“My sis and I love you, ok?”
Amy repeated, her voice cracking up a little.
“Love?? Love??”
I mentally screamed out loud.
“Do you know the meaning of love?? How can you say you love me when we’ve only known one another for less than six months?? What more, the both of you??”
those questions tormenting me.
“Ahem, seems like it’s lust, more like it…..”
the devil in me interjected.
“Is Alice at home?”
I asked.
“No”. “She know you spoke with Lim?” “Not yet”. “So what you want me to do now?”
I asked, feeling really confused, worried and very, very uncomfortable.
“What you mean, what we want you to do now?”
asked Amy,
“We never ask you to do anything. Just carry on as normal lor…..”
she said.
“Carry on as normal?”
I replied, voice raising a notch, mindful of my staff sitting outside.
“How on earth do you expect me to carry on as normal?”
I asked, feeling really stupid.
“Aiya, just carry on as per normal lor. Like we always meet on Saturday, Sunday. Go market and hawker’s centre. Also, if you feel like seeing me or my sis anytime, then just call us lor. If we free, we sure will see you one. Like macam very close friends like that…..”
she said, very matter-of-factly speaking.
“Ahem, fuck buddies…..”
the devil in me whispered, just as my inner voice smacked him hard at the back of his head.
“But if my sister or me feel like seeing you, we can call you or not?”
she then asked.
“This isn’t happening!”
I told myself.
“Please, please tell me that this isn’t happening…..”
I pleaded with my inner voice but he just turned a deaf ear. I wondered then if both of them knew that I already had had sex with the other? And Amy seemed to have read my mind.
“Ask you something…..”. “Ask me what?”
I asked.
“Who you like?”
she continued.
“What you mean who I like?” “Ya, who you prefer? Me or my sister?” “Please lah, don’t ask me this type of question can or not? Why you ask me if I prefer your sister or you? Prefer what? What difference does it make? You mean you want to know if I prefer to marry you or marry your sister is it?”
the words just flowed uncontrollably from me.
“No. I want to know if you prefer to make love with my sister or me?”
that question dropping yet another ton of bricks,
“Psst…..”
the devil in me called, quietly stretching out a crash helmet to me…..
“We both know already ok? We just act blur only, don’t want you to know that we know. My sis also told me about you and her in hotel 81. Go two times already, right? I also got tell her about that night in your car…..”
she said, leaving it just at that.
“Does that mean that they both know about our dalliances in KL too…..?”
I wondered, totally dumbstruck at what I was hearing, keeping silent for quite some time.
“Hello, you still on the line or not?”
Amy asked as kept quiet.
“Maybe this is all a big mistake…..”
I said to Amy.
“I shouldn’t have done all this right from the beginning. I’m sorry…..”. “Sorry for what?”
asked Amy,
“You don’t need to be sorry for anything mah, right? I ask you, one hand can clap or not? Cannot right? Definitely must need two hands. Some more if three hands clap, the sound sure will be louder…..”
she added. I couldn’t comprehend what she meant by that last sentence -
Three hands, does that mean me, or Winnie?
I didn’t know what else to say…..
Coming up next –
“Play the game, of love…..”
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Chapter 37 – “Play the game, of love…..”
I’m really in over my head. My inner voice was rejoicing at the stress I’m facing while the devil in me kept silent for fear of being exorcised. My bro as usual, remained the happy-go-lucky and carefree chap, trusting me to take good care of him, and stirring whenever an electrical impulse from the brain jolts him in response to a visual stimulus…..
“So, what am I going to do now?”
I asked myself, as I lunched alone.
“Call it quits…..”
my inner voice prompted.
“Aiya, hang in there! Now that both of them know that you’ve been humping each other, wait and see if they’ll allow you to do them together…..”
the evil one sniggered, with my bro nodding his head excitedly in agreement.
“Aren’t I in deep shit already? Do I want to risk raising Lim’s ire if I continue on with Amy, especially?”
I thought to myself.
“Don’t worry about Lim lah. She already told you that she wants to break off with him…..”
the devil in me replied.
“Ya, easy for you to say. Fucking hell, I’m the one who’s going to be feeling the physical pain, not you, asshole!”
I chided him as my inner voice smiled.
There’s this tug-of-war that’s going on in my mind.
“Do I really want to continue with the relationship, especially a relationship with two spinster sisters? Ya, the fucking is fantastic but, how long can I expect this to go on?”
I kept asking myself. On the one hand, both women are obviously matured enough to handle such a third and fourth party relationship. They already know that it’s a dead end relationship but if they’re willing to take that route, why not? I mean, the greatest advantage to me is I have two women who’re willing to have sex with me anytime and the benefit is that I don’t have to pay a cent,
save for the hotel room…..
But on the flipside, one can never underestimate the emotional tendencies of women and I’ve experienced that first hand, with Alice’s outbursts…..
“Hello, Alice ah?”
I asked.
“Ya Chan, why?”
Alice replied.
“Nothing lah. So how, did that company call you?”
I asked. I was curious to find out her reaction, now that Amy has already spilled the beans to me.
“Oh, that one. No lah, they messaged me to say that I not successful…..”
she replied, bearing no hint whatsoever, in her tone of voice.
“So, what are you doing?”
she asked.
“Nothing much. I’ve already completed what I need to do…..”
I replied.
“If you free, then want to meet me?”
she asked.
“What you want to do?”
I asked in return.
“Nothing lah. Since I bored at home…..” “Your sis leh? She at home?”
I asked.
“Ya. Why? You want to ask her to come also, is it?”
she asked. My bro drowsily opened his only eye and indicated to me that he’s ready for a call-up at anytime.
“Huh?”
I remarked, surprised at her question.
“Er, never mind lor. I mean if you two are bored at home and got nothing to do, want to meet me for coffee, I got no problem one…..”
