his finger continue to tease me and alternately touched my clit..

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    Chapter #45

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    chnhubby71

    It just remind me of my relationship with my wife’s g/f whom she always feel very high and horny whenever we meet up and always ended up me fingering her or at time penetrate her in the KTV room with her sucking me off.

    That is already the past and will never happen again. hahaha

    good thing its not happening already

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    Chapter #46

    I could feel his finger in my pussy doing kind of a wriggling motion.. i am not sure what Daniel was doing but it made me felt good anyway..

    He slowly lowered his mouth to the front of my pussy and started to lick me through my underwear

    As I was in a standing position it was kind of hard to lick me deep I guess and sometimes as if we were in a show there was a much needed prop table beside us its those kind of cafe tables whereby when the cafe closes they neatly stack up on one side of the table chained and everything

    Daniel was getting impatient and he lifted me off and sat me on the table

    he pulled down my snug underwear and let it drop to the floor

    Daniel spread my legs out wide and started to kiss my thighs slowly moving towards my pussy

    it was making me unbearable as his head slowly moved in

    I could then feel his tongue licking my clit and the sensation was incredulous

    “hmm Daniel… feels good..” I know it was improper to say anythign so sluttish but it was really one of the moments where i wish time could literally stop

    As if my words made further encouragement to him, he raised my legs and bent them open further apart and his tongue move even more swiftly, tantalising my clit even more

    It was too tempting to stop

    I knew he wanted more than just licking

    He stopped suddenly and stood up and kissed my neck again.. all this was too good to stop and I start to unbuckle his belt

    I could already feel his hard dick wanting to escape his trousers

    as I unzipped him his dick was still covered by boxers, I shifted his dick out of the opening in front of his boxers

    Now it was exposed and he didnt let me fondle it much and went straight for my pussy

    Instantaneously I could feel the adrenalin rush as his dick started to pump in and out of my pussy

    I could feel myself getting wet with his dick arousing me and I somehow really wanted him to cum in me

    “hmm oh my god.. i think I am going to cum soon” Daniel mentioned inbetween heavy breathes

    I quickly pushed him away and lowered my mouth to his dick in a sort of kneeling position

    As i sucked on his dick while twirling my tongue on the tip of his dick i could hear him moaning

    I practically tried to enclosed his whole dick in my mouth by deep throat and I think it made him even higher as he tried to force my head up and down in more swift motions

    but within seconds I could feel his dick releasing cum into my mouth as I slowly swallowed it. Then i licked his dick and kiss it after i released it from my mouth

    Daniel seems satisfied by the looks he was giving me. He must have felt pretty high from whatever we were doing just now…

    We quickly dressed up before anyone walks pass

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    Chapter #47

    (its mudane stuff but it continues the story)

    I thought we could go back in the club..

    but maybe I was still high from making out with Daniel.. or maybe it was the drinks I couldn’t really tell.

    The music was still loud.. blasting away and I spotted Keith there he was kissing.. Tiffany

    “haha u sure u want to go back in?” Daniel pulled my arm as he followed behind me…

    “huh I.. " before I could say anything much.. Daniel pulled me out of the club.

    And there we were… with his hands tight on mine..

    I wonder was it because he was angry?? or was it because maybe i was just too tired

    " How can you stand this Jess? Seriously? Keith is yr boyfriend?” Daniel kind of half muttered angrily

    " ha ha I don’t know Daniel.." I just replied as I could fee a tear trickled down my cheek.

    “Geesh " Daniel kinda soften somehow and used his finger to wipe my tear away

    “come on let’s go back..” Daniel pulled me back to his car and helped me opened his car door..

    Somehow I just felt lost.. really

    As Daniel closed the car door and started the engine.. I just started to feel lonely somehow

    I leaned against his arm as he drove off and maybe somehow I was just too sad over.. I am not sure what and I started to have tears trickling down my cheeks

    Daniel must have felt it too as his shirt sleeve was getting wet

    But I guess he kept quiet not knowing what to say

    and I continued to lie against his shoulder as the drive back continued..