I stammered.
“Wait, I ask her…..”
as she put the phone down.
“Chan ask if you want to meet him or not?”
I could hear her asking her sister in the background.
“Huh? Chan ask? Since when did I ask?”
I wondered to myself, chuckling.
“Go where?”
Amy’s voice sounded in the background.
“Don’t know? Aiya, meet first then see how lah,”
Alice said.
“So how, you want to go or not?” “Ok lah. Go mah go lor…..”
Amy replied. Picking up the phone, Alice told me
“Ok, my sis don’t mind going. So, meet where?” “Wah, you talk so loud, I also can hear you asking her and she replying…..”
I said to her.
“Ha la ha la, so where you want to meet us?”
she asked again.
“Let me see, you both makan already?”
I asked while looking at my watch. It was approaching 12.00 then.
“Lunch not yet,”
Alice replied.
“Ok, I bring you all go and eat nice lunch. Meet me at the junction twenty minutes can?” “Wah, so fast one ah? Say come, means come now one ah? I haven’t bathe yet you know?”
she said, speaking rapidly.
“Abaden?”
I chuckled,
“Then what time you want me to come?” “One hour later,”
she replied.
“Ok, lah. One hour, one hour lah. Pick you all up near the market…..”
I told her. The stress somehow vaporised when I spoke with Alice. My main intention was to gauge her reaction though her words and voice, and then decide what I should do next. But unfortunately, that didn’t materialise. My heart and mind wasn’t in sync then…..
We lunched at a popular
zhi char
stall located in a coffeeshop in Tagore Lane. It’s in a pretty out-of-reach area, nestled right smack in an industrial estate, surrounded by double storey offices cum warehouses.
“The assam fish head here is not bad…..”
I recommended the ladies as they browsed through the menu.
“Really ah?”
asked Alice, looking at the picture of the dish.
“Ya, not bad. The gravy thick thick, not like the normal assam fish head you usually eat. I think this one they got put cornstarch, that’s why the gravy is thick…..”
I explained.
“Ok lor. You say nice must be nice lor,”
remarked Amy, flipping the menu over, to look at the selection of beverages.
“Ok, we take the assam fish head, we can also take the veggies…..”
I suggested, placing our order with the stall assistant.
It was a very filling lunch and we drank chinese tea to help in the digestion of the meal.
“So, Lim got call you?”
I asked Amy.
“Got…..”
she replied.
“Then, what he say?”
I asked.
“Same thing lor. What else some more? Say he sorry lah, say he love me very much lah, say he want we both to patch back again lah, say say say, aiya, let him say until he enough lah…..”
she sighed.
“Then what you tell him?”
I asked.
“What you want me to tell him?”
she shrugged her shoulders.
“What he want to say, I just let him say lor. I keep quiet, donwan to say anything, donwan to tell him anything also…..”
she continued.
“Then, he got say or ask anything about me or not?”
I carried on.
“Got, ask if I still got pak thor with you or not lor…..”
she replied,
“I ask him why he care so much? We not married mah. Who I want to pak thor with, it’s my wish, right or not?”
she replied with a tone of stubbornness in her tone. Shaking my head and sighing, I said
“Hiya, like that I chiat lat only…..” “Why you chiat lat?”
Alice asked, cutting in abruptly.
“Ya lah, why you chiat lat?”
echoed her sister.
“Chiat lat because he will think I snatch you away from him, that’s why…..”
I replied.
“Who say you snatch me away? You got snatch me away meh?”
Amy asked assertively.
“You got take gun and point at me ah? Say I must follow you is it? If I don’t want then you shoot me ah? Siao one hor, you…..”
she said.
“Hmm, shoot her…..”
the little devil in me held out a phallus shaped water gun filled with jizz.
“Squeeze the balls. That’s the trigger…..”
he instructed,
“It will squirt the jizz out. High pressured one some more…..”
he laughed out heartliy, an evil kind of laughter that reverberated all over my brain…..
“Ya lor. You also never force any one of us…..”
added Alice. Blowing gently into my cup of tea, I replied,
“Ya, I know we three never force one another. But will he think that way?”
referring to Lim.
“Aiya, I don’t care what he think anymore lah…..”
Amy tsked.
“So, Winnie got call you?”
I asked Amy. I noticed Alice frown when I mentioned Winnie’s name.
“No. I think she busy…..”
replied Amy.
“Ya lor, some more night time must go and make calls…..”
I added.
“Eh, so what you want to do now?”
interrupted Alice, obviously not interested in talking about Winnie.
“I don’t know…..”
I answered,
“What you feel like doing?”
I asked, looking at Amy. My bro then began nudging me, perhaps reminding me that he had not eaten for a few days already and was hungry enough to eat one, or maybe even two pussies…..
“Don’t know, you say leh…..”
Amy shrugged, gulping down and finishing her drink.
“Aiya, let me settle the bill first. Wait go in the car then can decide. Here damn hot…..”
I said as I signalled to the stall assistant for the bill. I knew the devil in me was trying desperately to hint something to me but was unable to, as I caught a quick glimpse of my inner voice, binding him tightly to a chair while stuffing a stained sanitary pad into his mouth. My bro then, quickly shrunk himself and made a hasty retreat…..
“Wah, weather so hot, if can go someplace where got air con, how nice…..”
Alice murmured, adjusting the air con vent to direct the flow of cool air directly onto her.
“Where? Coffee house?”
I asked innocently, already catching her hint but not daring to be direct.
“No lah, coffeehouse. Eat so full already, how to drink some more?”
she said.
“Then, where else?…..”
I shrugged.
“Somewhere, where we can rest even better…..”
Amy replied from the back. Looking at her through the rear view mirror, I asked,
“You want to go somewhere, where you can rest. Somemore got air con, I can only think of two places…..”. “Which two places?”
Alice asked, raising her eyebrows, looking at me.
“Home or hotel…..”
I answered.
“You say leh?”
Alice asked in return, a smirk on her face with a strong hint in her tone of voice. Looking at Amy in the mirror, she blushed and quickly turned her face to look out of the window.
“You two don’t mind ah, if we three go hotel?”
I asked again, to be doubly sure.
“Rest only mah. Never say want to do anything else, right or not? Aiya, If not then we go home lor…..”
Amy said.
“Ya lor, if you don’t want then we go home lor…..”
her sister mimicked.
I drove to the Hotel 81 behind Eminent Plaza. The male receptionist hardly showed any surprise as I walked in with the two ladies and requested for a room. I figured that it must be quite a common occurrence for them to have three persons checking in together. Grabbing the room keys, we headed towards the lift. The devil in me was still bound tightly to the chair, shaking vigorously in an attempt to free himself, a raging hard on clearly visible from between his legs. My inner voice meanwhile was humming a tune from Queen,
“This is your life, don’t play hard to get. It’s a free (free) world. All you have to do is fall in love, play the game…..”
while slowly filling a bathtub with bags full of ice cubes.
“I want to break free, I want to break free…..”
the devil in me countering louder, with yet another hit from Queen. My little bro, while twitching in my briefs and not wanting to be outdone by the two, came up with an old Uriah Heep favourite,
“Free me, c’mon and free me. Why won’t you free me?…..”
. Gee, this is really beginning to sound like a rock opera…..
Coming up next –
“Just when I thought…..”
Chapter 38 – “Just when I thought…..”
“Nah, go and see whether the bed hard or not?”
I teased Alice as we entered the room. Walking straight to the bed, she sat down hard and exclaimed,
“Not like KL hotel like that…..”
hitting the mattress with her hand.
“You don’t like hard ah? Why?”
I queried.
“Aiya, bed hard hard where got nice to sleep one? Like sleeping on batu like that…..”
she replied,
“I like soft soft. Bed soft, pillow soft, all soft soft. Then sleep shiok mah…..”
she remarked.
“Hard then better…..”
I countered,
“Easy can go in. If soft, then how to piak?”
I laughed out loud, apparently forgetting there was a tigress lying on the bed.
“Oi! Tsk…..”
she growled as Amy grinned.
Alice stretched herself on the bed, making herself comfortable and not feeling the least
pai seh
. I caught a glimpse of her black panties as she was wearing a short denim skirt when I sat on the edge of the bed. Amy noticed me looking and remarked
“See what hah? Never see before is it? So nice to see one meh?”
as she went into the toilet. Alice knew what her sister meant but made no effort to cover up or protect her modesty.
I was beginning to feel awkward. I mean, here I am, in a room with two sisters who’re obviously leading me on, and perhaps wanting for something to happen. And me, unsure of what to do next. Just when I missed hearing the prompting voice of the devil in me, I saw him shivering uncontrollably, teeth chattering, as my inner voice kept emptying bucket after bucket of ice cubes into the bathtub with a huge industrial fan blowing at full blast! The poor little bastard’s turning blue…..
“This will put out the fire in you and help cool you down…..”
my inner voice said to him as he brought the fan even nearer to the tub. Funny, my bro seemed to have shrunk himself and was nowhere to be felt…..
“Eh, I go downstairs awhile…..”
I told Alice as I stood up and headed for the door.
“Go downstairs for what?”
she asked, eyes fixed on the TV.
“Go downstairs and buy thing lah…..” “Buy what?” “Buy something lah…..”. “Ya, buy what thing?” “Aiya, buy condom lah! Ask and ask, so kaypoh one…..”
I replied.
“Ya, don’t tell me don’t need, ok?”
I quickly added before she could reply.
“Aiya, go lah…..”
she said, dismissing me with a wave of her hand. I then went down to get a packet of rubber. I’d usually be having a raging hard-on by then, under such circumstances, but funny thing is, I wasn’t in the least excited over what was about to materialise. Seems that the ice cubes had also affected my little bro. But I didn’t check to see if he too, had turned blue…..
“Why? Who’s that?”
I asked, as I saw the both of them reading a text message. They had a very worried look on their faces and weren’t speaking. Passing the phone to me, I looked at the message. Damn text was in Chinese characters and I can’t understand it. Handing the phone back to Amy, I asked,
“Who’s that?”. “Lim…..”
Amy replied, her face turning pale.
“Why? What’s wrong with him?” “I think he want to commit suicide…..”
Alice replied, her voice quivering.
“WHAT??”
I asked, in shock.
“What you mean he want to commit suicide?”
I asked. Amy too was trembling and sat on the bed to steady herself.
“He text say he love me very much and cannot live without me,”
she said,
“If he don’t have me, then he say he don’t want to live anymore…..”
she continued.
“Is he serious?”
I asked, hoping that it was only a threat to get Amy back.
“Donno. He sound serious. Ask me to take care of myself and visit his son…..”
Amy paused, before breaking down and crying.
“Call him!”
I told her firmly.
“Call him now! Ask him where is he…..”
I said.
“Also in Hotel 81…..”
Alice chipped in.
“Hotel 81? Which one? Where??”
I asked.
“Donch know? He say he’s in hotel 81, somewhere in Geylang. But never say which one…..”
she replied.
“How? Any answer?”
I looked at Amy as she shook her head and redialled the number repeatedly. Keeping a level head, I had to remain calm so as to be able to think rationally on what’s the next thing we ought to do then. Amy’s sobbing was getting louder now, desperate as she couldn’t get through to Lim.
“You sure he say he’s in Hotel 81?”
I asked again and they both nodded their heads. I quickly rushed out and went down to the reception. Giving them a brief summary of what might had happened, I requested the staff to call every branch to check, especially those located in Geylang area.