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    Chapter #48

    I think I kind of fell asleep during the ride home and when I was awake I realised Daniel’s hands were on my lap.. He wasn’t doing anything much perhaps waiting for me to be awake..

    “hey.. sorry..” I mentioned as I rubbed my eyes..

    “it’s ok.. glad you woke up.. any longer I feel like I couldn’t stand it anymore,” Daniel replied… and began to gaze at my legs

    At first I thought he was mentioning his hands going to cramp from me lying on them for such a long time I then realised he meant…

    his hands started going up higher on my skirt and his face came closer in a bid trying to kiss my lips..

    Maybe I was still not awake and I didn’t know why I kind of turn my head away…

    He got surprised by my actions but he didn’t stop so his lips ended up kissing my cheeks..

    Slowly he moved his lips across to my neck and began to nibble and suck on it..

    " hmm… Daniel… don’t.." I try to push him away or maybe I wasn’t really awake yet and my resistance prove to be futile.

    As he continue to suck on my neck I could feel his hands going up higher in between my legs.. and I started to feel high.. from his kissing..

    Slowly he moved his lips towards my ear… and muttered.. " hmm I just can’t stand being alone with you. You make me hard always.." and with that he continue to kiss and suck on my neck

    Maybe it was his sexy voice or maybe it was from all the touching I could feel myself getting wet as his fingers start to rub the outside of my panties..

    I could not help but slowly moved my hands over to his pants.. and true enough I could feel the buldge below.. slowly I started to remove his belt and upzip his pants wanting to feel his dick

    I move my hands into his boxers and started to rub his dick up and down slowly it was warm and hard and somehow nice to hold

    “hmm.. Jess.. you are making me horny..” He said as he moved his lips lower and his other hand start to squeeze my breast from the outside of my top..

    He expertly unhook my bra and remove it in a way my top was still on.. and now he could feel my nipples directly from the outside of my top and he began to play with them teasing them with his fingers..

    My nipples started to be erect from all the touching and he lowered his mouth towards them and lick them through my top.. it was a sensation leaving me wanting for more.. and I started to moan a bit

    That sort of get him more aroused I guess and he started to pull my top off..

    and he started to suck on my nipples vigourously flicking his tongue over them..

    “hmm you are making me high…” I said softly.. as his hands started to pull on my skirt..

    “hmmm baby.. let’s go to the back of the car..” He shuffled himself back to the back seat and swiftly pulled me over..

    Then he started to pull my panties off.. and pretty soon I was naked in his car…

    With a dimmed light at the corner of the parking lot.. I managed to steal a glance at him while he tried to finger me ..

    it was sort of captivating but his intent actions on fingering me somehow made me high.. I could feel his finger fucking my pussy in and out and it was getting too high for me to bear and I started to moan..

    “you are getting so wet Jess " Daniel said and his fingers were coated with my juices slowly moving his finger over to my clit and flicking ard it..

    he pulled my lips wider apart probably rubbing and seeing my clit at the same time makes him feel high as well

    and slowly he lowered his head and start to lick my clit teasingly..

    " hmmpp.. " my eyes kinda closed as he licked me and it seems I was at his mercy..

    My hands kind of moved over to his boxers and pulled them off

    His dick was exposed and I was getting really horny from all the teasing..

    I wriggled myself away a bit in attempt to try to hold his dick closer to my mouth

    He sensed my actions and started to move over to a seated position so I could lick him properly..

    i put my lips over his dick head and squeeze them and slowly I lowered my mouth sucking it as I moved back up

    and I used my tongue to swirl around the tip of his dick and with all the sucking.. I could feel his pre cum starting to lick out..

    I used my tongue to spread the precum over his dick head before giving him another hard suck..

    hmm… slowly I moved my mouth up the shaft of his dick and kiss the tip of his dick and licked it while looking at him..

    His aroused look somehow turned me on even more..