“What’s his full name?”
the receptionist asked me.
“Shit! I don’t know!!”
I cursed myself for forgetting to ask Amy earlier. Using their house phone, I called to the room and asked Amy for Lim’s full name. Giving it to the reception, I hastily urged him to call every branch to get them to check their guest register and to let us know which hotel and room no. that he’s checked in.
Bingo, there was a person by his name checked into one of their hotels in Geylang. Confirming the location and room number, I then asked him to get the staff of that hotel to go immediately to the room to check on Lim, and also to seek help if necessary. Adrenalin pumping, I called the ladies and told them to come down immediately to the lobby. The receptionist called my mobile while we were on our way. Yes, it seemed that Lim really did attempt suicide by slashing his wrist. He’s semi conscious and was being attended to by their staff. The police and ambulance were already notified and were on their way.
“Fuck! Now kena police case! Great! Just great!…..”
I scarcastically congratulated myself.
“Aiya, why he so stupid? Want to commit suicide?…..”
I asked out loud to the ladies,
“The police and ambulance are on the way there. You sure you really want to go?”
I asked them. They were both too distraught to say anything and Amy was shivering with anxiety.
“I tell you what. You better don’t go. You two go home first. I drop you here and you take a cab. I will go to the hotel and see. Wait if he see you, lagi tua tie chi…..”
I said to them.
“Now police case. Somemore the hotel also got my name and contact. They sure will call me and need to take my statement, Want to know how I know him, all this shit…..”
I rattled, as the both of them got off.
There was a crowd gathered outside the hotel when I arrived. Several police cars and an ambulance were parked right at the entrance. Informing an officer that I was the one who got the staff to check, he brought me to a sergeant, presumably the one in-charge.
“How are you related to the subject?”
the officer asked.
“Er, friend…..”
I replied, unsure of what else to say.
“Friend? What kind of friend?”
he asked, straightfaced.
“What the fuck! Friend lah! What you mean what kind of friend? How else do you expect me to answer?? My lover, is it??”
I mentally screamed at him.
“Actually, he’s a friend’s friend. I don’t really know him that well….”
I stammered.
“What’s your name?”
he then asked. I passed him my identity card so that he could record my particulars.
“So you want to tell me what happened?…..”
he asked, returning my ID.
Just then, I saw the medics’ stretcher Lim out and load him into the ambulance. His eyes were closed and he was wrapped in a blanket up to his neck. There was a murmuring among the crowd.
“Wah, murder case is it?…..”
an
ah pek
was heard asking his friend.
“Maybe, the kuay want to steal his money?”
another one suggested.
“Aiya, maybe he want to soot her kar chng, she say cannot. So he den try to force her, but suay suay he kena lor…..”
yet another asshole deduced, extremely creative in his imagination. What a pathetic bunch of fucking idiots, I thought to myself…..
I gave a brief account to the sergeant and was told that I needed to go to the police station to provide a more detailed statement.
“Congrats! So now, you’ve got to tell the police that you were in a hotel room with two sisters while one of their boyfriends tried to kill himself because you were fucking his girl. Correct?…..”
my inner voice taunted me, as I was driving.
“No, that’s not all!”
he continued tormenting,
“You’ve also got to tell them that you were looking forward for a threesome! That’s why you went out to buy condoms when they got the text message…..”
he sniggered. Wow, this is a side of my inner voice that I’m feeling for the first time and this bugger can be even more evil than the devil in me. All I could hear from the evil one then, was just a soft whimper…..
Sigh, just when I thought that things were seemingly back to normal, this had to happen…..
Coming up next –
“What started out as friendship has grown stronger…..”
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Chapter 39 - “What started out as friendship has grown stronger…..”
I was contemplating on whether to tell Devi about what happened. Weighing the pros and cons, I decided that it’ll be better if she not know, unless she gets involved with the investigation. I mean, being a policewoman, she would most probably be asking me a helluva lot of questions, some of which I’d definitely be embarrassed or uncomfortable in answering. I was also worried if my family would come to know.
After giving my statement, I updated the sisters on Lim’s case and told them that he’d been admitted to hospital, alive but condition unknown. The investigating officer appeared cynical at my version of events and asked if he could interview the sisters. I don’t blame him. I mean, who would believe that something like this can ever happen in the first place? Two spinster sisters, a lovelorn man, a horny married bastard, a hotel room, potential threesome, an attempted suicide…..all the active ingredients of a potential blockbuster drama serial…..I had no choice but to give him their respective contact numbers, but not before informing them first.
Amy was on a guilt trip, taking it badly and blaming herself for what happened while Alice was worried that her sister might even imitate Lim’s foolish action.
“So what did you tell the police?”
Alice asked, as the three of us met in a coffeeshop near our place before I went home.
“I have to tell the truth lor, what else?”
I replied.
“The truth?”
Amy asked.
“Ya. I told them that we three are very close friends. Just finished lunch and we thought of getting a room to rest because the weather very hot…..” “He believe what you say ah?”
Alice then asked, looking on disbelievingly as well.
“Aiya, believe or don’t believe, that’s his problem lah. I mean, that’s the truth mah, right or not?”
I asked and the both of them nodded and stared sullenly.
“They also ask how I know Lim…..”
I continued.
“I told them that Lim is actually your boyfriend lor. And then the policeman ask how come I’m with his girlfriend in a hotel room?” “And then what you say?”
Amy asked.
“I keep quiet lor. What you expect me to say? Oh, we just finished lunch, weather hot and we three suddenly feel horny. So go hotel to piak piak, is it??”
I replied scarcastically.
“You all better be prepared ah. The sergeant should be calling you soon to take your statements also. I’m not sure if Alice need to go or not…..”
I forewarned them.
“Should I go and visit him?”
asked Amy.
“I really don’t know…..”
I replied.
“Better we go si bay lor and pye pye a bit…..”
suggested Alice.
I empathised with Amy. She didn’t ask to be in this situation. It’s just plain bad luck that she got to know Lim and things had to turn out this way. I mean, she beared with his temperaments for close to two years aready. But then, matters of the heart are sometimes really hard to understand or predict…..
”This thing, don’t tell anyone ok?”
Amy requested.
“Hiya, tell who?”
I asked.
“Winnie…..”
Alice quickly replied.
“She very big mouth one, cannot keep secret. Wait our whole family and relatives all will know…..”
she added.
“Ok, lor. I won’t say anything.”
I promised them.
It seemed that guilt made Amy visit Lim in the hospital. He apparently swallowed sleeping pills with panadol while downing a whole bottle of whiskey. Slashing his wrists just before he passed out, it was a good thing that he missed the arteries as the liquor was already taking its effect. The cut was not that deep but he had to undergo an extensive stomach washout after he was admitted. He was bound to the bed as he was deemed a suicide risk and that didn’t help in making him feel any better. He was yelling to be set free the whole time and only calmed down when he saw Amy approaching him. Alice accompanied her sister there but waited outside the ward.
Amy and Lim had a heart-to-heart talk that day. She took pains to explain to him on why she believed that their relationship will not work. Lim started to wail like a baby, sobbing loudly and uncontrollably.
“Like that I don’t want to live anymore. Let me die better…..”
he could be heard screaming. Amy was at a loss and beginning to feel embarrassed at the attention they were attracting.
“If you don’t stop acting like a baby, I’m going to leave now and will never see you again. You want?”
she was heard chastising him. Still sobbing, Lim begged for another chance saying that he’s willing to be a slave to her, and began uttering gibberish. Jerking his body violently in an effort to free himself, he started pulling his arms and legs in a bid to loosen the restraints. Several nurses quickly rushed to his bedside and pulled the curtains round him, asking Amy to step outside. He could be heard yelling and screaming from behind the curtains while the nurses urged him to restrain himself. He only calmed down after he was sedated by a jab from a doctor.
That experience made Amy feel even worse off. She had never seen Lim acting in that manner during the time they were together. Having gotten used to his rantings, this was the first time that she observed him behaving like a person possessed and that frightened her even more. It strengthened her resolve to call it quits with him, even if he were to try to kill himself again.
“You cannot force someone to love you one,”
she mentioned to me once.
“Love is very funny, very unpredictable…..”
I then told her.
“People always start by being friends first. They get to know each other better, see each other more, then slowly the feelings grow stronger and they fall in love…..”
Sure, what started out as friendship, even for the three of us, has now grown stronger and it now seems certain that we can’t fight this feeling any longer…..
Lim was discharged after a few days and it was surprising that neither Amy nor Alice were summoned by the authorities to give their statements. Yes, Lim tried calling and messaging Amy countless times but she was adamant in not replying him. Afraid that he might go to her home, she even spent a few days with another relative to avoid him. She was equally worried that he might cause a ruckus outside her home. She came up with a plan for Alice to tell him that she’s gone for a holiday and will not be back anytime soon, just in case he shows up unexpectedly.
“Great! But where does this leaves me?”
I wondered.
“What if he can’t locate her and comes looking for me? Then what? In his current mental state, would he understand, or even believe anything I say to him? Should I disappear as well?…..”
My dear readers, what do you think? What would you do if you were me? Run and hide? For how long? Face him and tell him the truth? Ya, but I’m partly to be blamed as well and what if things turn ugly? How I wished then, if I could turn back the clock, and bring the wheels of time to a stop…..
Funny, it’s been quite awhile since I heard from the two voices within me.
“Hello? You folks there?”
I mentally called out to them. I then caught a glimpse of the evil one. The poor bugger was still lying in bed, recovering from the cold treatment he got from his nemesis. Sniffing and sneezing, his face was still bluish but a tinge of redness was slowly reappearing. He just can’t wait for his body to fully regain his original reddish and fiery tone. A sign on the door to my inner voice’s room read
“Gone for a well deserved break…..”
My bro? Well, after witnessing the treatment that the devil in me got from my inner voice, he’s still feeling traumatised and refuses to react no matter how strong the visual stimulus may be.
But, just for now…..
Next –
“Baby come to mama…..”
Chapter 40 – “Baby come to mama…..”
“Hello, Devi?” “Chan! You came back to Singapore already ah?” “Ya, came back quite sometime already…..”
I replied to Devi as she sounded happy to hear my voice.
“You busy?”
I asked her.
“No. Actually I’m on leave. Have to clear my leave lah…..”
she replied.
“Clearing your leave now? Why don’t you take your leave during the school holidays? Then you can spend time with your girl…..”
I said.
“Aiya, take leave during school holidays makes no difference to me lah. Also never go for any holidays…..”
she answered.
“Ah! Bring her to KL then!”
a very familiar voice echoed in my mind.
“Welcome back you lil’ devil!!”
I smiled.
“Where’ve you been so long??”
I asked.
“Caught a bad cold…..”
he sniffed, eager to make up for lost time and opportunities…..
I called Devi intending to find out what may happen to Lim as I understood that it’s a criminal offence to attempt suicide, here in Singapore. If the person survives, he may be charged in court, either getting a fine or both, a fine plus, a custodial sentence in a sprawling popular lodging complex on the eastern part of Singapore. But then if he dies, then of course, there’s no one left to charge lah, unless there’s another person who abets him to do so.
That one lagi chiat lat lor…..
My inner voice, having returned from a well earned break, somehow stopped me from asking, for reasons he knows best.
“So how long is your leave? When you going back to work?” “Three days only. Today’s the first day. You lucky ah, calling me when I’m on leave…..”
she sounded chirpy. Trying to pull a fast one on her, I said,
“You told me that you’re going to be on leave, remember?” “Is it? When?”
she asked curiously.