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    Chapter #49

    “Jess if u don’t stop now… I..” Daniel said as he looked at me

    I stopped licking his dick and moved my lips closed to his ears.., " fuck me?" I whispered in his ears..

    “fuck me hard?” I muttered in his ears.. and his breathing got heavier.. as I moved my hands and started to rub his dick up and down

    maybe the sadness or was it alcohol got to me.. maybe it was just his looks.. making me feel high.. it seemed like he was caught in a daze or perhaps too surprised by my sudden tease..

    I started to lick his earlobes and kiss them and moan softly into his ears.. I could sense myself turning into such a bad girl..

    I didn’t know why I just wanted to make Daniel high

    Slowly i moved my lips down his ears kissing his neck

    " Jess… you r tickling me.." Daniel let out a half sign with his heavy breathing..

    but his neck seemed too yummy.. i didn’t want to stop at that point.. despite him starting to feel squeamish.. I continue to suck and lick at his neck before moving my lips across his collarbones to his nipples

    I sucked at them lightly and teased them with my tongue a bit.. and Daniel’s breathing got heavier..

    I moved one of my legs over so now i was on Daniel’s lap with my knees upright

    My pussy was exposed to his bare body and I think he could sense the wetness of my pussy rubbing against his abdomen

    I moved my lips back up kissing his lips.. it was soft yet just the right amount of tenderness making me want to suck on his lips so badly.. I think I could carry on kissing him for a long time as the kissing was making me feel so high ..my tongue came into contact with his and we just couldn’t stop feeling each other out.. it was like he didn’t want the kiss to end too

    As his hands lingered softly on my bare butt.. I could feel myself getting higher with his teasing hands.. caressing softly and yet squeezing it suddenly at times

    Slowly I manouvered myself slightly backwards yet not letting my body totally lose contact with his.. i teased his cock slightly with my pussy hanging over the tip of his dick.. slowly brushing his dick against my wet pussy lips

    I momentarily stopped and lowered myself slightly over his dick and I could feel the head of his dick slowly spreading my pussy apart.

    “Jess.. " Daniel let out a soft grunt as I feel his dick slowly entering my pussy

    And I guess he couldn’t take the teasing anymore and he grabbed me by my waist and kinda plunged me down onto his dick

    I let out a gasp.. as his dick becamed enclosed within my pussy

    I started to grind and move against him but I guess my movements were too unbearable for him

    he pushed me down so i was lying on the back seat while he was on top now and he began to fuck me really hard..

    His hands squeezed my breast as his dick pumped in and out of my pussy

    As I was really enjoying the moment.. he suddenly released his dick and just in time.. his cum squirted off and landed near my breast

    Daniel then used his finger and start playing with my nipples spreading his cum over them and he slowly lifted his finger off and placed it close to my lips

    i used my hand and guided his finger into my mouth … sucking and licking his cum covered finger..

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    Chapter #50

    fast forward…

    it’s been a year plus… but I don’t really know whether I have forgotten him or I was trying to forget him.. or maybe I just want to make myself hate him so it’s easier for me this way.

    At times I admit stalking his facebook to see whether he has a girlfriend or maybe if his girlfriend in some way would be better than me… but seriously why would I care.. he was the boyfriend I never had.

    In order to cut my ties with him or any idiotic feelings or lust I had for Keith.. I decided.. to make a clean cut.. to leave him for good.

    and with that I moved to the other far end of Singapore…. not even wanting to have any weird caught up feelings… I left my job

    I just wanted to stay clean from everyone… Even Daniel.. things was just too weird and messy and if I let things carry on the way it was.. I felt myself falling down into a deep dark hole..everytime I let succumb myself to him.. his kiss.. his touch…

    Even till now as I started on my new job..I still think about the times spent with him.. but its getting faint as time goes by.. maybe like they said time heals everything… or maybe it just makes me forget everything…

    I wanted to be clean. Fresh start. But unfortunately things don’t always go the way we want to..

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