“The other day when you called me while I was in KL…..”
I told her.
“Ya, good try…..”
she chuckled.
“You doing anything?” “No lah, not really.” “Want to catch up? Have dinner or something?”
I asked.
“I’d prefer the something…..”
the devil in me quickly whispered, tugging at my shirt sleeve and looking around to see if my inner voice was present.
“I’m having dinner with my girl later. Promised to bring her to MacDonalds…..”
she replied.
“Ok, maybe we can go have tea?” “That’s fine, tea’s ok…..”
We had kopi at a coffeeshop, popular for the chicken rice balls, opposite the Global Yellow Pages building in Toa Payoh, a short distance from where Devi’s staying.
“So, how was your trip?”
she asked.
“Er, how should I put it…..”
I replied, not wishing for her to know the lurid details for obvious reasons.
“Ok, I guess. It was a business trip and I managed to settle quite a lot of things there…..”
I said.
“Ah, that’s good!”
she exclaimed as I laid my eyes on her cleavage, her breasts shaking gently as she stirred her cup of coffee rather forcefully.
“Ouch! That’ll definitely hurt if it was my lil’ bro she’s stirring…..”
my bro nudged me in my briefs.
“So what do you plan to do with the rest of your leave?”
I asked, playing with pieces of my chee cheong fun on the plate.
“No special plans…..”
she shrugged.
“Why? You have something in mind?”
she asked, looking at me inquisitively and leaning forward, squashing her breasts against the edge of the table
“Er, no, no…..”
I stammered, trying hard not to look at the top of her breasts, almost spilling out from her lowcut teeshirt, but the damn devil in me was deliberately steering my sight towards that direction.
“Just curious, I guess…..”
I added.
“Well, if you have something in mind, tell me. I’ll be free…..”
she said, as if extending an open invitation. My bro was nudging me even harder, insisting that I accepted her invite. The two jokers then vanished in a trail of smoke all of a sudden, when the door to my inner voice’s room creaked opened…..
“You want to have dinner tomorrow night?”
I asked.
“Er, ok…..”
she replied, somewhat hesitantly.
“You like fishhead curry?”
I asked.
“Hello, excuse me, you’re asking an Indian you know…..”
she exclaimed, laughing with eyes wide open and shaking her head. I thought of bringing her to Muthu’s, one of my favourite joints, and also where I lunched with the tigress before. But, how was I to put to her that I wanted her to go alone?
“So when you work, your mum looks after Nirmala?”
I asked.
“Ya. There’s nobody else to help me look after her and I can’t afford to put her in a student care centre…..”
she said.
“So your mum looks after her during the weekdays lah?…..”
I casually asked. Looking at me somewhat surprised, she was silent for awhile and suddenly exclaimed,
“Oh, so you want to date me ah!”
she giggled, like a young girl sharing a secret among her friends. Her giggling also made her breasts jiggle. And my eyes automatically zeroed in, unabashedly…..
I’ve been rather
kwai
at nights lately, staying home and when I told my wife that I have a dinner appointment with a client the next evening, she didn’t show any emotions at all, as usual.
Devi was dressed in jeans and a green round necked tee, which was rather low cut, effectively emphasising her voluptuous melons. She was wearing a pink bra, whose shoulder straps were clearly visible and she didn’t bother to slip them under her tee.
The restaurant was crowded as usual and Devi seemed to have a good appetite, especially for the
papadums
. Downing the meal with lime juice, we both ate until we had our fill.
“After dinner drinks?”
I proposed to Devi.
“No! I’ve eaten so much already! My stomach can’t take in anymore…..”
she said.
“Your stomach can’t but your other organs certainly can…..”
the red devil in me sniggered, stroking his rigid two footer…..
“So, if you can’t take in anymore, what would you like to do, or anyplace you’d like to go?”
I asked, looking at the time on my phone. It was just past 8.00.
“I don’t know,”
Devi replied,
“Why don’t you suggest?”
she added. I could feel an instant jerk from inside my briefs, my bro hinting that he’s not had dinner yet.
“Why don’t we go for a drive?”
I suggested.
“Ok with me…..”
she smiled.
I drove to an industrial park near lorong 8 in Toa Payoh and parked at a dimly lit spot. The place was almost deserted at that time. Turning on the radio to Gold 90 FM, my favourite radio station, a classic from England Dan & John Ford Coley was playing.
“Oh it’s sad to belong to someone else when the right one comes along…..”
We remained silent for awhile, listening to the song as Devi hummed along to the tune. Flashbacks of Amy, then Winnie with me in the car flashed through my mind. Remembering that the box of rubber I bought earlier was still hidden in the glove compartment, I made a mental note to dispose of it before I got home, lest my wife discovers them.
And then it happened. Without saying a word, we turned to face one another and our heads just came together, merging at the lips. It was a hungry and desperate kind of kiss, our tongues lashing out, chastising one another for not having met earlier. Our lips remained interlocked for at least three full minutes, and I could feel her breath exhaling heavily from her nostrils. Still refusing to break away, we continued kissing while her hands wrapped round my head, ruffling my hair. I moved my right hand up and rested it on her left breast, squeezing it repeatedly, feeling the cup of her bra pressed against my palm. That caused her to react even more, pushing her tongue deeper into my mouth with a sense of urgency and pressing my head harder towards hers.
Breaking away from the kiss, we took a moment to catch our breath. Then turning to her again, I slid my right forefinger into the top of her teeshirt and into her bra cup, feeling for her nipple. She gasped as I flicked my finger over it and it instantly hardened to the touch. Grabbing my head, she began kissing me again, more hungrily this time as my finger was getting aquainted with her tit.
Feeling a cramp building up in my upper body from my half twisted position, I stopped and motioned her to move to the back. Lazy to get out of the car, she just climbed over the front seat. With no gearbox separating us now, I put my hand under her tee and squeezed her breast again. Pulling her teeshirt over her head, she scooped out her left breast from her bra and offered it to me.
“Gosh, where did you hide those melons all this while?”
I asked myself, subconsciously licking my lips. She reached for my head with her other hand and pushed me towards her nipple. Supporting her breast with her left hand, I began to breastfeed. Suckling and slurping, she moaned out loud as her nipple reached its maximum rigidity.
Pushing my head away, she quickly scooped out her other breast and offered it to me as well. I now have two breasts hanging out from a pink bra to suckle on and my bro was throbbing badly, begging to be freed from the confines of my briefs. I held up her breasts with both hands delicately, as if in an offering and looked at them up close. Her aerolas were dark and rounded, almost double the diameter of a 50-cent coin and her nipples were protruding rigidly like eraser tips.
Gently cradling my head to her breasts again, she coodled,
“Ooh baby, come to mama…..”
as I suckled on them hungrily like a child during feeding time, my left hand playing with her other nipple, pinching and pulling it. Groaning, she then reached for my dick, squeezing the life out of him through my jeans. I hurriedly unbuckled my belt and unzipped them as she put her hand into my briefs, grabbing my throbbing bro. Happy to be freed, he was suffocating from her grip but he was sure as hell enjoying it…..
Devi then pushed me away and quickly lowered her head to my cock, swallowing it whole in one motion. I leaned back and made myself confortable while she bobbed her head up and down furiously, slurping on an oversized lollipop. I wanted to stop her so that I could take the condom out from the front but she was so engrossed in sucking me that I didn’t have the heart to stop her. Going at it non-stop, I soon felt my cum building up.
“I’m cumming…..”
I gasped as she quickened her speed, sucking with added fervour and pressure.
I couldn’t hold on for much longer and I just erupted there and then, spurting my jizz right into her mouth as she grunted and continued sucking like a machine on auto mode.
“Arrgh!!!…..”
I groaned out loud as spasm after spasm rocked through my body while I pushed my hips urgently against her mouth, my hand pressing her head down on my pelvis.
“Umph…..”
Devi grunted as she continued to masturbate me, with my cock still spurting jizz in her mouth, taking it all in. She only let it slip out of her mouth when my bro gradually turned soft. Still unsatiated, she held my limp dick with her fingers and began licking it again. That sent another shockwave up my spine and I had to stop her for fear of it inducing a heart attack…..
“Tomorrow, come to my house tomorrow…..”
Devi said to me, as she cleaned her mouth with tissue and taking a sip from a mineral water bottle. Catching my breath, I looked at her.
“You want me to come over to your house tomorrow?” “Ya, I cook for you. Nobody’s at home…..”
she said.
“You sure?”
I asked.
“Yes! I’m living alone. Nirmala only comes back during the weekends. I’ll cook you a nice meal tomorrow…..”
she replied.
“Er, in that case, ok lah. But lunch, ya? Better not dinner, in case your neighbours…..” “My neighbours are ok,”
she interrupted me,
“They mind their own business and are not kay poh. Besides they all know that I’m a policewoman…..”
she added.
That was the first time in my life that I experienced a blow job from a dark skinned woman in blue…..And I believed she swallowed my cum as I didn’t notice her spitting it out. My fantasy now is to fuck her while she’s in uniform, if possible, as images of those
“sailor moon”
girls flashed in my mind.
“Hmm, this may come in handy…..”
the devil in me winked, holding a baton in his hand, stroking it lovingly.
After dropping her off, I cleaned up the backseats before I went home, vaccuming it thoroughly, just in case my wife picks up some pubic hair there. I hid the box of condoms in the boot as I’ll definitely be needing it tomorrow - if,
touch wood
, nothing out of the ordinary happens…..
Coming up next –
“If you see me walking by, and the tears are in my eyes, look away…..”
Dear Bros
Thank you so much for your patience. It’s been a hectic week and schedule and I only found time to pen this chapter only just.
I’d like to thank all those who’ve posted while I was away and especially to Bro Songest for his efforts in compiling the songs that I’ve mentioned in the narrative. What can I say Bro, you da man!!
Chapter 41 – “If you see me walking by, and the tears are in my eyes, look away…..”
“Hello, Chan?”
It was Devi calling.
“Ya, why Devi?”
I asked, sensing the anxiety in her voice.
“Nirmala’s teacher just called me to say that she’s vomited and not feeling well. Asked me whether I’d like to take her home or to let her rest in school”
, she told me.
“What happened? Better bring her to see the doctor. Does she have a fever?”
I asked, out of concern for the little one.
“I don’t know. I’m going to the school now…..”
Devi said.
“It’s ok, we can always meet another day…..”
I told her, thinking that maybe she wanted to postpone our lunch.
“No! I want to see you today, please…..”
she insisted.
“That’s why I’m calling you now. To tell you that I won’t have time to cook lunch. Can you buy something up to my place? I’m bringing Mala back to my mother’s house first…..”
she said.
“You mean you still want me to come by your place for lunch?”
I asked, somewhat disapprovingly.
“Yes…..”
she said softly, adding.
“I should be back by 1.00”. “So, what would you like me to get for lunch?”
I asked.
“Anything. Anything will do for me. But please, I want to see you later…..”
she murmured anxiously.
“Er, ok then…..”
I answered her and hung up. Looking at the time, it was 10.40 then. I suddenly remembered that I didn’t have her address and texted her for it.
I was beginning to feel a little strange. I mean, I couldn’t tell, just by judging from her tone of voice, whether she’s hungry for sex, or was it for some other reasons that she wanted so badly for me to go to her place?
“Hell, she’s a policewoman, for fuck’s sake…..”
I chided myself mentally, attempting to placate my worry somewhat.
“Ya, policewoman so? Policewoman not human ah?”
my inner voice pricked.
“Ya! She’s human, and horny too!…..”
the devil in me prodded, replaying last night’s erotic scene in my mind as my bro then began stirring at the flashbacks.
“Fuck! Wait she psycho, go there I kena killed, then how?”
I asked myself, getting even more apprehensive at the gruesome thoughts this time. I looked towards my inner voice but he thumbed his nose at me and turned his head. Turning to the devil in me, he had that
“hopelessly lost”
look in his eyes and just shrugged his shoulders, half stretching his arms out with his palms facing upwards.
Deciding then to take the risk, I stopped by a Japanese restaurant and bought two takeaway bento lunch boxes with additional sashimi. My inner voice was surprisingly silent as I drove while the bloody devil in me was prancing around excitedly in anticipation.
“Welcome to the Hotel California…..”
the classic Eagles song was playing on the radio. I found myself singing along but froze suddenly when I heard Don Henly telling me,
“You can check out anytime you like, but you can never leave…..”
My inner voice smirked, on hearing that…..
As I turned into the car park of Devi’s block, my mobile rang. I thought then, that it could be Devi calling to say that she had not gotten home yet and wanted me to wait awhile. Quickly turning into an empty lot, I took the phone out of my pocket and saw that it was Amy calling.
“Ya Amy?”
I answered.
“Chan?”
Amy asked, her voice shaking and in a whisper.
“Ya. Why are you whispering?”
I asked.
“Where are you?”
Amy asked, sounding scared.
“Er, outside. Why? I’m meeting a friend for lunch. Why your voice sound like that?”
I asked, with a feeling that something’s not right.
“He, he…..”
Amy stammered.
“He who? Lim ah?”
I asked quickly.
“Ya…..”
Amy answered, almost crying.
“Why? Tell me! What happened?”
I half shouted into the phone.
“He’s outside my house now…..”
Amy said, trying to speak calmly and breathing normally.
“What’s he doing outside your house? Your windows and door open? He knows you at home? Anybody at home with you? Where’s Alice and Sarah?”
I shot question after question in rapid succession, as I sat rooted to my seat, engine still running.
“I don’t know if he know I at home or not. Nobody at home now, I’m alone. Alice and Sarah bring my mother to medical appointment. Just now I hear footsteps outside and then suddenly he knock on my door very hard, shout out my name somemore. Call me open the door. Lucky my windows and door close…..”
she related to me as calmly as she could.
“Don’t open your window or door!”
I told her firmly.
“I come over now…..”
I said.
“No!”
she stopped me.
“He now kee siao, wait he see you donno how he will act…..”
she interrupted and started sobbing.
“Call the police…..”
I told her. How ironic can this be? Here I am, about to meet a policewoman, and there I was, asking Amy to call the police for help…..
”I scared wait he kick and break the door…..”
she sobbed.
“Is the door locked?”
I asked.
“Only the chain. Door not locked”
she revealed.
“Ok, walk quietly to the door and lock it now!”
I ordered her.
“Don’t answer him no matter how he call, shout or bang the door…..”
I added.
“If he continue to kee siao, your neighbours or someone sure will call the police one…..”
I said, as beads of perspiration started forming on my forehead, even though the aircon was blowing directly at me.
“I’m very scared…..”
Amy sobbed.
“Don’t be scared ok? I’m on the line with you…..”
I tried comforting her as thought after thought raced through my head then.
“Should I go to her place now? If I do, then what? Fight with Lim? Or do I call the police and ask for help first? But would Amy want the publicity and attention then? Or do I just go up to Devi’s place and pretend that nothing’s happened?”
My inner voice was obviously having the upper hand in tormenting me…..
I could hear Lim’s voice in the background, shouting and begging for Amy to open the door, banging on it repeatedly as I stayed on the line with her. I couldn’t make out what he was saying but I figured that he wants her to go back to him. I suddenly heard my name being mentioned and I froze in my seat…..
“He say my name is it?”
I asked Amy getting concerned.
“Ya”
she replied.
“What he say?…..”. “Ssh…..!”
she cut me off midway. I kept quiet so as to let her hear what Lim was shouting about.
“He again ask why I want you and not him?”
Amy related to me.
“He ask why I love you and not him? Say you richer than him that’s why I want you. Then he say he want to talk to you…..”
That last sentence made me cringe in my seat…..
“Talk to me about what?”
I asked Amy.
“Don’t know him lah. He siao already. Anything also can say…..”
she said.
“Ya, anything also can do…..”
I chipped in, fearing that he might just jump off the flat from the corridor.
“Then how??”
Amy asked anxiously.
Just then I could hear voices in the background, coming from the corridor but I couldn’t hear what was happening.
“What’s happening?”
I asked Amy urgently.
“Donch know. I think outside got people. Donno whether police or not but I got hear people talking to him”
. Lim apparently had stopped banging on the door and shouting then.
“I call you back…..”
she said and just cut off the line.
I remained in the car for another ten minutes or so waiting for Amy to call. She didn’t call but texted me to say that some neighbours approached him and told him that nobody was home, asking him to leave before they called the police. She added that she heard his footsteps walking away but dared not to open the windows or door to check. I replied asking her to text her sister and inform her of what had happened and also to keep a lookout for Lim just in case he’s waiting at the void deck. Better still, to come back later or go someplace else first. I even thought of driving to her place to check but decided against it.
It was already 1.40pm when I pressed the doorbell to Devi’s flat, holding the bento boxes and sashimi…..
Next –
“Don’t worry baby, everything will turn out alright…..”
Catch up on songs from narratives on Pg 20-24.
Carole King - You’ve got a friend
Queen - Play the game
REO Speedwagon - Can’t fight this feeling anymore
England Dan & John Ford Coley - It’s sad to belong